#random tmi life update

[mrburnsnuclearpussy]

I haven’t been actively lately because I only just got internet and phone access where I’m staying rn and I finally have my new sim card in so I can have WIFI HALLELUJAH (I’m only supposed to have 1 hour phone time a day but no one needs to know heheheh)

Anyway I just wanted to say that I nearly died and I will still die and stand for Carson because he is amazing and a good person and season 6 isn’t in character but even if it was what happened to Thomas CLEARLY wasn’t even Carson’s fault and if you say it was then you SUCK and you’re WRONG!!! 😌 CARSON IS MY LIFE AMD MY WORLD AND THATS JUST SOMETHING FHAR YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!

#I’m so happy to have wifi back and I made plans w someone and talked to my mum one to one like a real person and everything’s been insane o #obviously like I was in the icu and now mental ward and it’s been some of the darkest most traumatic time of my life but after talking to th #the right ppl I feel hopeful again and like an entirely difffeernet person from this morning #random tmi life update #hopefully I’ll be able to draw something decent and I can post some Downton animals soon ☺️ lol #force everyone here to care about tiger carson <3 #still obsessed with him #weird stuff going ik this is weird but I like just got my internet and tumblr back and I’m like WHEEEEEEwWWWwwW #maybe there can br hope lifean da future for me #also probably the fucking shitton socktail of meds I’m on rn has something t di with it lol #i think I’m getting some more in. a bit but I’m gonna go to the art room or something and try to draw more or whatever #coz it’s too early to sleep and I’m bouncing with energy! #crazy like I couldn’t even walk by myself a couple days ago and now I’m like chatting with everyone and hyper ^~^ #idk whether to say I feel good or bad at this point coz idk what either means anymore but #yeah like I need that seeet sweet therapy pls fix my BRAIN and the dr upped my meds so Horay that should help too #suicide mention #not rly but just being safe tagging #death mention #? #idk it. and be triggering though I know #like the topic I mean #anyway I stand by and live carson and if you blame him in any way for Thomas suicide I’ll personally kill you

[wonryllis]

ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁 ! ENHYPEN REVEALING THEIR NON!IDOL S/O

╰ 𝖺𝗅𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗅𝗒, 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝖽𝖾𝖼𝗅𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗅𝖽.

𝒏o𝓉ℯs. idol!enhypen showing you. 𖥔 ݁ fluff LIB? fem!reader req 727wc.

𝗵𝗲𝗲𝘀𝗲𝘂𝗻𝗴 everyone knows okay everyone just does. it's in his eyes, it's in the way he speaks, it's in his body language, it's in the way he dresses, it's in the little advice and messages he leaves on weverse, it's in the pictures he posts. just everything exudes that he's a taken man desperately in love. his reveal is normal, an official announcement from the company the day after their contractual dating ban is over. appearing on a talk show after all excited to tell everyone about you to be hit by the realization that people actually did have idea just not that you are non celeb.

𝗷𝗼𝗻𝗴𝘀𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗴 he does not give a fuck about anyone but you. would reveal it so nonchalantly like he's on a live and fans accidentally spot you moving around in the background and he's like,"oh yeah that's my girl, would y'all like to say hi?" he'd call you over and have you sit on his lap the entire time, though not showing your face he doesn't want your privacy getting taken away. you both would laugh and interact with the comments and answer fan questions like you've been public for years. talking about first impressions, who's more clingy, why you chose him yk.

𝗷𝗮𝗲𝘆𝘂𝗻 he's scared, not for himself but for you. baby doesn't want his baby getting those hates and threats. he takes a little safer side, writing a personal note addressing the love of his life and asking to be respected and given privacy. monitors the response and as soon as everyone seems accepting he's showing you off everywhere he can, from talking about you on lives and interviews and shows to posting little tmis on social media. fans even grow to tease him with your name challenging him to things he wouldn't otherwise do. cutesy and hot alike.

𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗻 he has no intentions of revealing it like until he has a baby with you or something. but poor guy is so bad at concealing his feelings like he's on a show to give advice on fans queries and there's this specific question about how do you know you love someone and hoon is just K.O. ed rambles on about how there's this internal feeling and you just know it when you look at them, they're the best in the entire world and everything. then later on panics when articles surface about it, "oh my god baby they know! they know!" and he ends up confirming the rumours.

𝘀𝘂𝗻𝘄𝗼𝗼 this guy can't wait to let the world know about you, his special person, his home. takes every chance he gets to reveal y'all but the manager jumps in every single time telling him it's not the 'right time' yet. he's so annoyed now, he's taking it the dispatch way. sneakily going places without cover, not necessarily to you and then when the articles are out jumping at the first opportunity to introduce his lovely partner through a message to his fans. talking about how long he's been waiting to let them know this important person and how much he loves you.

