#and he just told me to eat cause he knows me and he knows i hate myself and that means i Wont eat đ
in sickness and in health
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synopsis After a long fight with Jay you find yourself giving him the silent treatment. Leaving you curled up alone sick in your room, with your only comfort being the instant tteokbokki you had microwaved for yourself earlier. However it seems Jay knew where to be and what to say at exactly the right times.
warnings: mentions of food, mentions of sickness, mentions of kissing, pet names (honey), slight angst, I made YN as the 6th member of lesserafim so that the whole same building thing made sense so...js roll with it pls đ, also not proof read!, slight fighting
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hurt to comfort
pairings: idol!jay x idol!reader, established relationship
wc ŕ Ë. áľáľ around 1.14k
thoughts frm yuya đ i know i said i was gonna go on a hiatus but i needed a serotonin boost from writing after doing a horrendous maths paper.... so semi hiatus i guess ^^ anywaysss this drabble has been rotting in the back of my mind for a while soo here u are, i'm a huge huge HUGE sucker for hurt to comfort tropes so >,<
A week. It had been a week since you and Jay had a massive argument causing the two of you to give each other the silent treatment for god knows how long. However, as if the world was out to get you, the next morning after the fight you had been plagued with a sickness that you couldnât quite pin down, all you knew was it left you bedridden until Friday.Â
Due to said sickness, you obviously couldnât join your group for schedules and barely entered the building for dance practice. You hoped Jay would at least notice your absence, send a message asking where you were or something. But to your dismay, radio silence.
âWho cares about some stupid guy anywaysâŚâ Grumbling under your breath you reached for your chopsticks to skewer another rice cake from your measly plate of instant tteokbokki and shovel it down your throat. Maybe excessive spice you couldnât handle and soft pillowy rice cakes could solve all your problems.Â
Ding dong! Weird, you didnât think the members would be back this early?Â
Begrudgingly ripping the covers off and placing your bowl back on your table, you went to the door. Hair still an oily mess from not showering properly and clothes stuck to your body from sweat, you clearly werenât in pristine condition to be meeting anyone. Please donât be a delivery man, please donât be a delivery man.
However, after opening the door, you found yourself standing in front of the one person youâd been longing for the whole week. Park Jongseong. Your gaze softened slightly and a small smile crept onto your lips, but then you remembered that you were still mad at him. Fighting the urge to embrace him and cry out for his name, you plastered on a stoic expression of indifference.Â
âWhat are you doing here.âÂ
âChaewon told me you were sick,â he said before entering into your dorm, not bothering to wait for you to let him in.
Making his way over to the kitchen he placed a white takeaway bag onto the counter before emptying its contents onto the table: a warm bowl of your favourite porridge and a cup of tea from your favourite cafe.Â
âWhatâs this?â positioning yourself in front of Jay, you scanned the table to see the numerous small boxes of side dishes sprawled across.Â
âPorridge, itâs good for you when youâre sick.â he replied before shooting his head over to the remnants of your tteokbokki âHoney why are you eating tteokbokki, youâre sick you shouldnât be eating instant food.â he scolded before reaching over throw your lukewarm leftovers in the trash.
âItâs not that badâŚâ you mumbled whilst picking at the side dishes âAnd why do you suddenly care, thought you werenât talking to meâ Scoffing you shot him a dirty glare.Â
âCorrection, you werenât talking to me; I thought you needed some space, as you usually do after a fight.â well he wasnât wrong, you did express to him that after arguments you wanted some time to cool down by yourself, âand also, Iâm not âsuddenlyâ just caring YN. Who do you think Yunjin got all those drinks, medicines, and snacks from.âÂ
Oh⌠so she didnât buy them herself. Your gaze reached his eyes as you felt your heart soften slightly, âOkay, well you couldâve sent me a text or something. You couldâve come here and given it to me yourself, why today out of all days do you decide to come huh?â meeting your glossy eyes, Jay could tell how hurt you were over his actions. He couldnât deny that it pained him to see you this upset.Â
âOkay look, Iâm sorry. I wanted to come over, but Sakura said whatever you caught was contagious and that you isolated yourself to make sure you got nobody else sick. As I mentioned earlier, you told me you liked to have time to cool down after fighting, but it was stupid of me not to even try to text you. Today it all just-â Jay stopped his rambling, catching his breath before sighing out, âI just really missed you YNâÂ
That was all the confirmation you needed to run into his arms and hug him so tight he didnât even think about leaving again. Jay was quick to reciprocate, arms wrapping around you to engulf you into his warm embrace, head buried into the crook of your neck whispering sweet nothings.Â
Breaking away from the embrace and tilting your head up you were graced with a warm and familiar smile painted across Jayâs face; a smile you so badly missed the entire week.Â
âDonât ever do that again.â you said with a poutÂ
âPromise I won't honey,â his hands reached to cup your face before adding, âOnly if you promise to stop eating that stuff when youâre sick.âÂ
âHey, itâs yummy! I canât help it that I canât cook soup or anything, tteokbokki has never failed me.âÂ
âGuess Iâll have to keep bringing you food then.â he replied with a smirk
âWell, I could use a personal delivery man.â giggling you reached up to mirror his actions, cupping his face with your warm hands.Â
âOh really, would a delivery man do this?â and with that he pressed a playful peck onto your lips; soft and gentle, something you missed dearly.Â
âJay!â you exclaimed, âYou canât do that, youâll get sick!âÂ
âSo. What.â he said between pecks, peppering your face with kisses as you giggled and placed your hands on his chest to try and push him away. Pulling away he looked into your eyes with a warm and gentle gaze, smiling softly before leaning in to give you a proper kiss. Feeling the worry of your sickness transferring to him vanish, you melted into the kiss whilst wrapping your arms around his neck. In response, his hand found its way to the small of your back while the other reached up to cup the back of your neck. It always astonished you how easily he could pull you into his orbit, almost made you forget about the soreness of your body and the fever plaguing you.Â
Retreating back he giggled at your pouting face. âIâd love to continue, but I wouldnât want the food I bought you to get coldâ intertwining your fingers with his, he led you over to a chair before sitting you down. âLetâs eat okay?â he muttered before taking his spot right next to yours, hand still intertwined with your fingers. His other hand however reached over to spoon you some porridge, moving the utensil closer to your mouth.Â
You happily bent forward to enjoy the bite he crafted for you, an all too familiar sensation bubbling up within youâa warmth you could only describe as, home. Jay felt like home. And you hoped he would for the rest of your lives.
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This is gonna sound very weird but I hope as we go on with the show you won't stop making posts about how much you love Ming's toxic ass cause they make me laugh and I'll need them when in the future I'll feel the urge to somehow strangle Ming through the screen. No pressure but please help a girl in need if you can!
