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pettybetty69 · 1 year
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𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 - 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐧𝐞
Young T'Challa x Enhanced!reader
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Masterlist | Growing Up
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September 1995
"Breakfast!" Your lively Zia, Franca Vitale belted to the house from the kitchen.
The fit, curvesome woman walked in and searched the kitchen for a glass of water. She was fresh off her morning run with her equally fit and sweaty son, Delfie. You followed behind less graciously, legs feeling like noodles, coming to the realization of how out of shape you had gotten over the summer.
With a chug of cold water, the smell of smooth cappuccino and well-seasoned frittata that fermented the Medditerarian kitchen became comfortably apparent.
Your Zio, Roberto Bruni busily made breakfast for himself and the rest of you, excluding Luca and Meera who were out of town for work. Franca traveled over to her partner and delivered a verse of sweet pet names and juvenile flirting. She wrapped her fit arms around his middle-aged waist. He laughed at his partner of nearly two decades and reciprocated the cheesy heartfelt messages.  A typical morning affair for them.
Delfie raided the fridge to check on his latest food experiment, and you collapsed into a seat at the island next to your cousin, Paolo. You looked at him with pity and pushed forward a steaming cup of cappuccino. His back was hunched with solemnness.
The day prior, a contraption he invented went terribly wrong and blew up in his face. His face was fine, as the Elementals healing light repaired his skin in a matter of moments. However, his hair was too late to save.
“It doesn’t look that bad.” You comforted, referencing his freshly shaved, pointy head.
“Your lies sicken me.” The lengthy, lean boy moodily stated. But yet, he took a sip of the drink.
"Thanks." He muttered quietly.
“Delfie, go ensure your sister isn’t staring at herself in the mirror again.” Franca ordered her son, entangled with Roberto.
His selective hearing unintentionally (most likely intentionally) dismissed his mother's request and remained hyperfocused on his homemade Feta cheese he carefully unwrapped.
"Delfie!" She called again.
“There’s no need! I’m here and in love!” Serafina airily announced as she arrived in the kitchen. 
She was dressed in a long, black satin skirt and a bold, red and black top. The young teenager's lips were painted an expressive red and her mother’s gold jewelry dangled from her thin neck.
“You look to die for, baby. But, no. Put it back."
"But Mama, it pulls it all together! I swear I'll take care of it!" She begged.
This wasn't wrong. Fina always had a taste for aesthetics. Your father always thought so. Her time-dedicated, glossy curls surrounding her pretty amber face only proved it. But her track record for returning things intact.....
"When I see years of hard work and an accumulated salary, I'll consider it."
"I'd just buy my own at that point!" She protested, confused.
"Exactly." Franca mischievously smiled and removed the necklace from her saddened daughter.
"Fina, this 'love' better be from staring at yourself in the mirror for too long. Stay away from my friends! Dante lost the game due to his heart that you broke." Delfie angrily refuted, averting from his cheese. 
“I can't help it that he was in love with me. Anyway, I’m not talking about myself this time, Delfie.” She spat her twin's name with venom. “You'll be relieved to hear it’s about Mateo, the man of my dreams.”
Her gush earned a collective sigh from those in the room.
The thing is Serafina fell in love every other week. You didn’t understand it. In the seven years since your father's death, she and Delfie adjusted to society quite quickly compared to you and Paolo. They made friends easily and had grown quite a popularity. Considering this, along with her recent hit of puberty, and the age of rushing hormones it wasn’t uncommon for an anonymously sent bouquet of flowers to arrive from an admirer in the same hopeless condition.
If you were lucky, she would have grown bored of the boy within a number of weeks and moved on to the next. If not, days made for a nice cup of tea from the sadness-fueled rain storms or the path of pissed-off flames that would follow her stomping feet. 
“Another boy already, Fina?” Franca gasped with disbelief.
Serafina strolled over in a love-struck sweep and kissed her mother's cheek.
"Of course, Mama. I like to keep things spicy."
"For Adoni's sake, Fina. What happened to Dante? A bit dense, but a nice boy." Roberto, her father, shook his head. Despite it, she kissed his cheek next to his now graying mustache.
He struggled to keep up with her dating life and truthfully wasn't too pleased about her revolving door. But he knew the mother of his children, and that Franca was just the same in her youth. His mood dimmed thinking about the hell your father would give him if he knew.
"'Nice' is all Dante is, Papa. He's passionless, zestless, he's more boring than Alessa!"
"Hey!" You shouted in defense.
