#the things i'll do for the sake of my younger self n my future self uwahhhh

[eggtartz]

a/n : another short drabble that i got inspiration from the cb3 information! ALSO this is lowkey a self insert because i'm lazy to hit the gym. 🥲

summary : kakucho's enthusiasm towards training is so.. overwhelming that you got dragged as well.

wc : 487

"KAKU-CHAN FOR GOD SAKE I-"

"oh c'mon babe only one more set then we're done we'll go get some ice cream yeah" that's what he said for last thirty minutes. right now you were doing bench press at the gym with your boyfriend who loves working out so much that he had to drag you every morning to do it.

you weren't the fittest person, hell you can't even remember the last time you did a plank until you started dating kakucho. not that you mind but sometimes his training got overwhelming and felt extreme for your level but you suck it up because you didn't wanted to disappoint him.

"kakucho can we stop i can't feel my legs" you said while he was lifting dumbbells that probably weighed to five kilograms.

"yeah that's what you said last night too-"

"KAKUCHO I SWEAR-" you threw a glare at him and he just laughed while switching the dumbbell to a heavier one. you stared at how his biceps flexed as he lifted the heavy piece of metal.

"see something you like darling?" he teased while smirking at how you were ogling at him. you scoffed while walking to him and hugged him from behind.

"can we go home now? it's late and we haven't cooked anything yet. you know the haitani's are coming for dinner" you said while giving kisses in between your words. kakucho wasn't a weak guy, he feared by a lot people for a reason but with you? he's the weakest men ever.

"mhmm will those kisses be included during the cooking session?" he dropped the dumbbells, making a loud clatter sound in the empty gym with just you and him.

"sure" you said simply while kissing his nose and making your way to grab you bag,"THE LAST PERSON WHO GETS OUT HAVE TO CLOSE THE GYM" you said suddenly and ran down the halls. he meekly smiled and shooked his head. he was never competitive with you, he will always let you win anyway.

after switching the light and radio off, kakucho closed the gym doors and went to his car where you were sweetly smiling.

'if that is what i'm gonna have in the future then i'll do anything to keep it' he thought when you grabbed his face and kissed him. on the cheek, his nose, his eyes, his forehead and on his scar. you caressed the scar softly and kissed his lips.

thirty minutes later..

"did kakucho and y/n got fever from the training or something?" the younger haitani, rindou asked his brother, ran who was scrolling through his phone.

"why'd you ask that?"

"their neck looks bruised but kakucho's neck looks pretty bad. poor guy. i told him to lay down with the training, now look at him all bruised and red." rindou said with a genuine sympathetic look in his eyes.

"oh rindou, you're so innocent-"

a/n : heh this isn't my favorite thing that i wrote but i'll improve my writings in the future!

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[everafterkeiji]

in the end ft. keiji akaashi

Keep going.

You whispered to yourself as you let your fingers press on the keys with every note blaring in the background as the murmurs began to drown in the music you provided them. Your eyes were closed but a few pairs were on you like you had expected but you let the music take you as far as you pleased.

Everyone was shocked by your arrival but majority of those who knew you could never pass up the most important offer couldn't comment on your situation. You agreed nonetheless, music was your home, your sanctuary but now it's wrecked—the beauty in the melody was the facade for the mourning of your heart.

Bokuto's eyes on you was weary, ready to walk up to you once you were done but even his feet were glued to the floor when he sees the tears that you hid from everyone else. When you smiled to him, all the more his heart breaks when your eyes shined beneath the sun but the ace didn't feel a touch of warmth or a glimpse of saturation in you.

You were faced with an endless winter while the rest of them rejoiced in spring.

Konoha would notice the way his fingers never stayed put on his lap and his eyes didn't stray far from you. He would occasionally nudge Koutaro as a sign to kick in some sense to him to wonder about how you're doing. The two could agree that this was quite a torture show but for the rest of the people there? It was a performance of a lifetime.

Akaashi looks at you from where he stood, a proud grin on his lips while a few tears shed from his eyes while your own pair of dreaded eyes went to him, a sensation that you were habituated with but it never fails to dig a knife to your heart but the one who held the knife held no idea that he had pushed it too deep.

