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daisydaisybilly · 2 years

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the person who holds me together | n.r

summary: you and Natasha have just finished a mission and the only thing you want is to crawl into bed and sleep. instead Natasha convinces you to have a few drinks which leads to hidden secrets coming to light.

pairing: Natasha x Reader (gn)

warnings: swearing, fluff and hints of smut (i can't write smut so forgive me for limiting it a bit)

word count: 765

a/n: wow this took a while for me to write 😅 but here it is! you know i think i'm starting to like country music too, might write more stuff with it. thank you the kind words and sending the request in! i hope you like it as much as i enjoyed writing it. Not edited well but I’m feeling lazy so pls for give any mistakes

the song

Another mission was over and you couldn’t wait to get out of the tight clothes that were somehow important to the mission, you wouldn't mind if Natasha kept her dress on though, Jesus you were in love with her.

But she was your best friend, and you were so scared that if you voiced how you felt you would lose her.

You looked up and grinned as Natasha came to the booth you were sat in carrying a tray, “Saw they were doing fresh Sangria and I couldn't resist getting some” she explained sitting down.

Her blue eyes shone as the string fairy lights caught them, your breath left your body, just about everything you knew did too, including the hotel room number.

After multiple rounds you lent back Rubbing your eyes you laughed, “How can you even think about drinking? All I want is to crawl into bed”.

She looked at you, head resting on her shoulder smiling, “Finish the jug with me then you can sleep all you want” she winked.

You bit your lower lip, you weren't 100% sure you could trust yourself being drunk around her, the truth no matter how big always came to the surface when you were drunk.that’s how Clint came to know about your crush on Nat. But no matter what arrangement your brain came up with, your heart couldn’t say no to Natasha.

“Okay fine” you agreed, taking a glass, “But when I'm stumbling around you’re gonna have to help me to the room”.

She grinned and you swore she blushed a little. “ seems fair” you laughed rolling your eyes.

The one jug of sangria turned into three, feeling dazed you looked around the emptying bar. You snapping back into reality you realised Natasha was speaking. “Huh?” you asked looking at her,

She shook her head grinning. “You really can’t handle your booze”.

You exhaled putting your head down on the table, “my captain didn’t allow it” You stayed still enjoying the cold table, cooling your flushed cheek.

“You know” Natasha started, reaching out a hand and resting it on your head. You closed your eyes against her touch, savouring it. “You kind of remind me of sangria”.

“What?” you opened your eyes, making Natasha’s hand move to rest on your cheek.

She was still smiling when she continued, “you know sangria is just wine with fruit in it right?”. She waited for you to say something, when you nodded she carried on. “If it weren’t for you, I'd be incomplete, just bits of fruit sitting around”.

You were silent just looking at her. Natasha hadn’t moved but worried began to eat away at her face. She pulled her hand away holding it to her chest.

“Tasha” you exhaled her name. “Look at me”.

She did as you asked.

You take her hand and lean in. Natasha didn’t move until your lips met. Straight away she kissed you back. You sighed against her lips, taking everything about her in. The smell of her hair, how soft her hand was in yours and the way she tasted of sangria.

She pulled back lips swollen, using her free hand she held your face running her thumb around your lip, looking at her you kissed her thumb, tasting the wine from your lips. A coconut scent from her hair.

“We should take this to the room,” she suggested breathlessly. Head spinning.

The walk to the lift and the lift ride you could barely keep your hands off each other. If you weren’t touching her, feeling her against your skin you felt incomplete.

Your back hitting a door was when you knew you had reached the room. Nat didn’t pull away as she unlocked the door, kicking it shut. You marvelled just how skilled she was.

Without using words you both headed to the bathroom, again no words were needed she knew you’d lift her on top of the counter. Her legs pared giving you room to slip between them.

You looked to her shoulder looking at the freckles, her skin begging to be kissed. Against the white tile walls her hair shone.

Red like the sangria.

She worked on the buttons of your shirt, sliding her hands along your collar bones. She gingerly kissed your lips and muttered one word. “Shower”.

Neither of you were fully undressed. Your shirt still hung on you half unbuttoned, her skirt was pulled up around her waist, zip still up.

Lovingly she stopped and looked into your eyes, “you’re so beautiful”. And then you smiled, smiled like you never had before

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daisydaisybilly · 3 years

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hold me tight and don't let go| n.r

pairing: Natasha x fem!Reader

summary: You hear Natasha crying out one night and go to her side

warning: fluff, bit of angst, hints of death, mentions of fighting (guns) and maybe some swearing?

word count: 830

a/n: i hit a very hard writers block and was just all together sad but i got this done and i really hope its half way good. not fully edited so sorry for any mistakes, i'll edit it one day

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Nights were always still and calm at the compound. The days were so vibrant and alive it was hard to find any quiet at all. While everyone else was asleep you were sat at the kitchen table drinking tea, which wouldn’t help you sleep at all.

This was the way you had always been, awake at the late hours and sleeping during the early hours. After years you had trained your body to survive off as little sleep as possible. The team didn’t get it, at this point it was too hard to break.

You did want to fix it because you felt so alone at night.

-x

Natasha was on a mission like any other, sat side by side with the team, you were sat in front of her grinning. Rolling your eyes at Steve as he did his fifth brief. Mouthing along as he talked.

Everything was fine, normal, mundane even like the dream always started off like.

She blinked and the scene changed. Hidden behind a truck with you by her side, you both dodging bullets. Despite the unending assault of bullets you were still smiling.

“We seriously need to get a new hobby,” you joked, throwing a grenade over the truck.

She laughed, raising an eyebrow, “What like scrapbooking?”.

You shook your head, “You’re not the scrapbooking kind, you’re-“ you were interrupted by a hard cough, when you pulled your hand away there was blood.

Natasha's eyes went wide, “What the-“.

You looked at her confused, hands finding the culprit.

Natasha dropped her weapon and rushed over to you, somehow a bullet had lodged itself into your abdomen. You licked your lips and brought more blood up. “Nat?” you asked confused.

