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girl in my class was like hey if anyone snorts this line of sour sugar stuff from the bottom as this bag of tangfastics ill give them 20 quid and i was like woah how dangerous and ridiculous is that??? anyways in 20 pounds richer now

#my nose hurts real bad #grace's rambling #20 pounds is 20 pounds

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my friend: so i'm gonna start watching this new tv show

me: oh yeah? whats it called

my friend: ... i dont wanna say..

me: what, why?

my friend: im scared about what you're gonna say

me: it's fine dw! what is it?

my friend: ... Good Om-

me: AAAAAAAASNXCBKJHVGFYUIDHISRXJ OH MY FUCKING GOD YESYEYSYEYYSYES FINALLY FINALYYYY OH MY GOD ITS SOOSOS GOOD YOU WILL NOT REGRET THIS DID YOU KNOW IT WAS A BOOK FIRST-

#i am so normal #good omens #david tennant #micheal sheen

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sorry can we all stop acting like people with bpd are automatically evil?? its actually pissing me tf off. like yeah there are shite ppl with bpd out there but newsflash: there are shit people in the world in general. my gf has bpd and she is literally the sweetest most gentle human being ever- you lot have no idea how much i wanna start swinging when someone says that she "might hurt me." she wont. she might need extra support on some days, or feel things i dont understand. some days might be more difficult than others, but fucking guess what you wankers? ive just described every relationship ever. people with bpd are still (shock horror) people.

#grace's rambling #sorry if i worded this wrong i am very mad and slightly drunk #bpd #mental health #fuck you i love my wife

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"the love is requited theyre just idiots" is my fav tag ever. i eat that shit up every god damn time. aziracrow? fuck yes my miscommunication bitches. patcap? oh yeah my ghost husbands i love them sm. wolfstar? my poor poor babies i love them sm

#grace's rambling #its 6 am #and im reading fanfic #i have an exam in 3 hours #fml

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my dad always goes to bed at like 4 am for no apparent reason like bitch its no surprise ur so mad all the time ur running on 4 hours of sleep and way too many cups of tea. just go bed earlier u freak of nature

#grace's rambling #(i am also running on 4 hours of sleep and way too many cups of tea) #(but i dont have 3 kids and a mortage so its fine)

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TY FOR THE TAGGG

Yuki Onna- Adrianne Lenker

The Skin (Live)- Supermilk

Sober to Death- Car Seat Headrest

Teenage Kicks- The Undertones

Underground- Cody Fry

Easy With Either- Pictish Trail

Angel of Small Death & The Codine Scene- Hozier

frog- Cavetown

come- Adrianne Lenker

I wish I was James Bond- Scouting for Girls

tags: @wowpindrop and anyone else ^^

tagged by @slavet0thegrind & @danexist to shuffle my music n list the first 10 songs! thank u🕺

the party’s over / the baldwin brothers (ft. mark lanegan)

time / play dead

streets of baltimore / gram parsons

silent hedges / bauhaus

silver chain / rowland s howard

give me your lovin / mazzy star

down by the river / pulp

television / japan

some of them are old / brian eno

humanesque / the gun club

i tag @imdistressed @wormdream @eithernich @antiquesintheattic @eddiestardust :)

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ty for the tag :D this is gonna be HARD HAHAHSG

T he Skin- Supermilk

I want you- Mitski

R ibs- The Crane Wives

E vol- Adrianne Lenker

D ont stop me now -Queen

G oing postal at the party- James Marriott

O n and on and on- ABBA

O ver my head- James Marriott

D isco 2000- Pulp

O ur society- Sam McLaughlin

M outh- Supermilk

E very little thing she does is magic- The Police

N ausea- Jeff Rosenstock

S crawny- Wallows

F eels like your best friend is going away- Forests

A pple cider i dont mind- Modern Baseball

N ight to waste- Alex Spencer

tags: @urineedward and anyone else why not weowoeow

(tagged by @vampiricsheep! thank you :D)

The rules of the game are to write one song for every letter in your url, and then tag as many people as there are letters in your URL!

