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twitter is down and i am feeling very useless w my life now… so here i am on Tumblr

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Looking For Alaska (2019)

Im finishing up my finals for my classes and I'm ready for this quarter - this school year, to be over.

I decided to watch something short and simple on Hulu because I've been binging sitcoms for the past few months. I decided on Looking for Alaska the miniseries and I did NOT expect to love it as much as I did.

I don't even have words. Like I genuinely loved it a lot and cried a lot, but then again I'm getting my period and I'm a Cancer. But I recommend it... I do. The monologue at the end even though it was a bit long and could've ended at any point, it was still beautiful.

#Hulu #Shows #Journaling #Diary #College #Looking for Alaska #John green #Television #Tv Shows #miniseries

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Moonlight

Watching Moonlight for the first time. You know, I remember when it first came out back in like 2017.. First off, that was such a prime time for movies. It was iconic. I think I glorify it a lot because of the fact that was the time I was starting to really get into movies.

I had been wanting to see it since 2017, but I don't know why it took me this long to finally get to it. Even then, I'm watching it for a class assignment but I would love to come back to it to watch leisurely.

Ashton Sanders is such a magnificent actor.. The way he plays Chiron feels so solemn. It breaks my heart just watching him.

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May 

Happy May!

I hope you're doing good, and I hope that you're feeling well.

I'll let you know where I am at. I'm O.K.

I'm in the in-between, where when one thing gets tough, it feels like the end of the world but when that passes over, I'm just like "Damn, what was up with that?"

I hate those in-between moments but I suppose it's better than just feeling horrid 24/7, like in the past. I'm finishing up the remains of my school year, and I'm trying to at least go out with a bang (A.K.A. All A's.. Also that was some nasty alliteration)

So to those finishing up school too, especially any graduates - I am proud of you for getting this far. Even if you aren't finishing up school, anybody.. It's been a rough like two years at least globally (and continues to be so).

You're doing amazing, and I hope you're treating yourself kindly. You deserve to be treated with respect, especially from someone as important as yourself..

<3

#Mental Health #Diary #School #College #Journaling #Blog #Depression #May #Season

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Slumdog Millionaire

Watched Slumdog Millionaire for the first time. Wow.

The intensity of it is perfect.

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Daydreams, 2022 - Procreate

This was honestly just a quick thing on Procreate - used the liquify tool to create the squiggles. Overlayed two different layers with different colors and tones, and then for the back layer used gaussian blur. As always - topped it off with some noise. I'm just a sucker for the grainy effect, sorry!! :D

But made this for my laptop screen because I was getting tired of the Default background, hehe

#Procreate #Digital #Digital Art #Artist of Tumblr #Artist #black and white #Digital Illustration #digital doodle #Noise #Doodle #Colors #Lines #iPad Baby #College #Blog #Diary #Journaling #Romanticizing Life #Art

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Untitled, 2022 - Procreate

A quick doodle / drawing

Working with some color and lines; just some free style stuff. No motive or intention, just off the dome.

Enjoy!

#Procreate #digital art #Digital Illustration #Drawing #drawing #Art #blog #College #Art student #Diary #Journaling #digital doodle #artist on tumblr #Artist #artwork #media

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Club Story Continues

About two months ago possibly (I can't remember, time moves super fast, yet super slow) I had an altercation with someone I considered my best friend.

He said he'd give me time, and so time has indeed passed. And today he messaged me to say that he missed me and if I needed more time he'd understand.

I sent a screenshot to my boyfriend. For context, him and I have been on and off for so long, since 2017 when I met him. He'd be the type to, after I'd moved on, message me again and say he missed me and rope me back in, and tell me he wasn't looking to date after gaining my trust again.

But we've been finally steady and dating for the past (almost) two years.

But after I sent him the screenshot of my friend messaging me, he said that my friend was just bored and was trying to rope me back in again.

I took a bit of offense to it because it just kind of took me back to when we used to be on and off and he'd do exactly that.

