#see now I’m hungry

[withlovefromolympus]

You, honey, get an English muffin with butter, blackberry jam, arugula lettuce, sliced soft boiled egg, a sprinkle of Himalayan salt, and a lil drizzle of aioli. Imma make you a coffee too.

*cries*

#oh wow?!?! #I’m so touched #see now I’m hungry #this sounds so yummy

[stuckinapril]

Baghdad moodboard 🇮🇶🤍

#i miss it so much every day #I visited ONCE this summer for the first time in a decade and now I’m so hungry to just go back #and be in an environment where there’s so much culture & Arabic murmurs in the air #i miss my bibi #I miss my uncle #i miss walking through the streets and imagining my mom growing up there #i never got to do that but it doesn’t mean I won’t treasure the capital as if I did #also my biggest flex is I got to see all these landmarks on my trip #baghdad #iraq #home #mb

[harrowedsoup]

I still wish we’d gotten Harrow react to the eighth being middle school bully’s to Gideon when they kicked her out of the lunchroom.

Like I know they weren’t getting along great at that point but you just KNOW Harrow would have started a fucking war about it. She’d have such a good mixture of being pissed about the diss about the Ninth House and the disrespect to Gideon (because she’s first cavalier and totally not for any other reason) that I think she’d just straight up kill him.

#the locked tomb #gideon nav #harrow nonagesimus #griddlehark #I know the time line doesn’t work super great for this BUT: #Harrow covered in her own blood and passed out in Gideon’s arms: #Gideon grumbling: this sucks. I hate you. I hate this place. I’m fucking hungry oh yeah I hate the eighth #Gideon: fuck that mayonnaise looking asshole. kicking me out of the meal hall because I freak him out- #Harrow suddenly awake: he did what now #later on Harrow just marches up to him covered in blood sweat and has no vail on so everyone gets to see her blood and black painted face #as she just RIPS into him in the middle of the fucking hall #Gideon has to make sure she doesn’t actually kill him

[ladybeug]

MAN THE MUSICAL NUMBERS CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD I HAD TO PAUSE AND STARE FROWNING okok!!! so the thing was that one time agessss ago you said liking ml fanfics is just wanting to read the same story over and over again and after that textbook 2016 post reveal final kiss that sentence just flashed in my mind and everything that happened in the movie (the ladynoir patrol fighting in the rooftops, the adrien snapping at his dad, gabriel being actually decent) just shifted in context for me and the realization of how fanfic coded the movie is and how that directly related to my enjoyment was so clear i couldnt stop laughing hdhshsjs

WOW ACTUALLY

i remember saying that and its STILL TRUE!! And honestly you're putting it in perspective for me, thats why i liked the things i liked about the movie. like the ladynoir patrol fighting on the roofs also did lowkey make my dreams come true they could have done whatever they wanted in the rest of the movie, that scene is what i live for.

And that last scene really did feel like it was out of a fanfic, A 2016 FANFIC, its OLD FANDOM VIBES. back when we were still chewing up the concept of a reveal and not picking apart the bones of adrien's identity like mad scientists.

I remember thinking im sure ive read this scene somewhere. idk where but i have. all of it in different pieces a million times.

Anyways thank you for sharing this i love it?? good take

#sorry it took me so long to respond even though you like WARNED ME IN ADVANCE you were gonna send this i havent been online much #but i love thinking about the movie im excited to rewatch #im so hot and cold on it #ive heard great takes about it im on board with most of what ive read #i had fun but severely missed the character + relationship depth that the show brings us #they tackled too much to do any of it well!! but what a fun time and i kind of loved seeing chat noir be a little rascal #hes so fucking nice all the time in season 5 and i adore it and would die for him but do you remember he also gets to be a scamp sometimes? #as a TREAT???? #SCAMP TREAT FOR CHAT NOIR!!!! HES HUNGRY and deserves it #he contains multitudes and one of those multitudes is kind of a little bitch #ml movie spoilers #ml movie #what are the tags we're all using #miraculous awakening #also you know what it’s a day later and I’m adding more tags bc #back in the day we WERE still obsessed with adriens identity but it was more exploratory #like gently unfolding a complicatedly wrapped gift #now it is mad scientist we are in the package dissecting

[forourtimetoo]

Sometimes I think about how northerners talk about the south—about the gay guy I know who told someone he’s from Alabama and they said “oh that must be so hard for you”, about the people who went “oh ~wow~” when I told them I was moving back south after law school, about the time someone who I guarantee is from the northeast joked that people in Mississippi just don’t write things down, about the roommate from Minnesota who casually said “people in the south don’t have rights”, about the roommate from New Hampshire who talked about southerners as if we were all conservative, about the grad school classmates in California who said “ohhh” and then immediately changed the topic when I told them my dad made safety videos for petrochemical refineries because that’s pretty much the only industry in Cancer Alley, about my friend’s partner who laughed at the idea of me finding someone progressive & smart (& preferably well-off because I will not be) to date in the south—and then I compare it to the southerners I see whenever I leave the house down here?

