#this might get me cancelled lmao

[daemonhxckergrrl]

hot take: trying things you've had adverse reactions to in the past (including full-on sensory-related meltdowns) to see if you may enjoy it now is good, actually. how you processed Bad Texture 10 years ago may be different to how you do now. or it may not. but the only way to know is to try.

#daemon.md #this might get me cancelled lmao #i'm autistic i understand what i'm on about here #hated mushrooms as a kid #like i had a real intense reaction to trying them #slimy and rubbery and they look weird and the gills were freaky #and after that i found out one time that one dinner had them snuck in chopped up real small so i wouldn't notice #and i didn't notice #but when i found out i was screaming #crying #retching #on the floor #and wouldn't let up #idk how long for #but a While #then i never had them for like 15 years #refused to #no matter how many times i was offered them #in so many ways #but i tried one fried a few years ago #and tried a tiny bit of a raw one #and didn't hate them #and now i've come to love them and put them in so many things #but i hate them grilled or baked #only fried or like in a sauce #mushrooms cooked in an oven are still Bad Texture #blegh

[hella1975]

this isn't meant to like. make you give your opinion on Discourse™️ or anything I just wanted to ask, but I keep seeing people upset about taylor dating mr. 1975 and I can't figure out if it's bc he's a terrible person or just a greasy alcoholic 😭😭😭 do you know what's up with that guy??? like on one hand I like not knowing things about celebs and I should keep it that way. but also

i, unfortunately, do know what's up with that guy and it's that he's said something problematic about every faction of society at least once. for me i have some weird, reluctant fondness for him because he is just a train wreck and he's such a twat all the time that at least it's nondiscriminating, and i also like that when he sings about mental illness it's bc he's actually BEEN THERE and been publicly a mess bc of it and been addicted to drugs and acted like a dick, and he ACKNOWLEDGES THAT, but also at no point am i gonna jump on the 'he's an amazing person' parade bc generally he is just a sleazy idiot. it is weird watching people suddenly dragging up every single thing he's ever said to be like 'look! this is why he's bad for our tay tay!' when the running joke with matty healy is that he's just a prick. like u dont need to expose his moral fibre. u can just say he's a prick. and also as funny as the jokes are she's still a grown woman who's been around the block a few times when it comes to dating. i think she will be okay maybe

#idk that's just what i think though. like he's been cancelled more times than he has songs and yet a lot of us are still here #and he acknowledges it like there's a running gag at his live shows where he goes to say a very explosive sentence and then he gets cut off #by the band with a random song it's so funny. like he'll go 'i just think that immigrants- *LOUD GUITAR*' & i think that's a part of it too #is that a lot of people don't get that sometimes he's being ironic? he takes it too far and these days he's annoying #but idk ive seen certain instances where im like. that went over so many people's heads #idk i just dont think he's Evil and Malicious i think he's just a prick. like people can just be pricks even if they're super famous. wild #he's so fucking pretentious but he got famous for being REAL and his music has helped a lot of people because of how real it was #like i made a post a while ago about his song 'give yourself a try' and how the concept of it is literally #'life is a little bit shit to be quite honest with you and you WILL get fucked over by it and fuck yourself over but you're here anyway #so you might as well give it a go' like???? so many mental health ballads are like 'the world is So Beautiful and So Are You' #but matty healy ALWAYS has gone actually it isnt and you arent. whatever though #and i just really like that #ask #also big disclaimer that i dont have an encyclopedic knowledge of all the dumb shit matty healy has said ive just been listening #to the band for a while and have picked shit up along the way. if it turns out he's done some actually reprehensible shit that ive missed #then that's literally bc i do not actively run in 1975 circles and do not intend to ever start <3 so dont yell at me LMAO

[olympiansally]

Every day closer to caving to the peer pressure and making a twitter. This is your sign to give me the final push off the cliff or save me lmao

