#unless it's to help my partner

[alizarddidit]

im def starting to feel the xiv burnout lmao

#not the best time either given i have to write a fanfic for it (it's an AU tho so) #and I still have like two other wols to develop on top of my main #but man I just feel v empty logging on rn lol #unless it's to help my partner #smidge smudging

[clownsuu]

My brother in christ do u use any resources for ur anatomy/poses. It is chefs kiss mwah belissimo i would like to learn ok thank u

Pov me learning

Lol no whoops-

#I rarely look at references unless I am using a ref of a older art piece I made (or just a character) HDHDHD #But for anatomy and stuff? #Nothing- I'm too much of a lil shid to actually use refs or even a 3d model HDBDHD #Which btw DONT DO WHAT I DO REFS ARE GODSEND AND AMAZING AND HELP YOU IMPROVE AND STUDY ANATOMY AND ANGLES #There are countless of refs you can use to help with your anatomy (I think my partner said Pinterest was a decent one) #And there is a “magic poser” for models (which I used to use a year or two ago just to try it out but I just never got into it) #But yeah don't be a lil try hard like me my anatomy is a lil wonky #I go by gut feeling LMAO

[khattikeri]

always pisses me off when people call a very obviously queer work "queerbait" just bc the main duo doesn't kiss or fuck on screen. or bc there's more heavy focus on a plot than on romantic scenes. like maybe you should eat more walnuts i hear they improve brain function and intelligence

#keri chats #brought to you by me remembering all the people who call jeweler richard BL bait #the 2nd case involves a lesbian struggling with internalized comphet + protag ON SCREEN thinks about how much easier he has it as a man. bc #he never once questioned or agonize over his own attraction to women. then the girl he likes comes out as aro/ace and he supports her #protag starts crying at the idea of his current male partner getting married and having kids with their ex #and realizes he wouldn't be reacting that way unless he seriously loved them #very queer very queerplatonic. always together influencing and helping each other. and you call it BAIT??? get out of my fucking house #ok to rb

[hackfurs]

i hope my future partner finds borderline personality disorder sexy

#i'm a very loyal partner....... #but watch out! sticks to you like a lizard #i used to think i was just Like That and there was no helping it #but now i'm like oh no wonder this fucking sucked so much its from disorders syndrome #big shout out to... MYSELF. for growing as a person and working on these issues #but i'm still a very much like. not very sociable person. unless you're designated My Person. and then my social battery is infinite #which some people might find clingy or intense

[pinkomcranger]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Alan Wake (Video Games), Alan Wake 2 Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Saga Anderson & Alex Casey Characters: Saga Anderson, Alex Casey (Alan Wake), Alan Wake (mentioned) Additional Tags: Missing Scene, Canon Compliant, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, It's Casey. what did you expect?, Best Friends, Nobody understands Casey like Saga does, Casey is still grumpy about it, Special Agent Alex Casey wants to punch Alan at least one good time, stop denying him Saga, Saga is going to take care of everyone, even when they don't ask, where ELSE did Alan get that flannel from? it sure wasn't Casey's, Casey loves coffee, no beta we die like Taken, Banter, Teasing Summary:

The second Alan Wake leaves the room to get a well-earned shower, his legs still noticeably shaky, Saga turns her gaze to her partner. Casey has his arms crossed over his chest, leaning back in his chair, a frown marring his face. She practically feels his irritation rolling off of him in waves. She can't say she blames him, all things considered. “Are you alright, Casey?”

#alan wake 2 #saga anderson #alex casey #best partners ever #besties being besties #saga can't help but mother alan a little #how else did you think he got those clothes? #Casey was disgusted with that FLANNEL #just like I am with this fic #jk jk... unless? #i wrote andercase platonically and with no smut #what did I just do to myself #booo they're made to be together ROMANTICALLY #stop ignoring canon #writing #fanfic #alan wake 2 fanfic #my fic

[ramshackledtrickster]

,, I’m contemplating

#personal #I’m thinking abt getting it between my upper shoulder blades #realistically it’ll probably be years tho since I gotta be away from family #and preferably have my partner help check it for infection since I can’t myself unless I craft a silly mirror system #I like the classic square/broad design (which I’ll have to make less detailed) #but I also like the slender more ‘triangular’ and streamlined design #hmmmggmmg decisions #either way I’m simplifying em bc I’m a big baby #less line mileage=less pain #if anyone had advice I’d be glad to listen!!

