#vent xx

[toshiyelling]

goddamn it.

now I'm livid.

don't really wanna be. but I am.

I'm furious about whatever the FUCK I'm supposed to be focusing on.

nobody gives a shit but me. I have ZERO motivation to be the initiator ever rn and it's not like I have anywhere to out my fucking energy

........

I'm really agitated. I don't want to sleep. I don't want to talk. I don't want anything to do. with YOU. and you likely remain 100% oblivious. fucking whatever. congrats

2024 begins with me angry as ever. ignored as ever. and at a loss. time is fake, so maybe I'll try to lump these vibes with 2023 and

let

them

die

#vent xx

[maple-leifarts]

oh yeah guess who just now realized that their mom is transphobic as fuck :D

#im out to her but shes such a bitch about it istg #we had a big argument last night which included her comparing trans people to ANIMALS #”erm acshully you were born with xx chromosomes 🤓” does it look like i fucking care #sorry little vent im just so pissed at her #maple says some words

[texas-bbq-pringles]

also i have updated abusive housemate lore

#apparently it's bitchy to not wanna get locked out of your fucking house #like we left a note on the door reminding her that everyone was getting back late so pls don't put the chain on the door #bc WE NEED TO GET IN WE'RE NOT IN A SAFE PART OF THE CITY FFS #literally all we said was “be back late- please don't put the chain on xx” AND I DIDN'T WRITE IT #but she put a note on MY DOOR saying it was bitchy which my sister also said kinda screams that she deliberately locked us out on friday #really tempted to put a note saying “cope” on her door but that's a terrible idea #only 20 weeks until i move out thank fuck #and i'm gonna be in my hometown for like 8 of those #cw vent #cw mental abuse

[opanchu]

love being a child of divorce cause i can ghost my dad

#he deserves it ngl he's been an asshole lately. ok slight vent in tags #i called him out via text about how hes always talking in the middle of everything and/or making fun of things i like #when i watched the spiderman trilogy he kept talking every 2 minutes even when i told him not to #then when i wanna watch cartoons he keeps making fun of me and when i listen to music he makes fun of lyrics he doesnt even understand #so when i told him how this bothers me he was like 'this is how i am i thought you were accepting 😒' BITCH WHAT THE FUCK??? #ok well what im like is i hate when people talk throughout a movie i watch for the first time. or make fun of things i like #and he also said it bothers him how i dont help him clean but everytime i offer to help cleaning he says i shouldnt 😐😑 #fucking hate this bro anytime i call him out for something he makes me look like the bad one cause he cant realize he can make mistakes too #so anyway im not talking to him rn xx i have my mom and my buddies at least

[littleexangel]

Hff, I'm still upset about what happened at my prom. Someone clipped my knee bad enough to dislocate it.. I wanna cry about it but.. it's been almost a week. I think it's because my friend did it as a prank? But it hurts :(

#xx big luci #little angel vents #agere hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel agere #sfw agere #agere blog #agere rp #hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar #fandom agere #babyre

[electronix-arts]

why be the world's favorite girl who deserves all when you can be the world's favorite girl to slowly hurt until the moment he realizes everything on day that should be a normal, sort of good day.

#em vent xx #i should make a tag so you guys can block it idfk #nobody deserves to see me at my lowest for a second #it makes me look gross

[dietmountaindewdiaries]

oh yayyy the emptiness has returned 😊 i can’t wait to be abandoned in the barren field of my desolation

#[ connor musings xx ] #bpd #bpd blog #i swear i’m not 100% full of sadness and needing to vent. then again this is MY blog

[photographicapparitions]

me when we get scammed when we're just trying to get a custom paci & start up an agere shop of our own 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 - idia

#arcadian chats #arcadian vents #arcadian rants #- idia xx #slash KILLING MY FUCKING SELF

[toshiyelling]

on the one hand

I will do anything i can to prevent or help my brother from killing himself

but also I might just kill myself instead 🙃 🙃

never know these days

#vent xx

[anouri]

thinking about how i spent the first two years of adulthood constantly surrounded by my friends or working or studying or in class and i had no time to rest or do hobbies and was literally never alone with my thoughts meaning i had no time to face the mental illness demons and maybe i burnt out for 4+ years and counting afterward bc i’m not built for that much nonstop hustle and bustle and i can no longer do simple life tasks without feeling like sisyphus pushing his stone up a mountain but with the addition of chains around his ankles and the entire world weighing him down and yknow sometimes i wish i could go back to those two years bc it was like i was suffering but i didn’t know it yet or i wasn’t given the chance to know it because i hadn’t the time to really process it, now i know too much and sit alone with my thoughts and stew and it’s all the same and maybe better but definitely somehow worse