#no but #dominic has brought up some good arguments lately and like #I might I might #just hope they don’t burn me at the stake there <3 lmao #I just feel like the last tumblr girly to not have a twitter the last silly warrior holding down the freaky fort #(code for I’m scared of the climate there) #but dominic’s been convincing me it’s freakier there now and that ppl interact more #and like ngl kinda sad about how much the interaction here lately has been kinda :( #so yeah anyway anyway #might make a twitter soon #bitch isn’t even called twitter anymore and I still don’t have one rip #but yeah #lmk if you think I’d get mrudered or hated or cancelled or some shit #idk what name bullying gets these days :’) #dominic thinks I’d like it though so #we’ll see! #more news to come I guess lmao

[akkivee]

‘what might happen were it to affect ichiro’s ability’ is inchresting because if kuukou successfully used his ability on ichiro it should just be sealed right??? so this is a question wwwwwwwhy—

#vee queued to fill the void #what’s the deal lol this shouldn’t even be a question unless sumn was up lol #ngl this is making me nervous that we really are going to get a bat bb 3rd drb match up and i cannot stress how much i don’t want that lmao #at least not as a finals match up but as a championship round— #lol but the brain has been circling over rei telling ichiro his words have the power to move mountains or whatever phrase #combined with the imagery attached to ichiro maybe needing more than one person to assist with his ability #i feel like there’s a ichiro🟰true hypnosis mic metaphor going on #and it kinda encapsulates all of the yamadas too if i’m thinking about it #rei’s being sheer hypnosis jiro’s boosting voices/words essentially and saburo’s with cancellation #so like………….. what’s that got to do with kuukou lol #ofc it could just be nothing but a nod to nb in general lol #but there’d be quite the statement in the making if you had ichiro’s power in words and kuukou’s seal intentionally at odds with each other #(esp if kuukou’s ability might be symbolic of entrapped bonds lol)

[lumiilys]

#just saw there’s gonna be another top ships poll and idk if I can handle it this time round #like i actually had a lot of fun last time lmao it was like watching a sports match #or what I imagine watching a sports match might feel like if I gave af abt sport #anyway yeah I had fun last time and the whole voter fraud situation gave me a good giggle #even managed to get some ridiculous anons just for saying ‘guys be nice’ #but this time round I’m just scared #cause the ofmd fandom is really down in the dumps rn #and there’s been crazy amounts of hate directed at us since the last poll #yeah I’m just scared it’ll start more harassment #anyway I’ll stop rambling now #last time we had s2 to look forward to and we were all excited #now we’re just sad abt cancellation and have become the trendy fandom to hate #eugh #anyway I made this meme last month and it made me giggle cause ‘fraud harder’ is truly the funniest thing I’ve ever heard god bless #ollie rambles

[sanstropfremir]

So you have mentioned long ago that btses and strays are similar and I was curious how? I see it in their um interesting fandoms. But I can also see similarities with blokb kinda.

well.

rapper leader that supposedly had a hand in choosing members

three rapper unit

marketed as a 'self produced' group

self love + positive reinforcement branding

weekly recurring lives/shows on vlive

huge emphasis on intl audiences to the point where there's not a lot of domestic regard

extremely poorly behaved fanbase of mostly intl fans

vocalists that can't pass muster

overrated dancer

underrated dancer that gets shafted constantly

steep increase in production budget that does nothing visually other than show off how much money the company has

#which group am i talking about? :) #kpop questions #875 #skz w #i was wondering if anyone was gonna pick up on that bc this is gonna be a veryyyyyyyyyy unpopular opinion lmao #but jype and skz are quite literally using the exact same playbook and blueprint...................sorry #a lot of kpoppies and armies specifically have beef with atz and think theyre trying to be the next bts for some fucking reason #that ive never understood bc atz has NEVER been billed as a self produced group. nor are they a hiphop led group either #but they say that anyways while ignoring the fact that aside from some genre bits skz is following the EXACT same steps. #the only way they would have one upped bts is if they had actually kept all nine members bc then they would have an actually good vocalist #this isnt about music btw this is specifically about the formation and function of the groups and their branding #the music is obvs very different that's not where this angle is. music doesnt matter to kpoppies anyways #text #answers #idk. it could be a very specific coincidence like the got7/superm thing #but jype is always a little behind on trends and they're always copying so i'm leaning towards intentional #anyways. i'm ready for the unfollows and my cancellation era slkdfjsldkfj #this is maybe one of the few opinions that i do think ppl might get mad at me for real for

