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#and i am iron sad šŸ˜”
nanaonmars Ā· 1 month
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everytime i think about the fact that tony literally invented time travel for peter just for peterā€™s existence to be erased from everyoneā€™s memory i lose ten years of my lifespan
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berberriescorner Ā· 2 years
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"Keep Me Posted"
Characters: Rio x Black!Reader.
Summary: Oh, you know, just Rio being an attentive, caring, flirty, and nurturing boyfriendšŸ˜.Ā 
Warnings: The reader has a chronic illness. There are brief descriptions of what itā€™s like dealing with an autoimmune disease. If you have knowledge of or can relate to the topic it may or may not make you a little sad. Being the emotional ass gangsta I am, a thug tear was definitely shed in the making of thisšŸ˜†.
Word Count: 900+.
Personal Note: This drabble (not even sure what to call it) is very near and dear to me. Yes, itā€™s self-indulgent AF, but I had a disappointing doctorā€™s visit earlier this weekšŸ˜” (which inspired me to put my feelings into my writing). I figured why not write something for not only myself but other beautiful readers who deal with the struggles of having a chronic illness? Even if you donā€™t personally know what itā€™s like, I hope you still read it and enjoy the fluffiness that Rioā€™s dishing.
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Your bedroom was pitch black as light snores fell from your overtired body. Upset by the day's events, you had raced home to shower and fall into bed as soon as possible. Your boyfriend Rio had been pretty busy that day as well. He had still managed to take the time to shoot you a few texts. The usual: did you eat, mama? How was your day? Ending it with an, ā€œIā€™ll be late. Donā€™t wait up. Get some rest. I love you, mama.ā€ You had taken the time to answer each question thoroughly, giving him a quick rundown of your stressful day. Rio (a man of very few words) had simply texted his apologies for your long day. He suggested you go home, take a nice hot bath and pamper yourself. You did exactly that and went to bed not long afterward.Ā 
You had been asleep for some hours, but the brightness of your phone screen awakened you. Blinking away the blurriness in your vision, you rolled yourself to the edge of the bed. Eyes focused on the screen as a sleepy grin danced across your face. Sitting up, your back pressed against the headboard. With the swipe of your finger, you accepted the incoming call.
ā€œHi, papa. Itā€™s so late, and the bedā€™s cold without you. When are you coming home, my love?ā€
ā€œIā€™ma be home in an hour or so, mama. Sorry to wake you, but I just wanted to know if you ate. I could bring you a late-night snack if you didnā€™t.ā€
ā€œI had a little something. Iā€™ll take a snack so long as itā€™s you.ā€
ā€œCome on, ma. Donā€™t start something you canā€™t finish. Bet once I get there, youā€™ll be out like a light. You need rest anyway, darlinā€™. Sleep, Iā€™ll be home soon to take care of you.ā€
Rioā€™s assumption was correct. Not long after ending the conversation, you were fast asleep. Your body was fighting against you at every turn. Two hours later, you felt the bed shift. The intoxicating scent of your boyfriend's cologne penetrated the air. Rio sat on the side of your bed, staring at you with love in his eyes. Your eyes remained shut as you felt his hand reach out. His digits pushed a few strands of hair out of your beautiful face. He continued to gaze at you with longing. There was also a hint of worry that played upon his features. His mind drifted back to the sadness in your messages from earlier. He was pulled out of his thoughts when he felt you stir a bit. Your eyes fluttered open as you groggily smiled up at him.
ā€œHey, baby.ā€
ā€œHow you doinā€™, mama? Are you feeling any better?ā€
ā€œAbout the same,ā€ you frowned.
ā€œYou still upset about your appointment earlier today?ā€
ā€œYes, I just hate feeling like this. Itā€™s one thing dealing with lupus, but the last three appointments have revealed the same issues. My anemia is only getting worse, and nobody can seem to pinpoint the exact reason for it. Pills never work, and the iron infusions are doing next to nothing. Iā€™m just so tired all the time. Itā€™s starting to take a toll on me mentally. The depression is starting to creep in, and I feel like Iā€™m drowning.ā€
ā€œWhy did you wait all this time to tell me what was going on, mama? Iā€™m going to have to start accompanying you on your visits again. I canā€™t have you holding out on me. Thought you loved me, girl,ā€ he teased.
