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JUNE POEMS

Thirty days to go

On my first birthday in forty-six

Our wagons arrived in East Germany

My travelling had begun

Walked across Germany in the snow

At nearly eight, my beloved nuns

Sent me off to a refugee camp in England

With my adored ex husband

my kids and I followed him across the world

To the land of the long white cloud, twice..

He couldn't settle, we did, but returned

Since, the lab St Barths separated us

a game they play on normal mortals and royals

I have fled to many countries

but can never ask for asylum

Mum of ninety and sons still in England

All of whom they use cruelly by a rotten lab

paid for by american military. The way round?

I work in China which asks no questions except skills!

The baby refugee from communist dictatorship

returns on request, however

The Chinese allow the british full use of me, remote

But still not as bad as old blighty

thirty days and time to return back.

What this time is beginning to plague my mind

Last September they stole my luggage

from Manchester airport

Lab Pakistani paid a pakistani air worker

He tells me constantly how he uses my stuff

my painter's brushes for his son

his wife, my silk shirts and so on, over the air

Let Emirates pay

Last January they induced four strokes on my mum

so return I had to with all haste

Anyone who is poor now flies Emirates

what ever the losses incurred and the lab would use anyone

(we won't mention the Gulf airline they crashed for research)

They do present the best value for money if one works

El Al faces Emirates at Beijing International Airport.

The London lab is run by jewish doctors here and in the States

We saved jews and mother thought we might be part

'In our part of Hungary everyone is in part'

(in the event, we are not, Hitler checked!)

I wore my long brown corduroy maxi skirt to the ankles

and bright red, long scarf wrapped around my larynxes

Not because I am Muslim, I just prefer long skirts, honest

Reared by nuns, stop prying eyes in class as teaching on display,

they are always practical and cover every emergency-

Explanation? For instance, visiting a beautiful plum tree hill

Lots of other chinese visited too, that and every Shandong spring

an open loo..a sort of long, dug pit, all part of adventure you see!

Chinese ladies had to drop their trousers to expose all to all

I daintily lifted my long skirts behind

leaving nothing to be viewed! Perfect attire for every situation.

(especially for one who never knows what tomorrow might bring)

Two or three African and Arab business men with me joked

I asked, why do you have flowers in that coat?..Emirates-

We poor need flowers to cheer us too, a soft carpet, just like you.

The El Al line was growing watched us under their eyelids half closed

I watched, merely curious, what are these new Israelis like?

In the past I'd even gone to British Synagogues

Though now I urge Palestinians hang on what ever you do

or you'll lose your land for ever as did we

to wander like lost clouds for ever across the world

Then the business of departure began

weighed in satisfactory, papered and sorted, all sported

wandered through in my usual dreamy, reveree deep in thought

Turning the corner a lady with straggly, long red hair and jeans

a fortyish lived in face wearing workers lived in clothes

waiting at the turn, turned at me and snarled

F*** you and what about Sadaam Hussein.........

Eh? too shocked to speak I stared gobstruck.

What in heavens name has Sadaam Hussein to do with me

It is with sadness that I have decided, actually quite long ago

..all middle easterners are slightly mad, some more, some less

They can't help it, bringing upon themselves their own disasters

Then methought of this morning's intonation

Microsound from the lab which has raised to heights many Pakistanis

and others too, not decent Muslims either I might add

here I quote: 'when the time comes they will all flee our land

then english-men will again take over these posts

we have given to them...' for doing our dirty work...

My advice, never, never put women in charge

who have got to the top by flashing their *rse

to Ministers and Civil Servants

There is something wrong

with the thinking process

of such women..

Hang on, why are they going to flee?

....like me?

FROM MAPO TO SHUNYI

From my College where I teach, situated at Mapo

to Shunyi City, I like to walk on foot

passing through beautiful green fields, margined by straight rows

tall trees, boating lakes and pagodas on the way.

pressing with laser or probes as it is called

becomes deadly when over used, painful beyond belief

destroys all nerves in that area, muscle tension too

causing pain and pain night and day barely bearable to live

the heart? You will need another heart in time

the feet, there is no operation which can mend this tissue

They've hammered my feet for three years now

that means most of the night and someday time too.

When I fled to Toronto Canada, not once but twice

lived in Sherbourne for a while

(arm and foot broken be them then)

I'd walk to the Ukrainian Church

in the ice and snow just three years ago

felt not a twinge, walking was normal then

but then in February they began to hammer my heart

That is done on the machine remote

it hammers at a fantastic rate till they put a stop

Can't ask for asylum cause mum and sons are back there

there was no answer but to return

the order was any strength she has turn against her

walking quietly was one, maim those feet right away

That's when the tissue destruction began

though the reason for the flight to Canada

was that the lab began remote torture in England then

November of two thousand and two it was to be exact

They upped it and upped it and then gave us to the Muslims for play

after all the students and all the mental nurses had used us for pay

(the lab paid them)

They hoped for mental damage but instead it was physical

young son whose life they destroyed, now crippled in totality

his only crime, the violin he played

my art was different they can copy mine

writing and painting, it is now all theirs

destroying over writing on sites and stealing the evidence

...They even tell me how they praise their thieves

Use our victims work it is unusual, not one word must remain..

'we wanted to make you appear rather stupid

that is what our file about you said..'

we've made these advances and have no one to practice on

their family are vulnerable, talented for us to rob and alone

ideal for us to destroy and play as not even animals

the americans told us if they did to monkeys what is done to us

tagged us all after destroying the family then in eighty four

tell all users we are volunteers and please use till death

In the East these things used for torture implements

in our democratic West, all under a medical certificate

as the whole british government comes into the lab

to watch these sadists at their play and thieving thefts

setting up all her friends on my work. I can't help wondering

what is in their head as they speak to their children’s teachers.

as you people out there read my work over and over again

and designers and painters use my stuff, all in their own names

all of them a heavy sentence would sit out

they took off my monthlies and add new horrors with each day

at the moment its itching and scratching from the Pakistanis there

My friend Nasreen had lice and it is common in their place

Each puts on the machine their own problems

as we have none to extreme in the hope of killing us off

but these are on a machine long distance, no medicines will help

change metabolic rate, take out hair, on it goes, an endless stream

try to teach and work, a useful job as my intestines they press

fighting their crippling play, with ultimate power in their court...

Trying out any sadism on us for life is their game

with which they hope to beat America in this race!

WOT BOTHER?

Here in China they say it is a fact

there will be thirty nine million more men

than women in a few years

and nineteen percent more men

are born each year here they fear!

Men sit alone together for company

unable to find a wife or solace

Now I know for a fact

that just over the border

twenty million more women than men at least

in Russia live languishing

sighing for a man, any man

They get around it in this way

Marry anyone from anywhere

even if it only lasts for a short time

no racism there but still not enough men

In the West our men have all gone homosexual

ok fellas, my best friends are gay, no problem

the girls all long for marriage in these single days

which doesn't come their way

with nations of men who don't get attached in any way

only physical needs are met now adays

When I was a kid in our refugee camps

as time went by and the wall went up

we knew there would nor could be any return

better forget your families back over there

our men advertised for women anywhere

many barely able to write

living at the bottom end of life

with all the excitement

getting to know each other's ways

my parents too...

so for instance my best friend

half polish half italian born in Wales

mixtures of every type and kind flourished

life has to go on and love is important

companionship a need of mankind

Remember the mongrel is the toughest breed

what ever crap Hitler had said and bred

(he got that out of a magazine and from jewish philosophers)

point being

chinese boys .. get on the internet

put ads in the papers everywhere

there are girls all over the place

north, south, east and west

just waiting for a loyal mate

go for it, give it a try as do your girls

who knows what will end on your plate

I myself have taught in families

with Chinese husband, wife a Brit

got on really well

very happy families indeed

with their lovely children to complete

at base we all want the same

you can believe me about that!

