#then the hurricane can keep it!!!!

[mkstrigidae]

Apparently, hurricane Ian is 'barrelling up towards the Carolinas' currently, and I have literally no food in my apartment. Already had to move all my plants inside again (so it looks like a goddamn jungle in here) and I am so tireddddd I literally have been on the phone with healthcare.gov for the last two hours and I don't wanna go anywhereee anyways ignore me it's been a really really rough week and I am having a hard time being an adult and i haven't slept in 31 hours

#personal #adulting #it's been a rough one guys #god of all the times to need to stay in town until saturday #long story #doesn't matter if it's cat 1- we'll still see a giant storm surge i'm sure #ugh FINE i'll go buy groceries #but i will NOT put on regular pants #moving my plants inside took a good hour and a half there's so many succulents now #i don't even know what to do with them all #i don't even know where they all came from #propagating plants is a bad habit to get into kids #i am literally running out of spaces to put them on #also my zebrinia plants literally ROCKETED up in growth??? #i feel like a new pet parent who adopted a tiny mutt initially #and that small puppy grew into a fucking great dane or something #don't even get me started on the coleus plants #the big teal pot of them is still outside #because it is heavy enough that if the hurricane is able to move it #then the hurricane can keep it!!!! #my will to leave for groceries is eroding by the second #alsdjfhaslk fuck it!!!!

[pottedfairies]

alhamdullilah x1000 allah only gives us what we can bear and boy was i bearing

#THANK GOD FOR THIS SHOWER. THANK GOD FOR THIS KITCHEN. THIS AC. ITS THE BARE MINIMUM FOR A HOME IN CA BUT MAAAAN. #THE OTHER PLACE WAS SUCH A SHITHOLE. #INSHALLAH I CAN KEEP THIS ONE. INSHALLAH ILL FIND MORE WORK THAT LETS ME TAKE OVER RENT 100% AND I CAN START DETACHING MYSELF PHSYICALLY #FROM MY FAMILY #INSHALLAH INSHALLAH INSHALLAH #ALHAMDULLILAH ALHAMDULLILAH ALHAMDULLILAH #another year in that other place and i probably would have kms LMFAOOOO IT WAS BAD I HOPE THE OTHER LANDLORD’S HOUSE GOT A TREEBRANCH STUCK #IN IT FROM THIS HURRICANE. DIE.

[tciddaemina]

when you're writing a scene that is just- difficult and excruciating. like, the scene itself is fine and everything is coming along, but its just so complicated and there's to much tone and components to juggle and you're not quite sure its even heading in the right direction, so every word feels like pulling teeth, and you keep having to redo bits to try and make it feel right, and even then its uncertain, but at the same time it also honestly seems to be coming along well and its just like-

like, it'll eventually be finished, and it'll be fine, but it feels like this is a work i'm going to struggle to be completely satisfied with and there's not really a way to fix it

#te talks #my writing #its one of the bingqiu monster fics #there's just #so many layers to this particular conversation #its not so much juggling ten balls as trying to keep a ballpits worth aloft in a hurricane #there is TOO MUCH going on #but at the same time is all has to happen at once like none of it can be saved for later #DIFFICULT

[lichposting]

Fellow southerners if you brag about being able to withstand heat compared to other countries mayhap try cutting your electricity for all of august and then come back to me :)

#remember when hurricane laura hit? remember how people in south louisana died because they had no electricity in the 100+degree heat wave? #remember all the people who died of CO poisoning because they had to run generators in their garages to keep even a fucking desk fan on? #we were fucking lucky it was only a week here #like…even then #I can count on one hand the number of homes I’ve seen without AC or even ceiling fans at the least #it’s always been hot as fuck here so we’re obviously more prepared than places that are newly heating up bc of climate change #text #misc #perso

[kakusu-shipping]

Encase anyone was wondering why I’m blogging at 6 in the morning, yesterday was not a good day for me and I forgot to sleep.

