#qsmp anon rant

[pikayune]

Thinking about the possibility of Jaiden being tortured and I’ve got some thoughts.

I think it’s fair to say that Bagi not only would support torturing Jaiden and most likely would be the main instigator, but also probably wouldn’t have any remorse about it considering their relationship isn’t very developed. What I think is more interesting is considering who among the other island residents (with a standing relationship with Jaiden) would side with Bagi, who would be on the fence, and who would be actively against her.

-Major players-

Bad: has a fairly strong relationship with Jaiden that’s mostly positive but based off his current lore I think he could be easily convinced to side with Bagi, especially in the name of getting information about his son. His loyalties, as a whole, mainly lies with the eggs and given that he still thinks the federation had something to do with their disappearance, it wouldn’t be a far stretch for him to see how getting Cucurucho to talk would be beneficial to finding them. I think he wouldn’t be happy about it, but he would be able to set his emotions aside to get what he wants.

Tina: this is one of the most interesting ones because Tina has stated multiple times that she cares a lot for Jaiden. She also has a massive crush on Bagi and has been shown to be willing to hurt others in her name. I think she would be highly torn in this situation, especially considering that she didn’t list Jaiden among the people she wouldn’t want to see hurt. Ultimately I think Tina would heavily object, but could be convinced to not intervene (doubly if Bad was also trying to convince her).

Forever: contrary to his attitude toward her in the past, I think Forever would be against torturing Jaiden. Ethically, he strives to be very fair and kind, and would be troubled with causing undue suffering. From a personal perspective, Forever now has first hand experience with what Jaiden went through with Bobby and has a better understanding of her mental state during that time. Additionally, he was also grateful towards her for her kindness during his time on the pills. All together I think their relationship has changed to the point of Forever seeing her as somewhat of a kindred spirit and wouldn’t want to see her harmed.

Cellbit: I think Cellbit could very well see the merit in torturing Jaiden to get at Cucurucho and definitely has more than enough motivation to want to hurt the bear, but I don’t think he could bring himself to ever let anyone hurt Jaiden. He cares for her a lot and considers her family, and even though he’s do anything to get Richas back, he wouldn’t stoop so low as to allow his family to be hurt. The main thing I see here is that he might end of being an unwilling accomplice seeing as he’s been playing a bit fast and loose with Jaiden’s info recently. He mentioned her having multiple houses in front of Bad and now knows that both Cucuruchos care for Jaiden so it wouldn’t be surprising if he shared that info with someone HE trusted but Jaiden doesn’t.

Roier: obviously Roier would not be okay with anyone hurting Jaiden, but I actually think with the distance that’s grown between them since Bobby’s death, he wouldn’t fight as hard for her. He could be convinced to not get involved, especially if those torturing her lean into the possibility of getting information on the eggs or push her connections to the federation. I don’t think he’d give in easily, but I also don’t see him as entirely steadfast on the issue, though if Roier did give in he’d have a lot of self loathing around it.

Foolish: for all the jokes the two make about arresting each other, Foolish would absolutely not be okay with Jaiden being tortured and would actively work to save her. Initially, I can see him seeing this as a fun adventure for her, but the second he catches wind of her being actually hurt/ scared/ distressed the gig is up. He cares about her the most on the island, outside of his family, and wouldn’t allow her to be hurt (in an unfun way).

Baghera: absolutely not. Baghera would shut that shit down the second she found out. And even if she wasn’t able to stop it from the get go, she wouldn’t stop trying. She would fight and plea and do whatever it took to get Jaiden out of that situation, no matter who she was against.

-Minor players-

Etoiles: nope. His whole thing is protecting the islanders and he also thinks fairly highly of Jaiden and would actively work to protect her. Also she gave him his scythe and he would never turn that on her.

Phil: would play into it, trying to scare Jaiden and get information through scare tactics, but the second actually physically/ lasting torture came into play he’d be entirely out.

Fit: more or less impartial. He wouldn’t support the venture but wouldn’t do anything to stop it once the wheels were in motion.

Max: still pretty gung ho about his mistrust in Jaiden and could see the benefit in torturing her. The only hesitancy would come from parallels to his own experience.

Pac & Mike: both really like Jaiden and have a positive relationship with her. Moreso, both have trauma surrounding imprisonment and torture so definitely wouldn’t support it. (Though Mike is a bit of a wild card rn, I still believe he wouldn’t go against her)

Slimecicle: Jaiden is one of the few people he’s actually close with and thinks very highly of her after her position as his lawyer and when she cared for him all night after his rampage. Wouldn’t support it but also wouldn’t be very capable of stopping it.

Mouse: vehemently opposed. Would aid whoever else in freeing/ protecting Jaiden.