CALL IT NEGLIGENCE

A warning before

gross conduct time and again

it would have been a prison sentence this time

for a whole list of unsavoury people calling themselves professionals

We used the States

the States messed up

their students used the victim's beamed lives, as thesis copied

friends of the lab, two jewesses copied the victims work

as she sat painting impressions on Thursday nights

after attendance to Leeds Reform Synagogue

and sold it as their own,

London killed off her art college lecturer with over use

The States has to get us out of this mess

international beaming of people in their private beds

the lab bossess' special interest in organs on film

rattling round the world from military to palaces

For our loyalty

For the lives of the jews and slavs we helped

For the country we and our people helped to rebuild

You and your family will be targeted for all and anything

'all freedoms were taken' now they laugh

sadistic, brutal, cruel, spiteful and nasty

by a jewish doctor who has too many sadistic genes and his wife

by a jewish doctor who has had too many women and lies like a fly

by a staff so corrupt they defy description

and the counterpart in the States not much better they say?

we are blocking your immune system from now

(Annie allows the Muslim any brutality')

we use you for such filth

we darn't admit it

we give you every illness we can put on the machine

we would hang even in the most lenient country

We used you as practice for separating the Prince and Princess

We used you for all those things that went with it

We used you for things which are pure torture

We still use you to this day and night for torture even there in China

We all of us use your favourites everywhere

permission of the leaders

giving away their peoples

whether democracies or dictatorships

we kill high and low equally

we of research are now dictators of the world

with total ultimate power of life, death and sadism

''you have to valid date all this crime''

the distasteful Paki lab crew tell all the lab new comers

Britain has messed up, has taken a new corner

The government backs its Muslim population

Giving us to them for them to vent their terror on

Their numbers frighten this once great nation

Mustafa lab child rapist, "You are now on the net"

and now the TV puts the child prostitutes of India on

Each horror they create they cover with media programmes

Just like Hitler, it is for the good of the people

Mustafa took my work off my sites, with all the others

(I would die of shame)

CCTV 9 said tonight at 8.30 p.m.

Your last work was used

selected parts were used...

this one by Ernestine,

Annie lab bossess's friend

whilst you are far away

'She won't come back'

they are told

well not for a month or two anyway..

'our idiots are being printed

nothing you have done will remain

all the Beta poems have been changed in your name

Some changes have even occurred on this site

and you know how.'

and at three thirty in the night

microsound came through

we will not return anything

You will not compromise us

We will destroy you at every turn

as we have done this last twenty years

The point?

our democratic government allowed

and still allows this to happen daily to us

and all the so called study to continue

just as they allowed the murders of their unwanted high

by remote

Banks, Cook, Maxwell and others I don't need to mention.

They say it was the old boys network of the Ministries

''we told you ten years ago and more who would die.''

Yesterday morning came the warning

Be aware of what you will get when you return home..

joke or what..

The muslims are bombing the place to bits

which we had rebuilt for the Brits

and the government protects them...?

ALL OVER THE WORLD NOW

''we can abuse you in any way we want

it says on this paper ...you didn't sign

from London Research

They put over my C.D. just now

That is

one of the tapes and C.D's

they haven't destroyed

Music is also forbidden

to the prisoners of Human Research

The only ' get out' from the none stop prison

over years and years

They overplay, everywhere.

So why isn't the Hague or Brussels

saying a word

and they are europeans

they do know our background

refugee past years

('with her past

it doesn't matter

if she suffers the rest of her life'

was one of the lab's comments.)

and the Prince is not to talk

of the dirty film the lab made

with Lindsey their starlet

using my head to hex us

I prefer not to stoop as low as they

as they kill off all the Labour party

and anyone they don't want..

over HBO today

ninth of June at nine thirty a.m

over the film of 'I'm dancing inside'

because they tried to make you retarded

to have an excuse for destroying you

and your children and your family..

films also not allowed note

they block as they please and overspeak

''we're going to make a commercial of this

We are going to trace it..''

HBO ''they plager you all the time''

She that is me to you, is on our machine

illegally against the law

so she belongs to the nation

so all she does belongs to the nation

so all the bossess's friends can make good

"I intend to rob all your paintings from your house

and leave only the very worst

All your stories have nearly gone

and none of your poetry will be replaced

which we have changed on Beta Poets

and wiped off your folders.."

three thirty am this morning

They usually put threats over in the night

even here in China.

(the lab uses its own form of crimes

creating crime waves at will

no social experiments are not permitted

what the hell has that to do with them

The lab is a law onto itself, regardless

with the Lords permission)

That must have been some sadistic jew

who sent this program from L.A.

I try to refrain from personal comment

but I wish your cousins had been taken

the ones we fed and kept alive in Bratislava

the ones for whom we lost everything back then

Where ever I go

the corrupt lab sends a report to make out

that I am a patient so my freedom is taken

then they mess about in that country

and England again rules through regular lies

''we're all over the world'' HBO

to destroy artists

to destroy the writer

to destroy the family

to destroy the vulnerable

to destroy the lone woman and children they separate

to destroy all that is decent in mankind

The British manipulate and corrupt everything always

says the report from Erfurt

What they did during my time at Leipzig University

as a student, is a book in itself

and that is besides the bank robberies of my account

at the Deutsche Bank

(that's sport?

she starved here as a baby in forty six

now starve her again at fifty)

'You are one of the children

of one of our clever men and ancient families'

a socialist from a socialist city

you of little pity...

''we were trying to make good''

by using lies for the other side.

all HOB overspeaks

not the phone this time

nor the computer

nor any of the other machinery

the lab's super powerful machinery

overrides as they wish with their corruption...

the father, whom you yourself, East Germany

destroyed at the lies of a

Polish Jew passing through!

(and no, I hold nothing against Poles

my best friends all my life..

nor I thought jews, even went to synagogue

I considered it war, not normal..

But the Jews in the government

are all staying very silent and bent)

eight years after the war

passing through as the jew ran west

for a better life style

...he pointed

and the russian military always believed 'them'

My Bratislava Grandparents too

taken by the russian military for someone's spite..

only released when the city jews asked they be released..

'that deputy station master was there..

in Warsaw when I was

a storm trooper.'

actually a railway man

who directed the railways around the Ukraine

straight to Siberia never to return

Yet it could not have been

that man was elsewhere at that time

sitting in Bratislava

with all his hungarian in-laws

(feeding jews there)

I, his child am proof of that

I have photos of him there

I was not conceived in Warsaw

He had deserted his post

After Stalingrad, it was over

just wait for the Russians to come..

by the way for those who don't know history

only exciting faction/fiction media films

-in Leipzig on the day Hitler came in

The Socialist Mayor and ALL the Council

were sent to Concentration camps

for hard labour

Until June forty two, they were work camps

and how many others too...

..and my second father

you are the daughter of one of our clever men

a world known writer Telewny

back then a Kolshosp accountant

spent years in a Russian gulag

after refusing to cheat the books

for the jewish Kolhosp boss

imprisonment for 'none-communist activities'

The boss got to the top

of the Party!

My only comment is

the jewish psychologists of then I am told

(as the london jewish psychologists)

tried it all out on the german patients

and then the germans reversed it.

which jewish psychologist trained Mengele?

When will the next reversal come?

Is it the system which is corrupt

or is it the people who run the human research system

which is corrupt

Mengele's system still killing people

the new order from the lab:

"all retards will be used from now on"

I am not nor never was retarded

nor even had any form of illness on that line

NEVER!

used how, like the lab Muslim Mustafa

did to me over the years

One night

going for a meal with an old friend, a Sikh

he blocked my veins all night

They say the retards scream when used

so they like using us normal people

because we suffer in silence

and die quietly

and lone women have no one to check

so breaking up the family is a must

fatherless kids just accept torture.

(the way they killed my second dad)

Watching a white woman going to bed

and torturing during the night

his speciality

now with his own department!

but then

no one hears our stories

the real truth

we do not own the media system!