𝗷𝘂𝗻𝗴𝘄𝗼𝗻 my boy is soft launching it. he's posting these random ass pictures of succulents and cardigans and hairpins and lipgloss and everyone is so confused until he starts with pictures of hands that are too pretty to be his, skirts with thighs that couldn't be him and lastly a picture of him twirling around someone with the caption,"everyone meet my baby! :))" and after that he's making everyone sick with lovey dovey pictures of you everyday everywhere, twitter, instagram, weverse you name it, everywhere! fans be getting every little update of your love life.

𝗿𝗶𝗸𝗶 leaves little hints and tricks here and there to get the fans crazy with suspicions but at the same time not enough to expose y'all. plays at it for about a year before he gets impatient and unsatisfied with just little bits and pieces wants to upload full on vlogs about his days with you. wanting to post things like 'dance challenge with my beloved' literally has it on the tip of his mouth "i love my girlfriend," begs the company to let him reveal it and they're like we never stopped you?? so he does talking about it with fans- my girlfriend does that too! my girlfriend would love that!

taglist ( open. ) @kangseulgithegreat @s00buwu @luvyev @pockyyasii @nctislifue @ashtxrie @miniature-tragedy @jayujus @nanabbg @thoughtsmeander2tumblingblindly

#enhypen imagines #k-labels #THEY WOULD LOVE TO SHOW YOU OFF TO THE WORLD🥺 #enhypen fluff #enhypen headcanons #enhypen reactions #enhypen scenarios #enhypen soft hours #enhypen soft thoughts #enhypen drabbles #enhypen heeseung imagines #enhypen jake imagines #enhypen jay imagines #enhypen sunghoon imagines #enhypen sunoo imagines #enhypen jungwon imagines #enhypen niki imagines #enhypen x reader #enhypen x you

[chaos-monkeyy]

Updated pinned post!

Figured it was time, the original one has just gotten too unwieldy to keep updated 😂 Also, I have some new shit on the go!

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#omo - holding / wetting / desperation (it’s the pee content folks; and sometimes it's just #p/iss); and also...

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Also, just FYI, I rarely bother using tumblr's mature content post thingy. I don't trust them not to just nuke anything helpfully self-flagged for Mature Themes one day 🙃

#pinned post

[cinnaminsvga]

I really like how you’ve not been active at all. But people including me have been here for years and are like “Oh!!! Hi!! Missed you!! *insert random update on life* so what about you?”

It’s just a vibe honestly “we haven’t talked or seen each other in years but let’s act like we’re back in the time frame we all were active like nothings changed”

"i really like how you've not been active at all" is such a funny opener HASKDJKASJD you got me in the first half ngl 💀

i like hearing peoples updates on life,, kinda helps me detach from my own life and remember "oh shit!! people out here living their lives and im not alone but also wow i truly am i drop in the ocean AGHHHGHG" ALSO yeah i always act like time hasnt passed bc uhhhh i dont think ive mentally developed at all LMAOO /hj im still kind of a shithead with the same-ish sense of humor

ANYWAY in other news did you guys know that i broke my shower at 1 am last night? like somehow the shower nozzle just exploded and it would not turn off so i had to do the guilty walk of shame to my landlord's house to ask him to help me ;w; its further embarrassing bc i took the shower with the intention of having a stressful wank (tmi sorry) because im moving in a few days so like i NEEDED the 2 seconds of serotonin. its extra embarrassing to have 1) not been able to slap my beans, 2) break my shower just two days before moving, 3) and had to knock on my landlords door like a caveman bc his phone was on do not disturb

uhhhh YEAH time to blink and stare at a wall

#AHHGHSHG also im unemployed bc i just graduated and the job market is POOPOO CACA #also jimin is bald this is the worst timeline #Anonymous #answered

[eirian-houpe]

TMI Tuesday

Happy Tuesday - has it really been a month since I last posted on of these?

Life has been crazy and busy, and busy and crazy, and then I took a vacation. I did manage to write a chapter of Secret of the Seas while away (aboard a ship), but since I got back I haven’t had a chance to type it up or edit it.  Hopefully soon.  I also still have some chapters of Disparate Pathways, and Time’s Curse to edit and post - again, soon!

Anyway, go on and drop me an ask and let me know what you’d like to see updated next.  If you drop me an ask like that, I’ll give you a tidbit for the named fic.  How’s that for a fair exchange?

Otherwise, here are some other suggestions for you…

Ask suggestions

Ask something about any of my fics (full list is below the cut). If you want specifics from some fics that are already outlined, you can ask about:

Disparate Pathways, Chapters 48 through 56 All Our Past Mistakes, Chapters 11 through 44 Lover’s Leap Series, Stories 15 through 31 Time’s Curse, Chapters 4 through 10 Laer o Faen, Chapter 27 & 28 Stargate: Atlantis, Harms Way or any of the 20 fics in the series.

