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angst-feelings · 4 years

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Bruh the fact that people are still reading this astonishes me bc this was written by my little baby mind a few years ago and I had no idea how to write a good story (still don’t) AJDAKFKS

I was actually shocked to come back on this app and see that this had 230+ notes LOL

Thank u for the support though! Sorry I don’t upload here anymore. I may rewrite this as my writing skills have slightly improved though!

Bakugou Katsuki x Pregnant!Dead!Reader

Innocent Loss.

Warning(s): Pregnancy, death, swearing

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“If you don’t abort that baby, I’m going to leave you.”

Your heart shattered at his words. You were dearly hoping for a child, but he wasn’t. The two of you were so in love with each other, but had such different minds.

“K-Katsuki…” Your eyes tears up. “Please don’t leave me. I really want to have this baby. Please… please, let’s raise a family together.”

“No fucking way. Since you won’t abort that stupid ass baby, I’m leaving.” Bakugou grabbed a suitcase and packed his stuff. You cry in the corner, making heartbreaking sounds but Bakugou didn’t seem to care. He just packed as you beg him to stay.

“Please!” You scream desperately, crawling to him and clinging his leg. He shook you off and glared. “Fuck no.” He growled. You lied there on the floor crying. You couldn’t move much because your body was hurting bad.

You cry, watching him leave the house. Now how were you going to manage this? Even though he left you, you still wanted the baby. You want to raise a beautiful life you birthed. So you kept the baby.

Your friends Urakaka, Midoriya, Todoroki, Momo, Tsuyu, and Kirishima helped you through everything. No matter what, they were all by your side. And they were pissed when they heard that Bakugou left you.

Finally, after 8 months, your water broke. Kirishima was sleeping over this night, and he heard your pained scream in the middle of the night. “Oh no! (Y/N)!” He screamed as he called 911 and picked you up. He was panicking because the help in the area was shit so he had to get you to the hospital.

He ran out the house carrying you, and suddenly an ambulance rushed to a road he was on. Paramedics rushed you onto the bed and to the hospital.

Kirishima held onto your hand as the paramedics helped you deliver the baby. His hand was rock hard because you were squeezing it so tightly. If he wasn’t hard, you would break him.

Finally, you got to the hospital. You were in so much pain and Kirishima was forced to wait in the hallways. The rest of your friends came as fast as they could, and they prayed so hard that you were going to be okay.

“It’s a healthy baby girl!” The doctors cheered, checking the pulse of the baby. They smile gleefully at you and then handed you your baby. Your friends were able to come in. You sniffle happily. “He’s so beautiful…” Urakaka smiles, and Midoriya nods, agreeing.

Suddenly, someone bursts into the room. “(Y/N)!” Everyone looked. It was a blonde haired man with harsh eyes. Your eyes widened. “B-Bakugou?” You whisper weakly. No one noticed your pulse was slowly going down. He saw the baby and gulped. “So… You managed.”

“Mhm…” You smile, noticing that you were about to die. “Hey guys,” you look at your friends and they look back at you. “please have fun with your lives.” Then you look at Bakugou.

“I love you, Bakugou. Please take care of this gorgeous little g..-"BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPP

Everyone’s eyes widened.

”…(Y/N)? (Y/N)…“ Momo gulped. "No…” Todorki clenches his fists. “DOCTORS HELP!” Bakugou screamed. “HELP HER! HELP HER!” The doctors came rushing in. They tried so hard to get you back alive, but in the end, it was impossible.

You couldn’t make it.

“(Y/NNNNNNNNNNNNNN)!!!!!!” Bakugou’s loud scream rang through the hospital.

The baby started to cry loudly, frightened.

~Timeskip to three years later~

“You can do it, love.” Bakugou hugged his daughter. “I promise.” Amira looked up at her father. “Okay, daddy. Oh, your tie is not right.” She giggled, then fixed his tie. Bakugou grumbled a bit. Shitty ties.

“Thanks, love.” He took her hand and walked across the road when the red light turned white. Suddenly, they came up to the daycare. Bakugou looked at Amira. “If anyone hurts you, tell me, and I’ll deal… with them.” He said. Yes, even if he was an adult, he’d kill another kid who’d touch his daughter. She was all he had left, and he couldn’t afford to lose her.

“Okay daddy!” Amira grinned, then rushed inside the daycare. She was met with an employee. “Sir.” A young man smiled at Bakugou, who just grumbled. “Hey, beatupwhoevertouchesherI'mgoingtoworknow.” He swooped down, kisses his daughter on the forehead, then ran out to do his pro hero job.

He ran away, then closed his eyes as he ran. He enjoyed the breeze of running with the wind. He didn’t know why, but he always felt your presence when he was running with the wind. It made him sad that he didn’t see you anymore, but he knew you were watching.

