#whole summer fucking sucked

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

i have been Considering. watching sgt frog again. bc i stopped at around 119 . and it is a very fun show. but The Horrors

#sgt frog #keroro gunso #i cannot explain to you the amount of mental shit i have to brace myself for when watching this show #its good! dont fucking watch it. please god #its like home//stuck . like im dead serious it has the same effect #everyone who ive asked about hs to. has told me Never to read it #and im going to repeat that same sentiment for sgt frog. Never fucking watch this show /lh #they GET YOU with the first episode it's CAPTIVATING it's UNIQUE its like CANDY #and the rest of the show is one Long #Long #terrible horrible no good Very Bad trip . that IS GOOD. in some parts #but sometimes it leaves you wondering what the FUCK they were smoking in the writer's office #this isnt accounting for how unwelcome in the fandom i feel being a keroro fictive btw. which is its whole OTHER POST that nobody'll read #my point is . fucking . sgt frog sucks (affectionately derogatory) #it aged like the finest Milk left out on a Hot summer day in arizona #and by god we are all consuming the absolutely rotten curds #sorry for that analogy it was trhe best i got #btw i put this in the main tags . bc everyone Knows sgt frog sucks. we;ve all agreed this show sucks Butt and Ass and Balls #i should hope so anyways #because it does. its GOOD dont get me wrong. but Oh My God is it Bad

[justanotherfanartist]

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#back on my super personal posting bs #last basketball game for the band tonight #augh and misery but at least it’s at Cool Big Semi Circle. Two hour drive at least tho. sigh. #if u from my state you know what I mean. actually wtv it’s obvious idfk Tacoma Dome moment lmaooo #man. last thing of band for the whole year kinda sucks ngl #our band is fucked don’t get me wrong but a part of me still loves it with a lot less cynicism than most of my friends n other band kids do #part of me is like yeah there’s stuff that sucks. but also this is where I’m meant to be and I’m having a good time #the reality is that our director sucks our band sucks nobody practices and we don’t really play well #but in my head #I’m doing well #i practice. a lot. because I like it #All my friends are here #I’m doing what my dad did in Highschool and being like him makes me really happy #which is especially why I’m switching to drumline next year to hopefully be on snare #I’m actually gonna kill myself if I get cymbals i fucking HATE cymbals I will fight my Director on this actually so hard #cus I don’t know shit about percussion #but my dad is a drummer and so is one of my senior friends who is sticking around after they graduate this year #and they’ve both agreed to teach me over the summer #so I’m gonna go fucking crazy hard into practicing so I can do percussion ensemble next year and do drumline too #I’m literally gonna dig in my trenches and fight tooth and nail to get what I want #and I’ve never really done that before #It really feels like I’m determined to prove myself worth of being a snare #not cymbals #not bass #snare #I feel like I was kind of always meant for this; I’ve just been putting it off yknow? #I’m the child of two divorced music majors #my dad is a drummer who was in band his whole life #he loves it. he loves it so much. #my parents moved to New York to chase their dreams and become musicians

[malikselfindulgence]

Makoto x Dabi lore time!!!

Their ship name is Makoya because i originally only shipped them in an au where Dabi never became a villain because Makoto found him after getting burned and saved him with his friendship and i've become so attached to it that i don't wanna change it

Makoto still saves Dabi in the now canon one!!!Long story short they ran into eachother straight after the Bakugou kidnapping arc and it just kept happening because of their circumstances so they slowly became best frenemies to lovers

This includes Makoto befriending the rest of the Lov-Either platonic chaos bros with Jin or Makojinya depending on my mood,Toga's big sister friend and Team Mom,Shigaraki's platonic Player 2 and Atsuhiro's pseudo niece/nephew!!