#mcyt #qsmp #jaiden animations #I simply will not be tagging all these people #also I’d love to hear any other insights people have on this #I’m sure there’s something I’m missing here so feel free to drop a comment. tag rant. or anon

[guckies]

To be fair, Warden has this noise making machine which makes it basically harmless. So unless something happens to it there's no danger, but it very well could (if someone broke even a block of that contraption). In me eyes theres no danger with the prank but I totally agree with you on the lack of respect Fobo get (and been getting forever) from most of other islanders. They're silly, so it means their worldview and needs and opinions are just silly things that could be disregarded, right???

Yeah cause of that I’m not completely worried about it because I’m aware of the distance it is from the home. Plus I think Sunny or Leo will be wise if they see it. It’s just the warden can be very unpredictable and is still a very strong mob so you never know if something will go wrong especially with the mods. Just a lot of factors yk?

But yeah the severe disrespect/disregard Foolish and Tubbo get just because they’re silly or usually doing a bit if not doing their chosen mc profession, is so unreal.. It’s not even as if they haven’t seen them not be silly too because everyone has seen Foolish be serious as many times as the rest gave but he usually just tries to lighten the mood and then the maze was literally Tubbo’s number 1 serious thing for ages. Like they can be serious just because they aren’t as intense with it doesn’t mean they their feelings and thoughts don’t matter.

#sorry went on a bit of a rant at the end there but yk what i mean hopefully #anons now got me on one i need to mskr a fobo post 🙇 #asks #qsmp fobo #idk if this is neg but hashtag fobo bc im taking about them lol

[found-wings]

"is this what you wanted" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

*ahem*

yes

anyway-

it is okay I do the exact same thing of reading something that makes the brainrot go crazy and have to do a walk around my room just to compose myself before continuing to read 😭😭

BUT OH MY GOD DUDE THE ACTUAL PHYSICAL RECOIL I HAD THE VISCERAL REACTION I GAVE WHEN REALIZING YOU ADDED HIM GETTING TAKEN MULTILPLE TIMES TO THE POINT WHERE HE CAN BARELY REMEMBER???? ADDING IN THAT THE FEDERATIOND TESTS AND EXPERIMENTS KEEP GARNERING WORSE AND WORSE RESULTS IN THEIR EYES TO THE POINT WHERE HE NEEDS THAT MUCH 'FIXING' OW THE FUCKING PAIN ESPECIALLY FOR AN ANARCHIST CHARACTER TO BE STRIPPED OF THAT SPIRIT and the memory manipulation mwah in character for the federation

also the specific feeling of fighting feeling wrong to his very core is so special to me bc it feeling wrong to him is so different then if he had been forced to dislike fighting which is VERYYYYY SEPERATE HERE ‼️‼️ they def fucked him up with various torture methods within their experiments and made sure to wipe it from his mind so he can't remember what specific events occurred in the buildings- but can still feel the lingering effects of their training to give him a negative association with combat. especiallyyyyyy with the detail of his hands shaking when he thinks about using a weapon, I wouldn't be surprised if at his return, his hands would be more crooked and seem a bit out of place at a closer glance from the federations training tactics.

and the way I could genuinely feel my heart Drop when he refused a sparring session- not just bc of phils side of the angst hammer here, but from the idea of etoiles witnessing firsthand how no matter how strong the spirit is, the federation will break past it and leave hollow souls in its wake. how he tried so hard to make sure his friend could stay positive and resilient despite the world being out to hurt him and it still wasn't enough. phil is home safe and sound but a part of him had died in those horrific white buildings at the hands of that damn bear. but etoiles will be dammed if he doesn't find that spirit and shove one of his dozens of death totems towards it and makes sure they get given a second chance because letting the federation win like this will never be an option in his eyes. honorable battles is such a big part of his character in canon so to rip that from someone so close to him would be absolutely disgusting to him and he'd keep fighting not only for himself but for phil too, because he needs to leave this island knowing that his enemies will have been rightfully punished for everything they've done to hurt people. good people.

and also MY NON-EXISTENT THERAPIST WILL KNOW YOUR NAME FROM THAT LAST LINE YOU ADDED HOLY FUCK I WAS LOOKING FOR ANGST NOT A BULLET TRAIN SENT DIRECTLY TO MY HOUSE ‼️‼️‼️‼️ - 💿

ME WHEN, I AM SO RAAAAAH, I HAD TO STOP MULTIPLE TIMES WHILE WRITING THAT AND JUST, HEAD IN HANDS

I absolutely love the specific feeling of fighting feeling wrong. Because Phil doesn‘t dislike it even if someone tried to make him hate it - he adores fighting and sparring, being able to move almost like water because he‘s decently lightweighted considering he‘s an Avian and it makes his movements feel so free. He finds fun and enjoyment in it, it helps him clear his mind and relax even, but after the consistent ‘fixing‘ he had to endure it just feels wrong.