#Emile's Arts #Mario quickly becoming the go To Comfort Character #An INTERESTING development for me at 23 years old #People are SCARY man that's. That's the lesson of yesterday #People are very very scary even when they're not meaning to be #Anyway I'm fine NOW #And I was never in a situation where this kind of reaction was deserved #I'm just a coward #Me at Mario at 4am because we both have anxiety based insomnia #The only Mental illness Luigi DOESN'T have he's out like a rock in his own bed #This is my SECOND polycule where the dynamic is; #Trauma based Insomnia + Nightmare Based Insomnia + Guy who could sleep through a hurricane #Cool great awesome this cannot keep happening to me #People can be SO intimidating without even trying and without knowing and never know ya know?? #One time ONE TIME Zayne told me I seemed like an Intimidating/Scary and Pushy Person and it stuck with me SO hard #If you think I'm scary now I'm not PLEASE don't think that I'm a mouse a little guy please understand #YES I use to be in a fight club but now my bones are glass and I can't speak to another human being with my mouth words #I am NOT scary PLEASE believe me I am but a little dude #What is the point of this?? #I dunno I think I'm venting #Is this what venting is??? #My brothers are scary is the point I was on I have 3 very big very opinionated and very hard headed older brothers #And all three of them terrify me without knowing it #And how could I tell them that??? and what would come out of telling them that??? #They're not going to CHANGE there's not a thing I could do or say to change this dynamic we have #Thank GOD I have parents who love every little bit of who I am or I would simply have absolutely nothing #What IS this post fdkgjdfkgjkdf #Mario my beloved Brother of all time safety and comfort and care #Everyone always talks about Daddy/Mommy Issues but where's the support group for Brother Issues #For Siblings who were totally traumatized by their older Brothers huh??? Where's that???

[svechsdoll]

I just know Ghost would protect me in all circumstances

#Shayne fucking rules #can we keep him forever please #birthday boy #shayne gostisbehere #canes lb #carolina hurricanes #nhl #canes

[13eyond13]

If you had to take either Light or L's place on one end of the infamous chain, who would you rather be handcuffed to? (Side story: my friend and I went as L and Light for Halloween when we were around 13 and we started out handcuffed together but gave that up quickly because we kept yanking each others' wrists and were worried about tripping people in the dark.)

1000% I'd rather be handcuffed to Yotsuba arc Light, because he would be way more polite and courteous and considerate of my feelings than Yotsuba arc L ever would be 😅 Although my lifestyle probably matches L in his depression and moping stage pretty closely, so I could definitely get punched in the face by Light once he starts getting fed up with my more lethargic behaviour as well...

And that sounds like an amazing couple's costume, and one that I'm extremely jealous of. I bet you had a whole new sympathy for the both of them and the many handcuff difficulties they must have faced

#light and L in the yotsuba arc is a lot like me and my brother in every day life tbh #my younger brother is my roomie and hes very much Light and im L a lot of the time #like during the crazy hurricane times he's all hyper action and keeping busy 100% of the time #and im like lets hunker down and brood and wait it out #and then we both get frustrated at each other hahaha #but we also usually work together well enough most of the time too #its just funny how completely oppositely people can react to the same kind of thing #ask #anon #l lawliet #light yagami #p

[yoomtahsgf]

if chaotic hurricane was a paid song i would never play it again tho

#chaotic hurricane is the ONLY song i will do i refuse to do ANY other songs bc everything other than chaotic hurricane is mediocre #ok make it and tick tock magical idol time arent mediocre but theyre 1. paid and 2. still mediocre whencompared to chaotic hurricane #but i can do chaotic hurricane as much as i want so yayyyyyyy i love pipapa ^_^ #ALSO IT WONT LET ME CHANGE MY VOICE FOR SOME REASON.I KEEP CLICKING TO PUT THE SOFT VOICE BUT IT KEEPS GOING BACK TO THE DEFAULT ONE.WHY #idk please pipapa fix u game more.Thank you #why do i say pipapa.Because silly

[authorityissues]

