#so many tags good lird

[klonoadoortophantomile]

buncha stuff i forgot 2 post =P

#i hate formatting shit sorry this looks kinda stupid #i dont like posting a bunch of pieces together on here but i keep forgetting to make individual posts once stuff is done and then #by the time i remmeber i feel like itd be weird to post a ton of individual stuff in a row. oh well #also im 4 sure working on requests tomorrow . all of this is from a few days ago actually #that last one is from february oh my god uh its a redraw of a thing from a year ago lol #okay enough rambling actual tags time #scribbles #bfdi #bfb #tpot #osc #bfdi bell #bfdi robot flower #bfdi firey #bfdi pin #bfdi pencil #bfdi ruby #bfdi bubble #bfdi match #so many tags good lird

[battiegutz]

too many ways 2 draw these guys how ami suposed 2 choose. anywae heres th best hand ive drawn in years amd som ideas fr blue nd yellow idk. jerma hair.

#art #animator vs animation #ava #animation vs minecraft #avm #animation vs animator #ava tsc #ava the second coming #ava blue #ava yellow #good lird theres so many tags fr these guys #funy stickmen #ava second coming

[multifandom-rambler]

wonderful narrator p2 (he has been digitised)

#you agree #*agressive nodding* #I honestly don’t draw many actual full people but I think this went alright #ignore the hands #tsp art #narrator tsp #tsp narrator #tspud narrator #tspud #tspud fanart #the stanley parable: ultra deluxe #the stanley parable #why are there so many tags for tsp good lird #my art

[owodnia]

spock is so deeply queer-coded and i'm not even talking about all the gay shit he's got going on with jim but like, all the layers of shame & guilt for what he's feeling (that he's feeling), not understanding himself & not even really willing to try – the quiet kind of self-hatred, being afraid of his own emotions and of what he'd become if his control slipped, playing out a character he invented for himself & deemed acceptable, squeezing himself into a box & closing the lid & suffocating inside, trying so hard to conform to what others expect him to be & hiding behind walls & keeping distance so people won't notice the cracks in them, the crushing loneliness that comes with that & the belief that that's all that's there for him, his shitty relationship with his father, the alienation and abuse from his people, how it felt like there wasn't a place in the entire universe where he'd fit the way he is without having to hide away pieces of himself, how he found home and maybe even family among the enterprise crew, the vulnerability that came with gradually allowing himself to feel comfortable & how unsafe safety can feel, the boundless devotion, the running away & the coming back, the sacrifices, the impossible choices, the quiet suffering, all the tears never allowed to fall & thoughts never allowed to be had, the restrains put onto himself both as protection & as punishment, the self-made purgatory

#no i am not projecting shut up ^^ #trekposting #he means so much to me on so many levels good lird #spock #s'chn t'gai spock #yes this goes in the main tag i need people to cry over spock with sorry

[diancite]

re: my last posts tags

i think its impostor syndrome actually. aaurgh

#i may have overcome it when related to my neurodivergence but good lird #the lack of . accessible healthcare where i live has made life a nightmare #so many times i probably needed to go to a hospital but just.. didn't. because my family didn't have money #i have no gauge for what's ''normal'' and what's like. dangerous yknow? and bc ive been gaslit all my life. #i just cant really shake the ''oh fuck what if i am faking my physical disability'' #like. ok @ me u literally like. passed out the last full shift u worked. and were in so much pain on ur days off. #i had no fucking life outside of work because my whole fucking time was spent letting my body rest and recover #ask to tag btw #id go further into why i feel like this but eeeehhhh.

