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[tyongvc]

hiatus announcement

this decision was very hard to make for me, to be honest. it took me a while to finally decide on this and i think its for the best at the moment. i have decided to go on an indefinte hiatus. i dont know when i will come back to this account or if i will at all or maybe i will just create a new one one day. 

i guess, lately, i have been way too interested in genshin impact that i stopped writing for nct. it just took me a while to realize that writing for nct doesnt make me as happy as it used to and i have decided on creating a new blog for genshin and write fanfics for genshin. 

it scares me to just think i will never be happy again with what i did before so i think it would be a good decision for me to start over with a new blog, with a new concept and a new fandom to write for. 

i love writing and i love nct a lot and this wont change at all, but writing for the boys doesnt really do it for me at the moment. it just doesnt make me as happy as it used to. 

i cant promise when i will be back here. but i promise, one day, i will. maybe not on this blog anymore, but on a new one, making a fresh start with everything. thanks for reading and for the 760 people who liked my writing enough to follow me <3 

from now on, i’ll be active on @y0imyas

and for the collabs i was participating in, i hope it is okay if i post the fanfics when im back or on a new blog when i think its the right time for me to come back on nctblr! 

#hiatus announcement #if u wanna talk on my genshin blog #my blog url is there :)

[tyongvc]

i fucking love txt

#their new comeback is so good #i‘m gonna cry wtf #txt #— cia‘s random posts !!

[tyongvc]

reblog in the tags what song makes you cry

#breathe by little mix #and you never know by blackpink #fuck they made me cry so much #— reblogs !!

[tyongvc]

that’s very sucky of your friend. i hope you feel better, thats probably not much, but dealing w that serious matter + your friend not being there must suck a lot. sending you love 💕

thanks love :( i mean, yeah the audio i sent her was v long (abt 6min) but she couldve written something like „i‘ll listen to it later“ or „cant listen rn but its gonna be fine“ bc i told her i cried at the end of it, so it just,, idk it just hurts a lot. but thanks a lot 💖

#— anons

[tyongvc]

no bc why does it hurt so much to know that ur closest friend didnt listen to ur audio where u explained a serious matter and even cried abt it and didnt even send one message like „i‘ll listen to it later“ or anything,,, it hurts so much wtf

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[tyongvc]

bullying @yyxgin is my fav hobby

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fuck fuck fuck i don‘t have any access to any of my drafts i‘m gonna cry there were so many fic ideas and beginnings for fics wtf i just cant access it. it always says there was an error and it happens with every single fucking file, there is literally nothing left

#if anyone knows what could be wrong #pls help me im having a breakdown rn #— cia‘s random posts !!

[tyongvc]

disappeared for a while (and didnt write at all) cuz i was on vacation but i‘m flying back home tonight and then i‘ll start writing as much as i can before school starts for me next week !!

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[tyongvc]

yo @yyxgin i found us

*glances at my 37 wips* guys i have a new idea

#— reblogs !!

[tyongvc]

— not meant to last ; l.jn

a/n: i think i could work on a longer thing based on this, what do u think? <3

“i think it’d be for the better if we break up.”

breakups were painful. that was what you noticed in the very first moment you had said these words. it hurt to look down to your fingers, not even having the confidence to look him in the eyes.

“i agree.”

you didn’t know what you felt in that very moment. was it pain? could it possibly be happiness? happy, because you both have mutually agreed on leaving each other before hurting each other more?

“it’s just not working out anymore. i love you, i’ve always loved you so much, jeno. but i’m glad that we both mutually agreed that this isn’t working out anymore.”

you finally managed to look up, straight into his eyes when you noticed the tears rolling down his cheeks. that is when you also started crying.

maybe it was just, even though jeno and you were meant to be, you weren‘t meant to last.

#nct #nct fanfiction #nct smut #nct angst #nct fluff #nct dream #nct 127 #nct u #wayv #lee jeno #jeno fanfiction #jeno fluff #jeno angst #jeno smut #— writings !!

[tyongvc]

never ask me for advice about things like that, i will always encourage you to buy it

IVE BEEN STANNING P1HARMONY FOR LIKE 3 DAYS NOW BUT I SAW SOMEONE FROM MY COUNTRY SELLING THEIR ALBUM REALLY CHEAP W ALL THE INCLUSIONS AND JIUNG PHOTOCARD SOMEONE TALK ME OUT OF THIS REAL QUICK I AM BEGGING Y'ALL

#— bar #ily <33

[tyongvc]

Hey Neil, due to a certain British author saying some stupid things again... Could you please quickly say something supportive for trans people? Would be really comforting right now

I’ve missed this (I’ve been taking a Twitter holiday for the last month, for my own mental health), but I can imagine. I’m sorry. 

Trans women are women. Trans men are men.  Trans rights are human rights. I’m sorry that some people have such a hard time getting their heads around that. But the world is changing, and history is with you.

#— reblogs !!

[tyongvc]

ao3 fanfics are something else i swear

#im reading an nct fic from there rn #im literally crying #still am actually #and the thing happened like two chapters ago #— cia‘s random posts !!

[tyongvc]

i‘m really sad that hot sauce & hello future era has come to an end 😔 it is one of my favorite eras ever and it has brought me so much joy and happiness when i was feeling really down so i‘m really going to miss it.

i hope my favorite boys rest well during their break after about three months (or possibly even longer) of promotions, they deserve it so much. see you soon, boys 💚

#nct dream #— cia‘s random posts !!

[tyongvc]

there is a little baby here (my neighbors daughter) and she keeps calling me aba (baby language for abla which is the word for „older sister“ (something like unnie or noona)) she is so precious im gonna cry 🥺 she even pointed at me when her mom asked her to show her where aba is 🥺

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for some reason, tumblr doesnt work w my wifi here so i have to use my data ew

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[tyongvc]

im finally home ❤️

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