ā€œBoy, stop! Love you for life, papa. Youā€™re dealing with the stress of business and trying to get to the bag. I didnā€™t want to add to that stress. You get anxious anytime Iā€™m having a rough time, and I need you focused out in these streets, babe. I can take care of myself, I promise.ā€
ā€œWith all due respect, darlinā€™. Iā€™ll decide if I can handle it. I assure you I can. Let me take care of you, mama. You ainā€™t gotta deal with this all on your own. Anytime you need me, just say the word, mama.ā€
Your eyes had started to water, and Rio cupped your chin.
ā€œNow, whatā€™s all this? Why are you crying, baby?ā€
ā€œWhy you gotta be so damn sweet? You do such a wonderful job at keeping me grounded. Thanks for always reminding me how much you care. I love you, papa.ā€
ā€œLove you with everything in me, darlinā€™.ā€ He kissed your lips gently. ā€œYouā€™ll be straight, mama. Iā€™ll help you weather any storm that comes your way.ā€ He wiped away any residual tears from your face. ā€œYou good, mama? Did you take your nighttime medications?ā€ With a nod of your head, a yawn fell from your lips, ā€œIā€™ma go hop in the shower. You lay that pretty little head down and get some more sleep,ā€ he said, kissing your lips.
ā€œWill you come to bed and spoon me when you get out?ā€
ā€œYou know I got you my baby. Now sleep,ā€ he instructed, laying a kiss on your forehead. Rio pulled the covers over you and adjusted the pillows.Ā 
After a quick hot shower, he finished up in the bathroom. He slid into bed, taking a moment to turn his phone on silent. Gently wrapping his arms around your body, he pulled you against him. Rioā€™s lips made contact with the back of your head. You stirred a bit as your body molded into his. Seconds later, your cute little snores resumed. Rio let out a light chuckle at the sound of the snoring. ā€œLove you with everything in me. Goodnight, mama,ā€ he whispered. He was caught off guard as your sleepy voice mumbled, ā€œLove you endlessly. Night, papa,ā€ you replied, falling back to sleep instantly. Rioā€™s handsome smirk played upon his features as he rubbed circles into your smooth, silky thigh until he joined you in a good night's rest.
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I hope that you enjoyed it, my lovelies! It for sure did its job lifting my spirits while writing itšŸ„¹ā™„ļø. I have something similar in the works for Chris Evans. ā€œKeep Me Postedā€ will be turned into a series of drabbles called ā€œDaily Strugglesā€(shoutout to my twinnie @nightlywords7 for coming up with the series titlešŸ’“). Comments and reblogs would be greatly appreciated.
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Gif credit to the owner. My apologies I actually got it from Pinterest. If itā€™s yours donā€™t hesitate to inbox me and Iā€™ll tag you for credit.
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cerealmonster15 Ā· 3 days
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
ty for the tag @unpredictable-probabilities! I don't usually do tag things but I'm feeling an exception today and I want to ramble lol let's GO!!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
Right now, 51! I think i started using ao3 back in college with rvb fic lol. I've since orphaned 2 fics so I guess there wouldve been 53.
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
86,956
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Right now, mostly just Twisted Wonderland (and the occasional dndads, I still have a fic in my brain I kinda wanna write for that). Twst was kinda my comeback to wanting to write fics and has been my main inspiration for a lot of things and it's been the most fun i've had writing fics I think, and it's eventually what's gotten me to try to write my first multi chapter fic.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
1. Slip Ups and Lift Ups (Stardew Valley) 444 Kudos 2. A Fishy Intervention (TWST) 354 Kudos 3. Company (TWST) 249 Kudos 4. Security Cauldron (TWST) 248 Kudos [my first twst fic i think? also has some errors in it teehee oopsie] 5. Because I Care (TWST) 234 Kudos
5. Do you respond to comments?
Yes!!! I think I didn't used to? Maybe because I felt weird about my own comments changing the comment count and like it was somehow lying lol. but that's silly and i like talking to people and I Need people to Know that i Love Their Comments
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
hmmm I do not write much angst, and even when I do it's more hurt/comfort, bc permasads make ME permasad. I think it was my rvb fic "forgotten" - which i always forget was my first fic uploaded to ao3 LOL, back in 2015. ironic that my first wasnt reflective of the tone i usually write for. i don't wanna reread it to check [even tho my fics from back then are WAY shorter] bc im scared to face how i wrote when i was fresh outta hs lol BUT if i remember correctly/based on the summary, it was a doc/donut fic and I think it was about how after doc had disappeared from the future cube or whatever in canon and no one knew he was gone, i wrote a scene of doc getting upset with donut bc Of All People Why Didnt You Notice I Thought I Meant Something To You šŸ˜” kdlsjfkdlsj i think it ended with doc walking off and donut being SAD and idk maybe they broke up, idr if they were 'officially dating' in the context of that fic. but um hashtag docnut for life.
