#tw bbh

[thepenguisalive7]

;_; clip

#When the person who ate your leg calls you darling in the dms #Mlem #qsmp #qsmp fanart #badboyhalo #bbh #badboyhalo fanart #pac tw #pac qsmp #pac tazercraft

[aetherean-alchemist]

QSMP 3AM CHALLENGE GONE WRONG

OMG SUPER HAUNTED

NOT CLICKBAIT (BLOOD SACRIFICE) (CUCURUCHO SPOTTED???)

#qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp yangdding #qsmp fanart #qsmp art #yd bbh q and roier's accidental horror movie last night would make a great #paranormal ghost hunting video ngl #ghost hunting au perhaps with bbyquoier?? #anyways i was today years old when i learned how to make a yt thumbnail for a meme 0_0 #qsmp quackity #qsmp cucurucho #tw unreality

[bex-inxo]

#qsmp #qsmp bbh #qsmp badboyhalo #q!bbh #q!badboyhalo #tw bright colors

[alchemicaladarna]

I'm sure everyone's already said this today, but god, I just need to acknowledge cc!BBH's acting man. The way he portrayed memory loss the past few months like slowly forgetting certain locations or mixing them up, forgetting people or even remembering their names but not recognizing who they are- especially during his last stream. It was so realistic because he didn't just forget people or places (like he could've just easily done that as well and most ppl wouldn't tell the difference) his character forgot what he was doing, looped back to certain events, forgot words and phrases and there were also moments where he just didn't say anything at all.

The moments where he forgot who Pomme was/didn't recognize her hurt the most for me because she's just a kid- that's his child, yet in this moment she must take care of her father even if he didn't have a lot of time left, because if she didn't then who will? She spent this last day trying to help and comfort him as much as possible even though he was losing himself the more that time passes.

There were moments throughout the stream and through watching the vod that I had to turn off my phone for a bit because it just became too real man.

Anyways, massive props to cc!BBH for not only concluding one of the most long-term slow burn arcs on the server, but also for doing justice to arguably one of the most emotional portrayals of memory loss and death through his phenomenal acting. I hope he was able to rest well after the stream and knows just how good of a job he did with this story.

#qsmp #badboyhalo #qsmp badboyhalo #of course shoutout to the admins as well- i think w/o their help bbh couldnt have gotten as far as he did with this lore #tw death #<- idk just in case #qsmp pomme

[aesthetic-gem]

i know q!bbh said he was going to be a menace in purgatory but i didn’t expect him to break red team so hard on day one that they’ve given up and decided to commit group suicide 😭

#wtf is even going on anymore #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #q!badboyhalo #q!bbh #badboyhalo #team soulfire #team bolas #tw suicide mention

[terezicaptor]

mutuals are asleep post shady back alley tubhalo abortion art

#qsmp #qsmp fanart #tubhalo #tubbo fanart #bbh fanart #qsmp dapper #qsmp shipping #ask to tag #my art #abortion tw #??

[beelzebubsis]

i think one aspect of bbh's character in purgatory that often goes unnoticed is the huge difference in his well-being before and during purgatory. prior to purgatory, he was not doing good. He went through a huge depressive arc resulting in him losing all his colour, which he only managed to overcome when he began actively searching for the eggs, resulting in him kidnapping the fed worker. and while it was a bad thing he did, it was the only seemly progress he had actually made towards finding the eggs. but when that started to go no where he started torturing himself with the soul vultures because he felt guilty for his actions and when he was constantly being reminded of the absence of his eggs. he felt like if the bad action he took manged to help him he would need to do worse things so the soul vultures were his self made punishment for the things he was doing and about to do and if we look more deeply into his character it was his punishment for failing to protect the eggs. the more the soul vultures attacked him the more wounds and cuts he had all over his body and the more blue was spreading all over him. (a lot of fans theorise that he's got a soul infection and that the blue is actually his blood but he's infected so its showing as blue but that's not really been confirmed). he went through the psychotic break which i believe was the beginning of his character losing a huge chunk of his sense of reasoning and his ability to separate reality from his own delusions and then further isolating him from others because he began not trusting others and believing the worst.

