#they’re going to find out eventually

[rosicheeks]

🙃

#he reduced the fine amount by $50 #I guess better than nothing #but uhm #does anyone have an extra $318 that they’re willing to give away? #at least I have a payment plan going #I just don’t know how I’m going to tell my parents #they’re going to find out eventually #ughhhhhhh #I hate cops #I hate state troopers #I hate literally everyone in the stupid court system #I’m sad #and I wanna smoke #I was like #‘well is there anything I can do since I use cannabis medicinally instead of recreationally?’ #and he’s like #no #the fine is for having marijuana in my car #not for smoking it #just for having it #which I find absolute bullshit #like how much would they charge me if I was smoking and high while driving #breathe rosie #breathe #at least it’s over? #and I can try and move on #shut up rosie

[bonebrokebuddy]

Oh my god they’re finally almost done! The Superboy ones took me somehow nearly 5 hours. Curves are the fucking worst when trying tocut cardboard neatly. My exactoknife is getting dull super fast from this unfortunately so I’ll likely have to go out and get replacements tomorrow.

I think they look super nice and I’m very happy with how they turned out! Just waiting on the glue for the SB logos to dry so I can attach them to the shortbox!

Only 5 more to go!

#was just going to make a little 3D title logo for my impulse short box but lmao it’s getting out of hand #just have jli jla Superman Robin & flash to do! #realized 2D would have looked better for the SB logo but uhh. put too much effort into the already made & painted letters so they’re staying #have to make a couple more short boxes and long boxes as well #eventually I’ll need to make some for worlds finest & YJ but that’ll come when I actually have enough to fit a box #btw if anyone wants a tutorial on how to make a shortbox i gotchu. for whatever reason I couldn’t find any tutorials online #so I decided to make one myself #bones speaks #I’m also contemplating adding a ‘and the Ravers’ to one side of the SB box bc I’m also keeping that run in with my SB 94. #but it’ll be So Much work to do:/

[cream-and-tea]

pallas in book one is definitely at it-cannot-possibly-get-worse-than-this ABSOLUTE rock bottom but god. there is such a specific flavour to their despair in book two that only happens because of the realization they have at the end of lay me down. like. how do you move on after admitting that everything you believed in was a lie. how do you live with what you’ve done (with what has been done to you). is it possible to pull yourself up out of the pit you’ve dug. what do you do if it isn’t. what do you do if it IS. and once you look at the damage how do you stop looking. past the first layer of hurt there’s just more and more hurt and you were used by the one person who was supposed to keep you safe to cause even MORE pain and no matter how deep you go none of it means anything! it never meant anything at all!! motherfucker your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#pallas’s whole arc in the first book is getting to the point where they go ‘maybe i? feel bad about all this?? actually???’ #i cannot overstate enough that it takes an entire book to get them to that point lmao #and then it’s like. newsflash buddy now you’ve gotta DEAL with that #it really is the mental equivalent of getting into a hot bath of after being out in the cold for a whole day #and the interesting thing about pallas in the first book and their status as a villian and like. their eventual ‘oh SHIT’ moment #is that pallas doesn’t need to realize that they’re a bad person doing bad things #pallas is VERY aware that they are a bad person doing bad things #it’s actually more about realizing the harm that’s been done to them? like as a human being?? #bc they very much have the attitude of ‘well of course i’m doing bad things i was born as an inherently evil person there’s nothing else #i’m capable of doing the most i can hope for is that someone points me in the right direction and i’ll be able to do the hard things #that other people cannot (and SHOULD NOT) do’ #so THATS the mindset that needs to be unlearned before they can start moving forward? if that makes sense? #less ‘shit are we the baddies?’ and more ‘shit have i been horrifically abused?’ #but then after that realization all the blood they’ve spilled is still there. and they should never have had to do that. no one should ever #have to do that. but they did and now they’re starting to see the full extent of what that means #and they have to find a way to live with it. #and it’s absolutely DEVASTATING. #wip: ghost story #pallas #i’ve been working on the book two outline. if you couldn’t tell. head in absolute hands rn.