Returning your gaze onto the piano, it seems as if your tears coming down on the keys were the only sound that echoed throughout the silence. The forlornness was the only atmosphere that surrounded you while the rest was stuck with merriness. Even as you read the notes on the paper, your tear brimmed eyes can only see one clear message;

You're a fool.

You bit your lip while Konoha held onto Bokuto to restrain the man from stopping you. There are dozens of people who were intent on praising you for your talent but the rest only had their eyes on the woman who had taken their heart as she walked, with every head turning her way.

You avert your eyes as Bokuto takes a look at his best friend who wore an expression that deserved to be received by you. Meanwhile, you just tried to remove the void of emotions but the tears began to cascade without your awareness.

For Keiji, you looked like you cried for the sake of his dream coming to reality.

Unfortunately, the harsh truth was that you wept because you were playing from your torn heart.

At the place where he vowed his promises.

For someone else.

"I'll marry you for being a nice person." Your younger self spoke in a soft manner, embarrassed that the boy in front of you had to see you struggle at carrying all the books.

He stares at you for a while but then he burst out into laughter making you shy away but the sound was addicting as well as the sweetest echo.

"Marry me? Well, my name is Akaashi Keiji. If that's the name you're going to take." He jokes but there's a kind glimmer in his eyes as you blushed while he held the other half of the books.

"I'm Y/N." You smiled at him, even if you had come across as hilarious, your parents taught you one thing that even he would understand.

You marry someone for the best reasons.

In this case, when you had all of them, you still weren't the bride to be.

As Akaashi looks at you, you could only cry. Even as kids, he was the same. The same boy that helped you when you were caught eating by the teacher, the one who purposely threw a volleyball to your ex boyfriends way for cheating on you, and the one who you've loved since you were eighteen.

You closed your eyes shut as your fingers didn't meet with the keys anymore, the music has faded as they all stood up giving you an advantage to slowly disappear as Bokuto disregards Konoha's banter as your tears land on your white dress that was now only covered by the darkness that surrounded your shattered heart.

"Hey, that's my favorite song." He says entering the room while you smiled at him as he leans on the lid, absolutely in love at your skill to play his song. He places his palm on his cheek before you called him over.

"I'll teach you." You said as he sits beside you, a minimum convenience where you held his hands to guide him that sets your heart into a flutter.

He looks at you and with a closeness that threatens his weaknesses, he pulls away sending you a pinch to every fibre in your body but when he sees the flash of hurt in your eyes, he should've known that it was harmless if he could've stayed in that position longer, maybe then he could've realized how clueless he was.

And with the same song played by you, at the exact chapel where he was about to face a future you had dreamed of for only you two, you had to hear the words that you swore were only a death for you.

"I do."

A/N: listening to Try Again while writing this is illegal, i am permanently heartbroken

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[kynikoisto]

GETTING TO KNOW MYSELF✨

1. Museum date or aquarium date? Why?

Museum dates because being surrounded by such environment feels like going back in time and I would love to learn the meaning behind every art pieces.

2. Describe your favorite type of weather.

Cold rainy season. Perfect for reading a good book, sipping hot choco, covered with heavy blankets.

3. Name a subject/topic you know a lot about.

4. Do you have any friends or know anyone with the same name as you?

I know a girl who happen to have the same name as I am as her second name back in SH.

5. What’s something most people love that you hate?

Attention.

6. Who knows the most about you personally?

7. If you could create ANY mix-up or mythical animal and have it be brought to life, what would it be?

Dragons and Phoenix.

8. Do you think everyone in our lives serves a purpose, or are some people just there?

I believe our lives serve a purpose or else life is just depressing. And by depressing, I mean lacking motivation. And boring.

9. How do you feel about getting your picture taken?

Uncomfortable but still doing it anyway for the sake of capturing memories I can look to when I'm older.

10. Any guilty pleasure/s?

Procrastinating 😒

11. What is your favorite Studio Ghibli film and why?

Haven't watch everything yet but so far I really like Spirited Away.

12. Do you always make eye contact with people when you’re speaking to them?

I try to.

13. Have you ever self-harmed?

N E V E R in a million years.