Delfie burst into hysterics, now seemingly listening. "You're- You're seriously shocked?" He managed to get out between his spurts of laughter.
“Rude much?” You countered.
"I'm Alessa, I'm so fun and interesting." He mocked with his hands on his hips in a high tone, bending over with laughter.
You glared at him with deadpan.
"Nah, he’s right." Paolo spoke as if it were obvious. "You're Italian and Argentinian, you should be madder than all of us." The cousin who was supposed to have your back stated in clear agreement.
"After the coffee I made you…." You snatched the cup straight as he was drinking it. A few splashes splat on the table as you glared and went up to make yourself an expresso.
Serafina strolled over to you. An up-to-no-good smile came upon her plump red lips. Following her strut, mischievous purple Clematises sprouted through the seams of sandstone floors.
“So, Alessa." She leaned against the counter beside you. "A little birdy told me that Emilio was eyeing you at the party last Friday."
"I know where you're going with this so don't even start, Fina. No!"
Emilio was your first ever friend. You met when you started school not long after your father died. He had summer skin and kind brown eyes. He was half Argentinian like you. He had always been sweet to you and would invite you to play soccer with him and his friends on the streets. You were good friends and each other's first kiss under the playground slides. However, him being in the year above you had puberty hit him first. Your naive self didn’t understand his sudden infatuation with you, but you knew you didn’t like it. You made him well aware of it, but being a half-Italian mama’s boy, he didn’t understand the concept of ‘no’. The friendship quickly dissipated and as time went on he began his flirtatious attempts. Even now they only subsided when he was in his intervals of dating girls until you publicly slapped him across the face when he tried to kiss you.
“Oh come on! Just give him a chance, it’ll be fun!” She attempted to persuade with her enchanting smile. "No, not going to fall for that," you thought.
“Over my dead body. He’s gross!”
“And handsome.”
“And shallow.”
“And charming.”
“And stupid. He isn’t smart enough to understand that 'no' doesn’t mean 'convince me.' That little boy has no respect for me! He only left me alone when Paolo and Delfie told him off!" The argufying memory made you angry, making your hair aureole with combustion. This was something you refused to budge on. He was supposed to be your friend. 
“That was forever ago, Alessa!" Fina annoyingly dismissed.
“Two months is not forever ago.” You stubbornly defended, going back to the expresso.
“He apologized.”
“A pathetic excuse for one.”
“People change.”
“Not that quickly.”
“Leave Alessa alone, Fina. Just because she’s boring doesn’t mean it’s wrong for her to be so.” Your jaw dropped as Zio Roberto patted your shoulder in an attempt to comfort you. He brought the frittata to the island and they all hungrily dove for the first slice as you stood in shock.
"Alright. Just because I'm not a serial dater, participate in every sport known to mankind, or attempt to blow up a lab every now and then does not make me boring!" You passionately embarked on a tirade.
They were silent for a beat while being occupied by their food. 
"It kind of does, baby." Franca chuckled, pityingly. The table burst into comical laughter.
You sighed annoyed steam. "It doesn't even matter. I'm rich and have famous parents." You looked to the ground and their laughter reverberated throughout the room.
"I'm good at kicking rocks. I'm not boring now, huh?" You grumbled pettily. Small sandstone rocks magically extracted from the stone floor and you kicked them with your heel.
With a sharp gasp from you, they went higher than intended and shattered one of the stained glass windows. 
"Alessandra! What the hell are you doing?" Your mother abruptly scolded as she walked into the kitchen. She was dressed in a lavish, white collar dress and her suitcase for the airport levitated behind her upset statue.
"Sulking and kicking rocks." You deadpanned with honesty. Your cousins meagerly chuckled to themselves.
A tension built in between the silence both of you conjured with your matching sights. And as usual, the air became uncomfortable. No one was sure if they should interfere, unsure if this would conclude in an Elemental brawl or in tears.
She visibly sighed impatiently. As she routinely did, she narrowed her sharp eyes distastefully and dismissed you with a perfunctory shake of her head. She went to go make her expresso, walking past you without acknowledgment. Like giving her own child the time of day was a burden.
Your lips fell into a line simmering from buried anger, watching her and her complete disinterest. You switched away from her, marching to the broken window, refusing to let her see your building tears.
“It is not even the 8th hour of the day and there are windows already breaking.” She complained. 
Your hands grew hot, with imminent untamed rage.
“Window, Ramona." Roberto corrected. "One that is being fixed just as quickly.”
She looked at the man unamused and spoke pettily, “Good morning, Roberto.” 
The tension became thicker. Your Zia Franca took the position to poke at her older triplet.