IT’S A HIGH LEVEL SECRET

it is not murder

it is not maiming

it is not copy write laws broken

it is not crippling

it is not destroying the fabric of life

it is not torture

it is not medical science

it is not any science

it is not even intelligent

it is not useful in any way

(Human Research should tell management how to run things)

it is criminal to the extreme

it is a high level secret

just as was Auschwitz

that was the same system, Camp Five

Mengele's system

another high level secret

believe me

we were there

the same low level scum

running the same low system

as it was in Auschwitz Camp Five

the same level of low intelligence

the same high level secret as then

it was kept secret just as this is

even when

one came back gabbling wildly

only now they don't even have to hide!

which is what they say I do

this weekend Madeline is on the machine

this weird bunch of murderers

not only destroy the population

they know every high secret

and kill at a high level

whom ever they want

Not even we thought the Brits could be such spiteful cowards

When the machine is to be dismantled

the same murderers

of St Barths Human Research

the child rapist Muslims

who rob old ladies accounts

the lecherous quacks

(can't call them doctors

one admitted he had long since forgotten

what little he had learnt, if anything)

the same torturers

the same killers

the same thieves and my what thieves they are

thieving from the helpless

as they kill

Anna of the lab, will dismantle the machine of hell

She will have every secret of the state

today on over my C.D.

Sold out, sold out

two thousand books of your work

(they live with such shame?

God the english are crap)

organised by the lab St Barths

note St Barths is being rebuilt

They used Jessops hospital

and that was knocked down too

She's a bit slow they put on the file (me)

The red herring

they made it into a sex thing

for themselves to catch others interest

using absolutely forbidden sexual abuse

even at Churches and religious places

telling us all the while how the Nazis used Synagogues

Using Hospitals

the playground for Human Research games

telling us all the while how the Nazis used Hospitals

trying out another way of raping females

by machine remote erections and responses

the lab Indian even had the two year old raped

because he didn't like the Irish

and he was a child rapist himself

(that is how it works)

and as for the Media

they know very well who stalked and killed their reporter

hyped by the Human Research to kill

they call it ''could be'' and ''what if''..

more words for murder they use constantly.

Get Renate in any way you can. Still shadowing every single thing.

and

...I am going to use your mother and child theme

(friend of lab Annie, bossess and lover of the Ministries)

that is why I can't let you have the sketch books back

in which you trace the journey of your mother

with her children across Europe

(arn't the Brits sick,

they can't use their own stories?

Like the Junior Jewish Health Minister

who had to use my family's stories.

The scum shame their own ancestors. )

Three paint books robbed the last haul of thieves

they organise the thieving

the lab St Barths Human Research

At the moment it is the Muslims of the lab

If I go abroad as here in China

they send someone after me

where ever I go in weak countries

whose lab then allows torture

He returns at regular intervals

inbetween the lab tortures and uses

These countries actually allow

the brits to use their citizens

and young people for nasty experiments?

Canada says they had orders from the summit

I had hoped to escape there

They began heart pounding at massive speeds

all night twenty four hours.

It is not from the summit

The lab asks the government for use of us

for which they get use of the american advances

the americans gave to britain

to get themselves out of trouble

Is there a lawyer out there who dare take them on?

I teach the best of English out here

people here love the english

they think I am one!

As the Kiwis said

'you're a nearly Pom.'

USE THE LIPSTICK POEM AGAIN

Lipstick in the Fridge

written back some twenty years ago

Please re write it again....

a second time, why?

we have to establish this friend of mine

she has used all of our victim's poetry

on my directions from the lab

and we have already brought success to her

and many, many others

in that way

the victim will never be listened to

in any way

Back in the eighties

after the lab had separated us

as they play within the unsuspecting population

doing as they please

then without permission

I wrote many a verse

with children to rear alone

College to attend

and the lab abuses to fight alone

time was short

As a kid I had always had literature firsts

distinction after distinction

as well as art

My reports still say that

and most school pals knew me for that

Surely a compliment to the english

as I had not come to the island till nearly eight

with every kind of hindrance you can imagine

no pencils, no paper not the least in our poverty

lets not talk about physical abuse and all that

that goes with the little girl's refugee lives

and is better forgot

Well, he'd gone, he'd gone

won't come back so might as well get on

Not what the lab had in mind, mindst

the lab had other ideas for games

manipulating impossible situations was their sport

but then I still believed in honesty and truth

and most of all God...anybodies God

Invited to the Edinburgh Arts Festival

wrote and got printed here and there

but the main purpose was to feed my kids

study was the answer to that

but dare I tell you what the lab did to block that

They wanted - I find this hard to tell

that I should sleep around

go on the dole

then find some useless bloke again..!!

to cover their separating me

then they might put something in my way

as they do to those with whom they play..

please don't ask me why

I am perfectly capable

intelligent and careful

so the battering and thieving began

theory was

if we lost everything

then I would sleep around

(so why destroy my sons?)

at this early time I wrote a poem called

Lipstick in the fridge

Annie of the lab bossess' friend copied it

as hers as they tried to wash out my work

If it were everywhere it might not be recognised as mine

Now the things women do to women

I have always found are worse at times

than what men do to women

Annie used all the most selfish

of all her rich and well to do friends

to copy all the work

though they knew I had only a few years left

I was forty when they separated us

and she drove me from College to University

with terror tactics you would not believe

I actually laugh now when I hear

what happened to jews back then

you should try our Annie here

I nod knowingly

yesterday she told

she tells them I tried to write a book

but could not so ask if they could do this for me

as I am a retard and incapable

and they have permission for all the crimes

What lies this woman thinks of?

but as the lover of government Ministers

and Civil Servants, that's how it is, I suppose.

they made up a phrase

you honour her by copying her work

as we honour her by crippling her

and robbing any achievement she should have

It is a good thing that I believe

that evil lives with along with good

I don't categorise evil within certain nationalities

or I would hate the Brits to death

.........and then added

we will now rob what is in your house

the photo copies of eight prepared books

Unless you go to the top

I will never let you have your work back

wiped and changed on sites

and robbed from your house.

Seems like I need a good american solicitor!

but curry favour this lab bossess must

as she is not perfectly capable

she is not intelligent and not careful

or she would never have gotten this mess

the Christian Scientists have a very clever theory

(I liked that lot but just can't pray anymore after what has gone on)

as I told them about this lab

evil draws evil towards itself

and that is how it is with this lab

so why are the Gov and the Prince there?

well 'Harvey is finished by us' they intoned on Saturday

Destroy their lives then watch them rebuild

..and that is a new technique,

with all of Europe's permission

don't make me laugh!

Our governments are more stupid than I had thought.

so now they are parsing my work there

copying there, robbing that

then stealing the originals from the house

for yet another crime wave

for a police to add to their records

who don't yet know where the crimes

ripping our nation

are coming from...

For those not in the know

These are modern research terms

'Make small

Then alter communications'

The original order had been

'rub out.'

I have been rubbed out

since the time I was born

can't you stop rubbing

just for my last years

and let those poor kids of mine

whose family and lives you destroyed

just live

I know they played violin and all those things

but just let them live a little

we know we are inferior to you real english

and were brought only to work for you

but they were born in your country

you use Stanis and Muslims to kill us

we are the unwanted Britons it seems...

can't get Beta Poets at all now

I'd intended to at least write the titles of my 265 poems there

as I often write straight onto the computer

and my folders are all wiped and adjusted by the lab

though the poems themselves have been altered by the lab

poets postscript..

over the tv

we are blocking Beta Poets

...You will NOT compromise us...

because we are all going to change it about

Adjust was one of our directives

we changed your bank account

taking a thousand or so each

took your post

adjusted you top marks to fails

Adjust was ordered because one of our lab

adjusts his tax returns

now we adjust your poetry

and the sponsored writers from the lab

will be given your original stuff to use.

Anyone who uses you and yours in any criminal way

is raised by the lab.....

FROM ABOVE

Where were all these poor jews?

we wanted to know

as we hear constantly about them.

(The wag who said, New York

is probably jewish anyway.)

Not in Germany

Germany's jews were the richest in all Europe

from the fourteenth century on

A orthodox Jew in Germany

warned his people back in the fourteenth century

stop your open lechery, it is not good in front of the indigene.

Not in most of western Europe

though not emancipated as early as the German jews

they held good positions and good money places

The religious persecution was no worse

than that of any other European land-mass religious groups

we burnt at the stake for Jesus, they burnt in their houses for the fatted calf...