[sadlittlenerdking]

yes it’s me grumbling about how we’re supposed to just accept Eliot accepting Quentin’s death when he literally threw away the safety of the entire magical world for the chance to save Quentin you think in a world where death is as impermanent as it is on the magicians that Eliot Waugh wouldnt give up his corporeal form to spend eternity in the underworld playing fucking bowling if it meant one more moment with Quentin Coldwater like really??

#the magicians #he’d make a quip about how he can suffer bowling but can’t suffer an eternity with Quentin #he’d pick up a bowling ball look at it disgust and then turn towards the lanes and throw it and get a strike #when he turns around he’d say there wasn’t much to do in Indiana with a shrug #and then he’d go to Quentin’s side and press a kiss to his temple #they’d find a way out of the underworld eventually because they’re them #but he’s accept that fate if it meant not losing Quentin #he’d dive into the underworld head first without a plan on his mind #Margo would be furious but she would figure out a way to save them both #THATS how it would go #he wouldn’t just give up #not knowing what he knows

[lilyclawthorne]

the absolute angst of touch-averse pomni x ragatha w/ a physical touch love language.

#they’d be SO concerned about one another #like Pomni would be so upset about not being comfortable fulfilling this need for ragatha #and like Ragatha would probably instinctively go in to show her love through hugs/holding hands/resting on her/etc #only to remember it actually makes Pomni uncomfortable #but when she doesn’t remember in time oof does she feel terrible about it #ragatha would find other ways to show her love for sure #I think pomni would be a quality time person #oh she’d love the shit out of some parallel play #I think in terms of the receiving end of love languages ragatha really appreciates acts of service and pomni notices that ASAP #but no matter the workarounds there’s still inevitably this aversion and desire for touch in between the two #touch averse and touch starved if you will #I think with a lot of time and trust pomni would eventually be comfortable with ragatha doing it #but the absolute angst of building that trust #of ragatha growing more comfortable around her and accidentally crossing that boundary #and it’s so unintentional and short that you can’t really be mad #but they’re both SO torn up about it and how it affects one another man #their absolute girl failures failing their way upwards in this relationship tbh #if you actually read all of that hi talk to me about ragapom

[ickypuppi3]

something about billy and steve having a moment together after that night

billy going to the quarry for a smoke a few days later after getting it from neil

steve going there himself because he has shit to think about and he doesn’t wanna be around anyone

steve seeing billy and being all wow i really got you good, huh?

and billy just laughs and flips him off, tells him in your dreams, harrington

and steve doesn’t ask anything else

doesn’t say anything else

just sits on the hood of his car and stares out, sighs when he checks his pockets and remembers he doesn’t have any cigarettes with him

and then billy’s there, next to him, must’ve gotten out of the camaro at some point because he’s there, telling steve to move his ass so billy can sit with him

and steve just stares at him, frowns maybe, tries to make a joke and asks if billy’s gonna throw him over the edge

but billy doesn’t find it funny, just says fine and gives a small fuck you as he turns to leave

but steve stops him, tells billy to stop being such a dramatic bitch and just sit with him then

and billy offers him one of his cigarettes and they just

sit together, in silence

and they stay silent as they part ways, as they get into their own cars and drive off

and neither one is sure what it is exactly, but it feels like something’s changed between them

#billy hargrove #steve harrington #harringrove #because steve wasn’t scared of billy after the fight i’ll never believe that #and maybe steve saw how billy looked #saw the tears in his eyes and thought hey #there’s something about this guy #and then they kiss so much about it #like so much #them going from knowing how it feels to punch each other to how it feels to be so gentle with each other i’m gonna !! #they’re so in love btw did i mention that #steve eventually finding out it’s because of that whole night that billy got it from neil #PAIN #billy trying to apologise but steve realising it was actually him who was being a dick about the whole thing so HE apologises instead #i need that #my words

[quietwingsinthesky]

most frustrating part of writing a doctor who oc is that the doctor and the master will both sometimes just fuck off and do their own thing for a hundred years and be unfazed by it because they are functionally immortal. and i can’t stick my oc with them because they’ll just. die. so what, do i just put them in a pen until those guys get back? spruce up their enclosure while they’re waiting to get picked up to go on adventures again?