7. Whatā€™s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
most all of my fics are happy endings with an exception of like one ^ or two lol. I don't know if i can quantify those!
8. Do you get hate on fics?
not to my face if I do lol. I don't think enough people know about me to give a shit if i do stuff they dont like
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
nope!!!! i dont really like smut personally and it's not the kind of genre i have story ideas for.
10. Do you write crossovers? Whatā€™s the craziest one youā€™ve written?
I don't think i've ever done that šŸ¤”
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that I know of!
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
not that I know of!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
nope!
14. Whatā€™s your all time favourite ship?
girl help i cannot choose. um. well first shout out again to rvb's docnut bc u will always be strong and married in my heart. and in dndads im an oakworthy truther til i die BUT for twst. twst beloved twst i am in that pitfall of i like 50000 different ships. jamiazu is the one i write and draw the most LOL and theyre def a top fave HOWEVER. god. treycater alters my brain chemistry. rookvil marriage real. adeuce beloved fool duo for life. im physically restraining myself from mentioning more KLFJDSKLFJS especially when we get into the multiship/poly web bc god we will be here all day. i can and will be enabled but this post is already long enough GOODBYE!!!!
15. Whatā€™s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
oooh ok well there was a dndads oakworthy thing I started like last year but pretty soon after I started it, we started seeing more of hermies forbidden other 'true' personality traits and i was like ruh roh this guy keeps pulling a fast one on me, i dont think the direction i had with this fic is fitting anymore. i had barely gotten anywhere with it and it wouldve been short anyway, but i think about what couldve been.... lololol and then for TWST umm. Hehe. Teehee even. Back during nanowrimo I used that as time to start 2 fics: kalim and the great relationship rescue, which is my current multichap fic about kalisil and jamiazu, itā€™s got about 3 chapters, and Iā€™m still writing it. AND IM STILL GOING TO FINISH THAT ONE!!! but the OTHER one I started during that time and have NOT posted any of it yet was the stuff with my first twst oc, Char, and his place in my big caterella multiverse ideas lol. Iā€™ve posted a bit about that story idea and done a lot of doodles and brianstorming for it, but I fear it would be too intimidatingly ambitious to stick to and Iā€™m not sure writing one concrete fic is the right medium for it šŸ¤” plus I just donā€™t think many people would like it much LOL it would be very self indulgent and tapping into my soap opera brain. I feel nervous when I talk about it HAHDBFNTG so Iā€™m not sure I could commit. But I still have what I wrote, and maybe Iā€™ll figure out another way to go with it or maybe Iā€™ll just wake up one day and say WHATEVER and write it anyway lol. Iā€™ve gotten shyer again so weā€™ll see šŸ§
16. What are your writing strengths?
umm. i do not know if it is a strength but i feel more light comedy and dialogue come more 'naturally' to me, but i do not know how well i actually can pull it off LOL also shorter, contained stories. Everything I write is a one shot, and Iā€™m struggling on my recent attempt at a multiple chapter fic BDBFFBFNGD
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
hrhrnrngm more descriptive writing, i find im in the pitfalls of writing TOO MUCH dialogue. and i also feel like when i try to do more serious tone things it comes off as cringe or trying too hard kFDKLSHFLDSJ. no one's said that to me but yknow. fear and whatnot. also ending the story is. Hard. I feel like thatā€™s always a weak part of my fics bc I sit there like WELL I WROTE ALL MY IDEAS HOW DO I WRAP THIS UPā€¦. I worry my endings come off kind of half assed but I do my best lol šŸ˜”āœŒļø
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
like are you asking if i would do it? or how i feel when it's done in fics i read? i dunno lol. i could maybe do spanish bc ive studied it a lot but i'd get nervous i think.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
on ao3 it was rvb bu teeeechnically back in my neoseeker forums days i was in there writing like, animal crossing or harvest moon or pokemon stuff. it was very bad bc i was like 10 years old LOL
