tomkaulitzssgirl

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sorry if i disappeared, just came back from the trip! i will start writing again tomorrow <3

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I need their song in my veins

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I’m gonna need a modern Tom x daughter reader. Literlaly anything cute (I have daddy issues babe please) thank you 😜

Father! Tom Kaulitz Headcanons (x Reader)

- when he knew that he was having a baby he was literally crying, he couldn’t believe that he was about to be a father

- especially since he didn’t really believe he would’ve found love, so it was crazy to him that now he had a family

- bUT WHEN HE DISCOVERED HE WAS ABOUT TO HAVE A GIRL??? omg

- he was on cloud 9

- he knew you would humble him and make him whipped but he didn’t care

- he literally loved you so much he brought all kinds of stuff to celebrate

- he even brought you a Tokio Hotel shirt when you were born and it was the first thing you wore in the hospital

- HE FOUGHT TO CHOOSE YOUR NAME

- like he had to be the one to name you, end of discussion

- when you started to grow up and become an adult he felt so emotional

- he wanted to protect you from the world but he knew he couldn’t do that forever

- let me tell you, your birthdays were amazing, he wanted to celebrate every year and do everything you wanted to make you happy

- kinda strict but in a healthy way

- like i feel he would make you do or go wherever you want but he would give you a curfew and always drop you off and pick you up himself

- he would only make you drink if he’s with you otherwise it’s a big no, even smoking is out of the way

- also NO BOYFRIENDS

- he knows how assholes boys can be so he would only want to protect you from them

- he doesn’t want you to suffer okay???

- until you were 18 ofc

- when you got your first boyfriend, he asked him all kinds of questions and intimidated him because hey that’s his job as a dad

- but then he became his friend and actually started to like him

- but that doesn’t meant that he wouldn’t kill him if he hurt you

- sometimes you two would fight since he is stubborn and you are as well but he would always come first and apologise

- not directly though, like he would just come into your room and ask you to watch a movie or hang out with him, that’s his way of apologising

- can be scary when he gets mad so you try to avoid it

- but it also would take a lot to make him angry at you, he’s too soft for his little girl

- expects you to be good in school but doesn’t give you a hard time when you get a bad grade, instead he motivates you into doing better

- would totally teach you how to play the guitar

- and make fun of you when you can’t do it perfectly ofc

- buys you everything you want, you’re totally spoiled by him and he doesn’t care, he wants you to have whatever you desire

- would totally embarrass you around your friends

- like he would start to do random dad jokes or tell them stories about you that you would rather keep a secret

- totally supportive of you and whatever decision you make as long as it doesn’t hurt you and you’re sure about it

- otherwise he wouldn’t hesitate to make you think straight

- if someone tries to bully you in school, he doesn’t care who it is, he’s fighting them

- he went through it and knows what it feels like and he doesn’t want you to live that as well

- hugs you when you cry while patting your head

- would try to stay strong but then will cry silently when he’s alone just because you’re hurting

- dedicates you a lot of songs, you’re his entire world

- honestly such a great dad i love him so much i’m crying

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Can you do tom getting overprotective of reader at a party??

STAY CLOSE - T. KAULITZ

synopsis: you and tom attend a party together, and he does everything to make sure that you don’t leave his side - even for a second.

content: fluff? idk how to describe this lol

a/n: love love loveeee this idea bc i can so picture tom being all overprotective of his girlfriend at a party, hope u like it anon!!

“liebe, you nearly ready?” tom calls out from the bedroom, my eyes concentrated on the bathroom mirror in front of me, completely focused on getting my lipliner perfect - having failed miserably the past five times.

“just a second!” i say, pressing my lips together, ensuring they are fully covered, before releasing them with a pop. i stand upright, looking into the mirror as i adjust my dress, running my fingers through my straightened hair, making sure everything is perfect. my outfit leaves little to the imagination - a small black dress with spaghetti straps, no bra underneath, paired with some black heels. i know that tom will be all over me tonight, not only out of lust and his lack of ability to restrain himself, but out of protectiveness, becoming overly possessive whenever we attend a party like this.

finally satisfied with myself, i open the bathroom door, tom looking upwards from his small flip phone as he lays on the bed, his lips curving into a sly smirk once he sees me. i know that look all too well. he gets up, walking towards me, his eyes dark, hooded with pure lust. his hands run up and down my waist, squeezing gently as he moves my hair to one side, placing short and firm kisses to my shoulder and collarbone.

“you look so beautiful.” he mutters, his tongue running over the skin, hands exploring my hips. “don’t know how i’m gonna hold back, wanna rip this off you right now.”

his thumb and pointer finger pinch the stretchy material of my dress, letting it ride up a little, exposing my thighs as he smiles, giving the flesh a rough squeeze, leaving a slight mark in his hand’s place. honestly, if it were up to me, we wouldn’t be going to this party in the first place. i would much rather he act on his impulses, throwing me against that bed behind me. the way his tongue nudges his lip piercing as he continues his actions makes my mind travel to places that i know it shouldn’t be going right now, but his voice soon takes me out of my fantasy, reminding me that we were running late, thanks to me and my lack of time management, taking almost two hours to get ready.

“you ready to go?” he asks, taking his hand in mine, grabbing his car keys out of his pocket once i nod my head.

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the bass echoing from the speakers drums through my ears, the air hot and thick as we walk through the front door. the place is completely packed, tom’s hand securely around mine as he guides me to the kitchen counter, checking behind him occasionally to make sure that i am okay, his tendency to worry in these sorts of settings already kicking in.

he pushes through a couple more people, finally reaching the kitchen island, scattered with an array of every drink i could think of. tom takes my hand, pulling me in next to him, wrapping his arm tightly around my waist as i stand flush against the counter, my back against his chest.