#yes yes the mortality of a companion against the doctor’s long life is part of the point its part of the tragedy but consider: i want them #to also be there so they can get into shenanigans. and not die of old age before im done letting them do shenanigans #look either i kick even out of the tardis every time these guys go do immortal shit or i find a was to Fix this problem and i dont really #know how to do either of these yet. ill figure it out #i *do* know that they’re not with missy while she’s setting up the cybermen plan over hundreds of years. maybe for brief moments when missy #wants an extra hand or eye candy or something else but mostly even’s stuck at the end feeling nauseous as missy goes about rewriting time to #make cyberzombies. not nauseous because of the cyberzombies. to be clear. they’ve just spent enough time fucking around with tardises and #time wars and the like that they’re a little sensitive to shit getting messed around with. tummyaches :( #id think a lot of companions get this eventually. i think the ponds definitely did. to me anyway. they should. #background tardis time vortex radiation idk how science works. but it gives even tummyaches. #i got distracted i was talking about mortality and how to prevent them dying too soon. #mostly even’s there to run the ‘business’ while missy’s away. they’re very good at being given a Job. #and this job is supposed to fix everything forever once they get the doctor onboard. it doesn’t. but even thinks it will. which is what #matters in the end. #dw oc

[no1ryomafan]

Yknow I can’t tell if this is happening more and more bc the general circles seem sick of arma bc it’s always in SRW-as petty as that whole thing is-or if this is just popping up more as years go on but I find it funny how people continually say “don’t watch arma as your first getter show, it’s confusing without any prior knowledge!” When like- you look at every other mecha imagawa has directed and it’s a stable of his to have a drastically altered setting from the original source, that your thrown into and doesn’t get shit explained to you so you have to figure it out as it goes along.

Like- he did this exact thing with giant robo even more confusing as he ripped a ton of characters from the authors other works, g gundam he said “what if I made Gundam a SUPER robot” so if you don’t know wtf the real robot is or know nothing about gundam that’s gonna be tonal whiplash and shin mazingers while a more traditional retelling first fucking ep is the ENDING. (Tetsujin the only one I can’t comment on here bc I know hardly anything about it since no one talks about it, but I’ll report back if it follows the same “Wtfness” bc I expect so) With arma even if he left after ep 3 and the rest of the changes (debateably) we’re added by Kawagoe, the first 3 eps are his standard story telling, especially given this was his third mecha project. Sure, someone may not know this if they never saw his other works or be informed similar director, but arma really isn’t a outline so I don’t get why it shows so much hostility if someone starts with it first.

Am I opposed to someone starting with the manga or any of the other Animes because they give better insight on the character? No, it’s all personal preference and anything else is just as a good starting point if not slightly better then arma. But I don’t like there should be a designated starting point when with getter the *only* thing someone needs to do in a specific order or way is what arcs of the manga to read-which even then, not the end of the world if someone stumble upon it via a later arc bc they can go back to read the rest if they find them-but the only anime they’ll need prior manga context to is arc since it’s outright a adaptation. Toei and all the ovas are their own thing, even if the latter takes elements of the manga.

Arma is no different from this and it’s really sad to see how it’s gatekeep like this as of late when it’s not actually “something you need a lot of experience in the franchise to understand” and more so “a effect of imagawas really specific method of story telling that is convoluted”.

#meg text #getter robo armageddon #I’ve said something like this in the past but kept it vague bc I don’t wanna say anyone’s wrong for thinking this #I’m just going more into detail on armas part bc man after seeing GR it makes me more on edge #I’m of the rule of “I don’t care what part of the series someone gets into franchise so long they get into it” #and I know why not everyone has this belief but I feel for getter given it should not be this excessive #I will say arma IS more enjoyable with more knowledge to parts it references but not like you can’t get that out of a rewatch #Tho I do think between the 3 ovas if you can’t get someone to read the manga new is a good route #but it does have its downsides (and I don’t mean in animation unlike those people 😒) #you will not get properly introduced to musashi or benkei bc they’re merged into the same guy #and new spoils the cosmic horror thing which you’ll find out EVENTUALLY but even in arma it’s so vague #really the issue with getter is it never had a proper manga adaptation until recently and said adaptation is the last arc #and we’re likely not gonna get more shows so it’s really just pick your poison

[countess-of-edessa]

there’s a specific catholic woman instagram influencer who keeps getting shown to me who i just want to take by the shoulders and shake. soulmates aren’t real and it’s stupid for catholics to think that, sorry