You're writing to the person who is openly praying that Ming gets worse (amen), so I am not one to call others weird.
Something about those who live in a glass house shouldn't throw stones, you know?
Because, once again, I want Ming to be awful to Joe, and only Joe, which I know is kind of weird of me, but I'm just too happy to care.
A few people have commented that Ming will get worse, and I'm giddy from the mere thought of it, so I'll be here all season being unhealthy about Ming's behavior.
Because in the first episode, he was awful, which I LOVED, and I don't think some people really see just how bad he was simply because he is being played by Up, which was a brilliant move by casting, so I love that the show directly told us he is a nightmare, and we could judge all his actions accordingly.
Regardless of Tong's fake personality, Ming just showed up at the set without any warning and ambushed Tong at his job
Ming only wants to eat alone with Tong, and it's of course because he likes Tong, but he even hung up on his sister mid-conversation after she threw him a little welcome back surprise (sidenote: I think he and his sister might be similar personality-wise because her call while Tong was eating with Ming was convenient)
Ming doesn't tell Joe his name or how he got Joe's number
He called Joe drunk and obviously pissed off, then snapped at the staff for being shocked by his behavior
He doesn't tell Joe he thinks of him, but instead reversed Joe's statement to point out that Joe thinks of him
He doesn't compromise
And none of these have to do with sex and Ming wanting to fuck Joe because he looks like Tong because Ming's toxicity isn't just about sex.
This is about how meek Ming is around Tong
Compared to how aggressive he is with Joe.
Pushing Joe down and standing over him, which in the heat of the moment doesn't seem like much.
But Joe took Ming to his house because Ming told him to. Joe doesn't eat instead opting to watch Ming eat. Joe lets Ming spend the night because Ming asked. Joe gets on the bed because Ming tells him to. Joe goes to Ming when called. Joe bottoms because Ming wants him to. Joe does everything Ming wants.
With Tong, Ming can't control anything, but with Joe . . .
Ming's gonna control everything.
Or at least that's what I'm hoping!
So I'll be here all season, cheering every single time Ming does something truly fucked up because he is going about his issues in the worst way by trying to exert dominance on a stand-in of Tong since he is weak for the real Tong until he ends up regretting it once he loses Joe and tries to replace old Joe with new Jo which restarts the vicious cycle that began this entire shit show in the first place! *deep breath*
God, I'm so happy!
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I just found your blog looking for Spencer white fics and yours are so good! I was wondering if youâd be willing to write something between spider and a gn reader who finds it really attractive when he speaks French (cause that scene did something to me-)
Thank you for feeding the small amount of hbh ficsđđ
French cuisine
Summary: you go to Spencer's house and found him cooking, you decide to help him and you discover he can speak french.
Pairing: Spencer "Spider" White x gn!reader
A/N: Sorry that this had taken so long, college is starting the final section before exams an i am going crazy. Words on cursive are the translation from french.
It was an ussual Friday, you were going to Spencer's house, see some movies and eat popcorn. When you entered the house with the keys you borrowed, a french song was playing on the background, that was strange you thought, it must be his mother. Following the song, you found Spencer in the kitchen with an apron full of flour and humming the song.
"Look what we have here, the perfect 50's housewife," you joked while you get to hugh him from behind.
"Bonjour." he asked with a smile.
"Bonjour."
"Comment allez-vous?" you didn't understand anything and that made you question things.
"Wait, don't tell me you know how to speak french?"
"Yeah, i know, but i don't have to do it everytime... it's awful when people ask me: can you say something in french? or things like that."
"But you could have told me, i am your girlfriend." you tightened your grip among his waist and made a pout.
"I don't like to brag about it, but now you know."
"Yeah, right. What you said to me before?"
"How are you?" he turned around and kissed your forehead.
"Good, you?"
"Bon." something on the form he said it, made you blush.
"I suppose that means good."
"Correct." he put a finger with fluor on your nose, painting it white.
"Can you say more to me?" you make puppy eyes and like always, he can't resist.
"Tu es très belle," your heart skipped a heartbeat, you didn't know what he said but hearing him talking in french was exciting you more every secon. "i said you are very beautiful."
"Yeah?" his hands went to your cheeks and kissed you.
"Tu es la meilleure personne du monde." his lips drain your soul with every word and every kiss in between. You are the best person in the world
"Tell me more, please."
"Je t'aime... tes lèvres... ton corps... tes sons." his kisses increased, in speed, in intensity and passion, he was starting to feel very aroused by your reaction. I love you... your lips... your body... your sounds.
"I don't know what you said but i do too." you both laughed inoccently, for a moment unaware from the steamy interaction you both were having.
"Je veux faire du sexe avec toi." a moan almost escaped your mouth, you only understood one word and that was enough.
Then you started to smell burnt but apparently Spider was so concentrated in kissing your lips and neck, that he had forgotten he was cooking and also that he had things on the pans... that now are burning.
"How do you say the kitchen is on fire?"
"La cuisine est en feu." only a second was needed before he understood your words.
You both had to run to turn off the fire and open the windows to vent the kitchen. Nothing was saved from the disaster so you decided to order some french food to honor the ocassion and finish what you both started.
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Unexpected 3
Pairing: Rafe Cameron X Reader
Summary: If someone had told you exactly what was going to happen when you left the boneyard with Rafe you never would have believed them.
