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Chicken Noodle Soup for People with ED

This chicken soup basically saved my ass so many times because you can make SO MUCH OF IT for lunch, dinner and even the next day lunch and it still be under 1000. I usually make a big pot of it and just heat it up whenever I have the time and just one bowl will make you feel full for hours; especially drinking with water. Here's the recipe;

- whole canned chicken, averaging about 120 calories

-whole canned carrots, averaging 40 calories

- chicken broth, 5 calories for a teaspoon

- heart safe cooking oil, 170 for teaspoon

-seasoning, 0 calories

-Valentina hot sauce, 0 calories

First you will have to cook the chicken on the pan with the oil and make sure to add seasoning otherwise it's gonna taste bland.

While that's happening, go boil the carrots in 3 cups of water. As soon as it's tender, mix in the teaspoon of chicken broth. And once the chicken is done cooking, you mixed that in as well.

that's it! You got 335 worth of a meal that will make you feel full until the next meal! Plus it has your proteins and vegetables so you won't feel sluggish later, and make sure to finish a cup of water with this so you feel extra full!

And if you want to add some carbs to that, 2/3 of pasta will average 200 calories or 12 crackers will average 170. You will then have a nice meal that won't tip over 500 calories, plus there is so much of it that you can have the leftovers later for dinner and stay at that even 500!

This helped me out a lot because it made me feel full with only things that will not trigger my ED, while also tasting yummy so I won't binge, I have dropped about 5 pounds on this method before! You can also switch the carrots out for spinach (averaging 5 calories per 4 cups) if you want to get your greens in!

#proana #bulima #anorexia #ed things

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I swear I posted this when I made it, idk what happened

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The never ending turmoil of wanting to starve and be skinny but also just wanting to eat and be healthy

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To the Bone (2017) dir. Marti Noxon

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I wonder how long it'll take before my family notices I stopped eating

It'll be like a fun little game <3

#ed things #thinspo #thinspiration #thin #thinsppa #anorexii #anorexia #bulima #tw eating stuff #eating desorders #eating disorder #eating disorders #it's not as simple as just eating #eating diary

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Gillian Flynn, Sharp Objects

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I WANT TO PURGE

I WANT TO PURGE

I WANT TO PURGE

I WANT TO PURGE

I WANT TO PURGE

I WANT TO PURGE

I WANT TO PURGE

I WANT TO VOMIT

I WANT TO VOMIT

I WANT TO VOMIT

I WANT TO VOMIT

I WANT TO VOMIT

I WANT TO VOMIT

I WANT TO END ME

I WANT TO END ME

I WANT TO END ME

I WANT TO END ME

I WANT TO END ME

I

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I had a stressful day at work today (I messed up a transaction and a customer screamed at me for being incompetent) after a lengthy screaming match with mother yesterday. All I can do is stand there silently and wait for the moment where I can break down.

My stupid urge is to go to a restaurant and stuffy my face with food, but I rather drink till I rot. I'm underage though and my friend can't buy me it till he gets off work.

I'm going to lose it

#eating disorder #eating disorders #tw eating stuff #eating disoder things #it's not as simple as just eating

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♡I live on a steady diet of coffee, cocaine, and cunts ♡

#thinspp0 #thinsppa #thin #thinspiration #thinspo #ed things #eating disoder things #eating disorder #eating disorders #tw eating stuff #it's not as simple as just eating #bulima #bulimina #anorexii #pro ana #anorexia

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Did it make you feel good? Breaking me?

#ed #eating disorder #anorexia #bulima #childhood abuse #abuse #self destruction #self hate #neglect #hurt

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The Elephant Who Was Born Backwards

There once was an elephant who was born backwards. Which was strange, for babies are born forwards, never backwards.

Because of this, she was a very odd elephant indeed.

Her tail was too hairy, her feet too wide. While the others learned to walk, she bounced. And while others giggled, she honked.

But the worst of it all, her trunk was too long.

Her mother wasn't proud of this.

"Your nose is much too long," she scolded as she watched the young creature trip over it once more, "I wish you found a way to control this"

Because she was not born right, these words did not enter her brain as it should, but rather spiked into it. They sliced into her thoughts, and shredded them into ribbons.

So she did what she could to hide it, but she was clumsy, and slow, and stupid.

Her mother reminded her so.

Every day, her nose grew longer. And every day, her hatred grew with it.

Until one day, she picked up a shiny switchblade, and sliced off a pound of it.

"My, has your nose shrunk?" Her father hummed, "you looked quite gorgeous"

The little elephant smiled a bloody smile, and went back home to slice off another piece.

"My, look at you being beautiful," her mother cooed, "if you do this often, you just might find someone to love you"

She grabbed the blade once more, and cut off another inch.

"My, I never noticed how different you look," her friends gushed, "you're more pretty than ever before!"

The elephant was pale from blood loss, and she felt weak and shaking, but she continued to cut herself up piece by piece.

Until, there was no trunk left, and she couldn't breathe anymore. Her ears have fell off, her body was always cold, and she couldn't keep her eyes open anymore.

She then fell into a deep, black hole; where it was so low that when she gazed up, she can see the night sky.

'I could've got out this hole,' she thought sadly, 'if I had my nose to climb up with, but I have no energy now'

So she laid down, and let the soil consume her.

When they found her body the next morning, they commented on how beautiful she looked as they filled the hole with dirt.

#eating disorders #eating desorders #tw: body horror #tw: mental health #tw: death #anorexia #anorexii #bulima #child abuse

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