T - Take Me Back to Eden by Sleep Token

W - Wild Blue Yonder by The Amazing Devil

I - I'd Rather See Your Star Explode by Slaves

C - Counting Cards by Rainbow Kitten Surprise

O - One For the Money by Escape The Fate (we're cheating and using an O, because i dont think i have a song that starts with 0 lol)

0 - 0% Angel by Mr.Kitty (I FOUND ONE. I FORGOT ABT THIS SONG. keeping the O in tho.)

R - Rockstar by Blue Stahli

D - Discord by Odyssey Eurobeat (because its funny/for the bit, but i may also recommend Die To Live by Volbeat! ps pls give odyssey ur love, shes really talented and is still making music!)

(tagging @zanerak, @quixlebug, @azonine, @nibblecat1, @scoobisoft, and anyone else interested :) i had a hard time picking just one if i have the opportunity i WILL send u 100+ song playlists very enthusiastically)

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"she doesnt love you like you love her!"

yeah ik that but if she doesn't love me who will fr!!!! id rather take a little love over none at all!!!

#my friends must hate me atp #me when i purposefully #get into toxic relationships #we accept the love we think we deserve #or smth

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TY FOR THE TAGG!

tags: @britcombruh @urineedward and anyone else who sees this bcs why not!

everyone please do this quiz

tagging @stars-and-birds @oh-lacy @mqstermindswift @tortured-poets-depxrtment @drewlooks @oh-mother-i-cannot-weave @a-bowl-of-soop @trafficlightsaysidk @allsfairinloveandpoetry13 @thatdelusionalnerd @skies-of-gray @bloodied-dagger @el-fandom-birb @hecateisalesbian @ literally anyone else who wants to

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debating writing another Lars fanfic but also realising I not only have no idea about any of the science of it so 90% will be just pure waffle, but I also can't remember any of the other characters' names for the life of me bcs I've never watched a ghostbusters film before. So now I'm just word-vomiting and praying to the fanfic gods ill come up with a good idea

#james acaster #lars pinfield x reader #lars pinfield #fanfic #ghostbusters frozen empire

[tiredgoodomensfan]

TY FOR THE TAGG!

Tags!: @urineedward (i know no one else sorry AA HELP)

Thanks for the tag @thelastplantagenet 😊💚

1. Do this uquiz.

2. Do this picrew.

3. Tag people.

feel free to play if you’d like :)

@buncha-angry-kids-with-no-money @thatoneandlonelyemo2005 @with-the-words-all-wrong

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me: chat what do we think

the angel and devil on my shoulders: can you not call us that please

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Fuck it we ball fanfic time. Gn reader x lars pinfield WOO

Okay WOO lmk if this is shit or ooc or anything, but im pretty happy with how this went :D its a little rushed, might redo it in the future idk. Also i made Y/N bit too much like me (northern) so watch out for that american readers SORRYYY. anwyays enjoy!

I am smart.

No don't laugh, I am, genuinely I am.

Maybe not in the way that others deem important, maybe not in the traditional sense, but I am bright.

Pinfield doesn't think so, the prick.

Every day I come into work, all smiling and welcoming, and what do I get in return? A roll of the eyes if I'm lucky.

Dickhead.

But I don't let him get to me, I love my job. My boss is chill, I love hanging out with Lucky, and the Spenglers seem nice! It's a good gig, really.

I'm the "PR guy" for Ghost Corps. Every time they fuck up and destroy a building or whatever I'm the one who covers it up. I'm a real smooth talker, 'gift of the gab' my mum used to call it.

The team needs me, I know that, they know that. Im crucial to the whole operation, the sole reason why that whiny mayor dude hasnt shut them down.