I was all bummed about having to work in a hurricane but now I'm like...I'm here, I have a bag full of pastries...I got through a very dry introduction and less dry preface to Henry miller (idk I've never read him), finished no longer human, got a bunch o Yuri in my bag and kaiji on the desk.....it's a hashtag me day but I'm gettin paid

#also i feel like at any point i can text my bosses n go 'hey its a hurricane nobodys buying clothes do you really wanna keep the store open'

[pierswife]

I meant to go to sleep an hour and a half ago, but I started down the researching tropical cyclones, tropical depressions, tropicals storms, hurricanes, and extratropical cyclones rabbit hole again oops--

#and I'd do it again kdoajduw #this time I started with the labor day hurricane of 1935 and cat 5 storms in general :> #and I ended with hurricane sandy like I normally do gkwkkdkske #listen I basically got a week off from school and my dad's power was out for almost a month that year #got lucky at my mom's and our power came back after 3 days iirc? #legit my mom had my sister and I pack up to go stay with our aunt since her house had power and we all went out to dinner #cause some places in the town over got power back and the grocery store was still out #and when we got back to my aunt's and my mom said bye to my sister and I to go keep an eye on the house #we got a very very excited phone call of “THE POWER IS BACK OH MY GOD THE POWER CAME BACK A WEEK EARLY” #my dad though yeesh he was living off a generator for a month bro #he got cable and internet back before his fucking power (he had the TV and router hooked up to the generator for the news) #and my god I was so sad that Halloween got canceled that year #but the gov of my state rescheduled Halloween #like ngl I could go on for hours about hurricane sandy in particular especially the logistics of it and my personal experience #oh and irene! hurricane irene also sucked!!! #bless pokemon black and white for getting me through the night the storm hit /lh #data log: personal #what can I say I fucking love weather and in particular tropical storm systems

[frankcastled]

honestly, as soon as i get a normal bed again, i am going to sleep for over 12 hours

this sleeping in shelters and sleeping sporadically is nonsense 

#hurricane ian #but guess who has her laptop again #for as long as i can keep it charged

[spiritmoon23]

I think its funny that my environmental art class is doing its best to make me hate the very idea of caring for the environment

#i do care!!! #i garden i pick up trash in my areas i respect animals i keep an eye out for invasive species and ones that need extra help #i care for the land around me i use reusable materials i eat fresh and ethical i participate in seasonal legal local hunting #im doing my best!! but you CANNOT preach to me that i am personally responsible for climate change and mass extinction #when those events can be traced back to like three main sources all of which are preceded by 'industrial' #like #'the hurricane is going to displace the florida manatees!!!' ma'am half the people in this room are going to have to choose between #rent gas and food this week. #there are better ways than just guilt tripping

[honeyboyfelix]

actual real-life picture of me re drawing this one commission for the like 5th time

#my hands... they hurt guys #my friend keeps telling me shes gonna steal my hands cause my arts so good but like at this point she can have them #angie if youre on tumblr come get yalls hands i cannot do this anymore #ive spent an entire two weeks on this one drawing im gonna c r y #personal #also the wind keeps fucking up my power cause hahaha hurricanes are great #even tho its not directly hitting me.... its still wimdy and my power is so sensitive it keeps sputtering

[hawkinsborne]

tag drop!

#A princess doesn't cry over monsters in the night.(Eleven Hopper) #She was livin' in another word tryin get a message through.(Eleven Ask) #All your darkest fears will come for you.(The Upside Down) #Can you hear the silence? Can you see the dark?(Eleven Musings) #Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?(Billy Hargrove) #These voices won't leave me alone.(Billy Ask) #You are part of a machine; not a human being.(Mindflayed | Billy) #Bury me until I confess.(Billy Musings) #Cause I'm Mr. Brightside.(Steve Harrington) #Everybody talks too much.(Steve Ask) #I'll keep you like an oath.(Steve Musings) #She's a little runaway.(OOC) #And I'm hooked on a feeling.(Memes)

[indefiniteavatar]

So basically, in a case about him shoving money at someone so they shut up about him. . .he can’t shut the fuck up himself. I would say something clever and funny here, except the sad part is that this is just so normal in current politics that it’s just. . .not hilariously absurd behavior anymore? Not to say that it’s not absurd - it is beyond such, but it is just. . . predictable, I suppose.

