#obsessedkuroi

[destielfanfic]

My First Destiel Fic, vol.5

Thank you guys for sharing your memories! My First Destiel Fic is a nostalgic survey open to any destiel fan and has a simple goal - to celebrate fics that were our gateway into a wonderful world of destiel shipping. Thank you, fic writers, you are our heroes! 

from @chamomilecas

hi! i joined this fandom in mid 2017, so just before season 12 came out! the first deancas fic i ever read was actually t&s (ik ik) but since it’s v.ooc imo id like to suggest the second and third fics i ever read! 

shortskirts verse - twentysomething (on ao3) first hs/college au i read and tbh i don’t remember much apart from it being super sweet and well written!

waves - wormstaches (on ao3) i think everyone has heard of this au tbh and my god it is amazingly written! also features pan!cas in a lot of ugly sweaters (which i love sm and reminds me a lot of myself eheh) basically these fics made me addicted to the college au genre till this day lolol - as well as pan!cas representation !!

All fic titles link directly to the fic, when possible, we have added link to our review or submitted rec post.

Twist and Shout by gabriel & standbyme [NC-17, 97,500 word count, posted 2012] (our review)

What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.

Shortskirts Verse by twentysomething [NC-17, 22,400 word count, posted 2011] (our review)

So, they're in high school, and then they're in college, and it's mostly not about Taylor Swift, except when it is.

Waves by wormstaches [M, 54,100 word count] (our review)

Dean Winchester is the average guy: football, college, kid brother, nice car, girls and beer; his life is black and white, that is until he meets Castiel Collins: pretentious, slutty, sweater-wearing genius, who won’t even take the time to look up at him from his obscure novel while he insults him. And then everything is shades of gray and Dean is drowning.

from @candy-gothic

My first fic was 300 Things by cautionzombies. I can't remember when I read that but im sure it's not that long since I only started reading fanfictions around 2013-2014. It was my gateway in the world of fanfictions. I started watching SPN around that time too. Such shame it's not in ao3 anymore (or is it?) bc i really want to reread it again.

300 Things by cautionzombies [NC-17, 76,500 word count] (our review) NOTE - the fic is indeed deleted from the hosting platforms by the author. This is our gentle reminder to always download your favorite fic and leave nice comments to the authors! 

Dean’s life at twenty-four makes him feel like he’s forty–he works two jobs to help pay bills for his house and put his genius little brother through private school, and has spent six years (on and off, let’s be honest) working on his mechanical engineering degree at KU. With so much of his life devoted to his family, Dean has little time in his schedule for class and no time for social interaction. Then, while getting his classes together for the fall, he finds himself in a do-or-die situation: He must take his last literature class now, his spring already filled with those left for his major…except that none of the English classes will fit his schedule.

from @obsessedkuroi

So, hey, saw the request. I've sorta been hovering around the fandom since...maybe 2009? 2010? I know I caught up on the first 4/5 seasons in a blitz of a couple weekends of binging and crying during my college days, and then went sobbing to ffnet (ah, AO3, not yet around at the time) to find Destiel fics to comfort myself with. After all this time, Tripping by Hatteress is one fic I still come back to reread. That, and the little additions. It's one of the few fics I think did an insane amount of justice to Dean as he is in Canon, repressed emotions and all. A second one...I suppose, as Christmas has just passed, this short gem of emotion is perfect for the season. It's called Where The Sea and City Meet by RC_McLachlan and it still makes me tear up reading it.

If you ever want any more old school Destiel fics (like, back from 2008-2010, when I dived headfirst into the fandom) hit me up. I have an entire google doc filled with just Destiel recs I made for a friend eight years ago. Thanks for all the fic recs! I'm way out of the loop on Destiel fics these days, I dropped out of being an active member of the fandom some six years ago and just recently got dragged kicking and screaming back in (and rewatching the series from the beginning cause I'm a masochist)

Kuroi

Tripping by hatteress [NC-17, 49,000 word count, Tripping Verse has 6  works and 76,600 word count, posted 2012] (our review)

What do you do when the Universe itself seems to have decided you belong with your very stoic, very angelic, very MALE hunting companion? Dean’s about to find out.

Where the Sea and City Meet by RC_McLachlan [M, 3,000 word count, posted 2010]

Castiel risked his life by going back to 1982 to find Dean's Christmas gift, and all Dean got him was a coat.

If you enjoyed the fic, please drop by the archive (AO3) and let the author know with your comments and/or kudos! And if you found our recs useful, let us know by Liking and/or Reblogging our posts!

You can find all My First Destiel Fic posts under this tag!