"Mia Sorella, I see the little devil on your shoulder is enjoying your attention today." Franca teased mischievously.
You drowned out your mother's retort and the rest of the conversation. Teary frustration was rimming in your eyes.
Trembling with emotion, you guided the broken colorful glass with assistance from the air. They whimsically levitated, reflecting off the morning light. The mesh of oxides and the melted concoction of sand, soda ash, and limestone mended back together in the frame.
You found always found the power easier to channel when emotional. It calmed you and soothed watching the shattered colors becoming whole once more. 
“That’s Valentino.” Fina whispered in disbelief. “The streamline, cream trench from the 1970 collection! How, Zia?” Fina’s emerald eyes lit up with rave.
“Signore Garavani sent it from the archives yesterday morning.”
“I'd die for it. Mama, can I go to one of your events so I can get a dress too?” Fina began, and so did Franca. As they debated, your mother caught your attention.
“Alessandra, he sent you an outfit as well. The dress is on your bed, you better not forget it.”
You hummed shortly. “It’s already packed.”
"Everything else should be too, except for this rudimentary attitude of yours. I do not have the patience for you today. You’ve known about this trip for a week, so if something is forgotten that's on you." She stated firmly, absent-mindedly sending her bags towards the door.
"Clothes, hygiene, homework, and a notebook. Is that good enough for you?!" You snapped, impulsively. The windows behind you reflected a fiery orange. Burning flames embodied your sweaty curls, trailing down your arms and frame.
The Classic's face became stone, sharp Elemental eyes infuriated. Her nostrils flared with vex, flames gliding down her own Valentino trench. Fina gasped loudly.
The enmity's glare down ignited strain so deep between you both the air thinned. The ground beneath your feet shivered, and her fine nose twitched. Evergrowing pressure rigidfied your body. The wood of the island between you two splintered, the windows and dining wear cracked like ice.
"And a snack." Roberto intervened in front of you to stop an all-out brawl from occurring. His square face immediately sprung with pain, neck clentching, pain receptors inflaming. You both released and he pantingly handed you take a bagged sandwich.
Your anger still resided, huffing through your lungs, numbing any thoughts. Barely over his shoulder, you saw your mother leave the room with Franca following.
He moved out of your fixed sight and the fire sizzled out. You weren't sure if you were going to cry or scream, but the pain was bound to release. You looked down to see the sandwich and its bag effaced. The small puff of smoke echoing, reaching your tear ducts.
Tears immediatley overcame you. "I'm sorry." You chokingly muttered. You turned to see Roberto was already halfway through making another sandwich.
"No, Zio. It's fine." You guiltily resisted, but his owl-like face was still sanguine. 
“I don’t want you to starve to death. It isn’t a good look.” He crooned.
“Vogue’s editors may disagree.” You tried to joke through your tears. He sighed with a pathetic chuckle.  He stopped what he was doing and opened his arms. You rushed forward and he encased you with an enormous hug. One of his infamous hugs. His extra weight always made it soft and comforting as if you had been wrapped in a fleece blanket. He was warm and sponged up all the frustration you felt. 
Once you gathered yourself together, you muttered "There's only one sandwich in the world that beats yours, Zio. Signore Delmar's in Queens. I’m sorry to tell you.” The attempted joke cracked through your voice.
“As long as it’s good enough for our family, there is no competition to me.” He comforted, seeing through your humor guard. You slightly nodded with a sniffle. 
"Ignore it, sweetheart." He whispered and brushed the back of your head.
"I know." 
It was moments like these that perpetuated the longing you had for your father. Tears already began to spill over onto Roberto’s shirt at the thought. It had been years, but the pain from seeing him so still and lifeless forever tainted your mind. Nothing was the same after he died. Sure, things got better with time, but nothing ever replaced the force he was. You knew that. The world knew that. Your mother knew that of all people. Sebastian Vitale, the loving husband. Sebastian De la Vega, the man behind it all. Papa, the father you knew and loved.
It was like her heart, warmth, and the bond you two had, had gone with him. Your family was there through it all and Roberto bared the brunt of it. The cries, the laughs, and the misguided rage. Everything. You weren't sure if was simply because you were his niece or his late best friend's daughter or the fact he believed he was indebted to your father who opened the doors to get him to where he is today. But you knew he missed him as much as you and loved you just as much as his twins. Times could be hard, good, then hard again; it all came in waves. But you could never say you didn’t have your family to help you through the terrain. 
