#sorry just turned 21*

[weenhands]

i feel like i was barely present for turning twenty even if i had some first timers (first drink, first boyfriend, first job). it mostly consisted of me zoning out heavily to reevaluate what it is i want out of life now that im not consumed with depression or anxiety like as if it were a hobby and im more mature and have different values and shit but i think about that too hard and then i end up just Not being twenty. i don't even know what im gonna look back on when im thinking about when i turned twenty because it's just me realizing that im finally meant for so much more but not knowing what that "more" is yet and i feel like because i never understand what im feeling at any given moment this would've taken someone else a week minimum lol

#vent #sorry for venting :/ #i turn 21 next month #and im just really thinking about how i just. Lived in my head trying to understand my feelings and emotions

[fanficmaniatic]

okey, we are getting a next gen (kinda??) I dont want to see ANY of you saying the Ninja are in their early 20's again, got it? Cole is 35 he told me himself.

#please.... how come yall are writing fics of season 17 like “and kai just turned 21”.... bitch(affectionate) there is no way.... #like the youngest (not counting lloyd) has to be 27 AT THE YOUNGEST #like we agree they were 13-17 in the pilot right? #its been 16 seasons... TIME HAS PASSED #LET THEM AGE #And like... I am sorry for those babying LLoyd... Dragon rising just called... he is 26 #ninjago #dragons rising #kai ninjago #cole ninjago #yes I will die on this hill

[boy-armageddon]

YES my username on yt is a blood bros reference :33 i need to go to crimes world again i know in my heart and soul that i love her but i seldom show her attention .. i need to care her more ..

HOOFRAY!!!! also pretty please do!!!!!!! for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#such a good album it is Insane that like. you never really see it talked about outside of certain spaces #and even then it was originally derided for being much less heavy than its predecessors #such a smart album lyrically and even in just like certain songs like peacock skeleton with crooked feathers #which btw is my go-to song to introduce people 2 them #for obvious reasons. the way the vocals play off each other #the keyboard #aforementioned lyrics because man they’re good at writing political lyrics that are simultaneously very pointed and relevant to this day #and also just plain fun. the way they word stuff rolls off the tongue very well #which I suppose is very much in part to Whitney being a very literary guy from what I’ve read up about him #SPEAKING OF!!!!! Jesus Christ the vocals. the vocals #(positive) #very very powerful for a guy who was like…. 21-22 at the time of recording I’d reckon? #I know whitney’s vocals are a turn off for the band for most people but imo? it’s one of the main appeals. 2 me he is like an insanely good #vocalist. almost jealous that he can hit those notes as a cis guy and I can’t cause omfg in like. wolf party near the end #HOW DOES A GUY MANAGE THAT….. #I love how they incorporated elements of other genres in it. like I don’t see them as indie rock like people #for whatever reason #like to describe them as in that album #but you can hear the elements. bringing up wolf party again cause nick zinner did some of the guitar in that and he’s in an indie band no? #yeah yeah yeahs or whatevs. they’re cool seeming I should check ‘em out #ALSO sorry I kind of glossed over Blilie. he’s really fucking good in the album obvs!!!! #pretty sure he did the album art which. omfg it’s had an aesthetic chokehold on me as of late #and also just. he has a nice voice #the sort of warbley thing he has and also his screams… goated #contrary to my posting #I’m actually a bliliegirl I’d consider myself lol. Whitney happens to also have a psychic chokehold on me #this is obvious. I go by Johnny and want to go blonde HMMMMM I WONDER WHY.. #my bad for rambling in tags I just. I love that album so deeply #it’s very meaningful to my identity and songs like the title track and beautiful horses just. get me right at my core #evil neighing compilation

[oetter]

damn ive gotta start seeing a therapist again

#‘i sure feel like shit lately! surely it isnt the secrets im keeping from everyone i know when it comes to every aspect of my life. ou well’ #it’s not worth it to try to be the cool mysterious girl that nobody knows anything about. trust me #i feel like a heavily overstuffed pillow or perhaps a glass full of water that hasnt spilled over yet just because of surface tension #a girl turns 21 and suddenly everything changes tragically and irreversibly #vent post #sorry for my excess of Sad Girl posts in recent months but hot damn! life really happens! #promise ill always tag these so yall can blacklist if u want

[needylittlegirl]

im only 20 vs im already 20

#u know #tbd #sorry the dread is here to stay for the week!! #i always get a little excited for my bday bc i go :D i made it !! #but it also #i Hate it . cause i just feel like im so behind #and my birthday feels like a big red sign like hey youre running out of time to live your life and accomplish things ! !! #idk #it all stems from not being proud of myself and where i am in life <3 #i dont wanna turn 21 this week!!!