He hated himself for leaving you. He hated himself for not being at the hospital on time. But to try and make up for it, he will raise this beautiful little girl you gave birth to. All you wanted was a family. You birthed to a beautiful daughter and that is Bakugou’s favourite gift.

He will take care of everything you ever wanted to do. He ran onto a road, quite in a rush to get to his office.

“I love you, (Y/N). I promise that Amira will get all the help fro-” He heard someone scream, then turned his head. It was a truck coming towards him and he was too late to dodge. Damn it.

“OH MY GOD! SOMEONE CALL 911!”

“IT’S THE PRO HERO BAKUGOU!!”

“SHIT HURRY!”

“IS HE DEAD?!”

Bakugou tried to scramble up. His heart beated so hard. He didn’t care that he got hit and got injured hard, all he cared about in that moment was to be alive.

Alive for his daughter. For you.

He had to raise Amira.

“D-Dammit… How the fuck…?!”

His vision went blurry and he collapsed.

“D-Daddy…? Where is daddy, uncle Deku?” Amira tilted her head at Midoriya, who looked at her with a sad smile.

“Daddy isn’t here right now, Amira…” Truth is, Bakugou died of blood loss. And now Amira has no more family.

Her family was broken and she couldn’t understand.

Oh god…

Please…

Please don’t make things worse…

“I want to see daddy! It’s been two days!” Amira tears up. Tsuyu walks in and rubs the little girl’s head. “Dear… You’ll see him soon… Okay?” She was heartbroken to see Amira cry more.

She had no idea what happened. She’ll be even more heartbroken once she finds out the truth of both of her parents.

She doesn’t have a family no more. No more you, and no more Bakugou.

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angst-feelings · 6 years

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Oikawa x Reader

Best Karma.

Warning(s): ~

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"WOW, really? You THOUGHT you had a chance with ME just because you acted like you weren't obsessed with me?" Oikawa gasped. "How stupid!" he laughed.

Your heart dropped rather deeply. You didn't expect this. You tried so hard to not be like Oikawa's fangirls.. To act like that tsundere boy/girl/person who hates the famous boy.

Though, It all backfired... Your efforts were put into waste. "I'd like you better if you weren't so mean to me all the time before!" Oikawa sneered, shattering you as if you were a plate.

You said nothing but stared at him, your eyes wide with shock. Soon, you choked out words. "I thought you confessed to me though...!" You cried out.

"You rejected me as if I was nothing. You don't know how much pain I went through. But now I'm single and ready to mingle." Oikawa said coldly, then turned away to leave.

When he did actually leave your life... right before your eyes, you couldn't help but beak down and cry. Girls watched you in disgust.

"You're so dull."

"And boring."

"And ugly."

"It's your fault that you rejected him in the first place."

"Creep! Eek!"

"I'm glad Oikawa-senpai made it clear that you don't have any chance with him anymore."

"And we still have our chances with him!~"

"Whoever dates him is sooooo lucky! Wahh~ At least it won't be stinky old (Y/N) anymore."

"Yeah! He/She/They are so mean to him!"

"Ewwww."

Those words scarred you. You couldn't believe it.t made you regret everything you've down to Oikawa... That boy... had the best karma.

#oikawa tooru #oikawa tōru #xreader #angst #haikyuuangst #haikyuu!!#tooruoikawa #readerinsert #oikawa x reader #oikawaxreader #oikawaangst #angsty

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angst-feelings · 6 years

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Bakugou Katsuki x Pregnant!Dead!Reader

Innocent Loss.

Warning(s): Pregnancy, death, swearing

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"If you don't abort that baby, I'm going to leave you."

Your heart shattered at his words. You were dearly hoping for a child, but he wasn't. The two of you were so in love with each other, but had such different minds.

"K-Katsuki..." Your eyes tears up. "Please don't leave me. I really want to have this baby. Please... please, let's raise a family together."

"No fucking way. Since you won't abort that stupid ass baby, I'm leaving." Bakugou grabbed a suitcase and packed his stuff. You cry in the corner, making heartbreaking sounds but Bakugou didn't seem to care. He just packed as you beg him to stay.

"Please!" You scream desperately, crawling to him and clinging his leg. He shook you off and glared. "Fuck no." He growled. You lied there on the floor crying. You couldn't move much because your body was hurting bad.

You cry, watching him leave the house. Now how were you going to manage this? Even though he left you, you still wanted the baby. You want to raise a beautiful life you birthed. So you kept the baby.

Finally, after 8 months, your water broke. Kirishima was sleeping over this night, and he heard your pained scream in the middle of the night. "Oh no! (Y/N)!" He screamed as he called 911 and picked you up. He was panicking because the help in the area was shit so he had to get you to the hospital.

He ran out the house carrying you, and suddenly an ambulance rushed to a road he was on. Paramedics rushed you onto the bed and to the hospital.

