#tell me to go away if its annoying!

[wright-phoenix]

. . . i'm too aro for this

#i saw someone talk about “obvious” romantic tension between phoenix/maya and athena/simon #and that the average cishet normie consumer would assume they were implied romantic #and i sat there for a full minute trying to process that #because literally all i got from these pairings was big sibling energy #and i realize everyone reads that differently but. #the level of being annoying and being annoyed between maya and phoenix.... #and the whole “i gotta be a big sister” and the whole. maya is mia's little sister so by extention kind of also #taken under phoenix's wing after mia's death #the way they constantly joke about maya being childish bc she likes steel samurai (she isn't. edgeworth also likes it #he's just too stuck up to admit it. also liking “childish” things doesnt make u childish but i digress) #but anyway the joke abt maya being childish vs phoenix being grown up #furthering the perception of the difference between them and maya as a sort of younger sibling figure #and then athena and simon.... #simon literally having been her babysitter somewhat. having played with her when she was younger #and when the Mom Murder Incident happened he cared for her and got her out of there #and took on the blame “for her” ..... #all of that screams older brother to me the way he carried her away from the scene. she was just a child #IDK IS IT REALLY SUPPOSED TO BE OBVIOUSLY ROMANTICALLY IMPLIED????????? #WHAT...... #i KNOW there are people who ship phoenix and maya or athena and simon and that's fine #but to me they were OBVIOUSLY sibling coded instead of OBVIOUSLY romance coded #😭😭😭 #help meeeee #cas.txt #i cant tell if the post i saw was an outlier and tinted by Fandom Perception #or if that's like. a big general consensus and i just don't see it bc i curate my online experience #bc it could go either way. i can see it being an outlier that found its way onto my dash #but i could also see it as a bigger agreed upon thing that just never crossed my dash bc i only interact with sibling content 😭 #either way it baffled me

[timmie-p]

hehee hyperspecific poll smiling face emoji

#hyperspecific poll #the throat thing is super annoying and wont go away even if i drink water #i just gotta cough and choke it out #there was a period of time where it was happening almost daily but it went away and is back to occasional #also i think it happens more often when ive been practicing violin for an hour or more? #my theory is the rosin irritating my throat for that #also can someone tell me why my computer does that #is it just because its old or do i need to change some setting or delete something #when i search stuff online i feel like no one else has this problem?? #the fan just keeps going and the screen wont turn on until i force restart and let it update

[quietwingsinthesky]

it’s running concurrent to my headcanon that. well. the universe is so lacking in constants for the doctor, and if it’s after he’s experienced the loss of a companion, he’s not going to go have tea with someone else he once travelled with and had to leave behind.

it just makes sense to me, that he’d go seek out the master. especially if he’s barely restraining himself from making bad choices about breaking fixed points in time and causing paradoxes. and he’s right there, playing harold saxon for the world to see, and he’s right. there. the doctor can just go and see him whenever he wants.

#im talking around this being the result of amy and rory dying alsjdkfjks but yeah. yeah that would push him to this. #the master is. its complicated. but he’s someone the doctor can rely on to be. to be the master. which is to say: awful. and familiar. #and the master is someone he can hurt. someone who it feels safe to hurt because that’s what they do. #it makes sense to me that he’d go looking for him just to be the biggest nuisance he can be. #barely upright sitting on the master’s desk. he has to choose to be drunk and oh boy is he choosing. #insulting everything he can think of from the master’s world domination plans to his terrible generic office decor. #breaks down into a giggle fit about the master being blonde (which he keeps trying to explain and failing to and that just leaves the master #annoyed and confused.) #and the thing is is like. this is Extremely concerning behavior from the guy you’ve basically chosen to revolve your life around opposing #and fucking with. i dont think the master would comfort him. especially if he knew the doctor was this broken up about human companions. #but i also dont think he would kick the doctor out. #talk with him under the excuse of gettingn foreknowledhe to change his plans and secure his victory (which he doesn’t end up doing. come on. #and attribute his victory to the doctor’s own help? however inadvertent? humiliating.) #eleven is equal parts angry and morose and clearly trying to bounce away from feeling both of those too deeply by going back to telling the #master that his dye job was shit (again. not something that makes any sense yet. but give it a year and a public restroom and the master #will be cursing him under his breath.) #weird little guys. weird bonding for them. i think the doctor should pass out in the masters office and the master puts him back in his #tardis and programs it to fly him somewhere far far away in time and space. #saying good riddance to himself. he could have made it fly into the sun or something. (or tried. doubt the tardis would let him.) #but he didnt. #anyway give it amonth or teo and im sure twelve and thirteen also have traumatic expeirence that could lead to them commandeering the #master’s office again. a man just wants to take over the world and his office is filled with drunk sad doctors. and now they’re also sad #because of future hims. really. its a mess.