I'm the one who goes to press interviews, who goes on the radio or on TV. I'm the social media manager, I make videos, and post tweets, fuck I've even started a Ghostbusters youtube account! I deserve a raise honestly. #justiceforY/NthePRguy

I get on with everyone at work except for Pinfield, and I genuinely dont know why.

I've tried getting him to feature in videos, or explain the science of stuff to me so I can actually seem like I know what I'm talking about- but he just brushes me off.

Gary tries to reassure me about this on a daily basis. "Its nothing to do with you Y/N" he smiled one day, putting a hand on my shoulder and guiding me away from the busy scientist. "He doesnt really talk to anyone, he gets really passionate about his work"

"I get that, but there's no need for him to be a dick to me, he's got me thinking all kinds of shit honestly!" I replied, exhasperated "I've never done nowt to him"

Suddenly, Pinfield raised his head from his work, scrunching his eyebrows together. "thats a double negative" he commented, looking at me as if I was stupid. Great, It's the most he's ever spoken to me and its a fucking insult- atleast I think it is.

"you what?" I ask, making my way over to him despite Garys protests. I fold my arms, looking as menacing as i can (which ive been told isn't very menacing at all)

"I said its a double negative, if you've never done nothing then you must've done something" before I can reply, he adds onto the end "which you haven't, by the way. I dont know why you think that. I treat you the same as anyone else"

I can't explain why his answer bothers me so much, but it does. Why does he view me in the same way he views the others? That's hardly fair. I'm always welcoming to him, I make time out of my day to include him in things. I hate to admit it, but I genuinely admire him aswell. His love for all things paranormal, the way he gets so excited and proud when he gets to explain the science of ghost-catching to someone. It's oddly endearing.

I tell him as much (excpet for the stuff about him being endearing, he doenst need his ego inflated any more than it already is)

He looks confused, I've never seen him look like that- its weird. Arrogant? sure. Annoyed? when is he not bffr. Happy? Once or twice. But confused? Weird. This is the guy with all the answers, the smart one.

He thinks for a moment, before seemingly making a desision. He stands up with a small huff of exhasperation, and walks off.

As he goes past me, he grabs my arm, more gently than I thought he was capable of. Okay, i guess im coming too. Fun, roadtrip time.

He takes me out of the lab and down the corridor, into a relatively well lit small room.

"Well this is-" before i can speak properly, he cuts me off. Told you he was a prick.

"I dont understand you Y/N" he blurts out, looking at me, as if I'm some sort of specimin hes studying in the lab.

"Well good." I joke. I dont like the serious tone he's taking. Dont like how aware I am of his gaze. HATE the fact I can feel my cheeks burning. Gross. Pinfield is a dick, we've established this. Why the fuck am I BLUSHING because he's LOOKING at me? Bit embarassing, pull it together Y/LN.

He doenst like this though. He shakes his head, pacing around.

"No Y/N you dont get it. I understand everyone, sort of anyways. I've observed them, I can predict their reactions to things. I know what they're all like- but you're... I just dont understand! You're so happy and nice all the time, but you also get angry at stupid stuff, but never really properly angry? I cant make sense of it, genuinely. You've not done anything wrong, you can't do anything wrong. Thats frustrating too. It's like you're this perfect, beautiful person, and I've been trying to see flaws but I cant-" He rambles, speaking like hes just letting out one stream of constant thoughts. He seems stressed, poor guy.

I interupt him, grabbing his arm. "Hey, c'mon Pinfi- I- Lars. C'mon Lars. I'm not worth the stress mate" I try and reassure him, but that just agitates him more.