Not in Russia

though not liked, they held power and positions

just look at the size of St Petersburg Synagogue

Found them...........

Found them......

Now we all know..

Poland...............

Do you remember reading

as did I, in many books

the Czar of Russia ordered

Jews of Poland

when Poland was part of Russian property

and he was trying to modernize his Empire

to clean up

to be fined if they wore side locks

and they must modernize

their areas were dirty and a disgrace

it was bad for the people the way they lived.

Only old pensioners and aged

may wear the traditional clothes

may continue the old ways..

For the rest

they were no poorer than the indigenous poor

the survey found.

but wished harder to be richer

which is where the problem began

and still stands.

Now I find

talking to Muslims

that God also told them

that he promised them

that they will be rich

(in Europe and America

God knew about Europe and America already?)

Forgive me for being such a realist...

Couldn't they all listen a little less to God's promises

and work a little harder

and possibly in their own countries

as the Chinese have done

and find this rich kingdom of God's promises to them

over there.....

I wish God gave out fewer promises

The world might be a better place for it.

ULTRA SOUND

So, now you use Ultra Sound for it

asked the foreign lab

so that's how you do it

That's how you torture your nation remote

We use it but not for that

The americans gave to us

for our misdeeds and messing up

Our breaking international and internal laws

an amazing new array of hard ware

they are so kind and threw away their advances

We Behavioural science

not a competent man or woman amongst us

were given the world's most sophisticated technology

to us on the population this time, not the retarded

and millions and millions on top

So we have been able to give to all

former enemies and friends

to ensure our popularity

getting our foot in all over the place

using a whole array of lies

Lies are easy to us

Have we not been the best diplomats in the world

Do we not have the saying

silence is golden

but send in our best liars to stir the pot

Our american pals should learn this saying too

silence is golden

and not to give away all their advances

still powerful now they have lost their edge

we have that edge now

In england gloves tell all

the right never knows what the left is doing

under the spotless gloves the blood pours

they even cover the huge machine directed sores and blebs

St Barths H.R. has given on my hands, arms and legs

(latest torment. They say I am their model, they mean victim)

So now you use Ultra Sound for it

and they even paid you to torture the world

and your own little system

with lies about finding loopholes in your system

what liars you are

But that is what happens

when criminals rule the land

and Britains top is now ruled by criminals

direct and words, orders from silent Ministers

Well, don't go public till Blair has gone

Someone just might twig

what you evil bees have really been up to

through their blurry opium of stupidity

Not much changes,

Hitler's assent was exactly the same.

Don't blame lax Blaire, whose only care

is his own popularity, he was totally aware

Blame the next guy

we won't tell him so much

(I wonder how much they lied to Blair?)

just as much as the Prince, mayhap!

and Ernestine, Lab Annies friend

says, I am still copying your work to date.

We stole your family stories from your home...

Who had rewritten them after the lab offered them to him

The junior jewish Health Minister

We stole your sketch books

who had taken the drawings off the machine

(joke, you went to Synagogue at this time!)

The Redbridge lab axeman from the north London

Liberal Synagogue for his daughter Fay

(his wife wrote our refugee stories to woman's world

off the machine, as jewish refugee stories..

at this point I began to question their past)

to copy as her own work at art college

and has kept them for future use!

So now you know why we robbed them from your house.

over microsound as I write..

"we are still using your style"

well you poor souls

murdering artist college lecturers

Colin of Psalter Lane in Sheffield (over use)

and then copying other artists

who have had so little of life

and you been given so much

and have everything!

maybe now you know why Hitler happened

in the dark silence of the night.

COSMOPOLITAN MAGAZINE

"Cosmopolitan magazine

has your stories

copied exactly

from those books

which were stolen..

the years of work

from The Sheffield University Writers Group

and all those East London Groups...

all lodged on the machine

at St Barths Human Research

given to friends of the lab

to send to Cosmopolitan

along with portions of private diary

as their own work

oh and the lab staff

Francene and the others

who copy anything at all

using your exact words and phrases.

We told the Queen

who gave us permission to use what we want

and St Guys listened

Don't ever expect me to stand for the Queen

ever again

So they ran me out of London

the city I loved

from the East End where I was loved

a book in itself

for fear of their crimes being discovered

and when I sent those same stories to magazines

in those blue kids catholic school books not filled

of my sons

as the lab used the helpless kids

after taking away their father

and smashing everything I tried to build for them

over and over again

(Christmas for instance

when the boys were still in their early teens

three weeks dole in my purse

"have her purse stolen for a medical girl

so the kids starve over the whole month.."

I would have to sit and think

how many thefts they have committed

to starve us out over the years..

british democracy!!)

Those stories

which I had scribbled over the years

they never got there

were they rejected

they were never printed

as the lab people were printing them

same as the Newham Labour Party

Tony Banks' group

my group

which I belonged to

was moved far away

without telling me

and a few more things

so that I could not tell the Party

anything at all

and later Tony was disposed of.

("we gave him a few shots

--he shouldn't sneer at us

and laugh at our dirt

but listen to what we say")

My letter to the communist party

never arrived

and when I wanted to rejoin

having been a party member

if a silent one, all my life

I was told

all Parties had been given the order

they may not help us.

and now the police know how it is done

or rather a top policeman

who remains silent!

but they don't know how to prove it

It was a West Indian girl in the lab.

that is all I will say...

I hope the Cosmopolitan and the rest

are ashamed of themselves

and as for that reporter

to murder a man like my dad

whose work was genuine

if prompted by my mum

known world wide by the Ukrainians

and to use my work stolen

to get a job as a reporter

use copied work from a lab

which is supposed to care for retarded people

and Paula of the Mirror

must be the worst example of female reportage

there can possibly be

"she used your exact phrases"

woman kills woman for her own ends....

You know guys

if they did that

their actual job

We could and would admire and respect them....

instead they cause mayhem

and unbelievable corruption

in our nation!

"can she send us to prison" they ask

Yet it was they who did this........

their sadist girl of the moment

who gave me the horror hands

covered in sores

because one of their L.A. research men

got a sore on his genitals

from too much scoring

here, there and everywhere

(wish our lot kept to that hobby)

in their idiotic circling

which is why she too has been given all my work

"sift through this" she was told

guaranteed printing and sales

by a system supposed to care for retarded people..

and L.A. guy put over today

"all of you lost.."

he is a jew and says he believes in revenge

only revenge on the weak

not revenge on the guilty

but with their media hyping

they are now gods and can do anything

what, a helpless mother and fatherless kids

and two scared, ancient refugees from the East

who wouldn't dare say boo to an english person...

against the greatest power the world has ever known

even the communists were kind to this.

and what was our crime

oh yes, we play music, write and paint

and live our own quiet lives.

hey guys you should see these cretins

when they come to see the teacher of their own children

smarming with the rest of them

whilst they use another teachers work

for their own gains..........

Another of their cretins

"a female called Alyson

has a load of your stories

having traced a load of your paintings

as she is not a good drawer

now 16.6.07 at seven p.m.

they put over by microsound

Let Alyson use them

then she (me) will have to sue all of us

when she (me) returns."

This is the same system which ran Auschwitz

Camp five experimental camp

and all the other of the experimental camps

Fatah they say is in it now

and one member will come to the lab

(internal problems to sort which we cause

and remember anything is possible now

with this new hardware-

then we will give you help)

Might there be something very wrong with that System

KOSCHITZE IN SLOVAKIA

GET THAT BOOK OUT OF KOSCHITZE LIBRARY

the book being

Paper Battleships

the first book I wrote

a collection of works which had been printed

and seemed popular...

why Koschitzte?

We came to England

poached from Europe's refugee camps

post war

begged to rebuild

this island

for which we would get all rights

as decent citizens

which we did

but no rights..