[m00ngbin]

Uh warning this whole thing is me complaining about my bones and pain and stuff so if you're sick of hearing about that you should probably ignore this

Whatever's wrong with my knee spread to my hip so I think that maybe I WILL be needing a cane or something soon and it's not just a joke I was making cause I had to keep sitting down in random places

Joke might be the wrong word because it wasn't really a joke and it wasn't funny, I was just trying to be lighthearted and it didn't seem like it was really happening or that it was probable

#sorry if we're ever in a public place and i suddenly make us stop so i can sit down for a few seconds #its not because im lazy or im trying to be annoying i swear #something ive been thinking about is disability #i don't think im disabled because i can still get around and do things but sometimes it is a little difficult and im worried that #in the future I'll have a really hard time walking without pain and ill have to depend on someone more than i already do #im already going to need to live with someone for the rest of my life anyway because of mental health stuff and i really dont want to have #to give up what freedom i have left #i read somewhere that disability forces you to rely on people and it takes away your independence and totally overhauls your life #and that disability really destroys your walls surrounding asking others for help/support #being independent and being self sufficient #i pride myself on my independence and self sufficiency and seeing that slowly start trickling away while theres nothing i can do about it #and nobody knows what to do to stop it is really painful #maybe it wont get so bad that ill be fully reliant but the possibility is there and not knowing is really scary #my choice and my autonomy are being ripped away and it not a person thats doing it its my own body #im not in control of my own body anymore #maybe im being dramatic but it really doesnt feel like it #because i am slowly watching my joints get worse and i am completely helpless. i cant do anything. im watching whatever this is spread and #not a single person can tell me what it is or why its happening

[meateater-lamb]

(dont read the tags actually)

#vent #god this year has been so fucking hard man #and things have been so strained with my friend #and i love them so much. theyre my best friend. but at this point are they? #cause they just keep getting pissed at me over everything #and acting really weird #and theyve just. turned into this unendingly angry and negative person to the point i feel like i can barely talk to them anymore #they are so short tempered which i mean they always have been but just not with ME yknow #like they for ten years were always so kind to me and weve always gotten along well #until the last like year #and i know theyre in a bad place but jesus theyve made it so hard to even hold a conversation anymore #and i mean i think things will get better if they can get out of their current situation. i really think we can go back to normal but just. #not til then. cause they seem like the only coping mechanism they use is pure fucking anger #and now theyve started directing it at me and im just. getting tired. #i cant tell if they are purposely pushing me away or not. but thats whats happening either way. #and its awful bc i just feel like its all my fault. like im not good enough #im not helpful enough im too annoying im just. not good enough care about anymore #they make me feel like none of my problems are important anymore and like i shouldnt even mention it if im struggling #meanwhile all they do is vent and rant and im really really tired but i dont think i can say anything #im trying to open myself up to being social with people other than them again. #they used to be my best safe space but now they arent anymore #but im still going to be there for them the best i can cause they dont deserve to be abandoned when theyre struggling #but i just hope they can get in a better place and idk. realize theyre kinda being a dick all the time #ugh idk #dont read this shit i just need to get my thoughts straight idk. #i was scrollin when i started thinkin abt this thats the only reason im writin on here abt it #probably gonna delete it in an hour anyway #moon

[wallyrudolophwest]