I'm biting my tongue to not start anything, but I want so badly to ask "Is that what you did with me, whenever we weren't together and you'd come back texting me how you missed me?"

But I won't.

The responses you get vary depending on other people's experiences, sometimes. I just can't help but think he would respond like that because it's something he's done.

All those times, was it because he was bored and wanted to rope me back in?

Am I overthinking it? I'm sorry...

#Relationships #Boyfriend #Friendships #Ripple #Journaling #Diary #blog #college #mental health #Advice #Communication

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Current Obsesions #2

Hey there! It's been a while so I'm going to go ahead and tell you media I've watched or have been watching - what music I've also been listening to, and etc.

MUSIC

oh my love by FKA twigs, CAPRISONGS

Sundried by Monks, Sundried

屍を越えてゆけ by AAAMYYY, BODY

AnDroGay by Boyish, Garden Spider

Star by Allah-Las, LAHS

Heaven by The Rolling Stones, Tattoo You

The Rumbling by SiM, The Rumbling (this one is because of Attack on Titan)

Wicked Game by Chris Isaak, Heart Shaped World

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SHOWS

Finished Degrassi: Next Generation and Next Class

Currently Watching Abbott Elementary, Modern Family, Attack on Titan (finishing up)

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MOVIES

Watched Fresh (2022), X (2022), and Jujustsu Kaisen 0 (2021)

That's all, babes! I love you

#Media #Music #Shows #Television #TV #Films #Movies #Diary #Diary entry #Journaling #college #art #blog #shows #obsessions

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[Marlboro] Red Valentine

FADE IN:

EXT. BAR - NIGHT

There’s a chill in the air, as HUDSON (an awkward, tall 25-year-old) takes a drag from his cigarette, leaning against the brick wall of the crowded bar.

There are red balloons strung outside, and there’s a slow, love-ballad playing from within the walls.

Hudson can imagine the couples lovingly embracing each other, swaying to the music. The thought makes him cringe, and he takes another long drag from his cigarette.

VIVIAN [O.S.]

You have another cigarette?

VIVIAN, a 50-something-year-old woman, leans on the wall beside him to his right, staring intensely.

He nods, pulling a pack of Marlboro reds, along with a lighter, and hands it to the older woman. She thanks him in return, lighting the stick in her mouth and inhaling.

VIVIAN

You here alone?

Hudson observes the older woman, before turning away and answering.

HUDSON

I’m not interested.

Vivian laughs, the smoke from her now-lit cigarette comes out her mouth in puffs.

VIVIAN

Don’t flatter yourself, kid, you're a

bit too old for me anyway.

Hudson snaps his neck to look at her, a look of horror couldn’t help but make its way to his face.

VIVIAN

(Chuckling)

I'm kidding, dammit! Can't take a joke?

Hudson let's out a visible sigh of relief.

HUDSON

Jokes are supposed to be funny.

Vivian ignores Hudson's slight jab at her joke.

VIVIAN

My name's Vivian. What's your name,

sweet pea?

HUDSON

Hudson.

VIVIAN

Like the river.

Hudson rolls his eyes.

HUDSON

I get that a lot.

Vivian and Hudson take simultaneous drags from their cigarettes. Hudson reaches the filter, and he throws the cigarette down to the ground, stepping on it to let out the remaining flame.

As Hudson begins to leave, Vivian stops him in his tracks.

VIVIAN

What are you doing out here at the bar

alone tonight, Little River?

He walks back a bit, and leans against the wall, now on the opposite side of Vivian.

HUDSON

Who said I was alone?

VIVIAN

It doesn't take no genius, sweetheart.

Either that, or you're some a-hole who

leaves his girl alone inside a bar, to

take a smoke.

HUDSON

With all due respect, what makes you

think I'm even interested in girls?

Vivian raises an eyebrow, and then lifts up her arms in surrender.

VIVIAN

Touché. Well then, who's the lucky man

in your life?

HUDSON

There is no man. Or woman.

