My "trans saints exist" t-shirt (by @and-her-saints ) has been a hit and a wonderful chance to lovingly agitate the catholic school I work at. The ones who disagree can't fire me and it forces some very good dialog with those who are bold enough to ask about it
i just want him to fall asleep on me like babyboy let me hold you.
i cherish this idea greatly, as he deserves some proper rest. i feel like your embrace would offer him the most comfort, wherefore he would feel comfortable enough to simply doze off leant against you, or with his head in your lap, or ensnared in your arms.
however, he would need to feel subdued enough to not worry about his studies or his personal ailments which he is normally kept awake by — i'd say it'd be in the framework of him having suffered or still being in the middle of suffering through a paralyzing headache, mellowed by medication and alcohol. he would have to be exhausted, too, to simply yield control like that and fall asleep on you. an added inviting factor could be you raking his scalp with your fingers, caressing his head, messing with his hair a little.
once he has passed out, you'd let yourself wrap your arms around him and thereby hold him even tighter, more tenderly — to establish maximized comfort even in his unconscious state. here, i'm drawing a rather indulgent image in my head, him slotted so gently in your grasp: like my beloved, wonderful, and unimaginably poetic lana del rey once said, "put the tv on, flowers in a vase, lie your head."
as a visual example of this sweet scenario, i'm attaching a pinterest image that i've loved passionately ever since i discovered it. find it under the cut.
Development of the Mewling family writing systems, originating as a logography in Eldermewling, then becoming a syllabary for Sacred Mewling, then an abugida in Modern Mewling.
i really wish i could collapse against him and just lean on him i feel so bad physically rn and i'm so tired. mentally. physically because i got my flu shot and mentally because my older sister is being awful to my parents and me again, starting random drama for the past like week, and i'm just... drained ! and i still haven't finished my paper. and i'm really not helping anyone i love in my life right now; i feel very helpless right now. and bad. and lonely.
sometimes being disabled is like "this world wasn't made for people like me, but that's ok. i will create my own happiness and find communities full of people who understand me and share my struggles. i will rise above the inherent ableism of the society that i live in and i will find ways to be free and happy and alive" and other times it's "ouch eek oof agh my bones"
I have officially shown all 110 of the Mewling glyphs! Here's all of them in one place for easy zooming. All the other characters in the language are made up of these glyphs. Thanks to everyone who's been following along with me as I've shown all of these glyphs, I'll be doing more language stuff in the meantime. For now, Sonapatan koru! (Thanks for reading!)
I'm sorry this is all happening to you Val :( but we're all here for you <3
waahh thank you ily 🫂 i'll be ok i might just nap after i finish my essay since i'm mad tired and that's probably making me kind of more prone to being sad