[todayisafridaynight]

my villain origin story is my mall closing barnes and noble for the summer for renovations NOW where am i supposed to write my 9k word old man yuri slowburns

#snap chats #im lying im not doing that my attention span wouldnt allow it. but i did have plans to write At The Barnes And Noble Today #LITERALLY SO DISMAYED THOUGH BECAUSE I LOVED THIS PLACE FOR YEARS #its not shut down permanently but it might as well be. to me. if i die of a heart attack before it reopens #i took my blood pressure this morning and it was higher than it usually is during the mornings so !!! UH OH !!! #anyway... i had another post but Due To The B&N Being Closed that post is cancelled #no i was just going to be like I Hate Myself For Not Bringing My Tablet I Want To Draw #BUT I'M FORCING MYSELF TO WRITE TODAY. my comics can only be good if my writing is good.... #so. time to work on that LMAO #'snap if you're not at B&N then where are you writing this from' i am sitting on a couch in that lobby area you know the one !!! #very bold for me to write slash fiction in public but my screen Is 5% Brightness and this mall is inhabited by couples and the elderly #so i'll be fine no one's gonna care #ok i should try to get writing i dont see an outlet near me sooo i have limited time with this space bye LMAO

[lecliss]

I really will never be over the loss of Tales of Crestoria. That game closing absolutely gave me gacha abandonment issues lol. The story was such a fucking masterpiece and really really spoke to me on a personal level. That game should never have been on mobile. That should've been a complete console release. It genuinely helped me with some shit too, but noticing the trend with Cresty and Good Night World, it seems like those kinds of stories don't really resonate with the general public. So I'll just go fuck myself then I guess.

#i hate the trend of stories about logic being 'evil' are praised while stories about embracing guilt and self blame get shit on #like okay thanks world. and BAMCO. i get the hint. i suck and should feel bad about it. well. at least im not gonna fall for it. #but man is it frustrating #both cresty and gnw hit so close to home but cresty gets shut down (and complained about) and gnw just gets plain torn apart #like. am i not allowed to have anything geared so personally towards me???? #well. i still have gx. and its not like gnw has been taken down or anything lol #it was just such a disappoint wanting to look up what people were saying about it and it was mostly lukewarm at best #not a single person saying it was their new fave or anything like that. #this went from cresty to gnw lmao whoops #theyre in the same category to me tho. #at least the cresty crew still lives on in rays and hopefully the manga doesnt get cancelled like i heard it might #personal

[theflyingfeeling]

aaaarrghghgh 😭

#overthinking hurts my head how am i supposed to sleep tonight #why am i so stupid so stupid so stupid #when BC said PANIC PANIC PANIC i felt that lol #yes this is about the job situation again (see my post from yesterday) #i'm fairly hopeful that'll resolve itself when i call them and ask for another opportunity tomorrow morning #(my mom helped me come up with a convincing enough story about why i cancelled the interview lol) #but i'm so scared of my employement agency contact person hearing about this #in the best case scenario i could handle it by telling her i had to cancel due to personal reasons... #...but was lucky enough to get a new interview #and i feel i should contact her first before she notices they have opened that position for applications again #(she knows i applied for it so IF she notices this she might wonder WHY they have re-opened it #because if there's been qualified applicants (=me) they wouldn't have to do that) #in any case i'm so so scared she'll call the place and ask them if i really did apply and if i really do have an upcoming interview #if i do get another opportunity it's not gonna be a problem i hope (unless they tell her why i said i cancelled it #because in that case i'd probably have to actually tell the employment agency person the REAL reason why i cancelled) #in addition i'm scared of what it might look like to the people i'm hoping will hire me if someone from the employment agency calls them #to make sure their customer hasn't lied about applying and agreeing on an interview?! #that's gonna make me look sooooooo good lmao #to conclude. i'm screwed and a fucking idiot byeeee #(this is complicated i know sorry lol)