And Phil doesn‘t even know why.

It doesn‘t make sense to him because he can‘t fully remember anything bad happening anymore, but his body remembers. It remembers everything, each and every ‘fixing‘ he had to go through, even if his mind doesn‘t.

Gods, just imagine witnessing the Person, your friend that you looked up to and admired and respected in the same way they did you, just.. break. Be broken into someone you can‘t recognise anymore.

ALSO THE WAY YOU TALK ABOUT ETOILES REFUSING TO GIVE UP PHIL AND INSTEAD KEEP FIGHTING FOR HIM TOO AND AND-, AAAA, WHAT‘S YOUR NON-EXISTENT THERAPISTS NUMBER, BECAUSE I‘LL NEED ONE IF I GO BACK TO ANGST, WHEEZE

Anyways— IQVD

All of this just makes me think about possibilities of actually finding that fighting spirit again, with Etoiles taking slow and little steps with Phil. He can‘t push Phil even further behind, he knows that he has to take it slow and careful because of the messed up shit the Federation has done to him. And sure it won‘t be the same, it never will be, not with the damage the Feds have caused at this point, but it can still come back in new ways.

Maybe the first steps start with Phil watching Etoiles fight again. Friendly fighting and cheering, making sure the island is safe by getting rid of mobs around. Phil flinches more than he likes at first, but it‘ll be fine. It always ends up fine, it has to be.

Eventually Phil maybe starts trying to cook again, smiling gently as he makes something to snack on for himself and maybe Etoiles. It takes some time, but eventually Phil can hold a knife without recoiling into himself too much.

Eventually they start with sticks, watching Phils expression twist into some mix of being offended and yet uncertain at the same time. If a mere stick was going to make him this nervous, they had a long road ahead.

Just imagine Phils hands still shaking more than he wants to, it frustrates him because he doesn‘t understand, he doesn‘t! And yet Etoiles does, guiding him through that frustration as they eventually and finally start their sparring sessions again.

The first attempt lasts barely a few seconds before Phil panics, each attempt slowly but surely increasing in time the more they try.

Maybe it‘ll take a while for Phil to return back to his used to be spirit & confidence in himself and until they get there, Etoiles doesn‘t mind being Phils shield again.

Etoiles has seen Phil break like he’s nothing but an egg and he‘ll be damned if he doesn’t help him heal those cracks again.

#i think that’s enough angst you‘ll get out of me from today / LH #i also dearly apologise for the last line WHEEZE #i will now rant about soft and wholesome ideas instead / j #qsmp #code philza <3 #💿 anon #winged.rambles

[sarcastictissy]

Hola :D I just wanted to thank you for being so positive lately and looking at things regarding the qstudio situation with nuance. It feels like people have been so stressed and angry after all of the admin stuff came that they began to take every bit of news we hear as some sign that bad things are to come . I think a lot of people underestimated just how long this process can take, there a lot of factors to be considered here, including: q's lack of experience, the union, the laws, the admins. And unfortunately there is no way to satisfy everyone when it comes to stuff like this. This was never going to take a week or two, I feel like people didn't fully understand that.

Some admins are going to be pushed out of the project due to the lack of funds and the fact that this is a legal issue first and for most. It's unfair but it's the law. Not everyone understands that and because of that people are going to say things without understanding the situation. Not every thing is black and white and sometimes things aren't going to work out the way we want them to. Nobody is perfect and we shouldn't expect people involved in this situation to act like that. Which is why you should always look at the situation from multiple perspectives before forming an opinion.

It makes me feel tired to see the same takes over and over agian with no nuance. So your post have really helped me feel better :) I've seen people from both qsmpblr and qsmptwt act like every ccs involved in this is a war criminal or like this is a admins vs quackity or french/brazil vs quackity. It's kinda drove me off most social sites and forced me to only watch YouTube and stuff (on the good side of things, I've been watching quackity's discord videos and some dsmp vods :D it's been fun)

What I am trying to say is that, scrolling through your blog feels like a breath of fresh air and has made me feel 8× more calm about this situation. I don't think doomposting is necessarily bad but after seeing so much of it, sometimes you just need to distance yourself and look at the good parts of life. No matter how much I complain, I am never changing the course that qstudio is headed and neither can any one else, The only one who can do that is quackity. I hope that he does the right thing and the studio gets better. I love the characters that qsmp has brought us and the community it has formed, qsmp is a beautiful project that I want to see thrive. For now the only thing I can do as a viewer is hope for the best <3

I'm sorry if this came off as a trauma dump, I just really wanted to thank you.