[apricote]

i have officially edited over a 1000 pictures for this legacy lmao ✌️

#it kind of feels insane ngl #i just checked and my other legacies have been around ~700 pictures for one gen lol #and this gen is still not over for a while yet 😭 #it's getting closer though #i'm going to age up fen sooner than he's supposed to because 84 days feels like FOREVER #it's been around 40 now i think #long lifespan is....... very long lmao #might make a custom lifespan at some point tbh #but i'm going go age up fen probably in the fall and it just turned into summer in my game #which is 21 days #sorry i know it's taking forever and my queue is over a month long but im just not ready yet to say goodbye to adelia ;---; #💬

[tempestclerics]

rereading tâm's character sheet. my girl is genuinely a disaster but i love her anyway

#sola said #like i remembered that i really was not playing her to her full statsheet potential (hey. hey sola. TAKE BOTH YOUR ATTACKS. USE REACTIONS.) #but i had genuinely forgotten/maybe never realized just how silly her build is. why does this character still have two +0 mods at level 20 #21 str 15 dex 19 con 10 int 18 wis 10 cha. babygirl why #the thing is that it's actually really nice to look back and realize how differently i would know to build her now if i were to go back #i still don't think of myself as the crunchiest/smartest of players but it's nice to know i understand more than i did two years ago lol #but also. the real answer is that i wouldn't go back. i wouldn't give up anything about the way wandering isles/my first dnd experiences #went for literally anything in the world. #what do you Mean most people's first dnd experience isn't roleplaying slowburn unrequited romance turned aroace interpersonal conflict #turned platonic soulmates after all in the most cathartic and exhilarating possible way? #wandering isles was truly such a way to join and play the back half of a campaign and. yes tâm was a pretty poorly built character but that #was never the point. and it's really nice to look back and be like. i genuinely have no regrets about any of this. #i don't miss playing tâm in that. she got her epilogue. i don't have story left to tell with her. but she still owns my heart #sorry to every pc and campaign i play or will play in the future but i'm genuinely ruined for ttrpgs now <3 #tâm #wandering isles

[hanemonade]

me and who fr

#real talk i have like 3 crushes at once rn and it’s ruining my life #like pls does one of u even give me the time of day by even thinking abt me or am i just delusional #if i don’t have my first kiss by the time i turn 21 in november i might just kms #anyway. sorry for the rant #have gay codel #abi’s p.

[drustvar]

maybe its because ive been sick and have had fever scambled egg brains for the past 3 days but the fact that im gonna turn 24 this year is fucking CRAAAAAZY LIKE HUH??? WHAT???? WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING 19??? STOP THE FUCKING BUS

#jk dont stop the bus i like being able to buy my gummies and alcohol LOL #i see the hoops my friends at work who arent 21 yet have to jump thru for their vapes and im like im so sorry bros :pensive: #also just realized the age difference between me and my cat is LESS than the age gap between me and my own SISTER #i am 10 years older than Kody. he turns 14 this year. my sister is 15 years older than me #time is weird and fake but also so jarringly real

[seaswalllow]

weird times tonight but it's fine. just thinking.

#your 21st birthday is in a week. we made a pact we'd all go drinking when you turned 21. #now we have reminders set to call each other in a week. to drink to you instead of drinking with you. #i'm not angry anymore and i'm not even really sad i'm just tired and i wonder if you were this tired too #and i wonder how long you'd been that tired for #i hope it's peaceful wherever you're at and i'm sorry i didn't get to say a proper goodbye #but selfishly i'm glad we spent those hours together that friday #i'm glad that i skipped practice to shoot the shit with you and nearly get kicked out of the commons with you #it's going to be a weird 21st and a weird thanksgiving #kit.txt #delete later

[magentagalaxies]

i really am an old fag on all levels except physical huh

#sorry i think this ''pot'' thing is giving me an existential crisis but in the funniest way #what other outdated shit have i picked up from my gay uncles lmaooo #but even in terms of like participating in gay culture and all that shit #my roommate's invited me to her favorite gay club after i turn 21 and i'm like yeah maybe i'll go but idk i don't think i'd be into it #(just for reasons i'm not gonna go into here) #but deadass if paul or scott invited me to the exact same event i'd be like ''hell yeah this is so fun'' #i truly am the youngest old queen on the planet and it's such a vibe

