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oh-saints · 1 year

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sweetest devotion (prologue)

it was only supposed to be another one night fling for mason. being married was never the aftermath he'd imagined himself to be, not when he's nothing but proud of his hit-and-run reputation around the town.

playboy!mason mount x princess!oc

word count: 1.5k

tw: as mentioned in the masterlist only

note: i know, i know. i'm not supposed to make this rabbit a bad guy but the tatler interview still rang well in my ears. and he won this poll anyway, so here it is. and the country name's taken from ana huang's twisted series teheeee but as usual, i happen to write at dawn so this is yet to be beta-read.

tag list: @mehrmonga who'd told me to do it anyway <3 (but lemme know if you wanna be added!)

this series' masterlist here part 1 here! >>

it all happened so fast.

as fast as the sound of his pen carving the cursive of his signature against the papers. as fast as the sound of mason mount giving what felt like his entire life away to a bunch of papers.

mason mount was only supposed to find another rebound to pale his heartache from being left behind by his girlfriend. he was only supposed to find another rebound to fuck before deserting them like a used piece of clothing that was covering his body against the cold of the night, and against the cold of his frozen heart.

he was only supposed to find another rebound to numb his recurring pain, just like a dozen of times before.

he thought he did exactly that in the morning, his modus operandi. and she never contacted him back either, despite knowing where to reach him. they were still following one another in Instagram anyway.

so of course, he didn’t expect anything drastic when the owner of the club he loves asked for his presence on one fine day at the cobham.

however, as he stepped inside the four walls made of glass, he certainly didn’t know what to make of himself. hell, he could guarantee any common living thing that they’d have no clue what to do when it was you and the king of eldorra himself.

a seething king of eldorra, mason should rather add.

the monarch didn’t waste a single breath as soon as the owner stepped out of the room for some privacy. “my daughter’s pregnant, mr. mount, and it’s yours.”

“I’m sorry?” mason had to mask his nervousness behind the pathetic excuse of a laughter. “I’m actually not following.”

“of course you are not,” the king sat up straighter, his posture telling everyone he wasn’t mad, except his eyes blaring fire so big it could burn down the amazon. “you don’t keep track of your one night stands, after all.”

if that was declan, mason would’ve heeded no mind. but coming from the man before him… mason couldn’t lie if that comment didn’t place a deep claw on his pride.

“father…”

“I suppose you might not remember her,” and mason couldn’t fault the king flaring his nostrils at each words spat. mason would probably be acting the same way, had this involved his own daughter. “you met her at a nightclub in london before you took her to your home and bed her.”

it didn’t escape mason, the disgust slipped into the last two words of the king’s sentence.

you’d be surprised to hear your daughter’s reaction to my cock was everything but disgust, mason smirked inwardly as he scanned the distinctive face of the said daughter. who, by the way, sported a faint hint of displeasure—at and of what, he didn’t know. he could only pray she wasn’t thrilled about the whole ordeal, so he could make a pity party out of them both.

of course, he remembered her—serena, final year student in king’s collage. he remembered her because no one as smart as her had pulled the same face card, and he was drawn in by the classic beauty she sported in her face and the royal elegance she exuded before he could help himself.

he remembered her because in bed, she was a beast long waiting for someone to wake her up. and mason loved nothing more than a duality striking on and off the bed.

“father, I appreciate if you grant us some space,” contrary to the faint warning she gave earlier, she was firm—rather stern, even—this time. “I’m sure it’s not an easy news for him either.”

the king spared his daughter a momentary glance before he stood up from his seat, buttoning the lapels of his suit back to its immaculate place. all while throwing lasers at mason’s way. if the footballer didn’t have his life at stake, he’d definitely succumb to the pressure.

there was a reason why the salt-and-paper man was the king, after all.

as soon as the powerful man went out of sight, mason shot his own daggers. “how are you so sure it’s mine?”

mason was only met by the profound proof that she was the king’s daughter and the princess. the woman in black slid a manila envelope towards his way ever so calm—as if the tension around them was as high as spending a mere summer together—without compromising his personal space. “your DNA test, as well as your contract.”

“contract?”

now, mason didn’t see this one coming.

“my father expects nothing less than you to man up and marry me,” shit, mason knew where this was heading. “it’s actually a crime in my country to be pregnant out of wedlock. combine that with the fact that you accidentally knocked up a princess, you can imagine the mess you’re about to ensue in my country,”

despite knowing the direction of this conversation, mason’s heart still dropped at the sight of marriage contract written in big, fat bold letters.

“however, I understand you have another life outside the well-being of your… child and mine,” if this wasn’t a dire situation in need of immediate attention, he’d praise her for how well she chose her words to simplify matters at hand. “so I took the liberty to construct this agreement so it will benefit us two. feel free to add your own terms.”

“what do you get out of this… arrangement?”

“I get to live another day, which means your child does too,” right, a punishable crime in the eyes of eldorran law. “and I get to provide only the best for my child. bar the father, of course, should you choose to walk away from the child’s life after this contract ends.”

dagnabit, she’d covered that part too under the agreement. she certainly had thoroughly thought about this. “is this what you both are planning from the beginning?”

“my father knows nothing of this existence and I wish to remain that way,” that’d explain why she asked for privacy for both of them, and somehow that relieved some parts of mason. “except for our lawyers, it’s only going to be between us until the end—whichever end may be—so I need you to put on some excellent acting when needed.”

rights and obligations… dang, mason should have a day off to discern all this. mason inwardly cursed himself for putting himself through this, all rooting from letting himself swayed and distracted by her sultry voice that he forgot to tap before he dabbed. wait, did I have a way out of this…

nope.

mason was raised better than to desert his own flesh and blood. and he was also certainly raised better than to have the mother of his child to be punished severely on her own when the child was obviously a joint creation of them both.

“we’ll figure out the nitty-gritty along the way,” sensing the footballer was weighing his thoughts, the princess stood up this time, reaching for her purse along the way. “after all, time is what we’re going to have until deaths do us part.”

mason could feel the tip of his mouth curving up slightly—credits when it’s due.

“have a thorough look at them and give me your answer when you’re ready. for now I will tell my father that you’re figuring out how to break the news to your kin first before saying yes.”

but before mason could bid her goodbye, the woman fourth in the throne line of eldorra had closed the mahogany door shut behind her, leaving mason alone dealing with the aftermaths of his rendezvous immediately and the tears of the girlfriend he recently rekindled later into the night.

“I promise you we can be together again, my love,” mason repeated those words like a mantra, in hope to soothe the heartbreaks both he and his girlfriend were respectively having inside. in hope it could build a foundation, a purpose for him to truck through a year of hell with a stranger he never dreamt of having to share his ultimate dream with. “I promise you that. we’ll figure it out meanwhile, okay?”

but mason didn’t get to hear whatever it was that came out of his ex’s mouth as a reply, as he took the hardest steps away from his girlfriend’s house. and he couldn’t seem to be able to recall them now, especially when the priest standing before him asked him the million-dollar question in front of thousands of people important for the existence of the eldorran kingdom.

“do you, mason mount, take serena, princess of eldorra, to be your lawfully wedded wife?”

his wife.

the woman standing in front of him, who was staring back at him with a pair of eyes he couldn’t read at all. the woman standing in front of him, who actually enticed a bit of fear in him for such uncomprehensive orbs she owned.

the woman standing in front of him, whom everyone dubbed as calm beauty like her name, was to be his wife.

the woman standing in front of him, who he had no idea about aside from her name and her reputation of a princess from a conservative country, was to be his wife.

all because a stupid, drunken one-night stint.

he let out a sigh that might be perceived as letting of the nervous steam. just when he wanted to organise his life and start fresh…

“I do.”

well, at least the princess was an exquisite sight to wake up to every day.

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911bts · 2 years

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What We Know: 5x17 "Hero Complex" Edition

synopsis: After a mysterious death, Hen and Chimney put their lives in danger when they suspect that someone is playing God to make themselves look like a hero. Meanwhile, Eddie visits Texas, where he attempts to reconcile with his father.

guest cast:

Tracie Thoms as Karen Wilson

Arielle Kebbel as Lucy Donato

Anirudh Pisharody as Ravi Panikkar

Megan West as Taylor Kelly

Brad Durfee as Jonah Greenway

Debra Christofferson as Sue Blevins

Chiquita Fuller as Linda Bates

Declan Pratt as Denny Wilson

George DelHoyo as Ramon Diaz

Paula Marshall as Helena Diaz

Ana Mercedes as Isabel Diaz

Terri Hoyos as Josefina

stills: x

promo: x

writer: unknown

director: Marita Grabiak (4x03, 5x15)

info gathered from bts:

pretty much nothing.

we saw some bts from where they filmed in "texas" but that's all that's confirmed 5x17 bts.

They did film with the school bus around the time they filmed 5x17 so it COULD be from this episode but its hard to tell.

info gathered from articles:

This snippet about Eddie: "the way he sees himself, and the way that he sees his place in the world, did not start with the military. It goes back a little further than that. We're going to see some of that near to the end of the season."

Things with Buck and Taylor will be thrown up in the air and Buck will have some hard decisions to make.

Claudette's death will hit May very hard.

#911 fox #911 spoilers #s5 #5x17 #what we know

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baubaes · 3 years

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hi! is there a chance for Jemily with no22? some angst maybe? cheers🤗

Well hello to you to! And of course there is!

@thatonecurlygirl prompt list 22

“I can’t give you what you want.”

Ship: Emily Prentiss x Jennifer Jareau

Word count: 5,4k

Genre: angst/hurt/fluff/very very light nsfw? i have no clue how to label this

Warnings: mentions of violence, death, injuries, classic criminal minds vibes :^)))

Summary: "Right now, Emily Prentiss was dead. She, however, was on a plane to Paris." aka JJ taking care of staked Emily, the blackbird flashback and events around it.

A/N: i thought of way too many scenarios when even though Emily and JJ are literally in love, it could never work out. here's one of them :^) i hope you'll enjoy it!! xx ana apparently i just can't imagine a scenario in which these characters could have a peaceful, quiet and happy life, im so sorry

Emily felt drained.

She was all hurting, really bad, her head was killing her, not only from the beating she received those several days ago, but also the mere stress of all this.

It was pretty baffling for her to realize that she survived this whole ordeal.

She couldn’t say for how long she was out; it felt both like a blink of an eye and an eternity.

And she really thought that she died, when she eventually lost consciousness in Morgan’s arms. That still felt like ages ago.

It was all really confusing, but then again, she couldn’t spare too much of her strength to dwell on what actually happened. Emily just felt too weak to try to keep her eyes open for too long and that resulted in her reality being pretty much scattered.

When she woke up in a hospital room, she was dazed and overwhelmed. They’ve put her on some strong painkillers after the surgery and most of the time right then felt like a blur. She thought she heard some voices in her dream, maybe doctors, maybe… Was it JJ?