Chapter Warning: JJ is kind of a douche, Angst, fluff, smut
Not beta read we die like men
WC: 2,062
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Finishing off your night eating pizza while sitting on Rafeâs kitchen counter in Tannyhill was not how you expected to end your night, but here you are. After Rafe found you at the boneyard all alone, he drove you back to Tannyhill so he could give you back your skateboard that he had left in his bedroom. As you followed him into the giant house, you couldnât help but feel out of place. Everything was so extravagant that you were afraid if you moved wrong, you would ruin something you would never be able to afford to pay his family back for. Rafe, seemingly able to sense your feelings, smiled at you. âRelax, Sunshine. I know itâs a lot to get used to, but I promise you, even if you set something on fire in the living room, no one would notice. Besides, my family is out of town with Wheezie right now.â You felt some of the tension leave your shoulders as he caused you to laugh, and he continued to lead you through the house to the kitchen. Rafe opened the fridge and pulled out a soda for you and a beer for himself before asking you what kind of pizza you wanted. Once Rafe placed your order, you and him fell into an easy conversation.Â
Once the pizza was delivered, you found yourself sitting on the kitchen counter eating while Rafe stood across from you. Every time he would finish a piece of pizza, he would gently throw his crust at you, causing you to squeal and duck out of the way while he laughed and claimed he was trying to throw it back in the box and not at you. You dodged the last crust he threw at you, tossing your own at him and smacking him in the chest with it. âSo I have a serious question for you.â Rafe quirked his eyebrow at you. âOk shoot.â You stared at him for a moment before asking. âWhy do you call me sunshine?â The question seemed to startle a laugh out of Rafe. âYou really want to know?â When you continued to stare at him, Rafe relented. âThe first time I ever saw you, you were running around with John B and JJ, and you had the most intense resting bitch face I had ever seen. You were intimidating as hell, and I remember someone saying, âWell, isnât she just a ray of sunshine?â And I thought it fit you perfectly.â After a few moments of silence, you doubled over in laughter. You couldnât believe all this time he has been calling you sunshine because of your resting bitch face.Â
Once your laughter died down, Rafe got a curious look on his face as he asked you, âSo how are things with JJ? Are you doing okay?" You took a minute to think about your answer. âThings are a little awkward, but thatâs expected. I love Kie and JJ, and I want them to be happy. It just hurts how he went about everything, but Iâll be fine. JJ is acting weird towards me a little, but I figure heâs just worried because of how everything went down.â Rafe nodded along as you spoke. âWell, Iâm glad you are feeling better about everything. I know how you felt about him, even if I donât get the appeal at all.â You laughed and threw another pizza crust at him for the subtle jab he threw in about JJ. âYou actually helped me with that a lot. I was in my head about it, but you helped distract me and get me out of my own head. That reminds me.â You remembered the bracelet you made for him and removed it from your other bracelets. You quickly toss it at him. His eyes widen as he catches it. âI made this for you. I know itâs not a lot, and you will probably think itâs stupid, I donât expect you to wear it or anything, but I wanted to give you something to say thanks for the other night.â Rafe looked down at the bracelet, running his thumb across the little sun charm you had woven into it. No one had ever given him something; they actually put time and effort into making him. Usually, people opt to just throw money at him or randomly buy something expensive with no thought behind it. Just when you were starting to feel really stupid about the whole situation, Rafeâs big hands were cupping your face, and his lips were crashing against your own. You startled for a moment, as you didnât even register him moving towards you, but you quickly reciprocated the kiss, gripping onto his broad shoulders.Â
If kissing JJ knocked the wind out of you, kissing Rafe was like being set on fire. Your entire body felt like a live wire, and you were hyper-aware of every point of contact. Rafeâs hands found their way to your hips, and he bit your lip as he gripped them, causing you to moan. Rafe took the opportunity to lick his way into your mouth. You buried your hands in his hair as your hips rolled against him, feeling his growing erection pressing against you. Rafe pulled back from the kiss, breathing heavily, and it jerked you out of your daze. You felt panic start to set in. This couldnât happen to you again. You knew he was just fucking with you. God damn it, how fucking pathetic could you be? He was probably going to tell everyone about this and how delusional you were to think he would actually give you the time of day. Then Rafeâs rough voice cut through your internal monologue. âIs this okay? Do you want me to stop?â You focused back on him, noticing that he wasnât pulling away, and he looked like he genuinely just wanted to make sure you were okay with this. Panting, you nodded your head, not trusting your voice, and surged forward to kiss him again.
Rafeâs hands slid under your hips as he hoisted you off the kitchen counter, causing you to wrap your legs around his waist. Somehow he managed to maneuver you up the stairs and to his bedroom, where he kicked the door shut and gently let you down. You slid your hands under Rafeâs shirt, and he quickly pulled it over his head. You left kisses across his chest as your hands got to work on removing his belt and jeans. Once you got his pants undone, they fell to the ground, and you dropped to your knees on the plush carpet, kissing your way down his body. Rafe groaned at the sight of you looking up at him as you slowly pulled his black boxer briefs down his muscular thighs. Rafeâs chest was heaving as you looked up at him from your position on your knees, and you slowly leaned forward, licking a stripe up his hard length, causing his head to fall back and a moan to fall from his lips. There was something so exhilarating about how you had him completely naked and wanting while you were still fully clothed. Rafe quickly looked back down at you as you took his length into your warm mouth. Your eyes slipped shut in concentration as you tried to take all of him into your mouth. You feel him thread his fingers through your hair. âEyes up here, baby. Take your time.â Maintaining eye contact with Rafe as he moaned and praise fell from his lips caused you to clench your thighs together, looking for some sort of relief.Â
You take what you canât fit into your mouth in your hand and slowly guide him back into your mouth. You maintain eye contact as your tongue moves slowly under the ridge and around his tip, causing his breathing to become faster. As you increase suction, you feel him straining to hold back his orgasm. The next thing you know, Rafe is hauling you up from the ground and tossing you on the bed. It startles a laugh out of you, but then he quickly covers your body with his own. He slides his hands up under his sweatshirt as heâs kissing you. Leaning back, he helps you sit up to remove it. Noticing you arenât wearing anything underneath, he lets out a groan as his eyes catch on the baby blue barbells that adorn your puffy nipples. âGod damn it, youâre perfect.â Rafe quickly leans down, attaching his mouth to one nipple and then the next, causing you to moan and arch into his warm mouth. He takes his time alternatingly kissing your breasts and playing with your nipple rings with his tongue while he undoes your shorts, slipping them off and throwing them across the room.
He slowly works his way down your body, maintaining eye contact, and places a kiss on your black silk panties. âLook at you; youâre so wet, and Iâve barely even touched you, Sunshine. Did sucking my cock make you this wet?â You let out a pitiful whine, bucking your hips towards his face. Chuckling, he pins your hips to the mattress as he slowly peels the damp fabric away. âUse your words, baby.â Whining, you relent. âYes. Itâs all because of you. Please touch me.â A predatory smile slides across his beautiful face. âGood girl.�� He dives down, licking a broad stripe up your center, causing you to moan. Sitting up on your elbows, you are mesmerized as he laps at your core like you are the sweetest thing he has ever tasted. You toss your head back as Rafe waists no time pushing two fingers into your needy core. His fingers are so long and thick, hitting all the spots you can never manage to reach by yourself. You can feel your orgasm approaching as your walls start to tighten around his thick fingers, but before you can crash over the edge, Rafe pulls away, causing you to whimper at the sudden empty feeling. Chuckling Rafe shushes you as he crawls back over your body. "Shh, shh, itâs ok, baby. Iâm going to make you feel so good. I promise. But the first time I make you cum, I want it to be on my cock.â He smirks as he guides his tip to your entrance. All of the air is knocked out of you as you feel him slowly start to sink into you. You wrap your legs around his waist and dig your nails into his back at the almost painful stretch. You werenât a virgin by any means, but he was definitely bigger than anyone you had ever been with. Once he was fully seated inside you, he gave you a few minutes to adjust while kissing you passionately. When he started making shallow thrusts, you moaned at the feeling, spurring him to go faster and a bit harder. "God, Sunshine, look at you; youâre taking me so well.â The praise falling from his lips, along with the bruising grip he had on your hips and the exquisite feeling of him pounding into you, was pushing you rapidly towards your release. Rafe could feel your orgasm getting closer as you moaned louder. âI know, baby. Iâve got you.â You feel his hand move, and his thumb starts to rub tight circles over your aching clit. You feel your walls start to convulse around him as your back arches and stars flash behind your eyes. You dig your nails into his back once again, triggering his release. You feel him spasm inside of your sensative walls as you slowly come down from your high.