She grabbed you tight, searching you for more wounds, “How did this happen?”.

“Nat?” you asked again.

Soothing you, she stroked your head. “I don’t understand”.

You blinked looking dazed, “it’s okay”.

She pulled you closer against her, looking around for help but only heard more gun fire, she jumped feeling your hand on her cheek.

“It’s okay,” you repeated.

“Why do you keep on saying that?! It’s not okay” she yelled, scared.

You smiled sadly at her, “You need to let me go Nat”.

“No,” Natasha sobbed.

You coughed again.

She wiped your face crying more. “Just hold on please” she leant down and kissed your forehead. She reached to her ear activating her earpiece, “Can anyone hear me? I need help!” Only silence followed.

“No ones coming,” you said, bringing her hand to yours. “Let me go”.

“No!” she yelled again, you didn’t react. “I can save you, I won’t let this happen again”.

You breathed a ragged breath, “It always ends this way”.

“Not this time, not again” she shook her head crying.

“Let me go” you said a little weaker.

“I can’t”

-x-

When you had gotten bored sitting around in the living room you headed back to your room, making sure to be extra quiet so you wouldn’t wake anyone.

“NO”.

You froze hearing someone shout.

“Please”.

You heard again and this time you recognised who the voice belonged to.

Nervously you walked towards Natasha’s door, you weren’t sure if it was your place to go running in her room worried, she might not want anyone to see her in a panic state. You waited with your hand hovering over the door handle.

When she called out your name you stopped questioning yourself and ran in.

There Natasha was lying in bed sheets around her legs, she was tossing from side to side muttering more words, you couldn’t make them all out, you heard your name a few times.

You crawled onto the bed shaking her awake, “Hey Nat, wake up you’re dreaming” you said softly.

She shot up grabbing your arm tightly, her green eyes were wide searching your face. Her breathing was fast and uneven. She swallowed, “You’re okay?”.

Worried, you looked her up and down nodding, “Are you?”.

She shook her head still keeping her grip on you, looking for something. You froze when she placed her hand against your stomach, she closed her eyes in relief. You could feel her shaking.

She opened and closed her mouth, unable to talk.

“Okay Okay” you repeated holding her tighter, “you don’t have to say anything”.

You managed to climb under the covers still holding Natasa close. Softly you ran one hand through her hair, working out the knots that had formed, humming a tune.

“You were hurt,” she said suddenly., her face still pressed against you so you couldn’t see her face.

Frowning, you looked down at her, “Is that why you were calling out of me?”.

She nodded, swallowing.

You smiled, brushing her hair. “I’m okay though, look I'm here”.

She set her jaw, “What if this part is the dream and you’re really -” she cut herself off.

“I am here Nat and i’m okay”.

She sighed, breathing you in.

“And I'm not going anyway,” you promised.

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daisydaisybilly · 3 years

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stars in my eyes | part two | n.r

pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Actress!Reader

summary: you meet Natasha at an boring old Stark party... things don't go as planned when Natasha finds out you have a boyfriend.

warning: swearing, angst, mention of smut, mentions of cheating (but not really), fluff and a happy ending i promise

word count: 1.1 k (plus 2 Instagram post that fit in with the story)

a/n: so part one did better than i thought it would so here's some more! this is the angst i promised. edited but some mistake will remain.

one

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At 5 am you sat getting your make up done for the day feeling nervous like you never had before. You didn’t even feel this nervous on your first day on set, wide eyed and young you were ready for it. There was something about acting that made you feel exposed and raw, plenty of people watched you act all the time but you had never done it in front of some important. Even the times Benny would come and watch were nothing to you, just another face in the crowd.

Knowing Natasha would be stood there watching you, her green eyes following you, her perfect lips slightly parted. Just thinking about it made you flush.

“What’s up with you today” the makeup artist asking pocking you with the end of a brush.

“I’m being silly” you waved your hand in the air, “I invited someone to set today and I’m worrying”.

She shook her head agreeing you were just being silly and carried on getting you ready.

When you left the trailer Natasha was waiting outside for you. The moment you locked eyes with her she smiled and that smile almost made you fall down.

She looked you up and down a smirk raising on her lips, “Look at you all dressed up”.

You pulled a face laughing. Spinning around to show of the full look. “You can say it, I make a good hot distressed witch”.

She raised an eyebrow, “I thought you were some kind of dead bride”.

You studied yourself and had to agree the ripped messy black dress and Black veil did look bridely. “I think we’re going for a morgana vibe” you shrugged.

“Well whatever you are you do look hot” she held out her hand of you, “Now come on showing me around”.

“Wait” someone called out running after you. Inwardly sighing you turned around. “Angie just called and she wants a behind the scenes picture” an assistant said holding up a phone.

You nodded getting in shot, rolling your eyes at Natasha.

As you walked away you check you phone within minutes the picture was up. You showed Natasha, “My agent works fast”.

“Hope you’re paying her well “ she laughed.

You laughed too, “She gets a lot. Mostly to put up with me”.

-x-

When the cameras were turned on most of your worry went away. You could lose yourself in your character she had no fears and you loved that about her, she maybe the villain but to you she had reasons why she wanted the whole world to fall down at her feet and a small part wanted her to get what she wanted.

You stared off in the distance where a kingdom will be added in editing. Planning something. You say you’re final line of the scene and then the whole set comes to life. People walk past you congratulating you on the scene but the only person you cared about was Natasha.

When you reached her, you asked her shyly what she thought of it.

At first you were afraid she didn’t enjoy it but she linked your arm with hers and whispered, “I don’t know much about acting but I will say that if I were fighting against you, you’d win for sure”.

You scoffed nudging her feeling flushed. “You don’t mean that”.

Her expression didn’t changed, “I’d never lie to you”.

You were stunned, all you could manged was a nodded. “Do you wanna come back to my trailer?”

-x-

Before heading back to your trailer you got changed into your normal clothes.