Rights?

now there's a darned laugh to start off with...

we had a close community

happy within ourselves and hard working

the best behaved community on the island

the Home Office said of us

We had painful backgrounds

but we got on

work covered the scars

then time went by

each year was going to be next year

Next year we will be Home

It never came

the years passed

school and weddings and all that

we got lonely

those like me

born over there

our old people died one after the other

the Brits don't bond with us

they feel superior to us

and our quiet ways

our clever talk and artistic plays

the embroidery

the music played

the singing

the dancing

the rest of it

We must be peasants to be so talented!

We didn't get the privileges

they gave to their Colonies

nor the Rights they promised.

So we holed up in our homes

waiting for that one moment

when the jump could come

either West or East

didn't much matter which

The Hungarians came

but most went home later

unhappy as were we

The Pakistanis came

that wasn't bad

they got on quite well with us

and often had similar ways

but are superior to us

in British eyes

and then lo and behold

our own people began arriving

it was magic

I, born in Czechoslovakia

Hungarian ethnic

Ukrainian dad

now have several neighbours

all born in Slovakia!

For the first time

I went to the pub on Saturday night

our men singing

our women and kids all over the place

not our class as when we were at home

but still our people..

Not from my native Bratislava

these new neighbours

but from a place called Koschitze

(very bad accent compared to ours

my ninety year old mum wagged)

well who the heck cares

they don't look down on us

They're a different generation

they maybe think a bit different

but basically we are the same

it is hardly believable

My children were thrilled to bits

so I gave them one of my books

when they returned back home

to my own country

to let those people there know

my relatives who still live there

that I am here..

(One aunty married a high Slovak official)

and we are here..

and if they find out

let us know...

It got there

as it went by hand and not by post

the lab stole all those in the post

and took them to the lab

then when I had more reprinted

the Pakistani lab members

real cretins who raise their own community there

using the new hardware

as they torture us for the British

had a whole load of spelling mistakes

and other misprints done on them

as they said they too had used my work

and I had to look stupid for them..

Then the present sadist lab girl said

(they have to find sadistic things to do on orders)

"why are her books over there"

Hungary, Slovakia, Ukraine and Russia

where her people are..

I will soon sort that one out

and now there is not book of mine

in the library of Koschitze she says

(don't ask how many they took from the post

my postage and the cost of the books not counted

hundreds and hundreds

as I am not allowed post

as the jewish quacks of the lab had caused crime

so their answer was

punish them for us and our crimes

the victims

throw all we have done back at them

and our government

mainly jewish rather than righteous

and our super lax Prime Minister Blaire

who cares only about his own popularity

backed them

not its innocent citizens

a whole bunch of liars........

SOME OLD WHORE

Do you know what it is like

to be a slight ten year old

with no father to protect you

and some strange man

heaving about on top of you

tearing your body to bits

I do from my own experience

and it is not very nice

it stays with you for ever

do you know what it is like

to be a skinny nine year old

to have some strange man

pulling and pressing your chest

causing you pain

and pushing his fingers

where you are most private

till you bleed like a pig all night

I do from my own experience

and it is not very nice

it stays with you for ever

You never, ever hug anyone after that

One of these child rapists

who was a health worker with barely any english

raised to lab worker at St Barths Human Research

now has his own department of Personnel

gave this reply

'No man wants an old whore

but we feel desire for sex

we want fresh young girls

that is why we do it..'

Hm, even Maxwell when over in Germany

straight after the war

raped an eleven year old German child

walking past them

infront of his brother officers there.

But the Brits got him in the end ...

We had chosen England as our home

as they did not hug nor rape

as much as all the others...

and now I find

that these child rapist men the lab St Barths employs

and has raised to departments of their own

after they destroy members of the population

and are shown how to siphon money from citizens account

saying as they commit crime after crime

'they are helping us and me'

(In England there are no crimes, believe me!)

not one lab member but several of them

have used little girls

in their native countries

not one girl but several

Although we cannot check their pasts

(why not, I am East European

and they checked every tiniest detail

even though we had been checked

time and again before)

but ok these were Britain's colonies

so it doesn't matter

they can be low as they want

all the better

makes the brits feel good in comparison

why when they come over here

and it is known what they have done

they are still raised in our society

to Boss of Personnel department

(most hate the country

though they say they work for it!)

work in highly secret labs

doing work which the nation

barely has any idea about

or they would be in prison within days

(I forget I quote

"several Conservatives were in it")

and their wives tell these men

'oh some little slag you used, never mind'

You can believe that

years ago, I worked teaching in Pakistan

even in the very nice family where I lived

the young women laughed

at Bengali girls sold as slaves

to their poor. I asked what happens

when these girls are no longer wanted

'well, they sell them again..''

and giggled mirthfully.

At nine and ten years old

you don't know enough to be a slag!

I know from my own experience

it is not nice believe me

it stays with your for ever

you never want to be touched again after that.

They drive US out

now we have built their country up

restarted their economy

used us as donkeys

using us as rats now in illegal experiment

proving their system

robbing all our work to sell as their own

fill their country with this sort evil men

and raise them to be in charge

as that is the way it is going to go

One of these child rapists

(I only did it twice to little girls)

has a place near Marble Arch

on his massive wages is defrauding the nation

has covered himself so well

that he gets Family Credit

and doesn't have to pay his rent

(I'll send my Stocks and Shares

abroad then he answered today)

but don't they all

One Tory answered that one

"it is our compensation to them!"

Listen my nearly fellow countrymen

is that really what you want for the future

The english in my home city answered

we owe the muslims this....

you can't think straight can you?

you pay compensation to the countries you robbed

you build schools and dams for them

show them how to farm and how to sanitize

not raise their most evil scum to high above your own

doing illegal work

no english would do without questioning!

you feel you owe them

corruption on such scale

Exactly the same as Hitler

only this time

to cover jewish corruption.

Makes you wonder

doesn't it?

Why did Hitler happen.

THE PRINCE AND THE PAUPER

The Royal Prerogative

programs for the Royals in the lab

for good and for bad

meant we

the Lab St Barths Human Research

could steal and maim at will across the land

and beyond its borders

even though St Guys heard us..

Now 'copy this' has a new coined phrase

after decades of copying

'match this work from the machine'

family stories of theirs all matched now

by mediocre british failures, all guaranteed

Meaningless British Literature

again Research destroys the arts

just as it did in Hitler's day....

"we intended to pauper them..

well, and cripple them as well

but initially the L.A. Jew

who worked out this method of killing-

people who had saved jews back then

was 'pauper them

then, when they found out we were artists

and our artistry had kept their cousins alive

The lab Axe man Miller

who overwrites his tax returns I am told

took every copy home for his daughter to copy!

He's a thief they said today.

(But arn't they all at that lab?)

(these men are now all on full pay

but do not come into work

Alan, the none religious jew

because of his love affair with the bossess

Miller because he can not stand inspecting

That one equals any of Hitler's worst

whether he lives in Redbridge

prays at South London Liberal Synagogue

or not.. The Pakistanis Health Workers used

are all quickly being given

departments of their own to run

to pay them for their crimes.)

copy all and everything

ghost everything

keep it going round and round

adjust everything

confuse everything

Lots of lies to foreign states

some are almost laughable

but research are told they must stick

purely to the file of lies

and punish for that

then the millions they are paid

will be theirs..

and added

we don't need your friendship any more

batter all the children

two of them we have totally destroyed

we used them as teenagers for research

after destroying their family

and leaving their mother destitute

and on the machine being sensed

messing at the Colleges were she attended

killing lecturers, poor Colin

and friends, by over use

used for any destructive crime not allowed

The older two, too clever,

from before we destroyed their family

ok have got into alternative systems

keep them down

keep them down until we are all dead

For that my family

all seven children

and parents and spouses

and grandchildren

gave their lives

to save jews...........?

Under Benes it was the same

We Huns of Bratislava

could not work in Civil Service

or decent careers..

all we could do

was work in Business

we and the jews

and now those same jews

have kicked us in the *rse

though then they were happy to use us

and as for Britain

at my grandfather's workshops

in Bratislava

every year a seller appeared

selling Yorkshire woollen cloths

for our best customers

Now we live in Yorkshire

and though the Mayoress and others know

not one saves a hand to save us

and we had rated them so highly...