Dabi reveals to him what E slur did and his plan and wants him to join in because they're in love now(but haven't confessed)due to how Makoto's treated him better than anyone else in his life and how much understanding,fun,tears and strength they find in eachother and Makoto says he'll consider it,not wanting to set a bad example for Momo or abandon her being the only thing holding him back

Cut to Hawks trying to kill Jin and Makoto saving him as his final decision to become Burn.Him and Dabi are basically like Ghostflower in Atsv after that-Best friends but something else too,dating but don't dare to make it official because they're not strong enough to loose eachother,so devoted the lines blur.Makoto calls Dabi latino boyfriend terms and acts like a traditional japanese wife(the non-misogynistic points ofc)and Dabi amps up the princess treatment towards Makoto even more than before,calls him his 'Kokoro'(My Heart)and is violently protective partially because Hawks came close to killing Makoto like he did Jin

Momo helps out the Lov because of Makoto but there's definitely hurt and anger going on on her side from his betrayal and it's complicated with them for a bit but apologies are made,reassurances are given and reconnection is established.Momo's vigilante name is 'Destruct'!!

Eldest brother 2 Eldest daughter communication

Blue 4 Blue,doggirl 4 catboy and pastel femme tomboy 4 goth butch tomgirl.Their Lego Monkie Kid ship name would be Trueblueloveshipping💙💙💙

Dabi gets into kidcore,video games and baking thanks to Makoto and Makoto gets into horror,Shakespeare and bizzare food combos thanks to Dabi

Oh also black4brown!!!Rei is half bangaleshi <3333

Makoya-coded couples:Ghostflower(ofc),Ichihime,all Bubbline variants,Jack x Sally,Warren x Layla and Zuko/Ty Lee

THE DEVELOPMENT OF THIS IS SOOO FUCKING COOL AND THOUGHT-OUT I CAN SEE THEM IN MY HEAD I NEED TO READ THIS !!!! Also Makoto polycule is the realest shit ever <33 been thinking of giving Rose a villain au so .... Makoto and Shion and Rose + the league r found family realness 2 me .... Makojinya I literally love you SO much you should all get to shoot hawks in the face . Together . I tend to hc Dabi as being a system as well so did4bpd4did ..... my beloveds ever :33 !!!

#drawing dabimakes me so mad IM SO SORRY ILL GET HIM EVENTUALLY BUT . ive been thinking about this 4 sk long I LOVE THEM AOAUGGHH #thinking about momo losing midnight and that fear and grief fueling her hurt towards makoto :[ #also MOMO VIGILANTE ARC LETS FUCKING GOOOO!!!!!! #summer this whole ask is so dear 2 me you have no idea . and the twicebeam one . my beloveds ever <333 #makoya #makoto yaoyorozu #blueloveshipping #<- mewhen . me when the blue coded characters . starts crying tearing up #malik's asks #bnha #if yousee me adding onto the tags no you Didnt . the ask isrlly long because tumblr mobile sucks so I cant reread jt while typing . :[ #the nicknames r EVERYTHING 2 ME AOUGH #also eldest siblings is so real ..... rip to the league you are ALL getting found familied . right now .

[thedreadvampy]

honestly I am big time upset about this holiday-Pride clash for some reason and I THINK. it's that I already feel like there's not enough time for me to just like. do fun things with my friends without thinking about work. and like work is the one thing that doesn't give. so any time I do Leisure Activities they get traded out against different leisure activities and I'm only ever missing out on stuff that's GOOD and that I WANT to do. I can't be like 'hmmm hmmmm work or hang out with friends?' it's only ever 'pick which friend to hang out with in the slivers of time you have around work'