20. Favourite fic youā€™ve written?
ohoho ummmm. Well I always have fun writing jamiazu and Iā€™ve written a LOT of those lol. I have a soft spot for The Comfort of Familiarity. Thatā€™s one of the ones hats taken me the longest to write because I was really trying hard to handle it with care, as it was a less light tone than I typically do and I was trying to explore the characters and their situation in a particular way that I really wanted to come across well with who reads it. It was hard, and Iā€™m not sure I fully got there, but ultimately I did like it quite a a bit. on the flipside, one of my more recent fics and I think now my longest oneshot to date, Blue Raspberry Mango was VERY fun to write lol. That oneā€™s a lot more like what I typically write, silly romcom style lmao. Cater and Idia goofing, characters bickering, friendship, me trying to sneak in as many side ships into the background for funsies, jamiazu is there, it was a good time. And that one started as a prompt suggestion which I feel like often times I end up struggling with and not delivering super wellā€¦ but this one ran away from me and I had a blast lol. Idikei fixed me šŸ˜ŒāœŒļø
Ty for tagging me! Umm. I am too scared to tag other people šŸ§ goodbye jk @officialgleamstar šŸ«µ You Do It
[sorry if I missed any typos or autocorrect, part of this was on my phone and I always miss SOMETHING lol]
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ryuichirou Ā· 2 months
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A lot to talk about today: there are replies about some of our previous posts, Leech parents, headcanons, antis, random stuff, and in general we are all over the place today.
Starting with the most important question though.
Anonymous asked:
Do you think Toddā€™s tits are big?
Yes, your honor. They are indeed of considerable size. Yes sir. Those sure are substantial.
But not the biggest ones of the cast though, Lucas is bigger šŸ’ŖšŸ˜”
Now that weā€™ve figured that out, letā€™s talk about antis and other thingsā€¦
Anonymous asked:
On the subject of antis, I find it terribly ironic in a sad sort of way how many antis are being busted for victimizing, you know, ACTUAL, REAL LIFE children not fictional charactersā€¦
This is super ironic and honestly very disgusting, both in terms of them attacking kids online for their interests and straight-up grooming the younger antis in their own groups. Teenagers are very impressionableĀ  and easy to manipulate, so of course someone is going to take advantage of that. What makes the manipulation easier is the fact that if you pretend to be against ā€œthose filthy weirdos proshittersā€, it implies that you would never hurt a kid, and it makes these people feel even more trustworthy to them... Whenever I block a bunch of antis and see a random adult in their friend group, I always get this feeling of ā€œgod I hope you are just some pathetic harmless loserā€.
But even without taking this particular shitty possibility into account, participating and promoting harassment of actual real people (kids included!!) over fictional characters is always going to be one of the most disgusting manifestations of their hypocrisy.
Anonymous asked:
Hey um so this twst server I'm in apparently has antis and they found your Twitter and they started hating on your shroudcest art and I left as soon as they did
Ik it probably won't be helpful if they do decide to target you but be careful please
Well yikes lol Thank you so much for telling us and for your concern, Anon! Unfortunately, itā€™s not something that we never experienced before; we just figured that even if we block every person who is speaking out publically against us, there are going to be certain people who discuss our stuff on discord. After all, why would they talk about the game and its characters and make something they would actually enjoy? Now thatā€™s just silly. When people have nothing to do or to discuss, theyā€™re going to gossip, pearl-clutch and complain about someone out there actually creating content and being good at it.
The only thing that bothers me about this whole thing is that these people arenā€™t supposed to be here. This isnā€™t a place for minors, even if they really really really want to see some disgusting smut to giggle with their friends about. But oh well, as recent events show, even locking your account doesnā€™t help to keep them away.
I am glad you are out of there though; I guess your intuition was right. I hope you find people to share your stuff with.
Thank you again for your support!
Phew, with all that out of the wayā€¦ letā€™s talk about sillier stuff!
Anonymous asked:
Hiii, I'm the Anon who asked about the Leech parents. I didn't expect to see a sketch. Even if it's just their silhouettes, i got lowkey excited, so i was wondering if you're going to finish that sketch one day or post it?
The young leech twins are so cute! they're probably chaotic, too. I also find it interesting that Papa Leech has a cane, and Mama Leech looks like she's wearing a kimono!
That being said, I think it's very interesting that Twisted Wonderland not only has a bunch of interesting characters, but so are their parents/family! Besides the Leech parents, I find Mama Rosehearts and Mrs. Ashengrotto also very interesting despite only being mentioned a few times! I genuinely like that they include a little bit of information about each characters family instead of doing the typical anime trope of "Dead parents" or "Parents are overseas", it's very refreshing.