Lay across the shitty sofa your right hand locked with Natasha’s left you started to talk about your life growing up. When it got to hers, she went quite, before actually meeting her you knew nothing about the red room but as the sunset gave your trailer an orange glow you wished it had stayed at way.

“I’m sorry” it felt like those were the only words you could say and even those words felt wrong as they hung in the air.

She brushed it like it was nothing but you could see the pain in her eyes. “It’s nothing”.

You sat up, “no it is something. You went through some shit stuff and if I could change that I would”.

Still laying down she studied your face, he softening. At last she nodded smiled. Her hand reached up and held your face. “For a villain you are awfully sweet”.

You shook your head laughing at her, “I was being nice”.

“I know I know” she smiled gazing at you. “Kiss me instead?”.

You didn’t need to be asked twice, lowering yourself down to kiss her.

She kissed you back wrapping both arms around your neck.

Before anything else could happen, your phone started to go off again. Natasha sighed dropping her arms from your neck. “What now?”.

Sending her an apologetic look you reached for your phone. Your eyes went wide making Natasha sit up. “Hey, you, okay?” she asked resting her hand on your shoulder.

You nodded still keeping your eyes on your phone. “I need to call Benny” you muttered.

“Why?” she asked worried.

You chewed your lip thinking about what you had to do. Slowly you handed her your phone, with your newest post “That meeting with my agent was about this” you said rubbing the back of your neck.

“God” Natasha sighed rubbing her face.

“I told them I needed to think about it!” you took the phone from her putting it down.

She didn’t move, “How did they even get a picture?”.

“We took them at the start of the relationship, we took so many I can’t even remember what half of them are” you said rushing to get everything out. “Please believe me”.

She still hadn’t move, couldn’t even look at you. “It’s a lot” she said in a small voice. Then she looked at you, her eyes glassed over. “The fake boyfriend I got but this, a fake husband?”.

Your chest felt heavy, “It won’t change anything, I swear”.

“Have you ever slept with him?” she asked her jaw set.

“I have” you knew ever was no point lying, “But only when I’ve been drunk” you followed with.

She looked ever sadder looking down at her hands, “right”. She stood up heading towards the door.

“Natasha!” you cried jumping up following her. “Wait!”.

She spun around, “I can’t sit here and listen to how sleeping with him meaning nothing cause you were drunk when that’s exactly how we-“ she stopped frustrated.

“You can’t compare what happened between us to my fakerelationship with Benedict fucking Hopper!”, you put your hand on her but she pushes you away.

“Look at what you’re asking me to do!” she yelled catching you off guard.

“I-“ you started but couldn’t think of anything to say.

She nodded making up her mind, “When you asks your agent what to say call me or don’t” she said leaving you stood alone.

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daisydaisybilly · 3 years

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stars in my eyes | part one | n.r

pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Actress!Reader

summary: you meet Natasha at an boring old Stark party... things don't go as planned when Natasha finds out you have a boyfriend.

warning: swearing, angst, mention of smut, mentions of cheating (but not really), fluff and a happy ending i promise

word count: 1.9k (plus 1 Instagram post that fit in with the story)

a/n: this whole idea came to me before sleeping and i knew right away it would be fun to write! I hope you enjoy it! first part cause this is getting bigger than i thought, wanna get some out now to see if this is actually something people like . edited but some mistake will remain

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You still weren’t used to the whole posting every moment for your life online for everyone to see. Most of the time you left it to your agents team and tried to have fun. Now you felt out of your depth, you knew Tony when he was a simple playboy and you were just a background actress, now he was iron man and you were playing main roles.

“Think an actress would be more fun at parties” Tony smirked holding you two drinks.

Rolling your eyes at him you took the drink from his hand, “been on set all day and you want me to be fun”.

“What you playing this time?” Tony asked.

You grinned, “The villain in a fantasy series” you shrugged. “No really impressive with actual superheroes and supervillains in the world”.

He threw his arm over your shoulder, “Well you for sure get paid better than they do”.

You laughed batting him off you. Stopping when you spotted someone cross the room. Natasha Romanoff, since the avengers had become public heroes, you had been harbouring a crush. She was wearing a plum-coloured dress her hair in soft curls down her back.

You were spaced out watching her. Tony had to call your name multiple times before you heard him.

“Huh” you asked snapping back to attention.

He shook his head a smile forming on his lips, “I was asking where Ben was but looks like you have someone else on your mind”.

“Very funny” you fake laughed. “You and I both know my relationship is a fake as those diamond earrings you gave your ex-girlfriend in 2010”.

He put his hand to his heart, “You wound me”.

You rolled your eyes again sipping your drink, “Sue me if I actually see someone I like”.

“I could put a good word in with Romanoff” he winked.

Before you could turn him down, he was dragging you across the room where Natasha stood. “Romanoff have you met my friend? She’s been in a few films but I’ll let you two talk” he waved walking off.

“I’m going to kill you Stark” you hissed after him.

Smiling he turned around briefly, “Join the club”.

Staring after him with your jaw set. He was still the same playboy deep down.

“You were in that retelling of the little mermaid right?” Natasha asked.

You turned back around smiling shocked. “Yeah, I was for like 5 minutes but you might see me on the 11 o’clock news when I kill Tony” you laughed.

She laughed along, “Don’t worry I’ll help you clean up”.

The drinks kept coming even when the party started to die down. Closed off in a corner together you felt relaxed, you don’t know when it happened or who made the move to end up with her legs cross your lap. Absentmindedly you soaked her leg with your hand. going from the top of her knee down to the calves.

“Have you always wanted to be an actress?” She asked you.

You thought about it, “No actually. I wanted to be a doctor when I was younger but my grades weren’t good enough”.

She looked at you with her head tilted, “So why an actress then?”.

“It was 100% by chance, I saw they were looking for someone who could play the piano for a small scene and I thought why not put all those hours of practicing to use”.

“So you got the dream that millions go to Hollywood for?”.

You laughed, “What can I say? It’s all thanks to my great ass”.

She nodded, “I agree you do have a great ass”.

