#after my other stuff is finished though

[chrollohearttags]

thots and opinions? We rocking with it shawty? (back to bed I go now!)

#wip excerpt #i have a problem #it’s bad for me #aot x black reader #eren x black fem!reader #musician x influencer au #but tbf they are my Roman Empire #and the loml #aot au #black reader smut #current wip #after my other stuff is finished though #eren jaeger #eren jaeger x black reader

[electropneumatic]

Bit of an issue.

#all the castings came out super good though! #my stuff #art #casting #bronze #manufacturing #paint #this took me a while #I used the mousepad so that might be why #this happened RIGHT AFTER the other guy finished explaining to me the dangers of copper and bronze #in that it will stick to you instead of bouncing off #and you will get severely burned #no one was injured this time though!

[lupucs]

Gosh I love your art!

But uh whats your favorite deltarune ships?

Thank you so much!! Oh gosh, you really caught me off guard with this one hah!

Well, uh I think it should be pretty obvious which ships I like by now...

It's clearly-

It-

It's obviously...

THOSE GUYS!

#i mean look at them #theyre so adorable together #i mean geez cmon theyre h*lding h*nds what isnt there to love #literally relationship goals fr #ok in all seriousness though there are a couple other dynamics i enjoy besides the royal guards #im just gonna go ramble in the tags hoping i wont get crucified for my takes heh #i think it should come as no surprise that i enjoy the dynamic of a certain reindeer and a certain purple dino-like monster #i am really excited to see where this will go in the next couple of chapters #im pretty laid back as far as other ship dynamics go; i enjoy seeing em even when my brain doesnt immediately go “i ship it” right away #theyre still cute and i am very easily swayed into shipping things so who knows how well this post will age #ok nvm actually i also lowkey ship asgore and rudy ngl i reread the undertale alarm clock dialogue and it was just a little cute ok?? #there are a ton of dynamics i enjoy as friendships tho; such as susie/kris; berdly/noelle; susie/lancer; catti/jockington and ralsei/kris #i am aware ralsei and kris had the boat ride thingy together but i am still waiting to see what happens next #since the game isnt finished yet some things i mentioned here might change after i get the whole picture #i mean there are like 5 more chapters to go so a lot of stuff might happen and grow into something else who knows lol #lupucs spam over #ask #anon #lupucs chats

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops. #and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can! #and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here: #barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time. #barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done. #and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies. #and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them) #and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances'' #from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

[hoardlikegoldenirises]

something a little silly

(he's not actually angry at the "drugs" thing, just busy trying not to die)

oh i almost forgot

transcript of my bad handwriting:

Page 1 Panel 1: 2013, 1:38 pm (sfx: DING DING DING)

Panel 2: 9th period, 1:40 pm

Peter's internal thought bubble: "Oh shit my meds"

Panel 3:

Student 1: Hi, Mr. Parker!

Peter: mm-hm

Panel 4:

Student 1: Mr. Parker? Hello?

(Student 2: Huh?)

Panel 5:

Peter: Hm?

Student 1: What are those, tic tacs?

Student 2: No, he's doing drugs!!! (In class!)

Text pointing to Peter's hand holding his pills says "PTSD medication"

Peter: HKFGH (choking noise)

Page 2:

Panel 1:

Student 1: Are you okay?!

(Student 2: oh fuck)

Peter: COUGH COUGH

Panel 2:

(sfx: WHEEZE)

Peter: It's not DRUGS!

Panel 3, Peter cont.: Well, I mean, it is drugs, but it's prescription—it's medication. OK?

#came in through the window last night #peter parker #nadiart #fanadiart #rough art #comics #spiderman #always feel weird tagging the au stuff just cause it's so specific but... well i won't pretend i look at the peter parker tag lol #a post arguably still about a somewhat serious topic but with a more lighthearted mood #bright blue capsules = 5mg generic prazosin just fyi #he takes it starting in early 2013 to prevent flashbacks and nightmares (technically it's a blood pressure medication tho) #he takes it in morning. afternoon (at work). and bedtime. otherwise he can barely leave the house. #i was picturing this in fall after he's a little more functional but still kinda fucked #In Retrospect I'm not sure that him getting a job in 2013 makes sense though like it's a miracle he graduated from his master's program #on the other hand he strikes me as the kind of guy who works himself harder when stressed... but a few months is a very quick turnaround #maybe i should have him doing full time classes instead of pt and finish his degree over fall 2012 or smth... idk #i'll figure all that stuff out Later #anyway my approach to peter's shirts is generally anything that looks thrifted where he saw it in all its hideousness and said #''i love it'' #also don't get it twisted the only reason peter even carries a water bottle is for his pills #accidentally pavlov'd himself into being hydrated but not into buying a reusable bottle lmao

[duodusk]

So I finally made a page to collect some of my RTVS stream recommendations!