VIVIAN

Well then, correct me if I'm wrong,

but it's a bit torturous, going to a

bar alone on Valentine's Day.

Hudson goes to answer, but the loud vibration of his phone interrupts him. He pulls his phone out, looking down at the text message from EMERY. He tenses slightly, but puts his phone back, not bothering to read the message.

Hudson meets Vivian's gaze of confusion and curiosity.

HUDSON

I didn't lie. There is no man. Or

woman, in this case. But there was.

Vivian takes another drag, the wind causing the smoke to blow into Hudson's face.

VIVIAN

Enlighten me.

HUDSON

The story might take a couple years

off your life, I'd rather not.

VIVIAN

I've got a few more years to spare.

A COUPLE stumbles by Vivian and Hudson, clutching onto each other and giggling. Hudson eyes the happy couple.

HUDSON

Have you heard of right person, wrong

time?

Vivian nods, the look on her face all-too knowing.

HUDSON

It was something like that. The wrong

time happened to be a wedding.

VIVIAN

Holy shit. She was getting married?

Hudson shuffles his feet a bit in nervousness as he rubs the back of his neck, and sighs while shaking his head.

HUDSON

Actually, I was.

Vivian let out an unexpected and indistinguishable sound.

VIVIAN

You cheating, son of a bitch!

HUDSON

Hey! I didn't cheat.

VIVIAN

You loved someone who wasn't your

fiancé, and that somehow feels even

worse.

Hudson looks away, staring over at more couples stumbling out of the bar, smiling and giggling, drunk in love and alcohol.

HUDSON

It's not that I love her, it's that I

like her.

Vivian looks over at Hudson confusingly.

VIVIAN

That is about the dumbest thing I've

ever heard.

HUDSON

I told you, your lifespan was going to

get shorter.

Vivian took one final drag from her smoke, before flicking it to the ground and rubbing the sole of her heels on the cigarette.

VIVIAN

Smoking's already beat you to it.

Hudson shrugged his shoulders in agreement.

HUDSON

You can love someone, care for them,

but sometimes that can feel like an

obligation.

VIVIAN

You sayin' love and care are the

same?

Vivian followed Hudson's eyes over the multitude of couples that continue to pile out of the bar.

HUDSON

Kinda. Like loving someone is

different than being in love with

someone.

Vivian slowly nods. Her face shows a bit of understanding, as she tries to empathize with Hudson.

Hudson notices that she looks away longingly, and feels distant all of a sudden.

He tries to cut the small bit of tension that built up.

HUDSON

Where's your man tonight?

VIVIAN

Well kid, with all due respect, what

makes you think I'm into men?

Vivian winks at Hudson, who's looking at her with a softer look than he did in the beginning of their conversation.

VIVIAN

It's just me tonight. And yesterday.

And tomorrow.

The two fall into a comfortable silence. There's a buzz from another text message on Hudson's phone. He looks down.

Vivian notices the indecipherable look on his face and takes this as her cue to begin heading back in. She works her way up to the door, she stops.

VIVIAN

Thanks for the cigarette, Little

River. I hope you find someone you

can like and love. Just try not to

make that decision when the wrong

one's walking up the aisle.

Hudson doesn't get the chance to respond back, before Vivian disappears through the doors, and back into the swarm of people in the bar.

FADE TO BLACK.

#Screenplay #Screenwriting #Script #Writing #blog #journaling #art #script writing #Dramatic Writing #Slice of Life #Indie #MOvie #Film #Student #College

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Current Obsessions

I’d been in a mental rut since the last week when I was going through issues with my ex-best friend (whom I haven’t talked to since)

In response I’ve been regressing but getting back into things I used to love as a kid - this includes music.

Here are a couple of songs I’ve been obsessively listening to: 

Ultraviolence by Lana Del Rey

Pretty When You Cry by Lana Del Rey

Gemini Feed by BANKS

Strange by X Ambssadors

Gods and Monsters sung by Jessica Lange

Barton Hallow by The Civil Wars (This one, especially. I am OBSESSED WITH THIS ONE at the moment) 

Synthetica by Metric 

As for movies or shows - I haven’t watched any movies but I’ve been continuing on my Degrassi binge. 