Ask something of any of my characters in general or you can get really specific if you like - for example you might want to ask Gold from Pawn Shop a question about a chapter, a thought, a feeling… (the world is your oyster really)

Ask about my process as a writer, what makes me tick,, or even ask about me personally. Almost nothing is off limits.

Also, if you want to see a specific character or fic featured in Three Things Thursday, or Saturday Secret, feel free to send in prompts, if no one does, then either the choice will be random or they just won’t happen at all. I made an analogy for why that might be in a different post about a car stuck in the mud with spinning wheels. Those wheels are still spinning!

Please remember: if you read a fic you enjoyed on AO3 or on Tumblr (not just mine), please take the time to comment and/or leave kudos, and to reach out on TMI Tuesday. It means a lot to the writers and artists.

You can find all my fics currently on AO3 here, and there is a full list under this cut.

Storybrooke’s Best Kept Secret - Rumbelle

Darkness In Hyperion Heights - Woven Beauty au

Seven Tastes - Rumbelle

Tuesday - Rushbelle AU

The Language of Flowers Series - Rumbelle

Disparate Pathways - Rumbelle AU

Scattered - Rumbelle AU

All Our Past Mistakes - Rumbelle AU

What the Actual Fuck! - Sutherelle

Breathe - Rushbelle

The Lover’s Leap Series - Rumbelle

Awakening - Rumbelle

War Is Coming To Storybrooke - Rumbelle

Given No Choice - Rush

Thoughts On A Happy Ending Series - Rumbelle

Darker Hearts Series - Wish!Rumbelle

Modern Wonders - a OUAT/Alice crossover

Time’s Curse - Rumbelle

The Pawn Shop On Main Street - Rumbelle

The Mansion On the Edge of Town - Rumbelle with a side of Jefferson

Cobra: In Your Prayers - Cobra/FatWS/UC:Undercover et al

To See Series - Rumbelle

Nobody Knew (Bingo) - Rumbelle

Secret of the Seas - Rumbelle AU

Butterfly and Phoenix - ST:DSC

Laer o Faen - Tolkien

Ship’s Rats - ST: DCS

I Amar Boe Men Heb - Tolkien

Coming Down - Halt and Catch Fire

Armor of Ice - Halt and Catch Fire

Duath i-Achas Eriol - Tolkien

Balance of Terror - Sleeper Cell

What To Believe - UC: Undercover

If: In The End - UC Undercover

Precious - The Mummy Series

Forbidden - The Mummy Series

Power Is - The Mummy Series

Angel of the Heart - The Mummy Series

Star of the Morning - The Mummy Series

Not Yours To Keep - Foundation (TV)

No Saving Throw - Stranger Things

Here are fics that haven’t yet been started, but are in the Muse’s bucket.

The Miner’s Day Festival - Rumbelle

Aftermath - Rumbelle (with a side of madness)

Saving The Dark One (WT) A twist on a twist of Rumplestiltskin.

Brought To You By The Color… (Red)

Calcul(us)

(In)consistent equation

The Boston Storybrooke Line

Breaking the Waves (Movie AU)

ILP (or IEP) for Rumple.

One Last Wish

In Service to My Son

Playground Games

Bright Eyed and Bushy Tailed

“Only Remembered For What We Have Done.”

Librarian: UC

Exquisite Harmonies

Resolutions - Rushbelle in the Deck the Halls universe.

#TMI Tuesday #asks #send asks #send me asks #ask me anything #ama #feel free to prompt me

[softxsuki]

Truly I’m..at a loss for words.. You truly have a way with words.. thank you is probably the best start, though I’m sure I’ll express the same words again and again here. Thank you, so, so. So much.

Ironically, pills have been my go to ..method,,lol. Collecting random ones around mother’s house since 13 ; a Vicodin here, Xanax there, etc .. perhaps too personal ,sorry.. but funny enough it was extremely comforting to read ..that method specifically… sorry if that’s awkward lol,,

I had to pause, and cry multiple times during some parts. I’m not good at quoting from memory, but specifically that things can change, not only with years, or months, but days. Sometimes a few hours, I used to console myself. Hope for Morning (thanks Icon for Hire lmfao) , has become a little motto …

I find myself wanting to chat with you more, as you seem like such a kind spirit; however I’m much too insecure and anxious for many reasons, especially after all I’ve dumped on you. I’m sorry about the TMI.

I appreciate this so much. Thank you. I hope, if it’s not too much to keep up with, I may update you ever so often on how things go.. I did land an interview with a state position occupant, but we’ll see how that goes^^”

Much still needs to be fixed until better things can change, I’m sure, but for now, I think coffee and toast is a good start..