like fuck me. goddamn. there's ONE WEEK I'm taking off work and suddenly THAT'S the time everyone's going to be in the same places doing fun stuff? when I'm not there? and the only way I could be there is to not do the other fun thing I'm excited about? FUCK YOU MAN. FUCK YOU. my life should contain more fun shit and less worrying about how to fit fun shit in. I don't need to be at work 39 hours a week and have that take precedence over everything else in my life!!!!! fuck off!!!!! fuck offffffff!!!!! I want to go to a party! I want to be on the beach with the leatherdyke meetup! I want to go on a rollercoaster! I want to have a nap! I want to tend my garden I want to get drunk I want to go to a barbeque I want to climb a hill I want to take mushrooms and lie in the grass I want to draw I want to make t-shirts I want to cook I want to go for coffee I want to drink wine and bitch I want to have difficult but important conversations I want time to travel and see friends I've not seen in years I want to look the fuck after myself and do things that nourish me and make me happy!!!!!! I don't want to choose!!!!!!!! I don't want to work!!!!!! I should get to choose between work and fun sometimes instead of between fun and fun! This sucks! This fucking sucks!!!!!!

#red said #NOBODY'S EVER AVAILABLE #why would everyone only be available when I'm not here why would they DO THAT TO ME PERSONALLY #<<knows that this was entirely my decision #but also that the only reason we MADE that decision was because sam couldn't get the July week we wanted off work #so again it comes down to #WORK FUCKS US #like fuck you man! fuck you! why does work always have to take precedence over the people we care about or the stuff we need? #why does someone have to be So Much More Worried about when work Can't Do Without Them than about what people in their life need? #literally who gives a shit if repairs or emails have to wait a week oh no the world will end will it? #who gives a fuck???? who cares????? it's not that important!!!!! #i refer to my past claims that all offices should have staggered summer closures. give us a fucking summer holiday you cunts. #it sucks SO HARD that the only time in the whole year you get an ACTUAL holiday where stress isn't just building up for you to come back to #is the middle of the winter when everything sucks anyway and nobody wants to do anything #like you know what the world will not end if we shutter for a week in June/July #and pay overtime to people who have to work through it

[confetti-critter]

Anti-homeless brainrot is so real. I was going through our first aid stuff and throwing out all the out of date stuff and one of my coworkers (oomc) was like "be careful with what you throw away here....the homeless could go through the trash and take it....." like what. In the fuck. Could a homeless person do with alcohol prep pads that expired in 2017?????? If they want bandaids with crispy as fuck wrappers or pressure bandages that expired a couple years shy from a decade or triangular bandages that smell like old raisins they can fucking take them. Do you even listen to the things you say?

#they blame homeless ppl for illegally dumping mattresses n shit by our dumpsters too. babygirl do you think a homeless person would drag #around a whole fucking mattress???? #'i heard ppl make the wooden palets so heavy so the homeless dont steal them' #'ugh look at that graffiti. its the homeless' you know what the local homeless ppl are actually doing? sleeping all day in the median next #to the mcdonalds cuz it fucking sucks to be homeless #you know who does shitty sharpie graffiti?? FUCKING KIDS BRO. BORED KIDS ON SUMMER VACATION #housed assholes illegally dump their mattresses cuz they dont want to pay fees to get rid of them #i feel like im going insane being around these fucking ppl all the time. coworkers AND family #personable

[just-spacetrash]

ughhhhhhhh

#i did like a minor (max 3e loss) mistake at work when it was legit the busiest evening of summer #or. i dont think i even made a mistake i think it was our shit old cash register #but still #and my boss was like. unnecessarily rude to me on the phone when i explained it to her #and i literally feel like shes gonna fucking fire me tomorrow even tho it would make zero sense #i hate this shit i hate that she was mean for no reason #shes been like kind of an asshole this whole time tbh #i was like 'hey you specifically asked if i want more or less hours when i started here. and i said less. and youre giving me a fuckton' #and she was like 'oh😐 i didnt know you want less hours i mentioned there is a lot of work in the summertime' #like bitch????? why did you ask if youre gonna give me 30h+ a week anyway??? #ughhhhh and shes gonna be there tomorrow too #and i gotta be there for 8h tomorrow too #and i feel so badd i don't wanna go i dont like it i dont want tooooooo #fucking hell #i know im not made for hard works thats WHY i asked for fucking less #whyyy does she keep putting me there #my post #vent #shit fucking sucks i dont wanna work ever again

[d3m0n1c-cl0wn3ry]

I’m too warm this is ridiculous

And i fuckin hate gen 3 monster high

Uuuuugh i am not having a good time

I prefer my fingers hurting from the cold more than constantly sweating

#summer fucking sucks balls #fuckingggggg kill meeee #too too warm #heat bad #if i had the option #id be in front of the freezer the whole day #but it’d use up electricity n what not #cryinf #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[dwalendinhetniets]

Completely fucked up an exam, got rejected for an internship i really wanted and i still need to have a final meeting for another project this evening and then do a performance exam tomorrow morning.