#does God have a plan for your life and might He send you a spouse? yes #but for a Catholic to believe that God made one person to be our life partner and he did it for everyone who is called to marriage and we #ARE going to meet that person and marry them is both irresponsible and also dumb as hell #like. did God just come up with this idea in the 19th century when people started considering love as something to prioritize in a marriage #all the women before then just didn’t get soulmates? #do people's soulmates get aborted? is that why so many women don’t have husbands when they want them? #she also is like GIRLS. don’t worry about waiting and worrying that you’re never going to find someone. i didn’t meet my husband who was #also my first kiss and my first date until i was 23!?!?!?! so trust in God #and like im happy for her and that doesn’t really matter to me that much but like #do you think that plays well for women in their thirties lol #i know it doesn’t cause they’re in her comments haha #how is the idea that God made one person out there for you and will allegedly put him in your path whenever He decides is right #more of a comforting idea than “there are multiple people out there I can be compatible with and eventually love #and choose to be in a relationship of commitment and mutual respect and goals and we can get to heaven together.” #especially when you’re an unmarried woman who is like thirty five #our souls do not mate there is no marriage in heaven

[harrylights]

had the weirdest but coolest dream ever that i might have to turn into an au

#it’s sort of like a soulmates/mythological deity/time loop situation? #it wasn’t h&l in the dream but whatever #basically they’re soulmates and harry is some sort of mythological figure in this reality #and he was punished for smth or other to be separated from louis and has to try to find an organic way to be in his life this reality #but louis is stuck in this time loop and it takes him a few days to figure that part out bc the other ppl are like wtf are u talking about #ur crazy lol but he’s determined and fixates on certain things that wind up disappearing the next day #and then one of the days harry appears w the first item he fixated on and even tho louis doesn’t know him and sort of doesn’t like h #initially anyway #they wind up like??? play wrestling and just become so happy to be w each other and then out of view this like. timeless entity appears #and h is like look at how i found him this time!! pls let us stay together #but the entity is like nah and the day ends and starts over again #louis finally clues in to the fact that h is key to figuring out wtf is going on #but there were like statues and mentions of him in books before and now he’s just gone completely #the dream ended there but i feel like i’d make it so louis has to go through a few more days until he gets that they’re somehow soulmates #and need to find each other #and he has to be the one to find h eventually #and idk it was so whimsical and cool #it probs makes no sense bc Dream Logic #but i need this to be a thing now lmao #rowyn rambles

[ronnyraygun]

I can make GK sooooooo much sadder than it has to be.

[Check the Tags]

#Gotham knights #Ronny’s cat tofu #shut in the fuck up ron #the timeline GK has given us that aligns with things that HAVE to happen in every universe is great #Jack Drake’s canonically alive in GK… #Bruce is not… #which mean a list of things are gonna happen without Bruce being there… #like a) Jack horrifically finds out his kid’s robin and more than likely is gonna pull a gun out on Dick which is…admittedly kinda funny— #but b) Identity Crisis…is Gonna end up happening with one of the other knights rather than Bruce… #so…one of these guys are gonna have to witness the absolutely heartbreaking scene of Tim frantically trying to “save” his father while near #hysterics. they’re also gonna be there for his inevitable depressive episode AFTER Jack dies #now the weird thing about GK is that Kon’s in his t-Shirt Phase but they aren’t in the Teen Titans #it’s actually implied they’re still Young Justice… #so idk if he’s actually gonna die (we don’t know if infinite crisis is something that ends up happening because we got a Lazarus pit Jason) #but…there’s still a couple other things that are eventually gonna happen… #one less sad one that still is…angsty? is meeting Duke (I have an entire thingy for this actually. thoughts going cRAZY.) #and Cass which is just sad in general because now she’s gotta go through the rest of her training as a *bat* without her dad :( (I also made #and entire thingy for her as well.) but it’s okay because she has Babs. :) #however the subject of Stephanie… 😀😄😀 #oh these poor kids. 😭 #anyway GK can be 10x as heartbreaking when you realize that there are some things that are just…bound to happen… #haha! #imagine Jason getting stuck with Tim during identity crisis. oof. #or worse dick (this man is gonna have a break down FOR his baby brother). #Babs getting stuck with him for it might actually tear me apart. :((((

[littleholmes]

“Why do you buy series on dvd/blu-ray/or all the formats digital combo packs? Just stream it”

Because of this situation we’re seeing right here.