So, this has been in my askbox for a while because I was so grateful and happy to hear I've helped someone!! Thank you sm anon that means a lot to me and knowing I'm keeping others optimistic, helps me feel optimistic too! :D

This is a very complex situation with so many moral grey areas mixed with black and white. It's not simple, it's not easy. These things cannot be fixed in a matter of weeks, you're absolutely right about that.

I also agree doomposting isn't necessarily bad! It's a good way to get off some steam and vent/ rant for a bit. There's nothing wrong with that. We all need it at times. For me, personally, it becomes toxic when that's ALL I'm seeing in social media. When I go on my phone and all I see is negativity, that's when I need to call it quits and start blocking people or start taking time away (which is why I deleted twt off my phone) everyone's tolerance levels are different ofc, so, not everyone is affected by that negativity, but I certainly was. This is why I want my blog to be positive and uplifting and you know what? Each and every time I get a ask or a message thanking me for that, I gain faith in humanity and it just encourages me to keep being positive! I'm so thankful for your ask and dw it wasn't trauma dumping at all!! :D I hope you're doing well anon! Take care of yourself. You matter

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[pommunist]

it is really sad to me that the money seems to be alex's main priority and that communication seems to be his second. because the thing is, the big problem is the communication!

lea tried to talk to her supervisors and fix things, but they completely dismissed her. pomme's admin was fired (or at least shut out of the project) because the higher ups were assholes who thought she was giving out info to lea. lea said that they were made to feel like their mental health doesn't matter and that the ''content'' matters more. they weren't even allowed to talk to each other privately because the higher ups (probably a way to isolate them so they wouldn't speak out)

the money was never the problem, if they had been treated with more respect then lea wouldn't have leaked it out. if there was communication then the money would have been resolved a LONG time ago (they would have been able to complain to alex and the shitty higher ups would be fired and changed)

i do genuinely believe that alex cares (they literally committed embezzlement against him) but his priorities are WAY off the mark. i understand that he wants to fix the money first, but he should fix it WHILE discussing it with the workers.

like, even a ''i'm sorry for the lack of communication but i am very busy now'' would be good. them firing the twt admins was honestly, understandable. alex is probably paranoid about the union and doesn't want any possibility of unpaid labor. but i wished he communicated more with them instead of leaving them on hold.

the fact that pomme's admin STILL hasn't been contacted to pretty upsetting too :( he should've done that first thing because from her preservative she doesn't even know if they'll bring her back or just replace her. even if the french streamers said they wouldn't come back if pomme's admin is replaced, it would be much more reassuring to her if alex straight up says so.

i hope by the time they actually open the merch shop we have some kind of confirmation that pomme's admin has been contacted and that communication is happening. the merch itself is a great idea to fund the project, but they should first reassure admins and stuff.

i do love qsmp and want things to be fixed and i do genuinely believe that it WILL be fixed, i just think alex's way of going about things right now isn't the best. he wants to fix the hardest issue first and then go to the easier ones but in my opinion, he should go from easy problems to harder problems. he NEEDS to fix the problems and should start with the easier ones first.

find pomme's admin and put her back on the team -> start communication and update your staff -> talk to your staff and get testimonies -> fire the higher ups -> figure out money stuff

his way of thinking seems to be like this:

put admins on hold -> fix money -> bring back admins -> fire higher ups

i believe he has the best intentions, but he isn't going about it in the right way.

(sorry for the rant, i'm just kinda frustrated :( this isn't an unsolvable issue and i want to this to be solved in the best way possible and THIS IS NOT IT! you're very cool and sick btw)

this is so well put out anon idek what to add 😳 based

maybe just to say that while firing the twitter admins could be a good thing if that can avoid the legal issue of unpaid work, the way it was done (after a complete radio silent,by discord message and deleting the server, in the middle of the night for some timezones) is NOT IT

#qsmp discourse #actually maybe YOU should be on the solving crisis team anon

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[hgduo]

dropping a handshake in the ask box after that tntduo rant 🤝 bc you hit the nail on the head!!! and it's really funny because I DO like /r ctntduo they used to be my hyperfix ship. but the fandom absolutely killed them for me and it started when qsmp started and qtnt started w these very different but still very cool and interesting dynamics!!! that I saw none of anywhere in fandom. bc they clung to ctnt and did not waver. ough.

like I fully agree I hate to be the person who yells at others about what they can or cannot do in fandom, that's never the vibe, but it is sooo disheartening to see such blatant mischaracterization be the popular fandom view of them. qquack is such an interesting and complex character who is going through hell and back (LITERALLY) and it leaves such a bad taste in my mouth when all of that is ignored just for shipping purposes ://

(okay I know I said I probably wasn't gonna answer asks, but I'll make an exception for this one cuz I have some things I wanna say lol)