You can check it out here if you're interested! Feel free to share anywhere you want, I tried to get a good variety of some of my favorite streams on here so people new to RTVS or who've been around for a while can hopefully find something they're interested in :]

#txt #rtvs #radio tv solutions #wayneradiotv #idk idont want to be annoying with tags #i also dont think that this will even show up in tags bc its not directing back to a tumblr page #so ill probably make another post going to this one . lol . idk i just #spent quite a while collecting streams and linking to other ones and some of my favorites ever #theres quite a few here but obviously not everything #i tried to sort it so ppl could find things theyd be interested in as a starting point #im very excited about it actually! #so i might be a tiny bit annoying posting it for a day or two #also if youre finding my blog from this . im not exactly an rtvs blog here so maybe not what youre looking for lol #ive been watching their stuff for a looong time though #i got inspired to actually finish this after the spamton sweepstakes bc a lot of people suddenly knew who rtvs are

[maddy-ferguson]

kind of obsessed with the not good episodes of twin peaks

#are they good not really no. are they boring yes. but they're kinda fun to watch idk😭 #i'm only on like the second not that good episode though maybe i'll get tired of it #the first time i watched the show i watched it all in like four days because i really wanted to watch fire walk with me and thirty episodes #in four days isn't even that crazy but i couldn't do it now because i have school and stuff... #i actually also had school then but it was during covid not during a lockdown (we had a second lockdown like a month after) but my #university was doing a thing where half of the students had class in person and the other half had class at home and then we'd switch and i #watched it during a week where i was home because i was NOT working. and so i watched the second half of season 2 quickly even though i was #like oh this. well it's not good exactly. #then fire walk with me made me want to kill myself and i started watching twin peaks the return but i only finished watching that this #summer hihi haha😁 #anyway #and like i say: brf slt

[panharmonium]

I don't know if you've ever talked about this, but what would have been your ideal resolution to Kakashi and Sasuke's relationship in canon? What would you have wanted their post-canon life to look like? (I love love love your meta btw!)

Hi, and thank you!  You’re right; I haven’t talked about this, and the reason for that is because I’m in the planning stages of a project related to this topic, and for me, sharing all my thoughts before I start the nitty-gritty work of making something is basically the kiss of death for the creative process.  I have to keep quiet about stuff I’m working on, or it does weird things to my productivity. X)  

So, while I do have very clear ideas about what the most natural progression for their relationship would be and what their post-canon life would look like, I’m not going to answer this with specifics for now.  I am, however, in a general sense, going to say this: 

Naruto canon basically stops for me at the beginning of 479 (and if you’re interested in a longer explanation for that, I wrote up some thoughts in this old post).  Kakashi and Sasuke’s relationship is just one of many things that the conclusion failed to deliver on, and it’s not even the most important one - I would have been totally fine if the story had ended pre-timeskip and left us with just a tiny indication of a future resolution for them, whereas things like the Uchiha massacre/government cover-up never being mentioned again make me want to scream (I still can’t believe it...never before have I seen a more dramatic departure from a story’s original intent/previously established themes; never before has a more egregious crime against storytelling been committed) - the finale abandoned most of what it had spent the last 700 chapters telling us to wait for, and even though Kakashi and Sasuke’s relationship matters so much to me, it’s not remotely close to the sole or most significant place where the conclusion fell down.

But since we’re talking about these two specifically here - let’s put the other stuff aside.  When it comes to Kakashi and Sasuke, it is completely laughable that this story expects me to buy a conclusion where their relationship isn’t important, the same way it would be laughable for it to expect me to buy a conclusion where Sasuke’s relationship with Sakura or Naruto didn’t matter.  Kakashi is explicitly set up by the story as a parallel/precursor to Sasuke, the same way Obito is set up as a parallel/precursor to Naruto, and while this doesn’t mean that Kakashi and Sasuke are the exact same person or have equivalent personalities, it does mean that Kakashi can understand certain things about Sasuke that other people can’t necessarily relate to quite so easily.  