And that’s pretty much it!

It’s finals week and its been mentally stressful. I’ve got a screenplay to write (8 pages) that’s due tomorrow because I procrastinated heavily. And a photograph to photoshop. 

Wish me luck 

#Music #Media #Movies #Shows #Screenplay #Script #Screenwriting #Lana del Rey #BANKS #X Ambassadors #Jessica Lange #The Civil Wars #Metric #Regressing #Age Regressing #Mental Health #College #Journaling #Diary

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Amoeba, 2022 - Procreate

Just different color variations. 

#Amoeba #Procreate #Art #Artists on Tumblr #Artist #Digital Art #Digital #Media #Colors #Complementary Colors #Journaling #Diary #Romanticizing Life

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Can We Talk?

Hi. 

I need to talk.

Tonight was probably one of the worst nights of my entire life. I would say up there with when my grandmother died. 

I just need someone to listen to me. 

I went out, for the first time in a long time. I go to school out of state from my home state. I was a freshman in college when Covid hit, during the middle of the school year, much like everyone else. 

A lot of things got stripped away. The rest of my first year, the entirety of my second year. I worked for a majority of it. I barely spoke to anyone I met my first year. 

I missed out on events, I missed out on joining sets as a Film and TV major. And most importantly, my social anxiety that I worked so hard to fight, came back in full force. Talking to people who were outside of my circle of friends, was so difficult. I ended up cutting connections with basically ALL of the friends I made my freshmen year, except for one. 

Let’s call them Ira. Ira and I, I would consider us best friends.

I have three best friends from which I’ve known from High School (and before), but Ira was the one best friend I still had from College.

I thought that when I returned from College that the people I still spoke to through text message would still plan things with me.

It turns out, they all on the side had became better friends, and I was left in the dust. What really solidified it for me, was when they invited me to go to the park with them.

I felt like I was conversed with nobody. Not only just that, but the way they phrased inviting me. I was firstly, roommates with one of them before everything else. So I knew (let’s call her Mia)- I knew Mia before everyone else because we were roommates. As some point when we were roommates together, Freshmen year, we considered each other best friends. But COVID hit, and though we still had each other on socials, and still would slide up on socials once in a while, Mia and the girls that lived across from us in the dorms (let’s call one of the girls, Jennifer), got to know each other better and ended up being best friends in the end. 

I hadn’t known their friendship had became some well versed, or that they’d gotten so close to one another. 

It wasn’t until I returned this Fall of 2021, that I realized. 

I thought we were all still pretty closed despite the distance.

But when they invited me to the park, Despite the girls that lived across from us (Jennifer being one of them), living literally in the same dorm building as me, just two floors up, they said (I’m paraphrasing) “We figured since you lived here too, that we’d invite you,” I will never forget that.

Though I cannot provide the exact quote, I sincerely mean it when I say that is what they said. I had never felt so alone. Those were the people I counted on being with. I was so excited to return because of them.

Mia was the reason I didn’t transfer out. I had thought about transferring to an school within my state, because the school I currently attend was horrible. They treated students, especially international students, so horribly. But she convinced me to stay, and i did... Thinking I had people to return to. 

When I did return in Fall 2021, I had nobody except for Ira. I thought we had this mutual friendship. Much like my bestest friend in the entire world - Mirabel. 

Mirabel and I have been best friends and inseparable since the sixth grade. 

But I soon realized that’s not the relationship we had.

2021 taught me one thing - I will always be considerate for other people, even if they aren’t for me. 

I will always think about others, before they think of me.

And I wanted soooo badly in 2022, to work past that.