After a few minutes of catching your breath, Rafe carefully slips out of you and makes his way to the en-suite bathroom. Before you can start to feel awkward, Rafe reappears with a damp cloth and gently cleans you up, wiping over your sensitive pussy with the cool cloth. Once heâs finished, he tosses the cloth somewhere in the room as he lays down and wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you into his warm chest. Surrounded by Rafeâs woodsy scent and his heartbeat in your ear, you start to drift off. You know that you should talk about what just happened, but before you can say anything, sleep pulls you under.
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âa/n: I'm just posting all my old fics in my notes app because I don't have any good ideas as of this moment.
âpairing:Steve Harrington x reader
âwarning: angst, unrequited feelings, heartbreak, sad!reader, not proofread
|| Disclaimer: I do not own (character), or any character from (show, movie, etc.). I only own y/n and any characters I create with my own brain. ||
ââ 4.27.24
You shouldn't be here. You knew that, but you couldn't help yourself. The feelings you had for Steve were eating at you, keeping you up at night. All the time you spend together felt like torture when you thought back to them. The glanced you would spare him even though he wasn't looking. He was never looking, not like you were.
The laughing and jokes were friendly for him, something he also did with his other friends. It just felt different for you.
You tried to keep it to yourself, you really did. It just became too much. Your thoughts were overfilling your skull, spilling out of your tear ducts late at night, when you were alone in your room.
You knocked at the door before you could stop yourself.
Steve opened the door, his face turning into one of pure bewilderment. Before he could even say hello, your mouth was open, words spewing out of it like vomit.
"I know it's late but I couldn't go to sleep. I need to get something off my chest and I need you to just...listen."
Steve went to open him mouth but closed it when your eyes harshly shut, watching as you conjured up the guts.
"I love you and I need you to love me too. Tell me that your thoughts have been of me just like mine have been of you." But you didn't say that, 'cause that would be even more pathetic than showing up at his doorstep in the middle of the night.
"You make me feel wanted and needed in a way I haven't felt before, and that's too much for me to have as just a friend." Your eyes opened, staring at the way his hand flexed against the door he held open.
Steve stood, shell-shocked.
"Tell me that the times you made me feel seen were you just being friendly. Please-"
"Steve?"
A head of blonde hair walked behind Steve, smiling politely at you, hand moving across the extension of Steve's back.
Your breath caught in your throat.
She leaned up to whisper something in his ear. He finally moved his gaze from your pathetic silhouette. He looked at her, his jaw slack from your confession. An absentminded nod was enough for her to sway back to where she came from, leaving you two in silence.
How does one come back from this? It is humiliating.
Steve bit his lip, scratching at his forehead.
"Can we talk about this another time?"
This time, it was your turn to be gobsmacked. You felt as if your life couldn't get any sadder.
Without a word, you turned, not knowing what you were supposed to do after confessing your feelings like that. Tears fell down your face before you were out of his driveway.
You couldn't show your face anywhere he would be. There is no way in hell.
The old feeling in your chest that told you to cherish every moment with Steve- the one that told you to reach out to hold his hand- was now demolished and replaced with regret.
This whole thing is just humiliating.
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@bubblespinkss How would they act with their crushCan you do "How they would act with their crushes" with taiga, too. Please?<3
That's such a cute topics omg I love it. <33
How would they act with their crush
Including Umemiya, TaĂŻga, Sakura, Suo, Kiryu
Umemiya
I think Umemiya would be the type to want to pass all his time with you. No matter what you do or what he does he just you to be there with him.
Seeing you make him feel happier, less stressed, only good feelings when you are around.
He invite you every day to go on the roof and help him with gardening.
If you don't know how to garden even better it's a chance for him to be closer to you. Obviously just to teach you nothing more~
Or if you do know how to garden he would be so impressed. Like how could you be so perfect in every way.
Umemiya would invite you to go to the little restaurant kotoha has. In fact he would like to introduce you to everyone he knows.
Everybody in the gang knows he loves you and everybody is rooting so hard for him.
Dude would give you plant and be like it made me think of you.
He would always tries to make you smile and laugh. Your laugh is such a sweet melody to his ears.
Taiga
I think Taiga would at first tries to speak lower. Kiryu once told him if he acts with that much energy and speaking so loud he would never get a girlfriend (this is canon Kiryu we love you but that's also why we love taiga.)
But boy get so excited around you he can't keep himself calm. That's fine you found that cute.
It's like being with you get him 100%more energy.
He would even do more exercise to impressed you (obviously after that he can't feel his muscle but that s fine.)
Would ask you if his muscle get bigger.
The first time he met you he ask you what was your mantra you answer right away with an answer that was such like you very confident in what you said he couldn't help to fell for you.
Will definitely ask you to come to the gym with him. If you are a beginner he would help you build a program for you. If you are not the gym would be a competition.
Always buys you food after the gym.
His smile would be so bright you would have to wear sunglass.
Sakura
This guy wouldn't even notice his feelings for you. He only realized it when Suo and Nirei pointed it.
At this exact moment his face went so red it could have explosed.
Before that his behave with you was totally normal of course he would be more carrefull and stuff but it was natural for him to act this way.
Now that his friend pointed it his face always got red whenever you a real around. He always knew he felt different with you but not at that point.
Would definitely be the type to carry your bag without even ask. He would just take it and be like I just do it cause it's the furin way that's all. He would never admit it's just because he doesn't you to lift something in front of him. He just doesn't want you to get hurt.
He would even eat your vegetables if you don't want them. Even if he doesn't like them he doesn't want you to be embarrassed about it.
Would definitely ask you to fight with him for fun. He just wanna see if you are strong or not.
Of course he would always defend you in a fight nobody can touch you but he also wanna see what are you capable of.
Suo
One of the sweetest. Such a cutie.
Always tries to make you laugh. We all know Suo is a joker he likes to crack jokes but if you are around and he makes you laugh that's even better.
The fact that he makes you laugh would give him butterflies. He would be so proud and so happy to hear you giggles and his jokes.
Would definitely be the type to buy you some gift but never let you notice it's from him.
In fact since you were yapping about how much you wanted to know who it was he started to put some puzzle like a little game between you to see if you would realized.
He knew you did when one day he went put a gift for you and he found a bag of tea at the spot he usually put his gift.
