#shade speaks

[gaslightgatekeepgodcomplex]

#shade speaks #marble hornets #tim wright #tim mh #jay merrick #jay mh #mh jam #jam marble hornets #jay and tim is something that can be so schizophrenia and autism solidarity <3 #love how many people this is resonating with <3 i made this literally thinking of me and my partner <3 peace and love on earth

[shadowgamerhalo]

Starting from today to onwards, I now wear a back brace for my longer days. I should have done it sooner when things started getting worse, but I'm more happy that I have the support now.

I am not depressed by this, I am neutral with it. I already knew that the older I get I will need more support for my back and joints, plus dealing with pain daily has been my normal for a while. I'm glad I got a back brace, it has been making things a lot easier for me.

I wonder if I can customize my back brace without messing with its functionality? For the days I decide it's a crop top kind of day but pain wise I'll need my brace. If anyone has any ideas please comment them, I am open to suggestions!

#chronic pain #chronic fatigue #chronic illness #invisible disability #actually disabled #back brace #shade speaks #open to suggestions

[nonbinary-ghost]

Huh

Anyone else getting a hard limit on how far they can scroll on tumblr moble?

I scrolled for like, 10 minutes and hit a hard stopping point. Not like it isnt loading - it wont even do the colorful loading bar at the bottom when i try to refresh, and im connected to wifi.

When i refreshed the page and started back at the top, i scrolled down to see how far i could get. Saw some new posts, my reblogs, then hit the hard stop again before even reaching the spot it originally happened in.

#tumblr moble fucking up again? or is my phone being shitty? #i swear if tumblr introduced a 'viewed post limit' just after mocking twitter with the fucking badges im gonna lose it #shade speaks

[shadow--writer]

The Arcana to Baldur's Gate 3 pipeline only your computer would shit the bed if you got it

#shade speaks #I want it so bad it looks so fun :( #I wanna make Maeve!!!! #like so so bad!!! #but my computer is ass :( #it’s so much fun watching my moots talk about it but :((((( #this is a joke for the most part lol #watching people have fun with it is what really makes me want it lol #and I want Karlach #and Halsin #making grabby hands

[shadeplay]

gets ready to bolt when you look at me for too long. gives you a deer in headlights look after you kiss me. has a fear response to your sexual advances. but, you know, also gets wet.

#shade speaks #nsft #prey kink

[decose]

HELP MY MOM IS CHATTING WITH SEAN ON FACEBOOK

#shade speaks

[clubconfession]

… I followed this blog late last night, was I the 666th follower?! Regardless of whether or not it was me, I'd like to celebrate the win for this blog by keeping the Andrei thirst going and confessing my love for him. Distinguished villains, sinister but alluring voices, and teratophilia all individually make me weak but Andrei has the trifecta. Send help.

(Hilariously, my favorite clan to play is Tremere. What are the odds he'd like to work out some of his clan rivalry frustrations in a sexy way that didn't end in me becoming an armchair? Not good, I'd imagine… but like someone already said, a girl can dream XD)

You could very well be! :D Thank you so much! :3

Andrei is my favourite character as well so I'm always happy to see content for him in general. And, low-key, most definitely confessions featuring him, as few as they currently are ^^ He has his Tzimisce charm after all.

In Clan Quest Mod he does accept a Tremere fledgling into the Sabbat as well though he states that trust will not come easily from anyone, including himself. :P

Again, thank you so much for following Club Confession! Keep the confessions coming!

#not a confession #anon #Shade speaks #Shade replies #reply #Andrei the Tzimisce #Tremere

[may-i-be-eternal]

Ngl…Elias kinda-😏😏😏

#tma #the magnus institute #the magnus archives #tma elias #idk if that’s my new father figure or my new fictional husband- #I’m in a crisis guys-😅 #Shade Speaks

[jyhir]

Tagged by @gigarat !

Favorite Color: Blueeeeee

Currently Reading: The Cursed kingdoms trilogy by Emily Gee

Last Song: Villain by Stella Jang

Last Series: Uhhh I think Marvel's Secret Invasion

Last Movie: Guardians of the Galaxy Volume 3, it was hella good

Currently Working On: So many things orz Mostly the Lost Winds comic alongside my fanfic, Silent Mirrors butttttt I also have OC ref's I wanna redo and many animations/animatics that have been started and just not worked on.

Tagging: Uhhhh I am realizing I have very little friends so whoever sees this and wants to do it I guess

#tag game #shade speaks

[runsforalotofshade]

I just figured that the ideal for immortality would be spending all my time with friends and family

#Shade speaks #my posts #about me #I suppose

[gaslightgatekeepgodcomplex]

jay and tim is something that can be so t4t

#shade speaks #marble hornets #jay merrick #tim wright #jay marble hornets #tim marble hornets #jay mh #tim mh #jam mh #mh jam #i am going insane

[shadowgamerhalo]

Take this

Puppy!

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Love em!

Thank you mutual!

#shade speaks #odkeoejrjtjrjtj #oupy #look at this dog absolutely amazing

[nonbinary-ghost]

Ya know, one thing i dont often see talked about with regards to being low/no empathy is the overcompensation that can come with it

Like. I spent so much of my youth othered and demonized for not being empathetic and behaving insensitively. So i learned. I learned how to look at someone or something and over analyze everything about them - how they might be feeling, how they might react to something, why they might do something or act a certain way, how an action i take could impact them etc. I dont feel empathy, but i can understand how something might make someone feel or how feelings can drive someone to behave a certain way.

And it has been driven into me again and again that making something more difficult for someone is wrong. Hurting someone's feelings is wrong. Being selfish is wrong. So when i do something, i have to analyze it to make sure it could never feasibly hurt or inconvenience someone else, even if that means taking on extra work. I have no way of knowing when it is appropriate to prioritize myself or inconvenience someone else because i was taught that it is ALWAYS necessary to prioritize others.

And then people who DO feel empathy go around doing and saying shit that does hurt or inconvenience people, seemingly with no sense of irony or self awareness. It baffles me to no end. Is there a script here im missing?

#shade speaks #anyway this is actually sparked by a silly thing at work that just nettles me not anything serious #but it does make me think about why i seemingly am the only one who puts in so much extra work to make other peoples jobs easier #when no one does the same for anyone else #it was worse in food service for sure but it still happens even in my new office job #and there are certainly more serious ways in which this materializes but i dont have the words for it right now

[shadow--writer]

@misery-lake

#shade speaks #moonstruck #maeve x dez #circus au #going NUTS for them still #I am just so so tired #thank you college for that lmao #but anyway <3

[shadeplay]

my head hurts.

#shade speaks #dont understand.

[decose]

There's no fucking way I could be Saliericore, that man would fold learning about DNA replication, not excited to learn about it fhkdhfkshfkshfkd

#shade speaks