He squeezed you one last time and pulled back with his hands on your shoulders. He looked at you with that sense of nostalgia he often had. You knew he was seeing the features of your father. He took your face in his callused hands. 
"Go on, freshen up, and be on your way. We'll all be here for you to tell us about your dull trip to the UN." He smiled, warmly. 
________________________________________
Fifteen-year-old Prince T’Challa, son of King T'Chaka sat withdrawn upon a Wakandan aircraft. His arms crossed and gaze firmly stuck upon the early morning’s hot-shaded clouds, his repressed resentment was bound to reach the surface. He was far beyond furious with indignation toward his cool-faced, indifferent uncle. King S’Yan. 
The striking shades from confident yellow to blistering red reminded him of his home. The place his uncle had personally confined him from 9 months out of the year. The man who pretentiously watched him from the seat ahead. 
King S’Yan, the man was equally as regal but less of a wise force compared to his late brother. S’Yan surmounted to the throne at 25 in the wake of T'Chaka's murder at the hands of Klaue. He was the youngest of three brothers; an enigmatic recluse with no foresight to arise to the throne. But with T’Chaka dead, N’Jobu exonerated for treason and the eight-year-old heir too young to lead a nation, S’Yan was put into a compromising position. He was not only forced into a self-transformation to become the king Wakanda needed or carry the sudden responsibility of a nation on his shoulders. But by law, his orphaned nephew became his ward. 
S'Yan observed his nephew across from him with a watchful eye. He thought of how much he had grown since that cruel night seven years ago. From a broken boy to an independent young man. A certified genius. An arrogant and ungrateful one in his eyes.
“You attend the most elite school in the nation yet you still find substance to dull over.” The King pondered aloud. "I'm beginning to wonder if you find pleasure in being miserable." 
The prince’s irritation arose, finally expressing itself across his young aristocratic face. The one just like his father's. His wide eyes, his mother's eyes, became righteous daggers of resentment all directed at his guardian. Or lack thereof. 
“It is valid for me to dull over my time being wasted. Everything this school teaches I’m already aware of. In addition, the bland food and professors know half of what ours teach.” He coldly refuted. The King remained nonchalant toward the boy's attitude. 
“It has already been decided. You’ve been given this opportunity to have the adolescent experience and greet those your age around the outside world. Burning olive branches and scouting for flaws is what truly wastes your time. And that is your doing, not mine." 
"The time I've been home has summed to a year. A single year out of these past four. With all due respect, understand I don’t visualize the logic of isolating me from the nation I will be leading. I will never be appreciative for the institutions that have me stripped from my home."
The Prince, barely containing his seeth, viewed his silent uncle who scavenged for the right words to respond. But nothing. A response of nothing. The King, now in place the prince was, watched the early morning sunrise to avoid the postponed conversation. 
“We are ten minutes out, my King.” A Dora announced.
"Thank you, Uuka." The monarch thanked casually with neglect of the unfinished conversation. 
The Prince was seething with a gasket about to burst. He shot up and stormed to the bathroom before he could make a scene. He shut the door tight and so did his eyes. 
"Stop it!" he ignorantly thought, rubbing away the wetness leaking from his tear ducts. He washed his face and chugged a glass of water to find any way to stop a sob from coming to fruition. It eventually settled after a series of trembling breaths. 
He looked at his reflection and sniffled, preparing to bring himself together. His emotions bottled once again, his suit was twiddled to perfection, and he rubbed away his bloodshot eyes. He stared at the frown unconcealed on his lips and forced it into a line. 
By the time he slid the door open, the aircraft was already set to translucent, landing upon a rooftop. He went next to the King, ready to descend off the ship. 
“All I ask is for you to attempt to find an element to enjoy and not be so emotional for once in your life.” The monarch muttered and walked off the deck. 
The Prince stood back for a beat, being the very thing the King just told him not to be. He sucked in a harsh, repressing breath, making his way down the deck. 
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The morning of, you woke up early due to nerves. Anxiousness coursed through you yet buried beneath it was a layer of excitement. For years you had seen your mother, Zia’s, and Zio at these conferences on television. They were always respectable and graceful yet brutally ruthless when it came to challenging the corrupt. Which, many of the powerful were. Over the years you overheard their closed-door conversations and their frequent ‘business trips’ for their clandestine work. Now, after months of convincing your harsh mother, it was your turn to go. 
You put on a petite dress that's tone was similar to a pale daffodil. Giovane, innocente and Italiana were the adjectives swirled across the small note card shipped with the dress. Paired with a simple gloss, rosy blush, and curtains of curls pulled back with a silver clip, you smirked knowing how jealous Serafina would be.