There’s a guy in my parents’ neighborhood out in the exurbs where the country begins who flies a Ukrainian flag now. Driving this week, I saw a car with a Better South, Better World sticker turning into this city’s NFL team’s training camp. I got my hair cut in the conservative suburbs this week and there was a woman in a pride flag T-shirt. I went to a museum today and there were multiple queer couples and gender nonconforming folks wandering around holding hands. I went to pick up some cake from a local gay baker and there was a woman who walked by wearing a tank top saying “Jesus loves sex workers.” Like I don’t know, y’all. Sure, the south is a fucking terrifying place to be sometimes. Sure, we’re gerrymandered to hell. Sure, our elected officials would sell us all out for a solitary corn chip. But the south is full of badass people who have spent their lives fighting and are more functionally progressive in a lot of ways by virtue of that than any leftist card-carrying DSA member I’ve met in either CA or NYC. Will they use the same terms as y’all? Maybe not. Will they have some reservations about some things? For sure. But these people are tough af and deserve way more respect than they get 87% of the time.

Anyway I feel like that rant has been building for approximately six years so uh. There y’all go!

#Nina rants #southerners #the south #us politics #leftist vibes I guess? #I’m just tired of this belief that people up north seem to have about southerners as default conservative #like yeah there are a lot of conservatives here but there are a lot of conservatives in fucking westchester too y’all #and they don’t have the excuse of terrible schools do they now #or a super conservative state government #like my friends are all wow there’s no way you’re going to meet someone progressive now #and I’m like? oh? why not? #nyc does not have an exclusive claim on progressives #and in fact some people in more blue states are more complacent!!! #give me people who have grown up fighting for the world they want to see #I’m tired of people who have their dreams handed to them all their life #I want to be around people who have been hungry for a better world

[sanchoyo]

haven’t been on much bc my dog has been sick :( between seizures and an infected tooth we’ve been having a Time trying to get everything fixed (this started around the holidays so our vet has been very booked up…we have been like 3-4 times in the past 4-5 weeks OTL does not help it’s like an hour drive there, so that’s been exhausting) now his new seizure meds are making him sick (was hoping it was like, just an adjustment period thing but he’s been sick for a week and having concerning symptoms…) if I’m not on a ton or slow to replying to messages it’s bc I’m working as much overtime as my job will give me bc Vet Expensive and mentally drained obvi 😞

#it makes me a lil mad his meds were kinda pricy and they literally are making things worse. like sure he isn’t have seizures but he can #barely walk and keeps running into things and keeps having diarrhea so like. 🙃 and the meds are making him sooo hungry and thirsty #I’m seeing the vet AGAIN FRIDAY I know she’s so sick of me but man my little guy. if she can’t figure out a combo that doesn’t have such #bad side effects I’m literally going to scream and cry #he’s the most sensitive boy in the world and my mental health hangs on his and my cats well being. please. 😭 #sanchoyorambles #I’ve also called them like twice to find out if I should stop or what they want me to do and keep getting ‘oh they’ll call u back’ WHEN #GIRL MY PUBBY #if I don’t hear back before his next dose I’m just gonna make an executive decision myself to stop them for now #he’s literally on the smallest possible dose too bc he’s so little. so. they can’t go down in dosage they’ll need to put him on smth else 😑 #which means paying for ANOTHER PRESCRIPTION A WEEK AFTER ALREASY GETTING ONE THAT WAS $30 ON TOP OF HIS STUPID VET BILL #screaming. #and like if I have the money it’s fine. and it’s not like the vet could’ve known he’d have bad side effects #im just frustrated it’s no one’s fault #I could go to a closer vet. the thing is I LIKE the one further away #they have the only groomer I’ve found that can trim him without sedating him! they send me reminders abt his shots! I like the vibes!!! #they seem caring!! but they are always SOOO BUSY it takes forever to make appointments or to hear back from them 😭 #remember how I said one of my goals was to buy a vechicle this year lmao the vet bills are draining any savings I’ve managed to build up 🤧 #my pets are priority 1 tho like even before all the medical stuff /I/ need like lol… that’s my baby #it’s just really bad timing. not that there’s good timing for medical issues but. u know

