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blaxcunicorn · 1 year

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Diaboli's angelus

Chapter: 4

Length: 5k words

Content: fem!reader, NSFW warning

Authors note: Heeey, here is chapter 4 it´s kinda like a filler episode. Sorry that it took long, I´m still studying for my exams. However, I´m a free woman after June 2nd and will be able to pump out chapters after that. Hope yall enjoy this chapter! Also not hesitate to send me suggestions or constructive feedback! Lastly, but most importantly thank you all for the love and support! I was very nervous about posting Diaboli´s angelus but the support I have received made me overcome it. So, again thank you!

Chapter 1, chapter 2, chapter 3

Tag: @okaystopwhore

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You wake up to a sleeping Eren, he looks beautiful and not like a devil at all you think to yourself. You stroke his cheek and he wakes up, you kiss him gently as a good morning. “Mmmh good morning, love. How are you feeling?” Eren whispers “I feel great” you smile. “I want you to take time getting to know the palace and just relax for the day” He strokes your back. “What are your plans for the day?” you almost mumble, melting to his strokes. “I got some paperwork to get done and a meeting regarding the northern part of Eldia.” You raise your head “Do you wish for me to attend the meeting?” Eren shakes his head “Don´t you worry about legislative and executive meetings for now, just relax for now.” Eren doesn´t want you to overburden yourself by jumping straight into the issues of Eldia as you have just moved away from everything you know and need time to adjust to your new life as Queen of Eldia. “Mkay” You mutter and he apologises by kissing your cheek. Eren gets up and picks up the dress he left on the floor last night. “Thank you” you say putting on the dress, you then lie on the bed waiting for him to get dressed. So far is marriage life great, the conversations between us flow and he is quite affectionate you think to yourself.

“Love, come. I want to show you the garden." He tells you and you got up, following him to your balcony. He nearly hears your breath hitch as you get a glimpse of the garden and he turns to you with a beaming smile."It is beautiful is it not?"

"Breathtaking." You reply as you nod your head, eyes roaming over the different flowers and plants that contrasted each other beautifully. Both of you came to a stop, and Eren turns to you, one hand reaching up to cup your cheek."But not as beautiful as the woman who stands before me." He insists, grinning as you chuckle softly and hit him playfully on the arm. “The garden is called the Queen´s garden, it previously belonged to my mother but now it´s yours.” You feel honoured “I-I´ll take care of it, I promise.” He responds with a smile, you both turn around to the noise of knocking “Come in” you say as the two of you walk back to the bed. “You Majesty, we need to get you ready for breakfast,” Hitch says before her eyes widen in shock at Eren´s presence. She didn´t expect him to stay the night as Mikasa told her that he never stays. The rest of the ladies-in-waiting rush to curtsy, you can´t help but notice the eye contact between Eren and Mikasa. She breaks it by looking down almost sad, are they close? you think to yourself. “I´ll see you for breakfast then” he kisses your cheeks before walking towards his own chamber. Historia and Sasha prepare your bath, while Darcy helps you out of your dress. “How was last night?” Hitch asks curiously while changing your bedsheets. “Hitch, you are not supposed to ask a Lady about her business with her husband, especially a Queen,” Historia shouts from the bathroom. “You are no fun Historia, how are you an item with Lady Ymir” Hitch rolls her eyes. Historia and Lady Ymir? “Oh shut up Hitch” Historia shouts. “But how was it?” Darcy asks, seeming almost a bit concerned. “It was amazing, I have never experienced anything like that” You explain briefly and carefully about what happened between the two of you without revealing too much. Hitch seems like a woman with a lot of experience as she gave you the terminology of the activities you and Eren did. “Mikasa? Are you and Eren close?” You ask the black-haired girl. She was preparing your outfit for the day but froze at the question. “Y-you could say that, we are childhood friends him, Armin and I,” She says, “Aww, that´s adorable. How was Eren as a child?” You are curious, she has known your husband his whole life and witnessed him evolve into the man he is now. “H-he was kind and brave, but he had anger issues.” She smiles at the thought of young Eren sleeping under the tree. Anger issues? He seems so calm and collected but then you remembered Eren little tantrum you can call it when his brother came uninvited drunk to the dinner. “That´s cute” You smile at Miksasa who looks a bit nervous. They give you a bath and get you dressed in a burgundy dress.

The ladies curtsy before opening the door for you, Mikasa and you walk towards the dining hall. A guard opens the door for the two of you and you see Eren seated with the food covered waiting. You walk towards the other end of the table and “You look gorgeous” he says loud which makes you laugh. Sitting across each other is royal protocol, however, it wasn´t your cup of tea. You want to sit next to your husband to feel more close and intimate, so you grab your cup, and your plate and balance your cutlery on it and walk up to sit right next to him. Mikasa is stunned by your actions “Y-you majesty” she almost whispers. You sit down next you a smirking Eren “Couldn´t be away from me, love” You take his hand “S-shut up” you say feeling your face burn up. “I´ll be cleaning your chamber in the meantime. I´m just a call away.” Mikasa whispers in your ears curtsy on her way to your chamber she can feel a tear running down her left cheek.

This is a perfect opportunity to talk about what he said last night. “Eren?” you say looking down, your heart is beating and you shake a bit. You don´t want him to get a tantrum or anything since he seemed quite strict when he told you not to leave the castle. “Yes?” He smiles, which makes you optimistic “Can we take a trip around the Kingdom one day?” His smile disappeared in a blink of an eye “Absolutely not.” He says short taking a bite of his croissant. “Why not Eren? I just want to see Eldia.” He swallows the bite and clenches his fist “Because I said no.” You look at him in disbelief “But why?” He slams his hands on the table causing your heart to jump “B-but why? I-” You feel your heart race. Eren calms down “It´s dangerous, that´s why.” Dangerous? How come? You knew better than to continue this conversation, however, you couldn´t help but to feel disappointed. You really want to explore your new Kingdom. “However, we can walk through the garden” he says holding your hand to lighten the mood. “Yes” you say in defeat, Eren was about to say something before the door was opened.

