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hoxton-wolf · 4 years

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Reiji Sakamaki

hey hey this is an x reader I would like to let y’all know that there is some mention of depression and violence so yeah be warned but yeah do enjoy it.

besitos~

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For (Name) it was to say the least, difficult to be Reiji's girlfriend; without the constant insults that over time, has now affected her greatly. Over time she had learnt to keep the problems she faced away from Reiji knowledge. She was well aware how it can become quite bothersome, he is not the comforting type; and thus she learnt to bottle up her problems, granted it isn’t the most healthiest or smartest thing to do and she knew this very well.

Walking to school was calming for (Name), it gave her time to just appreciate life even for just a moment. Normally she would have taken the limo, with the Sakamaki's. However, in her favor the Sakamaki’s knew that she needed space every now and then; but there was this nagging feel at the back of Reiji’s head, telling him that something was off.

Once at the school grounds she was greeted by her male friends, greeting them all with a “bro-hug” as she would explain it. Although her male friend had her back no matter what, more so when she had to deal with the female students that would spread petty roomers and spit venomous insults her way.

Whilst chatting with her male friends she was unaware of her boyfriend who had heard her laughter, as she chatted with her friends. He stood for a moment to observe his girlfriend, in hopes to confirm his suspicion. There he saw the answer, it seemed that as she finished laughing her smile had fallen as soon her friends talked among themselves

"(Name)" a deep, demanding voice beckons her over

"Hello Reiji" she smiled walking to him

"Are you alright?" He asked arching an eyebrow at her

"I'm fine, better than ever" she gave him the thumbs up.

Reiji had decided it was best to not comment on anything for now, and that he would rather wait for when they were in private. Looking at the time he gave a small sigh;

"Hurry (Name) we have to attend the home-room, and i would rather not have to wait for you to get out of detention for being late to home-room" he said turning on his heels with a sigh.

(Name) made no protest, she decided she had no sark to be snarky with his slight rudeness. They walked down the hall together, Reiji with his head held high and strong as he paid no attention to the whispering slurs around them. (Name) however, trailing behind him only two steps back; kept her head slightly down and eyes forward, but her fidgeting hands hidden in her pockets desperately trying to push the unwanted thoughts and feelings;

"Oh my god why would Reiji date her? She looks like a boy" said one female studen to her friends

"I feel sorry for him, he must be embarrassed by her" said another

"Yeah, what if some of the guys in the school start spreading roomers about Reiji being gay" another female studen exclaimed

"Ugh does she have no shame" scoffed another

And the insults just go on and on. Obviously Reiji had heard these slurs before however he paid no attention to them. The only opinion he cared about was that of his girlfriend. With a small look to his girlfriend he could tell that she was bothered, being the observant person he is he could tell she was fidgeting in her pockets and felt anxious; and for his sake kept a strong and unbother expression.

There were times when (Name) would be able to hide her depressive mood to the point where at times she would start to think she's beaten it, when in reality she would convince herself it would all go away, but the hard truth was that it will always be there and it would be something she would have to manage and deal with all its hardship.

Sitting in class (Name) began to stare off into space, she was almost detached from reality. The teacher was calling out the roll and soon the teacher had arrived to her name. After the first, second, third time teacher then lost their temper;

"(Name) is she here?" announced the teacher.

Reiji stepped on her foot snapping her back to reality and giving her a stern look. He would never have to do this, sure he could have replied for her but he is well aware that she is more than capable to answer for her own actions.

"Here!" She called out giving a "bright" smile.

The teacher heaved a sigh and continued to call the roll. Reiji looked at his girlfriend clearly annoyed by the lack of attention to the teacher. She dismissed it saying that she was keeping track of a fly that was in the classroom. Reiji gave a sigh and put his attention back onto the teacher.

During class change, a few of the female students had circled around (Name). Startled at first she soon covered her facade with a cocky smirk. She stood herself up right slightly to intimidate but more so to be ready for whatever could come next;

"Here’s some advice (Name), dump him. It's clear that he isn't into you" snarled one female

"Maybe you're right, but then again. I doubt he’d be into any of you lowlives" she said with a shrug

"Shut up tranny" one snapped

"Well that's not very polite, now what would poor Reiji think of that vocabulary?" mused (Name) as they grew angry

"Go die in a hole!" one shouted

"Thought about it a few times" she let out an exasperated sigh.

