#ruined my appetite

[luchsyy]

i'm feeling a lot better than on monday but i'm still too weak to go back to uni & had to miss the first two days which really sucks :/ but i think i'm able to draw today

#talks #i haven't thrown up since monday morning and my appetite is slowly coming back #anyways. definitely the worst virus i've ever had in my life. don't interact with people if you have food poisoning symptoms guys #ruined my entire week just because one guy was irresponsible about his symptoms

[viensamoimoncher]

Just found out Jared Leto almost played Lestat and now I feel ill

#no shit I'm eating my lunch and the thought of... that... timeline has ruined my appetite #iwtv #tvc #vc #vampire chronicles #lestat de lioncourt

[tittyinfinity]

covid precautions: smoking fat dabs all day so you hack up everything in your lungs before anything can get in there

#i do it to clear my sinuses quite often actually lol especially recently bc of allergies #weed affects me so much differently than most people it's weird #i mean i definitely get a high from it but it makes me more clear-headed and helps with my anxiety #(doesn't help with the adhd) #it's the only way i can eat bc my stomach and appetite have been ruined by 12 years of multiple medications #i can go out and do anything and interact with anybody after smoking an amount of weed that would make someone else see Shadow People #i think one of the reasons it affects me differently is bc my body lacks the enzyme to break down thc from edibles #i've tried 800mg thc in a chocolate bar once and it did nothing. which like if you smoked an entire gram of wax at once. #50mg from the same chocolate made my mom so high she was scared. #so yeah i guess it just hits me differently #maybe it's because my mom smoked weed when she was pregnant with me? #actually that would kinda make sense ngl #.bdo

[rattusn0rvegicus]

Does anyone here do a pescetarian diet? I've been vegetarian for around 4 years now and I'm wanting to incorporate more protein options into my diet and also not have to take these damn fish oil pills that make my burps taste like absolute ass every day 😭 (I need omega 3's for my heart though, so I have to get them SOMEHOW). Plus, the texture of seafood doesn't bother me as much as regular meat does - minus the TINY STABBY FISH BONES UGH.

Tbh I'm especially thinking primarily invertebrates like scallops and crab bc they don't really have the capacity to suffer in the same way that vertebrates and more complex invertebrates do. (Like, no shade to people who do eat those things!! I just don't want to eat anything I wouldn't personally feel comfortable killing.)

Problem is A) I actually have no idea how to cook seafood (though I imagine it'd be somewhat similar to any other protein??) and B) raw seafood smells so bad lol.

Maybe I could start with frozen scallops? I saw some at Aldi the other day and they were really cheap. Or like, smoked salmon - thouuugh idk if I would eat salmon due to the aforementioned "I don't think I could kill a fish" thing lol.

Also does anyone know of affordable places to get foods derived from cricket flour? I know that's not exactly pescetarian, but it's in the same vein as "I want more sustainable protein in my diet" and I've heard crickets are winners in that book. Unfortunately, the cricket chips I saw were like 20 bucks for three small bags 😬 So maybe that idea will have to go on the backburner lol.

ALSO if anyone has suggestions for plant-based foods high in omega 3s and/or protein, I'm all ears! I don't like lentils and I'm fairly picky with legumes in general, but otherwise I'm open to whatever 😭

#pescetarian #entomophagy #cricket flour #don't suggest shrimp bc I'm too grossed out by eating shrimp after having pet shrimp for years 😂😂😂 #When they die they literally turn white and curl up like the food... It has ruined my appetite for shrimp forever #Also I know theres algae oil pills but I get the fish oil ones for free and also having burps smell like algae doesnt sound more appetizing #seafood #pescetarian diet #how the fuck else to tag this #I'll tag #vegetarian #too bc of the aforementioned protein problem #Tbh I'd probably only eat seafood for like 2 or 3 meals a week? I mostly just want more protein OPTIONS. #also from what I can see that's about how much you need to have enough omega 3s anyways?

[majorbaby]

guitarist bails on rehearsal after maiming self in parmesan-motivated kitchen accident...

#he grated his got dang thumb #gore cw #???? #not the whole thumb it's quite a small wound but it hurts like a mf.... #and my cream pasta. ruined. #not really but appetite is gone #what's with these weird personal posts lately?? im stressed and that makes me chatty

[skyriderwednesday]

Just left the scene of an apparent suicide/grisly murder? Breakfast time I guess!