[bxbygxxsx]

Pic of you and your Dom??

The best you’ll get 🤷🏼‍♀️ it’s our 6 year anniversary next week tho !!! So lucky that I get to serve this man and I’m so grateful for everything he does for me and how much we’ve helped eachother grow.

#answered asks #I definitely will not be sharing pics of my other partners either #want to keep my identity secret #unless we are mutuals lol #I love my daddy #he’s so handsome #and sexy #and he helps me be a better person

[k-atsukibakugou]

i had a nap from like 3pm - 7pm......... mayhaps i stay up to binge my hero

#i love binging things late at night but my partner is needy n cant sleep unless im beside them so i dont do it often #so i get into bed usually to cuddle them n help them sleep and then im like honkshoooooo LMAO #「mercury speaks」

[rodentz]

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#my partner doesnt clean anything unless i initiate it and/or ask them for help multiple days in a row #we didnt do anything for valentines day or our anniversary and simply dont have sex at all anymore. i knew that moving wouldnt magically so #ve any of this stuff but i hoped that wed at least have a little period where stuff was fresh and new feeling but...no #i feel stupid and like i havent felt like myself for years at this point #i feel so far gone that i dont even know what part of myself im chasing after anymore #i have hobbies and pets and things i like to fill my time with but its just...filling time at this point disconnected from everything

[darabeatha]

plotting...

#;ooc #ooc #plotting my beloved and detested #i actually prefer to just throw ideas and/or dynamics first #unless i do have an idea to put #or my r.p partner has one of course #i dunno it helps figuring out chemistry and stuff #the worries of getting too poetical too; or talking too much #im always worrying about those things which in turn has kinda made me fall back from reaching out to more people out of the dasha #i should work on that -nods nods-

[fluttershiesworld]

erm girl looking at my bank account bc i was gonna buy tickets to something but um i have gone through like. most of my savings in college. and like yeah some of it is my fault but a LOT of it is like medical expenses and essentials like that 🥲

#sunspeak #i might have to go back to doing sex work if i can’t find a good job next semester and this summer and that’s really scary #but like i need to have a certain amount of savings in case of emergencies #i was gonna get a WC next year once i got an apartment but unless things are really looking up for me i’m not seeing that possibility #way too tired to make a formal post but if anyone wants to help out me and my partner (2 disabled trans ppl) i have my stuff in my pinned

[cherrysnax]

I’m in an extremely bad headspace rn but I want to be able to be positive for my friends and loved ones

#it’s been like two weeks and I think it’s time to admit that I’m not doing the best #but I’m never doing the best you know #but I wish it would be at a different time #it’s very inconvient for me to be drepesses rn #idk if I meant positive in my post btw I just mean #there. I’m not good with emotions but i want the ones I love to know I care #but it’s hard when I’m like. 6000 feet away from my feelings because I’m so depressed #I never wanna focus too much on hating myself that I forget to love the ones around me #but I do. often #the most that’s doable is not letting my depression actively hurt them #and even that #when I’m depressed I tend to get more in on myself #and I tend to be trapped in my own head. I find it hard to feel close to anyone #and when u have close friends or partners I feel like that can be a lil hurtful #unless I’m past rock bottom my love and affection n shit for my loved ones never fade even when I’m a lil loopy and detacthed #but #I worry one day I won’t come back from depresso land #what if I rlly do it one day #or what if in my own head I miss out on a loved ones cries for help #I try to be there but I’m not good at it #what if I fail again