I grew up watching bits of episodes of anime with subtitles on early YouTube, borrowing dvd sets from friends, struggling to locate dvds at stores, resorting to secondhand stores when I could find them because half-season sets cost $70, and there was also the issue that there were no streaming services and when they started to appear it was a super long time before the series I loved were streamed and when they were it was on like three different services—I have absolutely no trust in streaming platforms to consistently have the series I love so I find ways to own copies of them so I have them when I want them and can watch them without forking over monthly or yearly subscription fees, and I’m bitter that people who do rely on streaming services for their faves are now faced with losing things they love

#it’s mostly anime I do this for bc of how hard it is to find & own series & how quick dvds go out of print #but cartoons and other series and some movies i love I have too bc I don’t want to lose them forever #sure they will age and eventually be hard to see on the formats I bought them on or loss to bit rot but at least for a while there’s a way #and I’m an archivist so at least I know how to preserve and at least transfer it to an updated format if it comes down to it #people thought i was ridiculous for wanting to own series #like this is literally what I’ve always been worried about and why I collect series #growing up with all my faves hard to find makes me paranoid so I get the anime I love bc I’m scared it won’t be there or it’ll sell out #and more will never be made there’s at least three series I love that I can’t find dvd or blu ray for anymore bc they’re out of print

[celestialcrcwn]

SO! Lofn was given three more dragon eggs and hatched them without her daughters knowing . Valerie found them today and being that keeping dragons is illegal, her and Carina are currently internally freaking the f**k out while there’s Natasha who’s just “ this goddamn woman” then there’s lofn who’s excited her dragon babies survived their travels and hatched okay.

So many emotions right now in the Njordrdottir residence.

#{ behind the scenes || character things } #ooc mobile. #val and carina really think they’re going to jail eventually #like if anyone finds out #their level of concern rn is concerning

[xmooncanary]

something something canary in a coal mine but remembering that the coal miners cared about their canaries

On a quest to doodle Canary perchin’ on all of my friends!!!! Drawing Canary with @sparktheboar was only natural since I just affectionately call him the coal miner to my canary :D

#remmy draws #beloved coal miner bestie!!!! #they’re gonna go through their dark arc don’t worry I’m sure spark will find some untouched ancient secrets thst will corrupt him #and canary will become a little creature one way or another HAHAHA #@ my friends watch out I’m gonna draw canary sitting on u eventually

[carcasstohounds]

mmm tie big fly

#louise.txt #my dad got me into fly tying #thing is. because i’m a dirty vis kid. i’ve turned it into a sculptural thing instead of practical #so i’ve started making the biggest flies i can on the biggest hooks i can find #eventually i’m going to start making my own hooks to make ‘em even bigger but right now i jsut have the ones that are for like. pike. #but i’m tying them like they’re tiny size 8 hooks #so like MASSIVE wet flies. you don’t understand how goofy these are in comparison ñ. #i’m using embroidery floss instead of normal fly thread #and the biggest feathers my dad has #my dad made some dubbing out of pom poms and i’m using that for the dubbing because i need so much of it

[dirt-grub]

Also any terf who thinks trans men suddenly aren’t oppressed once they come out in terms of their body parts can suck my whole ass literally what planet are you on

#charlie talks #ah yes. my he/him uterus is simply barren the moment I am transed #getting peeved bc I told some extended family about my boyfriend and it’s like nightmarish #why the hell is it normal for a whole ass human being I have an interpersonal relationship with #to be reduced to deadass just penis #you guys are freaks #can’t wait for grandma in law to flip her shit when she realizes it’s a gay relationship too #I’m really dreading telling my parents bc I have to eventually like if they find out before I tell them I’m dead #but like they’re going to ramp up the transphobia to 11 #and I don’t really feel like being told every day that my boyfriend is straight and is dating me because I’m the owner of a vagina #it would be funny tho if I was like lol no parents we both hate sex due to deep seated mental illness #because that would then also be offensive bc how can you not WANT to fuck??? #nightmare. cishet normativity is poison #slight rant sorry I’m just like. grrr #everybody loves the fag (me) until he acts faggy