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#im so stressed about nothing its like a ball of anxiety is choking me out #all i wanna do is scream and scream about how stressed and anxious i am #how its not a big deal im just going to visit my dad #but ill be away from home for 3 days #i dont want to be away from home ever #and if i bring it up again my family will be annoyed with me or tell me again that i dont have to if i dont want to #but if i dont go i wont see my dad cause he definitely isnt welcome here #its obligation and it can go fuck itself #and i cant physically talk about antthing else either??? #my husband tried to tlk to me about other stuff and i just get so mad cause why arent we talking about how stressed i am #why arent we talking about my anxiety about leaving the house #i dont want to guess what fictional archer would win in a fight #i CANT #im so angry #and i want to cry #and i wish i could just let it go #i wish i could let it go #why am i so qnxious im not even GOING anywhere except my dads house

[teamkrissy]

Please don't be that person who cuts service workers off and talks over them when they are trying to tell you something important.

#its so so so rude and annoying #like maam i dont want to talk to you either #but im trying to tell you ther we will throw all your stuff away #we will throw it away. are you listening? did you catch that bit? if you dont answer our text your shit is going in the dumpster #yeah. yeah. sure. yeah. yeah *already turning and walking away while missing vital information* #i finally snapped and said “excuse me im still talking and this is important” #and she looked at me like she was going to kill me #my normal strategy is to just talk louder and keep going and try not to care that this garbage person is goingtohave their stuff thrown out

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#so thinking abt my inability to do things in thr context of my 0cd is interesting. bc i would say my primary problem is my obsessive #compulsive behavior and inflexibility. idk if thr inflexibility is inherent to me bc its part of the reason i got stamped with aut1sm or but #its part of what maked it so hard to tell if i had 0cd or not. bc im just so fucking rigid and structured abt literally everything without #any reason. y do i have to do X thing and i cant do Y thing? idk my brain just says i cant. which kinda does align with 0cd more or just #like something compulsive. and its sorta weird bc i think im a lot more aligned with purely obsessional 0cd. so i dont do a lot of external #ritual. its more abstract. like constantly i have to work or b perfect or else i start getting intrusive thoughts. always thr same ones. and #to make them go away i have to physically suffer usually thru overworking to my mental breaking point or sometimes more direct ways #when its really bad. and then i have to keep working. and i do a lot of fucking ruminating. fucking constand catogorizing and pathological #self reflection. again i have high standards and high affinity for self punishment which is a lot to deal with. its exhausting and misery #making. and the annoying thing is that im like this for a reason. i mean it makes sense. having a learning disability plus bad short term #working memory plus some mood weirdness. ive created a structure that makes me productive but also creates so much pressure thst i cant #function at all sometimes. and whats worse is that even then even with the amount of checking i do i am still a master of fucking up the lil #things. i forgot to write my name in the autoclave list and caused problems for ppl bc i forgot when i went up there Even tho i new i needed #to. i also forgot to put thr foam cap on a liquid nitrogen tank which would have been SO FUCKING BAD if it all evaporated. so many samples #woulf have been lost bc i just fucking forgot to put it back. that was just this week. idk i just forget things like that. i left a freezer #door open in hs and we lost everything in the freezer. i also fucked up an whole experiment by not reading a schedule right. and its really #frustrating not being able to trust that youve done the right thing in the past. not to mention all the bullshit i mislabel but thats more #dys1exia realated. alas. i check and check and get anxious spikes of: FUCK DID I DO X? for a reason. but also its no fun #unrelated

[todayisafridaynight]

NO PROBLEM BROTHER ENJOY THE MOVIE <3 AND YOUR FOOD <3

I JUST FINISHED WATCHING IT THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN FOR FINDIN IT THE WAIT WAS SO WORTH IT (;´༎ຶ▽༎ຶ`) (;´༎ຶ▽༎ຶ`) (;´༎ຶ▽༎ຶ`)

