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🖤Tattoo Thinspo🖤

🕸center pic is my own🕸

(I wanted to test a stomach tat idea)

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the urge to tell everyone i’ve already eaten vs. the urge to brag about how i haven’t eaten all day

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cold soul

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i think im going to work out 5 days a week - one days it's cardio, and the other day it's weight lifting

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i hate the fact that he calls me pretty but likes picture of girls who have perfect bodies

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i think that the fear of abandonment and low self-esteem (the lowest in the last year) have caused me to relapse because thin = pretty, and if i'm pretty, nobody will abandon me

#anamia #ana trigger #high cal ana #tw ed talk #tw ana #tw disordered eating #ana mia #pro ana

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#thiinsp0 #anamia #need to lose more weight #lose weight #skiny legs #model thin #ana trigger #ana mia #pro a4a #anasp0 #tw ana shit

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hello i'm back 🤡

#anamia #ana trigger #high cal ana

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#thiinsp0 #anamia #need to lose more weight #lose weight #skiny legs #model thin #ana trigger #ana mia #pro a4a #anasp0 #tw ana shit

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beautiful mess

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i've gained 2 kg (4,4 lbs) and i'm sad. i can see the difference and i want to go back to my lowest weight

#not pr0 #anamia #tw ana thoughts #tw ed mention #tw ed stuff #tw ed #tw ed thoughts #ana #mia #i want to be skinny

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i can't wait to start work out again, i see the progress so i can't stop