Some little stanarr drabbles from today
cus foiasfsaoh if I'm already spamming and sharing different things, why not some monologues
This is set in the universe of A Good Luck Charm fic (https://archiveofourown.org/works/41605197/chapters/104357796 ) that I hope I will finally find the energy to write the next chap of since my collab partner left the fandom ;w;
Both are said by the Narrator, Leo:
"For a long time, I thought I've only experienced bitter love, Stanley. But I know now I was mistaken. That wasn't love - it was something else described as it, destroying its good name.
I know what love is. I love my craft, I love art. I love seeing the stories flow onto the paper and transform into moving pictures. I love to feel the soft purrs on my hand. I love well-made tea, and sunsets after a hard day. I am just scared of giving you what I was taught. Not what I've learnt. But I want to do better, for you. I want to love another. And I hope you will give me the honour to do so."
"Love me in a way that it will hurt. But I don't mean - hey, no stares like that. Let me explain.
I want it to hurt in a way that I will have to learn. For you to show me raw emotion. For you to help me see my own flaws, even if I will hate them. I will despise it, I know that. I have a lot of rage and hatred in me. But I want it to become productive. So, please, don't feel shy. Tell me what you need, what you want and don't feel as if I am angry at you for saying that. Because the madness will show up for me, for my past, for those who hurt me. And I want to sculpt it into the new parts of me."
hope someone enjoys it i have a lot of stuff like this written
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painting by my aunt. poems mine.
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I'm searching for a cultural term that may or may not exist.
You know the practice of leaving something at a friend or family member's house when you leave so you'll "have to come back again", as a sort of good luck charm? Sometimes it's a flirting thing, but I'm thinking of the platonic version where it's kind of a "I can't say goodbye forever, I still need to get my pen back".
Is this a cultural practice or something endemic to my family, and does it have a name?
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I SAW CHAPTER 4. I AM BOUNCING AROUND MY ROOM MAN
GAYGAYHOMOSEXUALGAY
A AAAAAA IM SO GLAD ;;;; the boys are so gay!! Stanley is finally happy!!
Hggjshhss shameful promotion but this is the fic we're talking about
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Ship's cat in a compass case on board the sail training ship Horst Wessel (1936), later USCG Eagle WIX-327 (1946)
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This is a good luck charm -
勇氣 be brave
相信自己 remember your power
不要逃避 don’t run away from pain
接受改變 embrace change
對自己溫柔 be gentle with your heart
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