[casiavium]

It's family weekend and the steamer broke, we're out of chai, green, black, and passion fruit tea, we don't have whipped cream, I'm going. To quit

#this is a joke considering i already did lmao #I'm here for another two weeks just another two weeks #i HAD another coffee shop lined up but the second interview was cancelled because 'the nature of hiring changed' and they might?? #get back to me early November?? i think the manager quit lol #but I do have another job it just doesn't pay well #so. back to looking for another other job. sigh.

[nokhwa]

Watching insider feels like someone decided to test out how it would work if you mixed the merciless evil devil from hell into one show but I'm afraid that just like in math if you get too much of the same thing it cancels each other out…

#2nd edit -> it was not the gay it was the plot quality it rly did cancel out lmao but in pain <- 2nd edit #Edit -> about the gay being canceled out: I was wrong please forgive me I was so fucking wrong omg omg omg <- Edit #I'm talking about the gay. I feel like the gay is what might get canceled out here #it's VERY merciless but you can see the influence of tdj and got if that scene didn't scream sfh #merciless evil devil from hell #Jtbc insider #Kdrama #lily watches recordings of acting #text post

[caffeinated-bibliophile]

I'm still crying 😠

#this is the kind of blow that would have made me actively suicidal a few years ago and yes i realize how stupid that is #as things are now... I'm not coping *well* but I'm managing to hold onto anger so the depression doesn't totally take over #but i can not stop crying #every time i think I'm finally done it starts up again #this has also pushed my anxiety to the point where i feel like I'm going to pass out throw up or both and i can't stop shaking #audiobooks with my noise canceling headphones were my best/only semi-effective tool for dealing with anxiety #and yes i know. reading is a privilege and i should just be grateful that books are available in my country & that we have libraries at all #this year has been one thing after another and even small things like this pile up and eventually become overwhelming #and this happening as my seasonal depression is really ramping up was just the fucking cherry on top i guess #i almost just. deleted this blog lmao. what's the point of having a book blog when i can't really read right? #but i keep telling myself nothing lasts forever and i will regret it if i throw away an 8 year old side blog #but even looking at books is making me feel even more nauseous and shaky right now #so i might be on hiatus after my queue runs out idk #depends on how long this churning pit of despair lasts i guess #and also. this happened at a holiday weekend all i can't even make a 1-2 hour drive to a library to renew or get a new card #because libraries around here close between 4 & 6PM most days and i can't get to one after my partner gets home from work before they close #everything about this situation is like. worst timing.

[oatbugs]

btw the simultaneous liberty and entrapment of indecisiveness is eating me alive !

#its almost 3 am i have to be up at 6 i need to go to an embassy tmrw #i bought an alt j concert ticket i have no one to go w bc my friend flaked out but fuck it im going alone anyway . tmrw 8 pm #i have to get up and eat . back in my parents place bc they have the documents i need for embassy stuff i feel horrible in this town lmao i #would like to Leave . going home tomorrow hopefully . also watched everything everywhere all at once w my mother . she said it was a nice #movie and i was just in tears looking at her like . how do u possibly not get it !! anyway @ everyone who helped me #w skincare tips . thank u so much . i ordered a bunch of skincare stuff and it only arrived yesterday (the day before technically) and ive #started using the products and it feels so much better . also i might get involved w this project that a phd #changes its interractions w u based on that . HOWEVER u can easily see how this can be used in a Bad Way TM for like marketing and selling #biometric data etc . but also it would be so cool...anyway idk ! #have to save up for the venice module thing . i highly am thinking abt canceling it but i need to maximise my time #spent away from my parents' place at summer or else i will end it all #i wont but like i might . thinking abt taking a manifolds module next yr. and also one on fractals . and rings . #and by take i mean sneak into the lectures and ask students for seminar notes :) crying in not a maths student