#destiel #destielfanficnet #my first destiel fic #hey guys #these are all submissions we have so far #we are waiting for more! #chamomilecas #candy-gothic #obsessedkuroi

[wanderingthroughpurgatory]

Tag list under the cut, to filter by subject or author, now updated with working links!

Tags

Here are the tags that I use:

Categories

every soul here is a monster: ficlets that focus on Purgatory itself and Dean and Castiel’s interactions with it I’ll go with you: ficlets that focus on Dean and Castiel’s relationship we should play twister: humour I don’t have a soul to sell: ficlets that feature angels in some way well and truly alone: Sam’s tag claws and sympathy: Lenore chained to a comet: Claire Novak I was the best of those sons of bitches: Ruby remember to let her under your skin: Mary Winchester I don’t like poetry: Meg  but there’s still me: Anna  it’s been a tough sweet sixteen: Emma a mother would never abandon her children: Eve  this is all that’s left: Madison  not a good guy: Benny

Writing Challenges

group challenge group challenge 1 solo challenge solo challenge 1 solo challenge 2 solo challenge 3 solo challenge 4 solo challenge 5

Denizens of Purgatory

a-walking-blasphemy ali-kay amonitrate amoreprofoundblog angel-with-a-tardis anneretic astaraels aufgehen axisofsymmetry blueberrytoast boazpriestly callowyn catboatventure cas-hole comictuesdays crowleyshouseplant deanosaur demon-hunting-wench dirtyovercoats dotfic fallingfraudsandwaywardsons footstepsoftheelephant gutsandachangeup hard-core-troubadour ilovehowyouletmefall jacksonisasub julietfoxtrot killthegiant lizchester m0nst3rj3n mishasmeatstick moreofadeficitsugarglider myjusticecake obsessedkuroi oneinchwonder padapooper partofmealwaysbelieved passingknightly penisvakarian profoundlyunbound proxydialogue pumpkincollins rantothedevil rococorendezvous rubato saltfree sargraf serricoj shabbytiger sistabro siterlas teamfreewolf thecorruptedquietone timeywimeyimpala tsadde veneredirimmel voldemort-grrl wallmakerrelict wherenonagoes wingeddildos zatnikatel

#blog business

[its-chelisey-stuff]

I was tagged by @what-breaks-my-heart  and @liveasbutterflies to choose one from each option. Thank you both! It was super fun!

RULES: HIGHLIGHT PREFERED

Enemies to lovers // Friends to Lovers

I know enemies to lovers has such a huge amount of development, potential and angst, but I will always be weak for Friends to Lovers. It’s sweeter.

Chosen One // The Corrupt

What about the one who gets to do both? The misguided corrupt that ends up choosing the right path? Come on, that’s gold. Most of the time the chosen one just does the stuff because they feel like they should. The corrupt who finds their way, does it because they’ve seen both sides and are wiser.

Two against the World // Found Family

As a romantic I’m offended. Of course it’s OTP vs the world.

Save the World // Save My Lover

BOTH! HEROES GET BOTH DONE. Sorry, I’m not taking comments at this moment, because I’m right.

Time Travel // Alternative Universe

Both? Aren’t they ultimately bound together? Most stories seem to imply that alternative universes get created because someone messes with the timeline... sorry, my head is full of Loki and MCU at the moment. Anyway, if I had to choose, it’s Alternative Universe. Time travel gets so messy and it’s hard to do right.

Everyone Almost Dies // Everyone Gets Separated

I’m assuming this means the writer/drama/show/movie scares you the hell out on several ocassions and many characters end up in in a bad state, but they don’t actually die. Because if this is saying that basically everyone dies, then I’m choosing the other.

Strangers to Lovers to Enemies // Enemies to Allies to Lovers

Depending which side of the story you’re telling lol Love the first one for a villain origin story, love the second for the OTP

Competition Rivals to Allies // Friends to Rivals

It sounds amazing for the villain and hero of the story.

Protective Siblings // Protective Found Family

I don’t need to elaborate on this one. I mean, it’s just superior.

Tagging: @eclectifylady @asiandramastoke @obsessedkuroi @dangermousie @fierycavalier @starfire-s (sorry if some of you have already been tagged) and honestly, everyone else that wants to give this a try, I would love to read your thoughts!

#tag game #tagged

[just-a-white-blank-page-blog]

You are worth every word of love. Worth every good deed, worth every smile, every tear of joy. You are worth the suns rays and the warm air, you are worth the happiness and the laughter. You are worth everything good and beautiful. Give everyone and anyone this message, go to random blogs, someone you don't even know, stretch your ask limit, anon or not, tell them they are worth it. Because the world needs more love.