She heard bits and pieces of conversations, somebody commenting on her condition in a low voice, nervous footsteps circling around the room, the dimmed rhythmical sounds of all the equipment she was hooked to, some sort of buzzing and a one sided conversation that had to be a phone call.

Was it just some bizarre dream?

A way for her subconscious mind to cope with the anxiety surrounding the recent events?

Whether it was real or not, it let her stay in this state of slumber brought to her through an IV drip.

Despite all that, she felt really grateful. She wasn’t sure where to channel this gratitude though;

Her team for backing her up?

The doctors for patching her up in the OR?

God, for allowing her to continue her existence?

Then again, she wasn’t sure if the last one existed, nor that the almighty entity would waste its time on making sure little old her survives.

It was comforting though, that her last moments on this Earth managed not to be spent with Doyle, even if that was against her will, so in theory, she didn’t have much of control over this.

Memories of him were a combination of ones that she’s made as Emily Prentiss and ones that she’s made as Lauren Reynolds. As Emily, it consisted of all those moments when he threatened her and her team, he kidnapped her, tortured her, nearly killed her…

As Lauren she was able to saw his more… Humane side.

Lauren was his girlfriend. Lauren lived with him,

Lauren shared her joys and fears with him. Lauren loved him.

But that was Lauren.

She wasn’t real. An identity, that’s all that she was.

And even though Emily tried to convince herself that Lauren’s feelings were perfectly compartmentalized away from her own, deep down she knew she was lying to herself.

Was Doyle ever somebody she actually loved?

She definitely despised him, but it felt like now she was obligated to despise even her own self for ever having feelings for this monster. Positive ones anyway.

Right now, Emily Prentiss was dead.

She, however, was on a plane to Paris.

It was all coordinated by Hotchner and JJ.

Nobody else knew.

Her team, her friends, her loved ones were about to attend her funeral in a few days.

She imagined confused look on Spencer’s face, Garcia’s eyes filled with tears, Morgan frowning and looking away. Would Rossi be sad, or would he finally feel relieved to be ridded of her impulsiveness and comments on literally everything?

She imagined her mother, who obviously was not on it, throwing a pile of soil on the coffin. That would not hold her body inside. Would she cry? Would she stay composed even at a funeral of her only child? Well, again, it wasn’t real real, but she wouldn’t be able to realize that.

For some reason, she figured JJ would’ve taken it upon herself to feel guilty, despite knowing what was going on.

They both knew it was the only way to make it all work.

Emily worried about everyone, but there were two people she worried about the most. Spencer and Penelope.

They both were incredibly strong, but she couldn’t be sure how would they deal with this.

She worried, since Reid did not cope well with losing authorities. And even if he would never admit it to her face, she knew that he looked up to her.

The thought of that made her feel the bile appear on the back of her throat.

That kid has lost so many people already… And he internalized all that, it had to be weighing on him every single day. It felt cruel to add another person to that list.

She had to keep thinking about the bigger picture to even remotely be able to deal with all that.

Now Garcia was somebody that Emily truly loved.

It was hard to imagine her being sad over her „death”.

Not because of the probability of the blonde being sad,

rather the severity of her grieving, Emily would imagine.

Penelope was one of those people who were able to feel so much, maybe even too much sometimes.

And on a daily basis it was wonderful. That’s what’s made her such an incredible, empathetic human being, who, despite their job, was still able to not only - be cheerful, but to cheer others up as well.

When she thought of that, it felt as if her heart could break to million pieces.

It was strange, how in that moment she should still feel the pain;

They’ve stabilized her after the surgery, but there were still bruises on her face, stitches across her abdomen, burnt skin on her chest. And she did feel it, but it was blurred, far away.

The feeling that made her grasp reality to the point of hyperawareness was the emotional pain.

Somehow she was able to compare it to the pain of being staked.

She still wasn’t sure what was a proper emotional response in that situation.

It wasn’t in the manual, or in training, despite people having to go… Well, faking your own death was like going undercover, in a way.

Both at the Interpol and the FBI, nobody taught her how to feel, while pretending to be dead.

She knew how to make it happen technically, more or less. After all, Lauren had already died. Her old team, JTF-12, was able to pull that off those several years ago. Including her of course.

But that was Lauren. An identity, which, sure, she’s been tied to for quite some time, living as her, acting like her, becoming her in a way.

Still, just an identity.

Right now, there wasn’t a disguise, an identity to toss away, allowing her to come back to her regular life.

Right now her regular life was supposed to cease to exist.

Before, she thought about her goal and the fact, that she survived. She was grateful, in some way she felt obligated to take care of Declan and she wouldn't be able to do that, if she was actually dead, right?

Even though she knew that she had no right to feel attached to the boy as much as she did, she just couldn’t help it. The image of him as a toddler, walking around the room in Doyle’s house stuck in her head. She couldn’t shake it off. And even before Doyle found her, that image caused her to have problems with falling asleep from time to time.

Emily never seriously thought of herself becoming a mother, for that role to be the main purpose of her life. She was afraid of screwing her potential children up, because she knew that even if she meant well, it wouldn’t guarantee them turning out okay. And her line of work made it impossible to both realistically approach the idea of maternity - she didn’t have a partner and if she were to be a single mother - it would be impossible to keep up with the BAU - that job was just too demanding; but also she saw so many downright evil, just unimaginable things that people were capable of doing to one another. How could she ever be able to shield a child from that?

Suddenly, all these ridiculous, small things that she wouldn’t think twice about made her feel as if each and every part of her life was just slipping through her fingers, right there, right then.

That one window in her apartment, the one with the wide windowsill, she loved to sit on it and watch the sky. Sergio would curl up in her lap or right next to her, on the windowsill, quietly purring, when she would pet his black fur. It didn’t happen often, because most nights she'd come home so exhausted, all she could basically do was just pass out on her bed. And Sergio would sleep on a pillow right next to her, despite Emily's promises to herself that she will teach him to stop, because she'd wake up covered in his fur with a runny nose.

But when she had a chance to do that, it made her mind stop racing, at least for a few minutes. That barely ever happened anywhere else.

Now she realized that Sergio was alone in her apartment and she panicked. But just for a second, because then she remembered JJ in the hospital, telling her that Penelope took him in. Of course she did. He'd definitely be surrounded with love. She wished she could've just taken him with her though, since she's already been missing him. Silly little fur ball, making her fall in love with him gradually. Penelope wouldn't be able to resist his charm for sure, she thought to herself, smiling. Still, she felt really sad.

Emily realized that she’s left so many things behind.

She didn’t think of herself as someone intensively attached to material possessions, but all these had a sentimental value for her and that was the only thing that mattered.

The thoughts invading her head were random, coming to her without any particular sense or order, falling on her mind like an avalanche.

And she thought about that crumpled up picture, capturing her with her friends when she was a teenager, back in Rome.

A cross, that her mother gave her on her first communion. She wasn’t ever really wearing it, but she liked knowing that it was safely tucked away in one of the drawers in her closet. It brought her some strange kind of comfort.

A box with letters she’d exchange with her father when she was a kid, because even though they moved around together as a family, he still would have assignments all around the world. So he would leave for a single weekend, or for several months at a time. No matter how long or short was he leaving for, he’d always try and send her a postcard, hence the collection of them, both from huge cities in Europe and Asia and tiny places she’s never even heard of before in America or Australia.

Maybe she wasn’t going through this box ritually on some settled schedule, but every once in a while she would look at those tacky pictures of touristy little towns, as well as simple, beautiful pictures of great historical monuments or watercolored landscapes of picturesque countrysides. And they'd make the corners of her lips rise up just a tiny bit.

All that with a couple words reading simple greetings, scribbled in a hurry, in her dad’s small, not exactly neat handwriting, on the back of each and every one of them.

„Love you, Dad” summed up every single message.

And looking at those words made her feel warmth, both now and when she was a little girl. Her father wasn’t very talkative and he rarely told her he loved her unprompted. So she got used to reading these words, instead of hearing them from him.

She cherished these postcards and anytime she’d go through them, she noticed some kind of feeling spread throughout her body, that felt like pure joy, but also love and safety.

Kurt Vonnegut’s "Sirens of Titan".

Morgan lent it to her a few months ago.

The book was by her bed, bookmarked with some crumpled receipt for groceries she’d found at the bottom of her purse, when she'd had to suddenly break away from Rumfoord and Kazak on the jet.

She’s read it before, truth be told, (in Italian and back in the ’80s), but Morgan insisted that she just had to read the original version. And even though there was a stack of books she wanted to read going back at least two years sitting on her bedroom floor, dangerously leaning against the radiator, the day she brought it home, she placed the Sirens on the very top of her bedside table, instead of the stack.

She’d imagine Morgan would appreciate that gesture.

Morgan, her partner.

Morgan, who held her before she passed out.

Morgan, who always had her back.

And she tried to do the same for him in the field.

He’s saved her ass countless times.

Emily wished she could have had his back right now.

She realized with a paralyzing fear that it could last forever.

Doyle could lay low, undetected for years.

Would it keep Morgan up at night?

Would he blame himself, wondering?

If he'd gotten to her seconds earlier, if he had only ran faster, if he’d found her sooner, would it change anything?

Thinking about that made her fists clench suddenly.

If she had any fingernails left, they would surely dig into the skin of her palms very painfully right now.

Emily felt this overwhelming guilt filling her chest, making her throat feel as if it was closing, her teeth grit.

She felt like she couldn’t breathe, as if the jet’s cabin had become decompressed and she couldn't reach the oxygen mask.

"You’re doing okay?"

She heard the soft and calming voice of her only companion on this flight, naturally besides the pilot.

JJ was looking at her with those big, worried, blue eyes and even though Emily’s first instinct was to nod, as she did just that, she felt her eyes watering.

"I can't stand the thought of all of them grieving over a lie."

She mumbled out.

"Emily, you know that this is the only way. We’d never make them go through this, if there were any other options. They will understand."

JJ’s voice became more firm with the last sentence, she was obviously in a mind space reserved for dealing with crisis.

"I really thought that was it, you know?"

Emily asked, a little startled at the sound of her own voice.

She couldn’t recall the last time she’s held an actual conversation with another person, one that wouldn’t consist of barely understandable mumbling as a form of communication on her end.

"There came that point, where the pain went away, I guess I went into shock. I heard Morgan’s voice and I wanted to keep my eyes open like he told me to so bad, but I just couldn’t. I felt like I was slipping away and it felt so… Easy. I wasn’t scared at all. I… I knew you guys would take care of Declan, if I wasn’t around. And that all of you would be okay."

She said, trying to piece together everything that happened.

"And apparently I've coded in the ambulance? I had no idea, but some glimpses are coming back to me, slowly. But it was like I’d fallen asleep."

