#we’re done now😭

[ggvannba]

they'd be friends

#calvin and hobbes #jason todd #red hood #batman #yes im done w rhe inconsistent artstyle #i promise theres only gonna be two from now on😭 #+doing this trend again because i do what i want #this duo was too golden for me to pass it up #doodles #i think we’re gonna have to kill this guy #ik the trend is dead but shhh let me be cringe

[francy-sketches]

No guys you don’t get it grrm announcing the dunk n egg show means he’s confident he can write more of those books soon and he’s not going to do that until twow is done wich means he’s close to getting it done and it’s coming out tomorrow. Trust me

#.txt #in my delusion era ❤️ #no but fr I am actually kind of hopeful that we will get twow soon #idk maybe it’s just bc I’m still a relatively new fan but #idk he seems optimistic? like he’s actually getting work done #he’s finally solved whatever plot point he was struggling with for so long and now all that’s left is the easy part #I know this for I have seen it in the flames #but seriously what’s the use in being like ‘ohh we’re never getting that book’ #you’re just making yourself sad #I don’t think the ‘pretending I don’t care about it so it gets done faster’ strategy is working guys 😭 #btw ​i still haven’t read the sample chapters bc I wanna go in raw. that’s my delusion level #if I do read them you know I’ll have given up hope 😔

[nexility-sims]

update: new story post sunday (tomorrow) 🏄‍♀️ i am terribly behind schedule, but i can promise that !

#i didn’t work on the funeral this summer #bc i was procrastinating it djdbfj #now that has caught up w/ me 😭 #good news is i have so much of ep 3 done so !!! #once we get there we’re rolling :^) #this news broadcast just. u know. beat my ass 😭 #i can move on tomorrow 🫡

[spicyliumang]

I’ve been trying to get Enya’s y8 lore down for the last 3 days but all I’ve managed is to stare at this blank draft KSKDKSKS😭

#like its not that I don’t know what to type in fact its the opposite😭 #its just getting started has been tough…😭 and also the 10000 other ideas at the same time #also working on commississons too so it’s been blank for a while LMAO #and I have to do Leo’s ref…😭 but I always end up getting a new Enyao idea or see a pretty ref I wanna do #plus a bunch of other WIPS #AAAAA I’m just ansty… and need to refill meds again… I’ve had awful focus sjdkdkd #monster has helped at least :’) but only for maybe a day and we’re back at square one #AND MY ALLERGIES… MY BIGGEST BEEF RN #even now I’m sneezing and it gets so bad I can barely get any thing done #I just end up fatigued and congested bc of it…💀 #on that note does anyone else who take SSRIS and ADHD meds get a reaction when you go without for a bit…?😭 #I mean besides the brainzaps for me its like I end up getting an allergy flare up #maybe once I square the next payment away I should talk to my perscriber about that😭 #okay I was going to brainstorm more but ended up talking to the Zhaobot instead…help

[weedpicnic]

god damnit life is so close to fully ruining against me! For me but they will not WIN but like how can I possibly have so many negative memories associated with one band and still listen to them on purpose.

#. #there’s the Bad Ex of course and that concert we attended during which I was being deceived about their identity the entire time. was Cool #but I wanna see them live again to override that memory honestly #now tell me why the other night I worked coat check and spent much of my time there just stressing over this failed attempt #to do conflict resolution with like one of my best friends trying like hell to be strong in having any sense of self preservation #literally just trying to have. normal clearly communicated boundaries followed #and not far into this convo it’s made pretty clear that we are like not on the same page at all and she is just. not aknowledging #the fact that she hurt me and why #and then the dj starts spinning black me out as we’re closing up 😭 #which me and this friend had done in karaoke like probably multiple times auuuughhhh pain #genuinely wonder if we met like a few years sooner could I have saved her. could she have saved me. could she get what she wanted without #this shit #idk #I am incapable of not idolizing people even when they give me every reason not to apparently #but it’s not even about idolizing or saving or anything I just admired her so much and I care about her so much and I feel so stupid now #can’t fucking pick up on the same between the lines unspoken shit that everybody else can apparently

[crossbackpoke-check]

when you get this ask could you perhaps maybe bless us with 5 of your fav songs (currently or of all time), and then send this ask to 5 of your mutuals who you think have good taste!