One of the more slightly petite females lunged at (Name). She had no choice but to defend herself; she kicked her in the gut sending her back. This caused an obvious stir as the rest went forward to try and land a hit on her. Unfortunately it was too much; it was five against one, but (Name) put up a good fight.

With a few cuts and scratches from their nails and bruises from their kicks, (Name) had managed to get herself to the nurses office. After small treatments the nurse excused herself to make a report and to give (Name) a sick note to be sent home. As the nurse was gone (Name) let herself cry for a bit to let out some stress.

Throwing herself on the bed staring at her ceiling fan, heaving a heavy sigh knowing it was going to take a long time for her to get to sleep. She decided on taking some natural sleeping pills to aid her falling asleep. After what seemed like a while (Name) she had turned on her side however, she felt that someone was in her room. The anxiety and paranoia started to set in, sliding her hand under her pillow she gripped an open switch blade. hearing the light steps of the person approach cause her to act fast, grabbing the weapon, she waited for them to get closer that was until she heard them call her name; none other than her boyfriend

“And why are you absent, you are lucky that I have a double free period. I would rather you not end up like that deadbeat of a brother of mine. Now care to explain” Reiji asked with slight annoyance

"Oh it’s you Reiji, what's up?" she replied.

Her back to him as she replied. There was a moment of silence, Reiji sniffed the air descrit; he smelt old blood. He grew very serious as his demeanor turned from annoyed to a protectively concern

"Don't ‘what is up’ me.... You will turn over and look at me, this is a serious situation; now please explain to me why there is a scent of blood" he growled a little

"Chill dude" she muttered curling into a fetal position

"Look at me (Name)" he growled. She ignored him

"I said look.at.me" he growled a little louder

On any other day he would give into the fantasy of making her obey and punish her, however he was well aware that this was a serious matter. He pulled her shoulder back a little so that she could look at him. She felt weak emotionally and physically but that was from the natural sleeping pill slowly relaxing her body, turning he finally could see her face.

She could see many emotions go through his face; from shock, concern, annoyed and lastly anger. Her lip cut, already scabbing with dry blood, and her left eye slightly irritated and bruised.The growl at the back of his throat began to rumble, clearing his throat he took a deep breath. Grabbing her face he examined her fully, his face grew dark in features

"Who?" He asked calmly his feature still dark

"I handled it myself" she said looking away

"I don’t care if you handled it yourself. As your boyfriend and partner, I am to protect you regardless" he sighed

"I can look after myself, I don't need your protection. I'm not weak" she snapped striking his hand away from her face

"I am aware of that, you certainly are a strong mortal woman. I’ll give you that, but you don’t need to deal with everything by yourself. You do understand that what you did was highly irresponsible" lectured Reiji

"Can you leave me be, Reiji. I wish to be alone" she said sitting up, stopping him mid lecture

"Unfortunate I cannot do that I need you to understand the severity of this-"

"Reiji" she growled

"(Name)" he growled back.

The two glared at one another, Reiji was more bothered by the fact his girlfriend was being stubborn and interrupting him when he was trying to explain something, but what was bothering him the most was that his own girlfriend had a lack of trust with him; even though (Name) had told him many times that she trusted him. It wasn’t until (Name) back down and looked away, to avoid his pointed gaze. Reiji takes a deep breath, unsure how to react in a situation as delicate as this.

Reiji took a seat on the end of her bed, his back lightly touching hers. She sat up and rested her head on his shoulder. He sighed softly as he lowered his tone quietly

"What is the matter? You seem to be out of it these past few days? Your grades have also taken a hit… (Name), I can’t help you if you don’t tell me what’s wrong"

"It's none of your concern" she said bluntly

And just like that Reiji could feel (Name) build these walls up as she moved her head off his shoulder. He glared lightly as he stared at her blank yet cut and bruised face

"It is of my absolute concern, whatever you are caught up in, it needs to stop, it is affecting your basic function of what makes you human… such bothersome and complex creatures you are" Reiji sighed pushing his glasses up

"Just leave me the hell alone, Reiji. I can deal with my problems, alone" she snapped.

She faced his back and shoved him off her bed, stumbling he was reaching his patients with her now. Getting his footing back he turned around to meet with her angered face and matched it with. Reiji had her pinned to the bed, her hands pinned above her head, getting real close to her face he growled out;

"Don't ever speak to me like that, ever again. I am not only your boyfriend but I hope you haven't forgotten I'm a vampire and can easily overpower you" he growled in her face.