You could remember the last time you had actually enjoy talking to someone, being in the same place as someone. So you did something you didn’t plan on doing, you lent over and kissed her. You felt her hesitate feeling guilty you started to pull away.

She grumbled something then pulled you back. Humming your smiled.

Even with the awkward position you were both in, she still managed to be pinned you down on the sofa. You moved away feeling breathless you looked up to her, “Maybe we should take this somewhere private?” you asked.

She kissed you again lingering, “if you insist” she grinned.

-x-

Your phone buzzing on the floor woke you up, groggily you sat up in bed using the sheet to cover yourself. “Jesus…what’s that sound” Natasha mumbled from your side. You blinked at her clearing your mind.

“My phone” you said softly , slowly you climbed out of the bed and started to look for your phone. When you found it, you sat on the floor and started to type away.

Natasha sat up and watched you, “Whose calling you this early anyway” she yawned.

You didn’t look up, “Just my boyfriend. We have a meeting with my agent later” you only looked up when Natasha made an odd sound. “You, okay?”.

Her mouth was open wide, “you have a boyfriend and you didn’t think to mention it?!” she asked looking confused.

Her attitude did phase you, “I thought everyone knew I was dating film star Benedict Hopper” you laughed rolling your eyes.

Natasha stammered something else looking like she was going into shocked. worried you hurried back over to her. You grab hold of her face, “hey hey, look at me” she did as you asked. “It isn’t real between me and Benny… it’s just a RP thing. I promised”.

She looked at you doubtingly.

“Ask Tony if you don’t believe me!” you said trying to calm her down.

She chewed her bottom lip not looking at you, “if you promise not to mess me around”.

You smiled wide, “If I ever do you can fight me, I might even ask you too” you teased her winking.

She scoffed pushing you away, “You can’t be serious can you” she laughed as she straddle you. You kept your eyes on her as your hands made their way up her bare thighs.

“I can be very serious” you joked, “I’m an actress, I can be anything you want”.

She shook her head lowering herself. “there’s the problem I don’t want you to be anything but you”.

“I think I can manged that” you said softly.

You kissed her again running your hands through her hair, deepening the kiss.

“Jesus” you sighed. “You’re making it really hard to leave”.

She pouted, “You really have to go?”.

You wanted to say no and spend the whole day wrapped up in her. “My agent will kill me” you smiled sadly.

She scoffed laughing, “Well it’s probably a good idea I might need to save the world you now…it’s my job”.

You kissed her cheek before getting up. After fully dressing you lagged by the door, “When you’re done saving the world call me” you winked on your way out.

-x-

You thought about Natasha none stop all that morning. Someone had pulled you out of your daydream multiple times. Benny and Angie, your Agent were less than impress when you weren’t playing attention at the meeting.

“Hungover huh?” Benny asked his English accent strong.

You rubbed your face with both hands, “I am not hungover I just don’t see why we have to be here” you sighed.

Angie rolled her eyes, “I swear you two are exhausting” you and Benny turned to look at her. “We are here to talk about the next steps in your relationship”.

You pulled a face, “Why can’t it stay the same? Think things are going well” you shrugged.

Angie put her face in her hands and grumbled. Lifting her face she sat up straight. “With the DSW awards coming up we need to bring attention to you both” she explain. “Nearly everyone nominated is seeing someone what we need is an announcement”.

You felt uneasy. “What kind of announcement?” you asked.

Benny who had been quiet spoke, “Think she means an engagement, love”.

You went cold all over.

Angie gave you a look of pity, “You knew this was going to be an opinion one day and that’s now” she pulled some papers from her bag spreading them out so you and Benny could see. “It would be exactly like the relationship you have now, no commitments just RP reason”.

You chewed your thumb, “It’s just a lot to take in”.

Benny took your hand and held it in friendly manner. “We could just say yes now and wait to use it, like Angie said it will be good for getting you your first big award”.

It made a little sense and you knew it, you shook your head sighing again. “It feels wrong getting people to vote me just because of who I’m seeing and not because I’m actually good”.

Benny rubbed your knuckles with his thumb, “they’ll vote for you because you amazing. Just think of me as some eye candy”.

You try to smile trying to put on a brave face. “okay” you nodded looking at both Angie and Benny in turn. “Just give me sometime”.

-x-

You were too impatient to wait for Natasha to get in contact, after sitting through a phone call with a smug Tony to get Natasha’s number. You then had to build up the nerve to actually text her, it took a while longer before you come up with something to next altogether.

You nearly dropped your phone when she picked up.

You listened to the noise from the other end of the phone, waiting for Natasha to speak.

“Hello?” she asked, you could tell she was slightly out of breath.

“Yeah...Hi” you said a little too loud, “In my own world sorry”.

“It’s all good” she said. You felt your heart soften knowing she was smiling.

You swallowed. “I had to go through Tony to get your number” you laughed.

You heard he take a sharp inhale, “He came walking in the kitchen this afternoon all proud of himself like a damn matchmaker” she started off laughing it fell flat at the end.

This would be the perfect time to tell her you could be engaged soon, that you were completely against it and she was the reason. But just because you had like her from a distance for so long didn’t mean she did too.

Instead you pushed your worry away, “He’s the same old playboy he’s always been. Only difference is now he has a fancy suit”.

She gave you a light laughed, her breathing was finally level. “Truer words were never spoken”.

An idea rose up and before you could think any better you said it, “How would you feel about joining me on set tomorrow?”.

The line went silence the idea had caught her off guard, this is what you were afraid of, wanting to much too fast, you were going to scare her away.

“You know what forget it, it was a dumb idea” you tried to push the idea away and move on from the strange hard feeling in your chest.

“No” she cut through, “I just thought you wouldn’t want to be seen in public”.

“Why would you-“ you said frowning.

“Like you said forget it” she said her voice was light again. “Send me the info and I’ll see you there. Well that’s if I’m not busy saving the world” she joked.

You sighed dramatic over the top playing along, “You know I’m getting very jealous of this world”.