Anon I feel you pal 😭 would you believe me if I said same- I too used to be rly into c!Tnt back in the early days back in October 2020 when Quackity helped Tommy stop Wilbur from pressing the button. I just did not care for the direction it ended up going Especially in fanon, I just did not care for the way they ended up getting characterized 😔

I was willing to give q!tnt a try but ended up resenting it like you did. And honestly it's not like there ISN'T interesting stuff going on with his dynamic with Wilbur it's just that you don't really see it explored in fan content that much because most people are focus on shipping them. I wish I could see more about how Quackity was so fixated on being with Wilbur and trying to be a part of Tallulah's life out of grief over losing Tilin and never knowing who his ticket partner was- same applies with his initial reasons for adopting Richas being trying to replace the void left by Tilin and ease the guilt of having failed them as a father by trying to be a better father to Richas. It's something he started to come to terms with during his conversation with SOFIA after festa junina about what love is! And that's genuinely interesting stuff!!! We see his struggle with grief over Tilin and care for Richas and Tallulah clash in his Hell/coma streams!!!!!! Maybe 2024 will be the year of change and q!Quack will get some justice because he DOES have so much going for him as his own character. Maybe we just need to be the change we wanna see.

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[waddei]

Slight rant incoming, I'm genuinely starting to dislike qsmp. And, don't get me wrong, I think the premise is really cool and unique. Good on quackity for that, it's smart and it did in fact "unite" the different Minecraft communities.

However, the fans are honestly starting to act like early dsmptwt except worse. Because at the very least old dsmptwt at it's height didn't put themselves on a higher pedestal above past servers. Something I'm noticing with qsmp fans is that those who were ex dsmp fans treat the server like it's taboo, like it's something to be ashamed of and try to bury. Even going as far as to harass people who are still in fact interested in dsmp or post some things related to it from time to time

I'm honestly not interested in the qsmp, it's just not my cup of tea personally and it's specifically harder to keep up anyway with the different time zones from all the ccs. But now it's getting to a point from going neutral about its fan base to disliking it due to its fans and how people treat dsmp fans. Like yeah, who heartedly, fuck dream. But just because of one gross white ass man doesn't mean suddenly everyone and the server are/is horrible.

completely agree anon I don't really interact with the annoying side of the fanbase too much so they haven't ruined anything for me but I completely understand how it could for other ppl.

also agree that the server is somehow even more hard to keep up with than dsmp :/ I tried to get into the federation lore but It seems to be mostly focused in the Brazilian streamers and spoken Portuguese is a bit hard to understand without slowing the vid down (granted I don't speak Portuguese and I'm just letting Spanish and the little i know of Portuguese grammar carry me but it works most of the time)

#asks!! #anon!! #discourse? #I personally wouldn't direct the dislike to the server itself but I understand

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Hello! A little introduction for me, My name's Dusk but you can call me Diane if you'd like! I like to write stories but I never really publish them. My hobbies are : writing stories, drawing clothes, doodling random things, gaming, watch streams and sleeping. I am an introvert usually but if you wanna talk to me then just send me a DM! I take usually an hour to a whopping 2 weeks to write requests due to me having constant writing burnouts so please be patient!

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Anyways here's some info for requesting:

I will write about:

Dream Smp (Not writing about dteam or Wilbur.)

Hermitcraft (Any season)

3rd Life / Last Life / Double Life SMP / Limited life / Secret Life

Empires SMP (S1 and S2)

Kaboodle SMP (S1 & S2)

Lifesteal SMP (all seasons)

Witchcraft SMP

Outsiders SMP

Pollux SMP

QSMP (Not writing about Forever, Wilbur and just generally bad people who were/are in the server)

Pirates SMP

Origins SMP (Again, not writing for Wilbur)

Rats SMP

(might add more if I end up becoming interested in other SMPs/mc series/shows/etc. Also please respect each creators boundaries. If you know that they're uncomfortable with certain kinds of stuff then please don't request those.)

I will write:

Fluff

Angst

Suggestive stuff but not full on smut.

Yandere

poly reader

(Sexuality)!reader

Character x oc

x reader

x child!reader

x hybrid!reader

Character x reader x Character

Character x Character

HCs

AUs

Oneshots

Preferences

Incorrect quotes

Masterlist (currently):

Dream SMP -

none yet

Hermitcraft -

Yan!Etho x ftm!reader

Grian x F!reader

Tango x GN!Reader

Tango x Short male raccoon!Reader

BdoubleO100 x F!Reader

Christmas with the Hermits HCs (Rendog, Xisuma, Grian)

Valentines with the Hermits HCs (Rendog, Xisuma, Grian, BdoubleO100, Docm77, GoodtimeswithScar)