She looked away from him, she could feel the tears burn behind her eyes; looking away from Reiji’s piercing gaze. With a softer tone he asked her again to just let him know what was going on with her

"You wouldn’t understand, Reiji." she said quietly

"Then explain it to me, explain in a way to make me understand" he said softly.

He let go of her and sat next to her. Slowly sitting up she looked down on the floor fidgeting with her knuckles that were bruised with her brawl with the female students;

"Look, I know not to get caught up in pathetic roomers and insults; but in the end they always come back to bite me. I hate feeling this way...you really deserve a beautiful mature woman. Not some tomboy that is mistaken for being a boy. Or some pathetic and weak person who takes other people's opinion to heart….it’s just so human yet so god damn annoying " Tears started to fall

"Why would I want someone just like myself? You humans are strange... Plus I find you very interesting... (Name) I'm sure you know this already, but I take in pride that you're an intelligent young woman. And you are not only physically strong but you are much stronger emotionally but you shouldn't bottle up your emotions" Reiji explained as he bumped her shoulder with his own.

(Name) let's some more tears fall. Reiji decided to put a hand on her head bringing her into his chest. She tried her best to not sob, the unfamiliar contact from her sometimes distant boyfriend meant a lot to her. She knew his past and so knowing that he was willing to do this simple gesture was very special

"It’s alright to cry... Didn't you tell me that" he said, giving her a soft kiss.

And just like that she fell apart in front of him for the first time throughout their whole relationship. He held her close as she cried herself to sleep. Staying the rest of the night until she woke up, he wanted to make sure she was alright.

#x tomboy reader #x reader #reiji sakamaki #diabolik lovers #reiji x reader #fluff

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idratherstayslytherin · 5 years

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I wrote that instead of studying for my finals. You’re welcome

It was a Sunday afternoon during summer vacation when Albus and Scorpius were interrupted by the footsteps downstairs and low grunting. They were in Albuse’s bedroom flipping through a Quidditch magazine and discussing the match they went to yesterday.

“It can’t be James can it?”

“No, he’s probably staring at himself in the mirror or doing some sit up, you know the guy.” Albus rolled his eyes, but laughed, it made a smile appear on Scorpius’s face.

“Your mom?”

“No, she’s at the office, has some important meeting, I told you about it.”

“Right...” Scorpius seemed like he was a little bit scared.

“Do you want me to check who it is?” Albus offered, wanting to calm his friend down, but also show him that he wasn’t scared of anything.

“I’m not scared.”

“I didn’t say-”

“I’ll come with.” Scorpius said so quickly that Albus held out a laugh. It was kind of cute, he thought. Not cute, it was ... something. Pleasing? NO. It was ... doing something to him, especially the blonde’s shy smile afterwards.

“Alright then.” They both stood up and Albus reached for his wand that was on his nightstand.

“You know we can’t use magic-”

“Would you rather die then, Scorp? I don’t know about you but I very much appreciate my life and I don’t wish to die so young and so beautiful.” He flicked his imaginary long hair. “We don’t know who’s downstairs. For all we know it could be someone wanting to kill us especially because of our surnames.”

“You know, that there are consequences if you use any kind of magic, right? I know your dad did a lot of illegal stuff, but would you want to risk being expelled?”

“Stay if you want to, I promise it won’t affect you even if I cast a spell.” Albuse’s tone changed to soft. Scorpius had a frustrated look on his face and stared at Albus trying to understand what was going on in the brunnet’s mind.

“I’m coming with you, I said I would.” The gleam in Scorpius’s eyes was making Albus want to smile over and over.

“Cool.” Albus opened the door to his room carefully and stepped outside, making his way to the point where they could see the living room (the place where the noises were coming from) from upstairs, at the stairs where there was a pretty huge empty space left there.

As they both got there as quietly as they could they finally heard two voices before hey even saw who they belonged to.

“What the fuck was that, Harry? What on Salazar’s dead body was that?!”

“I don’t know how you call it in your world, but I call it ‘saving your life’.”

Albus and Scorpius looked at each other. They both breathed out their stress. It was just their dads. They weren’t supposed to be here, especially together. Scorpius put a finger on his mouth encouraging Albus to keep quiet, as the other boy moved a little bit to loud.