“Just how I like it” she said sounding like herself again.

part two

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daisydaisybilly · 3 years

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my best friend's secretary | n.r

pairing: Lawyer!Natasha x f!reader

summary: Nat has the biggest crush on Steve's secretary

warning: swearing, angst and fluff, bit of smut and i think that's it

word count: 2.3k

a big thank you to @tuiccim for helping me so much with this fic. go follow her and read her amazing work (my favourites are i remember them all and brassy )

a/n: i'm a sucker for Nat in iron man two... i mean just looked at her 😍

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Natasha was a bundle of nerves whenever she visited Steve’s office, for one reason only. You, the cute girl with a warm smile and bubbly laugh. It didn’t help that you were sitting most of the time giving Natasha a perfect view down your blouse and when you weren’t sitting down your legs were the main attraction.

It was so unlike Nat to be nervous and unsure around anyone, but you were unlike anyone she had met before. Of course, Steve knew how she felt and never missed an opportunity to bring it up. These lunch breaks had become his favourite time of day. When they left the lift, Natasha stopped dead in her tracks when she heard you laughing. Steve chuckled at her reaction and drags her along to your desk.

They found you talking and laughing with Thor. He sat on the edge of the desk moving his hands as he spoke. The story had turned into laughter by the time Steve and Natasha walked in, having missed the main part. Your eyes shot towards the lift, “Mr Rogers, Miss Romanov, I ordered your food and it should be here soon”.

“You’re amazing, y/n” Steve smiled as he passed your desk, Nat stood close by him not daring to look down at you.

“You did get lucky when it came to assistants, Rogers. I was just telling y/n about my last business trip” Thor stated from his perch on the corner of your desk.

“You mean you were trying to steal her,” Steve laughed as he flipped through his messages.

“Wouldn’t dream of it” Thor winked to you.

Steve rolled his eyes. “Can you set up a meeting with Stark for 3 tomorrow?” he asked you. Nodding, you got to typing at the computer straight away.

While the boys spoke, Nat got enough courage to look at you, you were still typing with your eyebrows crumpled up while chewing your bottom lip. You looked adorable to Nat. Looking up from the screen, your eyes locked with Nat and you smiled, Nat felt her cheeks redden and looked away. When the phone rang Nat looked at you again thinking it would be safe. You put the phone down and stood up brushing down your skirt. “Just going to get the food, sir”.

Shamelessly, Nat watched as you walked across the room and waited for the lift doors to shut then she shot a smile over to the two men next to her. After a few heavy moments of silence, Thor turned to Nat, “Still not told her how you feel, Romanov?”.

She stuttered and looked to Steve then to Thor red faced. “Steve!”

Steve laughed, shaking his head, “Wasn’t me!” he held his hands up in surrender. “You just don’t hide it well”.

“Do you think she knows?” Natasha asks nervously.

“God no, she’s as clueless as you are,” Steve laughed again. The lift doors opened again, and Steve elbowed Nat’s side. You walked out carrying a massive paper bag, halfway across the room you started to lose your footing momently. Nat didn’t wait and rushed forward to help. “You, okay?” she rested her hand on your back. You blinked in shock regained yourself and smiled at her.

“I’m not used to these heels yet” you exhaled, kicking out a foot to show her. You thanked Nat when she took one of the bags from your arms. “Things going well down in your department?” you asked, glancing sideways at Nat.

“Yeah, got a big case coming up soon,” she shrugged.

You grinned, “I’d wish you luck, but I know you’ll do great”. When you both reached Steve’s office, the bags were placed on his desk. Steve came in shortly after and started to unpack. “If you need anything, I’ll just be outside” you excused yourself.

“Thanks y/n, you’re amazing” Steve called, shutting the door as you left. He listened as the sound of your footsteps get further and further away then turned to Nat and clapped her on the shoulder, “you hopeless lesbian”.

-x-

“Steve” Nat laughed, “It can wait, I’ll just work on something else today” she laughed.

“No! It's here somewhere” Steve called out from behind a pile of folders. “This had to happen on y/n’s day off”.

Nat just laughed, she opened her mouth to speak when you came walking through the door, “Hey, I heard you needed me,” you stood in front of Steve and his pile holding coffee. “I got coffee as well”.

“y/n!” Steve cried jumping over the desk to hug you. “Who called you?”

You shifted your eyes over to Nat who was looking at a blank spot on the wall, “Sue called saying you were losing it over some paperwork and asked if I could come in. Luckily, I was close by”.

Steve finally let you go and fell against his chair drinking his coffee.

You laughed again and started looking through the files. It was strange to be at work in your jeans, but it was definitely something you wished you could do more often. While you flipped through the pages you sipped your coffee. Now and then, you glanced up at Steve who looked a lot calmer and Nat who was getting redder every time you made eye contact which made you smile each time she looked away.

From the stories Steve had told you, Nat wasn’t a shy person and you wondered why she was with you. After weeks of thinking it through, you reached the conclusion that she just wasn’t comfy with you yet and you really wanted her to be.

“Ah I think I found it,” you grinned pointing out a page. Steve looked the paperwork over and then hugged you again giving a big sigh of relief. Laughing, you patted him on the back, “You should have phoned me sooner if it was this important”.

Nat pulled Steve off you and you sent her a smile which she surprisingly returned. “I told him it could wait but you know how he is”.

“Hey,” Steve pouted.

You laughed again, “I would agree but I’d like to keep my job.”

When Nat laughed you smiled wider, but she stopped herself abruptly once she noticed you staring. You cleared your throat while turning to Steve, “Do you need me to stay for the rest of the day?”

“No, you should go and enjoy your day off,” Steve smiled.

“You sure? I have a spare dress and heels in my locker so I can change?” you asked again.

Steve stops in thought, “No. I should be okay now”.

“Okay but if you need something else, call me” you smiled to them both.

-x-

Nat replayed and replayed what happened in Steve’s office, God, you were even hotter dressed in jeans and a jumper than in heels and a tight dress. Steve was right, she was a hopeless lesbian.