[arthur-r]

something’s just not right / there’s hunger in my eyes, but you’re not looking into mine / in the morning light / i wake up next to you, but we’re no longer entwined / i want to love you with a ravenous hunger, tear your flesh into mine / you say you like me, but you’d rather that i listen quiet, keep it all inside / i romanticize a lust for blood and the glint of evil in your eyes / any kind of sign, something to tell me that your heart is burning just like mine / rend me to pieces if that’s what it takes to tell me that i taste divine / there’s something wrong but i just can’t quite place it, leave me on the precipice, i’m fine / something awakening and stirring inside me / i’m gearing up, your pretense in decline / i slice my heart up on a platter and find that you don’t even wanna dine / i gave my soul up, you can eat me raw / diced up and vulnerable, i’m yours to try / you’re glancing to the side, bored, and find that you don’t even wanna dine!!!!

#round 2 of recording my loser boring cannibalism song #(it has more words now. it is still not a complete song but it is getting somewhere….) #basically i really like cannibalism as a literary device and devouring somebody and being like violently enamored #and i convinced myself that my relationship was really good and healthy and i just don’t know how to handle a Good Normal Relationship #but secretly loving somebody should be at least a LITTLE BIT like cannibalism. especially if you’re me #so i got really hungry and he didn’t ever lift a finger for me or smile in my direction #and i wish he would just be hungry for me back. kill me a little bit if it would mean you care #i just thought that Normal People should be Normal about each other and he was just being Normal about me #when he like. did not prioritize me ever. and was only affectionate when he was drunk 🫠 #he does NOT deserve to be the one who ended the relationship!!!! #anyway i would rather he eat me alive than not even look at me. and that’s what this song is about #and i’m gonna raise my standards so much fucking higher. he should be fucking hungry for me actually #literally and figuratively shdhdf i was always the one to invite him to dinner too. #and he was SHIT at communion motif. that guy had awful fucking table manners why did i date him #anyway shdhdf. idk here is round two of my hungry song #i’ve already changed the lyrics a little since recording this a couple mornings ago but it’s FINE my roommate is in here so can’t re-record #but: there’s something wrong but i’m not ready to face it. actually. cause it was so fucking obvious i was just willfully ignorant #anyways!! i’m feeling a little weird today and i haven’t done anything and i want to play music but i can’t. so i’m posting a song instead #and later i might be going to a concert?? we’ll see. if i’m feeling better physically by then!! #anyway i hope everybody is doing okay and lmk if you need anything!! sincerely arthur #me. my post. mine. #delete later (probably) #music

[peapod20001]

I’m the type that can and will cry if think too hard <3

#random post #me tag ∠( ᐛ 」 ) |/ #I’m not an overly emotional person in the stereotypical way. but I do get in my feels when thinking about life and the experience of living #I’m like. constantly explaining things to myself cus there’s never really a time or place to talk about it #also my method of explaining things is very not coherent sometimes. so it takes me a bit to really get my point across in a comprehensible #way. I’m a big thinker. I have many thoughts and ideas a views. a daily thing of mine is noticing problems #and then fixing them in my head with thought out explanations and motives and outcomes #it’s like I’m talking to someone else. much like how I format my text posts. that’s how my inner monologue is #me talking to myself is actually me talking to someone else. someone that isn’t real #anyways it’s a daily occurrence. every day of my life is spent with thoughts similar to those breaking down a movie #lots of thoughts from adhd. compulsive thoughts from ocd. overwhelming thoughts from autism. distressing thoughts from bpd #ya. this isn’t a vent I just need to like. see the thoughts in writing so I can do smth else. like eat this muffin ive been staring at for #over an hour now <3 mmmbfbg yea muffins are hard to eat now cus I had some with mold and food mold especially is a big nono for me #spend like. five minutes examining the damn thing before I even consider taking a bite. I’m very hungry an thirsty </3 #when your mouth is so dry you can taste your own mouth 👍 I’m experiencing #nothing in particular. just experiencing. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I like having an experience and living #drank my tea and I had like. hallucinations of like an alcohol prep pad. I’ve been using those in my ear cus. tmi. had a pimple that’s #causing problems so mom suggested that. it burned! which means it worked so word. I’ve noticed lately that both me AND my family have been #using ‘word’ a lot. dad says we’ve been saying it but no we haven’t. if we had I’d have BEEN saying it. maybe we’ve used it before for a bit #but now it’s back. idk. I’ve said it in class on more than one occasion lmao I don’t look like the type to say smth like that but whatever #it’s like when I used to say bro after every sentence like 10 years ago lol. we’re a family of parrots we repeat eachother a lot #I started saying I love you out of no where and they started doing it too. we whistle at eachother from across the house. sing ear worms #together. quote funny things at every opportunity and drive the joke into the ground. everyone in this house is a different kind of mentally #I’ll and it’s the most beautiful clash of personalities because we’re all so annoying and we love eachother so much and also our #communication is shit because some ppl have hearing loss and another is a short fused child and some are quick to interrupt and some dont #get a word in and some just can’t explain and some can’t understand. we get there eventually at some point. we don’t get the full grasp of #how much we love eachother yet. but we’re gettin there. anyways this went into several different directions but they’re all good ones #I think. if you read all this good on you! this is my brain 24/7/365 haha ok love you