She added, her face reflecting her mind in a state of deep contemplation.

Her thoughts were interrupted by JJ’s voice.

"Thank God, you didn’t…"

Emily only now noticed that with every word that she spoke, JJ’s eyes became more and more glossy. She frowned.

"Hey, I’m here."

She leaned in and smiled faintly.

"Its gonna take way more than some branding and a little stake for you to get rid of me."

JJ laughed, wiping the tears away, before they had a chance to flow down her cheeks.

"Why would I ever want to get rid of you?"

Blonde asked, her voice now soft, her expression puzzled.

Emily felt something strange in her chest.

At first her brain assumed it had to be her burnt skin and damaged nerve endings, but no.

It felt nice, it wasn’t painful.

That warmth, spilling around her insides.

She didn’t have a witty comeback to her question. She wanted to think it was because of the meds making her hazy, but she wasn’t sure anymore. She just looked down at her chest and frowned again.

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"The first thing I’m doing, when we get to Paris is having this removed."

She heard her own voice.

"How could a brand hurt more than getting staked?"

"Maybe it’s a psychosomatic itch you’re scratching? The brand left an emotional toll, Doyle established dominance over you by marking you as his, a stake… I mean you overcame death. The ultimate victory over your foe. Why suffer a pain you’re proud of?"

JJ wondered, actually trying to analyze all that. She looked at her, now amused.

"Or you could always get another tattoo."

Emily laughed at that. JJ continued.

"You know, something transformative? Like a… A phoenix. Or a blackbird."

"I love the song."

Emily said.

"But something tells me, I shouldn’t tread in your waters."

JJ looked at her with a questioning look.

"Come on, JJ. Something’s obviously different about you. You commandeered an Interpol jet. You’re profiling me."

JJ looked down and sighed. Emily continued.

"Why didn’t you say your transfer was a backstop?"

At that JJ’s expression turned to a confused one, indicating that what the other woman said was the truth.

"Oh, I know that look. The 'I can’t trust anyone, but myself' look. I invented it."

Emily added, trying to make it sound funny, but ultimately, it still came out serious, because it was true. JJ smiled at her slightly, but she looked sad.

"Do you ever feel like you’re in way over your head?" Emily nodded, wanting her to continue.

"I got assigned to an information hunt. Instead, I am chasing an unsub, who killed my informant."

"What would Hotch tell you to do?" Emily asked without hesitation. That’s how she found her way around during any investigation, ever since she joined the BAU.

"Focus on victimology, let behavior lead the way…"

JJ listed out loud.

"Exactly. Who did your unsub kill?"

"The one person I was getting through to."

"Why?"

Emily continued with her questions, seeing that they initiated JJ’s thought process.

"Because I was getting through to…" JJ said, frowning.

"I was getting through to her. What if she was about to expose her killer? Someone on the inside…"

Emily could tell that JJ needed somebody else to look at her situation and see it in from a different angle. JJ got really pensive, her eyes glued to some nonexistent point in space.

"It sounds like it's time for you to be the blackbird and flip the script." Emily said slowly.

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"I guess it does." JJ said with a tiny smile, before getting up.

"Hey, why won’t you try and sleep at least a while? We won’t be landing for several hours, so…"

"Right. You should try and sleep too. I’ve been in a coma, so I caught some Zs, when you think about it. Medically induced ones, but still. You on the other hand must be exhausted."

Emily’s face was covered in grey, purple and yellow spots, but JJ’s face, even though not bruised, still indicated that she had a rough couple of days. She had bags under her eyes, her cheeks pale, instead of slightly flushed like they normally were, her face tired.

They both looked quite miserable.

JJ just smiled in response, but her eyes weren’t a part of that smile. Her eyes stayed sad.

She walked to another seat, so she could try and lie down.

Emily wanted to let JJ rest, because she suspected that by suggesting sleeping, she actually had an excuse to take a nap herself, even if it was supposed to last only few minutes. She deserved a good night sleep, Emily thought to herself, watching the blonde struggling to find a comfortable position. When she eventually succeeded, Prentiss leaned back in her own seat, looking out the window. Her chest was still burning, but she wouldn’t even flinch. Her eyes, almost independently from her will, landed on the other woman every couple of minutes. She watched JJ’s chest move rhythmically, until her breathing became really deep and really steady and she was without a doubt asleep.

She knows what’s happening,

Emily thought to herself.

And so does Hotchner.

Yet, they’re going to have to look at the rest being in pain and they’re going to have to pretend that they’re going through the same thing.

And when she thought about Hotch, it wasn’t that hard to imagine.

He would keep himself perfectly composed in pretty much any situation she ever saw him in.

He was able to calculate his next move without showing as much as a microexpression.

It could be a little unsettling sometimes, but then again when he was surrounded by his family, when he was with Jack, he would expose this softer and loving side of himself. Just a bit. It was quite the view.

Emily had no doubt that he was a good father. And a good man.

He really was great at planning, thinking ahead like no one else;

he had his way of smoothly dealing with issues that inevitably came up during their investigations.

All those things made him an incredible section chief.

Emily was certain that she could trust him with her life. And she did.

It would be hard for anyone to keep such a burdening secret from people you are constantly around.

Eventually, you could start believing the lie, but that also took dedication. It was even harder when you had to lie to people that were actually a part of your life, people that you were close to.

It’s one thing to be undercover and to keep a secret from people you’re trying to infiltrate. During such operations it felt justified to do that, choosing the lesser evil, the end justify the means and all that.

It’s a completely different thing to do that to your friends and family.

"The secret to getting away with lying is believing with all your heart. That goes for lying to yourself even more so than lying to another."

A quote by the author Elizabeth Bear, that she's memorized from reading her New Amsterdam series more than once. She was repeating it in her mind, not being able to stop.

She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath in. She knew that they made the right call. Still, it was just devastating, thinking what they voluntarily sentenced themselves to.

She tried to calm herself down with proper breathing. It helped.

Emily finally decided to try to sleep. She thought that since she was still medicated, she’d pass out easily, but that didn’t happen.

Every time she closed her eyes, she saw faces of her team members. She felt like her chest was being crushed. Breathing didn't really help.

After what felt like forever of forcing herself to fall asleep without any luck, she opened her eyes and just kept them open. She focused her gaze on what was behind the window.

The clouds, barely visible in the navy skies.

She didn’t do it on purpose, but she realized that she started to dissociate.

And she let herself do it.

The numbness felt better than the stinging guilt.

She didn’t really register it, but tears left her eyes, falling on her lashes and cheeks, as her deep, dark eyes focused on the navy color in front of her, forty thousand feet above the ground.

She couldn’t tell how long it took, but only JJ’s turning in her sleep, simultaneously throwing a bag off the seat made Emily come back to reality. Blonde didn’t wake up. She looked really peaceful.

She thought about not seeing her for God knows how long. It stung, to a point of her gasping. Afraid, that maybe that could’ve woken her up, Emily wiped her tears away, but JJ’s eyes stayed closed. And these intrusive thoughts came back to roam inside her head.

Sure, JJ wouldn’t be with the BAU now, since she’s had that informant operation, but no doubt, she would still see them. They were a huge part of her life after all.

Emily watched her face, calm and soft, imaging it twisted in pain and grief, having to pretend one of their own was dead.

In her mind, JJ was one of the strongest people she knew. She was persistent, hardworking and incredibly professional, but she was also kind, nurturing and very loyal.

What she was doing for her at this very moment proved it perfectly.

She knew that JJ accepted her part in this plan on her own and if she were to start trying to talk her out of it (never mind that it was also too late for that at this point), she wouldn’t change her mind. To be fair, if they switched places, she would do the same for JJ, but still, she couldn’t stop worrying about the woman sleeping on a seat across from her.

Emily watched her friend and it brought her some sort of comfort, a feeling of safety.

She finally dozed off, trying not to think, but focused on JJ’s steady breathing instead.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Emily, we’ll be landing in about an hour."

She heard, opening her eyes, and she saw JJ standing in front of her, one of her hands on her shoulder.

"I thought you’d like to change before the transfer."

Emily’s hand landed on top of hers, holding both of them on her shoulder.

"Oh, right. Thank you, I…" she looked down at their hands, trying to focus. "We’ll have to say goodbye soon, right?" she blurted out, looking back at her face.

JJ sighed and sat down right next to her, not taking her hand away, but instead, intertwining their fingers and resting both their hands in Emily’s lap.

"Well, it seems so."

She smiled, but her eyes were reddened, filling with tears once again.

Emily’s gaze was glued to their hands, watching JJ’s wrist and fingers, so delicate right now, but perfectly capable of throwing a good punch. Her eyes stopped at the ring on her finger; Henry’s birthstone. She felt that strange feeling again, that warmth spreading throughout her body.

"It’s not going to last forever. We will find Doyle."

JJ mumbled out and Emily held her breath.

"I know, but… I will miss you so much."

Emily said, before instinctually putting her arms around blonde’s waist, to which she responded with wrapping her arms around her neck. JJ tried to be gentle, because of Emily’s condition, but brunette only held her tighter.

They were so close right now, that she could hear the other woman’s heartbeat. It was slightly elevated.

JJ pulled back just a little, so she could look at her face.

"I will miss you as well." she whispered, their eyes laid on each other.

JJ said the next sentence so quietly, that Emily could barely hear it.

"You’re very special to me, you know that?"

Emily wouldn’t be able to logically explain why she did what she did next, but somehow her hands ended up on both sides of JJ’s face and she leaned in, placing her lips on blonde’s ones.

She wasn’t thinking, but as she kissed her, the other woman immediately kissed her back. Emily felt soft palms cupping her face, her eyes closed. That kiss was filled with so much pain and longing and some kind of desperation.

But it made her whole body fill up with that warmth.

Emily wasn’t even sure what that was, so she tried to be gentle. She ended up kissing JJ in a somewhat shy manner, yet the other agent was deepening the kiss with each second, making it more and more passionate. Emily felt her back hitting the wall and a moan left her throat, captured by the kiss. JJ reacted by slowing down, moving her fingers across her face, running them through her hair. Emily was still cupping JJ’s face, her skin felt so soft and warm under her fingers when she brushed them across her cheeks. Their tongues slowly swirling around one another, this time Emily caused JJ to gasp, as she bit her lower lip. She responded with kissing brunette even more eagerly, so Emily brushed her fingers along her neck, resting them on her shoulders. One of her hands was caressing the skin covering JJ’s collarbone. At that she sighed, barely audibly, but Emily caught it. Her fingers moved towards the skin covering her breastbone.

JJ suddenly pulled back and broke the kiss, leaving both of them breathing heavily, blood flowing through their cheeks and lips.

Emily placed her hands back on JJ’s shoulders, she didn’t mean to make her feel uncomfortable.