[spamtons]

hiiiiiiiiiiii ^_^ -×+*

HIIII

#ask #thirdteachestyping #good lird u have so many urls i should just make a tag for You at this point /lh

[ratcandy]

Goodness ..... things have slowed down considerably around here huh

#as in . the inbox is empty more than it's Not Empty nowadays sdghKJH #and after many months of that not being the case .w oog... i am not used to it dghKJH #I mean again I start college in like a week so it's not like I'll get a lotta time comin up here . should the inbox suddenly explode again #but still ! Wrow. Wild #Anyway new rule from now on sending asks means u have to argue with me /j /j #I haven't been able to go on a longass rant in a while so I'm just sitting here . #going through the hat game tag can always get me various degrees of ''good lird what is happening in here'' but not enough to . u know #talk about sdhgKJHsdG #well regardless . can we get more content in the zote tag thanks bye #clamtalk

[doc-wot]

when you haven't managed to wrangle the brainworms to try and watch the rest of nine's run but you still want fanfiction but nearly every one of the top kudos'ed fics has some variation of "the doctor/rose tyler"

blease i know rose is cool and i can't wait to actually watch her adventures with the doctor but i need to find characters i recognize at the main focus of fics for right now

#babbles #doctor who #that's what filters are for ig! #but good LIRD rose tyler's stranglehold on the fandom is wild #i usually take a few episodes of proper introduction to warm up to characters but i already like her despite only seeing her in her final #(???) #form and in bits and pieces! #meanwhile people who've actually seen the episodes seem to have contracted tyler fever for long enough to write countless epics!!! #augh. and i don't wanna filter out her character tag entirely! she's cool! so many shipfics tho…hot damn………

[bettimbellis]

A Collage (of Yelling)

I saw someone do something like this to advertise their fic- they linked the fic, and then put in a little collage of various comment snippets. I can’t find the post to show off- someone please do let me know if you’ve seen that, I want to credit them. 

Either way, my Hollow Knight post-Black-Egg-Temple fic (linked here) has 209 comment threads on it. I’ve gone through and found some bits. These bits were mostly chosen for entertainment/intrigue value out of context- a lot of my favorite comments didn’t get in. 

Got some good reviews there, I think. Anyone wanna see the collection I have of Discord screenshots from folks yelling at me about this fic?  (Seriously though, thank all of y’all who comment, yell in the tags, whatever- I love it. Really helps keep the writing muse going, too.)

Image descriptions below the cut. 

[Image ID: a collection of bits of text placed on a light green background, in several groups. Text is as follows. 

Excuse me who gave you the right to hit me with this line at seven in the morning”, with an arrow pointing to the left. also it feels like there are many things to be concerned about lmao  God, Hollow is such a poor baby. A lanky wet cat left in the rain. Hollow, that feeling is love, dear, no need to feel so confused about it. Hornet, my sad dumb little spider baby, go to bed. in summary holy shit this is fucked sounds like stressTM can these characters stop being so relatable good Lird *smacks my face* Hornet. Hornet. the fuck HOLY FUCKING SHIT [all caps] It was so soft!!!! And then it became *so goddamn angsty-* *squints harder*  Wet rag is my new favorite character. *thunks my head on a wall* Gosh darn it Oro course you had to have integrity But also OW MY HEART?! SHATTERED?1 POOR BABY HOLLOW IM GONNA CRY Gosh dang. The last chapter was a little lighter, but apparently you were just holding back for this one.  (Chp. 3) I stg this whole chapter made my emotions whip back and forth between “awww :)” and “awwh :(” and “oh. Oh no baby do not think like that”.  Augh. just, augh. / ...except that bit at the end. ...except that last sentence, ‘cause, yeah. / *hides face in hands* this has been exhausting for everyone, apparently. Hollow knight or: when you are so touch starved that your standards for touch that you want are somewhere in the abyss that has spawned you.  Whatever the FUCK happened in the last section is Oh Lord Oh God What The Heeeeeellll Ohhhh My Goood No Waaayyyy... Will be waiting for the next chapter STARING at ao3...

i was so relieved to read this that i accidentally put my phone in airplane mode trying to respond “it is startled out of its pleasant memory-” pLEASANT???? PLEASANT!?! Hollow no. HOLLOW NO- / why does this for some reason almost feel like fluff.  My urge to keysmash at you is strong Just. God. Everything about this is so fucked in so many ways.