Angel!MCSkizzman x GN!Reader

3rd Life / Last Life / Double Life SMP / Limited life / Secret life -

3rd life SMP x GN!Wolf hybrid!Reader

Empires SMP -

ESMPS2!Jimmy x GN!reader

ESMPS2!Yandere Jimmy x GN!Reader

Kaboodle SMP -

none yet

Lifesteal SMP -

None yet

WitchCraft SMP -

None yet

Outsiders SMP -

None yet

Pollux SMP -

none yet (Im looking at you rubi)

QSMP -

none yet

Pirates SMP -

None yet

Origins SMP -

None yet

Rats SMP -

None yet

Anon list here

Tags:

# Dusk/Diane writes

# Dusk/Diane rambles

# Dusk/Diane rants

# Dusk/Diane tea

# Dusk/Diane request

# Dusk/Diane incorrect quotes

# Dusk/Diane's anons

# Dusk/Diane chatting

# Dusk/Diane's Ideas

# Dusk/Diane updates

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[cherryskeletoncake]

Omg "From the start" is such a Techza song it literally captures everything I headcanon about them kwndisjdus

And I feel like "Love like you" (I've never seen the steven universe series but I like the songs) is also something that I imagine Techno dedicating to Phil especially the part that says "I wish that I knew, what makes you think I'm so special"

"Love like you" is such a good song for techza!! It gives me "imortals who have known eachother dearly for eons, they would die and kill for eachother without a blink. And yet, one (or both) are unable to speak of their true love for eachother becouse it would also mean that they might return those feelings. Witch might be worse because that means that they themself are someone deserving of such love. And that's a much harder pill to swollow"

And it fits techno and philza so well because even though they both are such capable caracters they still struggle with the whole "self love" and "i desserve good things too" part. I headcanon that phil might actually struggle a bit more than techno with this. Mostly because i feel like philza hides his own feelings more (both from himself and others) witch leads to him having more sudden 'oustburst'. Man is a alcohol bottle on fire wating to exsplode. (And in qsmp we get to see how long he actually holds gruges and remembers things people have done against and for him. I love the sides of him we get there. Exstremely bird man)

meanwhile techno *knows* he deserves good things and that his feelings are valid. But the world have constantly thrown his kindness back at him with some kind of 'betrayal'. (Like tommy in the dream smp. Or arlusfinch in the trial against the antartic empire (witch lmao, are two widly different examples)) but phil has never thrown it back like that. In fact philza's strong and unvavering loyalty to techno is one of the majoir points as to why techno has such trust in philza too.

I just.. them!!!

Sorry anon, i didn't mean to begin ranting at u.

#ask #i kinda wanna keep ranting but i know techno and philza's reletionsip is so diverse and up for interpih #*interpitation #that i wouldn't be able to cover it all or do it justice #but i have lots of thoughts about them. in anny scenario #they are literally water to me becouse of how well they fit into molds #techno and phil as frends? fuck yea #techno and phil as family? fuck yea #techno and phil as romantic partners? fuck yea #techno and phil as work buddies? co parents? frends with bennefits? enemies to lovers? dream blunt rotation? fuck yea #any way all day #love you anon. ty for dropping in my asks <3 #i also feel like “hidden in the sand by tally hall” and “john my beloved by sufjan stevens” also fit #but that might just be me

[trenchcoatsbi]

rant because I'm so fucking angry and I'm currently watching cc!philza's stream rn /cw: tallulah neg (?) JESUS CHRIST I AM SHAKING HER RN WHY IS SHE SO STUBBORNNN OKAY so for summary dappy got kidnapped today in canon, and she is being very stubborn and going off alone by herself trying to find him and god I'm so angry I will regret saying all of this but jesus christ I want her to stop, stop being stubborn PEOPLE CARE FOR YOU ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND? PEOPLE ADORE YOU THEY LOVE YOU! THEY LOVE YOU MORE THAN THEY WILL EVER LOVE ME THEY PROVED THAT IN MY EYES SO STOP, I KNOW YOU ARE ANGRY, I AM TOO, I KNOW YOU ARE HURT I AM TOO!! and I dont think you realize how lucky you are how lucky you are of being loved by people meanwhile I'm destine to be a shadow, people always focusing on you, the ones that are watching us from the screen always preoritizing you you're acting like me, I think maybe that is the reason I'm mad at you because you are acting like I am .... maybe that's what makes us siblings isn't that right talluluh?? .... I'm mad...how do I know that is even you who I am talking about? I cant even remember my own timeline but you are acting just like I used to as far as I'm aware, you're becoming me and it makes me wonder back it makes me wonder again but it doesn't truly matter right now you dont know us, and maybe I dont know you either you are burdened with expectations this was bound to happen you have no idea how jealous I am of you and your family and how I wish to be part of it always, how pain it caused me being dead or being in your shadow as both pomme and a mere code ... but I wont get anything by snapping at you like you are at everyone, because is not truly you, is me, is my own issues, that I had been holding back and not told people how much I had cried and not even for canon, we are kids...but sometimes I'm angry at you sometimes I want to shake you so you can see how angry I am but I cant, we both bottle things up, is this why I'm so angry? I'm hearing you again I am not angry anymore...I'm realizing again, you are being just like I am, we are both alike in almost every single way... *sigh* sorry I needed to get this out of my chest, I dont know anymore but I see again how similar we are maybe that's the thing tallulah, maybe I'm angry because I see myself in you because you are practically my reflection and yet I still feel jealous but I can never understand, why I'm jealous, why I'm angry, why I feel worthless when you're around and I see people trying to help you I cant understand anymore I'm sorry llulah -(cannon divergent llulah anon) tilin/pomme (+ code tallulah kinshift) qsmp⭑