#time for a breakdown #guess who is crying in her bed rn #im so done please let it end #also now i definitely will need to do the exam again and i Know that will fuck up my whole summer because i can't just not think about that. #i know the sun is shining and there are new opportunities just around the corner but rn everything sucks #isa's life #:(

[carryonmylovelies]

omg hey hotties 😭😭 im back !

#sooooooooooooo anyways not me dropping off the face of the earth for like the entire summer vwkqmqjdhsowjwjwjenkwhwk #just had to die for a little bit u know....disappear into the abyss and all that #pls look away from all the shit im abt to throw into these tags ��� unless u want 2 read my cringe oversharing essay for the day 👍 #my summer was so silly 😍 ummmmm lets see i lost my fulltime job at the daycare bc the owner very rightfully decided to retire and close #so i was unemployed for the whole summer except for my occasional side jobs and also had to move bc of family shit #so im living w my grandma for the time being and its utterly amazing tbh my grandma and i have a really strong bond and relationship #and i really love getting to come home and see her every day. i decorated her house for halloween a week ago 🎃🎃🎃 #and she couldnt stop talking abt how nice everything looked and how glad she was to have me there and i just abt broke down 😭😭😭 #i did a complete fucking 180 jobwise im actually training to be a certified fire alarm inspector now LMFAO #i really really like it so far and have like a million stories already abt all the shit ive done/seen so far #im the only girl looking son of a bitch thats working and training in the field out of my entire region of the company so 🤪 #literally shoved my dykey nb ass in there and now im fucking it up with the boys heyoooooo #ummm me and one of my best friends started dating bc of a miscommunication (BC OFC WE DID I KNOW I KNOW ITS SO MF GAY) #and our 4 mo anniversary will be on halloween which i think is the swaggiest fag shit in the whole WORLLLDDDDDDDD 😫🎃🖤🧡 #my very beloved pet rabbit of over 8 years died quite unexpectedly in august and i was. doing pretty bad for awhile which sucked so so hard #he had multiple health issues and was over 10 yrs old so its hard to say what exactly happened. my gf and gma both pulled me thru that shit #and my besties gave me so much support and love idek what i would have done w/o them. i miss my baby so bad. #ive also had some health issues which sucks absolute BALLS #and recently figured out that the migraine/anti depressant meds ive been on for the last THREE MF YEARS have been fucking up my body lmao #but on the flipside going back 2 the positives i got to have some really incredible experiences/interactions in the past few months #and those were really huge in helping me get my shit together again #i got to take my girlboygirlfriend on little daytrips throughout the summer. i got a second tat🕷🕸❣️ (which my gf designed 😫) #i met girl queen pussy slay miss felicia day AND met the sexiest creature alive harvey guillen and he told me he liked my hair #which im still super duper normal over i can assure u 😁👍 definitely didnt alter my brain chemistry or anything #i saw gods greatest and most valuable gift to this planet on monday (mcr concert) #and had my entire mind body heart and soul so thouroughly fucked up that im still peeing my goddamn pants over it #and of course now its october :) my rotting flesh and sickened brain knows peace once more #bouta go eat up some drawtober posts right the fuck now so prepare yourselves 👁👁 also gonna be making a post on the coc blog soon as well #its already that time of year again mwhahahahahahahahahaha #so yeah 😋 my summer was goofy and silly as hell. i hope u all have been doing okay and im so happy 2 be back pls hmu if u wanna chat !!!