Something about this line just makes me want to. Maybe stab the king in the chest. Repeatedly. And then throw them off a bridge. Idk Actually many things about this chapter make me want to stab the king in the chest repeatedly and then throw them off a bridge. Because *holy shit* Hollow, honey, you have so much trauma. OMG ghost, what have you done [stressed emoji] Okay then. Well. Um. That’s a lot to happen.  God it’s such a mess Ah yes, the eldritch nonsense trying to approximate a living creature, my beloved PK you ass. PK you absolute ASS get over here I wanna hit you with something heavy-  oh / im immediately punched in the face okay thank you for that Right off the bat I am mildly excited about this chapter solely because you played with text formatting and that makes my serotonin levels rise. I don’t know why but thank you for that.  CONFUSION SOUP I’M FHDHDJFKFKGH I wanna join the cuddle pile :<<< let me in [holding Hollow gently in both hands] / I will get you all the fresh-dirt-scented soap Fucking superb you funky little vessels. Oh boy! Spiraling!

Oh this chapter hurts ‘specially bad. Because it wasn’t enough to be possessed and neglected and quite literally tortured and driven insane, now we gotta have more medical issues and amnesia-  I fuckign cried at this one, oh my god. Pain is always a tearjerker, but it’s nothing compared to someone who’s been in pain so long finally getting that first big moment of *realizing they’re wanted* and *heard* and *healing*  And I gotta say, (this is gonna sound bad) I really do love Hollow’s victim blaming. Or how it’s written. I love how you write characters in pain <333 “Oh, just a quick chapter to read before bed,” I thought to myself. “I will enjoy it and feel a normal and manageable level of emotions about it.” / ...Thanks for making me all teary in the wee hours, now I’ll never get to sleep! (...I mean this as praise.) Oh. Oh Hollow. So wrapped up in the need to be useful. So incapable still of seeing that their own gut-wrenching familial love might be returned in kind, whether they have some designated purpose for their existence or not.  Yeah. Relieved. / Oh, Hollow... You have already left kudos here :) [three times] / Have I ever been told the definition of insanity?  honestly the body horror was the /least/ disturbing thing in this chapter. not to say! that it was not disturbing - even then, less the horror and more the. context. i want to punch TPK. into a lake. that is on fire.

First comment of my first reread, and MAN. This opening hits just as hard the second time.  Keep in mind Hollow Knight was made by Australian people Hollow 100% deserves a nice date at the palace if they so wish. anyway, I feel very emo about Hollow, all the time.  HOLLOW IS LETTING THEMSELVES HAVE WILL, LET’S GOOOOOO Ghost is doing Fine:tm:, Hornet is doing Fine:tm:, Hollow is *actually* doing pretty well Good news! Hollow is an emotional wreck!  Hornet is doing sooo normal right now (lying).

TLDR; amazing story, glorious update, poor Grimm, I Am Desperate For Shield Lore, someone please tell Ghost it isn’t their fault, the entire gaggle of siblings needs a group hug, I Am Going To Put The Pale King’s Corpse Through A Shredder, and Hornet needs another good cry. 

anyways fuck you for writing this keep it up

#Hollow Knight #Drained of Light #DoL #my fic #my writing #fic reviews

[ma-39]

house cat, ocelot, gougar, and lion!

house cat - what’s your biggest comfort?

cats - which sounds really vague. my comfort tag is pretty much art and crafted items that resemble cats. whenever i get scared, i kind of go and consume a bunch of like. inoffensive cat videos and maybe like old G rated cat media (catz used to be a huge comfort game for me). plushies and soft blankets and stuff also help me with panic attacks

ocelot - movies , tv shows , books , or games?