There on the Pennine's way-

Bushra, trained by the lab

told new students..-

''you have a ninety year old

they call her Hilda for ease

to torture and torment at will..

just say that you help her

and you can do anything you wish

however evil..

Mrs Miller wife of the axeman

filled out all forms at the lab.

I didn't find out till much, much later.

These people have no medical training

though they are supposed to care for the retarded

have less skill than my average GCSE Biology Pupil

(not one of them could pass the GCSE

including Francene from Scotland and the rest)

know only 'interesting bits', told them by the lab

for their high incomes.

Salma or was it Seema, admitted yesterday:

I find I am looking at male mental patients crotch area

it is because of what I was taught by the bossess

and the films we all watched..

We came all this way

through all that horror

to this,

semi literate Asians

and corrupt labs

to use us as lab rats

with no safety no rules for us

as they do for their daily play and pay..

me too, daily

and cripple our children.

This is the British

''we will treat you as decent citizens

if you will work hard for us..?"

(is she senile? this old former anglophile-

that is the laugh, isn't it, anglophile and pro jewish..

in their darkest hours we stood by them-

so they give us to the colonials to use for play..

No, we have messed her body and mind so much

since nineteen eighty four

that now she has gone into hiding!)

Not much changes

and England is the same as we had had before!

She was one of those

who saved hundreds and hundreds

who for twenty years has suffered exactly the same

as those we saved them from.

THE INTERPRETER

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

"We wern't allowed to do what we did"

intervention into our private citizens lives

is costly

either for them,

or for the interventionists

especially when they have been doing so

for a long, long time

using secret hardware indiscriminately

so many dead and maimed people

none knew why

it is all remote

finally the blunder of all their blunders

a lot of people saw

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

What to do?

Destroy the victims

just as Hitler had to have a scapegoat.."

dig, dig, dig and twist facts round

don't tell them the facts..

..just those who will torture and rob them

ordering they must follow the files

not the reality in front of them.

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

As messes come

it was only small

not so small now

it was only small then

after we talked

to our governments

Our Ministries had to cover

so we were and are allowed to rip

with no laws or any rules followed

but no one must ever find out

what was our work

The leaders all know.

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

So the whole family have to be destroyed

grandparents, parents, children

only grandchildren

dig dig dig

when WE are all dead

we who have used them

and played with them

and messed with them

destroyed them

that is our task

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

We destroy to see how the victim rebuilds

but not usually for a lifetime

but now we will be discovered

the mess has been changed

"we will punish THEM for OUR deeds

turn it all round onto them.."

will be allowed any future.

The killing fields can begin."

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

She was too old to understand

the children too young to understand

the lab divided and destroyed

How can such an old person

understand the latest technology

It was better to leave her

as so many people

still caught up in the past

unaware of what goes on around them

not listening nor aware of the present

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

At first she thought it was the KGB

The english are always playing KGB

It has to be that

no one except its own politicians

ever suspects the Brits

but I found many on high know

they cover,

but they don't cover so well

a few will always know..

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

("every country has its terror machine"

some one just put over the microsound

My coordinates are attached to many 'computers

any one of them can torture me

at any moment

ghost and copy all I say and do

and they do!)

They do,

but I was a quiet housewife

with absolutely no background

except painting and poetry!

She'd been the President's russian interpreter

Like me, mum is a-political

women alone for what ever reason

who have to work

it means we can sometimes do good

we just tell it as it is, honestly.

In forty three in Austria

in the butchers she yelled

'so were are all the jews now'

all about her shushed her, you'll be next!

She was the Interpreter

for a pile of women workers

and their Red Cross surveyor

or some term like that

For what ever reason

the German army got little food

some officers sold prisoners' foods

for their men on the black market

and others stole food.

She used to yell at them to get the food back

and stuff like that.

Fearless old Hun she was

she kept her girls alive and very healthy

yelling at officers ..

..in all sorts of situations

everyone knows, she told everyone.

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

One of the many accusations from this Lab

besides that we are dirty, slovenly, stupid

inferior in every way, retarded idiots even, on their file

though not one of us has ever been to that lab

by the Lab St Barths Human Research

was that we were Nazi..ofcourse...

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

They sponsored us they tell everyone

but don't tell that it was for remote torture

"anyone come here and use them for anything"

they actually rang around

anything goes over here!

anything you are not allowed over there

life was and is a hell nearly impossible to explain-

methods illegal and outlawed anywhere else

as they robbed and still rob all work

money and livelihoods

and made us total prisoners

since nineteen eighty four

for which they got permission to use the population

which they already had anyway

no help after they messed

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

My dad they said, was some Ukrainian Nazi killer

they tell me by microsound, none stop since ninety one now

such a disgusting lie, it is beyond belief

but they use that kind of dirt

not just for me, you would be surprised

then say, : we put them all under therapy

sad that therapy has now become torture and murder

but nothing changes..

They call that a "what if.."

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

then they put this out to all the system young

American young are shockingly ill informed

but Pennsylvania complained

we wouldn’t do this to multiple rapists and murderers

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

(it was Churchill who ordered the bombing of Dresden

and they are still running to those orders

beats me why?)

and fed a load of rubbish most of the time

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

In time they killed the old man

making it look like his health

They call it manslaughter I don't know why

Theirs said he was tortured as they do me and many

daily, and my time is running out too.

He'd been a well loved writer

and was too well known

Semen Telewny was well known

around the whole of the world

I knew then they would start on my mum

not knowing they already had

They wanted a family to practice on

and we were so vulnerable, that was all.

As I had no fears what so ever

I wrote to the Wiesenthal foundation

giving all names and addresses of family

Three months later the answer came

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

(the lab tried to scare me with the Israeli SAS

at Whitechapel writers group too

a man walking around in a white rain coat

following me around the East End of London

Crack pot, found later he's written two books

of my poetry and lover of the lab bossess

Got his degree at Oxford and had to copy mine!

though why they thought I should be scared

was beyond me)

Absolutely clean...

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

Now the research sister lab in New York

which had given my paintings of meetings

at Leeds Reform Synagogue once a week

which I painted on return at home

(we are beamed to New York constantly

-friends and lovers of the London lab

it is what London do to amuse themselves,

we have no privacy what so ever

nor work which is our own

the lab nicks it all off the screen)

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

the New York lab gave my work

as London beamed our lives over

to friends of theirs two elderly jewesses there

who sold it as theirs

their students copied my private diary

illegally to write as their thesis

as have all the semi-literates at London

who now mess with our humanity

secrets, secrets, secrets, secrets

so as another cover

they look for someone who was there back then

Wiesenthal's word isn't good enough

They found a taxi driver who says he was there..

they microsounded at three a.m.

It was a camp of female workers

most stayed there anyway!

A ninety year old taxi driver?

My daughter has a jewish friend

who will not talk to her father

He tells everyone he was a K.L victim

he has never been out of England

Everyone I know has now been to a K.L. but everyone!

Madeline says she thought they would start that

(part of the circling)

yes, the American government knows

Oddly the clever ones who were there

are able to differentiate

They know that it was and is

about political messing

about good and evil

about the rise of brutes

when people starve in the streets

just as it always was and is now

and political manoeuvring

to cause certain results

just as it is now.

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do people realise that enemy aliens in England had a visit from a Police Detective Sergeant monthly for many, many, many years after settling...

"Put the kettle on Mrs Teley, Det. Sergeant Bradley would call as he came in ..." A nice man who got me my Naturalisation, but they are never told about their own English evil, methinks.

Enemy Aliens? My dad refused to take British Citizenship, as he had to sign that he had been a 'Russian' previously not a Ukrainian, and he could not do that. He loved his country, though he was far away and the british government would not bend.

YOUR GRANDSONS WILL BE

We call it reduction therapy

it sounds better

until we are all dead

you and yours will be our prisoners

you are used for any horror tests

your work is copied repeatedly

then robbed from your house

so you can not compromise us

not only have we destroyed your life

and your health, but we will not allow you to work

For this we made a promise

your grandsons will be something

My grandsons come from clever parents

grandparents and great grandparents

We do not need your nasty perverted promises

of after you are all safe and dead, got away with it..

