#maybe its for the best

[ronkeyroo]

I feel so hollow

#vent\\ #i can just disappear and it will be like nothing even changed #maybe its for the best

[thepleasuregoblin]

really fucked myself by using "daemons" as the catch-all term for extraplanars, so now i can't call anything a "demon"

#maybe its for the best

[br1ghtestlight]

my problem is that im too sensitive about my interests and how people talk about them. but considering I stopped being capable of feeling emotions irl sometime around 2019 i think being oversensitive about my cartoons is the one thing im allowed to be In this godforsaken world. its my birthright

#its like all the emotions im supposed to be feeling irl about like big life changes and birthdays and death get shoved aside until someone #says something I disagree with about one of my favorite shows and then i have to feel EVERYTHING and feel bad about it for the next 3-5 days #someone holding a gun to my head would legitimately be less emotionally impactful for me than someone insulting a bobs burgers episode #YES i know im mentally ill trust me im aware <3 this is not healthy #i dont know how to stop being so sensitive about certain things and I certainly dont know how to start feeling actual human emotions again #maybe its for the best #maybe its my brain protecting me from my own reality #txt

[bloobluebloo]

Imagine if Ganondorf had *actual* character development? I'd have to quit my day job and turn the Professional Ganondorf Spokesperson blog into a Youtube channel or something.

#maybe its for the best #for the world #ganonthots

[pikslasrce]

when the op of a post turns off reblogs just as you finished typing your essay in the tags........

#a tragedyyyyy... and they were in agreement w the post :( #maybe its for the best #piksla.txt

[l1linya]

Do you have a pet (or pets)?

No 🥲

#I WANT A CAT SO BAD #I started giving random regular strays names #I had cats before but 2 died from unsaveable disease and the other got out of the house and never came back #Maybe its for the best #I'll adopt one of my own when I'm more stable #ask game #l1li nyas

[nat-but-free]

is twitter dead or is it just me? the site just doesnt work

#maybe its for the best

[butch-reidentified]

I am sorry about the person arguing with you. It's giving off some albeist vibes. She should have just kindly understood why you missed something and leave it at that.

Idk why people think being rude for no reason when you're approached respectfully should be normalized.

If I'm being 100 with you, I really hope she doesn't see this bc it's not @ her, it is truly a general observation and not singling anyone out & I don't want her to think I'm targeting her.

So that disclaimer said, I've been having a lot of issues lately in rad spaces with accessibility and ableism, particularly when it comes to disorders that impact communication. I have brain & pain fog, I have neuro issues, memory issues, dissociation, sleep problems which impact cognition, and autism. But I have as much right to be here and express myself as anyone and I've had multiple encounters lately that I hadn't had until recently, where that accessibility, patience, and understanding were lacking. In a few cases where the ableism (especially about autism) was VERY blatant.

I'm gonna be real with yall bc I've been a bit vague and quiet about why my wife isn't active on radblr or in other radfem social spaces online or irl, and this is exactly why. Compared to her, my communication issues are a joke. If I can't find some patience and compassion from the women here, she CERTAINLY won't with her communication and memory issues, plus dyslexia and aphasia. I've been trying to encourage and help her feel confident enough to join and start engaging, bc she is brilliant and has so much to contribute, but honestly, maybe she's right.

I think I lied to myself a little. For a long time, I've put my little corner of radblr on a small pedestal, but a pedestal nonetheless. And I thought it was a safer and more understanding space, a sisterhood where I could be autistic and whatever else and still be given a chance. It's just kind of gutting to see over the past couple months how naive of me that was tbh.

#honestly been using tumblr less and less bc of this #considering deactivating p soon #i just get so sad thinking abt it #but i also get so depressed when these instances occur so #maybe its for the best #mine #ask #radblr #anon ask #anon

[jojotier]

If i had any artistic abilities id draw Dirk doing the game changers 'I CANNOT WIN' monologue but alas God has closed his hand to my suffering

#dirk strider #maybe its for the best #dirk doing a brenan lee muligan monologue mighy be too muvh fkkfkd #sam's thinkin again

[shunukitrash]

...I'm never gonna get to meet William Regal, am I?

#personal? idk #maybe its for the best #I'd probably pass out anyway or puke on his shoes

[constantlyscreaminghere]

Don't reblog: I thought my locked albums were on my card when I reset my phone but they weren't so. I lost my nudes

#maybe its for the best #like i wont he comparing myself #but damn man #the video with the riddlers cane will be missed #personal

[coffee-surprises-and-early-rises]

Besties don't tell anyone but I did several shots after work and life is good

#its probably bc of the bpd #and a stressful day #and a few hard realizations #but #maybe its for the best #muffin mumbles #maybe 1g1b isnt as good as o thought

[cherubifyy]

i think im halfway done wif anonie's req lol

#🔎 :inathink: #i like the concept but i cant write too much plot wif it #maybe its for the best #too much plot takes up a lot of brain juice #hehe think its lowk gonna be gud tho err maybe idk #m guessing 3k words

[error84]

i know why i made my pinned unrebloggable but i wish as the op you could reblog your own post. every single day i want to spam rb it

#slugkit.txt #maybe its for the best

[second-second]

Yall weren't joking when you said desktop sucks, this shit is impossible to navigate and i wont even try anymore. I was gonna try to post my audio recording of harbinger hearsay but honestly it just not worth it.

#maybe its for the best #and i didnt actually expect anyone would listen to it #but i wanted to do it for myself you know #oh well #they are recorded for me for whenever i want to listen to my own voice reading my own story #the worlds saddest little voice recording has died in silence and nobody knows

[kittielamb]

i also think it's really fucked up that barns country opened for mcr somewhere in europe once and not in the states

#maybe its for the best #for my health