Now you just exchange gift time to time but never in person always using the same systems.
He loves spending time with you, he would ask you to come walk with him and even tries to teach you some of his moves.
Would definitely invite you drinking tea while reading a book.
Kiryu
(Help this boy is so fine. Like I'm obsessed with him having his hair like this.)
Would be so sweet around you. Like one of the sweetest just like suo.
He's such a cutie. Always remove one of his headphone when you are around. Some time even pass you one so you could enjoy music together.
Definitely made a playlist for the both of you. You guys listen to it often even when you are not together.
If you are into game he would love to play with you. Like every change he gets he asks you to join his game. The one who lose buy food for the other at the end of school.
If you are not he would try to teach you some easy game so you could okay together.
Always carry your bags that's what gentleman does.
Would come with you to get your nails done or even your hair or to buy new clothes.
He likes to match you. Like you're at a store he would picks hairpins to wear together. Even though you guys aren't a couple it still cute so you wear it anyway.
Buy you some of your latest new interest and even listen to you speaking about it for hours. He just love the sound of your voice.
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Got randomly annoyed, crawling out of my hole to bitch.
S2 really did kill Ed as a character for me. He just...sucked, so outrageously.
It's one thing to have a subconscious death wish that causes you to put yourself into situations where you're likely to die It's something else to be so much of a pathetic coward you'd rather methodically feed your first mate his own toes than pull the trigger yourself.
I'm supposed to feel sympathetic to Ed due to his suicidal tendencies, when his suicide attempt ended with most of his crew dead? It was just lucky they were found The crew were starving to death, resorting to eating raw seagull.
He couldn't even apologize to Izzy properly. He only showed open affection when he was crying on his own behalf because he didn't want to be left alone. Couldn't even say something meaningful at the funeral.
Then there's the whole fisherman thing. He was passionate enough about this that he wanted to leave Stede to take up fishing, but he didn't learn. He didn't work hard. He didn't treat his employer with respect. He wasn't even really aware of his own incompetence.
As fucked up as it sounds, it made Ricky's comment about Izzy being the brains behind the operation and Stede saying Ed told him Izzy taught him everything he knows sound like canon??? Where is the brilliant pirate Blackbeard, and what is he capable of besides lots of murder?
Because the whole sympathetic not killing trait is gone to. He's just cool with it now for no particular reason.
The fact that Izzy of all people managed to integrate with the crew indicates a remarkable lack social intelligence, regret, and effort, tbh. I mean, it's Izzy. What did Ed do? Help fund a party the crew came up with with treasure the crew earned with their own labor under appalling working conditions under Ed?
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Little Late ~ KM7
Parrings~ Kylian MbappĂŠ x reader
Summary ~ Kylian is coming in late to your almost 4 year old daughters life, and wants to restart
Warnings ~ a little angsty, will have happy ending cause I canât do sad endingsđ.
A/N~ idk were this idea came from buttt hope you enjoy it I donât think I have a lot of Kylian lovers that read my blog
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Itâs been 4 years since you and Kylian broke up, you now live in a small 2 bedroom 1 bedroom apartment with your soon to be 4 year old daughter. Youâve been posting your daughter on instagram and Snapchat.
It was around 1pm, making your daughter some lunch because she just woke up from a nap. You hear a knock at your door you furrow your eyebrows, you quickly plate the Mac and cheese for your daughter and give it to her with some juice. âHere baby eat up, Iâm gonna go get the door.â You told her setting the plate in front of her at the small dining table. âOk mama,â Savannah said eating her food.
You walk over to the door and open it slowly, you see someone you donât expect. âTell me sheâs mine please, I need to know,â Kylian said with pleading eyes. âSheâs yours..â you said quietly. âCan I see her?â He asked. âKylianâŚâ you said with a soft voice. âPlease, knowing I have a daughter now isâŚI canât explain..â he said. âFine follow me..â you said letting him in.
You walk over to the dining table and see Savannah is half way done with her food. âSavannah, baby, I want you to meet someone..this is your dada..â you said softly. âDada?â She asked. âMhm..dada this is dada..â you said. âHi baby..â Kylian said keeping his distance not wanting to scare her. You could see the scared and confused look in her eyes. âSweetie finish eating, Kylian letâs go talk..â you said taking Kylian to the couch.
âH-howâŚw-when?â He asked. âThe night we had a fight and broke up, I was gonna tell you but I didnât..I still shouldâve told you though..â you said softly. âHow old is she?â He asked again. âSheâll be 4 in a few months,â you told him. âIâm sorry for everything, you didnât deserve going through that aloneâŚâ he said guilty. âWell Iâll allow you to see her and be apart of her life now..â you told him. âReally?â He asked. All you did was nod your head, you look down in your lap and speak again. âShe knows your her dad, I made sure to show her pictures of you and the both of us together and sometimes weâd sit and watch you play if you had a matchâ you told him quietly.
He was a little shocked to say. âSo she knows who I am and doesnât think Iâm a complete stranger..good..â he said quietly. Kylian looked at you and watched as you still had your head hung low. He lifts your head up with his hand under your chin. âmon amour, I miss you a lot and still love you and regret everything..â he said as he moved his face closer. âI miss you too Kylian, I still love you also..â you said and looked down at kid lips. âKiss me mom bĂŠbè..â he said.
You lean in a give him a kiss, he holds your face and rubs his thumb against your cheek. âIâm willing to start fresh again with you and be part of my daughterâs life..â he said pulling away and looking at you. âIâm willing to restart also..â you said looking at him.
You and Kylian talk a little more before your daughter walks up over to you crawling into your lap. âYou need something baby..â you ask her. âThat dada?â Savannah asked. âYeah thatâs dada..â you said. âCan I hold her?â Kylian asked. You nod your head and tell Savannah to go over to him. She gets off your lap and walks over to his lap climbing in it. âDada!â She said excitedly. You canât help but smile at them. âHi mom bĂŠbè, I promise to make up for my absence time with youâ he whispered but you heard him and it made you happy that your restarting with him and heâll make up for his absence in your daughters life.
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ASL X MOTHER READER
Sorry it took so long to write this.
ASL BOYS REACT TO YOU, SPENDING SLEEP OVER WITH THEM.
LUFFY
"MOM?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" Luffy, ask, you smile. "Oh, to spend time with you and your crew." You said. Luffy jaw dropped to a surprise, and the whole crew drop.
Luffy introduced to you, his crew, and let say the straw hat crew we're pretty shocked. And whole crew will ask you so many questions.
Asking how you're luffy mother? How did you rise him? There is no way you rise a idiot?! Yeah... you told them that you rise Luffy and his brothers. Ace and sabo.
