not exactly sure how to trigger tag this so tldr: venting about an ex friend who fakeclaimed me and a therapist i used to have who didnt really help me and kinda did the opposite (probably not on purpose, but it still kinds fucked some things up for me)
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thinking about the times ive talked about the possibility of having did with an old online friend of mine (who was a singlet) and they never believed me. i did so much research and trying to open up about it but when they told me i should stop it felt like everything i knew had fallen apart and was different
back then i remember before i told him about it i actually had known about some alters i had, they had actual names and personalities and even innerworld features. i remember one of them was a little kid with blonde hair and a pink dress and a black cat hat (exactly like a hat i used to have irl) i havent seen her around anywhere in a couple years sadly, since my friend told me i was faking. i wish she was around longer because she seemed really sweet. i think she went dormant bc of the stress our friend had put us through
i remember i had what i assume was a full switch to her which is why i wanted to talk to someone about it but the online friend i had at the time would constantly fakeclaim me and say things like "you cant be a system if youre under the age of 20" (even though... systems usually develop before the age of 10) and "youre faking because your typing is weird" (this alter was a little, a fucking child, so of course her grammar wasnt gonna be perfect) i literally remember switching to her as me and this person were talking and they still thought i was faking because "you just learned about this disorder and now youre acting like you have it" (maybe because.. ive had it for so long that when i finally found the words that have helped me describe it im trying to embrace it and learn to heal. maybe because for most of my childhood i felt like something deep inside me was wrong and broken and when i found out about did things suddenly started clicking for me)
even my therapist at the time didnt even try to figure out why i thought i had such a serious disorder, she just immediately dismissed it when i brought it up with her. i find it a bit funny though because before i brought up did with her she had told me i probably have *some kind* of dissociative disorder (she never specified) and she even gave me meds for it (which honestly made it worse, i can only remember like one thing from that time period and it was someone telling me "my energy felt off") while i dont think a therapist should always immediately agree with their patient when it comes to trying to diagnose something i think they should try to help them figure out if what theyre suspecting is truly what they are dealing with or if its something else, ykwim?
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im so sorry for this being so long :( i didnt mean for it to be but it still ended up being a whole essay .. anyway this is my first time posting to this blog so hi !
id like to claim an anon tag, would ๐๐น๏ธ or tsc/the stardust crusaders be okay?
That ex-friend is wildโฆ You can absolutely be a system under the age of 20, Iโve seen 14 year olds get an official diagnosis and be able to get some help/support for it. Not a lot of people might know about it until theyโre older especially in therapy because they have to cross bases and make sure it isnโt something else. And even if someone does months/years of research, they might not fully know or be questioning for a while.
Some people also accept it faster than others. That doesnโt make them fake either. For us, we had started questioning when we were around 19, doing research and everything to help out and going to different sources, weโre now 20 and a little bit past the โIโm fakeโ self-doubt (imposter syndrome) and doing what we can to function.
Your therapist should have absolutely made sure to cross bases. Iโm not saying that in like a bad way. But the medication pushing justโฆ isnโt it. That seems really strange to me to just agree, not ask questions on why, and just give medication out like thatโฆ
But you guys arenโt fake, that friend is gone, hopefully that therapist, too. I hope you all are doing better!
And, yep! You can claim all of those!
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tenshi hii !! thank you so much for sending this ask :]] iโm gonna answer for bruce :3
3. Do you prefer to hang out outside or inside? Do you have the same preference, or is it different?
mhhh we both prefer inside ! tho it depends . . if itโs nice n sunny you can definitely find us outside as well (we both need every drop of vitamin d we can get๐ฅฒ)
4. Show me an image of your f/o, please!!
lookie my handsome gent !! ๐ซถ๐ป
9. Do you have any AUs for your selfship? Tell me about them!!
no, not yet !!
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Ugh, not this stupid city again. ๐คฆ Would it kill the timeloop to start me somewhere or sometime else? I'm tired of smelling smoke everytime I wake up.