The bathroom door opened and you turned to see your mother walk out of it, stunning and ready. She perfunctorily glanced toward you.
There were few words spoken between you and your mother that morning. She did her own thing and you did yours, some of the tension still lingering. It was silent mostly. You didn’t like it. You had never liked silence. It left you alone with your thoughts.
You watched her from afar as she took out and skimmed over a file that she used her back to shield you from seeing. In an effort to stir up a conversation, you went over to her. 
“Will there be any objectives today? Conversations to eavesdrop? An official watch out for?” You peeped over her shoulder to view the file in her hands. Only a few words in, she snapped it shut. 
“Nothing of which involves your attention.” She dismissed and dissolved the file to a crisp between her fingertips. Light trails of smoke shadowed her and she walked across the room to lock up her belongings. She slid her finger along the inner walls of the briefcase, spawning gunpowder. Atop it all, she drizzled webs of a high electric charge, ready to set off if an unwelcomed person were to open the belongings. Clever.
“Today, all I ask is for you to take in the moment and stay out of trouble. There will be much power and knowledge in that room, it may bring some use to take a note or two.”
“So, spy?" You hopefully suggested. It wasn’t something she would ever ask you to do, nor did she know that was the reason behind your interest for attending. 
“Alessandra.” She impatiently warned.
“Fine.” You surrendered, harshly.
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You arrived at the assembly an hour later. You were in a massive room with 17 rows and 6 columns of curved desks for the 185 nations in eventual attendance. The large space buzzed with ambassadors, advisors, and royalty all greeting one another with their shallow diplomatic fronts. 
It was overwhelming. Your senses felt like they were on fire. The intent you had to spy was abandoned by the toll of myriads of physiological and chemical chaos. It trembled the internal sphere containing the Elemental force. 
You wonder how your mother did it. She greeted powerful officials with ease as you stood beside her, struggling to say anything other than a few verses. You were sure she was happy about it. 
Many were pleased to see her, some even going out of their way to meet her. The Ramona Vitale. Italy’s newly appointed permanent UN ambassador, the fearless human rights violation investigator, and the widow of the late revered Sebastian De la Vega.  
Now, the mousey ambassador of Japan stood before her, subtly brownnosing. 
“I admire your strength, Ramona. This is a tense time within your nation yet you still find the time to attend the assembly and raise such a lovely daughter. The betrayal of the Prime Minister was so unexpected.” He referenced your nation’s Prime Minister taken out of power for his ties with the Mafia. You didn’t know how, and no one knew who leaked the evidence, but she, Luca, and Franca were the ones to expose it. 
“Not particularly when considering the influence power, money, and greed has over the human psyche. Though you are right, it is undoubtedly a tense time but I believe this has been a wake-up call for many. This is a time to realize that greed and seediness will always find their way to the light.” She intensely looked directly into the ambassador’s eyes. 
The small man’s blood rushed to his limbs. You sensed the sudden release of cortisol and adrenaline. Fear. What is this man hiding? 
“Certainly. However, we must not undermine the importance of allyship during these difficult times. I hope our nations will continue our solidified bond.” He added, his voice unwavered.
She only hummed with a well-hidden smirk on her cordial face. She nodded her head disingenuously. His breathing picked up in pace and you couldn’t help but feel a spike of amusement at the mouse being caught in the trap. 
“I’m sure we will be seeing more of each other, Ambassador. As well as you, Ms. Vitale. Like mother, like daughter.” He said his farewell with a subtle warning of eye contact and moved on. As he walked away, he whispered to one of his advisors. 
“Mama was that…” You whispered with excitement.
“Not now.” She smirked with satisfaction.
As another came to greet, you whimpered at an all-consuming shudder down your spine. Every sight, every touch, and every taste amplified chucking you into a shivering state. Your ears were ringing. It felt like holy water dribbled down your skin, like your flesh was vibrating to let the heaven within release and it all abruptly stopped with the rapid touch of a hand. Suddenly everything was calm again, but with your mother’s hand on your back and the United States ambassador giving a worried look.
“Are you alright there, Ms…”
“Ms. Vitale.” You completed her sentence. “I apologize for my rudeness, but if you excuse me for a few moments.” You rushed out of the room. You locked yourself into the bathroom and slammed your back against the stall door. You were panting. What the hell was that feeling? You never sensed anything like it before. It was like you were someone else. Or something else. 
You took a breath and stiffly restrained the power once more. The second you walked back into the buzzing room, your breath caught in your lungs. Breathe. Just breathe. With careful strides and steady breaths, you walked back to where you were before. 