And your sister joins in too, luffy decided to give you some breakfast. He will just yell at sanji to bake food for you, "this tastes really good," you said.
"See! Sanji is the best cook!" Said luffy, luffy will tell you all the story he and his crew went, beat some bad guys. "Excuse me, luffy mom, can I ask you a question?" Nami asked.
(Luffy and your sister We're fighting about he took her lunch)
"Just call me Mrs. (Y/N) and you will call my sister Mrs. (S/N)," you said with a kind soft voice. "Mrs. (Y/N), how do you manage to sail across here?" She asked.
"Yeah, how do you and aunt (S/N) sail all the way here?" Luffy asks, you look at your sister. "Well, we didn't sail all the way to your ship. We flew." Said (S/N), "WHAT!?" The crew yelled.
"YOU CAN FLY!?" Chopper asks, with joy. (S/N) Look at Chooper with a confused look, "Who said, we can fly?" She questioned. Everyone was frozen thinking, if you and your sister didn't fly, then how did you fly.
Then, a loud noise sounded like a bird scream. The crew went out to see this bird creature:
"WHAT IS THAT!?" Nami yelled, "TAMA!!"Luffy yelled, hugging the creature name tama. The crew was frozen in shock, and zoro almost attacked tama.
Robin was curious about tama. You told them tama is a mountain banshee, and the strawhat crew never heard about the mountain banshee.
Yeah... so, you let luffy ride tama for a bit. You show some baby pictures book of your boys, luffy kinda embarrassed.
ACE
"MOM!?" Ace question, seeing you riding on tama. You told him you came here to have more time with him. And you meet whitebeard, "it been in a long time (S/N),(Y/N)" he said.
"I see you grown old, whitebeard," said (S/N), Edward laugh. "I see you become a mother. How was shank? Is he still flirting with you?" He asked, you chulked.
"Think again. He still hasn't given up," you said, shook your head. "Well, it been a long time, (Y/N)," said marco, and your siblings are here too, your brother. He was with whitebeard crew.
"(B/N)!" You smile, hug your brother, "you be pretty hungry, we have food here," said Ace. "And I won't forget tama," he said. (marco and your sister are having a fight cause in the past they promised if they met up again. And continue the fight)
You watch Ace eating some meat and talk about the adventures he had, and then he falls asleep. You laughed, and the whole crew started to laugh, too.
Ace shows you his fire skill and his sticker. You were amazed by his life he had, being a show off. But... you did bring a baby photo book of Ace when he was baby.
The crew tries not to laugh so hard, and ace is still kinda embarrassed. He wants to tell you not to show more baby photos of him, but you couldn't resist.
Whitebeard ask you and your sister to join them, but you can't. Cause you came here to see your son, it really hurt ace, but he understands.
SABO
You and your sister arrived at okama Island, where sabo is at, and you met Dragon, luffy Real Father. He thanked you for rising luffy as a mother.
"Mother! Is nice to meet you here! And you too, as well auntie (S/N)!" Said sabo, he hugs you tight, knowing that how much he misses his mother so much. You meet sabo friends, they pepper dinner.
Sabo eats quite normal. You remember he went crazy when he was a kid, he changed a lot. Your sister train sabo, how trust the creature from your hometown.
And she teaches him how to fly with tama, even though tama doesn't quite remember sabo, but she still remembers him when he was a kid. And guess what? You show them the baby photos book!
It was quickly when sabo remembered the photos. You're glad to see sabo again, and sabo told you how it happened. How he didn't die.
You teach sabo how to communicate with other animals from your country. You remember it was yesterday when you taught your sons about your hometown.
"Hey, mom... do you remember the lullaby? When you sang for us?" Said sabo, you smiles. "Hush, hush... Baby rabbit on the hillside... Why are your eyes so red? When I was small... mother ate the fruit of the red tree... and that's why my eyes are red" you sang
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Distress
Janis âImiâike x fem! reader
Warnings: hospital setting, descriptions of labour & delivery with complications, vomiting, blood & bodily fluid mentions
In which, Janisâ life ends up in your hands. So does your babyâs â and you had to make a decision that would be life altering either way
Itâs crazy how fast life could change. And how drastically it could change â all because of one thing.
ây/n, you have to choose. Quick.â The doctor urged you. You felt the blood draining from your face as tears poured from your eyes. You were all alone with a lifeless Janis on the operating table, surrounded by people- doctors and nurses but the most alone and helpless youâve ever been. You wanted so bad to fall on the ground and cry, but you tried to stay strong. Though you werenât sure what it was for at this point. You didnât know what to do.
Once Janis was confirmed to be in labour, you came into the hospital with her to meet her team for the occasion. You got her checked in then she was swiftly brought into her room that was picked out in advance. The nurses on shift got her changed into an open-back gown â which she hated, and got an IV plug set. She hated the latter even more. And of course, a fetal monitor. âAll done, mama.â The nurse smiled sympathetically, âYouâre all set. Just try and rest and weâll be by every hour to check on you. If you need anything, call button is on the remote on either side of your head on the bed rails.
âOkay, thanks.â Janis replied simply.
Once the nurse had left, Janis asks, âDid you tell them yet?â âI did. I texted the group. Cady said she and Regina will come by soon, after they have breakfast. The rest of them are probably still asleep-â Your phone buzzes, âItâs Damian. He isâŚon his way.â
Janis chuckles, âHeâs actually coming here?â
âYeah, thatâs what he said.â You showed her your phone screen briefly.
âDamn.â
You put your phone away, âHow are you feeling so far?â
âItâs not bad, maybe I just have high pain tolerance.â Janis assured, âIâm okay.â You press a kiss to her forehead, squeezing her free hand. Her contractions were regular, but not causing her much pain yet. It was true, Janis had way higher pain tolerance than you did.
âYou wanna get back to sleep, babe?â
She nodded, laying on her left side then drifted off to sleep while you stayed up keeping an eye on her and your phone in case any of your friends texted. Friends, yes. Family, no. Your parents didnât like Janis and her parents did not like you. Theyâve been against your relationship from the beginning but Janis didnât give a shit.
Periodically, Janis would make little pained noises in her sleep, alerting you that she was having a contraction. Not once did she wake up, until someone came in to check on her progress. Boy, did she hate that. She showed it and the doctor definitely already knew. Once the doctor leaves, Damian showed up. âHi, honey.â He greeted.
âHi.â Janis forced a smile, laying back down.
âHow you feelinâ?â
âUncomfortable. Especially with the doctor just shoving her fingers in to check me. What an invasion.â
âIâm sorry, but Iâm sure they need to do that.â He cringed, âHow are you doing?â He casts his glance you. âIâmâŚokay. Nervous? But fine.â
âOkay, do you want anything to eat, drink?â He continues.