 Thank you! 

--I would have replied sooner had tumblr not hid my message from me. 

#obsessedkuroi #i love you #ask #answer #thank you!

[kiuns]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD!!! Once you are given this award, you are supposed to paste it in the ask of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it’s sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out.

Aww thank you!

YOU are beautiful!

#obsessedkuroi #ask

[its-chelisey-stuff]

This or That: Tag

I’m so late, but this was fun, thank you @eclectifylady !

indoor plants or gardens // cloud-watching or star-gazing // water or fire // paperback or hardcover // running or hiking // sleeping with socks or without socks // fruit or vegetables // hanging plants or succulents // dark wood or light wood // handwritten or typed // Instagram or Pinterest // braids or pigtails // dc or marvel // books or movies // oceans or meadows // forests or fields // sweet or salty // ice cream or chocolate // hoodies or sweaters // long hair or short hair // piercings or tattoos // summer or winter // boots or sneakers // cars or motorcycles // curls or straight hair // castles or cottages // sunny days or storms // reptiles or birds // Disney or nickelodeon // strawberries or watermelon // essays or posters // phones or laptops // glass or stone // dark or light // photos or paintings // circuses or theaters // reading or writing // dogs or cats // poetry or novels // monsters or ghosts // thrift shops or libraries // fiction or non-fiction

tagging: @liveasbutterflies  @what-breaks-my-heart @dangermousie @crappysandals @starfire-s @have-yet-to-decide @mj220991 @obsessedkuroi

#tagged #tag game #okay a few notes #i actually love both cloud watching or star gazing #but lately i have more opportunities to do the former #i sleep without socks on spring/summer #i'd love to get a tatto but I don't have any ideas on what it could be lol #phones or laptops? that depends on what you need them for #laptops are better for working of course #i enjoy writing but reading relaxes me more #i have nothing against cats i do like them a lot #i don't believe in ghosts #but i do enjoy more pieces of fiction with them

[ijustthoughtidsitherequietly]

obsessedkuroi replied to your post: There are words he doesn’t know, but his brother...

Adorable. Mends my shattered heart from other various heartbreaking SPN posts. Thank you. For being an awesome writer.

Well, I assure you, I am mostly one of those heartbreaking SPN post people.  I like to angst it up.  But I don't know, we never see Dean and Sam as kids, and things like this could have really happened, I guess.

Thank you, though, for your kind words.  I really appreciate them, and I'm glad you like what I do. :]

#obsessedkuroi #reply

[mishacollinsbuttarchive-blo-blog]

bluecatinthecity replied to your photo: my brother thinks i should get this tattooed on...

Only if you get it with the sloth portrait inside… :D

obsessedkuroi replied to your photo: my brother thinks i should get this tattooed on...

the whole sloth as well? Cause that would be awesome (if a little awkward to explain later)

that's what he wants me to do ahahaha. I wouldn't do that, though. as much as I love sloths and that quote. that quote is just too random.

#bluecatinthecity #obsessedkuroi

[its-chelisey-stuff]

I was tagged by @liveasbutterflies @what-breaks-my-heart and @dangermousie thank you!! When 3 of your fave mutuals tag you, you just have to do it lol