Your mother gave you a curious look as if she was asking if you could handle yourself. She almost looked concerned. It was strange. You took a long breath and nodded.
But still, your curiosity was unsatisfied, What the hell was that? Was it someone or something? You could see even your own mother now tense and stiff. Curiosity is what killed that cat, but you couldn’t resist your dying want to know what was causing it. It was calling you. It was primitive, archaic, and begging for your attention. Your eyes shut and the room vibrated with senses. The motion of your head ignored any logical reasoning you had left and settled to the right of the room. Opening your eyes, the light adjusted, to see the King of Wakanda. 
Vibranium. The archaic Elemental metal. It made so much sense, but wasn't most of it stolen? His entire body had to be encased with it. The King of the 3rd world nation stood tall and regally with two bald-headed women near him. They were intimidating with their tight black dresses, sharp features, and silver vibranium rings around their necks. 
But your focus didn't sustain on them for long, but rather on the boy who stood beside the monarch. He was around your age and roughly around your height. His hair was groomed, and his suit was tailored without a flaw. A vibrant scarf hung across his chest and it was colored tanzanite and diopside, the jewels for intuition and catharsis. 
It reminded you of a painting. He appeared as though he had it all, but his noble features were bathed in quiet melancholy. He looked malnourished of liveliness, like a pressure was weighing him down. Yet, his youth could still be seen through his bored burnt umber eyes. They glanced at the clock at least every 30 seconds, resulting in the repetitive disappointing twitch between his eyebrows. It made you smile. Then, his wide-set eyes twitched toward you. He tensed, an unreadable expression coming across his aristocratic face.
An embarrassed blush came across yours. You were panicing and didn't know why. His eyes didn't move, watching you, judging you. A sharp breath scraped down your throat, passing your palpatating heart. You swiftly looked away. Your eyes scrunched with embarrassment, questioning if throwing yourself out the window was a bad idea. Even through your shut eyes, you couldn't shake the image of the puzzled, noble boy.
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anarmorofwords · 3 years
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Hc turns out Alastair actually likes politics
Hes smart and hed like to make a change in the way shadowhunters are treated
Hes like Christopher in that aspects, wanting to use different ways to advocate and carry out his mandate thought hes a good fighter
But he thinkseverything is extremly wrong and corrupted and its all shit after the breakup and he starts having HIS own thoughts
And necesarily he doesnt want to actually actively participate in politics
He wants to live his life and be happy
But it never stops nagging him that there is something wrong
So he does what he knows how to do
He writes, and advocates, and apologizez to Thomas cause he is aware Gideon is high up in politics but see your fathers not the problem im critisizing a system.
Writes it under A.C.
And everyones knows its him but no one can prove it so
Hes very vocal aboit his opinions
Once he dies the clave really tries to hude everything he did
All his small victories, his writtings everything because it challenges their costumes. Until Alec is able to find them
And theyre brilliant
And after getting 1900's speak (which is hilarious cause he just walks around the apartment with Alastairs letters like "hey babe what does effontry mean?" And magnus will shout "means someones being a huge dick" "Thank you Magnus")
Its actually pretty smart
He asks if Magnus has any idea who AC is and Magnus really doesnt know (he wasnt in shadowhunter buisness around that time he just visited offly) (and by offly I mean every ten years)
So he takes one of the letters for some time to try to figure it out and after reading everything just clicks like "Oh shit this was Cordelias brother"
And Alec is like???
Magnus: okok remember how I told you half your ancestors just didnt just "not marry" but were excrutiatingly gay
Alec nods
Magnus hands him the letter: see this was one of your ancestors lovers and he was a smartass cocky mf
After that lovely explanation he actually gets down to genuinly explain who Alstair was
His theory was really good Alec noted
At the end he takes into account some of the things he wrote
And when he finds an old letter (that had nothing to do with politics) he gives it to Emma
She lost everything she had of her family besides her sword
He knows shed like to have his ancestor as equally liked to participate in fuck the clave agenda
ok wait I'm having a moment *aka crying*
You KNOW this is exactly what he'd do. Like, I don't even know what to say I'm so emotional about this concept
He would totally see Charlotte's struggles with Maurice and the rest of Clave, and that's even more reason to keep it anon (to a degree, as you said) so people couldn't say he's biased (because Fairchilds/Lightwoods/Herondales' are friends and everyone knows that.)