hmmm honestly. games. i need to be engaged in something to pay total attention, or else i start like. doing multiple things at once. i didn't like watching movies in certain classes because teachers would make me stop doodling random patterns or messing with keychains on my bag or whatever and my brain does Nawt like that. i like reading on my own time but likewise i could never read for class because it was way too slow-paced and predictable. i like doing things in huge chunks, all at once, generally.

cougar - what fandom were you most interested in as a kid? what about now?

first fanbase i can remember was invader zim - my fursona used to be a self insert wolf alien thing for its universe LMFAO nowadays i kind of float between thing to thing. i've been getting into horror games more right now (... rewarding myself for doing study material by playing cof ... and downloading all the gamecube resident evil games... good lird). oh, or slasher films. those were my favorite as a kid but i didn't really have friends who were into them at that age (i was like 12) so all my fan content was pretty much just. doodles in my notebook and thinking "jason would be my best friend because i'm also lonely as fuck" so i think some things do not change at all (<- still thinks i would be friends with miserable horror guys)

lion - what are you most proud of?

eeee this sounds really corny. being alive? i didn't think i'd make it past 16, then i didn't think i'd make it past 18, then 20, and now i'm about to turn 23... i still am far behind many of my peers (independence issues that my parents really, really encourage, combined with not being really able to interact with peers until my mid teens...) but i'm alive, and i'm doing good things academically, and i'm making friends even when i'm afraid of people, so i think maybe that's something to be proud of. and i'm proud of breaking the cycle my family has set (mental illnesses beyond mild anxiety, in "appropriate" contexts, which MUST be managed with a very low dosage of meds or nothing at all must not be talked about & dealt with in secrecy, regardless of if it hurts others or makes you lash out/destroy relationships).

on a ... slightly? less serious note, rescuing three cats. they've helped me a lot mentally, and i guess the bond i have with my cats is like, mutually beneficial - i took them in and care for them, and they pull me out of ruts by just Being Cats

#☆ you've got mail ! #sorry its wordy <:'3

[teetle-time]

trying my hand at a masterpost type dealie. wahey.

I intend to experience as many iterations of the teetles as I can before this fixation burns out. Maybe I can keep track of them here :D

Comics: It Begins™

Mirage:

Image:

IDW: The Last Ronin (but not The Lost Years (yet))

Dreamwave:

Archie:

good lird there's so many i'm not listing them all lmfao. me @ myself trying to identify comic runs based solely off of the publisher:

Cartoons/Movies:

TMNT 87: Legit just the first 5 episodes and Adventures In Turtlesitting orz

90s Movies: 1, 2, 3

Next Mutation: nothing yet

TMNT 2003: S1, S2, S3, S4, S5, S6, S7 (My watchthrough posts (bc it's too powerful for my phone to keep 'em all on one rb thread lmao) are here, here, and here! Probably gonna start a new one for S6 so keep an eye out for that if liveblogging's your thing)

TMNT 2007: i have been Dropkicked to Hurty Town (positive)

TMNT 2012: S1 + assorted episodes out of order from the rest of the show. Check my "#12 watchthrough" tag if you wanna see my most recent Thoughts™ skxjskxjsjd

Bayverse Movies: The first one, Out of the Shadows

Rise (and the RotTMNT Movie): 100%

Batman VS TMNT (Movie): Now living rent-free in my brain <3

Mutant Mayhem: yeeeaaaaAAAAAAH BABY

Tales of the TMNT: it needs to come 🏴‍☠️ out 🍉 first

i may also try playing as many of the spin-off games as i can. or at least watching playthroughs.

there's more and i know it but unfortunately i can hear people humming from across the house and i cannot think like a person

#babbles #whole crew #💥 #jukebox #03 watchthrough

[nonbinaryaubrey]

the black space room I think about most is the one with all those Omori faces and bigger Omori heads.. like what's up with that?? I wanna know so bad my hands are full of theories (also gonna give myself an anon emoji tag thing if that's alright hehe) -⭐🖤🐈

wait im trying to remember this one.. uh. faces of omori..? its what came to mind first sorry if im incorrect (there r so many various rooms and sub areas within blackspace good lird..)

but yeah this one is.. definitely one to think about. i have... maybe a vague idea of what this could be about? but not enough to put into words... i do find it interesting that one of the ways you can access this area, which is through the familiar doll in last resort.

which yknow... appears after you throw away the first doll a few times. interesting. hmm..