(this is related to this post!)
Hi Anon <3 I am very happy you liked the sketch! Iā€™m not sure if Iā€™m going to finish this one, but I would love to draw the Leech parents properly and in colour one day. Letā€™s hope for the best!
Little tweels used to be little spoiled shits lol I mean they still are, but youā€™re right, they were very chaotic at that age too. And Iā€™m glad you liked the kimono and the cane! The moment we started thinking about the Leeches being yakuza, I couldnā€™t stop picturing Mama Leech as a sly woman in a kimono, so I am actually especially excited to draw her properly one day. I am not sure if Papa Leech even needs a cane, but it makes him look more impressive I guessā€¦ similarly to Azul lol, but maybe he does need to use a cane, maybe he isnā€™t as good at using his human legs, maybe he used to be better at it but itā€™s more difficult for him now.
I also absolutely agree with you. I am so glad that we have so many different type of families and parents in Twst. I feel like every character has a story to tell about how they were raised, and it always affects their personalities, motivations, and values. Even just comparing Mama Rosehearts and Mama Ashengrotto is very interesting, I would honestly love to learn more about every single Twst parent or sibling lol
blackbutlerfandomnerddomain asked:
Based off this, what are some things you think could get Riddle flustered or excited over his partners?
Hmmm, letā€™s see!
Floyd ā€“ probably whenever he is being more or less serious and focused?? If he just sits there, writing something down, thinking about the test and stuff. Granted, Riddle only experienced a sight like this once, but the butterflies in his stomach he felt that day were unforgettable.
Trey ā€“ whenever he handles the dough or cooks in general, but maybe this is just Riddle being excited about the fact that heā€™s going to eat a cake soon lol But also whenever Trey tries to discipline someone. He likes it when he gets a bit strict with others.
Chenya ā€“ this one is easy, whenever he winks at Riddle. Whenever he does it, Riddle gets very flustered. Itā€™s been years and he still canā€™t get over it and get used to it.
Ace ā€“ this one is also rare, but when he does somethingā€¦ handsome and confident and not annoying at the same time? When he shows him a magic trick, hides all the cards somehow and goes ā€œta-daaā€ with a smug smile. Nevermind, this one is still annoying LOL but if he took a coin out of behind of Riddleā€™s ear, Riddle would probably blush a little.
Anonymous asked:
Bows before you. Today I bring with me Ortho/Malleus propaganda šŸ„°
1. Consider that Ortho has the ability to just absolutely flabbergast Malleus. Leave him totally speechless with his technology powers. Malleus has not a single clue how this little guy works
2. Consider Rollo... if Malleus was thinking he was a top and got met with DISAPPOINTMENT. Now imagine the opposite... If he's convinced that Ortho is probably a bottom, and is in for a very pleasant surprise!!
3. Not only does Ortho have the ability to flabbergast Malleus, but ALSO Malleus shoots out lightning when he gets frustrated, and Ortho is afraid of lightning.... I just think that's a little hot. And very interesting <3
4. For two characters that are both super OP they are surprisingly on very equal footing, but I can imagine both of them getting that NRC mindset that they're still definitely better than each other, flirting with each other about it even ( flirting = fighting to the death for fun)
5. Consider Malleus in a muzzle. This is irrelevant to my case. Consider it anyway šŸ¤¤
6. Their longevity..... Malleus is going to live for, what, another thousand years or so? He's going to outlive everyone at NRC for sure, and we have no idea how long Ortho will live, but assuming he can manage his own repairs, he could live for... Basically however long he wants, give or take. They are sort of the only ones who can "grow old" with each other.... extremely interesting to me
That is all, thank you for your time :^)
Anon, this is VERY IMPRESSIVE, you really made me think about these two. Itā€™s a very good ship on so many levels, and every point that you made is šŸ‘ŒšŸ‘ŒšŸ‘Œ Come to think of it, the vignette in which Ortho helped Malleus to come up with the Halloween costume idea was very fun. They are so different with how bad Malleus is at technology and how bad Ortho is atā€¦ lightning and stuff lol
Malleus is absolutely going to be surprised to learn that Ortho is a top, but then heā€™s probably going to start noticing how Ortho is similar to Lilia in a lot of ways. And this is absolutely going to amuse him.
The longevity is also a good point. I think this is the only character combo that could stay forever for hundreds of years?? (Sebek, about whom I forgot, is crying in the corner somewhere...) Which is very fun, considering how much both of them would hate to say goodbye to their loved ones.