Walking in are Armin and a tall blonde man “Your Majesties” they both bow. Armin is the first to speak “Apologise for interrupting your breakfast. Queen Y/n I´ll be your guide around the palace for the day with Reiner who has been appointed as your knight” You look over at the handsome blonde “I´m honoured, I´ll protect you with my life.” His bold statement made your cheeks burn, you both are lucky that your husband didn´t pay attention to that. “Thank you Armin and Reiner. I´m ready whenever you are” you say standing up from your chair. “You have barely eaten love” Eren is concerned that his little outburst had thrown you off and that´s the reason why you don´t want to eat with him. “I´m not that hungry” you respond short. “Well, then. Before I forget there is a letter for you.” He says, handing you over a letter that says For Queen Y/n Jeager of Eldia. “The letter arrived this morning,” Eren says. You open the letter and see that it is from Princess Catherine of Cruthia. She married Felix three weeks after the ball you heard.

Dear Queen Y/n,

I hope this letter finds you in good health and high spirits. On behalf of myself, Princess Catherine of Cruthia, and our dear friend Princess Ciara of Okosian, I wanted to apologize for our absence at your wedding. We were very disappointed to miss the opportunity to celebrate your special day with you.

Nevertheless, we were thrilled to hear about your marriage to King Eren and we would like to extend our warmest congratulations to you both. We know that you will make an excellent queen and we look forward to seeing all the great things that you will achieve as a leader and a wife.

In other news, I am delighted to share that I have recently married Prince Felix of Cruthia. It was a beautiful ceremony and we were all very happy to celebrate our new found love. As for Ciara, she remains as stubborn as ever in her resolve not to marry, but we continue to hope that she will find happiness in her own way.

We miss your company very much and we would love to catch up with you like old times. Perhaps we could arrange a visit soon, or you could come and visit us in Cruthia. We have a lot to catch up on and we would love to hear about your life as a queen.

Once again, please accept our apologies for missing your wedding. We wish you all the best in your new life with King Edward and we hope to hear from you soon.

With warm regards,

Princess Catherine of Cruthia and Princess Ciara of Okosian.

A smile is painted on your face “I´ll join the two of you in a bit, I just have to answer this” You start jogging to your chamber, Eren chuckles at your silliness and the girlish smile you worse beautifully. You on the other hand can´t believe that they sent you a letter. The three of you haven´t hung out for months (if you don´t count your short meeting during the ball). You fling the door open forgetting your status and the guards look confused. You sit down at your desk and write in excitement, while a confused Mikasa was staring. “Is everything alright, Your Majesty?” You look up meeting the Ackerman woman´s concerned face “Oh, yes I´m just answering a letter I got form my friends. Sorry for being too loud.” You felt bad, you didn´t want to disturb the flow of the palace. You are still an intruder settling in the palace

Dear Princess Catherine and Princess Ciara,

It was so lovely to receive your letter and to hear from you both. I am delighted to hear that you have found happiness with Prince Felix, and while I understand Ciara's decision not to marry, I do hope that she finds fulfillment and happiness in her own way.

I am also grateful for your warm congratulations on my marriage to King Edward. We are both very happy and look forward to the challenges and joys of our new life together.

As for your invitation to catch up like old times, I would be delighted to have you both over for afternoon tea this coming Saturday. I know that we will have much to discuss and I am eager to hear about your lives and adventures.

Please let me know if this time works for you, and if there are any dietary restrictions or preferences that I should be aware of. I look forward to seeing you soon.

With warm regards,

Queen Y/n of Eldia.

You take your letter and return to Armin who were waiting outside the dining room with Reiner. “I presume that you wish to for me to send the letter on your behalf, Your Majesty?” Armin smiles “Yes, please” You look down a bit embarrassed of the way you ran out of the dining hall. “I´ve heard rumours that you love books” You light up “I do!” How did he know? Eren must have told him, which means that he remembered what you told him on the ball balcony. It causes you to smile as you hand over the envelope “Do you wish to see the library the King prepared for you?” Your eyes widen in shock, Eren has prepared a whole library for you? You want to pinch yourself as you don´t know if you are awake or not. “Yes” You say excitedly, Armin puts the envelope in his pocket before leading the way.

The king's advisor led the Queen down a long, winding hallway lined with tall shelves filled with dusty, forgotten tomes. As you walked, you couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement building within you. You had always loved books, and the idea of having your own personal library was something you have dreamed of since you were a little girl.

Finally, you arrive at a large wooden door, intricately carved with vines and flowers. The advisor pushes it open with a soft creak, and your eyes widen in wonder as you step inside.

The room is massive, with high ceilings and grand, floor-to-ceiling windows that flood the space with natural light. The walls are lined with shelves upon shelves of books, some leather-bound and ornately decorated, others simple and unassuming. There are comfortable chairs and sofas scattered throughout the room, inviting you to sit down and get lost in a good book.

The advisor cleared his throat, bringing your attention back to him. "Your Majesty, this is your personal library," he said with a small bow. "It has not been used since the passing of Queen Carla, and so it has been upgraded and refurbished for your use." Queen Carla? You remember the name Carla Jeager written in the two books Eren gifted you. He gave you one of his mother´s collections? You felt honoured.

You could hardly believe it. This incredible space was all yours to explore, to fill with your favourite books and tomes, and to escape into worlds of adventure and intrigue whenever you pleased. You feel a surge of gratitude towards your new husband, the King, for this incredible gift.

