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bostonbashers · 3 years

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mercs when they get jealous. ~

Hello Can I request headcanons of the mercs and how they act when jealous? If you can’t do all of them, support class is okay

Jealousy headcanons for the mercs when they see their s/o getting hit on (like full on swinging their arm over their shoulder, all touchy) Welcome to the fandom :)

ohhhh i love to see my boys jealous! we love to see it. please enjoy! ❤️

Scout:

he’s petulant about the whole thing. he’s childish to the core and doesn’t handle jealousy very well despite his constant confident attitude.

scout glares at the person angrily and tries to be intimidating by insulting them, but honestly, he looks like an angry puppy or a kid wanting their candy back, so the person doesn’t take him seriously.

whines about it loudly the whole day and literally doesn’t shut the fuck up. he’s super cranky, it’s almost irritable, and never admits he’s jealous until you push it out of him. honestly, just give the poor boy a kiss so he can calm the fuck down.

Soldier:

doesn’t like the feeling. will not deal with the feeling. gets to work right away with no hesitation to get rid of whatever is bothering him.

will call out the person, using such colorful language and terms you weren’t aware he knew about and you’d watch as he absolutely obliterated the person with just his words alone. it’s honestly more than enough to scare them off and he radiates with pride once they do.

if it weren’t for his s/o being around to stop him, jane would’ve gladly snapped the persons neck or absolutely tortured them with his yelling.

Pyro:

you’ve fucked up my guy, big time. i don’t know what you were thinking, but you obviously don’t value your life.

they don’t quite understand what’s happening at first but immediately picks up their s/o’s discomfort, quickly angering them. pyro deems them as a threat to their s/o and mumbles angrily while bringing a hatchet out, ready to cut the person limb by limb. no one is allowed to make their other half feel that way and they won’t let it happen.

the person will be running in no time due to pyros behavior and once they’re gone for sure, they turn around and embrace their s/o tightly with a happy squeal as if they didn’t just threaten someone moments ago. they also caress their hair comfortingly just in case the situation has affected them.

Demoman:

he’s really insecure initially so the whole thing just makes it a lot worse than it’s supposed to be. demo already has the mindset that he doesn’t deserve his other half and crumbles just seeing the scene play out in front of them.

if he’s drunk, he’ll just tell the person off with a glower and scare them away with insults or his usual, crazy behavior. if he’s sober, he’ll handle the situation a lot better, simply excusing you both from the person with a glare and scowl. he’ll keep a close eye on them just in case.

either way, he’ll become unusually clingy with his s/o, often latching onto them like he hasn’t seen them in years. demos already clingy as he is but once someone deems as a threat to take his s/o away, he’s basically all over his other half in hopes to get the message across to the person and to let his s/o know that he loves them more than anyone.

Heavy:

barely gets jealous because he trusts that his s/o will do the right thing, even when he’s not around. all in all, he just doesn’t trust the other person. following that, he will watch the other person if they try anything funny. that’s when he’ll step in.

will show signs of discomfort over jealousy, often just standing on the side, hoping his s/o will get the sign that he wants to leave. if they don’t, he’ll gently pull their hand and speak; “we must go.” even if they protest, he will pull them elsewhere.

he’s one of the mercs who handles his jealousy/discomfort maturely and takes his s/o somewhere private to speak about his feelings; “misha did not like the way they looked at (y/n).” once they comfort him, he will feel relieved and brush off the situation. he’s just really protective and wants to make sure that everyone knows they’re taken.

Medic:

part 2 of do you even value your life, my good man. this man will literally fucking saw you in half and steal your organs if you cross his line.

he’s quiet at first, observing the situation with the biggest scowl ever as the person speaks to his s/o so daringly. youd think he’s handling it well due to his calmness, but little do you know, he already has something planned. his s/o watches as the person turns white upon looking behind them and runs off with barely a goodbye, leaving them absolutely bewildered.

“what was that all about?” they questioned with a raised brow, staring at the person who continued to run off. medic chuckled and pushed his amputator back into his coat with a menacing smile. “i am not so sure myself, liebe.”

Sniper:

he doesn’t like jealousy and he definitely doesn’t know how to handle it well. doesnt tell his s/o he’s jealous and denies it even though it was deathly obvious. depending the intensity of the situation, he can handle it a little more maturely and some days, well..

if it’s a simpler situation, such as them just casually flirting with his s/o, he’ll just growl under his breath as he shoots sharp glares at the person. his glare becomes so aggressive that the person just ultimately feels uncomfortable and walks away to avoid his stare.

if they don’t walk away and decide to pull bold moves on his s/o, he’ll step in with an angered expression and shoo them away himself. “oi! scram, ya damn weasel! take your business elsewhere!” he’ll let out a string of curses as they run away, not realizing the position he put himself in. once he does realize his s/o chuckling at his behavior, he’ll blush furiously and deny the fact that he was jealous or just walk away, holding his s/o’s hand with his hat tilted down.

Engineer:

he’ll try to smile through it, not wanting to lose his cool in front his s/o and greet the person formally as their boyfriend. he’ll really emphasize it; “howdy, my name is dell. i see you’ve already met my lovely partner.”

but if they take it a notch too far, such as swinging an arm around their shoulder, his nice guy facade ultimately breaks and he won’t hesitate to show it, quietly threatening them; “now ya keep your filthy hands off my sweetheart or things are gonna get real ugly.”

if he does lose his cool somehow, he’ll drag his s/o elsewhere and apologize to them for his behavior and explain how he felt about the situation. he’ll make it up to them by bringing them to dinner or just simply spending time together.