Finally, after what felt like forever, she broke the silence.

"JJ, I…" she didn’t even know what to say. It wasn’t right. She had a loving husband, a family. She didn’t mean to ruin it for her.

"We don’t have to talk about this." she said quickly and Emily felt strange. She took her hands off of her shoulders and leaned back, so there was space between them.

"I… Dont… Look, if we won’t see each other for…"

She started, but her voice broke, when she realized what expression showed up on JJ’s face.

Regret.

Emily felt so many contradicting things in that moment, that she basically froze. JJ was looking away.

"You went through something traumatic, we all did. It’s only natural to crave human contact then. And it can present itself in many different ways. It doesn’t mean anything. It’s fine."

"JJ, it means… It means everything for me."

Emily choked out, placing her hand on top of blonde’s. JJ turned her hand, so she could squeeze Emily’s one between her fingers.

She smiled looking at their hands, but only for a fraction of a second. And then she took her hand away, only to look Emily straight in her eyes. She seemed sad, but also… Agitated.

"I can’t give you what you want, Emily." she said quickly, getting up.

"There’s too many reasons why. And… You have to leave."

JJ stated, sort of matter-of-factly.

Emily couldn’t really comprehend what just happened. But all of the pain, both physical and mental suddenly came back, not dimmed anymore.

This was… This wasn’t the time for this. Come on, Emily, it’s time to compartmentalize again. You used to be so good at this!

Well, before joining the team anyway.

"We’re landing in 15. You have to change, definitely cover up these bruises at least a bit." JJ continued talking, her voice morphing back to that task-oriented tone. She was taking clothes and makeup out of the bags, handing the items to her. "Hurry."

Emily felt like she couldn’t move, but she forced herself to get up and do what she needed to. They weren’t looking at each other and even though she wanted to scream, she kept perfectly quiet.

Compartmentalize. It’s not the time. It didn’t mean anything.

They landed and after JJ made sure that the right person was waiting outside to drive Emily to a safehouse, she stood in front of her and hugged her. Emily wasn’t really expecting that right now, since the atmosphere was so tense.

"I will miss you, no matter what." JJ whispered and even though Emily was so stunned from the pain and all around confused, she knew they couldn’t part without a proper goodbye.

"Thank you, for everything. Take care of them." Emily said and she embraced her tightly, one last time. Emily wanted to say that she’ll miss her like crazy, but it felt both like too much and not enough.

She didn’t want to let them turn this into a final goodbye.

"Of course. I will see you soon, okay?" JJ smiled and Emily smiled back. It wasn’t the best forced smile, but she just couldn’t do better in that moment.

"Goodbye, Jennifer." she said sounding way too official, taking a first step out.

"Goodbye, Emily."

Prentiss turned away and quickly made her way to the parked car.

She saw JJ’s face one last time through the tiny window.

The car left the landing strip and disappeared in the night.

„Goodbye, Emily.” she thought to herself, as she caught her own reflection in the side mirror.

„Goodbye, Emily.”

JJ whispered, placing a red rose on the coffin.

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simonxriley · 3 years

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OC Masterlist - Remastered

I was starting to become a little unhappy with my oc page, I decided to make a new one (instead of editing the one I have). I also really like how @nightwingshero did her’s, so I’m kinda copying her 😅. And like the last time I will be slowly updating with their bios.

Call of Duty:

Corporal Elizabeth “Liz” Walker

x: Simon “Ghost” Riley (Main ship)

x: John Price

x: Gabriel Rorke

x: Dunn

x: Thomas Merrick

Sergeant Phoenix Rorke

x: Keegan Russ

Sergeant Jordyn Emily

x: Logan Walker

Rainbow Six: Siege

Skylar “Phoenix” Jackson

x: Alexsandr “Tachanka” Senaviev (Main ship)

x: Timur “Glaz” Glazkov

x: Maxim “Kapkan” Basuda

x: Shuhrat “Fuze” Kessikbayev

Cooper “Leviathan” Lockyer

Daisy “Star” Morin

x: Jordan “Thermite” Trace

Stargate Atlantis (+SG-1)

Second Lieutenant Emma Ross

x: Major Evan Lorne

Major Hattie Cooper / Ti’ra of the Tok’ra

x: Colonel Albert Reynolds (main ship)

x: Colonel Robert Makepeace

SOMA:

Spencer Grey

Harley Montgomery

x: Johan Ross

Far Cry 5 (+New Dawn)

Deputy Maci Dalton

x: Sharky Boshaw

Ellie Dalton

Child of: Maci and an unnamed father

Captain of Security: Coming soon

Gunnar Boshaw

Child of: Maci and Sharky

Harlow Boshaw

Child of: Maci and Sharky

Maverick Boshaw

Child of: Maci and Sharky

Resident Evil: Village

Sofia Heisenberg

Child of: Karl Heisenberg and Ana Bogdan

Evil West

Mary Daniels

x: Jesse Rentier

Aurora Matsouka

Lucia Morelli

Other fandoms:

Riley Sanders (Metro Series)

x: Hunter

x: Ulman

Kenadee “The Viper” Taylor (Ghost Recon)

x: Dominic “Holt” Moretta

Anja Kovic (Uncharted)

x: Zoran Lazarevic

x: Chloe Frazer

Ashlynn Davenport (Tomb Raider)

x: Konstantin

Evelyn “Evie” Hazelton (The Order: 1886)

x: Grayson

Lily (Marvel)

x: Thanos (don’t judge this was the only way to give Gamora and Nebula a parent that actually loves them and doesn’t abuse them 🙃)

x: Bucky Barnes

Phaedra Alexeyev (Werewolf the Apocalypse)

x: Declan

Edith (Amnesia)

Aella (Horizon Zero Dawn)

Elia Cassel (Game of Thrones)

x Jory Cassel

Ulfhild Hávarðr (The Last Kingdom)

Lottie Wilson (Black Sails)

x Max

x Charles Vane

Anime:

Kai’Sa Blake - Attack on Titan

x: Erwin Smith

Himiko Nakamoto - Demon Slayer

x: Sanemi Shinazugawa

Fumiko Nakamoto - Demon Slayer

Naho Kaneko - My Hero Academia

x: Twice

Aoi Kaneko - My Hero Academia

Zofia Fuze - Spy x Family

Amane - Jujustu Kaisen

x: Suguru Geto

Megumi Akiyama - Buddy Daddies

Callisto Amari - Hunter x Hunter

x Hisoka

Momo Kudou - My Happy Marriage

x: Kazushi Tatsuishi

Luna - The Rising of the Shield Hero

Raina - Berserk

Kimiko Nakayama - Haikyuu

x: Kōtarō Bokuto

Kōji Nakayama - Haikyuu

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akajustmerry · 3 years

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Favourite romance movie?? 🥰

omg only one?!?!?!??!? nah sorry can’t do only one, I love romance as a plot too much so here’s a bunch:

much ado about nothing (2011) - my heart combusts everytime david tennant and Catherine tate interact in this.

the handmaiden (2016) - needs no explanation. best romance in cinema. we love romance found in double deception. don’t watch if ur under 18 tho.

been so long (2018) - musical starring love of my life michaela coel as she falls in love for the first time in 7 years.

moonlight (2016) - the part in the script that’s like “the earth moved. they both felt it,” describing the moment kevin asks chiron where he’s staying? sublime!

leap year (2010) - it has come to my attention many ppl think this film is a joke? to those ppl I say you’re the joke and you’ll never know the pure joy of watching ana and declan bicker their way into love via partaking in the best romance tropes EVER.

emma. (2020) - their cheeky make out at the end of the film is literally one of my top on-screen kisses of all time. they!

cairo time (2010) - this film will devastate you, seriously. its the epitamy of “almost,” its the YEARNINGGG

rafiki (2018) - 2 Black girls falling in love! the colours! the sweetness! tw: homophobic violence towards the end tho.

the princess diaries 2 (2004) - sorry (not really) but mia/nick >>>> mia/michael. the moment when they meet literally makes me SWOON.

destination wedding (2018) - winona and keanu talk themselves into being in love for 90 minutes after they meet on the way to a wedding. genuinely think its their best work in terms of romance. their chemistry is really high energy, despite the plot being them mostly just talking, and they’re so funny!!

Ek Ladki Ko Dekha Toh Aisa Laga (2019) - Bollywood about two young women falling in love. this film has EVERYTHING! comedy, tragedy, deception- Shakespeare would LOVE IT!

george of the jungle (1997) - LISTEN!! george and ursula are one of THE great love stories of cinema. the way they learn from each other and know each other equally??? the moment when ursula realises she loves george makes me squeal every timeeee

suk suk (2019) - this one I know is hard to find, but I wanted to talk about it anyways cos its so lovely. its about two hong kong retirees who fall in love and meet in secret with their gay friends and go on dates. its so soft and beautiful.

the conjuring 2 - horror king James wan said “i will make the soul of this terrifying haunting story the unwavering love between ed and Lorraine warren”

friends with benefits (2011) - I know this movie is problematic but I legit think its soooo funny and lovely and the chemistry between Justin Timberlake and Mila Kunis is so good!

portrait of a lady on fire (2019) - needs no intro. essentially, a lighter frencher version of the handmaiden.

enjoy! x

#thanks for asking me this btw!#films #anon

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gaymusicchart · 4 years

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Gay Music Chart - 2020 week 31

Welcome to the Gay Music Chart, the LGBTQA related music videos TOP 50 actuality and most request.

Vote for your favourite LGBTQA related music videos by leaving a comment for this post on :

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Watch all the music videos presented in our weekly playlist :

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLuIOHxXXNws05jMX_rizKjNl9q4SJoepk

OUT : Eurovision Song-Along (Official) - Iconic Contestants Join The Party

OUT : Apolo - "Otro Nivel"

OUT : Benjamin Scheuer - "I Am Samantha"

OUT : Danna Paola - "TQ Y YA"

OUT : Elias - "Neon Lights"

OUT : Thibaut Pez - "Que tu meures"

OUT : Nuri Harun Ateş - "Ay"

01 (+ 1) : Lady Gaga, Ariana Grande - "Rain On Me"

LW: 02 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 01 (x1)

USA – May 2020 – from the album "Chromatica"

# 1 on Tad's Weekly LGBT Music Chart (2020 weeks 30 & 31).

02 (+ 3) : Troye Sivan - "Easy"

LW: 05 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 02

Australia - July 2020 - from the EP "In A Dream"

03 (=) : Ben Platt - "Rain"

LW: 03 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 02

USA - September 2019 - from the album "Sing To Me Instead" (Deluxe)

04 (+ 3) : Melanie C - "Who I Am"

LW: 07 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 04

UK - March 2020

The ex-Spice Girls member make a queer come back with several songs and music videos with LGBT themes. This one is about self-esteem.

