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ajokeformur-ray · 5 years

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Matchup Request for Sherlock, Doctor Who and maybe NBC Hannibal

Hello! May I have a matchup please? That’s me:

Introverted af, social anxiety, maladaptive daydreamer, depression, compulsive thoughts (much violence), bisexual, short, good at manipulating people, drawn to dark things, justice is important to me- I think everyone who causes crime should be punished in the same way they harmed a person or animal no matter how cruel (especially them), singing and dancing is a need, loyal, Ravenclaw, touchy- i basically need hugs 24/7, animals over people, sensetive, can be soft, wary, sometimes child like, can’t calculate easy things but is like a dictionary in native language (really, people in school called me that), draws the curtains in summer, I love storms!, easily angry on the inside, polite outside-sailor language inside, reads and writes everyday, very dark humour, love is my main goal. May I add information to my ship? I just noticed and I think it could be important. So, I have my head often in the clouds. Even if I do just one task I do many careless mistakes and without someone else noticing I don’t. Though, Im a perfectionist.

hanni is selfship @murielthemagicalgirl

I feel like Sherlock would be the best match for you in this fandom. He’s intelligent enough to be able to help you - if you want help - with your social anxiety, maladaptive daydreaming and anything else you may want help with, though I feel you need to know that he’s less than tactless and will more than likely upset you a lot at first. Luckily, you have John to help you, to help Sherlock, and things will eventually get better. You have a very strong sense of justice, something which is important to Sherlock. You’re also able to connect with Sherlock on a level that few can - you know when he needs a hug, when he’s going into sensory overload, when he needs to eat and when he needs to be left alone… But he also know when you most especially need a hug, when you need help with calculations, when you need to be picked up on a simple, careless mistake which may have bigger consequences… You know so much about each other that John’s able to sleep easier at night because he knows you’re both taking care of each other and therefore, that you’re taking care of yourselves.

Ohhhhh the Eleventh Doctor would be the best regeneration for you, I think. His underlying sadness, his overt childish behaviour, his goofy attitude… He would lift you up but ground you at the same time. He would understand your anxiety and depression, having dealt with one of the two for most of his existence, and he’d always be there with a new trip to distract you. Sometimes, you don’t want a trip so he would stay in and play board games or hack into the Netflix database so that you can watch it on board the TARDIS. You’re creative and you have a dark sense of humour. The Doctor considers creativity to be proof that humans are capable of magic and so he would encourage you heavily: he’d read your stuff if you let him, he’d critique if and only if you asked, and he’d overall, encourage. And love. He’d always be cuddling, always be hugging, always be there for you no matter what.

Hanni ❤❤❤❤ would definitely be the best one for you. He would be the best one to help you with everything. Though... the violent impulsive thoughts he would definitely encourage, to see how far he could make you go. He would question you closely about them, ask you to vividly describe them, and invite you to join him in bringing those thoughts to life. The more you resist, the more he’s gonna try, so watch yourself. <3 You’re well spoken but not so articulate when it comes to working things out, which Hannibal would probably find endearing; watching you struggle to explain yourself, and he would let you make those simple careless mistakes without correcting you because he’s curious about the consequences. Cuddles would likely be a reward system for you: if you do abc, then you get xyz. Sometimes he indulges you to keep the trust and love there, of course, because he won’t lose you. For anything.

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