whipping out this old meme to say: sorry i’m basic and also have never once made a ‘favorites’ list without agonizing intensely 😭 so i narrowed it down to ‘favorite songs that have been used in hockey fancams’. HOWMSTEVER i also struggled with that. so. in no order are five songs shuffled from my fc songs playlist:

i cheated already i forgot we need to include anything hippo campus. yes i had to no i don’t even care which song (fc specific… bambi… semi-pro…) they’re my favorite band

sarah - alex g / astrid- glaive (*two songs but same vibes. it’s fine)

make out - julia nunes

junk of the heart (happy) - the kooks

pa’lante - hurray for the riffraff / thy mission - the garden (cheating again but these are both knox songs to me so they can be in one)

good old fashioned lover boy - queen

#THANK YOU BESTIEEEEEEE 🥰💕🥰💕☺️ #OH GOD I’M TERRIBLE AT MAKING LISTS #<- second reaction after having the first reaction of 🥰🥺💕🦋☺️ messages!!! from beloved mutual!!! #liv in the replies #like??? we’ve got some varied taste? it depends so much on mood??? also even language 😭 #i also CANNOT listen to songs on repeat. you know the algorithm where spotify’s like oh you liked this? we’re putting it on every playlist #i need the opposite. if i heard it three days ago i don’t want to hear it for the next week thank you so much 🙏 #honorable mention on this list to ‘crimson to chrome’ by friko which i’m currently obsessed with &would love to make a drw legacy fancam to #nova scotia - magic man/texas #no rush - maude latour #i got - young the giant #sorry i completely changed the rules of the ask game. yeah yeah i know. look at it it’s got anxiety now. everybody i ask this to: #do your version not mine lol #other things that got put here as i worked through myself but still don’t LOVE because i couldn’t capture or explain the vibes like. #hippo campus is my favorite band but also vance joy needs to be on there but then like. classics? what does favorite mean? ???? #OKY I’M DONE AGONIZING IT’S BEEN OVER 48 HOURS I’LL NEVER BE HAPPY

[odetolovers]

i’m losing it

#Guys. Guys. #i refuse to uhaul this relationship bc i Rly want it to work #but she is just. genuinely incredible #i am going to fall so hard my feelings for her are already so strong and so are hers :( #she’s genuinely everything i cdve ever wished for in a person & soon to be partner if all goes well and makes me feel so safe #i feel lucky as hell & every time we text or call or hang out together i feel so at peace #thank u universe bc how the hell did i stumble across this #also she went to my college so we wouldve crossed paths probably hundreds of times and never knew #now here we are nearly 5 years later and the timing of absolutely everything cd not be more perfect #it’s just wild. theres so many insane coincidences #and ill never get over her matching my energy shes just like me fr <- both mildly insane and obsessed w each other #we keep hallucinating each others perfume man 😭 im so done for #valentina talks #Sorry guys once we get over the honeymoon period ill probs talk less abt her (lying) #ive never been so sure abt anything like i am abt her and it’s so effortless and easy to be honest and we’re both whores for communication #like when i say the energy is matched it’s Matched. it feels so healing 😭 #im obsessed but i also know its early days so im not saying it’s gonna remain this good but like. i feel weirdly confident in it. idk im #trusting my gut tbh. things only fuck up when i Dont trust my gut sdgsjfhs #my lover

[yoohyeontual]

I force myself to go out take a walk to spend Halloween with my goddaughter and my other cousin’s kid and after an hour of waiting she « forgot » to tell me where they were and had already left 😑

#I’m pretty depress right now but I thought seeing the kid would make happy seeing them having fun #but it backfired 🤪 #I also borderline had a panic attack cause it was close to THAT friend house and I was afraid to see #her* #I also cross path with an old friend which if I was not feeling so down I would have stop and talk but I haven’t seen her in years except #Halloween last year but she’s THAT friend best friend so I always feel stress talking to her even if I love her 😭 #imm pathetic I know that fksbdjdb #I tell her too tell us when she’ll get there we’ll join her and she answer with a sorry I misunderstood I thought you would join us #if you don’t tell me where you are how do you want us to join you !!!! I don’t care if it’s not the same place but tell us !!!!! #we’re going to her kids birthday Sunday how fun is that gonna be #but I’m tired of saying I’m fine when I’m not I’ve done it too often #especially with her 😭 #alex.txt