“I don’t need you saving my life.” Scorpius’s dad voice got quieter, but it was said through the clenched teeth. It was then when two man emerged from behind the stairs and into the living room. Albus’s dad was wearing a white, well, half white, shirt, as the other half was pretty much covered in blood. It mage Albus gasp, and if Scorpius haven’t held him by his wrist he would have gone down to help his dad with whatever he was suffering from.

“Oh, I don’t know, but for me it looked like you fucking did. Just look at you!” Albus’s dad gestured at Mr. Malfoy who’s head seemed to be cracked at the left side of his forehead, near nis eye. “Besides, I’m your partner and we are meant to help each other out, especially when someone’s trying to kill you!” The two men were walking backwards to the sofa.

“Bullshit! You promised not to do that. I told you I could handle anyone myself. I don’t need you risking your life like a fucking hero, again. We’re not at Hogwarts anymore and it’s not the battle where you need to save everyone again!” Albuse’s dad’s eyes were full of fury. Mr. Malfoy came closer to him, they were standing very close to each other, like they were about to fight.

Scorpius tugged od Albuse’s sleeve and shook his head.

“Don’t” He whispered. Albus stayed in place, but he didn’t want his dad to be even more hurt by Scorpius’s dad.

“That’s not fair, Draco.” The shorter man’s voice was breaking. “You know how much I hate people mentioning anything about that.” There was a silence between two men. None of them moved, they just stared into each other’s eyes very intensely.

“I’m sorry, but you’re just like that. You never put yourself first, I get why that is, but why for me?” Scorpius’s dad spoken a little softer than before. The other man on the other hand was shaking and clenching his fists.

“You know very well why.”

“No, yes, we’re somewhat friends, now, we’re auror partners, but that’s it.”

The man covered in blood stormed off to the kitchen, where the boys couldn’t see. Mr. Malfoy was still standing in place.

“So, what you’re just gonna leave it like that?” He moved his head towards the kitchen. Harry’s dad didn’t respond. Albus could hear some cupboards being opened and stuff being moved around. He looked at Scorpius again. He had his serious, but also a sad face on. He was probably concerned for their dads.

Albus’s dad came back from the kitchen holding two small phials in his hands. He handed one to the man standing opposite to him.

“I have one now, I’m sure you have some more at your house.” His voice was cold. Mr. Malfoy stood still, but took the offered potion.

“I’m not leaving you with this unhealed.” Mr. Malfoy pointed at his partner’s chest.

“I’ll be fine, I cam take care of myself. Just...go home. I’ll floo Scorpius tomorrow in the morning. Go home.” He sounded tired and .... broken? Albus didn’t know how to describe it. He wasn’t very good at describing his own feelings, so when it came to other people’s feelings he was even more shit.

“I’m sorry for snapping at you, let me stay, let me heal you and then I’ll leave.” Mr. Malfoy moved closer to Albuse’s dad and tried to, what shocked Albus the most, grab his dad’s hip. That was strange.

“Go home Draco, I don’t have time or energy to deal with you right now.” Harry moved away from him.

“Is it because I mentioned the saviour thing? I said I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to, I was angry at you for being stupid, okay? I didn’t want you to risk your life for me. I didn’t want you to die because of me.”

“it’s not- I’d think you’re smarter than that, but turns out you are not as intelligent as I gave you the credit for.” Albus’s dad put a hand to his forehead, shaking his head.

“What are you on about? I’m tired Harry, what the hell are you that grumpy about? Just cut the shit and spit it out.” Mr. Malfoy’s voice got louder, he was annoyed.

“I said, I don’t have the energy to-”

“Just fucking say it! You’re acting as your wife whenever she gets annoyed with you. Don’t be a girl and spit it out.”

“FINE! I fancy you, okay?! Fucking hell, I don’t even fucking know why, but I do. Have been for last five years.” There was a silence. Everyone including Scorpius and Albus held their breath.

His dad did WHAT? Albuses’s head was going so fast, trying to look for explanation for what he just heard coming from his dad’s mouth. Was his dad gay? Is that why he and his mom fought so much and haven't slept in the same bed for ages and were so cold towards each other lately? Why would be fancy Mr. Malfoy? Have they done something... gay with each other? Why did his dad fancy men? When did that happen and why? Have he cheated on mom? There were so many questions and no answers.

“You okay?” Scorpius whispered, his voice concerned, and shook Albus’s arm. Albus didn’t get to answer, because his attention was focused on their dad’s downstairs again.

“Well, say something.” Albus’s dad now shaking again, his voice much more quieter than before. There was a scared expression on his face, the one he would get when any of his kids were in danger.