05 (+ 1) : Greyson Chance - "Dancing Next To Me"

LW: 06 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 05

USA - February 2020

06 (+ 2) : Bilal Hassani - "Fais le vide"

LW: 08 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 06

France - July 2020

07 (+ 12) : JUHA - "Lucifer in Love"

LW: 19 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 07

USA - May 2020 - from the album "The Borders of the Mind"

08 (- 4) : Scott Free - "The Last Revolution"

LW: 04 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 04

USA - June 2020 - from the album "The Last Revolution"

09 (NEW) : Pabllo Vittar - "Rajadão"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 9

Brazil - July 2020

10 (+ 13) : Duncan Laurence - "Someone Else" (Lyric Video)

LW: 23 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 10

The Netherlands - May 2020

11 (+ 11) : Netta - "Cuckoo"

LW: 22 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 10

Israel - June 2020

12 (+ 4) : PJ Brennan - "Bones"

LW: 16 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 03

USA - September 2019

13 (- 3) : CRIMER - "Eyes Off Me"

LW: 10 / WO: 03 / PEAK: 10

Switzerland - July 2020

14 (+ 24) : VINCINT - "Save Myself "

LW: 38 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 14

USA - July 2020

15 (+ 2) : Guy Sebastian - "Standing With You"

LW: 17 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 15

Australia - June 2020

16 (- 1) : Azis - "Who Cares"

LW: 15 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 15

Bulgaria - February 2020

17 (- 8) : Javiera Mena - "Corazón Astral"

LW: 09 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 05

Chile - June 2020

18 (- 4) : Will Young - "All The Songs"

LW: 14 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 12

UK - March 2019 - from the album "Lexicon"

The British singer dares to strip naked in this music video.

19 (- 7) : Kim Petras - "Malibu"

LW: 12 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 12

Germany - May 2020

20 (+ 4) : Wils - "Open up Babe"

LW: 24 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 20

Singapore / USA - April 2019

21 (- 10) : Pol Granch - "Chocolatito"

LW: 11 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 11

Spain - June 2020

22 (- 21) : Yuma X - "Secret Lover"

LW: 01 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 01 (x3)

Australia - April 2020

The music video shows a secret relation between two men who have both a girlfriend.

23 (- 10) : Jessie Ware - "Spotlight"

LW: 13 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 13

UK - February 2020

24 (+ 3) : Agoney - "Más"

LW: 27 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 24

Spain - June 2020

#1 on The Gay 100 Chart (2020 week 30).

25 (NEW) : Kazaky - "Fucking Beautiful"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 25

Ukraine - June 2020

26 (- 6) : Bright Light Bright Light - "I Used To Be Cool"

LW: 20 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 19

USA - June 2020 - from the album "Fun City"

27 (- 6) : Armstrong feat. Sur Ellz - "Truth Machine"

LW: 21 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 21

USA - May 2020

28 (=) : Neptune Keller - "Tropical Storm"

LW: 28 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 28

Chile - April 2019

29 (+ 5) : Declan McKenna - "The Key to Life on Earth"

LW: 34 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 29

UK - April 2020 - from the album "Zeros"

30 (+ 2) : 청하 (CHUNG HA) - "Stay Tonight"

LW: 32 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 30

South Korea - April 2020

31 (NEW) : LP - "The One That You Love"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 31

USA - July 2020 - from the album "Superheroes"

32 (+ 12) : Monét X Change - "March"

LW: 44 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 32

USA - June 2020

33 (+ 7) : LP - "Shaken"

LW: 40 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 14

USA - June 2019 - from the album "Heart to Mouth"

34 (+ 7) : Thomas Sanders feat. Jon Cozart - "A Gay Disney Prince"

LW: 41 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 34

USA - August 2019

Both Youtubers dreams about a gay Disney Prince, which finally be a first LGBTQ+ model for LGBTQ+ children.

35 (- 10) : Макс Барских (Max Barskih) - "Лей, не жалей" (Ley, ne zhaley)

LW: 25 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 03

Ukraine - February 2020

36 (- 18) : Hoshi - "Amour censure"

LW: 18 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 11

France - December 2019 - from the album "Sommeil levant"

A song for tolerance and gay love, and a music video against "La manif pour tous", a collective against LGBT rights in France.

37 (- 8) : Christopher Sorensen - "Way. Way. Back"

LW: 29 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 02

USA - November 2019

A sweet music video about two childhood friends at three different moments of their lives, who faced the opposition of the father of one of them when he discovered they were lovers.

38 (- 8) : Myylo - "Kissing on Your Dad"

LW: 30 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 30

USA - July 2020

A fun song about a man who tells to a kid he's dating his father.

39 (- 3) : Vini Uehara - "4NTENA"

LW: 36 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 31

Brazil - June 2020

40 (- 9) : Tom Goss - "Regretting"

LW: 31 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 31

USA - June 2020 - from the album "Territories"

41 (- 15) : Holland (홀랜드) - "Loved You Better"

LW: 26 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 26

South Korea - December 2019

42 (=) : Romy, Tanishk Bagchi & Yo Yo Honey Singh - "Pyaar Tenu Karda Gabru"

LW: 42 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 14

India - January 2020 - from the OST "Shubh Mangal Zyada Saavdhan"

This song is taken from the first Bollywood gay movie "Shubh Mangal Zyada Saavdhan" which tells the story of a gay couple who must face the opposition of the father of one of them.

43 (NEW) : Agustín Malandra - "Bien Orgullosas"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 43

Argentina - July 2020 - from the mini-album "GEMINI"

44 (- 1) : Static (סטטיק) and Ben El Tavori (בן אל תבורי) & Nasrin Kadri (נסרין קדרי) - "חביב אלבי " ("Habib Albi")

LW: 43 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 43

Israel - June 2020

This is the official song for Tel Aviv Pride 2020.

45 (NEW) : Sam Smith, Demi Lovato - "I'm Ready"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 45

UK / USA - April 2020

46 (- 13) : Сергей Лазарев (Sergey Lazarev) - "Я не боюсь" ("Ya ne boyus")

LW: 33 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 11

Russia - November 2019 - from the EP "Я не боюсь"

With this song called "I'm not afraid", Sergey Lazarev shows subtly that you don't have to be afraid to love who you want.

47 (+ 2) : Esteman - "Hasta Que Tú Me Quieras"

LW: 49 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 28

Colombia - March 2020

48 (NEW) : Ana Gabriela - "X"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 48

Brazil - June 2020

49 (- 14) : Beverly -「尊い」(tōtoi)

LW: 35 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 25

Japan - November 2019 - from the album「INFINITY」

50 (NEW) : Bruno Gadiol - "Relacionamento aberto"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50

Brazil - July 2020

ALSO NEW THIS WEEK

Perdenin Ardındakiler - "Düşlerim Zifiri Karanlık"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Turkey - July 2020

Manel Mallat منال ملاط - "Kol Al Alwan" (كل الألوان)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Lebanon - July 2019

Ivri Lider (עברי לידר) – "המזרח התיכון" ("The Middle East")

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Israel - May 2020

Lavwa arkansiel - "Nu enn arkansiel"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Mauritius - June 2020

Bilal Hassani - "Dead Bae"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

France - July 2020

Aloïse Sauvage - "Omowi"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

France - February 2020 - from the album "Dévorantes"

An enjoyable song about LGBT proud.

Christine and the Queens - "I disappear in your arms"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

France - April 2020 - from the EP "La vita nuova"

Mahmood, Massimo Pericolo - "Moonlight Popolare"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Italy - May 2020

We can’t show you the music video because of copyright restrictions. Watch the music video in our playlist !

Melanie C - "In and Out Of Love"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

UK - July 2020 - from the album "Melanie C"

Dotan - "No Words"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

The Netherlands - May 2020 - from the EP "Numb"

Elias - "Praying For Love"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Sweden - May 2020

Magnus Carlsson - "My Freedom" (Stockholm Pride 2020)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Sweden - July 2020

Kuba Jasiecki - "Ray of Light" (Borås Pride 2020)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Sweden - May 2020

The Lovers of Valdaro - "Rhythm and Decibel"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Sweden - May 2020

Danny - "Mocoso"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Spain - June 2020

Julián Santos - "No Hay Marcha Atrás"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Spain - July 2020

Hiran e Tom Veloso - "Gosto de Quero Mais"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Brazil - July 2020

Stefan Alexander - "Thunderclap"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - September 2019 - from the EP "Thunderclap"

Perfume Genius - "On The Floor"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - March 2020 - from the album "Set My Heart on Fire Immediately"

Chaz Cardigan - "Everything's Wrong"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - July 2020

Tegan and Sara - "I Know I'm Not the Only One"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Canada - July 2020 - from the album "Hey, I’m Just Like You"

Andika Mahesa - "Tunggu Aku"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Indonesia - July 2020

AR-T - "အိပ်မက်လေး" ("Eain Mat Lay")

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Myanmar - July 2020

ต้น ธนษิต Ton Thanasit - "Truth or Dare"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Thailand - September 2019

Dược sĩ Tiến - "Lối Thoát" ("Exit")

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Vietnam - April 2020 - from the OST "Cuộc tẩu thoát sinh tử"

이하이 (LEE HI) - "홀로" ("HOLO")

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

South Korea - July 2020

Alex Newell - "Boy, You Can Keep It"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - February 2020

Ric Wilson - "Fight Like Ida B & Marsha P"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - July 2020

Cakes Da Killa - "Don Dada" LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: - USA - June 2020

#1 on Weekly Top 40 LGBT Urban Chart (2020 week 30)

Genny Random - "Bibbidi Chulo"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Italy - July 2020

Sem&Stènn - "18 anni"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Italy - May 2020

See you next week !

#Gay Music Chart #gay #music #LGBT #2020 week 31

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wholockedcumberwumber · 5 years

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Angels and Devils Part Five

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four

A Fan Fiction By Melissa C. Scraper

Rating:- PG-13

Michael Langdon x OC Rejected Michael AU

It was almost spring break and Matthew had been teaching Michael how to drive so he had gotten his driver's license and he was picking up Lucy. When he suddenly started smelling her fear. it was the same scent he had smelled when he had witnessed Gabriel trying to Kill her. He followed it a disused part of the school where a boy was trying to defile Lucy. "Get off of her you leach!" he flicked his hand and pinned the teenager against the wall

and he went over to Lucy who was now in kneeling position on the floor "Are you okay, Lucy?" she looked at him and she could tell if she tried to talk she would start crying "Go out to the car f you can it is parked in the middle of row L." she managed to get to her feet and stumble outside "You ruined the one thing she will never be able to redo. Her first kiss." he growled.

His eyes flashed with flames "Stay away from Lucy. Or i will not let you live again." he reached down and picked up lucy's book bag and purse. Allowing the teenage boy to fall to the floor and gasp for air. "No one will believe you."