She needed to think about her case and not you, but whenever she opened her files to take notes her mind went straight to you. Damn she needed to do her job. When her phone began to ring, she threw down her pen, giving up on accomplishing anything. She answers the phone with a curt, “Hello?”

“Hi, it’s y/n from Steve’s office,” you greeted. Why you even felt the need to confirm who it was, was beyond Nat.

“Hi,” she blurted out, sitting straighter.

“Hi,” you said again, forgetting what you were doing.

“Are- I mean can I help you?” she asked.

“Don’t worry, it’s nothing serious. Steve just wanted me to tell you something came up last minute and he was pulled away. So, he can’t make lunch but I’ll be down to deliver the food anyway,” you laughed a sigh. “He only told me after I ordered the food”.

“You don’t need to do that,” Nat argued.

“I don’t mind. The food will go to waste if I don’t,” you assured her. “I’ll see you soon”.

You hung up before Nat could argue again. She stayed where she was, listening to the phone’s tone panicking. Her office was a mess, papers were all over the place, she had just thrown her coat over a chair and she had coffee cups going back days laying all around her. Quickly, she began tidying up.

When Steve came out to tell you he wouldn’t be having his usual lunch with Nat, you felt like it was your plans that had been cancelled. Seeing her had become your favourite part of the day. When you called her to pass the message along you told a small lie, you hadn’t had time to order food you just wanted to see her. She would never know you were lying and it was a harmless one anyway.

You stopped and took a deep breath before entering Nat’s office. “Hey!” you smiled, seeing Nat sat at her desk, slightly flushed you couldn’t help but notice.

“Hi,” she jumped up from her seat. “You didn’t have to do this”.

You smiled her way, set the food down, and sat in the chair opposite hers, “Oh I don’t mind, it gets me out of the office,” you said. “Well, my office that is,” you laughed.

“So, what was Steve’s excuse?” Nat asked as she unpacked the food.

“He just said he was meeting some guy named James and he’d be back by the end of the day,” you shrugged.

Nat’s face broke out into a grin, “Ahh, Bucky”.

“Wait,” you gasped. “So, James is the same person as ‘B’, who Steve gets me to send flowers to every month?”

“He’s a romantic,” she laughed, rolling her eyes.

You chewed your lower lip, “So, do you have a special someone your poor receptionist sends flowers too?” you asked, nervously.

She tutted, “Nope, can’t seem to find the right person. You?”

“Can’t seem to find anyone who will put up with me,” you laughed.

“I could,” Natasha blurted out. The second she finished the statement, she blushed and put her head in her hands. “Oh god”.

You felt breathless looking at her, “Do you mean that?”

She couldn’t answer you or look at you. You held your breath going over to stand in front of her, “Talk to me Nat” you knelt down by her, pulling her hands away so you could see her face. She was as red as her hair, which made you smile.

“Did you mean it? I really wan- need to know,” you pleaded with her.

She didn’t speak, couldn’t, and just when you were about to give up hope, she nodded her head. You grinned wide . She gasped when you pulled her from her chair to be closer to you and she grasped again when you kissed her. You buried your hands in her hair, savouring how soft it felt in your hands.

Nat pulled away, looking down at you, “This is actually happening?”.

“Well, it was before you started talking,” you joked. She started the kiss again, you held back a moan as Nat’s hand travelled along your upper thigh.

“Wait” she pulled away again making you sigh. “What does this mean?”.

You laughed, shaking your head, “It means I like you too and wouldn’t mind kissing you some more before I’m needed”.

“Okay-“ she begin, but your laughing scoff cuts her off as you pull her back into a kiss. You hummed as Nat’s hands pushed up your skirt so it rested on your hips, your hips bucked against hers wishing to be closer. She took her attention away from your lower half and started unbuttoning your white shirt.

With every pop of a button you swallowed. Once she had undone the last button, she opened your shirt with a hungry look in her eyes. She kissed you again then moved down to your neck, your chest, and finally your straining breasts.

Nat’s hand went down to your wet panties as you held onto her tight, choking on a moan. Her fingers teased you playing with the cotton. Two fingers slipped under the material, you bit your lip to keep in a moan. Her lips sucked on your neck, biting a particularly sensitive spot, then kissing the same area after, “Don’t hold them in”.

You moaned when she started to rub your clit. You threw your head back exposing your neck more, gasping at each swipe of her tongue. Nat kept her pattern of sucking your neck and chest. Teasing you the whole time by not allowing her fingers to sink any deeper. Your moans and whimpers were the only sound in the room, you held on to Nat like she would disappear at any point.

"Please, don’t keep me waiting any longer," you half sigh and half pleaded while you pulled her closer to you. She laughed against your skin, the vibration making you shiver. She picked up her pace and began moving two fingers in and out of you. Faster and faster, making your gasp for air harder and harder as she went.

“Gods,” you cried when you felt yourself building up higher.

She smiled again against your neck, “This is all me”.

You clenched down on her fingers and made a rough sound in the back of your throat as you came. Her uncharacteristically haughty words sending you over the edge. As you came down from the high, Nat stared into you while sucking her fingers clean. She helped clean you with some tissues from her desk and redressed you. Then flopping down beside you, she laughed, “For all the ways I hoped something would happen I never thought it would end like this.”

You swung your leg over her moving to straddle her. “I would have preferred a bed honestly”.

“Next time, I swear,” Nat nodded.

You smiled, “Look forward to it, Miss Romanov”

Nat was about to speak but the door came flying open.

“Hey Nat, have you seen-,“ Steve stopped seeing what he had walked in on with his mouth wide open.

It was your turn to be embarrassed, staring wide eyed at him. He nodded dumbstruck and still in shock, “Uh, yeah, as you were.”

When he left the room, you looked at Nat, “Did I just lose my job?”

Nat held your cheek, “I have a job for you if you did,” she laughed.

You batted her chest, laughing too.

