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We're Ana, of course we're wanting to be as skinny as it possible

We're Ana, of course we're weight ourselves every morning

We're Ana, of course we're stressed every time when sb wants to hang out

We're Ana, of course we're lying about our eating habits

We're Ana, of course we're thinking we're to fat

We're Ana, of course we always feel not sick enough to be sick

We're Ana, of course we're comparing ourselves to others

We're Ana, of course if we eat less we feel better

We're Ana, of course happy after fasting

We're Ana, of course we don't want to be healthy, we want to be skinny

We're Ana, of course we usually feel we don't deserve to eat

We're Ana, of course every time we're binging we're feeling unvalid

We're Ana, of course we're counting calories

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discord!!!

i just woke up and all of the discord servers i was in are gone?? idk what’s wrong can people pls drop down links of 3d servers pls

#miaaa #miaa #depresjon #miaafterdark #ana trigger #low cal restriction #m3anspo #styr0blr #fat #discord rp #discord chat #discord server #out of context discord

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Meanspo #2

Look at you. You fat, ugly, PIG!! You sicken me. You call yourself thin!?! Hunny don't make me laugh. LOOK AT YOURSELF...you're so fat that with every step you take another earthquake happens. Every time you want to eat I need you to look in the mirror. See all the fat hanging off your stomach, arms, legs and face. Still hungry? Yeah, I thought not. You COULD have lost some of that weight by now but noooooo, you just had to keep eating. I stg a whole village could be fed for a MONTH off what you eat in a WEEK. You really think that you need 2000cals a day?? No, you need 100 at MOST. Starve yourself fatty

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People love your weird quirky mental illness energy until they realize you’re actually ill

[wanteffy]

Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

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when I’m going through it, i don’t ask for help.

i slice and dice and then post about it on tumblr.

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girls night but it’s just substance abuse and shit talking

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Baby girl I can make so many 0 note posts

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when is it my turn to look like a vs model?? :(:

#miaaa #modelling #sleepy #lostcore #lost in space #depresjon #victoria secret

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Baby girl I can make so many 0 note posts

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pro

i need someone to make a spotify playlist full of songs you would listen to when trying not to 3at. aka, sad songs, depressing songs or whatever. 

#spotify #songs #proana #pro #miaa #miaaa #mia #miaafterdark #onestepcloser #sad #sad songs #ed #edw #triggering stuff #ana trigger

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i dont think i have an eating disorder. i just struggle with eating and crave to be skinny all the time

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the only thing thats keeping me going is eugenia cooney on youtube lmfaoo

#cal #low cal restriction #triggering stuff #ana #depresjon #miaafterdark #miaaa #miaa #mia #anaa #ed #e5 #skinnnny #skin #thin$p0

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