#vent post soz xx #a decomposing dump of my thoughts

[nocylipcowa]

btw o ile the employees jako spektakl bardzo mi się podobało, o tyle już zaczyna mnie wkurwiać ile w obecnym scifi poświęca się miejsca na problem uczłowieczania sztucznej inteligencji. like bruh za trzydzieści lat ziemia nam się spali i wszystkim nam zawali się system chłodzenia z wyjątkiem tych którzy mieszkają pod ziemią i mają dostęp do klimy. czy to nie byłoby lepszym tematem na futurologiczne scifi, a nie odgórne założenie, że wszyscy umrzemy i zostaną roboty? ja chcę biopunk kurwa i taką wizję przyszłości, która jeszcze daje nam szansę

#btw pamiętam jeszcze posta że nasze plany na przyszłość jako cywilizacji są kreowane przez naszą kulturę i scifi xix i xx wieku miało ogromn #y wpływ na to co mamy teraz. ale teraz nie ma żadnego głośnego scifi z wizją. tylko kurwa rovoty i inwazja kosmitów #i podróże w czasie ale ten eskapizm nie naprawi nam życia na ziemi #dobra i postapokaliptyczne grzyby ale to nawet w tokyo ghoulu już było #ishida sui dał mi też podziemne miasto lore i potem w ogóle tego nie kontynuował dupek jeden #venting

[phoenixyfriend]

I wish Mirjana Prošić-Dvornić had a LinkedIn so I could follow her and 'jokingly' ask if I could translate her 500page book. I'm not a professional translator but I am VERY invested and will be half-doing this anyway.

That said, I'm also an American, not just a Serb, and would want American standard rates for any translation work, so that wouldn't really pan out lol

This book is very long and very hard to read because it's written in college-level Serbian and my language skills are 'raised by Serbs in the US since toddlerhood' which is fluent but not college fluent

#personal #vent post #kinda #odevanje u beogradu u xix i pocetkom xx veku #odevanje u beogradu

[radicalhighway]

man. sux to see ive actually radically dropped interest in pokemon. been meaning to replay violet for yonks now and i still have yet to even buy the dlc. used to be day 1 super excited go crazy go stupid over that shit but now its just smth neat i can put on the back shelf and interact w later. wild

#id say ‘oh maybe it has smth to do w my recent departure from a friend group’ but #no. i think its just harlivy/dc filling that big interest role now #like i still love pokemon to death its just. not my main thing anymore #which is weird and kinda sux bc its been my Thing since i was like. 5. #anyway. im not back yet. just wanted to pop in i suppose. had a bad mental health crash a few days ago n im still recovering lol #everything sucks and is bad when u purposely make ur friends u talk to daily hate u so u can remove urself from a cycle of pain #but it only makes it worse for urself. but hey. least they should all be doing better i suppose #eugh sorry for venting online ill stop that shit right there and just go back to my hidey hole. take care xx #bloom doom

[daz4i]

oh my god my brain is being so unnecessarily LOUD rn 😒

#one of those 'i can't breathe i can't handle being alive right now at all' moments xx hate it here #vent #? i guess #now that i don't have anything long term to care abt I'm done with existence man #(i still. have 2 things i need to get ready. but they're both for this weekend so it's not long term. eh) #don't get me wrong. it was hard and stressful and i wanted to die before too. but now it's the empty sort of wanting to die #liiiiiike so empty it feels my lungs are caving in and i can't even breathe to fill in the space inside me. doomed to remain empty yknow?

[dreamxmaker]

Just a vent about internet platforms being internet platforms.

“For real, do you like all the trash talk about you and ** people? You fucking love it bc you know it's true hahaaa!”

…

Do I like being continuously made to feel completely foreign? Do I like having everything I say repeated back to me in a caricatured voice amid facepalms and snickering when I'm trying to be serious? Do I like being told in 100 round-about ways a month ‘we hate you people, but you’re okay, I guess’? Do I like seeing people laugh at political unrest and subsequent suffering bc you see it as some kind of indirect victory? Do I like the constant mass vibe of people feeling like they need to ‘put me in my place’?

Obviously not, and I thought that was the point???

#cringe moment there ngl 🤪 #i mean wouldn't put me in my place if i liked it? hahahaaa #(( ;; ooc ;; )) #vent tw #sorry while i'm used to it unfunny tasteless shit has been pretty relentless this month #and more of it paired with this dumbass question this morning along with a load of other dickshit was a nudge too many #ANYWAY ily all I swear I just needed DIARY for a sec #I'm gonna do some writing and forget real humans exist for a while #& don't worry this is a one-off #vent posts will not become a regular thing here xx

[photographicapparitions]

i think. we need one of those like. really heartfelt hugs that lasts so long you almost fall asleep like that - idia

#- idia xx #arcadian chats #arcadian rants #arcadian vents #we are not having a good time lol‼️‼️