[legzeppelin]

@ dating apps please give me more boys. just a few more lplease

#i live near the canadian border and it shows me all these canadian people unless i keep my distance radius small #which doesnt help #i do not wish to cross the border to visit a partner sorry

[flashhwing]

Warden Hawke au. Hawke spares Loghain, Alistair storms off, etc etc

the first time Hawke and Alistair see each other again after Alistair’s coronation is when Carver brings him around for family dinner

Drama ensues

#‘how do carver and Alistair even meet?’ something something Champion bullshit #‘does Alistair not realize Carver is Hawke’s brother?’ well no it’s been several years and Alistair mostly thinks of him as Garrett #so he didn’t connect the surname dots #‘what is family dinner?’ Leandra doesn’t die in this au and she insists her three alive children and their partners come around for dinner #every now and then #‘is hawke still holding a grudge against Alistair after all this time’ my hawke has abandonment issues so yes #‘is Alistair holding a grudge against —‘ no he’s had time to mature a little and realize what a tit he was being #‘hawke didn’t know carver was bringing Alistair?’ no because carver wanted a Dramatic Reveal #like Hah my boyfriend’s better than yours. he’s the King #‘how is the King able to get away to go to his mistress’s family dinner’ by being very sneaky. and probably with some help #‘is Anora okay with this?’ they have a political marriage. she’s got her own mistress #(unless hawke doesn’t do joint rule. just Alistair. idk if that makes this better or worse for Carver logistically) #warden hawke au #this has been a post

[wolf-who-rips-throats]

I don’t know if my father was a good man in canon, but he was not a good man in my memories.

Edit: please excuse spelling mistakes it’s 2 am and I needed to get this off my chest.

#❤️red lancer #vent #not yan #do not interact unless partners /srs #My father was like the body’s mother only more charasmatic. #He loved what we did for him. Two little girls handing out papers with words we didn’t understand written by a man who was shunned by his #community because he had a different idea of how Christianity could look. #the weather didn’t matter to him. snow or rain or blazing sun my sister and I would stand and pass out papers to people walking along the #street. after he got excommunicated we started to starve so I started stealing food. #my wish helped create a cult. I only know now bc of what this body has experienced that that’s what my wish created. a cult. #even before I got here I still tried to rationalize his actions and explain it to the others like he was good. i tried to pretend he was #what I thought has was—a shepherd calling the flock back to the gates of heaven—when really he was another man using religion as an excuse #to be an utter asshole. I met Mami in that time period and when my father found out I was a puella magi he literally threw me out. #I ran to Mami and when I had calmed down I went back and found the church in flames with my family still inside it. Kyubey was watching the #fire and I begged him to save them. it simply looked at me and said ‘you are fortunate you were not there Sakura Kyouko’. #I don’t know how I managed to survive that night and not turn into a witch but somehow I made it through the next few years stealing and #scavanging but I did. And I made it to Mitikahara. I made it to Sayaka and Homura and Madoka. Sometimes Mami would be there as well. Or #Sayaka wouldn’t be there but that was rare. And now we’re here and my father is nothing but a bad memory.

[dog-girl-zezora]

~

#maybe its cause im in 10 yr long friendships and relationships that i cant understand small stuff being like a big deal #ive done worse my friend and partners know about me in and out #? deal breakers arent real #what is real is communication and love and open mindedness with the people you care about #they will not be perfect they will not grow up immediately #if you are going into a relationship wanting to make every inch of it work #you will discuss everything you will try to help everything #but if youre not ready for it then dont expect perfection #cause nobody is perfect my friends #yes i saw a post abt people being weird about something #lol nobody knows what actual weird shit is #or maybe its just the effort they dont want to put up with with 'the person theyre deeply in love with' #if youre in love. youll figure out how to deal with it. its not perfect. its ugly and workable #and maybe a little strange but thats okay because you love them right? #dont talk to me unless youve put the hard work into loving someone... some folk just dont get it #i dont care but i do care