The father of my eldest grandson

is an Oxford First though being Anglo- Indian

no doubt inferior in your eyes as are we

though of the highest caste. His mother, my daughter,

a College Principal though you kept her and her brother

down for long enough, bright as a button

(they can all only work in alternative systems

give the little ones prison sentences no matter what)

My two younger grandsons, children of my eldest son

well their mother is a welsh celt from Engand

we will have to see. And you?

go take your nasty promises of God like creation

somewhere else, as you anyway create writers and painters from your failures on my work with guarantees

makes you feel like God you said.

Your kind of God, a God who is you, you said

Latest word from you on your Godlike status

"people will be what I say, not what they say!"

You we don't need, with your great suppliers from over the pond

though you screw us into the ground, with agony added.

England has been a bitter pill..........

UNBELIEVABLE

Even Curry put some of it into her books

Even Blair used some in his speeches

They all came in and used it

Off the machine at St Barths Human Research.

We thought you had signed

to be used

that is what we were told

no one checked!

All those jokes were theirs

family jokes from all of them

right across the media

we sent them off in our names

and all those opinions

we listen to you constantly

all are immediately sent off

here is another opinion/fact we say

Why?

The lab had tagged us illegally

nineteen eighty four

the bossess had given our work

to all her friends at the Ministries

to curry favour she asked the politicians in too

do help yourself

our victims don't mind

they all came into the lab

as all her staff had written down straight off the screen

and sent it to where ever they wanted

Monologues, stories and what ever

she had to cover them all

Friedlander tells us today

he was told I was at an orgy

(I've only ever been to two parties

and they were no orgies)

and I don't want any of the work anyway

so he could use it all

Then they added

Friedlander is an idiot

and all the rest of them

idiots to be used by such a scam

so that way the lab is safe

by the total criminalisation of the whole country

to cover the gross misconduct

of one little gov. lab which should care for the retarded

added the bossess

"I gave the Ministers and Civil Servants my body

they have to take care of me!"

Major didn't do anything, nor did Thatcher...

Blair helped the criminals of criminals

few know what he did to his country

such is western freedom. Artists artificially created.

Freedom for whom. Setting off international alarms

gross misconduct used to be a crime

and they had already had a warning

We (tv) had to ask

Did Prince Charles use her work too?

answer:

Yes!

Yea Gods!

TEENS

I have the need to share

something I have just been told over my t.v. remote

presumably another research worker at St Barths

who abuses small children along with his co-workers

There is no problem in this, he put over

They come when they are in their teens!

Would this pervert male

like to let me know

why our Creator, nature

what ever you like to call your God

made childhood for?

just for his criminal lusts and those like him?

Sorry guys, if I had the power, I would have an answer

how to cope with you all so you never, ever did it again.

ALL FROM THEIR BOOKS

All this taking of words

all this taking of phrases

all this taking of sayings

are they mad

are they sad

are they just bad

simple idea by Ziegler of New York

(hope you had no cousins

in old Bratislava's jewish area

where we lived and gave to all)

barely known writer?

our writers pushed and raised to the top

each newspaper

each type of book

each type of novel

every magazine

no one will know

every one will think

all she has taken from all those books

though written long ago

into books much has been printed

but don't worry

they are none of them professionals

the Americans told us how to do it

If all professionals can do

is copy work

given them from a lab

which no longer cares for the retarded

I am not sure what it is to be a professional!

ETHEL OF SURBATON

Ethel says she lives a life of comfort

Ethel says it is all due to the work given

Ethel copies all my twenty years of work to the word

Ethel had one or two small successes before my stuff

Ethel had all her work returned from printers

Ethel copied exactly as told by the lab

Ethel now sells all her stuff mainly to the t.v.

Ethel still copies all my stories and all sell

Ethel is also on the machine at the lab St Barths....

Ethel wasn't ashamed when I saw her

Ethel was at my end of town

Ethel didn't recognise me from their illegal processing

Ethel didn't have to run for lunch between teaching

Ethel should maybe come to East Ham College to see me

Ethel is too dishonest to do that and knows it....

What with Ethel, Mrs Cricklewood

with Emma, with Brierley and all the rest--

we're allowed to destroy all the stuff given of yours

as for the devious Ernestine and Friedlander

the list goes on and on

The stuff science can do now that I know of..

you think in the future you won't be known

as the cheats you are mix and matching or not

robbing University work and processing..

Ethel, swaying her long brown hair

Ethel's hair is straight, unlike herself

Ethel, the cheat, now no longer has writer's block!

and with the directed thieving

of all work from our tiny miner's house

and the wiping of half of my work off the computer

with their high power illegal lab computers

Ethel need never worry

Ethel and the rest's cheating is covered

by the Lab St Barths Human Research....

MINISTERS AND MISTRESSES

IT would take

just a few laws

to take away

the total power

which Ann of the lab

St Barths Human Research

the old concentration camp system

of Auschwitz, Belsen and the rest

and to leave them powerless

or controlled..

to which she adds

"George of the New York lab'

has been been on the line

severel times.

If he thinks

we will help him again

he has another think coming."

I seem to remember

it was George of the New York lab

who came to the assistance

when the London lab

has set off the alarms

at Santa Monica

and committed

gross crimes

international and national.

George would have done well

to remember the past

Churchill in thirty nine

stood up in parliament

and said

'No jews, unless rich..'

personally, I think

they are all of them cracked!

Should Blair have a third term

Anna of the lab St Barths was asked

No, he must go..

King maker and breaker now

as well as murderers?

WOT PARTY? to all those of you

who have read

Semen Telewny's work

to the Ukrainian millionaire

who wanted to sponsor him

to come to America

and then stupidly

took him to the underground

in New York

and frightened the daylights

out of him

a Kulak and a small town guy

and those who knew Hilda

who though a terrible tempered

Hun who would fight anything

but not now at ninety..

with her memory gone

but healthy and hearty in a way

please know

regards recent issues

SHE WAS NEVER A MEMBER OF THE NAZI PARTY!

SHE WAS NEVER A MEMBER OF ANY PARTY..

I am the party member not she

of the Socialist Party..

and my dad wrote about the Parties

and their many foibles

he used to say

young a communist

middle aged a liberal

old a conservative!

Hilda's great delight had always been

that she had never once

raised her hand in salute

though she had spoken to some of the mightiest!

(Hun's are a bit mad

even Hitler's mob realised that)

and as a family

we live and have always lived by honesty

which is not always appreciated by liars and cheats

end of that trial.

Now they have given me horrendous sores

Still claiming we are volunteers!

PROVE IT SAYS THE TORY....

ALAN GARETH TEA LEAF

Al came to the lab

Al took forty five paintings

from the machine at the lab

(they give all I do out

from that machine

from which they torture daily..

would that the americans

had kept their discoveries

in their well policed country)

all of them mine, sitting illegally at the lab

St Barths Human Research

Al was asked by Anna

Mistress of Ministers and Civil Servants

who had used the new technology indiscriminately

amongst the people without telling

finally making a mistake

which many on high saw

Anna asked Al

mix and match with yours

blend and personalise her work as yours

that is what they all have to do

later with directed thieving

we will rob all they have-

a poor lone mum with kids

Anna had already put the order out

prison for the kids

having destroyed the family background

(it is called a live experiment they say?)

any pretext

two weeks for speeding

and three months in a category B

(rapists and murderers)

for a nineteen year old

standing guard for a friend pinching videos!!

(doesn't matter what for

once on record)

Did you know the brits were so cruel

we certainly didn't

we refugees

poached from Australia

to come here in the forties

worked hard

never did any wrong

lived in poverty

for this freedom..

that's a laugh now

Yet they give terrorists who despise them

every freedom..