"Thank you," you say softly, your eyes still scanning the room. "It's...it's more beautiful than I ever could have imagined."

The advisor smiled kindly at you. "I am glad you like it, Your Majesty. I will leave you now to explore on your own."

As he made his way out of the room, you take a deep breath and close your eyes for a moment, feeling the weight of responsibility and joy that came with this incredible new addition to your life. You knew that you would spend many happy hours here, lost in the pages of the books that filled this magnificent library.

As you continue to explore the library, you notice a beautiful spiral staircase leading up to a second level. You couldn't resist the temptation to see what lay upstairs, so you ascend the stairs. At the top, you find yourself in a small reading nook with a comfortable armchair, a small table, and a lamp. You could feel the sun shining through the stained glass windows, casting beautiful colours across the walls and floor.

You walk around the second level, running your fingers across the spines of the books. You are amazed by the variety of topics and genres represented in the library, from history to science to fiction.

Your heart is swelled with joy as you realize the potential of the library. You could use it to educate yourself and the people of the kingdom. Figure out ideas on how you can contribute to helping the less fortunate in the kingdom.

After spending some time in the library, you exit the room and are met by Advisor Armin and Knight Reiner, who are waiting for you outside. They smile warmly at you, and Armin suggests that you take a stroll through the “Queen's Garden”.

As you walk through the garden, your eyes widened in amazement. The garden is much larger than you initially thought, and it was brimming with a variety of beautiful flowers and plants. The camellia flowers were in full bloom, their vibrant pink and red petals catching the sunlight and casting a warm glow over the garden.

You are especially drawn to a patch of delicate white lilies, their pure petals seeming to glow in the light. You lean in to take a closer look and are struck by the sweet fragrance emanating from the flowers.

As you continue to walk, Reiner pointed out various plants and flowers, sharing their names and unique characteristics with you. You listen intently, taking in all the information and admiring the sheer beauty of the garden.

The garden has a youthful energy to it as if it was rejuvenated by the new life you bring with you. The leaves are a vibrant green, the flowers seem to dance in the breeze, and the air is filled with the sounds of buzzing bees and chirping birds.

You couldn't help but smile, feeling grateful for this beautiful space to call her own.

You could see the hard work and dedication that had gone into creating such a beautiful space. The garden is a reflection of the people who tended to it, and you are grateful for the effort put into maintaining it.

As you walk through the garden, you feel a sense of calm and peace wash over you. The garden was a sanctuary, a place where she could escape from the pressures of her duties and simply be. You feel youthful and alive, surrounded by the beauty and serenity of nature.

You then turn to Armin and Reiner, with a smile on your face. "Thank you both for showing me this beautiful garden. It's truly a treasure," you say, your eyes sparkling with joy. Armin and Reiner both bow respectfully, pleased to have shown their queen something that brought her so much happiness. They knew that you would enjoy and cherish the garden for years to come.

As you made your way back to the castle, you couldn't shake the feeling of contentment and joy that the garden had brought you. You know that this beautiful space would be a source of inspiration and solace for you in the days to come.

Saturday afternoon arrives, and you are eagerly awaiting the arrival of your dear friends Princess Catherine of Cruthia and Princess Ciara of Okosian. You have spent hours preparing for their visit, ensuring that everything is perfect for the occasion. The table is set with fine china and delicate pastries, and you are dressed in an elegant but simple gown that accentuated your natural beauty.

As the princesses arrive, they are greeted by you with warm hugs and excited chatter. “Welcome! I'm so glad to see you both again” you say with a smile from ear to ear. “Thank you for inviting us, Y/n. You look stunning as always.” Catherine says giving you a small playful twirl. “Yes, you do. I'm almost jealous.” Ciara smirks. You giggle “Oh, stop it. Please, come in and make yourselves comfortable.” The three of you settle in your chamber where the tea set has been laid out. "We're so happy to be here," Catherine says smiling warmly. "We've missed you terribly."

"And we can't wait to hear all about your life as a married woman," Ciara adds, her eyes sparkling with mischief. You feel your cheek burn, feeling a sudden pang of nervousness. "Oh, there's really not much to tell," you say, trying to sound casual. "I must say, Eldia looks beautiful." Catherine smiles. Ciara nods in agreement. "And you look radiant. How have you been?" "I've been well, thank you," you reply. "But enough about me, tell me about what you've been up to lately." Ciara leans forward eagerly. "I have been appointed as the new ambassador to Marley," she says, her eyes gleaming with excitement. "It's a great honour, but also a great responsibility. I hope to represent our kingdom well." You are impressed. "That's amazing, Ciara. I have no doubt that you'll do well in your new role." Catherine smiles and sips her tea. "And I have been adjusting to married life with Felix," she says, referring to her recent marriage to the prince of Cruthia. "It's been a bit of an adjustment, but I am very happy." You smile warmly at Catherine. "I am so happy for you both. Felix is a lucky man to have you as his wife."

Catherine blushes at the compliment, and the three of you settle into a comfortable conversation, discussing everything from politics to fashion. You are grateful to have such wonderful friends and are enjoying their company immensely. But as the tea flowed and the cakes disappeared, Ciara couldn't resist her curiosity any longer. "So, Y/n," she says, leaning forward with a sly grin. "Tell us, how was your wedding night? Was Eren as good a lover as we all imagined?"