Han, you’re an amazing person, thank you. Please continue to be kind, as kindness can only breed more understanding between others. As far as karma is concerned, intentions seek eachother out. ill will shall be paid back in due time, and so shall kindness. Be it years apart, the world repays the intentional actions of the individual. Any difficulties you’ve faced up til now will be answered in time, I believe that wholeheartedly.

(Sorry I tend to ramble, can you tell I take interest in philosophy?^^” )

I hope you sweet well, and tomorrow brings you good. Thank you again, so much !

-Koi

You are more than welcome!

I guess it wasn’t a coincidence that pill came to my head when writing then! I don’t think it’s awkward at all, I appreciate you being open with me :)

💗 I’m relieved to hear my writing provided you with comfort. Really, you don’t need to apologize at all. I would love to talk with you more, but I’m more than willing to wait if you need some time for feel more comfortable! I’ll always be here :D

Oh yes! I’d love it if you kept with updated with everything. An interview is a start! Congrats 😊 I pray your interview goes well, wishing you nothing but the best in life

I love the way you phrased that, coffee and toast is better than nothing at all. One step at a time

I can definitely tell you’re into philosophy but I love it! Thank you for being so kind and for stopping by to thank me 💗 this is why I do what I do for free! The world is full of so much pain and negativity, we have to bring in some light somewhere. And thank you so much! I also believe things will eventually work out for the both of us. Let’s just keep giving it our best shot until things fall into place!

I hope your day is a little brighter today, hun 💗 thank you again!

(Nice to see you’re my new koi-anon 🤭💗)

#han’s koi anon

[moonwonuu]

hi <3<3 OKAY LANG PO SILA 😭😭 muntik ko na masipa ang aking gagong (affectionate) boyfriend PERO OK PA NAMAN SYA 😌😌 and syempre ako okay na okay po ako 😌😌 SOBRANG light ng feeling ko today JRJKKFKRRK and parang like (parang like 😭) i feel saur relaxed NDKCCKKF

it's good to hear na okay ka !! (that sounded so creepy what 😭) BUUUT yung pag move in ko was a bit like nakaka takot at first esp since yk new space tapos big building HAHAHA BUUUT since the boyfriend agreed to move in w me meron na po akong pwedeng idamay sa mga 2am adventures ko po yes po opo 😌😌

since my bf na ako (🤭🤭) mag lalagay ako ng mga daily bf updates kapag mag ssend ako ng ask HAHAHAHA (forda selos ba yan /j)

daily boyfie update 1: he's slowly slipping into the diamond life 😌😌

extra remarks: pinakitaan ko po sya ng hot mv and watched the gose magazine ep and since then puro svt nalang pinapanood nya <3 (current bias daw nya si jeonghan [JWJFKVOROOR GRABE ME TOO WHAT GREAT TASTE {hindi po tayo sponsored} BUT NEJKKVKFKR imagine ginawa mong carat s/o mo tapos pareho kayong hannie stan 😌😌]) speaking of hannie, happy advanced bday po i have yet to complete your pc collection but i assure you ma ccomplete ko sya by the end of the year yes po opo JAHAHAHA BUUUT YEAA sorry im like rambling too much JEKDKCK

random tmi but i think he's currently trying (keyword: trying) to make a tumblr acc that matches mine 😭😭 WHAT EAF DELULU ERA NA NAMIN ITO

TAPOS JWGJEGOEHKEGK YUNG LIMBO 😭😭😭😭😭 may scene dun na hindi ako naka get over like hanggang ngayon iniisip ko pa (hint: bedsheets 😭😭) AND DHWDHWFHEFOHEOEFHA bye nalang po world 💔💔)

andd finally i had my very first xylo moment yes po opo 😭😭 HINDI NA PO STRICT YUNG NANAY KO 😌😌 as long as nandun daw si xion papabayaan na raw nya ako 💔💔

moments after ko pinanood yung limbo

BUUUT ANYWAYS ANDAMI KO NANG NA KWENTO 😭😭 kayo po ba may kwento po ba kayo HEEHEHEHE only if comfy lang kayo w sharing !!

ikaw alam mo mayasdo ka nang masaya, gagawin ko nang angst to para malungkot ka naman beh AHAHAHAH CHAROOOOOOT! i’m happy for u, ur new condo and ur jowa na parang aagawan ka pa nang bias beh! AHAHAHAHA happy happy lang kayo ha 🫶🏼 @ jowa ni vebs, alagan mo vebs namin naku ka!! 🤺

AHAHAH HAPPY XYLO NAMAN SAINYO AT BUTI PUMAYAG MAMA MO!!!! 🫶🏼🤪 forda bgc gurl na talaga siya oh, JOSHUA HONG TABE!!! 😂😂😂

hehehe sige share ka lang ng mga kwento mo! nag eenjoy naman ako mainggit AHAHAHHAHA CHAR! 😂 #sanaall na lang talaga.