[stinkrascal]

yesterday my bf’s parents came over and helped us move our washing machine and dryer to our house from the apartment. im so relieved to finally have it here, but goddamn am i tired now 😭

#we finished around 8pm #and after his parents left #me and bf got food and i fell asleep immediately after eating #i slept so much last night ugh moving the washing machine was BRUTAL #we gotta call the gas company to come install our dryer :/ so we still cant do laundry here #but we’ll get it done this week!! so soon!!!! ahhh im so relieved #we’ve been living at the house since earlier in february but we’re like officially fully moved in now!! #still gotta clean up the apartment before march 16th though 😭 we’ve been putting it off ahaha

[scottishstoner]

New relationships are scary, I’m overwhelmed with feelings for him and he’s the same

I haven’t been in a relationship since I was way younger and I’ve never felt like this, he said he’s scared of his feelings for me they’re so strong 😭

#I really like him and him me we are kinda labelling it as the beginning of a relationship #and are not seeing anyone else and we are taking it slow he is so so sweet #met him at work in January we started this Thing February 12th really but flirted and vibed before that #it was the staff party we ended up going out after and to his but we just kissed and cuddled he was so nice #anyway I’ve been to his a few times now (we both are so busy at work it’s hard to find free time for us both but we are doing it and trying #we see each other at work a lot but he’s a kp (kitchen porter) I’m a waitress #but I do still see him a lot but the whole hotel knows lol so if a manager sees me speak to him #for even 10 seconds after I’m done putting plates up after scraping them they’re like Jenna back to the floor on the restaurant lmao😭 #they know smth is going on they dunno what tho #he’s so cuddly and sweet we bond over a lot and had a great deep convo at his last night #and listened to music and kissed and cuddled and I’m like ahhhhh we’re both always texting when not together #and kinda both tryin to be cool but we’re both kinda obsessed with each other rn #he’s so insecure tho he gets jealous and he doesn’t know why I like him !? idiot he’s handsome! #he’s funny. he’s sweet. he cares. he is a great kisser. he’s so open and honest and real #a lot of reasons!! he’s insecure coz I’m thin and he’s not thin he’s a bit bigger but idgaf I just know #I started liking him and when we kissed for the first time it was great and I feel this connection with us in general and he does too #this is insane I feel like I’m in a romcom/drama/comedy/indie movie with this idk lmao #he’s 26 I’m 28 #he’s an Aquarius I’m a Sagittarius lol I love astrology k #personal #my love life #work #new relationship #rambles in tags #also after the staff party when we went out to a club then back to his he didn’t even try anything!! nothing. we like grinded & kissed lol #and he didn’t force anything or even talk about it and that’s not like most guys I’m sad to say lol

[kaidabakugou]

i’ve been helping my mom renovate her backyard and bro the mosquitoes have made a feast out of me 😞

#kai.rambles #we’re finally done tho so i can be online fully againnn bc these past two days i used the app like once :((( #i missed y’all 🥺 #i got some asks to get through so i’ll do those soonnn #and some tags games too #ALSOOO is the new update working for you guys bc my mutuals aren’t highlighted how it’s says it should be and now it’s hard to see y’all 😭

[pepprs]

update counselor breakup email scheduled to send at 8:48 am tomorrow 🥳

#if i wasn’t miserable and stressed for other reasons i would feel a weight lifted from my shoulders. lol 🥲 but im proud of myself and i know #it’s the right decision and i rly appreciate everyone who’s encouraged me to do this for the last few months. ty for listening to me #complain and show me what im worth. it genuinely means so much to me #purrs #now i need to get my learners permit… start looking for a place to live…. and find a new local counselor who i can see in person and takes #sliding scale payment and will actually understand me and will have their license etc etc etc. no big deal 🫠 #or maybe i just try not having a counselor for a little while and see how i do? but that’s scary. ithink i actually do need one #*showing not show. augh #anyways 2 yrs in a row where my counseling rs has ended partway thru februsry except this time imwthe one ending it 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 #also my track record for sticking with counselors the whole way thru is ABYSMAL lmao. as of this email sending we’re at 3/6 💀😭 #(the whole way thru bc ive always had temporary counselors w finite timelines. but im done w that shit. i need someone stuck w me forever ♥️ #(​and god DAMN if i am not about to get myself exactly that! ♥️)