"See! That's just it! I've been horrible to you, I admit it. But you've kept trying with me! When I hurt my hand you were the one who bandaged it and put it in a sling"

(i had found him almost blacked out from the pain on the lab floor, even the memory of it sent a shiver down my spine)

"you were the only one that looked for me after we all nearly died fighting Garraka"

("Pinfield? Pinfield!? Oh my god, there you are! Thank fuck you're alright!" Okay maybe this tiny non-crush had been going on longer than i thought... christ)

"I dont like the thought of you hurt..." i muttered, embarrased. this definitely wasnt how i was expecting this conversation to go, fuck my life I was crushing on a nerdy scientist who defintely didn't like me back.

He stopped his pacing and walked over to me until the gap between us was non existant. He slowly, hesitantly, lifted his hand until he cupped my cheek.

"I don't like the thought of you upset because of me" he muttered, his voice low.

My heart completely stopped, my breath caught in my throat, was this happening? how was this happening? i swear this guy was like my mortal enemy not even 5 minutes ago. so many revelations were bieng made today...

I decided to be bold, why not? fuck it, i've got nothing to loose at this point.

I leaned in so our noses just grazed eachother, looking at him, really genuinely looking at him. his soft blue eyes that seemed to peer into my soul. Not pierce through it, like some weird blue eyed fuckers i knew, but looked. gently, tenderly, as if he was looking at everything i ever had been, or would be. like i was something beautiful, something to be treaured.

It made me want to sob at the thought. god, how disgustingly sweet.

"make up for it then" i whispered, the tension so thick i could cut it with a knife.

I'd planned on being the one to make the forst move, but apparently, that was all that Lars needed.

He kissed me. His soft lips pressed against mine, sotfly, tenderly, tentatively.

I could feel the anxiety radiating off of him, so i quickly reciprocated. More eagerly than i owuldve liked- but oh well.

I could feel his hand resting on my waist, his thumb gently stroking my cheek. It all felt so tender, so raw, not at all how i thought it would be.

I felt like a teenager again, and couldnt resist letting out a small giggle, making Lars pull away. He looked confused again, making me laugh once again.

"What?" he aksed, a sort of amused smile on his face.

"Nothing- sorry. Nothing at all. Just thinking of how fuming mums gonna be when i tell her ive got a posho for a boyfriend"

"I am NOT posh!"

"you are a littleee"

"I AM NO- wait- boyfriend?"

"oh shit didnt mean to say that bi-"

he cut me off with another kiss, this one much more confident.

It felt like a million fireworks were going off in my head, oh I could definetly get used to this feeling. This war, sweet, happy feeling. My senses were flooded with everything Lars. His taste, his smell, his touch.

I felt like I was learning to live again.

#AAAA #lars pinfield #james acaster #fanfic #ghostbusters frozen empire #lars pinfield x reader #gn reader #should prolly add more tags but its 2 am im tired #nightnight everyone #lmk what you think

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am i the only one who loves to lie about random shit for no reason? like my bsf has a new bf and he was asking about my family and stuff, yk normal activities, and i decided to fuck with him a bit to see how far i could take it until he called bullshit.

Turns out my bestie's new man is really gullible so now I have a dad who's Australian, a mum who's a lesbian and left my dad when I was 6 for his sister, an older brother whos in prison for a crime he didnt commit and a pet snake

Im debating expanding this web of lies and only revealing the truth once they get married, that's the only way he's gonna earn it i reckon

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okay this is just for research purposes but if i posted a gn reader x lars pinfield fic on here who would read it (hypotheticaly ofc)

#james acaster #lars pinfield #ghostbusters frozen empire #fanfic

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possibly my favourite thing in the world thats happening on TikTok right now is the discourse over who should be "allowed" to play Rapunzel in the live-action tangled and everyones getting really mad abt it. but a live-action tangled wasn't announced, no one at all said "hey this films happening and heres our lead!" someone just made this shit up for a laugh to see who would get mad and spolier it was everyone

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thinking abt mayhaps taking all my ff ideas out of my notes app and posting them on her for gits and shiggles

#hmm #ponderings #good omens #james acaster #taskmaster #doctor who #if you want me to write smth send an ask bro ill do it why not #fanfic