MA YUNG LIMBO HINDI KO NA KERRI!!!!! 🫠🫠🫠 *gumulong gawa ni junhui* AHAHHA e dito sa fallin’ for u and home, chismoso lang yan bakit GANYAN YAN AHAHAHAHAHA

ang kwento koooo ano, nag food trip kami nang bestfriend ko kahapon 😭 ang dami naman na kain duck tapos pag uwi ko chinese food ulit pala kakainin ng fam ko AHAHHAHA o edi may duck ulit 😭😭😭 tapos nakita ko na ulit yung fave kong boy (aso po ito hindi lalaki) YOWN LANG NAMAN GANAP SA BUHAY KO LATELY 🤪

#cel.replies 💌

[aajjks]

Things suck recently. This is another one of my stupid vents to the internet as a stranger on the internet spreading their TMI about their pathetic life and I’m just here bc I have no better outlet.

Within 2 weeks since school started it feels like everything has fallen apart. I’m arguing w my friends and most of them aren’t talking to me while I’m going through the toughest time of my life rn. My family is struggling in ways more than one. The new dance crew I’m in feels so unfamiliar and I don’t have friends there. The old one kicked me out of the gc (understandable bc I’m not in it obv) but it just makes me feel so empty and like dying. The last thing I was able to see from the chat is their rehearsal video and all my teammates look so happy. It feels like every life or group that I was ever a part of always becomes happier or better without me. I don’t even have the time to cry anymore because the 24 hours of my day are half school, half dance/vocal, and half hw. I barely even have time to eat, do chores, or go on my phone like I am now and the reason I can even do that now is bc it’ll take away from my sleep time instead. everything is so much and it feels like I’m healing, hurting, and losing myself all at once. I’m trying to keep my head up and look forward to small things like updates on ur blog or just anything but when those come I barely have the time to look at them now. As a person I’ve been through a lot but this is charting as probably the worst time I’ve ever had and this time no one can help me. I can’t drop dance or vocal bc im so dedicated and I can’t drop out of school or do less hw. My childhood had always been lost growing up but now it feels like my youth has become nothing but training in the studio for a choreography I won’t even get cast in and doings mountains of work that won’t help me if I’m stuck in poverty in the future. I don’t even know who I am anymore and I’ve become insecure of every atom that makes up me.

And now the only thing I can do is be a moping, lifeless loser and complain about it like it’ll do anything. Growing up really sucks, you can probably relate to that as well. I hope you do well on your exams goddess, and take this as a sorry for all my random vents that might appear in the future too. Don’t post this if u don’t want to honestly, it’s hard to say anything abt this and u shouldn’t have to be comforting or caring to someone you don’t know on the internet. Just hope you can have less stressful days, exams really suck and I hope you can rest and take care soon. Btw I’m not super young like a primary school kid and just got hw assigned for the first time ever or sth I’ve been doing it all my life but this year it’s just sm worse.

- the 🐇 anon who said she was gonna write regular asks soon but lied

my love.. I’m not even going to lie but yes life fucking sucks. We’re struggling nonstop w/o any break or good thing in life…. God the depression that I get when I think about my future just makes me want to quit everything and sit like a pathetic loser….

It fucking hurts to feel excluded and feel like the world is better/happier without your presence, makes my guts clench so hard.

God… I can’t even imagine the level of your exhaustion… hw/vocal and dance practice for so many hours w/o any good outcome yet must feel so burdening… with family and personal issues as well…

I can relate to you…. Oh my god my mind is too not in a good place but here’s the thing I tell myself.

I have to keep trying and survive. That’s the thing.

No matter how hard it is to try to go on and repeat the same routine every single day.

And can I tell you something personally? I really really think that you’ll succeed. I really want you to keep trying… keep working hard because I just know you’re going to make it, better than anyone else…

Please don’t give up. It takes a HELL lot to achieve your dreams…. I don’t have the guts to haha but I want you to fulfill your dream!!! And become happy! ❤️

tbh you’re so gutsy to not have given up, I’m soooo proud of you and I’ll be rooting for you like a top fan ;) trust me you’re going to BE SUCCESSFUL 😋❤️

#asks #🐇 anon

[we-made-it-this-far-kid]

Also I feel like I have to take back my statements about Taylor and Travis lol because now I’m dating a guy who used to play football in high school lol and I really like him (also tmi but the sex is really good which as someone who’s primarily been with women I was shocked lol) but yeah lol random life update

#personal #anna’s rambles

[catto-says]

Me in relationship..