You almost choke on the tea you swallow, and for a moment you are at a loss for words. But then you take a deep breath and decide to be honest with your friends. "It was... amazing," you say, barely above a whisper. "I had no idea that it could feel so wonderful, so... intense." Catherine smiles knowingly. "I know exactly what you mean," she says. "In fact, I've learned a lot about pleasing my husband from my ladies-in-waiting. They're much freer than we are, you know." You are intrigued. "What do you mean?" you ask. "Well, they're not bound by the same rules and expectations that we are," Catherine explains. "They can experiment with different positions and techniques, with different lovers. And they're always eager to share their knowledge with us, if we're willing to listen." Your mind was reeling with possibilities, and you couldn't help but feel a little envious of Catherine's ladies-in-waiting. But then she remembered Hitch's words and made a mental note to have a conversation with her later.

The conversation then shifts to more lighthearted topics, with the princesses teasing you about your old crush on a young lord at Caprian court when you were 12 and sharing stories of their own romantic failures. You talk for hours, enjoying each other's company and the feeling of being together again. After tea, the three of you take a walk in the garden, admiring the beauty of the blooming Camellia flowers and other exotic plants.

As the sun began to set, the princesses bid their goodbyes to you, promising to visit again soon. You watch them depart with a smile, grateful for the precious time you have spent together and already looking forward to their next visit.

Your ladies-in-waiting enter your chamber to prepare you for the night. They carefully remove the dress you wore for the tea party and began to wrap your hair in a bonnet. As the ladies work, your mind wanders to your conversation with your friends earlier that day. You couldn't help but feel nervous about what you had learned and excited at the idea of pleasing your husband.

Once your hair is wrapped, the ladies-in-waiting help you into a silk nightgown and slippers. They then move on to the next step of the nightly skincare ritual.

As they massage shea butter into your skin, you took a deep breath and turn to Hitch. "Can I ask you something?" you say, your voice low and hesitant.Hitch looks up at you, surprised by the sudden question. "Of course, Your Highness. What do you need?" You take another deep breath before speaking. "How can I please my husband... intimately?"

Hitch's eyes widen in shock, but she quickly composes herself and began to explain what she knew. Hitch's smile widens slightly. "Ah, I see. Well, Your Majesty, it's all about being confident and getting to know what your husband likes. On the other hand some men like a woman who knows what she wants and isn't afraid to ask for it." She speaks slowly and detailed, using her hands to demonstrate certain movements and techniques.

You listen carefully, as your heart races with each word. You have always been shy about these matters, but Hitch's gentle guidance made you feel safe and secure.

Once the lesson was over, the ladies-in-waiting finish their preparations for your night and leave the chamber, leaving you alone with your thoughts. As you settle into bed, you couldn't help but feel a newfound confidence and excitement for what lay ahead. You hear a knock and you get up knowing that it´s your husband waiting to see you.

As you got ready for bed, you feel a flutter of excitement in your stomach, knowing that the Eren would soon be joining you. As the King knocks and enters the Queen's chambers, you turn towards him with a smile. "Hello, my love," you greet him warmly.

Eren returns your smile and walks towards you, embracing you in a passionate kiss. "I missed you today," he whispers.

You wrap your arms around him and deepen the kiss, feeling a new confidence inside of you from what Hitch had taught you earlier. He zips down your dress and exposes your naked body. Eren proceeds with kissing your neck while drawing circles on your clit. “Eren” you moan as you feel your clit becoming more and more needy as his fingertips swirl around it. “Eren, I-” as you reach your high you feel his lips meet yours as you moan in his mouth. As you parted, you look up at him with a mischievous glint in your eyes. "I have a surprise for you tonight," you say coyly.

The King raises an eyebrow, intrigued. "Oh? What kind of surprise?" You smirk and begin to lead him towards the bed, gently pushing him to sit on it. "Let me show you," you whisper seductively in his ears. You open his belt and unbutton his pants as he rips off his shirt. He lifts his ass, allowing you to wiggle them down enough to free his aching cock. You place yourself on top of him, Eren´s eyes widen in awe, never in a million years would he believe that his “shy” wife would be the one to make love to him. Just looking at how beautiful you look makes him impatient. He ran the head through your soaking folds before lining up with your entrance. The burn as you sank down on him was pleasurable and not too painful. Eren groaned, already losing himself in the feeling of your cunt. His large hands gripped your ass, helping you lower until he was fully seated inside. You hissed at the stretch. You kissed him passionately as you slowly started to roll your hips. You made love slowly, your hands keeping purchase on his chest. Eren´s eyes were screwed shut, his grip on you never loosened. He whispered in your ear in between guttural moans. “F-fuck Y/n”, you smile to yourself as you are loving the view of your husband losing himself beneath you. You mentally wrote a note to remember to thank Hitch after this. You clench your walls as you both are reaching your highs. The noises the two of you made were raw, and animalistic as you chased your highs. You slam yourself down onto him, shattering the wall and holding back your orgasms. He lifts up his upper body to hug your sweating body. Your legs are burning and your lungs are burning as you are catching your breath. You lie your head on his chest and you can hear his heart pounding fast, he must be as tired as you are you think to yourself. “Where did you learn that?” he asks picking up your bonnet that slid of during your session with one hand, while the other one is still wrapped around you. “T-think of it as a thank you for the library” you mutter half asleep, which causes Eren to giggle. The King couldn't help but be captivated by your beauty. His eyes trace the curves of your face, taking in every detail that made you so alluring.

He admired the fullness of your plump lips, which seemed to hold endless possibilities for kisses and whispers of affection. The way they curved into a gentle smile when you looked at him warmed his heart, and he longs to taste their sweetness every second. Your round nose, delicate and perfectly proportioned, added a touch of charm to your face. It was a feature that he found endearing, making you seem approachable and down-to-earth despite your regal position.