#snap chats #i was annoying as hell @ myself cause i kept recognizing actors from other things and i just kept being like #'YO IS THAT UFCKINNN ??????' was absolutely a pleasant surprise to find daito in this movie <3 hi baba <3 #BUT MS YOSHIDA WAS HERE TOO !!!! AND MY FAVE FUNNY GUY KAJIHARA 😭 #BUT YAYAYAAY THE MOVIE WAS GREAT..... EXCELLENT EVEN.... the credits were so cute #i wont spoil it idk if you watched it yet And Tbh Its Not Even A Huge Spoiler but it was cute...... #i love how at this point nakais played pike Three dudes who cheated on their wife/partner thats WILD #the movie was a really great blend of comedy yet still being able to be suspenseful #like even during suspenseful moments where i found myself laughing it was still. MWAH. GORG. #LOVED IT....... nad now im hungry again... #i packed away two rice balls that i ended up eating durin the movie since my fave lunch spot was Unavailable tday #but now i want more food... but now i might be overeatin </3 #tbf i did clean my whole flat before i started watchin... tho two rice balls is usually A Meal enough for me #i cant tell if my appetites changing or not i feel like im hungry easily most days now but maybe its cause i Kinda regularly eat now #and so when i go A Bit without eating my body's like 👁️👁️ Dickhead 👁️👁️ #IM RAMBLING ANYWAY. POINT IS. GREAT MOVIE. LOVED IT EVEN. //YELLS// TYSM AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING !!!! #another thing to add to my Rewatch Ninety Times list......

[hyliagirl42]

Companies: we need workers so bad!! Theres a worker shortage and we desperately need people please apply please work for us please please please

Me: ok sure what do i need to do to apply

Companies: ok so you need 3 years experience in this exact job so we dont have to train you!!

Me: uhhh no but i have 4 years retail experience and this job I want is literally just slightly higher paying retail

Companies: ok do you have a masters degree

Me: did i mention this is basically higher paying retail?? Why would i have a masters degree for this specific thing, all it involves is talking to customers and pointing them to places and maybe cleaning or working a register. All of which i have 4 years experience doing

Companies: well then sorry but youre not qualified, you need experience AND a masters degree

Me:

Companies: WHY WON'T ANYONE WORK FOR US WE NEED WORKERS SO BAD

Me: I'd be a great worker if you'd be willing to spend like a week training me but go off I guess

#i dont see why i would need a masters degree for like working the children and teens section of the library #correct me if theres something im missing here but like #mostly i need to be able to clean and shelve books and tell people where to find books #maybe give book recommendations #maybe help people navigate the website or get help with their own personal devices #thats mostly what librarians do right #this isnt only about my local library btw its about several other unrelated jobs mostly that involve customer service at a front desk #but literally tho ive been a library aid for like 4 years and have done retail also for 4 years #and back in high school i apparently checked out the most books of anyone in the school (3 daily) #i can give recommendations for books in the children and teens section easy #especially manga thats also in the teens section #literally i think i would be so good at this job why do i need a masters #i get it if theyre worried about me not being bilingual but come on #and the other jobs again just stick me at the desk and give me like 1 or 2 weeks training and I'll prolly be good to go #please just give me a job i just need somewhere i can work long term while working on art on the side #is that too much to ask #sorry if this is negative or sounds like a vent post i just think its annoying that everyone complains about a worker shortage #and then turns away applicants with bachelors degrees just cuz they dont have experience with their one specific job #idk i dont get it

[tastymelonfarm]

if I think about katniss and peeta too long my vision starts to look like when you take damage in a cod game