1. why did you choose your url? It’s not that deep hahaha Actually, I believe I only gave one word and tumblr suggested the rest to me. Does it still do that? I wish I had a better story about it lol 2. any sideblogs? This is the one and only :) 3. how long have you been on tumblr? I honestly do not remember. since 2011? 2012? I only vaguely know because I was in high school at the time. 4. do you have a queue tag? I queue most of my posts (some of them get posted when I’m in the middle of my third dream at night haha) should I tag them? I don’t think it makes a difference lol I know I’ve technically been here for a decade but I only started to use it for real till late 2019. I’m still learning about things. 5. why did you start your blog in the first place? I do kinda remember thinking it’d be edgy because no one else I knew had it (teenager thinking right there). Also, it was around the time I was a BIG fan of YA books and I found meta and so many edits and gifs here. It was nice to see. 6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? I was just playing with paint lol but I like it, it goes with my personality. 7. why did you choose your header? big fan of GOT7. Apparently, that pic was taken right before they performed for the last time, together. But I loved it because it’s gorgeous and the lighting reminds me of the time I saw them in concert. 8. what’s your post with the most notes?  Oh, it’s this post about The King: Eternal Monarch. I cringe a little (just a tiny tiny bit) when I see someone has liked it because, I love the post, but it wasn’t even a meta post, it was just me fangirling about the ship and I made it in like less than five minutes lol Still, it has a lot of screencaps about the things I ABSOLUTELY adore in my ships,so if there’s a post that I made that deserves to be liked so much, it’s that one. 9. how many mutuals do you have? I do wish Tumblr could tell me just as it easily tells me the number of followers. To all my old and new mutuals, you’re all precious to me! 10. how many followers do you have? 451. Guys, that’s a HUGE number for me. I’ve gained quite a few since DAYS started btw. I see you and I appreciate you lol 11. how many people do you follow? 199 12. have you ever made a shitpost? Of course. That’s honestly the way my mind works a lot of the time while watching dramas. Sometimes it takes me a while to sound coherent when doing meta posts lmao 13. how often do you use tumblr each day? A LOT. Hey, it’s the only social media platform where I’m not just lurking and genuinely enjoy using. 14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? I’m never mean or rude or anything like that. But I did once got into an argument about a morally grey character. I love morally grey characters but I’m never gonna be the one to justify murder lol or such crimes. This person sort of did, so... 15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts? I reblog a bunch of gifs about the dramas/shows I’m watching and posts that make me laugh or teach me something BUT I don’t think that people should feel obligated to reblog just because it shows on your dash. 16. do you like tag games? Yup. But sometimes I forget I’ve been tagged. It took 3 people for me to do this haha 17. do you like ask games? I do, I love the attention hahaha. Send more, ask me! My asks are always open lol 18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? I don’t know, but I follow them all because I like how they write or how they gif. Or because of their sense of humor. They all need to be famous. 19. do you have a crush on a mutual? No, but I do admire, like truly, a couple of mutuals and the way they write. I love reading and watching dramas and (a couple of times) I’ve spent hours reading meta about characters. Their writing is better than 90% of YA books I read in my teen years. 20. tags? (No pressure!!) @obsessedkuroi  @eclectifylady @asiandramastoke and some new mutuals to know them better @kimsunho @dayummmdorisss @justapotatorant @kimsungrin 

#tagged #tag game

[team-castielangelofthelord]

For obsessedkuroi. Part of our convo from tiny chat.

[1:37 PM] obsessedkuroi: ok

[1:37 PM] obsessedkuroi: gonna go submit my story in conjunction with luna

[1:37 PM] obsessedkuroi: LUNA

[1:38 PM] obsessedkuroi: I AM SUBMITTING

[1:38 PM] obsessedkuroi: I WILL REFERNCE YOUR CAS PIC

[1:38 PM] guest-145381 entered the room.

[1:38 PM] obsessedkuroi: SO WHEN YOU GET IT DONE YOU SHALL KNOW YOU ARE BEING REFRENCED

[1:38 PM] obsessedkuroi: GUEST!

[1:38 PM] obsessedkuroi: HI GUEST

[1:38 PM] guest-145381 changed nickname to lunability0

[1:38 PM] obsessedkuroi: WHO ATE YOU

[1:38 PM] obsessedkuroi: ?????

[1:38 PM] lunability0: Damnit internet

[1:38 PM] obsessedkuroi: Oh....there are two of you again

[1:38 PM] lunability0: LOL

[1:39 PM] lunability0: http://i46.tinypic.com/15q89qd.png

[1:39 PM] obsessedkuroi: I was going to fix the ATE to ARE but i think it's appropriat

[1:39 PM] lunability0: the fixed version

[1:39 PM] frequentlynotonboats: haha

[1:39 PM] lunability0: LOL

[1:39 PM] lunability0: The internate ate me

[1:39 PM] frequentlynotonboats: it's gorgeous

[1:39 PM] obsessedkuroi: is gorgeous

[1:40 PM] obsessedkuroi: and it's got a fic to go with it!

[1:40 PM] obsessedkuroi: yay!

[1:40 PM] lunability0: Omg

[1:40 PM] lunability0: the fic gives me such feels

[1:40 PM] obsessedkuroi: I'm glad!

[1:40 PM] obsessedkuroi: it makes me proud in a parental kind of way

[1:40 PM] lunability0: Did you consider

[1:40 PM] lunability0: wirting a book

[1:40 PM] lunability0: wiring*

[1:40 PM] lunability0: what?