But it was your natural curls that truly mesmerized him. Your hair, free from any constraints, cascaded around you like a crown of untamed beauty. The way the curls framed your face emphasized your radiant presence, making your beauty go beyond all the goddesses of mythology. But it was your deep, mesmerizing brown eyes that truly captured his attention. They held a depth that seemed to delve into the very core of his being, stirring a myriad of emotions within him. Your eyes sparkle with intelligence, kindness, and a hint of mischief, drawing him in and making him feel as if he could lose himself in their depths. Your physical features were merely a reflection of the captivating soul that resides within you. It was the way you carried yourself with grace and dignity, the way your eyes radiate warmth and understanding, and the way your laughter could brighten the darkest of days.

Eren is grateful to have such a remarkable woman in his life. Your beauty went far beyond what could be seen with the eyes; it was a beauty that resonated from within, radiating love, strength, and compassion.

As he admires your features, he couldn't help but feel a deepening affection and admiration for you. In your presence, he found solace and comfort, and he knew that he was truly blessed to call you his queen.

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malfvcsancehqs · 2 years

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DATE & TIME: The morning of June 6th, 2022.

LOCATION: Coffee Shop

Max glanced at his phone for the time as he entered the coffee shop they’d agreed to meet up at, he was running ten minutes late though in all honesty that was likely on time for the man considering this meeting was so early in the day for him. He hardly ever rolled out of bed before nine unless he absolutely needed too. Max finally spotted her sitting in a table in the back facing away from him, after a moment of looking around. He went over and slid into the seat across from her, with a casual grin on his face, “Didn’t think I’d be seeing you again so soon, or at all from how things went last week. I was nearly convinced your brother would’ve locked you away in some tower by now.”

A week might not seem like a long time frame, but as she could attest, a lot could happen in a mere seven days. For Laila, she went from single to practically engaged in such a short time. After the fundraiser, she was called home where she was told it was time for her to marry. They’d introduced her to the candidate. Hamza Demirci. He was thirty-five, never been married and easy on the eyes. He took her to dinner two nights ago, and she had to admit she was a little smitten by him. But now wasn’t the time to think about her would be husband. She was here to thank Maksim for talking to her brother. If he hadn’t done that, God knows what kind of punishment Eren might hand down on her. She was all smiles when she greeted him. “I suppose I have you to thank for that. Thank you for talking to Eren. You’re a lifesaver.”

Maksim lounged back in his seat watching her a moment, she seemed more ease now than the night of the fundraiser even before the suite situation. He was curious what had led to this change, so when she thanked him he was ready to revel in that though he doubt did set in. “Oh yeah? Your brother didn’t seem completely satisfied from what I remember. Did he have a change of heart?

Laila shook her head, her lips still curved in a smile. For once, her brother wasn’t acting like his overbearing self. In fact, she felt like he’d done her a favor by suggesting she marry Hamza. As candidates came, she could do so much worse. So, really, she didn’t think the fumbling from last week caused no harm at all. “He didn’t behave strangely at all. Actually, he’d even introduced me to someone. I’m surprised he didn’t set me up with some old guy. Hamza is a nice guy.” She wanted to add that he was charming and handsome, but decided against it. “So, I highly doubt that he’s mad at me at all.”

Laila was definitely in good spirits, he couldn't ever remember her to being in such a good mood, around him most of all. When she went on to practically gush over the guy her brother was setting her up with it all made sense. And annoyed him. He was actually quite put off, yet he couldn't figure our just why that was. "Well that's an interesting development, is Eren pivoting to a career in matchmaking or is this a not so subtle attempt at controlling your life?" He asked pretending to look between her and the menu to seem more at ease. Though he then pondered on the name she'd taken moment ago. "Wait Hamza? I hope you're not taking about the Hamza I think you're talking about cause that sounds like the kinda bullet you wanna stay miles away from."

While she was on cloud nine, she hadn’t missed the bitterness in Maksim’s remark. It shouldn’t be all that shocking, but coming from him, it felt like she’d been splashed in the face by cold water. Laila knew what her brother was like, but she didn’t think he did anything wrong or suspicious here. If anything, he’d done her a favor. “He’s doing none of those things.” She said, sounding a bit defensive, her eyes narrowing at him. “I really like Hamza. Eren did the right thing by introducing us.” It wasn’t just his good looks she was attracted to. Laila connected with Hamza. Her thoughts screeched to a stop, her eyes narrowing at him for his statement. “I’m sure we’re not thinking about the same man. Hamza Demirci is a good guy. Something you know nothing about.” The latter remark was made under her breath.

Maksim wasn’t making much effort to conceal his negative reaction to this development, and it was perhaps only after he’d have some time to sit on it that he would realize why that even was. Why he even cared. “You know better than I do who your brother is. How things work in our world. So if you don’t think he has his own gain in this you’re a fool.” He said frankly a little peeved at her sounding so giddy, practically gushing. When she spoke his last name he let his head fall back shaking his head as he ran a hand through his hair. “I was right. We are talking about the same bastard. I’m saying this once Laila, he’s not the right guy for you. He’s not who you think he is.”

Maksim might be right, nothing in their world came without a price, and she knew her brother too well to think that this arranged marriage had nothing to do with profit. Eren never did anything without expecting something in return, even if it meant giving Laila up as a leverage. Despite the truth glaringly obvious, she chose to remain stubborn. “Don’t call me a fool. What’s it to you anyway? If I choose to marry Hamza, it’s up to me. It has nothing to do with you.” If she wanted to be childish, she would poke him on the chest and tell him to leave her the hell alone, but she had more class than that. With her arms folded before her, she flashed him a mocking glare, “Haven’t I made it clear? I don’t care about your opinion. If he’s a bastard, you’re no better than him.”