14. What’s the nicest compliment you’ve ever been given?

Can't remember if there's any but it feels good to be called "smart" or "intelligent".

15. Have you felt butterflies in your stomach today?

I was about to say, "Sadly, no." but then I remember watching tiktok and saw a Hyunjin edit saying "I love everything about you." and the feels was sending me! 😭❤️💖 It feels as if it was directed to me. 😢💞 He was actually reading a comment and then he asked, "You love everything about me?" then he had that cute little smile on his face uwuuu I just want to protect him at all cost 💪🤧

16. Did anyone/anything get on your nerves today?

Yes! haha it's about the prisoner who escaped and I was thinking about how dumb the police officers who ordered him to go out to "fetch some water". 🤦‍♀️

17. Is there something you currently want, that you can’t have?

18. Who was the last person to make you feel embarrassed or uncomfortable?

One of my classmates.

19. Think of the last film you watched. Who was your favorite character in it?

Jo March from Little Women 😊

20. What are you known for?

21. What is something you are skeptical about?

22.If you have a job, do you prefer morning shifts or evening shifts?

I'm nocturnal. I'm more creative at nights so evening shifts it is.

23. What is something you are most confident about?

How about something you're really insecure about?

My competency.

24. What do you think in general of girls with short hair? How about guys with long hair?

Absolutely gorgeous! 💖✨

25. With films in languages you do not speak, do you prefer a dub or a subtitle?

Subtitle.

26. If you wear makeup, what are your preferred brands?

27. What part of a person's body do you usually find the most attractive?

Neck and arms.

28. What/which music are you currently listening to?

Classical.

29. Do you find smoking unattractive?

It depends on which context it was used for. Because in art, it looks good as it adds personality and mystery but I don't like it in-person knowing I could be a second-hand smoker which is dangerous for my health.

30. What was the last thing you looked up on Google?

Eating chipmunk or squirrel.

31. What is the 10th picture in your phone gallery?

Sleeping Pumpkin – my cat.

33. What job would you be terrible at and what job would you be good at?

32. Would you ever dye your hair an unnatural color?

Of course!

34. Do you think forgiveness is mandatory to move on from something?

35. What did you think was cool when you were younger?

"I thought jejemon was cool." 💀

36. Is there a place that makes you sad to return to?

My elementary and jh school. It reminds me of all the disappointments I've been through and I have a lot of bad memories in there.

37. What's the best advice anyone has ever given you?

Can't remember the exact words but it goes like, "If you have that passion. If you have that fire in you. No matter how small or big it is. As long as you still have it. I believe you can do anything that you set your mind into." by Felix.

38. Have you ever treated someone badly just because someone else treated you badly?

Guilty

39. What's your favorite lyric from your favorite song right now?

I'm always looking for my way with the blueprint

The answers the world has given to me are wrong

I always dream of my blueprint coming true

I'll proudly achieve my dream

My future is bright

- Blueprint by Stray Kids

40. What was the last thing that completely took your breath away?

41. Is it true that if you can't love yourself, you can't love another?

I believe so.

42. What's the most positive thing you could say to yourself right now?

43. What time of the day feels the most magical to you?

17:20

44. Were you a cute baby?

👉👈

45. Is there something you wish you had said sorry for, but never did?

46. What is any creative talent you wish you had?

Musical talent, please! 🙏

47. Do you think you'd make a good teacher? Why or why not?

I don't know. It's not my passion and am very impatient but whenever someone asks me about something and I somehow know a lot about it and share it to them, I could go all in and get very hype about it but it looks like they get bored so easily so I just immediately stop and take a step back. So I'm always not able to share all the knowledge that I have and try not to go dig deeper when explaining stuff because all my efforts are only going to go to waste if they're not interested. And eventually things could also get to the point where someone thinks I'm a "know-it-all" when I'm certainly not.

48. Do you think it's possible to fix a "broken" relationship?

49. If you chose to get a tattoo what would it be and where would you want it?

Haven't thought about it yet.

50. When was the last time you stayed up past midnight and what were you up to?

Now. Looking for that beautiful inspiring words Lee Felix said years ago but I can't find it on the internet. Why???!