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Honestly no idea 😭 I said based on an interview but what he said contradicted the book which I’m pretty sure described caul as Alma’s youngest brother, but then once I saw someone saying she was youngest but had to act oldest…….. honestly headcannons hold this fandom up

Btw idk about you guys bc Riggs is confusing but partially bc of what he said in an interview once I see Bentham as oldest and Alma as youngest sibling .I think. That makes the most sense.

#mphfpc #library of souls #myron bentham #caul bentham #alma peregrine

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I’ve been drawing literal truck loads of Edward Hyde and haven’t been posting it at all! Because I kind of fell out of favor with posting my doodles… but some of these r fun and show his character, so they get to see the sun today <3

#WE LOVE YOU HYDE <3

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Btw idk about you guys bc Riggs is confusing but partially bc of what he said in an interview once I see Bentham as oldest and Alma as youngest sibling .I think. That makes the most sense.

#if caul was youngest Bentham would always have hated him/j #mphfpc #myron bentham #caul bentham #miss peregrine

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To forget ourselves, and pretend all's well

There is no Hell

#ive never drawn all of them in one image before thats wild... in two years #mphfpc #art #fanart #library of souls #the desolations of devils acre #myron bentham #miss peregrines home for peculiar children #digital art #spiral sys art #song: happy house by siouxsie and the banshees

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YOU SWEET SUMMER CHILD

#btw they meant the movie #every time a mphfpc edit comes onto my fyp I scream #mphfpc

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Yes. Yes oh my god

so i was thinking. i watched a video saying to work on smaller comic projects before huge ones (like the one im doing) and i agree now that i think about it. then i was thinking about mphfpc and thinking about scenes in the books... and how... LoS... didn't get a graphic novel...

so what if i.......... idk..... drew a few scenes from it as comics and maybe like made it a thing idk.........

#I was thinking about #how the hell do I choose scenes #and if other people collabbed it’d be just way easier lol #mphfpc #art #library of souls #fanart

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ive fed canada geese a couple of times and they are so gentle. especially compared to the swans. ive got photos theyre just so sweet ive always loved them

YES I’ve been chased and hissed at by a Canada goose but it doesn’t make me hate them guess I’m just built different

#theyve never hurt me #canada geese

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i love drawing characters in my current outfits ✨

#its cold out imma wear my jamas #mphfpc #art #fanart #library of souls #myron bentham #the desolations of devils acre

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Remade a drawing from just after I read in LoS that Bentham basically invented ambrosia (slay king go start an epidemic you go girl)

#it was my first exposure to The Crimes #before this I thought he was just a really sweet guy #I mean he is but #The Crimes #mphfpc #art #fanart #library of souls #myron bentham #miss peregrines home for peculiar children #spiral sys art

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so i was thinking. i watched a video saying to work on smaller comic projects before huge ones (like the one im doing) and i agree now that i think about it. then i was thinking about mphfpc and thinking about scenes in the books... and how... LoS... didn't get a graphic novel...

so what if i.......... idk..... drew a few scenes from it as comics and maybe like made it a thing idk.........

#mphfpc #art #library of souls #fanart

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The way i haven’t even read through that post I made the other night again bc it would make barely any sense. Anyway I do like Bentham i like all of them i think i was just attacking myself for having a HONEST BLORBO

I wouldve deleted the post but even though i was acting all crazy compared to how i usually am on here it’s actually made some good

#mphfpc #library of souls #myron bentham #the desolations of devils acre #caul bentham

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I like to think that Myron was friends with Sir John Soane (the architect of his house). He would travel into the past to go and see him. Just two old men bonding over fart jokes.

Now you know how the farting case came to be.

Myron wanted to grant that man one last wish: capturing the very last of his farts

#i would have reblogged this on my myron sideblog just saying “youre not wrong” #idk why i didnt tbh #i love that scene so much #myron bentham #miss peregrines home for peculiar children #mphfpc #the desolations of devil’s acre

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haha whats a 6 paragraph incoherent rant post haha heres some art of the kids bc i know what they look like in my head but never draw them

#mphfpc #art #fanart

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wait okay as an anybody else, For The Record you look like a Guy With A Blobo and not stan with a victim complex for one guy

thanks lol

im aware of both perceptions i am just extremely paranoid it seems. and i think about my art and stuff a lot more than i actually speak idk everyone dont read my previous post 😭

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ok!!!!!!!! i am!!!!!!! going to just say it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! long long post ahead!!!!!!!!!