Maksims jaw worked and he looked away from her to keep his anger in check, his foot tapping away under the table. He debated telling her more about Hamza, the things she wasn't going to see and he doubted her brother cared enough about to shed light on. Yet he had a feeling his words were going to be falling on deaf ears. Her mind was made up, and anything coming from him she was going to oppose to on instinct. "Your right, it's your life to throw away. Don't listen to me, what I can promise is you'll regret it." Did it sting a little hearing her call him no better than him, yes. But right now she didn't know the full picture. "Was there anything else, or did you just want to gush over Hamza some more?"

Tap. Tap. Tap. The sound of his food tapping away, further igniting her irritation. This was a side to Maksim that Laila had never seen before. He was usually relaxed, with a devil may care attitude. So, why was he behaving so badly now? Technically, they weren’t even friends. In her eyes, he didn’t get a say in her life choices, and he definitely didn’t reserve the right to tell her what to do. “And I can promise you, I won’t regret a thing.” She spouted, her eyes rolling at him. “I came here to say thank you, but clearly that was a bad choice on my end. You can leave now. The last thing I need is to hear you talking bad about my future husband.” She didn’t even bother to peer at him now, her gaze was trained at the door, hoping that he would get up to leave.

Maksim didn't lose his cool often, though there were a only a few things in his life that had truly enraged him and Hamza Demirci was the cause of one of those instances. With his temper threatening to slip and him coming short of anything more to say to her when she had made up her mind completely he nodded and stood to leave. "It's really fucking hilarious how hard you're going to regret those words." He simply said shaking his head before walking out.

COMPLETED

#laila && maksim 002

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floweryavenue · 3 years

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Ugh, so, I don't even know if anyone is actually gonna read this, and I'm not really the one who would participate in fandom very actively (I was always a passive observer, liking other's people content), but the stuff with the leaks of the extra 8 pages of snk ending has been really bothering me for the last few days, and I really need to get a few things off my chest.

I really wanted to wait till 9th June to form my full thoughts. However, since basically all pages have leaked anyway and quite a reliable source confirmed there is basically no additional context to them whatsoever, I decided I might as well write this anyway and vent somewhere to clear my head so I can finally move on with my life to focus on other things I like and with other important irl stuff. Moreover, since Tumblr seems like a reasonably safe space to do so (comparing to one hell of a Twitter...) I might as well do it here. So, let's go.

So, basically, my main problem with those pages is simply that... you just don't do that. No. You don't release an ending, make people think it's really the end, then say you're gonna release a few additional pages that won't change anything but simply clarify some things, and then, two months later, release these pages indeed but not only they don't actually clarify anything, but in fact, create even more plot holes. Furthermore, as a cherry on top, they change the ending quite completely. If those pages had been included in the original release, most people, myself included, would've moved on by now. But noooo, make us go through this hell again. Great :))))

And as for the content of those pages, well... I can't help but feel they really did quite a disservice to Mikasa, one of my favourite female characters ever. My biggest problem isn't even that she 'moved on' (whatever that means at this point, coz I feel like fandom has been successfully managing to butcher that term ever since 139 has dropped) and started a family on her own because I'm fully aware that falling in love again after you first love died is an entirely normal thing irl. But ffs, we're not talking about irl here; we're talking about snk and Mikasa. And the thing that MAINLY bothers me, is the way it has been presented.

I'm not going to delve into the husband's possible identities, 1) I'm not interested at all in participating in any ship wars, 2) because we don't even get to see his face and sources say we indeed don't get any direct confirmation in that regard. Not that this matters anyway, because we get presented with Mikasa on the one hand staring her own family, but on the other, still continuing to visit Eren's grave repeatedly throughout her life and in the end, getting buried with a scarf on, her dearest remembrance of Eren, and maybe even getting buried next to him (even tho, the latter is still not 100% confirmed, bcs here sources are contradictory, but judging by the general mood of those pages, I'd not be surprised at all if it turns out to be the case).

That makes me think the whole family-stuff was used only to present the passage of time and the fact that Mikasa never fully got over Eren, bcs we don't see the family in any other context besides the visits to the grave. And that leads me to my other question - was introducing the family really NECESSARY, then? Couldn't Mikasa simply visit the grave with Armin, and maybe even with Armin, Annie and their kids? Idk about you, but that would make 100% more sense to me. Also, don't get me even started, how much in the wrong way it rubs me that Mikasa, the character who, as we know, always deeply cared about others, even strangers (Gabi, etc.), would just drag her husband, her children and grandchildren to the grave of her first love on which she had written 'my most beloved, my dear'? Do I really need to elaborate on how WEIRD that is?

But I guess that's on me for believing a male author would write a satisfactory conclusion to the main female character (not Mikasa touring around Hizuru, not Mikasa playing with kids at the orphanage, no! Forced family plot, instead! Take that!)

As of Eremika, aka my most cherished paring ever since 2014... I guess the only good thing in that mess is that at least it doesn't invalidate them. If anything, it validates them even more, because the stuff I've mentioned earlier prove their love was eternal and Mikasa never truly got over it. So, all in all, I'm gonna still cherish them forever. There are still many unexplored aspects of their bond, so I believe we, as a community, have a big room to explore (pls, I'm begging you, explore with me all the possibilities of their four years in the cottage in the mountains, I swear, that sh!t has so much potential it's unbelievable).

As of Paradis getting destroyed, well, that leaves me bitter, even though after doing some thinking, that really might be the least out of place thing in those pages. At least according to sources, it happens when Mikasa is already dead, so at least Eren's wish of giving his friends long, secure lives came true. However, that would be it.

And as of titan's power still being there and some kid apparently finding the source of it... this just screams 'sequel-baiting', AND I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT. That's it.