“Don’t. Harry, I can’t. I’m not a family wrecker.”

“You feel it to, I knew it. I knew you would say that.” Mr. Malfoy was grasping the sleeves of his robe and playing with it in his hands. Albus’s dad came up to him and reached his hand to hold the other man’s chin. Scorpius’s dad exhaled deeply, but kept his eye’s on the man in front of him.

Albus was so take aback from all of it, he couldn’t look away. He was screaming inside.

“I hate you so much.” Albus’s dad said and before the blond man could complain, he leaned forward and pressed their lips together. Mr. Malfoy didn’t relax into the kiss until the Albus’s dad grabbed his waist and pressed their bodies together. It looked like he was trying to fight his desire and push the other man back, but then he let go and started kissing back. They walked back to the couch together, not stopping the heated make out. Albus felt bad watching it, but he just couldn’t take his eyes of it, he wanted to know WHAT THE BLOODY HELL WAS HAPPENING AND WHY WAS THIS MAKING HIM SO ANGRY.

The man were moaning into the kiss and as they reached the couch, Mr. Malfoy sat on Albus’s dad lap, so that his knees were on the couch. He was holding the other mans face and passionately kissing it as if his life depended on it.

Albus felt a tug on his sleeve. It was Scorpius again. He gestured with his head in the direction of Albus’s room. He got the memo. Still shaking from what he just saw, he followed his friend to his room.

As the door closed he blurted out “ WHAT WAS THAT? WHAT THE BLOODY HELL WAS THAT? DID YOU KNOW YOUR DAD WAS GAY? DID YOU KNOW MY DAD WAS GAY? AND FOR YOUR DAD?! AND NOW THEY’RE CHEATING ON OUR MOMS! WHY AREN’T YOU FREAKING OUT?” Albus stopped when he saw Scorpius’s composed face. “You knew...” Albus realized.

“Yes.”

“What? Why? How? Why haven’t you told me?”

“Because I knew you would react just like that. First of all I’m no stupid, anyone with eyes can see they were pining over each other. Haven’t you seen how they look at each other, and that one time at dinner table when they were practically undressing each other with their eyes?” He took a quick breath and continued. “ Second of all, yes I knew my dad was gay, he told me after he and mom got divorced. Third of all, I’m happy they both stopped being idiots and finally came clean, kind of, about their feelings. I want my dad to be happy he deserves it.” Albus was taken aback of how adultlike Scorpius was about this. “Don’t you want your dad to be happy? My dad makes your dad very happy, opposite to your mom. You’ve told me many stories of how miserable they both make each other feel. You would probably prefer them to be happy with someone else rather than spend their lives hating each other and acting as if everything was fine for the sake of you lot.”

Albus thought about it. His parents weren’t happy together, he could admit that, but they could work it out, even with his dad cheating now, they could just forget it and move on, go to therapy and stay together.

“Our dad’s are in love, Albus, they won’t just fall out of love. They both have been crushing on each other for longer than five years. And I know you want your parents to stay together, but I don’t. I’m pretty sure your dad doesn’t want it either. It’s not okay that he’s cheating on your mom now, but they can figure it out after tonight.”

“I didn’t know your parents were divorced.” was all Albus could say.

“Dad didn’t want me to tell anyone.”

“So you’re okay with him being gay?”

“Of course I am, just because he’s attracted to men doesn’t change the person he is and doesn’t change the fact that I love him and he is my hero.” Albus felt a pain in his chest.

“But why did my dad marry my mom if he was gay?”

“Maybe he is not, there are people who like both man and woman.”

“How do you know that?”

There was a silence before Scorpius simply said “Because I’m like that.” Albus gasped. He didn’t know what to say.

“So...you like blokes? and girls?”

“Yes.”

“Cool.” Albus said, feeling awkward as hell. “I can’t stop thinking about our dads snogging downstairs.”

“Then don’t. Let them be for now. Let’s look for the brooms that we need for new year at school, alright? I’m sure our dads will figure their shit out and will eventually come out to us and your dad will talk to your mom and you. Give it some time, okay? I know it’s a lot to take for now, but think of how much happier your dad will be now. Just think about it.” And Albus did, he missed seeing his dad truly happy and full of energy, and if Mr. Malfoy was the one who was gonna make him happy then be it. Sure he was still angry at his dad and at the situation that he didn’t quite understand and expect, but he was gonna leave all his worries for the next day

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