I went to a different state with Ira. We took a trip together - that although I wanted to take because it’d always been a dream, I’d also taken because they were going through a heart break - and the trip though was great in essence, I had a pretty crap time because it felt like it was their world the entire time. It felt like everything was for them. Going to the Club? Leaving the Club to go to another? Everything was for them

I found myself trailing behind them as they walked ahead, creating plans. 

For them.

I was the side character in my own life. but I gave them the benefit of the doubt. until tonight.

AS I’d mentioned, I’d been back in College since Fall of 2021, so not that long. I’ve managed to make no friends. I wanted so badly to find my forever friends.

It’s harder than it seems.

Especially as a (technically) junior in college, when everyone already seems to have found their forever friends, including Mia, who was now best friends with Jennifer. 

I spent the entirety of Fall 2021 crying. Thinking and feeling abandoned. I spent all that time, feeling like I must’ve done something wrong. Like I was horrible. 

And now, in February, almost March of 2022, I spend all this time wondering what did i do wrong.

Why?

Because tonight, I decided to finally go to the club with my “best friend” Ira. And their roommate, whom I’d also known my freshmen year, Sandra (literally a guy, but cannot think of a name). 

Just the three of us, heading to the club. I hadn’t been to this club, mind you, in like two years, because of COVID.

We got there, because we were meeting up with people whom I didn’t know but they did.

They said because there was a live band playing, it’d be $10, which I didn’t mind paying.

But they didn’t want to. So they said we should try the bar next door. I was the only person who couldn’t get in, because tonight of all nights, after two years, had to be the night I got my fake confiscated. I’m turning 21, this year.... 

But I needed the fake. not even to drink! Just to get in! I didn’t care if I drank or not, I wanted to dance!

Everyone had to leave cuz of me. So we were like, let’s just try the $10 one! I knew we’d all get in. 

Everyone was able to sneak in, but I didn’t feel like it (because I already had but I left because I thought they asked me to leave, so I did) 

So I decided i’d rather just pay and go in. So I did, sans ID. 

So we were all in! But I went to the bar, got myself a shot, while at the bar, despite it being super loud, my friend, Ira, asked me something that I simply could NOT hear. I asked them to repeat themselves three times before giving up and just agreeing with whatever they said. 

That, would prove to be the worst move of the night.

After taking this shot, I went to the bathroom, in which I stood in line for 30-ish minutes... I told my friend, ira, I was in line for the bathroom. 

They said “okayy” 

Finally, I got into the bathroom, with two other people whom I met were named Tommy and Olivia (shoutout to the, because at least they stuck together) 

they were really nice.

I finally left the bathroom, and looked for Ira. 

I approached two familiar faces whom I remember were a part of the group we’d met up with, and asked them if they knew where Ira was. They said “No.” 

I tried to call ira but could not hear them.

Finally I could, and they said they’d went to the bar next door, which happened to be the one I’d gotten my ID confiscated from.

What?

What do you mean you’re at another club?

The moment they told me they were somewhere else, I hung up.

I felt like everything just crumbled down.

The one and only friend I had, the only person I knew, went somewhere else. Somewhere I couldn’t even get into? 

I felt abandoned once again. Who leaves their “best friend” (which we’d proclaimed before), at a club to go to another club? 

Funny thing is, I remember on my way to driving to their apartment before the Club, that I had hoped and prayed they wouldn’t leave me alone tonight. 

I genuinely did. No joke.

I had this feeling. and I wish I had listened to myself. But I passed it off as anxiety; I had been feeling extremely anxious either way. 

But they did. I couldn’t even believe they did. 

I felt so anxious, I felt so alone, and I felt lost. The only other thing I felt like I could do was call my best friend, mirabel, and walk back to someplace where I could just call an Uber and go back to my dorm.

Mirabel... That is someone I could never thank. Someone I could stay with for the rest of my life. I would be absolutely happy and content. I’d run away with her and live our own lives for once.. For one another. For each other. 

She is one hundred percent (and more) my soulmate. 