yes i look like an out of touch stan with a victim complex for one character when i draw no one but bentham in my fanart and completely ignore everyone else to feel sorry for him and yes i am aware and no i dont know if anyone else sees this in me or im just paranoid but bro i am annoyed with myself !!! i hate how stannish i am sometimes because yes bentham had every reason to be called evil but yeah i had a good few reasons to have a complete breakdown when i read that in the book !!!!!!!1 too much writing under the cut about a lot of stuff that is in my head and needs to get out for better or for worse idk

i have made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement and i do not expect to be forgiven but genuinely the way me being a stupid shameless stan can come off to others even subconsciously is actually important because it makes me look like someone who would see a situation like the bentham siblings' in real life and side with the STRAIGHT WHITE MALE who has made more than mistakes and hurt people in moments of heightened emotion (end of library of souls)- but like not in defense of bentham for ONCE IN MY LIFE everyone feels emotions everyone gets hurt and he had a right to not be perfect after everything he went through but that doesnt mean hurting people is the course of action and bro i have completely ignored that and skirted around it for two years and IM NOT GONNA KEEP APOLOGISING FOR MAKING THIS TOO LONG BECAUSE IT BLEEDS INTO REAL LIFE AND I REALISE HOW MUCH OF A STUCK UP DICK I COULD BE NOT ONLY ABOUT THIS BUT IN GENERAL LIFE AFTER I READ THE BOOKS AND GAINED AN ATTACHMENT TO BENTHAM

the stuff im talking about is honestly mainly between me myself and i and most of the art i post is him either chilling or feeling a bit sad but the way i completely ignore miss peregrine's issues and betrayal to focus on how oh so hurt and betrayed myron was like there was no reason he was exiled

like yes years in a big mansion with three people to keep him company in the middle of devils acre with no way to resolve his trauma can do shit to someone but what about years feeling his sisters guilt, BASIL????? what about how she mustve felt after both her brothers DIED due to their own hubris???????????? what about how she felt she was a bad sister when she literally had to be like their mother with all the baggage she had then actually mother children while thinking her slightly better brother might have been getting better with him saying he was gonna give them info on caul only to see him SIDE WITH CAUL when he had just done something that COULD HAVE HELPED HIS CAUSE and then spitefully capture her and lead them into the mouth of hell OH MY GOD

and how jacob and emma had to deal with his bullshit being all "lets talk over tea!" and waiting for when it was right in the exposition to tell them who he fucking was, then telling them he BASICALLY KILLED JACOBS GRANDPA while giving excuses and them finding out later on that hE KEPT THE SUUL FOR HIMSELF?????? i made some bullshit reason up why he did that for my headcannons but lets be real the only reason they could have at least imagined was that he was planning on using it in the library. the information betrayed them either way and to alma again it was only a stab in the gut because he hurt a guy who was basically her son

overall hes not some aesthetic victimised pookie bear hes a more than flawed man who only did some things to mend his image and cant be excused for what he did and this whole post was basically me shouting at myself

#which is on brand because #theres two sides of the argument living in my brain #and more than one me #mphfpc #now time to listen to music and ignore the fact i posted this #myron bentham

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HEY EVERYONE WHO KNOWS THINGS ABOUT/ READS/ MAKES WEBCOMICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where can i start posting a comic that looks like this???? tapas and webtoon arent quite to my style but i'm really not sure where else to go and right now its sitting nameless in a google drive folder. looking to someday get it recognised and my goal is to have a nice little fanbase eventually but i'm not focused on being famous or anything, just want somewhere organised to put it and get it seen. hlep lol

dialogue is quite choppy in this page but its a good example art wise

#could potentially go for tapas but i need opinons #comics #webcomics #tapas #webtoon #ocs #oc art

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apart from the random muse feature in the end i think this is still a good playlist for him and i dont listen to or add to it enough :,)

I’ve created a playlist for bentham because I cannot really fully express how I feel about him without music to support me- like yes here hi here he is (I’ll be adding to this as time goes on ofc)

I feel like a little child showing his parents all the stuff he’s doing but autism so i uh i guess I feel I have to do it to feel fulfilled

(WHAT THE FUCK I WAS LISTENINH TO THE PLAYLIST AS I MADE THIS POST AND I THINK IM GOING TO K**L MYSELF BY ELTON JOHN CAME UP AS A SUGGESTION!???? HELLo?????)

#myron bentham #mphfpc #playlist #spotify