Similar to yours, this is just a list of how I typically behave in a relationship. For the first time ever, I'm making an effort to focus a bit more on myself. TuT

1. Starting with the not-so-great trait in relationship. I'm quite sensitive about, well, everything (unless we're just playfully bantering—then I'm all good, no worries!) I can sense if something's a tad off, even the slightest shifts in mood or atmosphere. The worst part is that I usually just bottle it all up; I don't ask my partner because I get worried that it's all in my head, and if I do bring it up, I might make things worse (but I'm really trying to change this, because I know it's not healthy for either of us..) oh, and I rarely talk to my friends about these situations because ARGH, I despise feeling like this, and I'd rather they didn't know.

2. I might be a bit of a chatterbox, and my mind tends to get pretty overwhelmed if I don't share my thoughts with someone. So, I hope you don't mind for a bunch of bubble-chat from me, like, probably daily doses of TMI or just random tidbits about literally anything (especially when I go on about Youngeun, because I absolutely love blabbering about her). And I'm super passionate about writing, please expect some regular updates like "AKUCLAGIIII NULIS :9" or "aku habis nulis buat kakak!" and yadda-yadda!

3. There's this really close friend of mine named Hanif, and I think it's important for you to know about him because some of my exes misunderstood our friendship since we used to be a thing in the past.. but that's ancient history now (it's been yearS!). TRUST ME, there's absolutely no romantic feelings left between us. We've both confirmed that, and that's why we're such good friends now (Platonic with capital P!). We've seen each other's not-so-great sides, communicate in a WEIRD way (it's kind of hard to explain, but it involves dumb conversations and even some heavy cursing), and it's totally not romantic-worthy. He's the same person who asked you about One Piece, by the way. I talk about him a lot to everyone, like those "LAGI GIBAH SAMA HANIFFFF, BENTAR" updates, because he's pretty much my only daily-talk friend, and I can be totally open with him without worrying about judgment (I know it's hard to believe, but I'm sort of closefriendless otherwise). I just wanted to explain all this upfront, and if you're not comfortable with me and him, just let me know, okay? Your feelings matter to me. AND.. here's a cherry on top.. :x

4. I'm not the best at juggling multiple tasks simultaneously, and if I have to, it really drains me. So, during those busy periods, I might need some me-time to recharge and make sure I don't bring any negative energy into our interactions. But don't worry, I'll still keep you updated so you know what's going on.

5. I've mentioned before that I enjoy writing for my significant other, and honestly, it's not just writing—I might create edits or other self-made gifts too. I hope you're okay with that! :']

6. I'm actually a fan of PDA. That's why I might tag you in tweets that remind me of you. If that ever makes you feel uncomfortable, just let me know, YAAA? And by the way, you don't have to do the same thing if you're not into it!

7. College life can be a bit triggering for me, especially because I didn't make it into my dream university (just a little too much information, sorry). That's why I tend to prefer writing in Indonesian now (since I'm majoring in Sasing, and the constant poetry writing in English has kind of burned me out). So, I might not share a lot about my college life, but occasionally, when the mood is right and my dosen aren't being a pain in the ass, or when I'm not too overwhelmed with tasks, I'll give you updates. It really depends on the situation.. huft ")

8. I have a thing for pampering my partner and cherishing all the small things they doO, by saying "pinternyaa" or any other words of appreciation. It's my way of showing how much I care, and it brings me so much happiness to see them surviving another day and doing so well! 🤏🏻

[lnter-net]

update on my day, i've got a really important interview tomorrow morning, but i spent my day on a boat and floating around in the middle of the ocean instead of prepping for it.

its 1am now and i dont know if i should prep for the interview or sleep in early. im a terrible interviewee.

#bringing up tmi random updates on my life #in my defense it was a good friend's bday party so i couldnt skip it and the interview was scheduled really last minute #personal

[foenixs]

all I did today was watch porn, masturbate, get my second vaccine and watch more porn

#what did ya'll do? #random life updates #tmi

[sourholland]

Hello! Would you be able to do a timothee request? I just went to the gyno yesterday(tmi lol) and they found a lump in my breast:( I have to go get an ultrasound(since I’m 21) so could u do something based on that?Like where he comforts the reader cause ngl I was freaking out a little when they told me haha. Thankyou! And if u can’t or don’t feel comfortable I understand:)

What If? || Timothée Chalamet

Summary → A doctor finds a lump in your breast. When you come home, Timothée comforts you and let’s you know how incredibly strong you are.

AN → so normally i wouldn’t write something like this, only because i don’t want to spread misinformation—but i feel extremely strong about breast cancer awareness. sweetheart, i am sending you all of my love and affection rn. if you feel comfortable, feel free to update me with how your ultrasound goes. i hope this eases some of your anxiety and brings some light and love into your heart. To everyone reading this, please perform breast checks on yourself! See this link to get more information. Requests Open

Pairing(s) → Timothée Chalamet x Fem!Reader

Warnings → Talk of Potential Breast Cancer

Word Count → 900

There are some things nobody can prepare you for in life, most you hear about throughout youthhood. The realities of marriage, parenthood, losing someone close, relationships coming to an end, and so on and so forth.

