#lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[abbyshands]

jfc, this is actually fucking crazy 😭 but maybe i should do this again … ?

edit: you’re welcome 😊

#lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams smut #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson smut #the last of us #the last of us smut #tlou2 smut

[abbyshands]

i’m sorry but to be honest, i feel like the people complaining about writers on tlou tumblr only uploading smut have never written themselves or at least never written angst or fluff 😭 ‘cause girl whenever i write either genre, i get too into it! ‘cause someone explain why the fic i wanna post today (mainly fluff) is 1.8k words? and it’s JUST BACKSTORY? just backstory. not the plot or premise of the actual fic. are y’all picking up what i’m putting down LMFAO like i feel like you can write a short smutty fic quickly and it’s fine, but i’m just not, i don’t know, satisfied when that’s the case for angst and fluff? like, one thing about me, if i’m writing angst, i’m trying to rip your heart out. if i’m writing fluff, i want you to smile so hard it pains your face. and i can’t really do that if it’s a short fic, so i put all my effort in, you know? DOES THIS MAKE SENSE LMFBDJ or am i just yapping rn

edit: a few years ago, i read an angst fic (different fandom) that had me feeling numb for three days. three days. and i still think about it. three years later. THAT is how i want people to feel when they read my angst. and if you think it's easy to do, respectfully, you're incredibly mistaken!

#lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #tlou #the last of us #abby anderson smut #ellie williams smut #abby anderson fan fiction #ellie williams fanfic

[abbyshands]

Can I say something really quick? The person who wrote that post complaining was just trying to shame smut writers 😭 I did stalk them and had porn links of "Ellie and Abby" so I really don't understand from where she came from. Aldo you are right, writting it's such difficult and more difficult write fluff things. At the end of the day please mind your business and write whatever you want bc no one pay you for it, it's a HOBBY

i've seen sooo many people talking about it so i'm not sure which account originally said it, but !!! regardless of who did, i absolutely agree. i'm just wondering why it's a big deal for people to make and post smut? i'm not a big fic reader at all, but if i ever feel like reading and i check a fic's warnings and i don't want to read it, i just ... scroll? is that not what you're supposed to do? why do we have to bring down people in the process? that's what makes me upset. i write for my job in real life as well, just like the fiction i write here, and i can tell you that, with the amount of angst and fluff i've written for work, it's tiring to come up with ideas, and executing them is even more exhausting. don't get me wrong: i'm grateful for being able to make money by doing what i love. but i get really hard on myself with all that i write, especially those two genres. it takes a long time to write, which is why i never want to rush it, and i always want it to be presentable. smut isn't like that for me. i'm okay with making a quick drabble. but for me, genres like angst and fluff, or even dark content (which i have also written) is where i feel like my skills as a writer truly show. so when i send it over to clients, or when i post it publicly in general, i want it to be perfect, at least in my eyes. you know?

and you're so right! any genre you write should be for fun. that's all. like, when did we lose the "fan" in fan fiction? so much more to worry about than a bunch of sapphics just having fun. unless what you're uploading (mainly smut wise for this take, but also in general) is wrong (morally, legally, ethically, etc), then i don't understand why you need to feel ashamed about posting it. this in mind, write what you want to write.

#kitlyn’s anons ♡ #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson smut #the last of us #the last of us smut #tlou2 smut #ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #ellie tlou #ellie the last of us

[abbyshands]

if y’all are wondering why i never post angst fics, let me inform you on the angst n’ smut fic that i’ve been working on for a month, that is 3,000 words when there’s no smut yet. no smut. just angst. i rest my case.

#lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson smut #the last of us smut #the last of us

[abbyshands]

me: why do i get nauseous when i think about my partner

google:

LIKE OH OKAY !!!

#i mean i alr knew i was obsessed #but hey! #at least i’m not crazy #lovesick era i fear #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[abbyshands]

now what y’all know about romeo santos … ‘cause i’m bouta base a fic off this song fr …

#like fym ON THE DAY OF YOUR WEDDING #gimme that possessive forbidden love shit fr #translate the lyrics if you need pls #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson smut #the last of us #the last of us smut #tlou2 smut #abby anderson fic #abby anderson imagine #abby anderson fanfic

[abbyshands]

i seriously hate when someone says smt to you when you’ve got your headphones in, but when you take them out and say “hm?” they go “nevermind”

#LIKE R U FUCKING KIDDING ME #all this effort and for what #paused my music for you to give me this bs #yes everything is pissing me off today ‘ leave me alone #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[abbyshands]

me: send me reqs

this screenshot: bitch what-

and am i still shameless asking for y’all to send me recs? hell, yes !!! (pls i promise i just need inspo 🤚🏽)

#lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson smut #ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams smut #the last of us #tlou smut #tlou #tlou2 #abby anderson fanfic #ellie williams fanfic

[abbyshands]

guys please send me ideas because i’m blanking like crazy and i wanna write but fuck idk, please help a girl out <3 it can be smut fluff angst idc 🙏🏽

#abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson smut #ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams smut #the last of us #the last of us smut #tlou2 smut #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[abbyshands]

now … in theory … does anyone wanna see clips from my gameplays … i promise they’re funny … (half of them are me screaming or my game glitching)

#they’re funny #i swear #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #the last of us #the last of us 2 #tlou #tlou2 #abby anderson #ellie williams #abby anderson tlou #ellie williams tlou

[abbyshands]

so do french people say “je suis venue” when they cum or …

#LISTEN #i’m genuinely curious #i’m in french class rn if you couldn’t tell #je suis curieux if you will! #😭😭😭 #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[abbyshands]

so many emily prentiss accs follow me and it makes me miss my cm era so bad … urge to write for her and jj is so real. n so many tlou fans like em and jj too (if they like cm) so it’s like. is this my calling …

#yes i’m yapping but #wait ‘til y’all find out i used to write for cm #a cm MAN but … it happened #may have to comeback for my girls tho <3 #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #emily prentiss #jennifer jareau #criminal minds #abby anderson #ellie williams

[abbyshands]

arguing w my ex over text in class when i just wanna do my work 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 girl let me compsci in peace 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

#reaching my LIMITSSS #free me pls #i am exhausted #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[abbyshands]

someone please tell me how to quit shutting out the people i care for when i’m having a hard time

#anxiety is kicking my ass #boundaries were pushed broken destroyed #i’m tired #gonna kms??? /j #maybe #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[abbyshands]

being a woman in america is being on a run, seeing a man ACROSS the street, and planning escape routes if you need them, even if it’s broad daylight

#bro was legit carrying groceries and i’m like … what if this is a criminal minds scenario #girls w headphones when they’re on runs ALWAYS die in movies #so paranoid as if the sun isn’t shining in my face #oops! #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[abbyshands]

at a cafe rn and some guy is hardcore looking at me (guessing it’s bc of my fit !!!) but boy … i’m gay? please move?

#LIKE IK I DON’T LOOK IT BUT #🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 #lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