[1:40 PM] lunability0: writing*

[1:40 PM] obsessedkuroi: i have ideas for that boncing around

[1:41 PM] obsessedkuroi: ANd i have characters and a setting and what i want to do

[1:41 PM] obsessedkuroi: sorta

[1:41 PM] obsessedkuroi: i just need to....sort out the plot

[1:41 PM] lunability0: I am coming to the book signing when you write the book

[1:42 PM] obsessedkuroi: 0_0

[1:42 PM] obsessedkuroi: th--thank you

[1:42 PM] lunability0:  :D

[1:42 PM] obsessedkuroi: I think you're making me cry a bit here dear

[1:42 PM] obsessedkuroi: *finds tissue*

[1:44 PM] frequentlynotonboats: cat sat on computer

[1:44 PM] frequentlynotonboats: sorry guys

[1:44 PM] frequentlynotonboats: oh

[1:44 PM] frequentlynotonboats: he didn't quit

[1:44 PM] lunability0: Should I submit this drawing now?

[1:44 PM] lunability0: I am so scared I will cock it up

[1:44 PM] obsessedkuroi: I am going to as soon as my computer cooperates

[1:44 PM] frequentlynotonboats: ÎØ 

[1:44 PM] frequentlynotonboats: -=

[1:45 PM] frequentlynotonboats: ][]

[1:45 PM] frequentlynotonboats: ['[

[1:45 PM] frequentlynotonboats: do it!

[1:45 PM] iamateenagewerewolf: OHMYGODLUNATHATSAMAZING!

[1:45 PM] frequentlynotonboats: sorry

[1:45 PM] lunability0: =O

[1:45 PM] lunability0: thanks! <3

[1:45 PM] iamateenagewerewolf: sorry im a little late with that xD

[1:45 PM] lunability0: Haha

[1:45 PM] lunability0: No, you were just on time

[1:45 PM] lunability0: but your time was delayed

[1:45 PM] lunability0: it's all wibbly wobbly

[1:45 PM] iamateenagewerewolf: Haahaha

[1:45 PM] iamateenagewerewolf: timey whimey

[1:45 PM] lunability0: *nods* mhm

[1:46 PM] lunability0: Okay I will start writing the submission stuff

[1:46 PM] frequentlynotonboats: Btw, I never actually posted my fic from yesterday. Should I put it in the group?

[1:47 PM] lunability0: for this thingy.

[1:47 PM] obsessedkuroi: i WANT TO READ IT

[1:47 PM] lunability0: omg

[1:47 PM] lunability0: yes

[1:47 PM] lunability0: put it up

[1:47 PM] frequentlynotonboats: lol

[1:47 PM] obsessedkuroi: And I have to wait until  so app insalts to copy/paste things

[1:47 PM] obsessedkuroi: ergh

[1:47 PM] obsessedkuroi: >.<

[1:48 PM] lunability0: Hmm

[1:48 PM] lunability0: Kuroi, how do we submit this?

[1:48 PM] lunability0: As Dream or as Rational thought

[1:48 PM] lunability0: or as both

[1:48 PM] lunability0: because your fic seems as both

[1:49 PM] lunability0: Also, can we submit two things? It's only 11 PM

[1:49 PM] lunability0: I have a lot of time until 5 a

[1:49 PM] lunability0: am

[1:49 PM] lunability0: Oh and brb

[1:49 PM] lunability0: again

[1:49 PM] lunability0: *sigh*

[1:50 PM] lunability left the room.

[1:54 PM] obsessedkuroi left the room.

[1:55 PM] frequentlynotonboats: alright it's up

[1:56 PM] guest-145744 entered the room.

[1:56 PM] guest-145744 changed nickname to obsessedkuroi

[1:56 PM] obsessedkuroi: my internet spassmed

[1:56 PM] obsessedkuroi: and google chrome crashed

[1:56 PM] obsessedkuroi: >.>

[1:56 PM] frequentlynotonboats: goodness

[1:57 PM] obsessedkuroi: like, froze up, shivered and went BOOM

[1:57 PM] obsessedkuroi: crashed

[1:57 PM] obsessedkuroi: >.>

[1:57 PM] frequentlynotonboats: yikes

[1:59 PM] obsessedkuroi: if someone can copy the convo from when Luna left cause of keyboard spasms

[1:59 PM] obsessedkuroi: then i will actually have most of the days' convo

[1:59 PM] obsessedkuroi: allof it

[1:59 PM] obsessedkuroi: all of it*

[2:02 PM] frequentlynotonboats: how do i get it to you? or does someone else want to take care of it?

[2:02 PM] obsessedkuroi: posted the two stories

[2:02 PM] obsessedkuroi: if you put it into a text post on tumblr under a read more cut, i'll copy it from there

[2:02 PM] frequentlynotonboats: ok

[2:02 PM] obsessedkuroi: on the team cas blog

#obsessedkuroi