“you okay?” he asks, planting a quick kiss on my cheek, reaching forward and grabbing himself a beer. i nod my head, his face softening a little. “you want a drink?”

i point to the vodka, and he knows exactly how i like it, inspecting the liquid in each bottle before he pours it into a glass, handing it to me as his other hand runs up and down my waist, eyes scanning around the room.

“can we go dance?” i yell, shouting over the music, this apparently not enough as tom furrows his eyebrows, bending down a little and turning his head to the side, leaning inwards so that his ear is in front of my lips.

“i said can we go dance.” i say, my voice still a little raised. he understands, pulling back as he shakes his head slowly. “i was thinking we could chill in the garden, you know, where it’s a little quieter.”

“really?” i ask, not liking that idea as it is quite frankly - boring. i understand that he is only trying to keep me safe, but the irritation that begins to habituate in my stomach is hard to ignore, as i wish that he would let me do my own thing for a while. “why can’t we stay right here? this is fun.”

my expression clearly shows how i feel about him trying to take me some place quieter, my lips pushed outwards, eyebrows furrowed a little. but this doesn’t change his mind as he lets out a small sigh, resting his hands on my shoulders as he gets closer, pecking my lips before speaking against them.

“it’ll be a lot quieter out there. we’ll come back inside once things have calmed down, yeah?” he shouts over the music, yet still manages to keep his tone gentle and kind, making it hard to decline in fear of looking like an asshole when he is willing to reason with me and, whilst his protectiveness may be annoying, the intent behind it is adorable, my heart swelling as i find myself swooning over how much he cares.

i hesitantly nod my head, a small smile spreading across his face as he takes my hand, telling me to ‘stay close’. his fingers intertwine with mine, his free hand wrapping around my shoulder as he leads me once again through the crowd of people, his hold on me growing stronger as he keeps looking downwards at me, checking that i am okay.

with tom’s hands either on my shoulder or enlaced with mine, my whole body freezes in shock when i feel another slap my ass, never feeling tom move his own - meaning that he didn’t touch me, somebody else did. i turn around, seeing a strange pair of green eyes burning into me, a proud smirk on the boy’s face.

tom notices that i have stopped, turning around in confusion, seeing my face etched in anger as i try to release myself from his hold, walking over to the stranger, completely infuriated.

“baby? where are you going, wait!” tom pushes through a few people, trying to catch up to me, stopping eventually once he reaches me, seeing my finger digging into the guy’s chest, jaw clenched as i yell out words of frustration.

“how fucking dare you touch me! you’re so fucking disgusting you know that-”

“hey, hey, schatz, what’s going on?” tom places his hand on my shoulder, pulling me away from the guy as his eyes flick between me and him, trying to make sense of the situation.

“what’s going on is this dick touched my ass.”

as soon as those words fall from my lips, tom’s face drops, eyes darkening as he takes the guys shirt, bunching it up in his now clenched fist, pulling it so that their faces were inches apart.

“that true, hm?” his chest is heaving up and down, anger seething through his entire being. i have never seen him this mad before, this side of him totally new to me. “i fucking said is that true?”

he is shouting now, his voice easily distinguishable over the loud music, catching the attention of a few people nearby, most too occupied with getting completely shitfaced to even care what was going on.

“i’m talking to you, did you touch my fucking girlfriend?” tom tugs on the guy’s shirt, bringing him even closer as he struggles to speak, only able to stutter, tom completely towering over him.

tom lets go, pushing him back harshly, his anger only increasing. “what are you fucking deaf? i swear to god you’re lucky she’s here.” tom pauses, turning around and signalling to me, quickly refocusing his attention on the guy, who now stands with his back against the wall, tom trapping him. “cause if she wasn’t, you wouldn’t be walking out of here, but she doesn’t need to see that. now listen to me, you ever go near my girlfriend again and i won’t let you off so easily, fucking cunt.”

tom lands a small punch on his cheek enough to make the guy stumble backwards, wiggling his fingers around as the guy quickly walks away, clearly not in any position to test tom. once he is out of sight, tom pushes through the crowd, quickly pulling me into a hug, gently swaying us side to side as his hand runs through my hair, lips planting a gentle kiss in it.

he says nothing, but pulls away, bringing me into his side closer than he ever had before, my body. flush against his as his hand wraps securely around my waist. he is pissed, not at me, and i can tell that the whole situation has only made him more protective.

he takes me out into the garden which, though still a little busy, is peaceful compared to inside the house. the pool is quiet, a few drunken bodies splashing around in there, whilst others stand around, their hands decorated with half empty glasses. tom points to an empty bench, sitting down on it as i move beside him, his arm wrapping around my shoulder as he pulls me into him, his free hand intertwining our fingers together, my head against his chest as it moves up and down, his heart still beating at a fast rate.

“are you okay?” he asks, his thumb rubbing small circles around my shoulder. “i’m sorry i wasn’t looking, it was my fault baby. i can’t believe i let that happen to you- fuck.”

i shake my head, looking upwards to meet his gaze, tom already looking at me with heavy eyes filled with guilt.

“how was it your fault? you’ve looked after me the whole night. i was right behind you tom, don’t blame yourself.” i speak slowly, wrapping both arms around his torso and snuggling further into him.

“i should’ve been watching you though.” he says, finding any way to blame himself for what had happened, despite him dedicating every second to make sure i was safe.

“baby you can’t have eyes in the back of your head.” i smile, a small laugh escaping from my lips. “you looked away for a few seconds. it was no one’s fault but the asshole who touched me.”

he nods tentatively, kissing my hair gently, playing with my fingers absentmindedly as we both watch the scene in front of us, more and more people pouring outside from the house, the majority of them completely wasted.

“can we go dance now?” i plead, wanting to enjoy the night whilst i still could.

he lets out a laugh, squeezing my hand before speaking. “you really think that’s a good idea? you sure you don’t want to just stay out here? it’s a lot calmer, and don’t have to worry about you as much, ‘cause i have you right here.”