[swordsonnet]

unstoppable force (my desire to write) meets immovable object (my chronic illness)

#its been almost a year since i last updated my ao3 :( #i did actually write a whole 8 chapter fic last summer but i wrote all of it in a notebook like i used to before The Curse #and i'm now slowly starting to type it into a google doc but i'm progressing at a snails pace #because my handwriting is borderline indecipherable even to myself #and its just a very rough first draft anyway so i need to do a lot of editing as i go along #neither of which would have been an issue pre-chronic illness and in fact kinda aided the whole process imo #but now that i'm on permanent low battery mode? really fucking sucks #atm i'm just trying to get the first chapter finished so i can post it and then i can see about the rest #but even that feels like a marathon #probably doesn't help that ive started another wip - which i'm actually really excited about! #but my motivation to write is much bigger than my energy :/ #i wrote like 250 words today and it felt like this huge achievement which is pretty sad compared to my writing pace like a year ago #but i'm trying to remember that i'm not competing against anyone. especially not against my healthy self #i still love writing and i will keep doing it even if it takes me a lot longer now #baby steps still mean i'm getting somewhere #writing #chronic illness #me/cfs #actually chronically ill

[aeide-thea]

anyway this morning i’m thinking abt how this space is deeply necessary for me AND also deeply triggering sometimes, lol

#like the thing where people will just. Not Engage with posts of yrs they disapprove of #bc i guess we’re all too tired and traumatized for patient dialogue but don’t wanna fight #but it’s just like. exactly my mother’s brand of communication by non-communication and it makes me crazy lol #🙃🙃🙃 #like increasingly i’m like. we gotta talk stuff out or we don’t have real relationships #but also frankly i suck at talking to ppl at this point bc *i’m* so traumatized #like at least three people that i can remember have made really friendly nice overtures this summer #and i was just like ‘404 person not found’ #so. idk. not sure what the solution here is. just delineating problems lol #metatumbling #guess this is what the kids call ‘having a personality disorder’: it’s trauma turtles all the way down! #tbh trauma always sounds like a really grandiose claim but like. what else do you call it #when you get parented in a way that warps the whole foundation of yr self and ability to relate to people #which are like. the fundamental building blocks of a life #like no fucking wonder i’m so fucking stunted lmao #ANYWAY. sry for the midday nightblogging lol

[daincrediblegg]

Coming to realize that summer is just. Bad For Me.

#and it’s mostly daylight savings and time anxiety that is doing me in and it fucking sucks #like if it weren’t it’d be six rn and that would feel a whole better than not being able to sleep until 7am you feel? #at least then I’d be able to wake up at a relatively more normal feeling time and it wouldn’t feel like crap on my end #worst fucking part is that I tried to go to sleep at 4:30 and that didn’t work out #summer insomnia is literally the pits #it’s a fucking nightmare

[camscendants]

school hasn’t even started yet and it’s already stressing me tf out

#I failed geometry last semester But Barely #I was eligible for credit repair so I wouldn’t have to completely retake the whole class #BUT my teacher is a complete asshole and refuses to let me do that #I HAVE A HIGH ENOUGH GRADE FOR IT #we’re moving next summer so now I only get three of the extracurricular classes here #which sucks #and me having to retake the class completely completely fucks up my schedule cause I go to two schools. the main one and another one with #really cool classes like film and audio recording and so much more #the normal school is like a half hour away while the cool one is literally one mile from my house #and me retaking the class would make me have to end the school day at the normal school #I get home over an hour later going there! I’m gonna have a job I can’t inconsistently get home around 4-5 Pm #I’ll have no me time no time to do anything and he’ll I might be late for work #literally all of this shit is cause of my asshole teacher refusing to let me do credit repair WHICH IM ELIGIBLE FOR #I literally cried in front of my dad and brother. I don’t cry I’m front of people. that’s how you know it’s bad #I’m not having a good time