#frankly such a thing would ruin my appetite #but yeah fuck it - if you're hungry lads #sherlock holmes #letters from watson #tw suicide #id in alt

[possum-tooth]

kinda hungry but i need to wait until i get into town to buy food....... ugh

#feeling weird :( #i wanna eat but i dont wanna ruin my appetite bc im getting sushi 😋😋 but im hungry nowwwww #and wont eat until like. 2:30-3. :( #talk tag

[sleaterkinnie]

LOST TEN FUCKING POUNDS TO THE ADDERALL WARS IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF I HAVE NO CLOTHES THAT FIT ME AND NO MONEY TO BUY MORE

#this shit absolutely ruins and destroys my appetite and then i go to work and i pack a light lunch bc i have no money for food #AND I HAVE LIKE TEN BILLION DIET RESTRICTIONS SO I CANT EAT ANYTHING ANYWAYS #lois im scared

[srkgirlblogger]

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#the day was going so well until my mom decided to be mean to me for no reason in a piblic space where i was already feeling scared and over #stimulated. i wanted to try out the skateboards in decathlon but there were too many people and i got scared. and my mom suddenly said that #the skateboard that she was going to buy for me after/on my birthday. she had decided to buy now. since we were alr in theshop and i said no #way bec i hadnt decided which one i wanted yet and i was soo panicked. and then after some time when id calmed down a bit and was gonna try #to skate anyways she started questioning me abt when i planned on peacticing and where i was gonna do it and i obviously just started saying #things that i thought she would approve of. and then she told me i didnt have the time management skills or resolve to make it work. and she #just kept on passive aggressively bullying me until i just couldnt do it anymore and i told her i wanted go leave the store bc she was #spoiling the mood. and then she started bullying me louder and she told me to stop blaming her bc she was only asking me a question and she #didn't want to waste any more money on things that i wasnt gonna do even though ive wanted a skateboard for years now and have been actively #asking her for months. and i just lost my emergy and my appetite and i wanted to leave the mall and go home but insteaf she gook us to a #bagel place that ive been trying to get her to take us even though i felt like throwing up before we even left the mall and i told her i #didnt want to go there. and my brother even told her that she was ruining things for everyone. and he still ended up blaming me in the end. #but whatever. i kept getting flashbacks to insanely traumatic moments where shed yelled at or bullied me or cornered me or tried to #embarass me in public. and this is most likely my last year at home. and my last year of childhood. and its all going to be remembered in my #brain as underwhelming and depressing and mostly horrible. and im going to leave home and never cone back and my last year at home is going #to be just as shitty as every other year and ill just have to deal with that and try to build something good and new and kind when i leave #she shouldnt speak to her own children like this. she shouldnt be looking for reasons to make things miserable for me all the time like this #i should study. my head hurts. my entire body hurts so bad #delete later

[carcinogenuine]

I SHOVED A POWDERED DONUT IN MY MOUTH (A LITTLE TREAT FOR MYSELF! FOR A DAY OF HARD WORK! FROM THE CORNERSTORE ON THE WAY HOME.) AND IMMEDIATELY I CLOCKED SOMETHING BEING WRONG.

SO I LOOK AT THE DONUT.

AND THE DONUT IS MOLDY.

AND I MEAN.

I TOOK A WHOLE ASSED BITE. I UNHINGED MY JAW LIKE A WANTON VALUSIAN WHORE. AND TOOK A BITE OUT OF HAIRY MOLD SPORES.

#I MANAGED TO SPIT IT OUT AND THEN DOUBLE WASH MY MOUTH OUT WITH ANTISEPTIC AND ADDITIONALLY SCRUB THE OUTER LAYER OF MY TEETH AND TONGUE AND #GUMS AWAY. BLEGH. MOTHER FUCKING PATOOIE EVEN. #APPETITE RUINED.

[cafeeconleche]

hate when im eating my lunch in my car n my boss drives by n waves at me 😒

#just ruined my appetite -__-

[hrtley]

thinking abt how good the grapes were in those mcdonalds fruit bags i want them so bad rn

#i only ate happy meals until i was like 12 and it permanently ruined my appetite #my mum was always like 'ohhhh But honey.... #they never fill u up :(((((' and i just kind shrugged it off #beating up Younger me rn you stupid Asshole this will have everlasting effects!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #my text

[vvindication]

this brie is so buttery and good but it's "edible" rind tastes like the way sweaty socks smell

#vvin babbles #fighting for my life trying not to ruin my appetite on sweaty sock cheese rind. #the cheese itself is GOOD

[manicdreams]

I’m literally grown and still the thought of my mom knowing I might be going to Pride makes me sick to my stomach 🙃

#venting #I feel really ill #like my appetite is ruined #the religious gulit is eating me alive