(But honestly would many people be able to guess it's him?!? Like those asses that used to know his wittiness and eloquence wouldn't believe his opinions changed (because even after he starts "living with his dear friend Thomas" and gets closer to Lightwoods etc., that's not enough proof for people to suspect him, and he's not vocal about his views. and his friends etc wouldn't say. Idk just thinking out loud)
Oh I'm pretty sure Thomas wouldn't mind BUT ALSO IMAGINE ALASTAIR JUST STRAIGHT UP DISCUSSING THESE THINGS WITH GIDEON
like we know Gideon basically adopts him (aka that's a headcanon I'll never ever abandon it's canon shut up everyone) and loves him like his own son and so they just meet for dinner/tea/whatever to chat, and Alastair would often just suggest things to Gideon so he could present them to the Clave please this would be perfect
Also I don't know as much about Enneagram as you, but from what I've read wanting to leave their mark on the world is pretty important to eights, so on one hand yes those writings helping and inspiring Alec years later is beautiful af, but also THE CLAVE BURYING IT ALL FOR DECADES BREAKS MY HEART
just... Alastair dying, say, probably somewhere around/after WWII, and seeing how mundanes world went to shit and seeing similarly dangerous fucked up notions among the Shadowhunters (I barely remember TMI, but I doubt the Circle jsut appeared out of nowhere and there were no idiotic ideas like theirs before ) atahgasyab my heart </3
the thought of Magnus reminiscing about TLH gang to Alec shit shit shit- *cries more*
And damn Alec would find so much comfort in Alastair's story - a man who fought for the right cause even despite all he went through, and even in those much worse times. It brings Alec strength to face his own battles, reminds him to never give up. sometimes he's tired and defeated and thinks maybe it would be better to just leave it all behind and try to fight for nothing more than his own family's well-being, but then he glances at one of those essays, framed over his desk, and he takes a deep breath. He thinks of Alastair, and says to himself 'its for him'. For the guy that didn't get to see the changes, but relentlessly advocated for them all the same. Its for Thomas, Eugenia and Anna Lightwood, Matthew Fairchild, Kamala Joshi, who all should not have lived through those struggles. That's what he can do for them now.
fuck fuck fuck look I don't like Emma but the thought of her smugly realising one of her ancestors was not only a badass gay icon but an advocate for change that messed with the Clave as much as he could hold up I'm gonna cry-
Basically-
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I am convinsed Alastair really just decided to put down all his interest and now is rediscovering again
Like you can tell me this boy who was nerding out about a moving film favorite book really is "the prince"
Political theory
Anyways Alastair rediscovering literature and getting to read what HE WANTS
Burn the prince
Althought @nott-the-best kindly suggested he destroy Charles political career becoming a communist
And i stan
AND YEAH IF ITS NOT INBOOK I'LL DO IT MYSELF
Oh absolutely that's what I think, too :'(
He wanted to mold himself into the most respectable and boring (aka uncontroversial) person possible, I don't trust a word about his likes and interests from the Academy moments
YES PLEASE I WANNA SEE HIM READ AND TALK ABOUT THINGS HE GENUINELY LIKES
did you read RWRB this reminds me of RWRB in a way
and whjagha absolutely, burn the Prince, I needed it bad, so he did that in my fic, let's say it counts
Oh hell yeah I would love to see him destroying Charles, especially that Charles gives me strong far-right vibes ("I wanna make our people strong again", no empathy etc...) so like Fair, please do
OK THAT'S GOOD, NOW I CAN BE AT PEACE KNOWING IT'LL COME EITHER WAY
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anarmorofwords · 3 years
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Political writer au or fixed hamilton? We shall never know
'I'm only 19 but my mind is older" is Alastairs entire character
fixed hamilton sounds compelling too 👀
it is. it is definitely Alastair
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anarmorofwords · 3 years
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I HAVE READ RWRB (......that stands for red white and royal blue correct? Is fo then YES)
I really just want to watch him read things HE enjoys and things HE WANTS BURN THE FUCKING PRINCE PLS
Alastairs biggest fuck u to Charles is gonna be slowly making everyone question their system
Heck
I might even write a crack fict thats just
Alastair lived his life advocating towards changing the shadowhinter goverment system cause shit was wrong and all that time studying so Charles could see worth in him made him have knowledge
He wrote letters
Theories
Essays
And died withoit seeing change but theyre all still there
Consul Alexander Lightwood finds some old stored away files from 1910s
He ask Magnus who the fuck AC was and why is this the solution to a lot of our problems
SORRY ZIA I WAS TAKING A SHOWER
YES SAME LIKE I JUST NEED IT
SO BADLY
Like that fic basically started because I wanted Alastair to burn that book and also to have a reason to reminiscent about his relationship with Charles but whatever
Like I want to see it BURN *insert Eliza's song*
Or at the very least, let him throw it at a demon or something, that's the least Charles can be useful for
OKAY YOU JUST MADE ME CRY WITH THIS SCENARIO BUT HELL YEAH I WANT IT
Alastair getting "revenge" on Charles by doing things that would have positive impact
Alastair getting revenge on Charles using his own hobby
Charles maybe eventually seeing Alastair's right, and sure as hell seeing he lost not only a pretty face but this amazing mind and knowing that mind is against his bigoted views
Alastair using his brain and the knowledge he gained to work towards change, to fight for what's right and to improve others' lives isn't it just straight up Eight behaviour?!!