before purgatory started bbh was fully prepared to do worse things for the sake of the eggs (see his forest burring convo with foolish) but then purgatory happen.

and suddenly everyone was doing horrible things for the sake of the eggs. i think the biggest reason why bbh's character felt comfort regarding purgatory is that he didn't feel alone in his horrible actions and he felt more justified. dapper had explicitly told him to do whatever he could, the other parents and his team were talking about winning and strategizing. he didn't have access to his soul vultures and he and most of his team viewed his actions as necessities to saving the eggs. moreover soulfire ended up being a huge support network for bbh, because he finally felt like he was sharing the burden of his horrible actions with others. they were all paranoid and hiding away like bbh had been. it makes sense that from his perspective it would be comforting to feel like people understood him.

but now post purgatory he's got his eggs back. he doesn't regret his actions because at the end of the day he saw them as necessary to get the eggs back and there wouldn't be any point in regretting those actions now especially when he had resolved himself to do horrible things before purgatory had even started. plus he self imposed the punishments for those actions to begin with and there are huge consequences for him now because of that. he's started to get his colour back because the eggs have returned. but he's still covered in the wounds from the soul vultures and the potential infection, the injury on his head is seemingly getting bigger and he now has the radiation poisoning on his back from the nuke. his first few streams back we saw him struggling against his character reincarnation, or to clarify his death, and we later learn through his conversations with pomme and dapper that he doesn't want to reincarnate because he'll lose the ability to recall specific memories and he's scared of forgetting the eggs, which explains why on the first streams back when we weren't sure what had happened to dapper and the other eggs, he had no memories because he didn't see any reason to keep them without the eggs so he wasn't fighting his death. implying that the eggs are his reasons for fighting against the reincarnation and why when he's around them he's able to recall and remember again but he's started to cough and suffer instead. so now he's faced with the moral dilemma of keeping his memories of everyone and the eggs but continue to suffer in a dying rotting body OR to reincarnate and forget everyone.

plus we now have the mysterious ghost and "old friend" invading his home and leaving him ominous message so he doesn't feel safe. so what does he do? he goes back to when he did feel safe or at least comfort and support. which was the soulfire base, because at least there he felt like he was sharing the suffering. i believe that the "old friend" is someone involved with his reincarnation which is why hes avoiding it but thats an entirely different post.

holy shit how did this get so long D: but yeah this is why i think bbh has such different feelings towards purgatory compared to others and why he keeps taking people to the recreation of the soulfire base. like always i'd love to hear any more interpretations.

heres another tik tok

#qsmp #qsmp bbh #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp eggs #qsmp dapper #qsmp angst #tw torture #tw death #this wasnt suppose to be so long but i saw a post about bbh consequences and my brain sent off shock waves #just have alot of feelings about bbh arc of suffering and the justifications of his actions #cause i like characters that are self sacrificing for selfish reasons #its a good juxaposition :)

[routeriver]

pretend this is 2021

alt version belows

#jrrart #dream smp #dsmp #hannahxxrose fanart #punz fanart #badboyhalo fanart #ponk fanart #antfrost fanart #eggpire #c!hannah #c!punz #c!bbh #c!ponk #c!ant #last one before i go study for exams wooooo #tw eyestrain

[yb-cringe]

where between the child murder and the sex club with the hookers seducing quackity into admitting he was going to commit child murder three months ago did people start assuming qsmp's audience was meant for kids. just wondering

#qsmp #qsmp liveblogging #was the hookers and drugs not like. a little bit of a guess for you or #most of them have catered to an adult/ mature audience for like. a WHILE. the only ones who didnt were dantdm and bbh and well #dan is gone and bbh is.............. well hes not worried. #discourse #tw discourse

[lxrd-ren]

No like but imagine when everyone else gets back on the QSMP and they're immediately met with a black screen with the words: 'ANNOUNCEMENT: WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK, EVERYONE WILL BE PUT TO THE TEST AND PUSHED BEYOND THEIR LIMIT. BE PREPARED. BE ON GUARD. BE READY. OH, AND...WARNING: ONE OF YOUR FELLOW ISLANDERS HAS ALREADY BEEN PUSHED BEYOND THEIR LIMIT. GOOD LUCK AND ENJOY THE ISLAND' then they turn around and they see q!Bad just fucking insane; just straight up cackling because he knows they are all cucurocho and screaming at them to stay away and that he promises to be good just please leave him alone

Imagine how fucking haunting that would be.