âNo, Iâm okay I canât even think about eating right now.â You declined. The three of you chatted for awhile, then Janis just suddenly got silent- her eyes screwed shut and she reached for your hand. You let her squeeze it to divert the pain, âYouâre okay, baby. Breathe through it. You know what to do.â
Janis was handling it like a champ.
ââââ
An hour later, Cady and Regina arrived. âWeâre here.â Regina says, âHow are things going?â
âSo far, everythingâs perfect.â You told the pair, âProgressing as expected.â
Janis has gotten quieter, now that the painâs picked up in intensity somewhat. âJan? You alright?â
She nodded, looking away from you. You hear her exhaling harshly. âOkay. You want some more ice chips?â
âYes.â
âOkay, Iâll be right back.â You told her, grabbing the paper cup off the table. You left Janis alone with the three of them for a minute or so while you went a little bit down the hall to get what she wanted. Actually, all she was allowed right now. âHere you go, babe.â You stood before, holding the cup up to her lips with a spoonful of the crushed ice. She opened up her mouth and accepted it.
ây/n?â Regina asks, breaking the silence, âHave you not eaten anything today? Your stomach just growled.â
âI donâtââ
âYou need to eat.â Janisâs eyes flicked up to look at you.
âSheâs right.â Cady chimed in, âIâm about to go down to the cafeteria anyway. Iâll grab you something too. Please eat. We canât afford having you pass out today.â You reluctantly agreed while you fed your wife another spoonful of the ice.
âFuck.â She mutters under her breath, you quickly put the cup down and held onto her, rubbing her back as she leaned onto you. Regina and Cady leaves after having asked you what you wanted to eat, after Janisâ contraction ended. âWhateverâs fine.â You told them.
âOkay, then.â Regina shrugs, leaving with Cady. As if on cue, a nurse returns to check on Janis. âYouâre at a three.â
âStill?â Janis asked.
âItâs your first baby so it usually could take longer.â
âI can walk right? Thatâll help?â
âYes, dear.â The nurse answered, âYouâre doing fine, donât worry.â
âThanks, Melanie.â You said to the nurse as she was leaving. She gives you a smile. You helped Janis stand up and walk around the roomâ but not before putting on a pair of non-slip socks.
You put an arm around her and kept her steady while she walked. Damian was paying pretty close attention just in case Janis got a pain that was too bad and you couldnât hold her whole weight. The two of you took a few laps around the room before she decided sheâs had enough for now. Regina returns and handed you a ham and cheese sandwich and a cup of tea, âEat up. Cadyâs in the bathroom.â âThanks.â You took the food from the blonde and glanced at Janis in the meantime to make sure she was settled. âBabe, Iâm okay. Iâm just gonna take another nap before the pain keeps me awake.â Damian waits for her to be laying down comfortably before pulling her blanket up. âIâm so proud of you.â
Janis smiled at him, âThanks, dude.â And with that, her eyes were closed again.
Regina started a conversation awhile later after deeming Janis deeply asleep enough to not get woken up too easily. âAre you okay? You donât look so good.â
âI havenât slept in what, 4 hours and we only got five hours of sleep last night before her contractions started.â You told her, âI guess itâs just been hard for me to witness all of thisâ as relieved as I have been that her pregnancy has went by smoothly and is considered low risk.â
âBecause ofââ
You nodded knowingly, âMy miscarriage, yeah. I tried my best to protect her, keep her healthy and safe. Todayâs finally the day and I just want it to go well.â Unexpectedly, the usually unaffectionate blonde squeezed your hand. âSheâs doing great.â Regina looks at Janisâ sleeping figure, âLook at that monitor- sheâs having contractions but not making a sound? What a badass.â
A small sigh escapes your lips, âThanks, G.â You resumed eating, Cady walks back inside quietly.
ââââ
âI have a shift soon, so Iâll get going. Any of you, please keep me updated. I will be back later, okay?â Damian requested quietly seeing that you were now napping as well.
âSure, Damian.â Cady promised.
âThanks, yâall. See you guys later.â
You woke up from your short nap and it was currently hour five. At the last check, Janis had progressed from three to four centimetres. âNo one came in to check her yet right?â
âNo, but soon, judging by the time.â Cady assured.
Once the nurse walked in to check on Janis, she pretty much got startled awake. By the pain. Seeing that look on her face, you were instantly flustered. âSomethingâs not right.â You and your friends froze, you felt yourself getting lightheaded but you forced yourself to stay standing.
Melanie hurriedly checked what was going on. âIâm gonna call for her doctor now. We need to do a an emergency c-section and the babyâs heart rate is dropping. Sheâs haemorrhaging. y/n, Iâm sorry, you and your friends are going to have to leave the room.â
No, you couldnât leave her. Not right now. Janis was wailing in pain, the worst youâve seen her all day. All pregnancy. She was crying for you, but she knew you werenât going to be here. You couldnât be.
ây/n, please. Leave now. Her teamâs coming in right now to intervene.â Melanie started shoving you out of the room. Regina looked her displeased but quickly led you outside. You could hear and see Janis screaming and crying through the blinds. Until a minute later her team of doctors arrived and shut the blinds, but not before you caught a look of the pool of her own blood beneath her.
âOh, my fucking god.â You collapsed, heart shattered and crying in Reginaâs arms. She caught you, making sure you didnât hurt your head. For once in her life, the blonde didnât have a clue what to say. You felt another pair pf arms around you- Cady was also hugging you. But none of that helped- you wanted Janis to be okay. You couldnât believe what you just had to witness.
âSit down, baby. Sit down.â Regina persuaded. You could barely hear her, tears falling without an end. You heard the commotion of them rushing Janis into the operating theatre and you couldnât bear to look. Regina shielded your eyes from the sight, but they could definitely see it. You hear Cady gasp- she didnât mean it. But you cried harder. âSheâs a fighter, y/n.â Cady told you, âSheâll be okay.â
âYou donât know that.â You cried.
âShe has a lot to live for, she will fight for them.â Regina agrees with the redhead. You blinked furiously, trying to stop the tears but they only kept falling.
Somehow, the whole gang appeared before you. You didnât even know who told them but they were all here to keep you company. To hope and pray that Janis got through this. To make sure that the baby would be okay. As much as you appreciated them, you couldnât express it. Your mind kept flashing with images of Janis in distress. It haunted you. No one dared to stop you from cryingâ you needed some form of release but they were also equally worried about what would come for you after such intense crying. With your head in your hands, your mind wanders to a particular conversation you had with Janis sometime during her pregnancy.