[rusty-gloinks]

OHH also i had a silly lil dream this morning

#so basically it was ep5 but only like a short clip??????? #(This happened to me since I watched ep4 and stared at the teaser be4 i slept😭 #Also N’s Spanish dub VA is so fucking awesome #Anyways #so the episode started off in a dressing room #J and V are getting ready #idr if it was Tessa or another shadow figure helping them get ready n stuff #so theyre just chatting or whatever #And then it switches over to N and 4(cyn) #Theyre also getting ready for the gala thingy #And then when all of them are done they just line up outside the room #N is led to the kitchen by himself (some human dude takes him there) #And J v and cyn are helping in the main event room dusting stuff off.sweeping adding decor etc #And then I just woke up aughh #I kinda wanna draw them now butAUGHFF #Wrenbles #They r taking over my silly little brain btw #ik we’re not like too close but not too far away #I just really wanna see an N and cyn friendship arc fr😭😭😭GOOD LIRD

[sluttyten]

if it was just up to me I’d be on my way home by now, but I’m staying with my best friend at her boyfriend’s house, and she told me last night that she wants to sleep in and go to a local mall this morning (which doesn’t even open until 11), and then we have to stop in another city because I promised an old coworker I was close with that we’ll stop and see her since we’re going that way anyway, but now I’m like probably not getting home until late afternoon, but if I left now, or like an hour and a half ago when I woke up, I’d be home by a little bit after noon, actually earlier than that because there’s a time change somewhere in there

#I tried telling her the other day when she first mentioned the mall that I don’t really want to go #but she really wants to #and it’s kinda annoying because it’s a little bit out of our way? #like it’s the same general direction that we’re going in but not really #and also she’s gonna be up here again in like two or three weeks? she can just go then #it’s not like she needs to go she just wants to see this one store that our mall at home doesn’t have anymore #and I just want to go home 😭😭 I barely wanna stop and see my friend in the other city now #but I also really do because I want to see where she works and that’s where we’re meeting her #but also if I get home at a decent enough time I might be going out of town again tonight lol because there’s somewhere my mom wants to see #that’s like a two hour drive away from home #like damn let me just spend the entirety of my four day weekend traveling #(I’m fine with it mostly) I just hate that right now I’ve been awake for an hour and a half just waiting #at least I’ve been writing #working on yesterday’s kinktober prompt #I think I’m nearly done and then I’ll start on the one that’s supposed to be for today #I don’t even know how I’m gonna post these now that I’m a few days behind #bc if I post them all at once then I feel like they’re just not gonna get notes #but we’ll see #I’ll probably post at least the day 14 and 15 tomorrow #hopefully 16 and 17 too but since those two still need to be written and I have to work tomorrow idk what’s gonna happen

[priestfrommidnightmass]

Sorry for reminiscing on the incredibly problematic ABC Family show I was obsessed with when I was a pre teen. I can’t help it. She was my first love

#nick thoughts #im done now i just. this is so funny wtf was that all abt #every show should have a same love needledrop. i might not be the same but that’s not important no freedom till we’re #the fosters #literally if you’ve never experienced it #pls go on wikipedia and read the character descriptions. like just that #you don’t even KNOW #this show was. a trip. and it’s so beautiful #like there is one character who is introduced. kisses jude #says he isn’t gay. and then he GETS BEAT TO DEATH??? #AND THATS NOT EVEN THE WILDEST STORYLINE?? #like that’s. one episode maybe. maybe three at most. #you guys don’t even KNOW. #this show 😭😭😭

[poirot]

my anxiety has been so bad the last couple of days I HATE IT HERE 😭

#I’m laying in bed crying over nothing right now #how’s your day going 😭 #ugh I think it’s because the end of semester is coming closer #and I still haven’t done anything for exams/papers/projects #i literally have to send an abstract for two term papers I’m gonna write to my professor tomorrow #and I haven’t even THOUGHT of a topic yet #I just hate university #i just finally want to get done with it #but then I have to face the fact that I have no idea what to do afterwards though lol #just give me a stupid job we’re I have no human contact and earn enough to buy food 😭 #shut up sabrina #cw anxiety #*where