sorry i left this in the inbox so long.

#phil posts #sbi asks #llulah anon #i would say something in reply but uh tbh i just got nothing rn. fully just got nothing in the brain for me to say #figured its better to put it out with nothing than to let it rot in the inbox for god knows how long while I try to figure out a response

[isa-ghost]

It’s the anon who knew nothing about QSMP. Thank you so much for such the detailed reply! I really appreciate the time and effort.

I definitely didn’t think you were a shitty person since I’ve been following you for a while, so that’s why I went to read your pinned post since something wasn’t adding up.

I kind of knew who Quackity was and enjoy a good Minecraft stream myself—but nothing too recent or popular—so I somehow managed to confuse myself with the whole SMP thing since I’ve only heard of The Drama. I totally had no clue there were separate SMPs that were both that big/popular—I only thought it was the one.

Again, I really appreciate you taking the time to tell me what’s what. I’m also really curious about QSMP now.

Of course :') Glad I could help. And I'm glad you recognized that I was being general in my little rant in response to your ask and not like, attacking you or something, lol.

As for QSMP, I don't have the energy to infodump right now because I've had a long day after I answered your first anon (a lot happened irl). But I can recommend that you check out Philza, who I watch the most. You usually see me screaming about him and his lore here.

I also recommend checking someone out for the upcoming Purgatory 2 event (Starts the 18th, ends the 22nd), where new streamers will be getting added to QSMP following the conclusion of the event. Assuming you only speak English, you'll wanna check out my other favorite streamer Sneegsnag, or some other cool streamers called Aimsey or Seapeekay. OR, you can check out QSMP members who are returning to Purgatory but already on QSMP, like Tubbo or BadBoyHalo.

Please feel free to ask me questions, get me to yell about stuff, and anything else mcyt related in the future. I'd be happy to. :)

[dream-critical]

does dream expect a rant like this to get quackity to reply to him?? if anything i think that'd make someone double down on not replying

Honestly anon I think this is dreams last resort. Quackity didn't directly reply to him, didn't reply to others dream sent messages through, didn't reply to the tweets laughing about usmp and qsmp, didn't reply to the boxing things on Snapchat. So now he hopes the pressure this thread will put on quackity will cause him to stop ignoring him and go back to being buds

Before I thought dream was being passive aggressive but now it just seems like he just really wanted Q to stay by his side and he desperately just wished for a single reply.

Which in general yeah that'd be stressful but also I don't think I care about the feelings of a racist groomer so eh.

#mercury.txt #asks #anonymous #cc critical #dream critical #dream neg

[pommunist]

thank you for allowing people to vent their frustrations or discuss whats been happening in your inbox, a lot of qsmpblr from what ive seen wants to ignore anything besides brightest side outlooks and they shove everything else down by labelling things like the spreading of the latest updates as "doomposting".

i personally havent seen any actual doomposting (expecting the worst possible scenario, ex. "the server is over and will never come back") from anywhere besides a small handful of people who hate quackity on twitter, the closest i can find here is sentiments like "yeah i dont know if ill be back to actively watching every day even if everything is fixed" or "im so disillusioned at this point that im not coming back until we get concrete proof things are better" where its people personally deciding to (often temporarily) leave the fandom, not any actual doomposting or discouraging anyone to still follow the server because "theres no chance anything will ever be fixed".

so yeah, thank you for allowing stuff besides the most positive of takes in your askbox <3 im too scared to post stuff on my own because of the toxicly positive mindset on qsmpblr, so being able to vent my frustrations in your askbox really helps!

Tbh I don’t blame people who are complaining about what they see as « doomposting ». When you love something you don’t want to wake up every morning learning about another set of bad news on it, instead you want to believe that everything will be fixed and that you will soon be able to enjoy it like you used to.

However the situation IS bad. People are talking about negative things because they ARE happening. And it isn’t just some random drama like this is a situation that affected negatively on people, could even be considered breaching some laws and, also, be the end of the project. I don’t like saying that, obviously, but it’s the truth.