It’s not just about losing family at a young age (plenty of people in the Leaf can understand that, unfortunately).  It’s the particular experience of discovering your parent/parents’ dead bodies in your own home.  It’s the betrayal/confusion/pain of your family being taken from you not by war or accident or illness, but by the person you most loved and trusted.  It’s the subsequent self-isolation and cutting yourself off from other relationships, throwing yourself into your training and concealing your pain behind the ‘i’m wildly advanced for my age treat me like an adult’ facade.  It’s looking down on your teammates as “less than” and acting like you don’t need them for anything (“you thought the others were so far beneath you that they were worthless....arrogance”).  It’s being dragged inch by inch out of your isolation armor by friends who admire you and care about you despite your efforts to push them away.  

It’s about Kakashi’s unique ties to the Uchiha clan, and specifically to Itachi.  It’s about Sasuke and Kakashi being the last bearers of the sharingan, and both of them being targeted for it (by Danzo, to boot, if you like the anime ANBU arc, but the sharingan still matters even just considering the manga).  It’s about Kakashi’s father being persecuted into a premature grave by the traditional shinobi system, for the crime of defying the traditional shinobi system, the same system that said it was acceptable for the Uchiha clan to be sacrificed in order to accomplish the “mission” of protecting Konoha.  It’s about Kakashi and Sasuke being the children of so-called traitors (aka people who bucked the system and were mercilessly punished for it) and about the complicated social position they’re thus forced to occupy, as people who are deeply proud of where they come from even though they themselves sometimes have conflicted feelings about what their families did to them.  

It’s about Kakashi spending his post-Kannabi life trying to reconcile a desire to protect his home and his community with the knowledge that his home and his community did irrevocable harm to his family, the same way a post-canon Sasuke will have to wrestle with these same questions.  It’s about both of them being used as a weapon to kill the person they cared about most, BY the person they cared about most.  It’s about both of them being willed new eyes by people who were the foundations for their entire existences/philosophies/personal missions for years and years, about whom they now have confusing and complicated feelings, because Obito and Itachi did unspeakable things, but Kakashi and Sasuke love them even when they can’t excuse them, and how do you figure out how to feel about someone who cared about you that much but also hurt you that badly, someone who’s a reviled figure to the rest of the world and whom you aren’t completely sure you’ve fully forgiven, or that it’s even okay for you to forgive?  

It’s about post-canon Sasuke choosing to always keep his left eye covered, an eye he can’t deactivate or otherwise conceal, an eye that makes him (in)famous, an eye that makes him a target to enemies and a danger to the people around him - an eye that comes with baggage, that reminds him of a period in his life that he considers shameful, of a moment where he was lost.

The idea that Sasuke would ever come home to a scenario where Kakashi was not a significant figure in his return/recovery is not remotely believable, particularly when you consider that while all three of Team 7′s kids trained with a member of the Sannin, Naruto and Sakura are the only ones who had actual mentors.  Jiraiya and Tsunade both took on pupils who were reflections of themselves, passing on to them their personal powers and techniques (toad and slug summons, Sage Mode, the Hundred Healings, etc), because they truly believed in their students and cared about their development.  Orochimaru, by contrast, was using Sasuke for his own twisted purposes - he was the witch from Hansel and Gretel, fattening up a child until it could be devoured.  Sasuke was nothing more than a future skinsuit to him, not a student, and there was never any loyalty or respect felt on either side of that mentorship, just a cold craving for the power that each party could obtain by using the other.

In a universe where the master/student relationship is such a fundamental social structure, canon-period Sasuke is totally adrift, unanchored in an aberrant and uncomfortable limbo, because Orochimaru was never supposed to be his teacher.  Kakashi was.   

I think that’s probably the most fundamental principle I apply to Kakashi and Sasuke’s relationship, no matter what era we’re looking at.  Kakashi is sensei to all the kids, in very meaningful ways, but when it comes to the master-student apprenticeships, the truth is that where Naruto had Jiraiya, and Sakura has Tsunade, Sasuke has - was always supposed to have - Kakashi.  The natural progression of their relationship was interrupted the day the Sound Four showed up in Konoha, and it’s been on hold ever since, but the war is over now, even if the work isn’t.  Things are going to change for them, inch by painstakingly-fought-for inch.