"If i report him they will just saying he was being a teenager." she said reaching into the glove box and taking out a few tissues "I wanted to scream but he said no one would hear me. how did you find me?"

"You know how i am half demon. i can smell fear. Specifically, i smelled your fear and that is how i found you." they get back to the house and once they are inside he hugs her "i am so sorry he ruined your first kiss. I am just glad i got there before he could do anything else." they went over to the couch and started watching a movie Lucy still had slight limp from the car hitting her "it looks like you got a cut, let me get the first aid kit." he goes into the dining room and gets hte first aid kit. and tends to lucy's scratches."Am i hurting you."

"I don't think you could ever hurt me. " she said "Your devil blood must run slightly warmer because your hands are hardly ever cold when you touch me." she buttons her shirt after he puts the bandage on her back. "I feel like i am damaged goods. I felt like that before today?" she nuzzles her face his hand and starts crying "I feel when the time comes no one will be able to love me. Because....."

he placed his thumb gently on her mouth. He knew she was about to say cursed mainly because she talked in her sleep a lot "You’re not cursed it is just people view your kind heart as weakness." he let his hand drop into his lap "You mentioned the parallel time room. I think i saw it when i was exploring the house during your uncle's trial. I think there i am a Collins you're a lost soul. "

"Lucy Darling. my Doppelganger's name is Lucy Darling. She's either the granddaughter or great-granddaughter of the Survivors of the Cabinet of Curiosities Massacre in the early 1950s. Murders Committed by Dandy Mott." she said "One of the ones that the hereditary condition skipped so unless she specifically tells anyone about Jimmy Darling they would never actually know." he looked at her "I told you I'd seen the room more than once. the last time i saw it was a few months before my birthday. and she told me to run. which means she saw me and was well aware i was watching."

If he had to be honest with himself if the other version of himself felt at all the way he did towards Lucy. Michael Collins likely deeply cared for a girl he hadn't known for very long.

The Collins family was always reincarnated, sometimes in the same set of familial or personal relationship and in others sets. for Instance Gabriel and Quentin. were reincarnations of the people they were named after who were brothers who also barely tolerated each other.

Lucy knew she had been reincarnated a few times and it would soon become apparent that before his soul was hijacked to become the antichrist in this life that. in previous Live Michael had been a crew member on board the ship of Quentin Collins the First. Sailor, husband and ladies man. in 1845, Quentin's second wife gave birth to a girl. unfortunately, she died when Lucy was only 3. and Quentin felt it was safer for his young Daughter Anastasia to be onboard his ship while few people approved of the concept of a girl being raised on board ship. In 1861, Quentin Hired a young man named Declan to be the cabin boy on the ship.

This where our story takes a twist, while Quentin enjoyed raising his daughter on the ship he didn't want his daughter marrying a sailor because he knew what sailors were like Declan is the soul who would eventually become Michael Langdon.

Unfortunately, Quentin happened to Dock back in the US during the Civil War. Which left him with the unfortunate task of having enlisted and leave his daughter and sister in Collinwood alone.

1862, little know battle of Havensport, Maine. Later to be called Haven. The regiment stationed there would take over Collinwood. after taking a few young soldiers prisoner Including Declan Allgood. When the soldiers using the mansion as their headquarters had passed out drunk Ana would sneak down ot the basement cell, which for some reason already existed before the 1800s

Ana "Declan, have you seen my father. I haven't received a letter from him in nearly three months."

Declan "IF anything happens to us i promise i will find you." he kissed her hand "I love Anastasia Collins."

Present day "Lucy would you think i was crazy if i said i keep having dreams where i am in civil war costume being held prisoner in that little cell in the basement of Collinwood."

"No, good grief i've been reincarnated at least 2 times," she said

To Be continued

#michael langdon #part 4 #angels and devils #au fan fiction #12/26/18

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a (long af) to do list by gonegirlwrites

as a roleplayer:

for bostonma:

all james replies

write his bio/update his bio.

make a stats page.

for marissa:

make a mumu page for our babies. (or decide if using indie/mumu blog)

fix up chara page w/ dalijah, milanda, lugen, wilber, silvia & stina.

for becca:

tristan reply for trirose.

write a starter for lust.

write a starter for charllian.

write a starter for clarcy.

wrie a starter for narlett.

for madison:

aria reply for jaria.

gianna reply for leanna.

spencer reply for parents sparia.

spencer reply for boarding school sparia.

spencer reply for post dollhouse sparia.

spencer reply for strip club sparia.

spencer reply for d/s sparia.

arielle reply for zarielle.

emma reply for rylee.

write a starter for modern goddesses sparia (and figure out if we’re bringing more pll charas in)

write a starter for royalty sparia.

write a starter for alex x aria.

awaiting replies for: faking it sparia, bachelorettes sparia,

for sarah:

write a starter for kane & ana.

write a starter for lydia & cooper.

awaiting reply for: lorrinne.

for madison & sarah:

fix up page for sorority!spencer for Spencer/Aria/Emily 1x1x1.

write a starter for judyella.

awaiting replies for: serynnate, friends 3x3.

for leonie:

elsa reply for merilsa.

ariel reply for aripunzel.

frank reply for modern fralice.

andromeda reply for tedromeda.

james reply for frames.

write a starter for archeryl.

write a starter for hogwarts starker.

for amber:

emilia reply for emilai.

write a starter for max x avalon.

write a starter for eva x declan.

write a starter for cheryl x alison.

write a starter for archer/eliana.

write a starter for kai/robin.

write a starter for leila/dean.

write a starter for josie/theo.

write a starter for evie/hunter.

write a starter for ezekiel/marley.

wrie a starter for athena/meghan.

write a starter for jeff/annie.

write a starter for ruby/sienna.

figure out plots for: gabby/amelia, atticus/melanie, ophelia/maggie, diana/kyle, naomi/johanna, daphne/penelope. stella/felicity, astrid/felix, cody/arizona.

other misc rp stuff:

finish updating muse page.

change theme.

finish cleaning out likes.

memes in messages (1/17 done).

as a person:

pay phone bill

buy christmas presents for madison, rebecca, marissa.

buy mom’s bday present.

buy gifts for white elephant.

#amanda's tdl #sooo much omfg someone kill me #lol

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tombagshaw · 7 years

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‘The Ash Fields’ - Happy to be able to share my contribution to the upcoming inaugural group show, ‘LIGHTNING BOLTS & LITTLE SPARKS‘ with WOWXWOW. Starting on 2nd June 2017 the WOWXWOW online gallery launches with this first show featuring new works from over 90 participating artists from around the world.

My contribution one of a new series of works for me and is a new one off hand embellished painting on cotton rag stock, mounted on board, varnished and framed.16.3 x 20.5" including frame, the piece will be available via the WOWXWOW site from the 2nd June. Contact the gallery for purchase enquiries and additional images.

Participating artists include:

#artists on tumblr #tom bagshaw #ash fields #wowxwow #lightningboltsandlittlesparks #exhibition #fallen

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geekynerfherder · 7 years

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The online exhibition will launch on the WOW x WOW website Friday June 2 and will be on display until June 30.

#art #tom bagshaw #wow x wow #Lightning Bolts & Little Sparks #Art Exhibition #Contemporary Art #New Contemporary Art

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gaymusicchart · 4 years

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Gay Music Chart – 2020 week 30

Welcome to the Gay Music Chart, the LGBTQA related music videos TOP 50 actuality and most request.

Vote for your favourite LGBTQA related music videos by leaving a comment for this post on :

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Watch all the music videos presented in our weekly playlist : https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLuIOHxXXNws1mNpimFy3nI83iZGLjvwn6

OUT : Kim Petras - "Icy"

OUT : MIKA - "Sanremo"

OUT : Pierre Lapointe - "Le monarque des Indes"

OUT : Stefan Alexander - "Skeleton"

OUT : Sam Smith - "How Do You Sleep?"

OUT : Lu Xue-Rui (盧學叡) - "Who I Am" /《我是誰》

OUT : Marshmello & Halsey - "Be Kind"

OUT : Yanni Burton - "A Part Of Me"

OUT : Kyan Palmer - "Quarantini"

OUT : Doug Locke - "Why?" (Lyric Video)

OUT : Lesley Roy - "Story Of My Life"

OUT : The Irrepressibles feat. Jon Campbell - "Let Go (Everybody Move Your Body Listen to Your Heart)"

OUT : Goldnation feat. Sir Ari Gold - "Soundtrack to Freedom"

OUT : Hatari feat. Bashar Murad - "Klefi" / "Samed" (صامد)

OUT : Nguyễn Trần Trung Quân - "Tự Tâm"

OUT : Debris - "UNI"

01 (=) : Yuma X - "Secret Lover"

LW: 01 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 01 (x3)

Australia - April 2020

The music videos shows a secret relation between two men who have both a girlfriend.

02 (+ 10) : Lady Gaga, Ariana Grande - "Rain On Me"

LW: 12 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 02

USA – May 2020 – from the album "Chromatica"

03 (- 1) : Ben Platt - "Rain"

LW: 02 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 02

USA - September 2019 - from the album "Sing To Me Instead" (Deluxe)

04 (+ 4) : Scott Free - "The Last Revolution"

LW: 08 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 04

USA - June 2020 - from the album "The Last Revolution"

05 (NEW) : Troye Sivan - "Easy"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 05

Australia - July 2020 - from the EP "In A Dream"

06 (+ 11) : Greyson Chance - "Dancing Next To Me"

LW: 17 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 06

USA - February 2020

07 (- 3) : Melanie C - "Who I Am"

LW: 04 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 04

UK - March 2020

The ex-Spice Girls member make a queer come back with several songs and music videos with LGBT themes. This one is about self-esteem.

08 (NEW) : Bilal Hassani - "Fais le vide"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 08

France - July 2020

09 (- 4) : Javiera Mena - "Corazón Astral"

LW: 05 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 05

Chile - June 2020

10 (+ 8) : CRIMER - "Eyes Off Me"

LW: 18 / WO: 02 / PEAK: 10

Switzerland - July 2020

11 (NEW) : Pol Granch - "Chocolatito"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 11

Spain - June 2020

12 (+ 22) : Kim Petras - "Malibu"

LW: 34 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 12

Germany - May 2020

13 (+ 7) : Jessie Ware - "Spotlight"

LW: 20 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 13

UK - February 2020

14 (- 1) : Will Young - "All The Songs"

LW: 13 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 12

UK - March 2019 - from the album "Lexicon"

The British singer dares to strip naked in this music video.