[autopsytableromance]

I have a weird thing where when people see me eat dinner but I’m still hungry it feels. Wrong to eat another meal or something larger than a snack but also I’m. Incredibly bad at knowing how hungry I actually am so that leads to me eating something and then waiting until everyone else goes to sleep and trying to find something to eat at like 11 o’clock at night.

#me when I’m so so hungry but would rather die than let my family see that I’m eating a second dinner after the bbq they saw me eat. #it was not a lot of bbq. they would fully understand. there is no reason to not just go make something now. #unfortunately. I would be paralyzed by decision making and end up not eating anything anyway. so I will wait #disordered eating #<- ​kind of? mostly for if someone has it blacklisted

[danielnelsen]

always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds

#the first time i treated my thyroid my endo was like ‘i havent had a patient who had this happen for a while so im due for one’ THANKS MAN #personal #im just waiting for it to hurry up and work. my health has PLUMMETED in the last week or so #im so sick and i can’t DO ANYTHING. including SLEEP. even if i was getting enough good sleep i was be exhausted but i’m not so. #the energy’s doing Great #and i’m so hungry all the time but also nauseous so all food is unappealing #genuinely have no idea how i made it through years 7-10 undiagnosed. no wonder i ended up with such a severe phobia of going to bed???????? #i don’t have to worry about routine right now so it’s not as stressful (just horrible because i’m so tired) but i COULDNT SLEEP back then #im just relieved that this time it was found through a routine check rather than me getting a test because of symptoms #usually i test when my anxiety gets really bad in a specific way #but my anxiety isn’t bad this time. no panic attacks and also no migraines. those are all usually the worst to deal with #so comparatively this isn’t even a particularly bad episode?/relapse?/flare? #still more sick than i’ve been in……..years? #im not sure if covid was better or worse. but it was only really bad for a week #this’ll be worse overall because it’ll last a lot longer #hopefully only a month or two but that’s still a few months of my life that just vanish. cool!!!!!!!!!!! #and there wasn’t even a notable event to trigger it this time. first time was whooping cough and subsequent times have been things like— #starting uni and then the last 2 years of uni where i took 10 units in one year then overworked myself doing my thesis #im SLIGHTLY worried that maybe i’ve developed rheumatoid arthritis and that set it off because it’s also autoimmune #i should see my gp soon to get a general antibody test. my joint have been so bad it’s been hard to walk for quite a few months #idk man it all sucks. but for now at least i have my white blood cells (even if they’re literally the problem lmao)

[beginnersmind]

if god is testing me rn i would like some more information. perhaps a study guide

#potentially have a bed bug problem which if you are familiar with that. is very scary. and my job is difficult. #and i had to get my internet fixed because wasps chewed up the internet cables. #but when it got fixed it disturbed their nest and now i’m seeing more of them flying around my building #so there’s an angry bug outside my home and potentially a colony of hungry bugs feeding off my blood at night #and then the parasite of having a full time job. which has gotten increasingly stressful over the last couple months.

[prettyboysmlm]

mm i’m so sleepy now

#and in a lovey mood #and hungry #don’t mind me just gonna go devour an entire family size pack of oreos and then fall back asleep #with the way i eat no wonder i didn’t see a bump #but food is part of my aftercare so yknow #sacrifices and what not #i’m so happy now <33333 #i just wanna boy to cuddle with.. #to take care of me after they fuck me senseless.. #one can only dream #k.txt

[bylermyheart]

William Byers can’t die, he has to cuddle on the couch with his husband Mike Wheeler as they watch Our Flag Means Death.

#LAST ONE I SWEAR #I’m just hungry for attention #hdkdhd #i just like to think about them enjoying the same queer media as I do #i like to think about them being happy that there’s stuff like this coming out now #and think about how much they would’ve appreciated to see these kinds of things as kids #ofmd #our flag means death #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #stranger things