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#twitter #memes #olessan oration #I need a current events tag or something lmao

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I got one of the random gift subs from Robbie and it took me 15 minutes to notice because I was tabbed out 🥺🥺

#olessan oration #critical role #I just finished doing 7 hours of work (self reporting hours) when it happend NOW I DON'T HAVE TO CHASE RERUNS TY ROBBIE AND THE ALGORITHM #I'm watching on rerun 2 because I missed bits of rerun 1 yeet

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DD2 splits the strider vocation into two new basic vocations, which means that if they're arranged like in DD, there's room for two extra hybrid vocations, totalling 12 (or more!). ����

#this is not mystic knight slander the spearhand just seems to occupy its red/blue zone #dragon's dogma #dragon's dogma 2 #dd2 #I AM SPECULATING BASED ON THE VOCATIONS LIST ON THE NEWLY UPDATED SITE that's all lol #olessan oration

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bit of vent art because whatever this is (dermatitis/eczema? psoriasis??) it better not be infected because I am already at my LIMIT for stress

I haven't finished a drawing since October, which is when everything started piling up and when my first flare up of this eczema occured 🥲

#olessan art #olessan oration #I'm 5'1" with huge feet so my legs look stubby #it actually spread to the size of the 9th by the 8th but wasn't red and I hadn't accidentally popped the blisters while washing it #IF IT' ECZEMA WHY'S IT SPREADING #I can also just tonight hear mice in the walls and that is just adding another thing on top of this and #everything else I am so tired #I'm trying to eat but have even lost my fuckin appetite #leg hurty + scary dirty mice trying to invade again + I haven't worked enough these last couple weeks so I am living on scraps- #+ broken tooth and cavity + my hygiene has honestly fallen off a bit as I've begun to drown in everything which probably made this worse

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The bots are going through it 👍

#olessan oration #spambots #spam bots #idk I figured I'd tag it for filtering reasons and also for ''browsing funny spam bots'' reasons

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This is a reference to Galavant in the last place I expected to see one, a Backblaze ad on the Critical Role break (the C3E33 break) lmao

#Galavant #Critical Role #CriticalRole #tad cooper #backblaze #olessan oration

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Ah yes, the three sexes: male, female, and scuba diver

#olessan oration #I know it's a translation error in this survey but 😭 diver

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Her name is Stumpy and as a baby she fucked around and found out how hard Triceratops bite. so she has no tail

(I couldn't get the tail on even with hot water I am trying again later, it hurt my double jointed fingers lmao)

#olessan oration #dinosaurs #paleoart #I GUESS?? #Beasts of the Mesozoic #they were half price and MiniZoo (the national retailer) had TWO and I have just started getting a living income so I treated myself #never thought I'd get one #I also got 2 tiny $1 Safari Ltd bunnies that are the right size to be held by Stumpy lol

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Discord: haha! You opened our fake, free lootboxes! Here's a clown avatar decoration!

Tumblr: boop :3

#olessan oration #not vilifying discord or anything the fake lootbox idea is arguably cheeky and harmless lol #tumblr #discord #april fools

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posted this adorable scribble from a month or two ago to twitter so posting it here too lol

#olessan oration #olessan art #there are more in then group but this face is my fav

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my christmas present to myself is turning what was supposed to be a goofy drawing into this pretty good 18th-19th cent.-style waistline, apparently,,

#olessan oration #olessan art #olessan wip

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[drawing my own character] who let you be like this. Who designed this. Who gave you the audacity

#olessan oration #to be fair having all the audacity and self-confidence is part of this particular one's whole thing

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deranged discord hours

#open eye cry laughing emoji #I added it in the wake of the FFXVI demo lmao #olessan oration #memes #discord

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There's a "2010 art vs 2023 art" going around and I must not have an existential crisis

(the 2023 one hasn't been posted anywhere yet I just haven't finished the set they're part of)

#olessan oration #olessan art #art progress

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New South Wails.....

#olessan oration #it's a really basic misspelling but like lol #australia

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I love the fact that I can work as hard as I can manage with a broken tooth and a dying tooth (one on each side, I've been chewing on the cavity for a year) and I still cannot save even $10 towards getting dental treatment (2 impacted wisdom teeth, + tooth broken off under the gum, + bad cavity) because I barely make enough to cover my food and board and the insane energy bill

#I'm just ranting don't mind me it's fine I am continuing to exist as usual I may delete this later bc it's a bit of a bummer to read #I prefer to keep my blogging to fun or otherwise nonserious content because it's supposed to be for decompression no real world drama here #I got into a 3 hour body language study and earned $50 so I spent that as fun money on a couple games during the Steam sale just to #take a break from the constant cycle of getting paid and then immediately saying goodbye to all but about 15 cents #(well it was 1 game Slime Rancher 2 and then 2 expansion packs one for Planet Zoo and another for Cities Skylines long play hours mileage) #I've tried to budget to buy small things like a fan or a toothbrush maybe (mine is 8yrs old and doesn't charge sometimes) but NOPE #let alone stashing away over $2000 for the amount of treatment I need given tooth extractions are $200-$500 each #I use about $50 of groceries a week ($30 USD) sometimes up to $80 if I need to buy some extra toiletries or bonuses like ham/falafel/bread #our last quarterly power bill was $1900 FOR NO REASON even for a winter one #olessan oration #the work I have is HIT/mturk type work which pays amazingly well and I am so grateful because I can't work in a traditional environment due #my inability to sleep/wake on anyone else's schedule and need for engaging work but it also means each worker is basically a contract worke #picking their own hours which is VERY HARD to stick to for me since I may also have ADHD-i but that diagnosis also costs like $2000 in Aus #so I'm doing my best fucking lmao #I have a set minimum hours I want to keep up to and move to full time but I am so exhausted by the constant background noise of #the tooth problems that I burn out very quickly #like the tooth ache isn't that bad #the tooth is actively dying but the pain isn't unbearable it just shits me off at all times #it's bearable most of the time and doesn't affect my sleep unless the temp is cold or something #it's been bad this week tho so I've gone through almost all my ibuprofen managing it #the tooth that broke off broke off earlier in the year and the gum has mostly healed over and the dead root is concealed inside my gums now #that stopped being painful in mid 2021 but when it died it was pretty bad it did stop me sleeping for a couple weeks #Christmas 2021 involved me contemplating ripping the tooth out myself lmao #the nerve eventually died seemingly without an abscess #unless I DID have an abscess but that seems extremely unlikely because abscesses are SEVERE AND HORRIBLE AND LIFE THREATENING #sometimes I can feel the tooth ligament wiggling on its own or I like flex it by accident it's so weird bc the tooth is gone so #the ligament is still holding onto the root but with way less weight #anyway I am eating my mac n cheese n veg with the side that has the missing tooth because the cavity tooth has a big bruise along the gumli #gumline which may be from overzealous brushing (I fill the tooth will temporarily filling putty and it needs to be cleaned well when the #putty falls out)