I guess this is how I feel about politics lately? Either I get mad at everything or I try to laugh at everything and normally that works because politicians usually aren’t so tragically stupid so very often, but now I just kinda have to chuckle at the particularly eyeroll worthy things like this, and try to ignore everything else or my brain will explode.

#maybe that’s my biggest pet peeve about the current state of politics #Normally I like having discussions with people #of various mindsets and lifestyles and backgrounds #while my personal standpoint about many if not most political things is pretty solid. I also enjoy finding out more about things. #It’s always nice to learn more about things. #when it gets to a point like this or let’s be real-a point like where it got a few months ago when. More like a couple years ago honestly #There’s just so much. Too much. And two try to process all of it especially in a way such that one keeps up with useful discussion? oof. #I know I meant to do something else in these tags – something more specific – but at least on mobile #I just lost like three tags because the one I was working on hit 140 but when I was warned #I didn’t get to backspace or anything. I just kind of deleted the whole thing. #And in my confusion and attempt to undo what I had done #I managed to backspace a couple times and lose the finish tag above that one #and of course my first attempt at explaining that I had lost two tags turned into three tags because #I lost the first attempts that said two tags because it went over and yet again my attempt of not backspace this time #I just lost another two tags and then at this point I don’t even remember where I was going with this train of thought either #tl;dr: I wish I could take as much amusement from this as I want to but I can’t because shit like this is just so fucking normal #but hey it’s better than January 6 or trying to nuke a hurricane so I suppose I can live with it #right so I realize that I got to read all of the things I just typed in the page before this #so I did and while I have a laughable amount of nowhere near the fuck enough spoons #there’s a very good chance I am going to come back to this when I get on my iPad or PC #There’s also a very good chance I’m going to completely forget this post exists if not the app entirely #but given that I finally downloaded this on my actual phone instead of my tablet for the first time in years #And I just lost another fucking tag #this time naturally it had to be one with Contant that I remember as semantically important #but similarly naturally of course I don’t bloody well remember #right so I am going to go back to the stuff I was doing now cause I was doing stuff before I saw a Tumblr notification #which I didn’t actually look at at the time but but I can absolutely be sure that it was a hefty part of the reason why #when I found something that I wanted to post about and a context that had a larger audience and not just individuals #didn’t have FB/Reddit (tho lbr I would probably have a 6 foot nose if I tried to imply they were great social networks) #which goes back to seeing the tumblr notif & still having a big Nostalgia so. hi here i am

[gonzodangerfeels]

Deathly Hallows

Except instead of Harry kissing the Golden open at the close

He stops when he sees Finny and asks for some hero worthy head

(the ff where Luna Lovegood teaches Ginny how to get high)

#idiot on the phone: goes to my folder #sometimes the speed af which thoughts pass.... #it is like clouds in a hurricane #her: 🥺 hypnotize me daddy #Danzig on review Dan Hip #memories of the almost pop #me... can't we do this without clothes if you're this into it #me: I want One for myself #simultaneous clamping and swelling #that is the shit that I was warning you would keep us locked up in your place for days #she comes for hypnosis so can quit smoking #I give her the side effects of these sessions #warning: this is addictive #warning: you're smol and easy to manipulate #warming: I can tell you're pussy is really tight and um... #warning: accomodations are the responsibility of the hypnotized #wonder what your mom was doing that morning when I called the wind #wind it carries sound #this half legged issue.... it's riding you #fuggg.... fuckin so biiiigggg zzzzz #your pip up and left fractionates and fills all your senses #looking bored amd trying easy #you watching me....relax #the air in the room circles around I #ah you have chosen #may the Lord fill you with the Holy Spirit #having a nest and playing house was your idea....but I determined the rest pretty much #sitting at the grocery store looking at a kitchen playset #me looks up yeah I remember #we even had a modicum of privacy in that insane room