(If I wern't a decent person

I'd laugh at them)

I have in my second book

which the lab has robbed from everywhere

along with the first

printed the copy of a form

the promise Britain made to us

if we would only come and live here and work

if we were respectable citizens

we would be treated as such

such liars...

such liars they are

you all know

I loved the nuns of Bavaria

the mothers of my childhood at both Homes

the sharp and sweet of them

but they should have told me the truth

not glorified this place they were sending me to

Only the boys told the truth

fifty boys and five girls we were

and three nuns to care and grow for us

they said seven foot men on huge steeds

in red coats on horses would come and hunt me

and chase me into a corner into a hole...

rather like the dreams I had later

when I had to run across a blackened Europe

on our bellies to save my last son

take him to my children's home in Bavaria

empty when we got there

he was safe

but a thousand green hands

dragged me under all night..

and as for my new mum

with her glorious ideas of the Empire and the british

Couldn't they have guessed in old Royal Hungary

how the Empire was won

So much is never won by kindness

it is taken.......

thieves, thieves, thieves

that is what they said Esther Rantzen had said

then they beamed a mucky film

(supposed to be of me but yous all know me better)

into her studio

so that the woman I had stuck up for

also turned against me

Bad judges these jews!

Nor at my C. of E schools

(where I was pretty happy- I liked school)

we did lots of stories about the Empire

little black men up trees throwing down coconuts

and I painted the pictures to go with the stories

and nasty evil Bible stories

going on in Israel, not here

but I forgot

my grandad had said

England is built on the money of the Jews..

and he knew

we had a man from the woollen industry

he came yearly to sell us navy blue

for the jews whom we clothed

back there in old Bratislava,

No one told the truth ever.......

Now alan is having an exhibition of my work

with a line or two of his in it

with directed thieving

the young people

the slim young girl with black hair

living close by

taught by the lab to be thieves

(the only thing the lab teaches

is how to cheat, thieve and worse)

are now going to copy the paintings in my books

thieved by them

directed by the lab

(the lab has used about ten thieves

I quote them)

sektches of my daughter's godfather's suicide

they used to live in the opposite barrack to us

there at Warsaw Hamlet Refugee Camp

on the Lincolnshire Wolds

of our journey to the West

of our deaths and our lives

of bridges crossed

of orphanages and children's homes on the way to here

of all the horror we have gone through

(mustn't say, the English don't like it..

I was told over and over again)

which had never been spoken of before

we never speak of it

none of us

it sits in our hearts

so now english are robbing it all

to make money from our pain

so finally I had put it all into paintings

though some at the College didn't like them

the Head Faulkner would smile

'well little Mrs artist, what today?'

all done whilst at Art College

here in Sheffield our home

where they over tuned my lecturer

and a few more

(it's called manslaughter)

Al the thief is a cheat

as are all those the lab sponsored..

a country full of cheats

the boy who was tuned to steal all our histories

finds it is too foreign

he doesn't know how to use it

yet..

the lab used passage after passage

directed constant theft

is their cover...

when it is all over

their Doctor Meyer had thought

we will return it all back to the home

as though nothing has happened...

you were not supposed to write

or have been a real painter

we just didn't check anything

we never check anything

and we chose this for our home?

PLAGER ENOUGH

quotes at 2.15 p.m. on Saturday over the t.v.

transmissions constantly broken into..

besides microsound

(sound on computer broken up and replaced on coordinates)

If we plager her enough

she can't do anything about it.

Give them Rights to her work

We had to destroy your heart

(you can feel when they press your heart valves

Four years ago I had one hundred percent health

and the British don't torture?)

We did that to your mother and father

It is so we can say it is a family thing

Every torture possible was tried on you

There is no way you can prove it

there is no way you can stop us

We call it weakening you.

We destroy absolutely everything

we don't count the cost

you are not a human being for us

not even a subhuman

we watch what can be rebuilt

Unfortunately you won't play our game

No body knows

but everybody knows

we put it on films and ads

Have you been seeding clouds

Yes, if you see it on films

believe it

we order the films to be made

a gradual introduction...

ABOUT BABY GIRLS

This is not my story

but there is a similarity

The words are not mine

but I will repeat them

to make people aware

even if they don't like to hear..

This happens to so many little girls

from very tiny on

men, often from the same family

work them with their finger

constantly from babyhood

until the rupture is not noticed

They then use them for themselves

Big brothers, uncles, nephews, men..

Often when these girls marry

Their new husbands beat them

However hard we try

it is impossible to keep our girls safe

say the mothers..

I personally know of one woman

whose mother put her bed next to an old man

On her wedding morning to her young cousin

she was found in a pool of blood

He has beaten her ever since

Though she was and is an excellent wife

even when she was holding their baby

till blood ran from her head

onto their baby

He blames her.

One man answered this charge

This man is a professional at the lab

where several child rapists are employed..

Every man wants a young thing

not some woman

so we make them our own from birth.

Babies and children are helpless

I left my children's home nuns at nearly eight

to come to live with a forgotten mother

and her new husband

in a new country..

underfed-

the size of a three year old they said

- thin and scared.

She would send me in to the room of another man

'take uncle a cup of tea'

then took the silver he gave me away

He would sexually abuse me

constantly.

Later I hid.

I could not tell her

I was a stranger to them

She was a stranger to me

I could not tell my new father

he was even a different nationality to me

as was the man

who was the same nationality as my new father.

I couldn't tell my new countrymen

They were different to me

I was a foreigner..

My mother was a clever woman

but stupid in the wickedness of the world

a little, rich girl

educated by private Convent.

When at sixteen a man really fell in love with me

had not touched me

wanted to marry me

she asked the doctor to do a virginity test

What the hell for

I was healthy and clever

The Italian lived a long way away

and anyway wanted to marry me

begging for one long year to do so.

Though a Star Fighter pilot

the Italians had taken her beloved Tyrol!

I have to tell you something funny here

We also are part Italian in part of our family

her paternal grandmother's name was Bertodi!

Such a silly, with her passion for her Austria

-explanation, her mother was Austrian.

Girls are always alone

Girls are rarely believed against adults

Girls are not believed by adults

Girls are helpless

Girls are smaller

Girls who are small are picked on

Girls are taught to obey

I admire the girls, unlike me

who are lippy, mouthy and noisy, shouty..

I know they are safer girls

than the quiet girls, like me.

I taught my own daughter to speak out.

These poor little mites

are having this happening NOW

Right NOW

this day

this moment

NOW

They have no way out

and many, many, many people know about it.

I will get a bad name repeating it

I do not care

I know how much I suffered

So I know how much they suffer.

It is time doctors and others did something.

I begin to despair at doctors

One of mine began a life of horror for me and mine

diagnosing a stress headache as an extra need for sex

(with five children?) which he said he had..

and to cover some of his odd actions

gave our name to Research to use as they wished, secretly..

For crying out loud

what are doctors supposed to be for..........

DID SHE REALLY SAY THAT?

because you never talk about people

we did it for you

it was another of the damages

we put you through.

The Ministries and their mistress

ensure no jobs mainstream

for our family

as they cannot afford

the scandal

incase someone, anyone

heard the truth.

so a tiny, one man business I ran

often very successful

too successful

for the Ministries and their mistress

It grew on my reputation

for good value

promises upheld

and total trust

as has always been the case.

In old Bratislava

the massive jewish tailors

knew they could trust

the work of the little Hungarian

knew that he would never cheat them

no matter what happened

....and before that

our family was successful

as servants to our aristocratic families

Sumeg or where ever

as we could be trusted

it has always been the case

no matter what happened

My clients

mainly Muslims

like the same qualities

so the lab had to break that trust

"we destroyed your business

in this simple way

and other ways.."

You never gossip

...I don't feel the need to

I write and paint

read of things and listen to music

I can't remember the nuns our mothers

gossiping when I was a child

with fifty and more children to care for

to grow our food and care for our home

why waste time in gossiping...

there are so many interesting things to do..

so we did it for you.

Used by the lab

were the worst of RMN's

It makes me wonder

what exactly these women do

in their hospitals

They tell me

stirring up trouble

destroying people

causing misery

is their job.

I seem to remember

our nuns tried to make us happier!

I wonder what that lab said I'd said.....

No I don't

They have nasty minds

It is better not to stoop as low

as those who live in evil deeds….

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