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Thatz not how timeloopz work dumbazz
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Y'all I think I've found my true love (yeah I know I said that last week but it's for realsies this time I prommy) we just bumped into each other in the library and briefly exchanged glances but I feel like I've known xim for lifetimes upon lifetimes? I bet we're soulmates meant to reincarnate and find each other every time
#robin rambles
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hi im bailey and im 7 years old and used to live in that city that got burned down does anyone know what 3x3 is
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Girl what the frick do you mean the city that got burnt down
Also you're 7???? Get off of here
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what do you mean im from the city that got burned down a few months ago can you please just tell me what 3x3 is
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OP is this a bit /gen
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whats a "bit /gen"
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My new coworker has to be psychic, xe put down everyone's order before they answered and had exact change out before the transaction went through. Xe tried to be cute and say xe was like Sherlock and really good at observation but how did xe even know that I like Sherlock? He doesn't predict the future either which makes the comparison fall apart. How do I stop xim from reading my mind
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I promise, I'm not psychic. I can explain, but I can't tell you publicly. Meet me at the cafe?
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Hello?
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Oh no oh no oh no I knew I shouldn't have said anything about the loop I know I shouldn't have I know I shouldn't have I know I shouldn't have
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What loop?
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WRONG ACCOUNT
#shit shit shit shit
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Fuck this, I have to reset again. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
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Ugh, not this stupid city again. ๐คฆ Would it kill the timeloop to start me somewhere or sometime else? I'm tired of smelling smoke everytime I wake up.
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Thatz not how timeloopz work dumbazz
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Come on.
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Y'all I think I've found my true love (yeah I know I said that last week but it's for realsies this time I prommy) we just bumped into each other in the library and briefly exchanged glances but I feel like I've known xim for lifetimes upon lifetimes? I bet we're soulmates meant to reincarnate and find each other every time
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hi im bailey and im 7 years old and used to live in that city that got burned down does anyone know what 3x3 is
๐ nechronosus Follow
Girl what the frick do you mean the city that got burnt down
Also you're 7???? Get off of here
๐ dhvsuscsjshs Follow
what do you mean im from the city that got burned down a few months ago can you please just tell me what 3x3 is
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OP is this a bit /gen
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whats a "bit /gen"
#10k post to me
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My new coworker has to be psychic, xe put down everyone's order before they answered and had exact change out before the transaction went through. Xe tried to be cute and say xe was like Sherlock and really good at observation but how did xe even know that I like Sherlock? He doesn't predict the future either which makes the comparison fall apart. How do I stop xim from reading my mind
#from my mind palace
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Okay, everything's fine now.
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Is it?
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Don't vague me.
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It's just another day!
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So it turns out I'm trapped in a timeloop lmao
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You're WHAT
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7, 10, and 11 for whoever you think would fit the prompts best! (and Iโm sorry I didnโt see you were doing an ask game before now!)
~zale
hiii zale !! thank you so much for sending this ask <3 no need to apologize i believe i rbed it during a weird time at first where no one saw ๐ญ im gonna answer these for bruce ๐๐ป๐๐ป
7. What's your f/o's favorite form of affection? What's yours?
quality time goes for both of us . bruce isnโt overly touchy / heavy on physical touch but he makes up for it by simply . being there, spending time with me . . :]
10. What's one thing you like that you think your f/o would also enjoy?
:o i answered that one already ! it was . or is actually- reading ! i think heโd enjoy that :] heโd be able to relax and get lost in a good book !!
11. How much fun would your f/o have at a karaoke night out of 10?
he sucks at socializing but i can see barry dragging him to a karaoke night ! he probably wouldnโt sing tho . just sit at the bar with a drink and watch the others have fun . heโd probably give that night-out a 7/10 !! as long as his friends are happy, heโs happy nods
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Cold you please add a list of all he available signing offs please?
I have! Itโs in a doc in the pinned post as thereโs so many currently.
Also found here:
If the link doesnโt work, tell me! For the copied version, itโs below
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๐ซถ / #๐ซถ
clockcon / ๐ / #clockon / #๐ (posts feature both tags!)
TMG (sys) / #TMG (sys)
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Umbrella / #umbrella
tefz / #tefz
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