15 (+ 23) : Azis - "Who Cares"

LW: 38 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 15

Bulgaria - February 2020

16 (- 13) : PJ Brennan - "Bones"

LW: 03 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 03

USA - September 2019

17 (+ 4) : Guy Sebastian - "Standing With You"

LW: 21 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 17

Australia - June 2020

18 (- 7) : Hoshi - "Amour censure"

LW: 11 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 11

France - December 2019 - from the album "Sommeil levant"

A song for tolerance and gay love, and a music video against "La manif pour tous", a collective against LGBT rights in France.

19 (NEW) : JUHA - "Lucifer in Love"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 19

USA - May 2020 - from the album "The Borders of the Mind"

20 (- 1) : Bright Light Bright Light - "I Used To Be Cool"

LW: 19 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 19

USA - June 2020 - from the album "Fun City"

21 (NEW) : Armstrong feat. Sur Ellz - "Truth Machine"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 21

USA - May 2020

22 (- 12) : Netta - "Cuckoo"

LW: 10 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 10

Israel - June 2020

23 (+ 25) : Duncan Laurence - "Someone Else" (Lyric Video)

LW: 48 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 23

The Netherlands - May 2020

24 (+ 9) : Wils - "Open up Babe"

LW: 33 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 24

Singapore / USA - April 2019

25 (- 19) : Макс Барских (Max Barskih) - "Лей, не жалей" (Ley, ne zhaley)

LW: 06 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 03

Ukraine - February 2020

26 (NEW) : Holland (홀랜드) - "Loved You Better"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 26

South Korea - December 2019

27 (NEW) : Agoney - "Más"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 27

Spain - June 2020

28 (NEW) : Neptune Keller - "Tropical Storm"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 28

Chile - April 2019

29 (- 20) : Christopher Sorensen - "Way. Way. Back"

LW: 09 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 02

USA - November 2019

A sweet music video about two childhood friends at three different moments of their lives, who faced the opposition of the father of one of them when he discovered they were lovers.

30 (NEW) : Myylo - "Kissing on Your Dad"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 30

USA - July 2020

A fun song about a man who tells to a kid he's dating his father.

31 (+ 14) : Tom Goss - "Regretting"

LW: 45 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 31

USA - June 2020 - from the album "Territories"

32 (NEW) : 청하 (CHUNG HA) - "Stay Tonight"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 32

South Korea - April 2020

33 (- 18) : Сергей Лазарев (Sergey Lazarev) - "Я не боюсь" ("Ya ne boyus")

LW: 15 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 11

Russia - November 2019 - from the EP "Я не боюсь"

With this song called "I'm not afraid", Sergey Lazarev shows subtly that you don't have to be afraid to love who you want.

34 (NEW) : Declan McKenna - "The Key to Life on Earth"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 34

UK - April 2020 - from the album "Zeros"

35 (- 10) : Beverly -「尊い」(tōtoi)

LW: 25 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 25

Japan - November 2019 - from the album「INFINITY」

36 (- 5) : Vini Uehara - "4NTENA"

LW: 31 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 31

Brazil - June 2020

37 (- 30) : Eurovision Song-Along (Official) - Iconic Contestants Join The Party

LW: 07 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 07

USA / international - June 2020 - from the Netflix movie "Eurovision Song Contest: The Story of Fire Saga" OST

38 (NEW) : VINCINT - "Save Myself "

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 38

USA - July 2020

39 (- 3) : Apolo - "Otro Nivel"

LW: 36 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 34

Spain - June 2020

40 (- 26) : LP - "Shaken"

LW: 14 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 14

USA - June 2019 - from the album "Heart to Mouth"

41 (NEW) : Thomas Sanders feat. Jon Cozart - "A Gay Disney Prince"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 41

USA - August 2019

Both Youtubers dreams about a gay Disney Prince, which finally be a first LGBTQ+ model for LGBTQ+ children.

42 (- 15) : Romy, Tanishk Bagchi & Yo Yo Honey Singh - "Pyaar Tenu Karda Gabru"

LW: 27 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 14

India - January 2020 - from the OST "Shubh Mangal Zyada Saavdhan"

This song is taken from the first Bollywood gay movie "Shubh Mangal Zyada Saavdhan" which tells the story of a gay couple who must face the opposition of the father of one of them.

43 (NEW) : Static (סטטיק) and Ben El Tavori (בן אל תבורי) & Nasrin Kadri (נסרין קדרי) - "חביב אלבי " ("Habib Albi")

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 43

Israel - June 2020

This is the official song for Tel Aviv Pride 2020.

44 (+ 6) : Monét X Change - "March"

LW: 50 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 44

USA - June 2020

45 (+ 1) : Benjamin Scheuer - "I Am Samantha"

LW: 46 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 10

USA - March 2020

This is a powerful transgender anthem.

46 (- 11) : Danna Paola - "TQ Y YA"

LW: 35 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 35

Mexico - June 2020

47 (RE-ENTRY) : Elias - "Neon Lights"

LW: 72 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 33

Sweden - October 2019 - from the EP "HIM"

48 (- 5) : Thibaut Pez - "Que tu meures"

LW: 43 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 16

France - June 2019 - from the EP "Garçon formidable"

49 (- 21) : Esteman - "Hasta Que Tú Me Quieras"

LW: 28 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 28

Colombia - March 2020

50 (NEW) : Nuri Harun Ateş - "Ay"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50

Turkey - June 2020

ALSO NEW THIS WEEK

Pabllo Vittar - "Rajadão"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Brazil - July 2020

CHAMELEO - "Você me Fu***"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Brazil - July 2020

Davi Sabbag feat. Urias - "Não Faz Diferença"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Brazil - May 2020

Bruno Gadiol - "Relacionamento aberto"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Brazil - July 2020

Ana Gabriela - "X"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Brazil - June 2020

Clarice Falcão - "Dia D"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Brazil - May 2020

Agustín Malandra - "Bien Orgullosas"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Argentina - July 2020 - from the mini-album "GEMINI"

Miss Caffeina feat. Rozalén - "Reina"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Spain - June 2020

Daniela Calvario - "Curiosa"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Mexico - March 2020

Sertab Erener - "Aç Sesini"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Turkey - July 2020 - from the album "Ben Yaşarım"

賴晏駒 -小賴Lai -【娘娘槍 Pxxsy Gun】

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Taiwan - June 2020

บอย สมภพ (Boy Sompob) - "พบเพื่อจาก รักเพื่อลา" ("Found For Love")

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Thailand - December 2019 - from the OST "Until We Meet Again -The Series"

Tokyo Gegegay 東京ゲゲゲイ - 「病院（Escape Now）」

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Japan - July 2020

제이블랙 & 제이핑크 (J BLACK & J PINK) - "Move, Groove, Smooth"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

South Korea - July 2020

N.O.M. - "I'm not but"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

South Korea - June 2020 - from the EP "3rd sexual"

Kazaky - "Fucking Beautiful"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Ukraine - June 2020

Лолита (Lolita) - Кислород ("Oxygen")

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Russia - July 2020

Jónsi - "Exhale"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Iceland - April 2020 - from the album "Shiver"

The Irrepressibles - "The Most Beautiful Boy (Strong Outside A Man But Inside a Boy)"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

UK - July 2020 - from the album "Superheroes"

Cub Sport - "Be Your Man"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Australia - July 2020 - from the album "LIKE NIRVANA"

Sam Tsui - "Under the Fireworks"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - July 2020

LP - "The One That You Love"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - July 2020 - from the album "Superheroes"

Joel Corry x MNEK - "Head & Heart"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

UK - July 2020

#1 on Gaydio Dance Chart (2020 week 29).

Jessica 6 feat. Anohni - "Prisoner of Love"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA / UK - July 2020

Jessie Ware - "What’s Your Pleasure?"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

UK - July 2020 - from the album "What’s Your Pleasure?"

Sam Smith, Demi Lovato - "I'm Ready"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

UK / USA - April 2020

Kygo, Kim Petras - Broken Glass

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Germany - July 2020 - from the album "Golden Hour"

Sia - "Together" (From the Motion Picture "Music")

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Australia - May 2020

# 1 on The Gay 100 Chart (2020 week 29).

Ben Hazlewood - “Lay Me Down”

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Australia - April 2020

# 1 on Tad's Weekly LGBT Music Chart (2020 week 29).

PJ - "Element"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - June 2020

#1 on Weekly Top 40 LGBT Urban Chart (2020 week 29).

Matthew Wood - "Wood"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Germany - July 2020

Lostchild feat. TIN - "Dance To This" (Troye Sivan & Ariana Grande Cover)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - May 2020

RENJUN (런쥔) - "FOOLS" (Troye Sivan cover)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

South Korea - Jully 2020

See you next week !

#gaymusicchart #gay #lesbian #transgender #bisexual #LGBT #music #chart #top #2020 week 30

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gaymusicchart · 4 years

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Gay Music Chart - 2020 week 32

Welcome to the Gay Music Chart, the LGBTQA related music videos TOP 50 actuality and most request.

This week, we have 11 new entries and a new number 1 !

Vote for your favourite LGBTQA related music videos by leaving a comment for this post on :

YOUTUBE (in the comment section of the video of the week) : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz7yfp-xq-b08tD6mAWwclA

BLOGGER : http://gaymusicchart.blogspot.fr

FACEBOOK : https://www.facebook.com/GayMusicChart/

TWITTER : https://twitter.com/GayMusicChart with #GayMusicChart

TUMBLR : http://gaymusicchart.tumblr.com

Watch all the music videos presented in our weekly playlist :

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLuIOHxXXNws2eAz72ijAuH_BUPDea0bWk

OUT : Scott Free - "The Last Revolution" (LW: 08 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 04)

OUT : Monét X Change - "March" (LW: 32 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 32)

OUT : LP - "Shaken" (LW: 33 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 14)

OUT : Myylo - "Kissing on Your Dad" (LW: 38 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 30)

OUT : Tom Goss - "Regretting" (LW: 40 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 31)

OUT : Holland (홀랜드) - "Loved You Better" (LW: 41 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 26)

OUT : Romy, Tanishk Bagchi & Yo Yo Honey Singh - "Pyaar Tenu Karda Gabru" (LW: 42 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 14)

OUT : Static (סטטיק) and Ben El Tavori (בן אל תבורי) & Nasrin Kadri (נסרין קדרי) - "חביב אלבי " ("Habib Albi")

(LW: 44 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 43)

OUT : Сергей Лазарев (Sergey Lazarev) - "Я не боюсь" ("Ya ne boyus") (LW: 46 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 11)

OUT : Esteman - "Hasta Que Tú Me Quieras" (LW: 47 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 28)

OUT : Ana Gabriela - "X" (LW: 48 / WO: 1 / PEAK: 48)

01 (+ 1) : Troye Sivan - "Easy"

LW: 02 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 01 (x1)

Australia - July 2020 - from the EP "In A Dream"

02 (- 1) : Lady Gaga, Ariana Grande - "Rain On Me"