The 5th point was very sneaky lol but very much worth considering. I nod in agreement. Yes.
Anonymous asked:
do you think that in the Seven's time, instead of by the sevens they said oh my Toboso or by Toboso! and stuff
That would be a funny 4th wall breaking lol Is Toboso the God of this universe? I mean technically she is. The great cult of Toboso.
By the way, is ā€œthe Sevensā€ the thing that only the EN version has? I might be wrong, but I think it wasnā€™t really in the original game. Which would make sense, itā€™s not like the Great Seven are a deity or somethingā€¦
Anonymous asked:
My moe fall is my shoe flying in one direction, my weave flying in another, and then I backflip out a window.
Anon!! This is incredibly adorable, but you should really be careful! šŸ˜± Such acrobatics!
Anonymous asked:
Passionately, animalistically, and roundly is how I eat my cereal
The only correct way to do itā€¦.
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sleepdeprivedsimp234 Ā· 1 year
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Aight. So about my crazy idea- Iā€™m making a fanfic about it. I canā€™t help it. So now yā€™all gotta suffer with it lol. Enjoy!
āš ļøTWāš ļø: swearing, possession, fighting, knife being held to someoneā€™s throat, and i donā€™t really know what else-
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6:00 am
It was a cold-ish rainy morning. Massachusetts was laying curled up on his side with a book, his headphones and phone, and a blanket over him. Yep. He stayed up all night reading again. He really needs to stop doing that, and the other states make sure to tell him that, but it ainā€™t like heā€™s gonna listen to them. How ironic is it that heā€™s the one that knows all about medical stuff and what could happen if you donā€™t sleep, and a bunch of other sh*t, yet is probably the most reckless and risk-taking state there? Anygays- weā€™re getting off topic.
Mass slowly sat up, his back popping a little as he sat up, and checked the time on his phone. He sighed and decided to just get up and start his day. His cat, Mayflower, that was sitting at the edge of his bed meowed disapprovingly at being woken up and disturbed, walked over to where he was sitting, and hopped onto his lap, startling the Bay State. He giggled slightly and started petting her, Mayflower purring as he did so.
"Iā€™m so sorry for disturbing you, your Majesty. I didnā€™t realize that I couldnā€™t get out of bed without disrupting your slumber. I shall in fact burn for crimes." He said, faux apologetically, but not being able to stifle the giggle at the end. Mayflower meowed at him and turned around, hopping up and putting her front paws on his shoulders. She rubbed her face all over his face, neck and ears affectionately (idk Iā€™ve seen videos of cats rubbing their faces on their owners and apparently thatā€™s supposed to be affectionate-).
He smiled and gently pushed her off. "Stahahap that you gohohof! (Stop that you goof!)"
Mass got up and walked to his bathroom so he could get dressed when heard a deeper voice in his head. ā€˜Ughhhhh not you againā€¦" he thought.
ā€˜Yes itā€™s me again! Good morning dumba$$.ā€™ Satanā€™s Kingdom responded.
ā€˜What do you wantā€¦?ā€™ Mass responded mentally.
ā€˜What do you meanā€¦.. Who says I want anything?~ā€™ S.K. answered with faux confusion and sadness.
ā€˜Whenever you decide to speak to me, itā€™s either because you want something, or you wanna make my life a living-f(speaks Boston) hell.ā€™ The Bay State answered, clearly not wanting to this sh** today (it be like that sometimes šŸ˜”āœŠ).
ā€˜Ok fineā€¦. I just wanted to if-ā€˜
ā€˜No NO you may not. I know what youā€™re about to say, my answer is f(speaks Boston) no.ā€™ Mass said as he brushed his hair in front of his mirror
"Awwwww why not?~ Itā€™ll be fun~" The village(Satanā€™s Kingdom) whined.
ā€˜No means no, jacka$$.ā€™
Mass heard a slight chuckle from the other being in his mind. Well that canā€™t be good.
ā€˜Well you see, Massachusettsā€¦. You donā€™t exactly have a choice in the matter~ā€™ Massā€™s eyes widened as he was forced out of control and sent into the mind-space.