“or…” he begins, using his pointer finger, placing it under my chin as he moves it so that our faces are inches apart. he connects our lips, the kiss sloppy yet short. “we could go home, and i can show you how pretty i think you look tonight.”

he kisses my lips once again, smiling boldly against them as his thumb holds my chin in place, arm wrapping around me to bring me closer.

“you know how beautiful you look in this dress...” he mumbles against my lips, his hands running over the soft material, a cocky smirk etched upon his face as he swallows before continuing. “but, if i’m honest schatz, i think you look better without it on.”

my cheeks heat up at his words as he is totally aware of the effect that they have on me. he rejoins our lips as my hands wrap around the back of his neck, pulling him into me as the sound of music soon fades from my senses, only able to focus on him and the growing need from within me. he pulls back, his lips still brushing against mine, his eyes, now filled with lust, dark and half-lidded as they carry every want and need that he is keeping quiet, knowing that they won’t be left unsaid for much longer.

“let’s get out of here, mhm?”

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changed the theme for spooky season 🫶🏻

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T.K. | TOKIO HOTEL

imagining falling asleep in toms arms, all cozy and warm since he basically radiates and unnatural amount of body heat. He wakes up to spooning you as he suddenly feels his cock throbbing in his sweatpants, he craved you, needed to feel you. his hand grazed down from your shoulder to the plush of your thighs. His big hands gripping your thighs, slowly pulling them apart. He felt you slowly stir to where you were on your back, a convenient position for him. Fighting back a smirk, he hoisted himself up and over you, still making sure he was hovering so he wouldn’t wake up his sleeping princess. He peppered sweet kisses on your face before rubbing his cock through his sweatpants before pulling it out from the restraints of his pants. his fingers finding their way to your core and rubbing soft circles around your clit. Moving your underwear to the side he lined himself up, slowly started to push his length inside of you, the feel of your warmth surrounding him was perfect to him. bottoming out, he rested his forehead in the crook of your neck, now awake you could feel him grind into you as he left out soft whines and you leaving quiet moans. As he finally came inside of you, you noticed he didn’t pull out? He fell back asleep with you still cock-warming him.

this is so bad afgahhswkbut i’m so lazy i’m so sorry if you want a full fanfic of this instead for a blurb pls let me know, this was NOT proofread NOR planned out i’m so sorry 😭🙏

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I PASSED MY DRIVER LICENSE’S EXAM AAAAAH🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

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hey pooks I have a request🙏🏻 can you pretty please write 2008 tom kaulitz smut 🛐

so basically the reader is part of the band and they're currently at a party, Tom was talking to a girl but couldn't keep his eyes off of the reader

(Tom and her are really close friends like they grew up together but they secretly had a thing for eachother for a while now and they've already had history in the past (iykyk) but now that she's had a bf they stopped but the tension was still there)

tom secretly gets jealous and brings reader to one of the bathroom stalls and they both kinda have like an argument and the reader yells at him n stuff but he's too horny to even care so he just pushes her on the wall and they secretly fuck

tom starts kissing her neck and touching her all over and plays w her dress, at first the reader tries to stop him because she has a bf but she eventually gives in and he whispers dirty things to her while kissing her neck n shi like how her bf can't fuck her as good as he can and how he's just better

hopefully that made sense😭 it's up to u if wanna write this but either way I love ur writing sm it got me giggling n kicking my feet n shi fr🤭🤭 thankyouu🫶🏻

a/n: thank u so much 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 hope you like this!

I’m better than him | Tom Kaulitz

tom sipped on his beer as he sat down on the club couch, staring ahead of him, where the figure he so longed for stood.

the girl next to him, he didn’t even remember her name, was talking not even noticing how he wasn’t paying attention, too focused on observing your every movement.

you were at the counter with your boyfriend, michael, giggling as he hugged you from behind, kissing your neck. “stop it mike, not here.” you yelled over the music.

this was the after party after you guys had won an award, everyone of course was lit, ready to stay up all night.

“why not princess?” michael said in your ear, his hand slowly reaching under your skirt. you took it away, turning towards him with a smirk.

“let’s save the fun for later.”

tom found himself clenching the bottle in his hand, his knuckles turning white at the sight of someone else touching you.

in his mind, no one could treat you better than him. no one could be at his level and of course no one could touch you.

he breathed out heavily and turned to the girl next to him, smirking to her. he proceeded to go closer to her face and kissed her lips slowly, his hand going under her shirt.

you noticed him and rolled your eyes, not that you cared, but you were disgusted by how many girls he fucked and kept like trophies. he did the same with you.

you guys always had a thing for each other, always flirting and being touchy. one night, it even happened that you slept together, but you never told that to anyone. after that, tom changed, he started becoming distant, like he had obtained his goal and dipped.

then you got a boyfriend meanwhile he continued to bring girls over every night, but even if he tried to hide it, he seemed to dislike michael. he never talked to him or tried to be nice, always answering in a rude way and many times with a sense of superiority.

you never understood why but you decided to ignore him from that moment on, same thing that he did. the others in the band noticed and bill many times tried to get you and tom to talk but without gaining anything.

but let’s say, that tom wasn’t the only one who didn’t like your boyfriend. honestly, everyone in the band were kinda against him because of the way he treated you sometimes, like you the times where he decided to go out with his friends instead of seeing you after the tour.