Kirishima held onto your hand as the paramedics helped you deliver the baby. His hand was rock hard because you were squeezing it so tightly. If he wasn't hard, you would break him.

"It's a healthy baby girl!" The doctors cheered, checking the pulse of the baby. They smile gleefully at you and then handed you your baby. Your friends were able to come in. You sniffle happily. "He's so beautiful..." Urakaka smiles, and Midoriya nods, agreeing.

Suddenly, someone bursts into the room. "(Y/N)!" Everyone looked. It was a blonde haired man with harsh eyes. Your eyes widened. "B-Bakugou?" You whisper weakly. No one noticed your pulse was slowly going down. He saw the baby and gulped. "So... You managed."

"Mhm..." You smile, noticing that you were about to die. "Hey guys," you look at your friends and they look back at you. "please have fun with your lives." Then you look at Bakugou.

"I love you, Bakugou. Please take care of this gorgeous little g..-"BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPP

Everyone's eyes widened.

"...(Y/N)? (Y/N)..." Momo gulped. "No..." Todorki clenches his fists. "DOCTORS HELP!" Bakugou screamed. "HELP HER! HELP HER!" The doctors came rushing in. They tried so hard to get you back alive, but in the end, it was impossible.

You couldn't make it.

"(Y/NNNNNNNNNNNNNN)!!!!!!" Bakugou's loud scream rang through the hospital.

The baby started to cry loudly, frightened.

~Timeskip to three years later~

"You can do it, love." Bakugou hugged his daughter. "I promise." Amira looked up at her father. "Okay, daddy. Oh, your tie is not right." She giggled, then fixed his tie. Bakugou grumbled a bit. Shitty ties.

"Thanks, love." He took her hand and walked across the road when the red light turned white. Suddenly, they came up to the daycare. Bakugou looked at Amira. "If anyone hurts you, tell me, and I'll deal... with them." He said. Yes, even if he was an adult, he'd kill another kid who'd touch his daughter. She was all he had left, and he couldn't afford to lose her.

"Okay daddy!" Amira grinned, then rushed inside the daycare. She was met with an employee. "Sir." A young man smiled at Bakugou, who just grumbled. "Hey, beatupwhoevertouchesherI'mgoingtoworknow." He swooped down, kisses his daughter on the forehead, then ran out to do his pro hero job.

He ran away, then closed his eyes as he ran. He enjoyed the breeze of running with the wind. He didn't know why, but he always felt your presence when he was running with the wind. It made him sad that he didn't see you anymore, but he knew you were watching.

He will take care of everything you ever wanted to do. He ran onto a road, quite in a rush to get to his office.

"I love you, (Y/N). I promise that Amira will get all the help fro-" He heard someone scream, then turned his head. It was a truck coming towards him and he was too late to dodge. Damn it.

"OH MY GOD! SOMEONE CALL 911!"

"IT'S THE PRO HERO BAKUGOU!!"

"SHIT HURRY!"

"IS HE DEAD?!"

Bakugou tried to scramble up. His heart beated so hard. He didn't care that he got hit and got injured hard, all he cared about in that moment was to be alive.

Alive for his daughter. For you.

He had to raise Amira.

“D-Dammit... How the fuck...?!”

His vision went blurry and he collapsed.

"D-Daddy...? Where is daddy, uncle Deku?" Amira tilted her head at Midoriya, who looked at her with a sad smile.

"Daddy isn't here right now, Amira..." Truth is, Bakugou died of blood loss. And now Amira has no more family.

Her family was broken and she couldn't understand.

Oh god...

Please...

Please don't make things worse...

"I want to see daddy! It's been two days!" Amira tears up. Tsuyu walks in and rubs the little girl's head. "Dear... You'll see him soon... Okay?" She was heartbroken to see Amira cry more.

She had no idea what happened. She'll be even more heartbroken once she finds out the truth of both of her parents.

She doesn't have a family no more. No more you, and no more Bakugou.

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angst-feelings · 6 years

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Cheater!Jumin Han x Reader

No Surprise.

Warning(s): Suicide, sex

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Honestly, you weren't shocked anymore to come home to hear moans coming from your bedroom you shared with Jumin. You were used to it.

You knew he was cheating on you, but you couldn't leave him... You just couldn't. Most people leave a cheater, but you? You were too weak to leave. You loved Jumin.

So whenever that person he was cheating on you with left, you just hugged Jumin and told him to not stress. Yes, he was stressed. What helped his stress? Sex.

Who did he get tired of? You.

But you needed him. Not for his money or anything, you just hoped every night he would return to his normal way and everything would be fine again. But no, it never happened.

You slumped onto the couch. He was home earlier before you were, how come he was home early? You sigh and roll off the couch, hissing in pain when your forehead hit the floor.