“So—we’ve found a lump in your breast.”

This was one hundred percent, not fucking one of them. You could still recall the feeling of the waxy paper against your exposed skin. The ringing in your ears remained the whole drive home. The rest of her words almost certainly went in one ear and out the other. Something about how these things can happen, not to worry yet, blah blah blah blah.

Numbness.

No tears, no panic, no disbelief. Utter and complete numbness. Of course, those things would come later. Halfway down the highway on the way home, you’d pulled over the car and couldn’t help letting out a sob of sorts. Nobody ever wants to be told that they could potentially have cancer.

You couldn’t help thinking: I’m young, relatively healthy, a good person. Why do bad things happen to good people? This question posed itself quite incessantly, it wasn’t until you opened the front door to your apartment when you finally felt a bit of relief. The same couch, the same kitchen, the same photos on the wall.

Should I call my mom, you wondered. Would that just make everything worse?

It could be several other things, you could be completely fine, but there was still that small section of your brain asking ‘what if?’ What if what? What if it’s not nothing? What if it’s serious? What if you’ve wasted all of this time? What if you’re sick?

With a shaky breath, you poured yourself a glass of water and sat down on the sofa. An ambulance sounded on the bustling street below you, car horns, and the noise of people going on with their day. This was always such an odd concept to you, the way nobody truly knows what another person is going through.

You’ve just gotten this horrid, anxiety-inducing news; everyone around you continues to live their lives as if nothing has happened. You walked out of the doctor’s office, watching all of these random people meander through the small suburban neighborhood of your gynecologist. There was a woman walking her daughter across the street, a group of teenagers hanging out by the curb, a man driving while music blared through his speakers.

They are completely unfazed, completely unaware. How many times are we all truly unaware? How many strangers have you walked past that have just received the worst news of their life?

The jangling of keys at the door brought you away from your thoughts, Timothée coming into the living room. He yawned, pulling his baseball cap off and throwing it on the kitchen island. His hoodie was eventually thrown on the floor, white t-shirt riding up his stomach when he flopped down onto the couch beside you.

“How did your appointment go? That was today, wasn’t it?” He asked, seeming to look for the remote.

“Yeah—yeah, it was today,” you responded a bit dazedly. “They actually found an abnormality.”

This seemed to catch his attention. You sighed, watching him sit back and look at you more pointedly. He stopped looking for the remote, waiting for you to elaborate. You didn’t want to cry, to make the situation bigger than it was. Truth was, you could very well be completely fine. This was stressful, though. You were rightfully scared.

“Abnormality? What does that mean?” He asked, head propped up with his hand.

“A lump. She found a lump in my breast, I have an ultrasound scheduled for next week.”

He seemed to let out a sharp breath. The sob you’d been holding in finally escaped, face hot and cheeks moist with tears. Wiping away the wetness, you placed a hand on his bicep, trying to ease the tension.

“Fuck, Y/N,” he murmured.

“It could be nothing, I’ll have to go in and see. They won’t really know much until we do the ultrasound, so I don’t really know much either,” you said. “I’m just—I’m scared, T.”

He gently pulled at your forearm, bringing you closer to his body and rubbing up and down your back. With a light kiss to your temple, his words of encouragement slowed your breathing a bit. Holding you tightly, he looked down and into your eyes.

“Hey, hey—you’re going to be okay, hear me? You’re so fucking strong, Y/N. We’re gonna get through this, together. I love you, don’t cry.”

The pad of his thumb swiped underneath your tired eyes, then he leaned in and pressed a feverish kiss to your lips. He was your strength in this moment, his arms around you. You held him just a little bit tighter, telling yourself the same things he was saying to you.

“You are so strong.”

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[starcrossedjedis]

How can it be anons trying a new tactic when these anon are begging you to stop exposing everyone to the toxic bullshit you're all being received? The horrible anons want you to post and react. WE DON'T. That is the difference and if you can't tell this then Lord love you. We are begging you to just ignore or block and delete these anons. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I don't want to know if Nikki told some random to suck Dobby 🍆 tmi

If you want me to ever - ever - believe you are not the same old asshole in a trench coat, maybe wait at least until Tumblr has updated my askbox on your last rant before following up with another one that's just a tad more unhinged than the last? 😂

Child, I don't even know you and I also don't care about you one lick, why would you waste your emotions like that?

Have you considered a pet? I mean, I don't think you should be responsible for another life, but maybe it'll help with your anger issues 😘

#anon bs

[eirian-houpe]

The Monday Menu

Of course the big news for this week is that it's April 1st, and you know what that means...?