Saying it’s joever already won’t do any good but so will blindly hoping that things will be better. Tbh I’m happy that I haven’t seen much of both of these takes except from the extreme sides of the fandom (out of all the anons I got since it started very few were extremely negative, no hate to them btw feel free to vent in my askbox i just chose not to post them).

People can stop watching qsmp altogether, or just keeping to their fav ccs streams, some can chose to keep watching like they did before for X reasons, others are straight up leaving the fandom, it’s all fine, we just need to understand everyone’s perspective without jumping to judgement.

Side note : One thing I won’t tolerate here is hate on the admins who spoke up though (this + the usual assholery aka random hating, bigotry etc)

Personally I haven’t watched a qsmp stream since the situation was exposed but thats just because I don’t want to support the project rn and can’t enjoy the content knowing what we now know. That’s just me though !

Anyway rant over kkkk thanks for the nice ask anon ! Weirdly I think keeping track of the situation and answering so many people who had questions/wanted to air out their thoughts is what helped me not dwell on my own sadness regarding what’s happening ahah

#qsmp discourse #also if anyone feels like im doomposting u can block me it’s fine #i’m just a rando on the internet if u feel like my blog is too negative rn just disintegrate me #man this blog was created at first to vent about my fav eggs and ship how did i get here

[apollos-boyfriend]

HI that ask game is why I'm sending this but I don't feel the need to be on anon hello hi

we have such a high opinion of you, you're so cool to us, we love seeing just so many of ur posts

ur The CaptainSparklez blogger on our dash and you're part of where we get our QSMP updates and that is INVALUABLE to us and you have Such good takes on DSMP Purpled, Hannah, and Boomer, and the Tommy Panama Papers™ are fuckin gold

I could rant forever I'll send this before it becomes more of a brick LMFAO but overall we r so glad we followed u

u guys r genuinely too sweet oh my god,,,, i am glad u enjoy my takes!!! analyzing media and characters is one of my favorite things to do, there is little i find more fun than figuring out motivations and intricacies and what makes them tick so i'm glad people enjoy my brainrotting bc it's very important to me <33333

[anonymous opinions ask game]

#muse talk #theangstking #ask game #WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #cannot stress enough how sweet this is oh my god

[pebiejeebies]

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God I need to redo this one day

PERSONAL INFO !!

๑✦: Name(s): 

,, Pebie/Kenzie are humans names. 

,, Xue/Yip/Fizz are cubs names. 

,, Cabby/Cab/Cabster are cabs names.

๑✦: Pronouns: 

,, Pr/ns!

๑✦: Birthday: 

,, 16th June (Ty anon for the warning)

๑✦: Kintypes: 

White tiger cub (Therian)

Cabby from Inanimate Insanity (Fictionkin)

Demon - (Otherkin Questioning)

BYF !!

✎┊ What I can do:         

│• Moodboards - Open!

│• Stimboards - Open!

│• Pronoun suggestions - Open!

│• Fanchild making - Open!

XTRAZ !!                   

│1 • I am self diagnosed,,

│2 • Very sensitive ,, 

│3 • Very forgetful, bad at understanding ,,

│4 • I cry when mad ,,

│5 • I might be chronically ill ,,

│6 • I’m horrible at wording phrases ,,

│7 • I like to make sure nobody is left out ,,

│8 • I’m In many fandoms ,,

│9 • I use tone tags, I’d like if you use them too ,,

│10 • Has been restricted from the common sense that most       

│people know about ,,

│11 • I make a lot of mistakes, sorry (reason is number 10) ,,

│12 • I use a lot of colors, so beware of accidental eyestraining ,,

│13 • I use random typing quirks (Letter spam is the one I use!) ,,

│14 • Refrain from sending more than 1/2 asks, as I get

| overwhelmed when I see too many ,,

DNI !!

| NSFW

| DDLG/KINK

| MAPS

| DSMP/QSMP/MCYT - I have my reasons.

| SOUTH PARK - I have my reasons.

| ABELIST

| RACIST

| DONT LIKE MY INTERESTS/HAS THEM IN YOUR DNI

| MUSLIMPHOBIC

| SEXIST +etc…

TAGS !!

#cabby captures - A funny tag for when I capture pictures of cabby!

#four fetches - A funny tag for when I capture pictures of 4!

#golden - For posts that I love too much!

#youtube - For funny yt vids! (I have an ad blocker dw <3)

#my flags - For my xeno/neoflags :0

#oc lore - To learn about my ocs!

#fanchild - To see the fanchildren I made!

#pb stims - For when i post stimboards!

#pb moods - For when i post moodboards!

#pb vents - For when cub vents/rants about something! (I forget to put tags so if you find any posts without tags do let me know!)

userboxes :)

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