“i’m gonna go to the bathroom.” you told michael and didn’t even wait for him to answer, you just felt his hand collide with your butt and his dumb friends laughing.

you rolled your eyes in disgust, walking away quickly.

arriving to the bathroom, the music finally wasn’t as loud and you sighed, closing your eyes before washing your hands and putting some cold water on your wrists and neck, feeling dizzy.

suddenly, the door opened and you eyes immediately connected to it, revealing the figure of tom entering the bathroom.

he closed the door behind him and as soon as you began to talk, he just pushed you against the wall, colliding your lips together in a hungry and aggressive kiss, his hands against the wall at the sides of your head.

you didn’t think about it twice, immediately kissing him back wrapping your arms around his neck, his body pressing against yours. it didn’t even occur to you that you were cheating.

when you broke away, he analysed your face needing to know what you were thinking about, but you were lost, your mind completely numb.

“i hate seeing you with him.” tom was the one who broke the silence.

you raised your eyebrow, “and why’s that?”

he scoffed playing with his piercing as he looked into your eyes deeply, lust and jealousy mixed in his brown ones. “because i can make you feel so much better.”

before you knew, you found yourself placed on the sink, with your skirt riled up and your panties aside as tom pounded in you like a beast.

he kept his long oversized shirt between his teeth before your hands grabbed it to keep it out of the way as you both watched his dick sliding in and out of you.

“i missed you so much. did you miss me, baby? missed how i fuck you?” he whispered in your ears, before sucking on your neck, wanting to leave marks for him to see.

you nodded with your eyes shut, mouth slightly agape as pleasure was the only thing you could feel, ���y-yes! oh my god tom, right there!”

tom smirked as his hands traveled down your ass, gripping it tightly before spanking your thigh.

“say it. say how much i fuck you better than him.” he wanted to hear it all, how he was the only one who could make you feel like this, how he was the only who could make you cum more than once. he wanted to be the only one for you.

“y-you fuck me better! i’m a-all yours tom.” it was true. no matter what, your heart had always belonged to him.

after a few more pushes and thrusts inside you, you guys guys came together, your screams echoing in the small bathroom.

“shit.” tom groaned, his head in the crook of your neck, sweat on his forehead.

he backed away a bit, adjusting his belt as he tried to keep a steady breath.

suddenly, all the feelings you had came to the surface, your eyes filled with tears that soon streamed down your cheeks silently.

“what the fuck? what’s wrong?” tom asked you as soon as he noticed your crying. you shook your head, squeezing your eyes as he wiped your tears away.

“sh baby, tell me what’s wrong?”

finally you snapped.

“what’s wrong?! really tom? you ask me what’s wrong after you basically ignored me all this time and now you come back like this? using me again as you do with every other fucking girl?!” you pushed him but he didn’t move, not even an inch, “fuck you tom.”

you were about to push him again but he grabbed your wrists, keeping you still as he looked down at you. “i’m not using you.”

“yeah right you’re-“

“shut the fuck up!” tom raised his voice, his hand clenched in a fist connecting to the sink below you. it didn’t seem to hurt him though.

“i’ve spent months not talking to you and that asshole boyfriend of yours! i hate him so fucking much. wanna know why? because i fucking live you, y/n! i only love you and i fucking tried, believe me, i tried to make these feelings go away but i couldn’t. shit, i began to hate you because of how much i want you but you were too busy fucking him to care!” his rambling went on as you listened to his rough voice screaming at you everything he was keeping inside.

you shook your head, looking away from him as he breathed out heavily. it took some seconds before you spoke again. “how could i know tom? you were out with different girls every night, that’s not how you show love to someone!”

tom threw his hands in the air in exasperation, “because i’m not fucking used to this shit! i didn’t want to admit it to myself how could i admit it to you?! i thought i could forget you but i didn’t!”

you stayed quiet as your lower lip quivered, ready to cry again, not knowing what to say or think anymore.

“fuck, just give me a chance to make it better. please.” his hands went up to your hips and he pecked your lips sweetly repeatedly, holding onto you like you could run away.

you giggled a bit when he started kissing all over your face, making his heart beat faster when he saw your small smile. “is this a yes?”

you looked at him fluttering your eyelashes before nodding slowly, “yeah…don’t make me regret this.”

tom grinned before kissing you passionately, his hand grabbing your jaw and keeping you still as his tongue rolled with yours.

“y/n…what the fuck?” was all you heard before the kiss stopped, seeing your now ex-boyfriend infront of the door, looking at you with nothing but shock.

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guys i’m sorry if i’m not updating much but i’m in the middle of preparing for a trip and i had some troubles so i didn’t have time to write but i will update soon <33

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could u do 2008 tom getting in an argument with the reader and after arguing a lot, the reader just tries to go to bed. after a couple mins, tom realizes he was wrong and tries to climb in bed with the reader and is like super clingy and tries to touch the reader but gets ignored. and he’s all like “yk how i get when i can’t touch you” AUGHH😩😩 and then it’s js smut that ends with fluff/aftercare

btw ur my fav writer ever i absolutely adore ur writing 🖤

LET ME SHOW YOU - T. KAULITZ

synopsis: you are tired of arguing, deciding to go to bed before things get too out of hand. tom realises that he has messed up, but you are being stubborn, still not over what he has done. he doesn’t give up so easily, begging to get what he wants.

content: angst to smut, little bit of fluff throughout.

a/n: thank u so much that really means a lot!! love this idea, i hope u enjoy!💞

“you know what? i’m done. i’m tired of explaining this to you when you clearly don’t get it.” i huff, shaking my head and running my hands through my hair.

“you’re right. i don’t get it. you’re mad at me for doing my job!” he shoots back, eyes cold and dark, jaw clenched as he stands across from me on the other side of the kitchen.

“you can’t be fucking serious! don’t paint me as some clingy selfish girlfriend when all i’m asking is that you don’t come home at midnight every night, and go straight to bed! it’s like we aren’t even together anymore. we live in the same house but we never talk, never communicate. you only show me affection if it’s a quick kiss or hug, or you want sex.” i rant, fuming at his lack of mindfulness, failing to believe how he is so oblivious.