To end my definitely too long rambling, I just wanna say, I really would have liked to wait till 9th June to publish my thoughts, but as I've said, those last few days have been driving me crazy and I really wanted just to get all of it off my chest and move on. I want for now to just focus on my irl things, like working on my master's thesis and other stuff giving me joy, like Eurovision next week coming back after 2-years-absence due to pandemic. Eurovision is one of the few things that I love, and I intend on fully enjoying it next week, not sulking on those leaks too much. And if by some completely unexpected miracle I get pleasantly surprised on 9th June (even tho I truly doubt it at this point) - that would be only a win for me, I guess.

Anyway, please remember, all that I have written here is ONLY MY OPINION, and if you disagree with anything, that's valid, you're completely entitled to that. I'm not publishing this to argue with anybody, only to clear my head. That's it.

If anyone has read this too long personal rant of mine - thank you, I'm kissing you on the forehead right now.

Oh, and remember - EREMIKA IS CANON. And always will be (no, that one is not up for discussion).

Also, we have that official High School AU, and Eren right now is quietly snoozing on Mikasa's shoulder during another Twilight marathon she made him to take part in, and Armin and Annie are dissing people together on reddit while bonding over their pretentious taste in music. That's canon, Isayama told me after I had phoned him to ask wtf.

PS To think I was almost sure those extra pages will be about Mikasa's reunion with the rest of the alliance... I guess it's time to put that clown make up on.

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titaniumblender · 3 years

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Irrational rant ahead, you have been warned. I hope to delete this on June 9th and for the leaks to be completely wrong 🤡 Anyway don't come for me I know I'm a fucking spaz and BELIEVE ME I WISH I WASN'T. My shipper heart is just upset 😒😪

Y'all I'm really out here trying to be a mature young adult but SORRY I DON'T HAVE THE EMOTIONAL MATURITY TO DEAL WITH A JK ENDING RN. I was so happy with how it ended originally and now I'm up here 🤡🤡 because I defs did not want my girl Mikasa to end up with my boy Jean who I thought was going to fucking slide into Pieck's pants. AND I KNOW ITS IRRATIONAL AND I KNOW THEY'RE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS BUT IT UPSETS ME!!!!! For me this seems unnecessary, the ending was open to interpretation before and I think that way everyone could kind of be happy.

I see a lot of ppl being like well u know Mikasa should have moved on its what she deserved blah blah blah, you know what good for you lads for being mature young adults who want the best for my girl. BUT I AM NOT THAT PERSON AND I REALLY WISH SHE COULD HAVE JUST BEEN A HAPPY SINGLE BITCH, because to me her and Eren's love isn't something one just 'gets' over, its the kind of thing that transcends to the next life. There wasn't any need to add an additional love interest for her here, none at all. And to everyone else who feels this way but also feels kinda garb about it because its like yeah, maybe she should logically move on or whatever but its okay if you don't want that as well. Every time I consider this I think of Chrissy Teigen who I think in an interview somewhere that she said she would leave a note in her husband, John Legends pocket saying he was her killer if she ever died or something because she'd rather he go to prison than ever remarry. AND FUCKING MOOD ABOUT EREMIKA. I'm selfish like Eren and I don't want her to be with anyone else either!!

And don't even start me on why I hate this for Jean omg. I used to fucking HATE Jean but I grew to slowly like him more over time and now I vibe with him and his general douchiness, that's my ladies man right there. Him ending up with Mikasa kills me for a lot of reasons, most obviously because I think he settles for second best. In no world where Eren lives, does Mikasa end up with Jean and I think that's just disrespectful. I'm a little biased because I was waiting for some JeanPiku because I think their relationship would just be awesome, the glimpse I saw of suave thinks he's a ladies man Jean in SNK Junior High hooked me and I was hoping that would play out for him or I could at least head canon that. This takes that entire possibility away and I'm left to think about him pining after moping Mikasa because don't tell me my girl didn't undergo so major fucking depression after everything she went through. Not what I wanted for him. And next on my list of grievances is just the fact that we don't ever see any development between them or at least on Mikasa's part. Like obviously I strongly dislike the ship but I might have been more partial towards it if I had seen some more real development of it but there was really no opportunity for that. IDK the whole thing just feels disingenuous to me almost, I'd rather it be another farmer-kun than Jean.

UGH anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk, I'm going to go write revenge Eremika porn now and thats that. But if anyone is like me and kind of feels bad about feeling Mikasa should have ended up alone, don't ur totally valid, they're fictional characters and u can feel however u want to!!

#eremika #i am UPSET #AND IRRATIONAL #idk

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annieleonhardt · 7 years

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A Lesson in Family

Or, me having no excuse but trying to get rid of writers block. This isn’t even a full drabble. It’s a snippet of an au me and my partner in crime have been talking about for like two years that’s super feel-good and perfect for times like now, when I’m sick, in pain, and in need of that Good Aruani.

I believe I’ve talked about this one on here before? Armin’s a Kindergarten teacher, Annie’s a single mom to a five year old, and they start dating. Later, it turns out that- well honestly it’s here so. No need to explain lmao. Just a fun little drabble as I am horribly ill in bed!

Enjoy

AO3

“Armin. You’ve been on the floor staring at the ceiling for two hours.”

He responded with a barely intelligible grunt.

“Armin, come on.” Eren grabbed his hands and started to drag him across the carpet, with Mikasa standing on and observing the sad display. Of course, it was because of her he was in that position. All she did was lay down the truth.

“I mean, nothing is concrete. So you slept with Annie years ago, that doesn’t necessarily mean you’re the father of her kid.”

Armin shot a glare at Eren. “I know Annie. She really doesn’t get around. I may have been her first and only, even. And just, think of the math here. Abigail was born in March. The party was at the end of June.” Eren cocked an eyebrow, but Mikasa at least caught on. “That’s exactly nine months before.”

“Ohh.”

“Yeah.”