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stars in my eyes | part three | n.r

pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Actress!Reader

summary: you meet Natasha at an boring old Stark party... things don't go as planned when Natasha finds out you have a boyfriend.

warning: swearing, alot of angst, mentions of cheating (but not really), fluff and a happy ending i promise

word count: 1 k (plus 1 Instagram post that fit in with the story)

a/n: This was meant to be a one shot and here i am posting part 3 and idk how many more so thats fun 😂 all mistakes are mine

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Huffing you threw your phone across the room, the gossip accounts had caught on about the engagement making it harder just to call the whole thing off. You had been trying to get through to Angie all morning but she had no interest in picking up the phone.

Benny was no help, pushing it away like it was nothing, “we both knew this was coming, love, what’s the big deal?”. He remarked unbothered.

All you wanted to do was call Natasha, call her and apologies for everything. But everything was impossible to undo, all you could do was spare her from more pain. Let her move on and find someone who will- can give her everything she wants and deserves.

-x-

As if things couldn’t get any worse Tony had offered to throw an engagement party at the tower. Too bad he said it to Benny and not you, otherwise you would have turned him down but instead you were on your way to the tower.

The last time you went to the tower you actually meet Natasha and everything started. Everything happened so fast, and you lost her just as fast.

Maybe you could break away from the crowd tonight and find her beg for her forgiveness. You had to remember that this wasn’t just about what you wanted, it was about her too.

“You’re quiet tonight, Love” Benny ask sitting on the other side of the car.

There had always been a gap between you and Benny, he was the closest thing you had to a friend but there was still a gap, even when you were together, it never felt right.

Twirling the band on your finger you tried to smile, “Long day”.

He frowned, “I though you finished filming a few days ago”.

“Had to refilm a few scenes” you said wanting the conversation to end.

“Right” he said letting the subject drop.

You were both silent until the car stopped outside the stark tower. Fixing your appearance you opened the door before Benny could do it for you. You sighed tugging your coat off, “Can we just get this over and done with”.

He linked his arm with us forcing you to walk the same pace as him, “We need to stick together tonight now we’re engaged”.

You wanted to run, “I’m still not happy about this, I said give me time to think not go ahead and do it”.

“Angie and I agreed this was the right move, since when do you care about what she decides?” he side eyed you.

“You didn’t tell me you okayed it” you stopped walking pull him to a stop.

“Come on, you can’t actually be mad” he laughed.

Looking at him you questioned everything you knew about him or everything you thought you knew. “I don’t care if we’re in a fake relationship or not but you don’t make my choice anymore, I’ll be telling Angie the same thing. Do you understand?”.

He laughed like you just told a joke pulling you into the entrances of the tower. “Whatever you say, Love.”

Even one of Tony’s parties wouldn’t have enough alcohol tonight.

The night passed in flashes you were by Benny’s side the whole time like he wanted. Too tipsy to remake on anything until Tony’s presence pulled you from your drunken state.

“Away with the fairies?” he joked.

You grimaced, “You sound like the teacher I had when I was 12”.

“Not having fun?” he asked.

“Of course she is” Benny smiled patting your arm at was still linked with his. “Long day”.

Tony was more graceful accepting the lie than Benny was. “Romanoff sends her regards”.

You came alive at the mention of her name. “Natasha’s here?”.

Pity flashes across Tony’s face, he shook his head. “Top secret mission, but I’ll let her know you were asking away her”.

You shook your head fast, “Don’t”.

“Thought you two were close” he said. He and you both knew there was so hidden meaning in those words but with Benny so close neither said anything more.

You swallowed, “We were but I’m a bitch so I have a habit of ruining friendships”.

“Hey, you haven’t lost me” Tony smiled jabbing you.

You smirk, “I hate to break it to you but that’s-“.

“Sorry Love but we should call it a night, got that shoot in the morning” he smiled sadly.

Lips parted you looked from Benny to Tony thinking, finally you nodded, “Yeah” you turned to face Tony. “Thanks for the party, it was fun”.

He frowned at little, “We both know you hate parties”.

“You can’t accept a lie can you” you laughed.

His eyes shifted over to Benny for a brief second. “Blame my dad”.

“Okay Tony” you smiled shaking your head. “I’ll call you the moment I’m free, yeah”.

Tony pulled you away from Benny hugging you, “I’m gonna tell Romanoff whether you like it or not”.

“Tony” you whined.

“Go” he moved you back to Benny, “Prince Harry waits”.

You shook your head at him speechless as Benny lead you away.

Once you were back in the car you turned on him. “What the hell was that?”.

“Huh?”.

You set your jaw, “acting like that with Tony?”.

“Since when do you care about Tony bloody Stark” he rolled his eyes.

You were shocked gasping at him, “He’s my friend Benny, he may act like a self-obsessed ass but he isn’t”.

“Whatever you say” he murmured pulling his phone out of his pocket.

You frowned looking from him to his phone, “What does your favour of the week think of our great news?” you asked.

He didn’t looked up or look bothered. “DeDe thinks it’s amazing and askes who you’ll be wearing”.

You breathed deep trying to calm yourself down. You turned away gazing out the window. “Our first party together was a Stark party…do you remember it?”.

“Not really I go to a lot of parties” he yawned.

“You know Tony made a pass at me” you said, through the window you saw Benny sit up straighter so you carried on, “But I turned him down cause we were trying to be a real couple but maybe I should have gone through with it”.

He watched you, watch him. No one spoke then he looked back to his phone.

That gap between you felt so wide and deep. You had never felt so alone.

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Title: Fools in love | n.r

pairing: Natasha x F!Reader

summary: Natasha is sick, not that she'll admit it... you step up and take care of her and it has nothing to do with the crush you have on her......

warning: mentions of being sick, fluff, bit of swearing and think that's it

word count: 1.3k

a/n: actually sick myself rn so this was very fun to write 🤧 love writing soft Nat! like i said im sick so expect more mistakes than normal

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(lets just pretend she has a cold in the gif pls)

It was a rare slow day in the avengers tower, you were sat in the living room, curled up on the sofa with a book. Tony sat close by flickering through the tv channels muttering how nothing was on. In the kitchen a few feet away Natasha was opening and shutting cupboards looking for something.