“what so we’re just lying now, is that what this is?” he scoffs, taking a breath before continuing. “cause you know that’s not true. i always hug you, kiss you, tell you i love you, don’t i? and you know that i value you way beyond sex, so don’t even go there.”

“you’re completely missing the point!”

“then what is the fucking point?”

his voice raises far higher than mine, louder than it ever has before. he would never raise his voice at me, not like this. my mouth opens, tears clouding my vision as i am taken aback at his sudden outburst, but he doesn’t seem to care, my silence only seen as an invitation to keep going.

“hm, what is the point? you’ve always known that my job demands a lot of me, and i told you that it would be difficult, but i’m trying my best. if i could be with you more, i would. you know that we’re pushing to get this album perfect, so can you give me a fucking break and stop acting like i’m some awful boyfriend?” he shouts, anger laced within every word, each one stabbing me right in the heart, making me feel stupid for even bringing this whole conversation up. i just missed him, but he couldn’t seem to understand why.

i nod my head, pursing my lips together as the tears cascade down my cheeks.

“okay. i’m going to bed.” i whisper, not waiting for him to respond, turning away from him and leaving the kitchen, trudging up the stairs towards our bedroom. he doesn’t follow me, instead i hear a loud bang come from the kitchen, his fist colliding with the counter as he curses in frustration.

the room is strangely cold as i walk into it, completely dark with little natural light coming through the window despite the curtains still being wide open, reminding me of how late it is - and how long i had been waiting for tom to come home. my feet walk along the carpet, the floorboards creaking a little until i arrive at my bed, climbing into it and letting the covers embrace me, instead of tom. i feel numb, not enough energy in me to cry, yet too upset to just sleep it off. instead, i stare out of the window, the cityscape invading my eye line as i try to distract myself from what had just happened, watching the world around me as it moves on and on, wishing that i could do the same.

the door slowly creaks open, my head turning in its direction as tom walks through it, his expression one of pure regret. he is silent, not saying a word as he goes over to the mirror, taking his cap off and placing it gently on the dresser, taking his dreads out of their ponytail, his eyes suddenly meeting mine through the mirror as i stare into them.

“baby can we talk?” he says, still looking at me through the mirror as he removes his shirt, folding it neatly and leaving it on top of the dresser, his bare back facing me from across the room.

“about what?” i scoff, finally breaking the eye contact and laying down, staring motionlessly at the ceiling. “you were pretty sure of what you said, there’s nothing else to speak about.”

my gaze still fixed on the ceiling, i hear him step away from the mirror, walking cautiously towards the bed. i feel it dip beside me, before two arms snake around my waist.

i roughly pull away from his grip, taking his hands and shoving them back in his direction, not falling for his attempts to iron out the tension, especially ones that involve him putting his hands on me.

“baby…you know i didn’t mean any of that.” he calmly speaks, trying again to touch me, this time taking my hand in his. once again, i refuse, shuffling even further away from him.

“can you not touch me? i’m not in the mood for your shitty apologies just- go to sleep.” my voice is harsh, hurt taking over his expression as i speak, but i don’t feel an ounce of sympathy for him. instead, seeing him experience even a fraction of the sadness that he had just put me through satisfies me.

“leibe…please listen to me. i’m so sorry.” he begins, turning onto his side so that he is now facing me. “i’ve been a shitty boyfriend lately, you don’t deserve that. i’ve just been so caught up with the album and it brought me away from you, but i shouldn’t have let it. please baby, please forgive me. i’ll never let this happen again.”

as he comes to the end of his speech, his hand tentatively reaches for my cheek, his thumb trying to stroke the skin, but i move backwards, becoming irritated at his ignorance.

“are you deaf? stop touching me tom!” i ignore his apology, because right now, it means nothing to me, his initial words still a fresh wound. no apology, no matter how sincere, would be enough to make me forget them just yet.

“schatz, please, you know how i get when i can’t touch you. don’t accept my apology, don’t talk to me, i get it, i deserve it. but please my love, just let me hold you, that’s all i want.” he begs, his voice reducing to a whisper as it cracks a little.

his love language had always been physical touch, and, even when we were fighting, he would always hold me whilst we slept, no matter how mad i was. i knew that me refusing his touch was getting to him and, despite me being completely infuriated, it was impossible to ignore the slight pang of guilt that settled in my heart as i listened to his pleas.

i say nothing, moving a little closer to him, leaving enough space so that he would have to reach out to be able to touch me. he takes my silence as a yes, inching his body closer to mine, his arms pulling me tightly into him, his head resting in the crook of my neck. i feel him relax a little, his shoulders dropping as he pulls me further into his embrace, holding me so tightly that i can feel his heartbeat from within his chest. his breathing tickles my neck, his head snuggling into it as he takes in my scent, clearly having missed being this close to me. but still, i say nothing, giving him this small sense of comfort though anger still courses through my veins, in no position to forgive him just yet. however, it is impossible to deny the security i gain from his embrace, the way his hands run comfortingly up and down my back giving me a sense of contentment that only he can bring.

“i love you. i love you so much.” he whispers into my neck, planting a short and soft kiss there. “you’ll never understand how much i love you baby, you’re everything to me, my whole world.”

his hands begin to caress my lower back, travelling downwards and giving my ass a soft squeeze as his lips plant slow kisses on my neck and collarbone, all whilst he continues to whisper sweet nothings into my ear, pouring his heart out whilst his movements begin to increase - making his intentions crystal clear.

“tom please, not now. i’m still mad at you.” i say, trying to keep my voice stern, but an elongated sigh pours from my parted lips once his find the spot below my ear that makes me go crazy.