#I’m not exaggerating that it’s one of the most profound and moving depictions of romantic love like it’s masterful idc if it’s a kids book #the hype that love triangles in its hey day were annoying is fair but i actually think it was a really poignant and relevant story telling #device in this case #it’s the enduring kindness with no agenda because of genuine chosen dedication and admiration and understanding #it’s the balancing of identities and and raw acceptance !!!!!!! it’s the protection and cultivation of trust and reliance and THE PATIENCE #UDHEHDHSHDHDHD THE ANTITHETICALS TO HOW GALE PERCEIVES AND ATTEMPTS TO CARE FOR HER AND HIS INABILITY TO RECOGNIZE IT AS DESTRUCTIVE AND NOT #TRULY VULNERABLE #“what I need is the dandelion in the spring.’ frankly HAUNTS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #the impact this line had on my brain development cannot be overstated #it’s just…….the idea of hope carefully and lovingly cultivated out of dedication to the heart of another ……. oh I’m kmsing #and only peeta can give me that …….. BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK #I could go ON about how much of an incredible and multifaceted and quietly fascinating katniss is in so many ways rhat don’t get much talk #but just thinking about like the ways in which peeta saw to the heart of her and showed her a fondness and appreciation and CHOICEEEEE to #defend (figuratively and literally) and love her in whatever ways he could and would not be a burden to her while she was dealing with so #much pain and distrust and disillusionment so that she felt incapable or even didn’t WANT to feel that or fully understand it #and then watching that grow more and more complicated for her until she’s suddenly knowing the true heart of HIM and it’s beginning to #change HER and then all of the sudden the roles are reversed and he is now the one who is so emotionally far away and closed off and #traumatized and her sudden crashing understanding of what he served in her life and to her understanding of love when it’s suddenly gone #and the point where SHEEEEE is now making that same choice to patiently and vulnerably be there and see any dark part and love and protect #despite it and do for him what she didn’t fully realize he had done for her like my god. my god. #DO ANY OF YALL GET THE VISION……..EVERYONE LEFT I STAYED HERE ‼️‼️‼️

[the-acid-pear]

I still find it hilarious how I can say I got into Madness Combat Before It Was Cool but by a saving grace of like. A fucking week. Like the timing was legit uncanny.

#luly talks #ahah let's watch this little obscure newgrounds show our bf is telling us about and oh. oh it's everywhere now. okay. #mc was like a lover.to me tbh a passionate yet short encounter #while i loved it i loved it w my whole soul and then i moved on and. #big fandom drove me away ngl #like at first it was ridiculous i had to go to DeviantArt to find fanart (i liked that tho) then it was moderate and it was like alright i #like this! i was seeing fanfics i was seeing yaoi i was seeing the funnies and the hots #and then it all blew tae fuck up and it was like . at first it was ok! #but then it was too much for me. like mc is a no dialogue series and fandom started to. like #AGREE on certain character archetypes if you will (this is previous to the game and the game is its own thing too tbh) #and it pissed me off bc i didnt really always agree and it. it annoyed me what can i say!!!! #not saying its good or bad or shit i just personally didnt like it at all and walked away

[bumblingbabooshka]

The Pathways Novel is the holy grail of young Tuvok characterization because I can just sense so clearly through the page how insufferable he would be to talk to

#and let me tell you? insufferable IS affectionate with a million hearts drawn around it #A girl confessed her love to him and he basically grabbed her by the shoulders and said Sophie....please get ahold of yourself! #Remember WWJD!! and she has to be like '.....y e ah ok. yeah. sorry.' and then they parted ways forever #Tuvok at the monastery observing the other initiates like I'm the only one who /really/ gets what we're going for here but who am I to judge #I think the line is something like 'Tuvok despised what he thought to be the partaking in unncessary luxuries but he trusted that the elders #knew best' #I think Tuvok's life is just going through different particular types of Difficult-To-Talk-To #crybaby kid to know it all teen to wannabe priest to holier than thou initiate to when-I-was-your-age dad #then he FINALLY started chilling the hell out #AH I keep saying 'monastery' its a temple #I love Tuvok him being earnestly annoyed by others has fine-wined into dry remarks while definitely NOT rolling his eyes #Tuvok cares SO much is the thing. <3 guy who is full of not-love #Guy who makes terrible horrendous first impressions but then eventually worms his way into your heart (VERY unintentionally hes NOT trying) #It'd be funny if everyone liked T'Pel right away in contrast hehe...<3 #Tuvok's parents' characterizations in that book are NOT canon to me though #also there's a funny moment where Tuvok is complaining about how their sons are (in his opinion) not disciplined enough #and when he looks to T'Pel for her opinion she's just fallen asleep #and he considers waking her up despite the fact that she JUST gave birth before going hmm.....better not. #Wise Choice Friend HEHEHEH....g od...dumbass <3

[femme-malewife]

There’s an influx in liphiyo shippers and tbh, that’s totally fine. Go off, ship what you like. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that.