Spy:

doesn’t show he is one bit and keeps himself composed during the whole ordeal. he’ll throw the occasional insult or comeback here and there with a scowl, but just watch on the sides for the most part.

sometimes he’ll become very affectionate whenever someone has their eye on them and makes sure that he sends the message that they’re definitely not available; a kiss on the neck, an occasional hug from behind, intertwined fingers is more than enough.

and if the person doesn’t get the message or outright chooses to disregard it? well, i hope they enjoy a knife dug deep into their back the next morning.

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emakenz · 2 years

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okay question

you tell someone that youre vv irritable (not excusing bad behavior either, just bringing it up in general) and they ask why, you answer honestly "idk" and they say stuff like "why are you always focusing on the negative, being mad without a reason is a choice, i wonder why people like you even get up in the morning, you dont need a reason to be happy, being happy is the neutral emotion, you need to focus on the positive, people like you always cry and whine about something, you always have to be right about something" and you just tell them you believe theyre emotionally immature and they go off the deep end like you crossed a line by being honest

who the fuck is in the wrong here

why the fuck do i need a reason to feel something. its a chemical reaction not a decision to feel bad or good. i wasnt even being mean or snippy. ive literally been nothing but nice lately and i guess my niceness is taken for fucking granted. i cant control my feelings but i can control my actions and my words (most of the time) and i take accountability and responsibility for my actions and words in case i do harm whether intentionally or not. but you get upset and blame me for feeling mad for no reason even though im not mad at you or getting huffy with you im just stating how i feel. and go on about how im so negative and shit. like. fine i guess i wont fucking share anything with you then?? i always ask you how your day was, how youre feeling, i offer to help you if you need anything. and you go on and say "youre the only person that makes me feel this negative and say these words. im the happiest guy i know. im not emotionally immature."

you blame me for YOUR words, YOUR feelings. going back on youre original statements, its your fucking decision to feel those emotions. you made up a reason to feel angry just so you can say nasty words to me. this may just have been a little argument but you know what? you showed a lot of character. you proved my point. you gaslight me, tell me how to feel, blame me for both my emotions AND yours. as if i can control you. you arent under my control, if anything, im under YOUR control, and youre taking advantage of that and twisting the positions whenever it looks like youre in the wrong. you set such a great example. no wonder im unstable. i have two middle aged immature manipulative jerks for parents. i shouldnt have to defend my feelings if im not even acting on them. intrusive thoughts exist, theyre INTRUSIVE, i cant control them, but i can control myself. why dont you learn that same restraint. you always hold back yourself then when you burst, its everyone elses fault. thats the difference between us. i blame myself for things im not even at fault for, but you and your wife will blame everyone else. because of that, ive learned that you guys have so much trouble with managing yourselves, that ive been having to manage my own self by myself as i cant rely on two unstable hypocrites to help me. both of you are bad influences. you call me privileged for being able to speak my mind without consequences but the thing is, there ARE consequences, but not punishments. the consequences are dealing with the fact that you cant keep your word when you say i can say whatever i need to to get it off my chest. months ago you told me to scream at you if i needed to. just to make myself feel better. you know that i bottle up my emotions, youre aware of how it feels, you know what im feeling. i cant let myself go into a blind rage like you guys, i cant just lash out and scream and shout and cry. i try to keep my fucking composure because i know what its like to be on the recieving end of the rage. i dont want to put that on anyone else. my issues are MINE and thats all i see now. that nobody FUCKING cares as everyones too FUCKING busy with their selves and their own issues. you say dont let others problems be your problems as it doesnt help anyone. youre right. if i let you have my problems youd take them, twist them, stretch them out, tell me theyre not real or that im making them up or that i worry or dwell too much, and shove them deeper inside me so fucking far that theyre repressed and grow even bigger over time.

i always listen to you when youre complaining and ive absorbed all of that shit over the course of my whole life. ive absorbed every word you said. im impressionable, im gullible, i have low self esteem and horrible anxiety with quite a bit of rejection sensitivity, im moldable. my brain is still developing and everything youve ever said to me over these years has molded my brain into its current shape. your words are embedded into my bodys system. im a reflection of you. and right now, im reflecting the bad parts of you. my good parts, my people pleasing and passiveness, those are results of coping with you as i grew up. my depression, my anxiety, the chemical imbalance, they all make sense now. yeah im only 17 ive never experienced shit im too young to know shit, well, know this, ive experienced YOU.

yeah others have it worse whatever.

#wrote this a few weeks back and just saw it again in my drafts and thought i might as well post it #i may not say these things aloud but damn it i can at least write them online and share my thoughts #in case SOMEONE might relate and feel seen #if youd like to rb or add to this feel free we can make a vent chain lmfao #i feel sick rn #and tired and really out of it #nothing feels right #i have to go to work tmrw :/#i dont feel safe tbh #i dont think ill feel safe for a long time #theres so much i want to say but it falls on deaf ears and it wont make me feel better anyway so whats the point #lol #im fine just tired

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