#thank you so much for sending this ask to me #(even though i know i didn't answer it with the kind of specifics you were looking for; i'm so sorry!) #every day all i want to do is talk about kakashi and sasuke #or reblog stuff about them #but i end up just pacing back and forth within the confines of my own blog #because my brief foray into the wider naruto fandom after finishing the show #did not seem to indicate that many other people received this story the same way i did #and there's very little fan content out there about this relationship that doesn't make me want to bang my head against a wall #but anyway #the point is i think about them Every Single Day #so i really appreciate this ask #THANK YOU #<333 #naruto #replies #meta #he's like me

[sysig]

The uh

The first play session went rather well

#The Stanley Parable Ultra Deluxe #WPTSP #Yes I played for five hours at one stint and got almost half the achievements what of it #I wanted to - even though I had just - replay all of the endings from the HD Remix - not counting the Real Person Ending #Because I see it as the perfect bookend - Freedom to start Real Person to finish and that's that for the play session #I didn't even get that far I got all the way through the 14ish endings from the HD Remix and then went to check out the new stuff and #It's so much more than I could've guessed. I'm so glad I stayed away from spoilers #Yes of course there were the things I couldn't avoid and momentarily had a ''Ah yes'' or ''Of course'' but the rest #I had to take a break to eat and stretch and not be Stanley for a bit but I still fully intend to jump back in after a short rest #Also some things from the new content I think I'm gonna need to Talk about later lol - not in a bad way!! Just some Realization™ things #Not entirely divorced from Davey's other work The Beginner's Guide - I can tell already this might be an emotional reset piece someday #It's been very interesting and endearing :) I 've found myself smiling so hard my cheeks hurt and then it falls and I feel it #I've also been taking a lot of excited screenshots lol ♪ But not in Certain areas >:3c If you've played I'm sure you know #Very Respectful lol #The Stanley Parable #WPVG

[drewsaturday]

yeah two cakes theory but something about being in... small to medium sized fandoms makes doing the same thing someone else did feel like a social violation honestly?

i immediately lose all motivation to do a thing if someone else does it first because to me, it'll come off like i'm shamelessly copying them or that i thought i could do it better.

(sometimes i probably could, but i'd rather not come off that rude by actually doing so even if i'd had no idea someone else was working on it when the idea hit me.)

#txt #i should probs get into bigger fandoms where there's such a sheer volume of stuff going on no one would even NOTICE similar works j;alskdjf #but alas the brainrot only hits for environments where i can't enjoy making anything without worrying this will happen #if i'm not contributing anything 'new' i simply cannot justify the energy #can you tell i just saw some art of a niche idea i wanted to draw for one of my small fandoms j;LKJajl;sdfjk #in this case though that person did it far better than i could so i can't even be disappointed #just like. ough #this is a big reason i havent rly vidded anything lately too #the couple soooorta recent fandoms of mine i wanted to vid for were more medium sized and someone ended up using the exact song #i was working on for that character so i noped out bc the copying concerns hit even harder in those cases #i need to go do something original sometime ever in my entire life so my creative existence stops being about filling a #niche no one else is in so i feel like i have a tiny little place i slot into or belong in or whatever #because the whole nature of fandom means 'mine' does not exist #and it feels like even if someone outright DOES copy you... #you have no right to be upset about it because you're all playing with someone else's dolls anyway #(see: someone literally doing this after i posted about an idea i was writing and them interacting w the post so they DEF SAW IT #without crediting/involving me in the finished thing at all and saying it was their idea #i never want to do that to other people or come off like i am lol)

[mctreeleth]

Something something commodification of hobbies resulting in alienated leisure as parallel to alienated labour... disconnect from “product” in both instances... alienated from leisure activities through need to commodify under rules of post-Fordist neoliberal capitalist hustle culture... if the goal is to enjoy the effort, putting a price on that effort transforms said effort into labour/done for profit rather than enjoyment, and so the individual is alienated from their goal of enjoyment in service of the new capitalism, in much the same way that a worker is alienated from their labour under Fordist capitalism... something something “the market” as boss to self-employed individuals... something something the algorithm is more fickle than the man in head office and you don’t even have a union....