Armin rolled his eyes, but continued on. “And...she looks like me.”

“You and Annie both have the same eye and hair color, though.” Mikasa pointed out, but Armin simply laughed.

“It’s not their color, it’s the shape and the look. She has Annie’s nose and mouth, but those are exactly what my cheeks looked like when I was a child. And those eyes are definitely mine. I just….” To both of his roommate’s surprise, he started to become very choked up. “She’s so smart.”

“...Alright, alright, come here.” With a huff, Eren hoisted his best friend off his rug and lumped him on the couch. “You’re clearly in need of a moment, so I’ll go get the brandy and you and I can talk about the joys of fatherhood.”

Armin wiped his tears, and responded with a grunt that Eren quickly took as a yes. As he skipped off to the kitchen, Mikasa slowly sat down next to her best friend and sighed.

Before he could even look her way, he felt the phone drop on his lap.

“I’m not saying you should call her now, but you should call her. Eventually.”

“What would be the point? I’ll be seeing her tomorrow. At school. Before our date. When she’s picking up her daughter for whom I teach. Oh, I mean our daughter. She’s my daughter, after all.” His hands dragged down his face. “Oh my god, I have a daughter.”

“How do you feel about Annie?”

“I’m crazy about her.” Despite himself, the smile pulled at his lips. “Of course I’m beyond in love with her, Mikasa, but I never would have...I had almost completely forgot about that night, and to think it was her? She left before I woke up, forget getting her number. How could I ever have forgotten her, and...we had a baby. I’m a father.”

“Mazel tov!” Eren shouted, coming in with the promised sweet release of liquor. “A shot for Armin, a shot for me, and...none for you, preggers.”

Mikasa’s lips pressed into a line, even as her snickering husband plopped down next to her and pecked her cheek.

“Listen, Armin. Being a dad is great.” Eren downed his shot, slamming the glass on the coffee table. “I mean, yesterday Peter and I were at the mall shopping for new pillow shams, and somehow we ended up in the toy section of Target, yeah?”

Armin nodded, unwilling to stop his best friends version of emotional support.

“So Peter and I both started looking at this kick ass set of legos-”

“-And he bought it because nothing was stopping him, no one could judge him because HEY, it’s for his son! Eren, you know I love you more than life itself, but I don’t think this is helping.” Mikasa put a calming hand on his shoulder, holding in a snicker as Eren pouted. “What he’s trying to say is that, Armin, you’re a natural in this role. You’ve been dating Annie for four months and Abby already calls you dad sometimes. Maybe it’s fate.”

“...yeah. Doesn’t make up for not being there for five years.”

He buried his face in his hands, sinking deeper into the pillow cushions. “How am I supposed to explain this? ‘Hey, Annie! I’m excited for dinner tonight! Oh, by the way, if you were still wondering who drunkenly knocked you up so very romantically at a college party that one time, it was me! You want another baby? Look no further, apparently I’m very fertile!’”

After letting out a loud groan, the three fell silent. Something which didn’t last.

“Hm. It’s not often the father gets to break that to the mom-”

“Not helping, Mika.”

“...I think someone needs another round of brandy!”

“Eren, don’t get him drunk! His mind is fragile enough right now!”

“Yeah, don’t get me drunk! I might spawn another unknown offspring somewhere!”

“Oh, come on, I’ve seen you drunk plenty of times over the past five years and that only happened once.”

As if they were back in high school, the three began talking over each other. A mix of frustration and laughter, each voice blending until no one could truly understand what was being said. At the very least, it did well to calm Armin’s nerves. Bantering with his best friends always did just that.

Of course, then the phone rang.

He jumped, forgetting it was even on his lap. As it landed on the ground they all stared, waiting for someone to move and pick it up.

That someone ended up being Mikasa, eager to break the tension.

“Hello?” She answered calmly, “Oh, hey Annie.”

Armin felt his heart leap from his chest. Before she could even say anything else he hopped up, grabbing the phone from Mikasa’s hands. He mouthed an apology.

“Annie!” His tone was far more excited than intended. He cleared his throat. “A-Annie, how are you?”

“...Fine. What’s with you? You sound like someone bit you in the ass or something, tiger.”

The snark and affection in her tone was enough to at least ease him a bit. He sat up straight, smiling as he replied.

“I-It’s nothing. Busy night, you know.”

He leaned back, trying his best to truly relax. His best friends watched with interest and anticipation. Nosiness, more than anything.

“Not too busy though, of course. I’ll always make time for you.” He snickered, fidgeting his fingers as she talked on the other end. “Is something- Oh? At this hour, are you sure?”

Eren and Mikasa leaned in. Armin quickly shooed them both away with his hand.

“Do you want me to bring anything? Hm. Okay. O-Okay, yeah, I’ll be over in a bit. As fast as I can.” His brows knit, but the smile on his face softened into something incredibly sincere. “I love you too.”

He hung up, and sat there for a moment to catch his breath.

“...So what’d she say??” Unlike his wife, Eren did little to hide how nosy he was in that moment.

“She wants me to come over. Nothing bad! She just wants to tell me something. I guess. Hm.” He stood up, heading toward the coat rack.

“Should we wait up for you?”

“No!” His keys fell from the hook as he reached for them, adding to his slight agitation. “I might lose sleep tonight, but you guys shouldn’t have to. I’ll see you at breakfast, okay?”

“Alright. Don’t get home too late.” Mikasa shifted, leaning against Eren as they got comfortable on the couch.

“Yeah, and don’t knock her up again while you’re out-” Eren just barely dodged a flip flop thrown right at his head, laughing as Armin glared his way.

“I’m going to kill you, later. Just know that!” He yelled, before running out the door and toward his car.

#aruani #annie leonhardt #armin arlert #eremika #snk /

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