also Alec finding those writings and Alastair not knowing how revolutionary his ideas were ALASTAIR NOT KNOWING AN OPENLY GAY CONSUL AND HIS HUSBAND ARE IMPREZSED BY THEM HUNDRED YEARS LATER I'M GONNA CRY
Ok and now Red White and Royal blue SPOILERS BELOw
I just thought about Alastair's real interests vs/the mask he put and remembered
You know how the palace people had Henry say he's favourite writer is Dickens?! Because they needed to maintain a reputation, and it's actually Jane Austen?!
Basically, I wanna know who's Alastair's Jane Austen
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anarmorofwords · 3 years
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Ok ana
But History has its eyes on you
Gideon @ Alastair
Cry with me ana, cry
"let me tell you what I wished I'd known"
he's a seasoned politician, he knows the reality they live in and people they're facing, they need to take things slow, be careful. he gives Alastair guidence he never had-
"I know greatness lies in youuuu"
this line is basically Gideon @ Alastair 10000% of the time
I AM crying thank you very much :'))))
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anarmorofwords · 3 years
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The song for our political writer hc is not eight
I mean yes
But also no the sleeping at last for this really is son
"Show me how to struggle gracefully
Let the scaffolding inside of me be strong enough
To hold this tired body up once more
And I will try, try, try to breathe
'Til it turns to muscle memory
I feel the pressure in my blood
Building up and liberating me
So I will try, try, try to breathe
'Til it turns to muscle memory
I'm only steady on my knees
But one day, I'll stand on my own two feet
I'll run the risk of being intimate with brokenness
Through this magnifying glass
I see a thousand finger prints"
I-
"I'm only steady on my knees/ but one day I'll stand on my own two feet"
I'm crying like it's the middle of the night and I'm just weeping about Alastair like stupid helppp- 😭
ALSO HOLD UP IVE JUST REALISED
that this will kind of make his and Cordelia's achievements complement each
the sword and the pen
she makes the world better with her sword, he does that with a pen/quill
she'll go down in history as a legendary warrior wielding Cortana
his history will only be rediscovered after Alec finds the essays, dusted off; the legacy of a warrior of the word
Carstairs Siblings Legacy baby 😭🥺
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anarmorofwords · 3 years
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I WAS YOUR FAVORITE CRIME IS ALSO CHARLESTAIRS
And I hate it JAJAJJAJS just a friendly reminder Homosexuality was a crime back then :)
And in a modern au their age difference would ALSO be illegal
AND THE LYRICS-
Aahgsgtaha i hate this so much WHY DOES IT WORK PERFECTLY
in modern setting, he literally groomed him (depending on country and law but still) it suits so well I hate it :'))))
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anarmorofwords · 3 years
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Dont worry the thing is spanish has an ongoing debate on A LOT OF WORDS and how you call them cause most our languages are mixed with indigenous language in tye region so we say things different
Like example I think in costa rica or panama (If im not mistaken the country that did this was in central america) called a child guagua
While in PR guagua is a bus
Coche is a car in some spanish while in mine coche is a baby strawler
Concha for me is a conch for others its a.....womans intimate part
Bicho is a bug, but to me bicho is a bitch
Sorbeto is straw in PR
Republica calls it sorbete
I call my socks medias mexico calls them calcetin
Same with most countries call beans frijoles
Caribbean-latinos call them habichuelas
For me pato (duck) is a gay slur
For everyone else its just duck
...
why
I mean at least you know about these differences? so people don't accidentally mess up and say something controversial... right?
bicho sounds like a bitch sooo
how I see learning Spanish now:
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anarmorofwords · 3 years
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Yep
I will be bombarding with weird hcs because yes
I made my peace with that 😌
beware if I decide to do the same to you
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