LW: 01 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 01 (x1)

USA - May 2020 – from the album "Chromatica"

03 (+ 1) : Melanie C - "Who I Am"

LW: 04 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 03

UK - March 2020

04 (+ 2) : Bilal Hassani - "Fais le vide"

LW: 06 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 04

France - July 2020

05 (+ 4) : Pabllo Vittar - "Rajadão"

LW: 09 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 05

Brazil - July 2020

06 (- 3) : Ben Platt - "Rain"

LW: 03 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 02

USA - September 2019 - from the album "Sing To Me Instead" (Deluxe)

07 (+ 4) : Netta - "Cuckoo"

LW: 11 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 07

Israel - June 2020

08 (+ 9) : Javiera Mena - "Corazón Astral"

LW: 17 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 05

Chile - June 2020

09 (- 4) : Greyson Chance - "Dancing Next To Me"

LW: 05 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 05

USA - February 2020

10 (=) : Duncan Laurence - "Someone Else" (Lyric Video)

LW: 10 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 10

The Netherlands - May 2020

11 (+ 3) : VINCINT - "Save Myself "

LW: 14 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 11

USA - July 2020

12 (+ 38) : Bruno Gadiol - "Relacionamento aberto"

LW: 50 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 12

Brazil - July 2020

13 (- 1) : PJ Brennan - "Bones"

LW: 12 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 03

USA - September 2019

14 (- 1) : CRIMER - "Eyes Off Me"

LW: 13 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 10

Switzerland - July 2020

15 (+ 14) : Declan McKenna - "The Key to Life on Earth"

LW: 29 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 15

UK - April 2020 - from the album "Zeros"

16 (NEW) : Perfume Genius - "On The Floor"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 16

USA - March 2020 - from the album "Set My Heart on Fire Immediately"

17 (+ 5) : Yuma X - "Secret Lover"

LW: 22 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 01 (x3)

Australia - April 2020

18 (+ 17) : Макс Барских (Max Barskih) - "Лей, не жалей" (Ley, ne zhaley)

LW: 35 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 03

Ukraine - February 2020

19 (NEW) : Melanie C - "In and Out Of Love"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 19

UK - July 2020 - from the album "Melanie C"

20 (+ 8) : Neptune Keller - "Tropical Storm"

LW: 28 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 20

Chile - April 2019

21 (- 5) : Azis - "Who Cares"

LW: 16 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 15

Bulgaria - February 2020

22 (- 1) : Pol Granch - "Chocolatito"

LW: 21 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 11

Spain - June 2020

23 (=) : Jessie Ware - "Spotlight"

LW: 23 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 13

UK - February 2020

24 (- 9) : Guy Sebastian - "Standing With You"

LW: 15 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 15

Australia - June 2020

25 (- 7) : Will Young - "All The Songs"

LW: 18 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 12

UK - March 2019 - from the album "Lexicon"

26 (+ 5) : LP - "The One That You Love"

LW: 31 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 26

USA - July 2020 - from the album "Superheroes"

27 (- 3) : Agoney - "Más"

LW: 24 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 24

Spain - June 2020

#1 on The Gay 100 Chart (2020 week 31).

28 (- 2) : Bright Light Bright Light - "I Used To Be Cool"

LW: 26 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 19

USA - June 2020 - from the album "Fun City"

29 (+ 5) : Thomas Sanders feat. Jon Cozart - "A Gay Disney Prince"

LW: 34 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 29

USA - August 2019

Both Youtubers dreams about a gay Disney Prince, which finally be a first LGBTQ+ model for LGBTQ+ children.

30 (- 10) : Wils - "Open up Babe"

LW: 20 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 20

Singapore / USA - April 2019

31 (NEW) : Aloïse Sauvage - "Omowi"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 31

France - February 2020 - from the album "Dévorantes"

An enjoyable song about LGBT proud.

32 (- 25) : JUHA - "Lucifer in Love"

LW: 07 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 07

USA - May 2020 - from the album "The Borders of the Mind"

33 (NEW) : Bilal Hassani - "Dead Bae"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 33

France - July 2020

34 (- 15) : Kim Petras - "Malibu"

LW: 19 / WO: 5 / PEAK: 12

Germany - May 2020

35 (+ 14) : Beverly -「尊い」(tōtoi)

LW: 49 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 25

Japan - November 2019 - from the album「INFINITY」

36 (NEW) : The Lovers of Valdaro - "Rhythm and Decibel"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 36

Sweden - May 2020

37 (- 7) : 청하 (CHUNG HA) - "Stay Tonight"

LW: 30 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 30

South Korea - April 2020

38 (- 1) : Christopher Sorensen - "Way. Way. Back"

LW: 37 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 02

USA - November 2019

A sweet music video about two childhood friends at three different moments of their lives, who faced the opposition of the father of one of them when he discovered they were lovers.

39 (- 14) : Kazaky - "Fucking Beautiful"

LW: 25 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 25

Ukraine - June 2020

40 (+ 5) : Sam Smith, Demi Lovato - "I'm Ready"

LW: 45 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 40

UK / USA - April 2020

41 (NEW) : Entrópica - "Formas"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 41

Chile - May 2020 - from the album "Formas"

42 (NEW) : Christine and the Queens - "I disappear in your arms"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 42

France - April 2020 - from the EP "La vita nuova"

43 (NEW) : Mahmood, Massimo Pericolo - "Moonlight Popolare"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 43

Italy - May 2020

We can’t show you the music video because of copyright restrictions. Watch the music video in our playlist !

44 (- 1) : Agustín Malandra - "Bien Orgullosas"

LW: 43 / WO: 2 / PEAK: 43

Argentina - July 2020 - from the mini-album "GEMINI"

45 (NEW) : Danny - "Mocoso"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 45

Spain - June 2020

46 (- 7) : Vini Uehara - "4NTENA"

LW: 39 / WO: 4 / PEAK: 31

Brazil - June 2020

47 (- 20) : Armstrong feat. Sur Ellz - "Truth Machine"

LW: 27 / WO: 3 / PEAK: 21

USA - May 2020

48 (- 12) : Hoshi - "Amour censure"

LW: 36 / WO: 6 / PEAK: 11

France - December 2019 - from the album "Sommeil levant"

A song for tolerance and gay love, and a music video against "La manif pour tous", a collective against LGBT rights in France.

49 (NEW) : Elias - "Praying For Love"

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 49

Sweden - May 2020

50 (NEW) : Magnus Carlsson - "My Freedom" (Stockholm Pride 2020)

LW: - / WO: 1 / PEAK: 50

Sweden - July 2020

ALSO NEW THIS WEEK

Darin - "Ta mig tillbaka"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Sweden - May 2015 - from the album "Fjärilar i magen"

After 16 years of a successful career, the famous Swedish singer has came out as gay this week. We present here in our opinion his most beautiful song.

Darin feat. Kat DeLuna - "Breathing Your Love"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Sweden - October 2008 - from the album "Flashback"

Yeah, it's an old guilty pleasure. It remembers us the 2000's when we were fan of Swedish Idols like Måns Zelmerlöw, Darin or Danny Saucedo.

Spencer Brown & P.O.S. (from Above & Beyond) - "ID" (live @ Dreamstate Livestream, May 8, 2020)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - May 2020

Another artist who just came out as gay is American DJ Spencer Brown. Welcome to the LGBTQ community !

Ilan Bluestone & Maor Levi feat. EL Waves - "Will We Remain? (Spencer Brown Remix)" (Group Therapy 350 live @ O2 Arena, Prague, on 11 October 2019)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - October 2019 - from the compilation "Anjunabeats Worldwide 08"

Yeaah... It reminds us the Golden Age of trance and progressive house in the 1990's. So much good memories. We really miss MTV’s Part Zone…

Camilo & Pablo Alborán - "El Mismo Aire"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Spain - June 2020

Another huge singer who came out as gay in June 2020 is Spanish singer "Pablo Alborán". Welcome to the LGBTQ+ community !

Martina Beltrami - "Luci Accese"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Italy - June 2020

For her first single, the 19 years old Italian singer and former contestant of Amici 19 tells her difficult first love story with a girl.

Dotan - "Letting Go"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

The Netherlands - October 2019 - from the EP "Numb"

Ruth Koleva - "Candy Coated"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Bulgaria - June 2020

Troye Sivan - "Rager teenager!"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Australia - August 2020 - from the EP "In a Dream"

Christine and the Queens feat. Caroline Polachek - "La vita nuova"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

France / USA - August 2020 - from the EP "La vita nuova"

Kylie Minogue - "Say Something"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Australia - August 2020 - from the album "DISCO"

Lostchild - "Imperfect"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

UK - August 2020 - from the EP "Imperfect"

Michael Medrano - "Hands on U" (Lyric Video)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - July 2020

Product - "Tired of the Boys"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Australia - May 2020

Harel Skaat (הראל סקעת) & Anya Buxtein (אניה בוקשטיין) - "Kol Hayom" (כל היום)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Israel - August 2020

Paolo Ravley - "Pôr do Sol"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Brazil - March 2020 - from the EP "Lado B"

Esteman, Daniela Spalla - "Te Alejas Más De Mí"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Colombia / Argentina - August 2020

Elnegrojoan - "danza apretá"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Chile - October 2019

Barbacius - "Rebelión"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Chile - January 2020

Kmila Manson - "Sexual"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Chile - August 2019

Zolita - "Oblivion"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - August 2020

Tayla Parx - "Dance Alone"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - July 2020

#1 on Top 40 LGBT Urban Chart (2020 week 32)

Cub Sport - "Be Your Man"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Australia - July 2020 - from the album "LIKE NIRVANA"

#1 on LGBTQ Music Chart (2020 week 32)

Dotan - "No Words"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

The Netherlands - May 2020 - from the EP "Numb"

#1 on Tad's Weekly LGBT Music Chart (2020 week 32)

Joel Corry x MNEK - "Head & Heart"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

UK - July 2020

Still #1 on Gaydio Dance Chart (2020 week 31).

Felix Jaehn feat. GASHI, FAANGS - "SICKO"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Germany / USA / Canada - April 2020

Kim Ann Foxman - "Blood Moon"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - July 2020 - from the EP "Blood Moon"

Greko, Sharon Needles, Peppermint, Debbie Harry, Amanda Lepore - "Lift Them Up 2020"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - August 2020

Kyle Motsinger feat. Melody Betts - "No Shame"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - August 2020

Yahto Kraft - "Ugly" (Lyric Video)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

South Africa - April 2020

Cazwell feat. Barbeau - "Imagination"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - May 2020

Tom Goss - "Nerdy Bear"

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

USA - August 2020

Joan Rafart - "La Cápsula Del Tiempo" (Orgullo 2020)

LW: - / WO: - / PEAK: -

Spain - June 2020

See you next week !

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