S.K. was now in full control of Massā€™s body. "Ohoho now THIS- is gonna be fun~" He said to himself, ignoring Massā€™s attempts to get control again. He grabbed Massā€™s hoodie that Mass had chosen to wear that day and put it on, surprised when he saw how big the hoodie was on him. "Dang. Is the hoodie that big or this thing really THAT thin.-" he said under his breath. He grabbed Massā€™s hat and put it on, pulling his hood over it. Next was the eyeliner. Ok, done. S.K. looked in the mirror and grinned, flashing his fangs that went all the way to the back of his mouth, and flicking his forked tongue a bit. Nobodyā€™ll notice the teeth, slit pupils, and tongue right? Naw. Probably not.
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Downstairs:
S.K. walked downstairs to where a couple other states were and poured himself a cup of coffee. He was about to take a sip of coffee when he felt a tap on his shoulder and he turned around to see New Jersey. ā€˜Quick how does Mass act towards him?!- Insanely aggressive right? Yea I think this is the one.ā€™
"Morninā€™ sleeping beauty." NJ said with a small smirk as he poured himself a glass of milk.
"Stfu." S.K. responded coldly. He noticed the slightly offended look on Jerseyā€™s face.
"Well d*nm somebody woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning, huh?" Jersey said.
"Perhaps so. Now shut it and let me drink my coffee." S.K. said, and then taking a sip of coffee. Except the thing is, he didnā€™t add creamer or sugar or literally anything. He just drank it straight up. Which Mass never does. And unfortunately, Jersey caught that small detail, seeing as how often he goes to Dunkin with Mass.
Jersey chuckled a bit and took a sip of his milk. "Well thatā€™s new."
"Whaddya mean?" S.K. questioned, glaring at the state in front of him.
"Ya never drink yer coffee black, so I was just stating that that was new." The Garden State said.
"O-oh. Yea. Um. Whatever." S.K. said, silently cursing himself for stuttering.
Jersey looked at the smaller with a bit of confused expression. "Are ya doinā€™ alright? Ya seem to be a bit off. Are ya sick or smth?" He said. He reached his hand to the otherā€™s forehead and feeling the side of his face (well itā€™s more like closer to under the ear/around the jaw-), only to have his hand swatted away.
"Iā€™m fine. I ainā€™t sick." Said the smaller of the two.
"Ok thenā€¦? Iā€™ll see ya later at the meetinā€™ I guess." Jersey said and started to walk off.
"The what?!" S.K. shouted, spitting out his coffee into the mug.
Jersey turned around confused. "Yeaā€¦? Didnā€™t ya get the email boutā€™ the meetinā€™ at 3?"
"Oh.. OH- that meeting! Oh yea, it probably just slipped my d*nm mind I guess. See ya later." And with that he walked away, leaving Jersey in mild confusion.
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Later at the meeting:
S.K. could now understand why Mass hated these meetings so much. It was sooooooo f(technical glitch)inā€™ boringā€¦ He put his hood up, pulled it down as much as he could, and then just stopped listening to everybody else. What he did notice, however, was Louisiana staring at him, seemingly studying him. Watching his every movement. Satanā€™s Kingdom tried to remember ANYTHING about Loui, and then it him. He forgot 2 things. 1:Loui is one of Massachusettsā€™s best friends, and 2: Loui is in fact capable of sensing bad energy or different energies and spirits, ghosts, demons, ectā€¦. Sh*t he hoped that Louisiana wouldnā€™t say anything or sense anything. Unfortunately for him though, Loui did sense something was wrong.
From across the Table, Loui felt that something was a bitā€¦ off, to say the least. He could feel a new type of negative or even demonic energy in the room. Well there werenā€™t any apparitions in the room, seeing as Loui had already checked for any and found none. He was about to give up trying to figure out what it was, but it bothered him too much. He looked around the room and looked at the energy of the other states (+Gov), checking off each one after he checked. Floridaā€¦ The Fedā€¦ Texasā€¦ Caliā€¦ Yorkā€¦ā€¦ and all the rest seemed somewhat normal. That was until he got to "Massachusetts". There was something that felt incredibly wrong, and he was kinda worried for his friend. He hadnā€™t even noticed Gov calling his name until he heard someone shout "Louisiana!!"
He snapped his head towards Gov, who had been the one who called him. "Huh?"
Gov just sighed. "Iā€™ve been trying to get your attention for the past 5 minutes."
Loui rubbed the back of his neck with a slight chuckle. "Whoops- Uh- Whatcha need, sha?"
Gov rolled his eyes fondly. Nobody, and I repeat, NOBODY, is ever really able to hate or be mad at Loui. "I just wanted to know if you had any updates about anything going on in your state that I might need to know about?" He said.