#i think i have an idea in my head but i think it strays too far into . au-type theory territory. #asks #anonymous #⭐🖤🐈 anon #aubrey.txt

[starshipsys]

It does, but reblogging both helps posts circulate (vital for how tumblr works!) And makes a sort of collage on your blog of things you like or want to talk about. Generally, if you think you want to reblog it, DO! Also for tags! When you make an original post, tags are for showing up in the Tumblr search engine so everyone can see the post if you want. This usually only happens with big tags that get searched, like fandom tags. Everything else is either organizational to see your thoughts at a glance, or for additional commentary. Tags are usually considered the "inside voice" compared to the "outside voice" of adding onto a reblog chain. Adding on is directly contributing to the conversation at hand, and tags are more like a side conversation either with yourself or with your followers. You also don't HAVE to tag every post no matter how Tumblr begs you, and you don't have to use tags at all if you don't want!

All this is also general advice- if you would rather use your blog as a journal with no extra features and your likes as where you keep fun posts, that's also up to you! But a key feature of Tumblr IS reblogging things you like, especially art if that's something you're interested in.

Again, I hope I wasn't at all condescending, I've been on this site for. Good lird over a decade now, so there's a lot of unspoken cultural things I'm happy to help explain where I can.

🛰️uhhh so many words. Idk I’m scared of reblogging things cuz it gives people a notification and I kind of don’t want to be noticed at all

[skunkes]

irt your cishet man trait tags: I feel you on the hair thing. I had long hair from when I was 6 to 18 but in the 2 years I had it short after I started transitioning, I completely forgot how to take care of long hair. I had a long mohawk for like 2 years now but I finally shaved it off bc I was sick of how much care I had to do for it

YEAH this is my first time having long hair in like 7 years, and before that I didnt really take care of my hair either because I didnt like it and wanted it short. Itd be in a ponytail 95% of the time

Im not capable of getting it cut short anymore (cant cut it myself, no good hairdressers in my awful city anymore so id likely be given a speak to the manager haircut, got yelled at by my parents every single time i got my short hair cut/maintained. For 7 years. And i dont want to go back to it if i have to live here indefinitely.)

so im trying to lean into it and imagine myself as Guy With Long Hair once im finally able to go on T but its like damnn this shit is annoying. There's so much hair everywhere all the time. And i hate when it touches my neck at night or after showering. And the bare minimum of care it needs is way too much for me. So many tangles and knots good lird. But (trying to cope in any way i can) mybe in 15 yrs when I can go on T it will look Hot haha :)

#anonymous #skunk mail #long post -

[secondhello-moved]

Okay going off last post's tags. Ive been thinking abt remakes nd such, (spcifically abt old manga/anime but this applies to other stuff too) nd I just. Rlly dislike so many art styles they choose for remakes, im a bitch nd prefer older art styles 😞. BUT STICK WITH ME OKAY LIKE. I SAW ONE THAT JUST RUINED A CHARATERS DESIGN IDK. I dont get it, nd ive seen some that just have god awful anatomy, I thinking fucking that stuff up occasionly is fun if Its not. Weird. But good lird. Idk maybe this just goes into how I hate most modern art styles in general I dunno, I hate how shiny everything is . Maybe my hightened hatred for ones w remakes is because often the Original DID have a great style nd I just rlly dont understand the. Degrade. Like I encourge reimaging stuff in new styles but erm, this sucks

#am I Insane? am I weird? #Explosion png #this is abt multiple things btw #dont even get me started w 3d remakes man #id say live action too but Thats Its own thing in my mind yknow