But if people are explicit when stating they do not like a ship, then please be respectful of that. A lot of us fans don’t like liphiyo because we see them as friends only. Because Honeyworks keeps telling us how much Aizou and Yujiro mean to each other (I mean, hell, Hiyori wasn’t even mentioned in the LOVE&KISS novel, and even the summary says it’s because of each other they can overcome their trauma), and it feels weird to force her into their relationship.

Also I still feel extremely uncomfortable with how lipxlip treat Hiyori, telling her she won’t be a heroine unless she dresses up nicely, telling her that she’ll be rejected looking the way she does, telling her to throw away her hoodies because they’re “ugly”, and then mocking her for being comfortable with her normal looks over her gussied up appearance. And I know a lot of other fans feel the same way I do.

For me personally, I have personal reasons I dislike the ship, and other people have their reasons as well, some may even be as simple as “I just don’t vibe with it”.

If you wanna be friends, then let’s all just enjoy the music that Honeyworks provides, instead of shoving ships down people’s throats.

#ive had people send me asks back when herotaru was still airing abt liphiyo and tbh its. rather annoying #like. literally look at my blog. do you see me gushing abt liphiyo at all? #when did this fandom turn into people throwing ships at everyone expecting them to ship it just bc its an ot3 or just bc its gay or straight #or whatever #if you wanna talk abt your ship tell your friends who dont know abt it #or talk to other people you know who ship it #but if people are saying ''hey i dont ship this. this here is my ship'' #then dont send them that ship! #liphiyo and yhiyo and ahiyo are big time squick ships for me #again. bc of personal reasons #that im Not entitled to share with anyone #idc if people ship it. literally go have fun!!!!! #but pls keep it away from *me* #and other people who dislike it

[nightfallsystem]

kind of gorey ish vent in the tags bc yay i am still injured

#tw infection #tw wound #tw injury #tw self harm #<- implied. at least. #ANWYAY my wound is FUCKING INFECTED AUHGGHGHGHH #it smells like shit and a ton of stupid yellowyy stuff is coming out #im really hoping itll juts go away and heal soon.. #because its annoying to have :// #dies. it looks kind of deep. i see some stupi dfucking vieny stufff in there? in the skin thing in the flesh i see red lines n stuff #WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 #dies dies dying dead #i wanna see a doctor SO BAD but theyll just misgender me n deadname me and tell my parents and i might do worse if they do that to me #I HATE THIS WOUND #i replaced the butterfly bandages today

[crescentmp3]

soon i wont even be vagueposting about my pain anymore im just gonna start posting in detail like my blog is a journal.

#many topics but one of them is impossible to talk about here because person in question will see. next topic then #i relistened to two audio messages my ex-classmate sent me when i was still in middle school and in love with her and i want to cry! great. #im the reason we drifted apart‚ is what causes the pain mostly. #im so terrible at starting conversations it caused our entire friendship to end. our four year friendship #we had so many intimate moments together and heartfelt conversations and told each other things we never spoke a word about to any other/ #/person in our lives and i was the reason it all ended just because of the stupid fear i have that if i send a message first i'll be/ #/annoying. by god i accidentally ended a four year friendship out of fear of it ending #one thing i hate about my tendencies is my overworrying over every little action i take. #i know that if a person i talk to is worth being a friend with‚ they'll forgive these little mistakes i'll make‚ but the idea of being/ #/imperfect is so terrifying to me that i cant even bring myself to talk to someone unless they explicitly tell me its okay. #and on top of that i need it constantly too. #the thing is i hate this. i hate that i cant. i know its illogical and im making up things to be afraid of but i cant stop. #its that if im imperfect that means the person in front of me has a chance to hate me and that thought is so terrifying i choose to not/ #/interact at all #i hate to admit i silently pray for a few specific people to interact with me every day because i know i couldn't do it myself #the way this is is because if they interact with me first that means i can be sure they want it! theres no other way to be sure #and i dont even know why i need to be sure. i know i dont. i can just attempt conversation and go away if they'd rather not talk to me #i just. its terrifying #let me summarize. what if they hit me with the beam #basically. #♚ — vent ! #vent tw #tw vent #ask to tag