That's right, Camp NanoWriMo is back!

I am participating, as always, so perhaps we'll even get some of the WiPs updated soon. See the daily post for details of my participation.

As for the rest of it - here's the menu:

Monday: The Monday Menu: what it says on the box. A plan for the week Monday Mmmm: There won’t always be one of these, just when something troubling or interesting crosses my path. Mental Health Monday: Post related to mental health Monday Meditation: A link to a meditation or guided meditation - maybe even sometimes by me. Morrigan’s Monday: The Morrigan is my Matron Goddess, and I might sometimes share insights She gives to me.

Tuesday: TMI Tuesday: Ask me anything, it can be about fic, life, spirituality, whatever you’d like. Teaser Tuesday: Where I share something I’ve been working on Teaching (Tales) Tuesday: A story that teaches something that has crossed my path. Tolkien Tuesday: where I share something Tolkien related.

Wednesday: WIP Wednesday: News about by Works in Progress - fic and non fic alike. Whacky Wednesday: Something weird, funny or otherwise strange. Warrior Wednesday: Something fierce, powerful, not necessarily feminist but definitely a self advocacy thing. Wellness Wednesday: Where I share something related to physical, mental, emotional or spiritual health.

Thursday: Three Things Thursday: Where I share three things about a fic of anyone’s choice, just send me an ask. Thoughts on Thursday: Random thoughts or rabbit holes I may or may not have fallen down.

Friday: Final Line Friday: Where I share things, and a final line of something I’ve written that week. Fandom Friday: Sharing something about one of my fandoms From Gwydion’s Vault: Gwydion is my Patron God. In these posts I’ll share some kind of wisdom or message I have received from Him.

Saturday: Saturday Secret: Where I share something from backstory, or some kind of secret about one of my WIPs Spiritual Saturday: A post based in spirituality - mine is Wicca.

Sunday: Seven Sentence Sunday: Where I share seven sentences from something I have written that week. Shifting Shape: Something transformative, either that I’ve written or that I’ve read, or otherwise come across in my journey that week.

Not everything will happen every week. Just this is a way to keep things fresh and interesting, to encourage me to write and share something each day.

Let me know in comments or reblogs if there’s anything else you’d like to see me post.

#The Monday Menu

[khaleesiofalicante]

Less depressing, life update!

I actually realised I have friends and my introverted self enjoyed spending time with people this week 😂

I met some friends in town on Monday (and literally being the token straight had a sexuality crisis, of course 😂)

The enbies went home early and so me and my LITERALLY ONLY GIRL FRIEND went out and did a bunch of ‘girl’ stuff like book and clothes shopping and sitting on a bench and talking

Then on Tuesday I met an old primary school friend and that was sooo fun and then I wandered around town with another friend before meeting another friend for a social action project thingy

OH OH OH

I read RWRB on Wednesday (bought it on Monday) loved it loved it loved it it was sooo good very very happy.

Tyrion Lannister is my icon and nothing you say or do will change that that man is some man man psycho genius and I stand by and support that

My friend finally found her copy of CoB and I’m getting her to read it because I REALLY wanna talk about Shadowhunters with someone who loves it as much as I do 😭😭

I took my dog to doggy training and she was very cute

I did my music essay and have not done my English revision or science notes soooo yay, I hve till tomorrow to get them done and I don’t see it happening 😂

Uhh, I’m still the mum friend 😂 everyone tells me their problems, oh and, today, I ate 18 mini flapjacks to get me thru music essay and a Cadbury boost bar😰😥

AND

I’ve started a compilation of snippets from different character perspectives, which is like my next gen tmi basically, and some of them are old, some new, can’t remember if I’ve mentioned this before but, it’s good, I’m excited, I’m writing and it’s not too full on

And there was also one random Gandalf, GIMLI and Legolas fic commissioned by my dad 😭🤭

I have exams every day next week but 3 of them are maths so it will be fine because maths is like my thing and I really really wanna get top marks 😭😭

Anyway yeah it’s a long one today, hope ur good, sending love

Oh I am so glad you got to have a nice time with friends! Sounds so nice!

AND YES RWRB LET'S GO. It's one of my fave books ever. I'm glad you read it!

Tyrion supremacy only. And yas having a tsc friend is NECESSARY.

Send us pics from doggy training next time!!!

Snippet compilations are a great writing exercise - especially when we struggle with plots. It helps you keep motivated too!

ALSO NOT YOUR DAD COMMISSIONING (pretty sure this spelling is wrong) FICS. I LOVE THIS.

Also...Maths is your thing...I-I will be reconsidering our friendship. Haha just kidding. Unless...

KIDDING. ILY.

All the best with your exams, babes! I hope the week flies by!

#bee happy