She talked to me on the phone, for eight minutes (a little bit more). I just remembered that I looked at the phone at eight minutes and told her that Ira hadn’t checked on me within that time frame, until they finally texted me “Where tf are you at” 

I didn’t respond. They called me about two minutes later, and I told them where I was at. 

Their tone felt so... Joking... “Why are you there?” because you left me.

They told me to stay there and that they were coming. Immediately I just felt guilt. I was intruding on a good time. I was selfish. I ran away. Why? 

So what if I was left? Who cares? Stop ruining everyone else’s fun. 

I felt bad. I told them no. but they still came. I met them halfway (only because I was scared after seeing a cop pass by) 

They apologized, but their apology was along the lines of, “i’m sorry you felt that way.” 

“My friends in *insert home place* always do this, I didn’t think it was different,” 

I told them how what they were saying was exactly what my ex-roommate (not Mia) used to say.

My ex-roommate would ask to borrow my ID for clubs, and one time she went through my stuff without my permission to take my ID, and when I confronted her, her excuse was “My friends and I never had to ask each other to borrow each others things,” (in tears, might I add).

Ira would apologize, but still follow it up by saying that they told me they were ‘stepping out for a bit’ 

I didn’t know a bit was more than 30 minutes, while I stood in the bathroom,

Furthermore, they asked me if itd be okay if I stayed with “the girls,”

The girls whom I had just met 15 minutes ago. That didn’t know my name. That didn’t care about my existence, because said girls were not even with me when I was at the bar asking for a drink, or even at the bar when I went to the bathroom. 

I was all alone the entire duration of me being at that club. 

Furthermore, the closer we got to their apartment (which my best friend, mirabel, was going to send the Uber to), their patience kept getting thinner. I was crying, silently. My eyes were (and still are, as I type this) puffy, and red. 

They stopped, when they saw one of the girls we were at the club with, but I kept going. This was not my friend. This was someone I barely even knew. 

I wanted to leave. If they wanted to stop, okay. I wanted to go home.

They caught up to me. I was standing at a red light, where the crosswalk was. They started to raise their voice at me.

“Do you expect me to read your mind?!” They began to yell at me.

I crossed the street.

Finally, we’re at the gas station, around the corner from their apartment.

They began to full on scream at me.

“Why are you yelling at me?” I remember asking. 

“Because I’m pissed!” They asked me, “Do you want to stop being friends? Is that what it is?” 

No... I didn’t even insinuate that. I told you I was upset you left me at a club, and you expect me to just get over it without the 10 minutes we’d been walking? 

They weren’t just talking loudly. When I say they were screaming at me, I truly mean it.

I hadn’t had a panic attack since possible 2018.. This was the first time I began to feel the beginning of a panic attack. The only thing I could think of was to call Mirabel again, whom heard Ira say to me in the back “Do you want to stop being friends?” 

I felt like I was being gaslit. I even, without screaming, asked them to take a second to step back and really think about what theyre saying to me. They still screamed at me.

It wasn’t until I was on the phone with Mirabel that they stopped, and stayed silent.

Up until I went into their apartment to grab the rest of my stuff, and leave. They waited for the Uber outside with me, in silence.

They apologized, saying they were sorry for how they reacted and that they would understand if I needed some time.

I told them previously how they didn’t even give me a day to process, but they expected me in that very moment to tell them I needed to process.

I thought that by telling them “To step back and think about what they were saying to me,” that, that could be telling of how we needed to step back and re-evaluate how we spoke to one another. I guess not.

Maybe it was my fault. I’m not saying Im completely not at fault in this situation.

It’s 2:30 AM as I type this. This all happened about an hour ago, and I am still... just completely heartbroken.

Irrational.

The only thing I can think of is either ending things (as in my life) or dropping out completely.

I haven’t been having any fun within this entire year I’ve been back. My mental health has deteriorated completely, and tonight.... Might have been my last straw.

I have nobody else. If Ira and I stop being friends completely, I will 100% be alone, all together. 