Suddenly, everything stopped. The noises finished and not a couple minutes later you saw a woman walking to the door, Jumin's arm wrapped about her waist.

The girl noticed you and giggled, "Ewww. Why's she here?" She asks the male, and he just looks at you with a heartbreaking smirk. "She's just a pig, don't worry."

You slowly stood as Jumin kissed the woman, then she left the house with a giggle. Jumin then looked at you emotionlessly. "(Y/N), tell me. Why do you... Stay with me?"

Smiling bitterly, you looked up at him. "Jumin, I'll talk to you later when we eat dinner, okay? I'll do the laundry and then cook dinner for us." And with that, you left him.

A couple moments later, you and Jumin were now sitting across from each other in the dining room. You looked up at Jumin lovingly, and you knew he was aching for your answer.

"I stay with you because I love you."

"I don't."

"I know."

You look down and laughed lifelessly. "But... Why don't you kick me out? You can do that anytime you want to. Hell, I'll even tell the RFA we just broke up and they won't kill you."

"Because you're my backup toy. I come to you if I need you to finish my work and I have another woman to relieve my stress."

"But this isn't fair, love." You tear up. You always kept your feelings inside. "I thought you were used to this treatment? It has been a year ever since I did this and you're breaking down now?"

You clench your firsts as you drop your fork onto your plate. "I'm sorry. I should've done this sooner." You wipe your tears away and the two of you finish dinner.

You loved Jumin so much, until death tears you apart from him.

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"(Y/N)!" Jumin screamed. The RFA ran to the bathroom of the party and they were.. Shocked. You... Were on the floor, a bloody dent on the wall, and blood flowing out your head.

"Someone call an ambulance! Hurry!" Zen screamed, and Jaehee did. Everyone was panicking. You were losing so much blood.

"Who could've done this?!" Yoosung's eyes widened in terror. Seven checked your body and clicked his tongue bitterly. "No one killed her guys... (Y/N)... Killed herself."

Jumin clenched his fists. Why? Why'd you do this? He thought of the way he treated you. God dammit, he treated you that bad. "N-No... Please (Y/N), I'll make it up to you... I swear..."

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"Sorry for your loss." The doctors gritted their teeth, disgusted at themselves for not saving such a beautiful girl. The whole RFA's eyes widened. No way. This can't be happening. She's dead?!

Jumin couldn't take it anymore. His emotions got the best of him. He screamed and busted out crying, grabbing his hair. "This is all my fault! She's dead because of me!"

Everyone turned and stared at Jumin. "Jumin... What do you mean...?" Zen said shakily. He sighed in disbelief. "I... Cheated on her for a year... I kept doing it and doing it and she knew...

And she committed suicide because of me..." Everyone's jaw dropped. The pain was so intense that he cried more. "I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry (Y/N)..." Now everyone, even Jaehee, despised what the heartbroken man had did. That was no surprise. No surprise at all...

#cheater #cheaterxreader #jumin han #mm jumin #mysme jumin #cheatermm #mysticmessenger #mystic messenger #zen #seven #707 #yoosung #jaehee #reader #xreader #readerinsert #mcxmm

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angst-feelings · 7 years

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Yandere!Kuroo x Reader

No Escape.

Warning: This angst includes vomit.

Kuroo chuckled bitterly, watching you slowly eat food off the dirty floor. The room was dirty, the air was dirty. Trash was everywhere, vomit, blood.

Dead corpses.

Everyone who talked to you. Your pet that he poisoned and killed.

They were all piled up in the corner of the room, eyeless and stabbed.

Kuroo got bored of watching you eat. As much as he hurt you, he wanted you to be alive. You were the reason he continued to stay alive. You were a bigger priority than volleyball and even his future.

You had your own plans. You wanted a bright future and have fun with Kuroo, but deep down he was different. He was absolutely disgusting.

“Okay, okay. Enough. Don’t want you to get more sick than you already are.” He pulled your weak body back up. You could barely move, and to move, you’d have to be moved by another person.

You didn’t dare to look at those cold eyes of Kuroo. The memories you had with him after he kidnapped you in his basement made you dizzy. The memories of being forced to watch him killing your best friends, Lev and Yaku, and his best friends, Kenma and Bokuto in front of you, made you want to vomit.

“You seem off, let me help you babe!~” He laughed as he kicked you in the stomach. You let out a weak scream, vomiting all that you just ate. You groaned in disgust, trying not to smell it. A sigh escaped Kuroo’s lips. “How dirty.”

You’re the dirty one, you freak!

You wanted to scream at him, but you were to weak to. You were living with this disgusting man for the rest of your life, and knowing how sneaky he is, there was no way you’d be able to escape.

#kuroo #kuroo x reader #yandere #yandere x reader #angst #haikyuu!!#kuroo tetsurou

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