[eldesperadont]

ever since i saw someone joking about it im scared of SLK and Despe turning out to be dating cause that'd be messed up 💀💀💀

#she just turned 21 and he's nearly 40 ... #SORRY THIS IS RANDOM but its plaguing my mind cause i dont trust male public figures especially not in wrestling;;; #ive seen them use sibling terms for each other and i hope its really just that;;;; #percht.txt

[pacinosgf]

               an ode to our momtereys: some of them are trying to kill time, some of them are actually trying to kill a man. between a parents and teachers association riot and a therapist appointment, they seem to be fine. fortunately, there's a charming vineyard they can resort to visit when things get tough! get your sunscreen and buy an elegant beach hat before you get too caught up with one of the famous monterey scandals to care. starring so many of our ships, written by isa & amanda.

@gllianowens​

#momtereys. #adele & poppy. #hannah & celeste. #midge & melanie. #eve & vera. #georgia & marina. #sorry but the mayland vineyard being next to monterey just makes sense #and you can't tell me that midge and mel and adele and poppy wouldn't have date nights #they absolutely HAVE #it's supposed to be fun turning 21.

[rosicheeks]

I'd like to take you out for a nice dinner, somewhere nice but not a snobby rich people place, somewhere where the staff are down to earth. You order whatever you want and I pick out all the little bits you don't like for you. We have a few drinks and head home, but it starts to rain on the way, so when we get home we're drenched. I turn on the heater, we undress and dry off with a towel, but it's still pouring down outside so I open up the windows and the balcony door so we can listen to the rain while we "warm up" together ;)

#^ me reading this ask and imagining it 🥺 #have I told you guys how badly I want to go on a date #like if someone doesn’t take me out on a cute date soon I’m going to fade away #getting all dressed up and doing all the cute things on a date #i especially love the part where you’ll take out all the bits that I don’t like #cause that’s so accurate 😂 #usually I have to order something super simple cause I’m so pickyyyyu #I’ve never had a drink at a restaurant before! #ngl I haven’t been out much since I turned 21…. 3 years ago fuck ridiculous #but I’ve always wanted to get a few drinks at a restaurant or bar #sooo you’re going to have to order something for me 🥰 something strong and fruity please 😇 #and then maybe I’ll be just a little tipsy so I have to hold on to your arm the entire time #AND omg if it started raining?????? #i LOVE the rain #sorry you might have to deal with me being a kid and jumping in all the puddles #and dancing and singing in the rain 🥰 #maybe you’ll join me 👉👈 #and then when we get home I want to be kissing while you fumble with the keys #once we get inside I want you to help me undress #slowly taking each layer off #and once you completely strip me I want you to worship me and tell me how beautiful I am 🥰🥰🥰 #and then while I lay in bed or on the couch you can open all the windows and the balcony door so we can listen to the rain while we cuddle #idk about you but I’m so bad at cuddling….. I try to cuddle but then a few minutes later your cock is in my mouth or I’m on top of you #🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈 #anywayyyy #this is really fucking CUTE #and I want this SO BADLY #like right the fuck now 😤😤😤😤 #ask #cute asks

[ficsforeren]

y/n is always a cougar in your stories 😂😂

LMAOOOOO probably because i'm old 😂😂😂

#please forgive me LOL #my yn will always be around 21-26 year old i just feel more comfortable writing them that way haha #sorry if that makes anyone feel uncomfortable cause i know a lot of you are around 18-20... #like damn y'all are still so young #and i'm about to turn thirty 💀💀💀 #oh but this is actually the first time i write yn being a few years older than eren tho #usually they're around the same age #kana answers stuff

[scionshtola]

feel Bad. anyway! ffxiv time

#my sister is turning 21 next month and just told me i didn’t have to go to her party bc i don’t drink which #feels like she was trying to be nice but now i just feel bad about it ahdhdjdjdj #and then i was walking my dogs and i was on this enclosed path that’s next to a parking lot and has no lights #and a guy started walking toward me from the other end so i just turned around and now i feel bad bc he probably feels bad 😭 #and it turns out i literally talked to this guy yesterday bc he lives in the house on the street across from the entrance to the path #i’m sorry sir it was dark and no one was around and i couldn’t see you 😭 #i listened to breathe from ITH like 20 times today i should have taken that as a sign to just go to bed #i need a text post tag