#qsmp #qsmp bbh #q!bbh #tw: derealization

[conspicuous-cookie-cutter]

the extended psychological torment miiight be getting to him. just a little

#qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp bbh #tw eyestrain #hallucinating biped polar bears is perfectly understandable

[thepenguisalive7]

Oh how the mighty have fallen

#tw derealization #badboyhalo #qsmp #qsmp fanart #bbh #badboyhalo fanart #cucurucho fanart #cucurucho

[rav-sl]

Also even if today was more of a fun and carefree day than yesterday, it felt so much more painful.

Yesterday the kids were trying to figure out what happened, they were worried and had to comfort each other a lot.

Today, not counting the ancient city adventure, the kids had so much fun. The whole late night trio were hanging out together and they felt more comfortable with the ghosties than the day before. They even got a little bit of hope that Bad is alive somewhere at the end.

But with all of this, the empty space was so difficult to ignore. The silence while they were burning things and risking their life. Them waving at the moon and the stars. A single muffin on the table during the dinner. Even when the three eggs were having fun, it felt so wrong for me. There should be a 4th person. qBad should be there with them :')

#badboyhalo #qsmp #q bbh #qsmp pomme #qsmp dapper #qsmp richarlyson #late night trio #tw death #I want Bad to be dead more but at the same time i miss him so much o(-( fudge

[din0lover]

Most productive I've been today is just this video of bbh with the yippe noise idk either just enioy

(Flash color strobe)

#bbh #badboyhalo #badboyhalo fanart #bbh fanart #qsmp bbh #tw strobing lights #tw flashing

[cellberry]

"Oh so now the qsmp characters understand grief when it's THEIR eggs. Serves them right!!! 😠"

Single father q!BBH just a few days ago carrying several of the other players' eggs on his back, his own two eggs on his hips, the guilt of the 4 dead eggs he feels personally responsible for in the pit of his stomach, and the traumatic memories of the unofficial egg deaths he witnessed in the back of his mind:

#qsmptwt you don't deserve your ccs or their cubitos #q!bbh #qsmp eggs #qsmp #qsmp discourse #qsmp fandom critical #the empty nests #my posts #q!badboyhalo #tw implied child loss

[wackytheorist]

In a poetic mood today but the angst and bittersweet potential of bad's corpse?

Imagine a beautiful house that you live in! Now imagine a bit further away, only barely in eye site, you never really thought about it much but now.... Imagine sitting with the flowers is the rotting corpse of your father who has been missing for 4(?) days.

You've been worried about him and he was always in your vision, hidden.

I believe BBH's corpse area doesn't smell like rot, it smells quite sweet actually, lavender disguises the odder of a corpse quite easily. There is lavender everywhere, they tends to the corpse like an open casket.

The disfigured bits due to radiation were the perfect home to fungi, mushrooms sprouted from his body. Vultures never preyed on him, they knew better than to drink "demon blood" but due to that his body was decomposing slowly.

His hands are in a fist, one stretched out and the other relaxed. His last moments were in panic after all! His eyes were ones that understood and accepted his fate, after all he knew what was to come for 6 months. They had a bit of light in them, glowing in the night when fireflies come to rest on him.

He is one with the lavenders, peacefully laying as his children continue to grief.

#qsmp #tw corpse #tw graphic #cw gore #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp writing #badboyhalo qsmo #q!bbh #q!badboyhalo #qsmp bbh #writing #qsmp headcannon #(not a fanfiction) #just a poetic descripition on how I think bads corpse looks like