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[drinkitfrommymouthsuou]

Hey~

Sooo I just wanted to make a quick little posty post. I’m sorry I’ve been so quietly this week. I know I say this A LOT…work has been getting to me. I am usually mentally checked out by the time I make it home. My gender dysphoria has been pretty high as of late, which keeps me a little quiet.

That being said, I’m not stopping. I don’t want to take a break from this blog. I do want to respond to everyone. I love everyone one of you and I’m glad you’re here. Just wanted everyone to know.

#mobile tbt. #tb deleted #outofroses #tw mental health #tw gender dysphoria

[bithegai]

not to jinx it but 💛💛💛💛

#tb deleted #they’re doing SO amazing!!! #and cub ESPECIALLY

[retired-crow]

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#I'm just tired #i know nobody gives a shit so I'll just shout into the void like this #constantly ignored never spoken to just treated like i don't exist #it would be better not to exist at this point #too bad I'm unable to just do it #still do wanna #tb deleted #ugh #i never talk and it's bc i know noone will listen and it's pointless bc they ignore me no matter what i do or who

[daughter-of-cha0s]

I just want to forget you. I cannot live like this anymore. You noticed that I fell for you, didn't you? That's why you disappeared, with no explanation. It's okay, it's not the first time it happens to me. Everyone leaves me. I don't know what kind of mistake I made this time. I'm hurt and I will not recover soon as it seems. It just happened to disappear at the worst time. I feel like I should have never believed anything you said. I spent the half of '23 thinking I am really lucky that I met you. My stupid mind thought that someone could be in love with me. Until the last month, when you started to ignore me and I felt your answers annoyed. It's my fault again and again, I am sure about it.

#idk if you still give a fuck about me #but i miss you #tb deleted #personal

[omg-im-such-a-masochist]

If you can, please send some light (or a prayer) on my way…It’s really dark in here and I just want to get out.

I don’t want to stay in this darkness anymore…

#tb deleted

[daphne-minor]

Having to log on to desktop tumblr to add a link to a post is a hatecrime 🙄

#the complaints department #tb deleted #probably

[tempestgxdsx]

( gahhhh there are so many people I wanna interact and write with- both old and new friends- but idk I’m being too shy to reach out and just say that ) 

#(* shut up lily *) // ooc #tb deleted #// ignore me pls

[lightasthesun]

the biggest betrayal is your friends leaving you when you really need them... who'd have thought people could be ugly enough to distance themselves from someone they've known for years because what? they're suddenly chronically ill? I don't know whether I'm more disgusted or heartbroken.

#I hate people #Fuck everyone and everything #I need a break #Personal #tb deleted #Does that mean I never had real friends after all? #I thought only ever being second or third best was awful enough #i don't know what to feel

[heiiwajimas]

this week has been awful

#rants #tb deleted #im still alive! #coming to morrow i hppe so

[elphantasmo]

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#tb deleted #i wish my partner would actually listen to my concerns about my memory #instead of just yelling that he doesn't get it over and over #because it makes me feel like im going insane #he doesn't like my explanation of what happens and doesn't seem to care to try to understand #i hate this

[drinkitfrommymouthsuou]

((outofroses; 😭

I’m so sorry everyone. I fell asleep sitting up while writings I tried my best to get to so much tonight. I hope I didn’t disappoint anyone. I’ll get to some more tomorrow. I promise IIOTL. ))

#mobile tbt. #tb deleted

[bithegai]

currently losing it trying to keep track of false in everyone's streams lol

#liveposting #tb deleted #it's v cute how ppl r easily hanging out on each other's streams #but GIRL!! #i wish we could get a proper shot of these nerf fights lol

[dont-let-me-eat-pears]

N e w t .

#the maze runner #newt #the scorch trials #the death cure #tmr #thomas brodie sangster #tmredit #tmr newt #newt tmr #thomas x newt #tbs #deleted scenes: tmr #my gifs #thought i’d take advantage of tumblr’s new gif limit while i could #after years of being just 10 it jumped to 30? crazy #well apparently this happened a while ago but i didn’t use the post editor until forced so i just found out #if it wasn't obvious i love him #love love love him

[tangledinink]

clenches fist. finally sucked it up and ordered a new ipad...

#i splurged a tiny bit and got one with... one whole fucking tb of storage #my current one has 64gb #it is due for an update and i literally cannot fucking update it lmao i dont have the space #im running out of things i can delete. i literally have procreate and thats IT i have long ago deleted all other apps for the space #i mean i am still getting. like. a refurbed ipad thats like gen 3 or whatever its certainly not NEW #what am i the queen? #but considering i currently have a gen 1 i could literally get anything and it'd be a hell of an upgrade #i have enough money saved up from comms/patreon/kofi/etc on my paypal that i could literally purchase this w/o touching my bank acct #so like! if you have at any point over the past like six months donated subscribed or commissioned me!!! THANK YOU!!!!! #you have allowed me to afford a new ipad and continue making things ; w ; #and hopefully finally get to try out procreate dreams which i havent been able to touch yet fhrfrhf32fe #I REALLY WANNA TRY TO MAKE AN ANIMATIC FOR YALL..... #i thought abt asking for one for xmas but i dont want to wait and it would be a V expensive gift to ask for and also like #id rather just pick one out myself... than rely on my family picking out smth... so... you know. timing is what it is whatever #XMAS GIFT TO MYSELF #personal #txt posts

[simikae]

hashtag girl

#gintama #kagura #my art #my finished stuff #i doodled this a while back i just grabbed it for rendering/color studies #(for my tb/hk buddies i was looking at the color spread for ch54 ^_^) #EDIT I HAVE DELETED PREVIOUS TAGS. I STAY POSITIVE. I THINK I DID VERY WELL ON THE BACKLIGHTING ACTUALLY!

[kinos-fortress-2]

does this even looks like a tf2 fanart anymore

#just experimenting! #i was gonna say im gonna delete this later bc i will ofc change the colouring here but just wanted to show bc i think is pretty #ONLY THIS ONE DRAWING bc is more... pretty me thinks but totally not from the way i wanted to go #but yeah little spoiler for something im doing bc i am so drunk and in love with them i cry a little bit but im fine now #i just love love #kino art #piss mauling #this looks very far away from my art style... but it reminded of my older style too... and like those 2016 shipp art if ykwim #this looks so personal im sorry i promise i will draw funny gore tf2 ugly art back again dont unfollow me bc im happy tonight is 1am buak #- i just wanna feel... happy and pretty and being in love space thats. how im feeling right now... dont drink wine guys my last words #watercolors dont go w my style i just realized that... but this looks pretty for me imo i feel kinda happy with this but is not the idea tb #ughhhh that sniperpauling playlist got me in the feels #really. this doesnt even looks like tf2 art anymore literally like. what tf2 game did yall play?? #this two are basically my ocs atp #im so annoying with them ugh