“you won’t be once i’m finished, i promise baby. just let me show you what you mean to me, mhm?” he asks, pulling his head from my neck to look into my eyes, a glint of desperation present within them.

i study his features, starting at his brown eyes - warm and enticing, looking into mine with so much admiration, so much love. his skin, smooth and flawless, unable to count how many times i have felt it against mine. his lips, soft and inviting, decorated with a small metal ring, loving how it would always feel against me, the harshness of it always contrasting with the warmth of his lips as they would move against mine.

and it is that small glance that makes me give in, my hands reaching for his head as i pull it downwards, quickly joining his lips with mine. he is taken aback, but it only takes him a few seconds to kiss me back, cupping my face with his hands and bringing me in even closer, our bodies merging as one.

he pulls away, a soft smile tugging on his lips as he begins to gently remove my clothing, starting with my shorts, kissing upwards until he reaches my hoodie, that soon following, leaving me in only my lingerie.

“so perfect.” he mutters, pecking my lips. “you’re so beautiful meine liebe, you know that?”

my cheeks heat up at his words as they spill like liquid gold from his pink lips, our fight feeling further and further away. it becomes harder to imagine that it ever happened, the way he touches me with such care making it seem almost impossible.

his clothes already off as he always sleeps in just his boxers, he reaches to remove his underwear, turning his attention to my own panties, letting them join the existing pile of clothes scattered around the room.

he moves to the top of the bed, sitting with his back resting against the headboard, gently picking me up and placing me into his lap as i straddle his waist, hands resting his shoulders as i stare into his eyes, a little nervous as i am never usually the one on top.

“tom i-”

“shhh, you’re okay, just ride.” he comforts, moving loose strands of hair from my face, placing a reassuring kiss on my lips.

i nod hesitantly, lifting my hips up and sliding down onto him, moaning as i take him in, my walls stretching as they become accustomed to his size. tom’s head has fallen backwards, fingers digging into my hips a little as his lips are parted, no noise escaping from them.

once i am used to his size, i begin to bounce slowly, picking up a steady rhythm as tom continues to hold on to my hips, helping me move.

“doing so well baby. just like that.” he sighs, his teeth sinking into his bottom lip, eyes squeezing shut.

it doesn’t take long for my legs to ache, no longer able to continue moving up and down, already tired. my movements are slow and lethargic, almost half-hearted as i try my best to keep going, chasing my release as i crave it more than anything, tom clearly feeling the same as his hold on my waist only tightens, his grip strong enough to leave faint marks on the skin.

“i can’t.” i whine, frustrated that i can’t keep going, completely spent. i fall forwards, collapsing onto tom’s chest, still inside him as he slowly thrusts upwards into me, his arms wrapping around my back as he kisses my forehead.

“you did so good baby, don’t worry.”

those are the only words he says before swiftly flipping us over, my back flush against the mattress as he begins to thrust into me at a relentless pace from above, my mouth falling open as loud moans pour from it, his name a mantra as it effortlessly falls from my lips. he hits places within me that have never been touched before, so deep inside me that i can feel him in my stomach, a small bulge visible as he moves in and out of me.

“love you so much, fuck-” tom groans, his hands on my thighs as he kneads the flesh, prying them further apart as the pleasure prompts them to try close around his waist.

“getting close baby, you close?” he mutters, moving his head so that his forehead is against mine, eyes studying my face as he awaits my response.

all i can do is let out an almost inaudible ‘mhm’, so close to my release that i can almost feel it, the knot in my stomach ready to burst any second. the way his dick twitches inside of me tells me that he is there too, his thrusts irregular.

“let go schatz, cum for me.” he says, watching as my face twists in pleasure, my release washing over me, the pressure of his coming at the same time too much as i squeeze my eyes shut, hands clutching onto his upper arms. my entire body shakes, the feeling overwhelming, mouth open in a silent scream as tom moans into my ear, still rocking in and out of me slowly, riding out our highs.

i am completely spent, laying motionless beneath him, my throat raw from the sounds that had emitted from it, breathing heavy and reckless. tom pulls out, wiping a few tears from my eyes that i hadn’t even realised had fallen, kissing the skin afterwards.

“you okay baby? you did so good, did i go too hard?” he says, my mind not fully registering what he is saying as i am completely exhausted, eyes starting to flutter shut. “you can’t sleep yet, let’s get you cleaned up, yeah?”

i manage a weak nod, feeling tom lift me up bridal style, carrying me into the bathroom and carefully placing me on the counter. he walks over to the bath, turning the taps on and letting the water run, before rushing back over to me, taking a damp cloth and wiping me with it as a jolt when he is a little too rough, the area sensitive.

“sorry baby.” he mutters, kissing my forehead, separating my legs and moving to stand between them, embracing me in a hug and resting his head on top of mine whilst the bath fills up, small ‘i love you’s’ escaping his lips as he rubs my back, trying to soothe me in any way he can.

after a couple of minutes, he picks me up, gently placing me in the bath as the water submerges me, the warmth of it already easing the aching pain that runs through my body. he climbs in behind me as i sit between his legs, my back against his chest.

he washes my hair, massaging the shampoo into my scalp as my head falls backwards onto his shoulder, the feeling relaxing me even more, completely at peace in his arms. he moves to my body, carefully washing the delicate skin, planting occasional kisses on my shoulders and back as my breathing slows, on the verge of falling asleep.

he sees that i am too tired to stand up myself, picking me up and carrying me out as i wrap my arms and legs around him. he finds a towel, setting me back on the counter and drying my body, leaving the bathroom for a second and returning with some fresh ‘pyjamas’ - which consisted of a random t-shirt of his and some clean panties.

“come on baby, put these on then we can go to bed, mhm?” he says as i lift my arms up, allowing him to place the t-shirt onto my small frame, the material hanging off my figure as it reaches my knees. he takes my panties, moving them up my legs slowly, my hips bucking upwards so he can fully put them on me, finally putting his own underwear on.

he takes me to the bedroom, tucking me into bed and placing the covers over me, climbing in beside me, his arms wrapping around my waist as i cuddle into him.

