driedlavenderandsage

[driedlavenderandsage]

i don't know man, i just wish that we could [suddenly realising i'm coming dangerously close to expressing a real and earnest thought instead of filtering everything through several layers of intangible running bits] blow up the entire world. or something.

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#girlblogging #spilled words #girl blogger #anger #girl posting #spilled ink #thoughts #poetry #ugh gross #religious trauma #men #am i right ladies #and if i say i made this listening to folklore? #embarassing!!! #overgrown #vines #ivy #maybe i don't quite know what to say #all of my cages are mental #i have a lot of regrets #would you beleive it if i said i miss what i thought it was #cancer moon #water signs #if i never see you again it won't have been enough #everyone i meet will have to know you to understand me #and that the worst thing you could have left behind

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The Love of the Wolf by Hélène Cixous Fruits & Vegetables: Poems by Erica Jong

[driedlavenderandsage]

it could be so worth it but I am still afraid!

#girlblogging #and so what #spilled words #or whatever #weighing my options #trust issues #something like that #rotting or something #girl posting #issues #mental issues #dont tell my therapist #or do #she might be proud of me #old guy #ive exhausted my metaphors #feelings in the form of memes #i have complex feelings about cannibalism and god #anger #something #violent

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#yuh #back at it #girl posting #spilled words #whoops #oversharing on the internet #poetry #i guess #this parts so embarassing #look away #religious trauma #trauma #daddy issues #and #also mommy issues #while we're here #do you know how stupid i feel tagging these #spilled ink #thoughts #anger #girl blogger #pond #girlhood #midnight musings #gothic #spilled thoughts #body issues #ethel cain #insane girl #anyways

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#god #if god is real #mother #my mothers daughter #daughter #religion #religious trauma #do you know how stupid i feel tagging these #i womder why i do it sometimes #do i want the attention? #is that what its about? #i beg to be heard then hate the listener #anyways #spilled words #girlblogging #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #thinking #flowers #carnation #daisies #ironic #i dont believe in god #but sometimes i pretend i do #ethel cain #i listened to ethel cain today can you tell #girlhood #being a girl #girl hood #trauma

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#religious trauma #therapy #rotting or something #girl posting #spilled words #text #girlblogging #dont tell my therapist #thoughts #thinking thoughts #ink

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#daddy issues #father #dog poetry #stray dog #mommy issues #fathers daughter #anger #girlblogging #insane girl #religious trauma #cancer moon #anger issues #i feel it scratch at my brain #spilled words #thoughts

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#pomegranate #spilled words #girlblogging #spilled ink #persephone #love as consumption #eat me and see how sick you get #fruit #religious trauma #i have complex feelings about cannibalism and god #im going insane #embarassing but whatever #cancer moon #aquarius #cancer rising #text #poetry

[driedlavenderandsage]

I saw you today, crossing the street.

it wasn't actually you.

you're hair was still short and you still wore your glasses.

I stopped you and we talked.

I told you I was sorry, you told me it was okay.

it wasn't you that crossed the street, but i'll keep pretending everytime I think it is.

#girl blogger #yuh #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #red heads scare me #anyways #thoughts #scorpios are scary #insane girl #delusional #im insane

[driedlavenderandsage]

things you said through your teeth 2/?

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i feel your coarse grains sand me down where i need it.

soften my edges, i dont want to hurt you

#sappy shit #poetry #or whatever #girlblogging #im going insane #tell me to stop #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #spilled words #love as consumption #canine

[driedlavenderandsage]

I have a scar from you on my body that burns any time im compared to poetry

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Astrology Observations 3

*not a professional astrologer, these are just my own observations, feel free to correct me

🤍 Sagittarius risings could restrain their voice while singing because they are the only rising whose both 2nd and 3rd house are ruled by a Saturn planet

🤍 A person with a stellium in the 5th house tend to have a very child-like and playful energy to them, much longer than others, this is more common to someone who has Aries in the 5th house. This house is all about short romances but also talks about our inner child.

🤍 An earth sign in the 6th house can make a person have a lot of compassion and love towards animals that they decide to turn vegan

🤍 Where Mars is located on your birth chart will show you what are you most passionate about:

1st house: yourself, your appearance

2nd house: finances, possessions, food, luxury

3rd house: school, social media, learning, talking, teaching, cars

4th house: your home, family, ancestors, emotions, children

5th house: fame, popularity, relationships

6th house: work, daily routines, food, pets

7th house: justice, relationships, beauty, art

8th house: the occult, the unknown, the taboo, what society rejects

9th house: spirituality, learning, travelling, being a teacher to others

10th house: work, social status, your career, power

11th house: connections, friends, social media, humanitarian activities, dreams

12th house: the mind, sleeping (LMAO), the subconscious, healing, spirituality

[driedlavenderandsage]

i am not my mother and i am not my father but a third worse thing

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shes made of pieces of sun and silk held together by pine sap

#girls #wlw #if god is real #girl blogger #girlblogging #women #sunlight #love #lifes rough out here #stop reading the tags #religious trauma

[driedlavenderandsage]

Loving her never felt like a sin.

It was patient, and kind,

It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things.

If god is real, and he inspired those words, he'd know they were about her.

#religion #religious trauma #wlw #girlblogging #christianity #bible verse #id choose her over eternity #insane girl #if god hates gays why do we keep winning