#I don't regret dropping out of PhD because I am alive to look back at it and therefore I made the right decisions #because the wrong decision would have been pushing on even though it was so so so bad for my mental health that I wouldn't be here #but I spent a good few years railing against post-Fordist capitalism and then went and got myself a very Fordist factory job #and I am much happier doing that than I think I would be trying to commodify the activities that I do for leisure #I put in my 38 hours of time and yes someone else is making money off of it #however #every time I see a reel on instagram that is a small business literally dancing so that the algorithm will favour it #I see the parallels between all these people who ''are their own bosses'' and me who has an actual boss #both of us subject to the whims of *some other thing* #but my creative output is not mired in capitalism's tendrils #I am connected wholly to the things I create #it is for me it is not for ''the market'' #I don't need to care that what I do at work is an atomised part of some larger thing when I can make a coat start to finish after work #but somethings you have a thought and realise you gave up the chance to just write this sort of stuff properly for the rest of your life #like okay yes that would have also made me utterly utterly miserable #and maybe I would not have had this particular realisation were I not literally at a factory job right now #but it was nice to have my thoughts validated by people who knew their shit

[todayisafridaynight]

tsutsumi gotta be the funniest choice to play sawashiro since he really does encapsulate his casting career of both action roles and being dad of the year (most of the time)

#snap chats #ill stop posting about this after tonight i prommy #sawashiro doesnt even register as a guy played by him though since sawashiro never smiles #yet the past like three things ive watched with tsutsumi he smiles SO much bless his soul #'dad of the year (sometimes)' is such a funny type to have #like 2/3 of material he's in he's a phenomenal father No Notes #and then the other few times its like. He's Still A Phenomenal Father but he's fumbling a bit for one reason or another #its so interesting tho Of Course I Peaked At The Bio he wanted to pursue mostly action roles #yet ended up playing mostly sensitive/emotional roles #he does it very well Might I Add he does a great job #his dad cast type is Pathetic Father Trying His Best and it shows its so funny #anyway ill try to focus on strictly rgg posting after this one i just needa ramble bout this somewhere cause it makea me laugh #im hangin out with my friend in like twenty mins and i wont be online until like tomorrow #so.... who wanna send me funny stuff to get to in the morn <3 #ok forty minutes. im seeing her in forty minutes. #i need more punctual people in my circle first my family now my dorm mates 😭 #anyway bye i gotta finish a comm but then i might be cringe and doodle jo later #as if i can finish a com in half an hour and have time to do a sketch good lord

[exopelagic]

Okay I’m finally excited abt term starting now this is gonna be GOOD

#it might just be that I just watched queer eye. who knows #but I’m like. actually sorting out a pretty significant amount of the things all in one go bc this is how I do things apparently #saltatory evolution. anyway #I’m gonna go back to uni and see my FRIENDS #I’m doing a bunch of stuff in freshers week bc I’m running a stall in freshers fair and then there’s ice hockey which is gonna be insane #at the start of the year it’s SO busy and I gotta run it and it’s gonna be stressful as hell but so fun #even the times when it’s super busy and I have to do things more than play it’s good it’s a rlly nice atmosphere #and I made plans to go skating with some of my friends after we finish setting up the stall on the Tuesday #and I’m getting a bunch of stuff for my room!! I have a rug and I’m finally getting a sun lamp #and stealing some photos and I’m gonna get some nice ones printed. definitely buying another poster #and I WILL make the kitchen nice this year if it kills me I wanna have people over and actually eat there sometimes #and I’m getting some new clothes!! and I’m gonna get some when I’m back at uni so it’s lower pressure #oh and I actually realised that even though it’s Hard I kinda like the molecular biology module I’m doing #I think it should be manageable if I keep up with it and I have all the things set out to do that #AND a free enough timetable that I’ll be able to keep up with it with a little effort #I’m gonna get a planner or something I think bc they’re fun to write in and it’ll be nice to have everything in one place #OH OH AND IVE MADE PLANS TO COOK WITH MY OTHER FRIEND WHO LIVES LIKE FIVE DOORS DOWN #which is gonna be SO nice #I’m gonna tell my goddamn flatmate to keep his shit off the kitchen table #and I’m living with people I actually like now #with a bunch of my other friends next door #and one of my best friends will actually have free time this year!!!! she had none last year we’re actually gonna be able to do things #this is gonna be a good year I’ve decided I don’t care I will MAKE this year a good year #it’s gonna be a good year. #luke.txt

[ei-mugi]

my main hurdle with my dcaf fic is my depression but my 2nd task-related hurdle is not knowing what eichi should be doing at my ambiguous and butchered chosen place in time--- nvm see the notes