“i’m so sorry for everything. i love you.” he whispers, kissing my hair softly.

i mutter a small ‘love you’ against his chest, falling asleep within minutes, completely exhausted.

requests are open! keep sending them in, working through a lot rn but pushing reqs out as fast as i can!!

[tomkaulitzssgirl]

Omg hii could I request something fluffy where Tom and reader are going to a party or sum so he goes out for a while and comes back to reader crying in their room cause she’s insecure and thinks she looks bad in everything and Tom shows her js how pretty she is (If yk what I mean😏) if ur comfortable with it tho you don’t have to

Stay safe🫶🏼🫶🏼

Change your mind | Tom Kaulitz

you huffed as you picked out some dresses from your wardrobe, not really knowing what to wear for the event you had that night.

your boyfriend tom had to go to an after party with his bandmates after the concert and of course he wanted to bring you as well.

he always wanted to show you off and make everyone see how beautiful his woman was.

but tonight, it was different, you didn’t have the energy to do anything and your insecurities were taking a toll on you.

you had always fought with overthinking about your image, and now being una. relationship with a star, it was too much to handle the media and their comments.

because of course, there were bad comments about you whether it was about your style, looks, personality and relationship.

it brought your anxiety to the top.

tom knew about that and many times had to comfort you and shut down what they said about you during interviews. he was so angry and sometimes blamed himself because he was the reason they talked about you.

when you guys were together and paparazzi saw you, he always hid your face and covered you until you would be our of their sight.

but you didn’t always want to bother him with your insecurities, knowing he liked when you were confident, so many times you shut down and hid your feelings from him.

“baby, i’m gonna go out with the guys for a bit, be ready around nine pm okay?” tom said as he walked into the room, smiling when he saw you already choosing what to wear, thinking it was because you were happy to go out and not because you were panicking.

you simply nodded while biting down your nails, accepting the kiss on the forehead he gave you before walking out of the room.

hours passed and you were still fighting to choose a dress, your make up wasn’t good and your hair was already ruined by you sweating trying to find something in the meanders of your wardrobe.

soon, frustration took over you and tears formed in your eyes. you threw the dress you held in your hand on the ground angrily before going over your bed and throwing yourself on it, beginning to cry your eyes out.

your thoughts became clouded and only negative things were in your mind, like how could tom be with you? he had fucked many models, why choose you?

you were literally sobbing out loud, your tears falling down your neck and on the mattress.

when tom came home and approached the room. he heard you immediately and he slammed the door open.

he saw how the clothes were a mess on the ground and understood what was going on but he wanted you to tell him.

“what’s wrong, meine liebe?” he asked sitting down on the bed, his hand on your back.

you hid your face with your hands not wanting him to see you cry but he took them away. “hey, stop hiding from me, what’s going on?”

his heart broke seeing you so sad.

“n-nothing looks good on me.” you managed to say, looking down and tried to wipe away your tears.

“baby, you know that’s bullshit.” tom softly said, stroking your cheek before taking you in his arms, making you sit down on his lap.

he hugged you tightly against his chest, kissing the top of your head over and over. you calmed down as he whispered sweet nothings in your ear.

“you know you’re beautiful baby girl…”. he grabbed you chin and made you look up at him, “we don’t have to go, if you want we can stay home and just relax.”

you shook your head knowing how he liked partying, “n-no, you can go, i will wait for you.”

tom smiled at how you were able to still think about him even when you were upset.

“no, i wanna stay with you.” he kissed your cheek, slowly going down your neck, “and make you see how beautiful you are…”

your breath itched when you understood what he meant, suddenly heat spreading between your legs.

“you want me to change your mind, mh?” you nodded at his words, needing him more than ever.

tom smirked, getting up with you still in his arms. he placed you infront of the mirror, his hands quickly going under the t-shirt you were wearing.

he removed it gently throwing it on the floor, beginning to squeeze your breasts. you were now just in your panties, nothing more.

“you look like a goddess.” tom said kissing slowly down your neck making you tilt your head to give him more space. he sucked on your skin as his hands went through your whole body.

he lowered your panties before undoing his own pants with one hand, the other one going down to play with your clit.

a gasp came out of you as you watched his finger move quickly and easily inside you.

all of a sudden he bent you over, you’d hand coming in contact with the desk infront of you for balance.

he didn’t waste no time, he immediately inserted himself in your entrance, taking his time to make you get used to his size.

“t-tom… oh my god!” you moaned loudly as all his length was inside you. he smirked and grabbed your hair, tilting your head towards the mirror.

“look at you as i fuck you.” tom started to push inside you, your breasts bouncing with the thrusts. one hand was on your hip and the other made its way around your neck.

he put two fingers in your mouth, making you suck on them as he kept his pace steady.

“so beautiful, i wonder why don’t you see what i see…” he whispered in your ear, groaning right after when you started clenching around him, “say you’re beautiful.”

you tried to speak but those words had sent you over the edge and you started to tear up because of it and also because of the pleasure.

“say. you’re. beautiful.” he said with every push, going deeper inside you. you could feel him in your stomach.

“i-i’m beautiful…” you said with a soft voice, between the moans.

“say it louder. louder or i’ll stop.” tom said starting to play with your clit again.

“i’m beautiful!” you managed to scream loudly, your eyes rolling with pleasure.

he understood that he had found your sweet spot and kept hitting it, until the knot in your stomach was too much for you to contain.

“i’m c-coming tom! keep doing it!” your voice was broken because of you crying and you kept whining over and over, until he finally took you to your climax.

tom came right after you, continuing to push to ride out your highs, before stopping and keeping you still as your legs trembled.

he wrapped his arms around you tightly, kissing your cheek repeatedly, still making eye contact through the mirror. “i love you so much.”

“i-i love you too.”