Thank you if you stuck with me to the end of this... You don’t realize how much it means to me to have someone listen to me right now.. I am extremely alone.. I have nowhere else to turn besides Mirabel. I just feel like a nuisance. 

Thank you.. I wish you the absolute best... and please let me know if Im wrong in this... 

#Help #mental health #Diary #Journaling #Anxiety #Health #Club #Partying #College #Junior in College #Junior #School #COVID #Alone #Lost #Depressed #Depression #Heartbroken #Friendship #Breakup #advice #I need help #Feelings #Emotions #Emotional #Manipulation #High School

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Music, ETC

Inspired by the podcast Emergency Intercom where they talk about the media they consume within that week, I’m going to include music, shows, books, movies, etc. that I consume within my week. 

Letting y’all know, I tend to go through periods where I don’t do anything new and am in a funk for long periods of time

MUSIC: 

Barcelona Boots by Arlie

Megaton Mile by Local Natives

Hector’s House by U-Ziq

Cornflake Girl by Tori Amos

Lady by Yubin

Dilemma by Apink 

Enter Galactic (Love Connection Part I) by Kid Cudi

TV SHOWS: 

Degrassi: The Next Generation 

BOOKS: 

My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Ottessa Moshfegh

And that’s pretty much it! 

I’d love to get more into reading. For some reason, this book has been kind of a hard read, but I think it might have to do with the depletion of my attention span, induced by social media (Tiktok, in specific). 

Would love to hear some book recommendations  Note: I am 20 years old. I would like to start straying away from books about teenagers. But I am a fictional reader, and would like to stay within that genre. 

Thank you, and love you!

#books #media #music #kpop #rock #genre #indie #pop #local natives #arlie #tori amos #yubin #kid cudi #Apink #Degrassi #My Year of Rest and Relaxation #ottessa moshfegh #Experimental music #recommendations #book recs #journaling #diary #Romanticize life

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Podcast?

A friend of mine and I have been thinking about doing a podcast for a while, and while I also agree that the idea that every friend group does NOT need to have a podcast, there is absolutely an exception for me. 

Call me a narcissist but I think Youtube and Podcasts, and the internet was made for me. Which is funny, because I hate the internet. 

But I am funny. and I can talk your ear off. I will talk your ear off. You’re lucky you don’t know me in person and you’re twice as fortunate that you’re not on my Close Friends story on instagram, because I never shut up. 

And this is why I need to have a Youtube channel or a Podcast because I need an outlet that isn’t a private story, for me to run my mouth!

That being said - 

If this Podcast were just a talking podcast, as 99% of them typically are - what kind of topics would you want to hear? 

Like something you constantly wish there were most podcasts about? 

Thank you!

#Podcast #topics #youtube #talking #chat #advice #help #topic help

[glorifyingmyself]

Degrassi S10

I’m finally back on my Degrassi grind because I stopped watching Fall 2021

Just got to Season 10 - didn’t even realize I was ONE episode from being in season 10, when I stopped watching. 

I’m excited to meet this new season of characters, now that Spinner, Emma, Jane, Manny, and Jay are all (I presume) gone. 

I presume this will be the last season with Holly J and Declan? 

#Degrassi #TubiTV #Tubi #TV #Television #Show #TV shows #Degrassi The Next Generation #Season 10

[glorifyingmyself]

2/22/22

Happy 2′s Day

Happy Palindrome Day

I hope you think about the great things that can conspire for you; that awaits you in the future. 

But don’t forget to think about the Now. The Today. The Current. 

The Present is just as important as the Future, we just get swept up in our own fears and concerns that we don’t process the current state of which we live. 

Don’t let the Fear take over you. Don't forget who you are now. Remember to appreciate yourself too. They deserve it. You deserve it. 

#Palindrome #2/22/22 #2/22/2022 #Palindrome Day #2's Day #Tuesday #Diary #Journal #Self Love #Appreciation #Self Appreciation #Journaling #Meditation #Love #Health #Future #Past #Present #Fear