âIf it ever comes to thisâŚthe doctor asks you if they should save the baby or me. Save me. We can always try again for a baby, one way or another.â
You sniffled, sitting up straight as you got into a coughing fit. Aaron quickly offered you a bottle of water from his bag. You declined wordlessly, right as a nurse rushed out asking for you. âMrs. âImiâike, come with me now.â
The blood. The damn blood. Your stomach churned. But you took a breath and quickly followed her. âWeâve no choice but to ask, should we save your wife or the baby?â She asked while running. You ran with her, through the double doors and into the freezing operating theatre.
âWeâre trying to save both of them right now, but in the worst case scenario, y/n, you have to choose. Quick. Right now.â
Seeing the team covered in her blood, seeing Janis unconscious. It shook you to the core, but you had to say it. You had to make the choice.
âWife. Save my wife- I donât care what it takes. You save my wife. I am not leaving without her.â
ââââ
You donât remember much from that point on. It was as though youâd blacked out. You didnât even know how you got back out, but you were sitting in the plastic chair shivering. Gretchen. She drapes a jacket over you. You werenât sure if it was her, but you heard her voice while you felt the fabric on your shoulders.
ây/n, look at me.â You hear Regina next. Your body just didnât respond to that, but your mind becomes hyper-focused on the sickening feeling. You stood up but quickly fell back in the seat. Your legs didnât work. Cady caught you this time- you hear her talking right by your ear as your head spun and spun. Your vision started to blur, your mouth watered feeling the bile rising in your throat.
You bent over and threw your whole breakfast up and then some. It does nothing but make you cry even harder, like that was even possible. They have never seen you like thisâŚso vulnerable. You were always the life of the party. You always were optimistic, even through your own miscarriage. But this was a big fucking blow.
âThey made me choose.â You sniffled, looking at no one in particular, âThey made me chooseââ
Aaron went to get a janitor to clean up the floor. ây/n, whatââ Cady began asking. âJanis and the baby.â You swallowed, hard, your back falling against the backrest of the chair. Karen hands you a tissue, you wiped your mouth off hastily and she took another tissue to remove the used tissue from your hand. âThey made me chooseâ and I ââ
Regina holds you in her arms again, almost on reflex, letting you get whatever you wanted to say, out. âJanis told me beforeâ to save her. And I didâ but I stillâ oh, my God. What if she blames herself for the babyâ G, Iââ
âSweetie, Janis knows what she wants and sheâs always clear. You did what she wouldâve wanted. You can always try again, but you only get one Janis.â
You only get one Janis.
ââââ
The next hour or soâ you werenât certain, was like a never ending wait and nightmare. Your head rested on Cadyâs shoulder as you tried not to give in to fatigue. Your head was starting to pound, you were so thirsty and your stomach ached from the inevitable hunger. But all you could think about was your wife.
The eerie sound of the double doors opening rang through your ears. You stood up right as her doctor approached youâ free of her blood-stained attire. âMrs. âImiâike, your wife is fine. But unfortunately, we had to let go of your baby. Iâm very sorry for your loss, but your wife pulled through. Sheâs strong, a fighter.â
âJanis is okay?â You asked in disbelief.
âShe received a blood transfusion for the blood loss thanks to one of your friends.â The doctor confirms, âShe will make a full recovery.â
âOh. Oh, my God. Thank you.â You hugged the doctor.
âItâs my job, dear.â She hugs you back briefly then broke away. âTheyâre just making sure sheâs all settled then sheâll be moved to a ward. High-dependency for 72-hours just to be safe.â
âOkay, thank you.â
âTake care.â With that, the doctor departs. You began searching for the said friend who apparently slipped away from the chaos to help Janis.
âWho was the oneââ
âReginaâs also O-negative so she went ahead and just gave her blood.â Gretchen answered your question.
âWhatâŚ?â
Regina did? This was the most selfless thing sheâs ever done for anyone.
âShit, I couldnât even helpââ
ây/n, please. Anyone would help- no questions asked. You canât choose your blood type. Thatâs- thatâs not how it works. Regina didnât even hesitate.â
âYou helped the most, y/n. You went with her wishes. You gave her a second chance at life.â Aaron chimed in.
Second chance at lifeâŚyou did do that.
âFuck, I donât know what I would do without you gââ You looked at each and every one of them, seeing Regina walking out from a room with a bandaid on her arm. You ran over to her and just tackled her in a hug, âRegina, thank you.â You sobbed, âThank you for doing that.â
âI did what I had to do.â She rubs your back, âDonât need to thank me.â
Later on, you were all informed of where Janis was sent to. They only allowed immediate family to enter, meaning only you in this current situation. But they all walked up with you, and you were so confused when you got there because her parents were inside. Already. They were exiting so they saw you, and they looked like they wanted to kill you. Maybe not literally, but their words sure hurt.
âShe would have been fine if it werenât for you.â Her mother spat. Given your current state, that was all it took to make you cry again. Reginaâs grip on your shoulders tightened. âThe doctors say Janis is okay.â Her father told her mother.
âNot for sure, she isnât.â
Regina was even angrier at this point, witnessing the hell youâd just been through. âSheâs the reason your daughterâs even lying right there now.â Regina spoke up, âNothing gives you the right to talk to her like that. She saved our friend, her wife, your daughter. If anything, you should be thanking her. You werenât here for Janis- y/n was here through all of it. You have no idea what sheâs been through today. You have no clue what sheâs had to see, to hear for the whole pregnancy, you have no clue what she herself has been through so donât you dare start this shit with me. Now move, itâs her turn.â
You quietly made your way past her parents and entered the hospital room. The pungent smell of antiseptic hit your nose. You cringe, eyes screwing shut for a second before you proceeded to sit in the creaky plastic chair.
âHi, my love.â You greeted her tearfully, carefully picking up her fragile hand. âIâm very sorry for the choice I had to make for you, I could only save one of you and I know you asked me to but Iâm so sorry. Please donât blame yourself for it, please donât do that. Like you said, we can always try again. But it was worth it because youâre still here with me. Youâre still going to be here with me - weâll continue to go through life together and nothing mattered more to me than making sure you were okay and didnât suffer for more than you had to.â
You pressed a tender kiss to her hand then let it go to brush the hair out of her face, âThank you for being so strong and fighting for yourself. I love you so very much, Janis.â
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twitter having 'national girlfriend day' trend tonight is so funny like how did they know i was thinking of masato
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And for bad oversharing medical news the arrhythmia from december never went away but I thought maybe the throat infection was still there right so that could be a reason but then I went to a specialist and not only is it practically cured (just lingering a bit) but my lungs sound fine as well! which means! the shortness of breath is probably something wrong with the oxygen in the bloodstream and the slight chest tightness is also extremely worrying I could only make an appointment to get it checked next friday and that sounds like way too long
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ouch m.y tummy
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wallowing in self pity as an after work activity.
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âyou were my everything,
and all that you did was make me fucking sad.
so donât waste the time i donât have,
and donât try to make me feel bad.â
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happy :)
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