“and you’re gorgeous, everything looks good on you even if you don’t see it.”

you smiled weakly, being tired and overwhelmed with emotions. he picked you up and took you the the bathroom, filling in the water in the bathtub as you waited sitting on the sink.

“roses?” he asked picking up the petals you had put in a jar. you nodded smiling happily at him, loving the way he was taking care of you.

he added the roses and then went between your legs, kissing you sweetly as you guys waited for the bathtub to fill.

the night ended with cuddles, as tom washed your body and hair, repeating you over and over again how amazing and gorgeous you were.

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[tomkaulitzssgirl]

Could u do one where like you had been friends with the twins since childhood before they became famous and you grew up with them ? U also liked Tom since u were little but never confessed because u had such a great friendship? (Set in 2010??)

Childhood Memories | Kaulitz Twins

- you, bill and tom had known each other for a long time now, you could say your whole life

- you went through every stage of your life with them

- happy moments, sad moments and everything that happened in your lives, you guys just shared it with each other

- they were always your little protectors during childhood and they still were

- no one could do something to you or say something negative, especially if tom was around

- bill was a little more sensitive so he would be the one who comforted you if you were crying, while tom would’ve been the one to beat people up 💀

- they loved you so much like you were their sister, even their mom acted like you were a daughter for them

- they always made you laugh and tried to do funny things to cheer you up when you were sad

- you took care of them like a mom

- like if one of them got in trouble, you would scold them because of how dumb they were but also comforted them right after

- you would cook for them when they ate at your house and maybe your mom wasn’t there to prepare something

- you guys would totally have sleep overs where you watched scary movies

- tom of course always tried to prank you and bill by scaring you guys even more

- every time you went out and ate together, it was always a fight for who got to pay for you

- they would wanna spoil you so much

- you guys studied together, but many times these studying sessions would become another way to hang out and just mess around

- you know how they said that living in a small place they used to search for ways to have fun and that included drinking at a young age or smoking

- well, that wasn’t your case since they wouldn’t let you do that

- they wanted you to be always safe and healthy, so you could maybe just take a sip if you were only with them and nothing else

- they didn’t like dudes older than you trying to get you drunk or high

- when they started the band, they would take you to their little practice session and play songs for you, and you loved it, they were already so talented

- tom would try and teach you the guitar

- when you guys grow up, you studied meanwhile they became famous, and you were scared

- scared of them forgetting you and losing them

- but it didn’t happen, it actually made your friendship tighter

- they would bring you on tour with them whenever you could go and if you couldn’t, they called you everyday to hear your voice

- you knew about some rumore that the media spread but many times you knew when it was bullshit

- they loved the woman you were becoming, ready to start your career in whatever you studied

- and you loved their talent and passion

- you were also very close to georg and gustav but not as much as you were with the twins since they basically were your family

- going back to the rumors, you couldn’t lie, you were jealous when you hear about tom and the girls he hooked up with

- simply because you always had a crush on him but never said anything

- he was so oblivious to it as well, like you could stare at him with doe eyes full of love but he wouldn’t understand it

- not because he didn’t like you, because he did, but because he thought you saw him as your best friend and nothing more

- when you were were little you actually had kissed one time but just to play around, but that moment stuck on you both

- bill knew about your crush on tom and actually always told you to tell him

- but he would never betray you and tell tom himself because he didn’t want you to get mad at him

- also, he didn’t know if tom actually liked you back because this was the only thing he never told him

- he was private when someone really had his attention, and let’s say that no girl that he hooked up with had it, because his mind was focused on you

- when you started seeing someone for the first time he was crushed

- he played it off as being overprotective but in reality he just wanted to be the one who got to hold you at night

- soon things went left with that guy because your feelings for tom didn’t go away

- you loved him and everything he said or did

- you knew he played the tough guy but deep inside he was such a softie and sweetie

- when he changed his head from the dreads to braids, you couldn’t stop staring at him

- he had become even more handsome if it was possible

- so one day, after years of keeping it a secret, you decided to just give in and tell him that

- you were in the tour bus, it was late at night and everyone else was asleep

- you couldn’t because of your thoughts running, so you crawled into tom’s bed quietly, waking him up gently

- you asked him if you guys could talk and after he just groaned in frustration, he nodded because how could he say no to you?

- and that’s when it happened. you told him your feelings.

- he didn’t say anything, making you panic for a moment before he just kissed you.

- he didn’t need any words

- he was waiting for that moment since forever and it finally came

- he proceeded to tell you how he liked you as well and how he it felt so good to finally kiss you

- you guys would have sex when you felt like you were ready

- tom was honoured to be your first and since he was good at it, you didn’t experience a bad first time like many people do

- he was so gentle and sweet with you, kissing all over your body and telling you to relax

- kissed away your tears for sure

- but he would become rougher as time went into because let’s be real, he is a rough lover in bed

- he can have his sweet moments where he just wants to go slow and just connect with you but most of the time he wants to basically ravish you

- especially when stressed, oh boy

- if he was stressed, the only way to calm him down was sex, and you let him use you

- a few times you actually cuddled since he was more sad than stressed out

- bill was be so happy, he love seeing his brother and best friend together

- he would always be by your side during arguments though because he knew how stubborn and sometimes a dick tom could be

- but he was surprised when he actually saw how soft he was for you, completely destroying his player image

- he was basically whipped

- and you were too, you were wrapped around his finger

- but you didn’t care you loved him and he loved you so much

- so basically yeah, they made your life a million times better, and you made theirs much happier!!! <3

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[tomkaulitzssgirl]

IM LITERALLY SCREAMING RN‼️

THEY BOTH LOOK SO GOOD LIKE WHAT🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

[tomkaulitzssgirl]

BROOO?!??!?!?!?!!*!>*!>!@ PLEASEEE THEY'RE SO FUCKING FINEEE