[bataranqs]

5 Happy Things

11/11/2022

1. My supervisor at work is just very cool and kind and pretty

2. The brand of cis boys who say they’re super into anime and then when you ask what their favourite anime is they’re like “have you heard of an anime called Naruto?” like yes baby I have and I love that you’re so hyped about this

3. Made a drink for my little sister and she was happy about it

4. Dad drove me to work today because it was raining and I’m a beginner driver and if that’s not love idk what is

5. Downloaded 2 apps and loving them both

#5 happy things #WHY is my supervisor at work so cool i don't understand but i love her #technically i re-downloaded duolingo but it's after literally 4 years of not touching it so it counts HSJOGISDKJ #the other one is bearable the tracking app #i did like an hour or so on duolingo bc my kid cancelled on me but i had a lesson right after so i couldn't like. leave the office #the chinese was too easy which is??? a WACK thing to say. how did my chinese get beyond 'non-existent' i'm so impressed with myself LMAO #bearable is just weirdlyyy fun like. why is it fun to say 'i'm fatigued'. idk but there's a sense of calm where like #you take stock of yourself and think 'hm i think i'm actually okay' and you are! somehow! bc emotions are all in your head??? #'calm' wasn't an emotion it was all like 'anxious' 'happy' 'overwhelmed' etc and i was like. i'm usually just. here chilling. #i might put in 'curious' as an emotion as well bc i've been feeling vv curious about so many things lately but i can't ask ANYONE about it #it's so frustrating to have questions that cannot be asked augh!!! i want to ask!!! #even with great friends who i CAN ask questions to i can't ask them THESE questions bc they'll just go like #'huh that's a good question. idk sorry' and i'll be like. is okay but CURIOSITY. NEVERTHELESS. #i want to knowwww thingssss

[tardis--dreams]

Yes it might be almost 40 degrees and yes traveling by train is the worst™️ but seeing my dogs will be worth it

#i keep telling myself that so that i dont start crying lol #i don't wanna go by train ㅠㅠ #they already threatened that there might be cancelations for some trains #(not telling you which ones tho. it's a surprise ♡) #but i really don't wanna stay here for another night #gotta make use of that 9 euro ticket lmao #(side note: I'm officially too old to get a discount on my bahncard so instead of 70 euros it would cost me 234 euros #ahahahah #so i canceled it #even though i travel frequently i don't think it's worth it #these fuckers #i hate the bahn #idk if that's noticeable from the very rare and mild complaint posts i make on this website #fuck db #db hate posting #(i hate a lot of things. every thing i hate gets a hate posting tag ♡ #but i love my dogs so i will go through hell for them ♡)

[alsaurus-loves-dean]

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#i just had my first 1:1 with my manager #…I have worked here for seven weeks lmaooo #i remember him being flustered talking to me in our initial phone interview and the final video interview after my panel #and just now he was flustered again lol and I’ve seen the difference now that I’ve seen him in meetings with other people #and it’s not even like ‘I’m attracted to this person’ fluster #it’s like ‘this person is way cooler than me’ fluster 😂 #you know when you meet a person and you’re like ‘oh hell yeah! this person! wow! now that’s what I call Awesome’ #like that’s the energy I get from him #also he’s the most laid back boss I’ve ever had as a professional #and in my career I have only had laid back bosses. I’ve been very very fortunate. so that’s saying something #he’s just straight up like yeah this meeting is for you feel free to cancel it even 5 minutes before #’you might not know me in ten years but you’ll know your kid. so anything you need to do for your family that comes first’ #i haven’t heard anything about performance or company values or ANY corporate bullshit #(eta: I’ve only had laid back bosses in my software career. NOT my retail or food service careers lmao. just to be clear)