Every few minutes she would sniff, after about of 6 minute of this you turned around to look at her. He face was pale and her nose was red. “You, okay?” you asks watching her carefully.

Tony hearing this looked over to Natasha too. After seeing the same scene as you he shook his head smirking, “Don’t worry Romanoff is just sick, isnt at right?”.

Natasha turned to Tony pointing a mug at him, “I don’t get sick Stark it would be very unRussian of me”.

You couldn’t help but laugh a little, “Being sick is that bad?”.

Natasha held the bridge of her nose, “I’m going to lie down” she sighed leaving the room but stopping before halfway across. Looking back to you and Tony, “and not because I’m sick but because talking to him is giving me ahead ache”.

Holding in a laugh you watched Natasha leave the room still holding the empty mug. Once you were sure she was out of ear length you laughed. Tony shook off the shock look and laughed too. “If being sick is unrussian it be a very healthy country”.

You put your book down standing up, “Reckon the free health care doesn’t hurt”.

You went over to the kitchen and began to pull things out of the fridge and cupboards. Humming to yourself you ignored Tony watching you from behind. You were being a little selfless, of course you knew Natasha was sick, it was very in character for her not to admit it.

Even if she wouldn’t admit it you wanted to look after her. Make her the soup you always had when you were sick, watching the films and shows that made you feel better. The soup was only a simple carrot and coriander but you hope she’d like it all the same.

By the time you had finished cooking Tony had abandoned the living room and gone to do his own stuff. After getting everything you needed together you headed towards Natasha’s room. It was just your luck her room was at the other end of the tower, meaning you could bump into anyone.

You stopped at her door, listening closely. Through the door you could make out more sniffs and sneezing. You took a deep breath then knocked. The sniffing got louder as Natasha made her way to the door.

When she opened the door, you smiled wide holding up the tray with the soup and tea. “I made soup” you cheered moving past her before she could stop you. “And I know you’re not sick before you say anything, just thought you’d like something to eat”. After putting the tray down on a table you sat down on the arm of a chair.

She shrugged closing the door and walked over to you. She took the actual chair, being so close to her you begged your heart to slow down just in case she heard it.

“Is it Carrot and Coriander?” she asked lifting the spoon.

You nodded chewing on your thumb.

She smiled, eating some. Her smile grew tasting it leaning back more. “My favourite” she had some more, “Did you know that?”.

You shook your head feeling better. Looks like lady luck was on your side after all. “Got you a green tea too, noticed you just left with an empty cup before”.

Natasha opened her mouth to speak. “I know it’s all Tony’s fault” you held up your hands in defence. “I thought maybe we could watch a movie or something” your voice wondered off doubting yourself.

Natasha’s mouth was to full to answer but she nodded and pointed at the tv.

When you had finished setting everything up Natasha was already curled up in bed, when she saw you looking, she blushed a little, “It’s much comforter in bed but we can sit on the sofa if you want?”.

“No. No, the bed is fine” you said feeling yourself heat up. Keeping space between you and Natasha you kept your eyes on the screen, not trusting yourself to look right at her.

Natasha knew she wasn’t fooling anyone, she knew she was sick but after doing most of her growing up in the red room it wasn’t something she could just admit, it would be saying “yes I am sick and weak but please don’t use that against me”.

But you didn’t care about any of that, you took time out of your day and did something for her. She was pretty much in love with you already and this act had just confirmed it. She replayed and replayed seeing you stood in her doorway awkward but so adorable.

And now you were sat in her bed watching a movie she couldn’t follow. Something was happening, something good she didn’t know but something was definitely happening. She stole a look at you, there you were a smile forming on your lips, the smile made her wish she could follow what was happening, maybe she could ask you to watch it again just to see that smile.

Feeling uncomfortable where you sat you sifted across the bed, meaning you were sat closer to her. After the world didn’t end at that moment you felt calmer. The movie went on and you found yourself getting more and more sleepy. Halfway through and you could barely keep your eyes open. Blinking every second willing yourself to stay awake.

When you opened your eyes again the room was dark, the play screen was playing on the loop on the tv. When you tried to move you realized there was a weight keeping you down. Sluggishly you looked through the dark hoping to make something out.

And what you saw made your heart stopped. With her arms wrapped around your middle, head pressed against your chest was Natasha. Seeing and feeling her so close to you was something you never dreamed of having. You’d pay anything to have it again.

Her hair had come loose from the pony she kept it in, covering her face.

You spend several moments just watching her sleep, loving how soft and gentle she looked. Scarily unlike how she normally did, it was something you loved about her, she acted tough and uncaring but really, she was sweet and loving.

You brushed the hair from her face rubbing a strand between you thumb and finger, loving how soft it was. Natasha started to grumble and move around. Panicking you got into a somewhat natural position and faked being asleep. You waited and listened to what was happening, more grumbles came followed by the bed creaking. Then she spoke. “Crap” you felt her untie herself from around you and move over to the edge of the bed.

“You just had to go and wrapped yourself around her didn’t you” Natasha angrily muttered to herself.

You would have smiled if you weren’t so shocked. This had to mean she wanted too to be close to you, maybe like how you did.

“Fucking typical-“.

She was cut off by you sneezing. You shot straight up in bed two more sneezes following the first.

Wide-eyed you look to Natasha who was looking over at you with the same expression. You rubbed your nose, “I think I got your cold” you said sadly.

She blinked at you not moving, you sniffed a bit looking at her too. Then she nodded and climbed back next to you. “Well that can’t be true cause I’m not sick”.

You sent her an unimpressed look.

“Okay maybe I was a little sick” she said holding her thumb and finger an inch away from each other.

Either said a word as she little spooned you. “Let’s watch another film, yeah?” she asked looking at you.

You grinned nodding.

Looks like lady luck was on your side once again.

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