#i already fucked up the start of checkmate but its fine the details dont have to be perfect #its so early on i can write a way around that. who cares #whats important is that it stays like thematically coherent. and characterisation needs to be consistent #but also liiike. whats----------- oh. #okay. i just thought of a solution to my problem #thats really easy why didnt i think of this months ago #ok im gonna write that down somewhere for after i finish my BB fic #and then several yaers down the line once i have a nicely wrapped and finished dcaf i can rewrite the whole thing to make it #accurate-er to the canon timeline of events. making a timeline just isnt fun to me sorry #the goal with dcaf wasnt to make it perfect it was to make it done yknow #i wanted to prove to myself i could write a longfic (or medfic at least) & that i could have a bare minimum satisfying narrative #so staying entirely true to canon isnt high on my priority list #learn how to make the thing THEN learn how to make it well u get me #i love roleplay but ive never done a whole lot of individual writing lol #i still need to reread those reminiscence events though... sigh... and ideally fluff out with some other stories too #i gotta manage my expectations on what i know im able to get done tho. sad but true #thank god i actually wrote notes when i was reading rocket start #i started writing notes when i started obbligato too tho im not far into that yet ive got other stuff to do #im totally distracted ok wrapping post up now

[jorvikzelda]

the note in the jorvikpov masterdoc next to the prompt/summary for the next one saying July 19th vs. the date on my computer saying 2023-08-06: fight

#''I can get one of these out every week!'' YOU CANNOT. STOP LYING TO YOURSELF #I will say though part of it is I have been parallel working on some later stuff that I REALLY feel a need to post close to each other #z talks #not posting today btw. I'm aiming to not let it be more than three weeks since the last one at least but we'll see #I am *practically* finished but the hardest part always comes after the first draft #It is an insane process to write these little snippets and try to make them as good as they can be #When I'm finished I am going to write something LONGER good god. Stretch my legs after sitting on the jorvikpov plane for 2 years. #(...not saying it will have been that long - hopefully it won't have. but it Might) #actually.... let me count #oh yeah it will. it will have been 2 years almost #damn it. I didn't want to finish it during the winter. #quite frankly I was aiming to post the last one on the 27th of august but life happened #aaaanywy. sleep #am eepy

[rogersstevie]

just started rewatching ugly betty bc i had read some v excellent betty/daniel fic i thought recently but i guess it was a couple years ago lol, i just couldn’t follow everything, because i didn’t remember all the characters/plots that well ANYWAY from what i remember idt i really thought of betty/daniel romantically until the end of the series, i remember liking her with henry before he became a shit (at least i’m pretty sure that’s what happened, i haven’t watched since this show since it ended 13 years ago) but other than that there’s not TOO much that sticks with me, i just know i loved the ending but ofc was left wanting more at the time but ya while i think i was reading fic on ff.net in 2010 there were only a few things i would’ve been searching for at that point SO once i get through the series i’m gonna have so much fun bc i read 3 fics from that author and they’ve published like 12 more stories this year and i’m gonna be able to understand them so much better, but yeah just now rewatching the pilot i’m like oh my god how did i not immediately love them i mean obviously daniel was a dick but he apologized and at the end of the ep he’s watching her fondly and i’m just ahhhh over them already bc i know the romantic aspect aside there’s such excellent growth in them and their relationship and i can’t wait to watch it play out

#ik there will be the storylines i DON'T love and ofc rebecca romijn playing a trans woman #and i'm sure loads of transphobia in her storyline itself #but yeah like i remember the characters fondly and everything but so much is of course gone from my head #also obvs it at least got a proper finale which is something but i wonder if it would've gone longer if not for the writers strike #i need to add all the things i watched in that period of time to my watchlist bc there's a lot i loved #and some i drifted away from bc that was in the time where like you had to watch it live #and were lucky to catch the episode repeating later #so like i stopped watching bones and heroes and supernatural (actually not sure i got past season 1 of supernatural at the time #though...i should not have been watching that at 10 probably lol and ofc i later watched it through in college then stopped again #so. i still have to actually finish that eventually) #and then pushing daisies i THINK i watched all of #but i remember they had like the last few episodes air after ages and ages or something and i'm not sure i got to watch them #once it got to like 2009/2010 i was able to watch stuff online though all i remember is starting glee from the beginning a little bit late #maybe still in season 1 just the first episodes idk but it was only 72 minutes at a time and it was the WOOOORST #love having everything at my fingertips now lol for the most part anyway #but yeah other than like one tree hill and gg and charmed most things from the mid-2000s i have not watched since then so #i gotta think of what else there is bc much as i love it i do not actually need to rewatch gg every year