"O-oh. Uh- no. Nothinā€™ dat comes to mind, sha." Loui said with a smile.
"*sigh* Alright then. New York?" Gov said, then continued.
"F(speaks New York) you." NY said with a slight glare.
"As always youā€™re such a pleasure to speak to."
"Piss off."
Louisiana had pretty much gone back to what he was doing in the first place. He noticed that "Mass" seemed to be fidgeting with something with something under the table. So, purely out of curiosity, he slid down in his seat a bit so he could see under the table. His eyes widened a bit as he saw what ā€œMass" was holding in his hands. It seemed to be a small double-bladed thing with weird designs on it.
He sat back up and looked at "Mass" who hadnā€™t seemed to notice the fact that he saw the blades.
"H-hey sorry foā€™ interruptinā€™,- um hey Mass you doinā€™ aight sha?" Louisiana said, sending a slightly apologetic look Govā€™s way.
ā€˜Sh*t-ā€˜ Satanā€™s Kingdom thought as he panicked for a second. "Uh- yea why do ya ask?" He said, giving the younger a slight glare.
"Well- you seem a bitā€¦ off, today. Iā€™m sensinā€™ a very negative energy cominā€™ from ya, it ainā€™t like yer usual moody sleep-deprived energy." Loui said.
"Iā€™m fine."
"Are ya sure sha?"
"Yes. Shut it."
"Again. Are you sure? Cuz if there is somethinā€™ wrong I can h-" Loui started but cut off by ā€œMass" grabbing a random vase and throwing it at him. The vase hit Loui directly in the side of his head and shattered, knocking him out of his chair and onto the ground where he curled up holding his head. Chaos only arose from the table.
"LOUI-!" Florida screamed as he got from his chair and kneeled down at Louiā€™s side, Texas following.
"WHAT THE HE// MASS?! What is wrong with you?! He was trying to he help!?!" Texas shouted while glaring at "Mass" and trying to get Loui to uncurl himself.
"Yea wtf?!" New York shouted turning to Mass and standing up, glaring at him. He was shocked when he saw "Mass" with a sick-evil grin on his face and glowing red eyes staring back at him through his hood. His face fell when the realization hit him. "Youā€™re not my brotherā€¦"
"It took you f(technical glitch)inā€™ morons THAT long to figure it out?! Ha." Satanā€™s Kingdom said with an insane look in his eyes that sent shivers down the spine of the usually stoic New York.
"I thought we got rid of you a while ago!?!" Connie (Connecticut) shouted.
"Nope! Now, youā€™re next, Yorkie!~" S.K. said as he leaped up and swung the blades at York, luckily though York managed to just barely dodge it. (Sh*tty fight scene coming up-)
S.K. snarled and jumped at York with the blades again, this time managing cut York across the cheek and making the other hiss in pain. The smaller of the two had a wicked grin on his face as he licked the blood off the knife and swung again, this time cutting New Yorkā€™s arm, which made the other yelp (as in the way a dog does). Jersey had gotten up to go assist York, but got pushed back down into his seat by Oklahoma (whom he sat by since Iā€™ve decided that he sits between Texas and Oklahoma). He glared at Oklahoma who just told him to sit tf down and let York deal with it and just reluctantly listened to him.
York eventually managed to somehow grab the blade as S.K. swung again, but unfortunately this meant that the blade cut into his palm. But ofc he didnā€™t care and managed to twist the knife out of S.K.ā€™s hand by the blade and toss him at the wall with the knife to his throat. He found unnatural joy in the panicked look of his brotherā€™s controller, but quickly shut it out as he came back to reality and the situation at hand. He was about to slit the otherā€™s throat but something S.K. said stopped him.
"W-wait! Now b-before you s-slit my throat, you need to remember one important thing." S.K. said.
"And what the f(speaks New York) is that?!" York half yelled half said normally.
Satanā€™s Kingdom just chuckled before giving an evil grin and saying, "Well you see Yorkie~ Me and your pathetic excuse of a brother share a body. Meaningā€¦ If you kill me, you also kill your useless brother.~"
New Yorkā€™s face fell slightly as he realized that the stupid man controlling his brother was right. ā€˜Then how do we get Masshole back without hurtinā€™ imā€™ā€¦.ā€™ While he was lost in his thoughts, he heard a loud voice shout:
"I need the Commonwealth of Massachusetts present at the table right this moment!!"
York turned around, still keeping S.K. pinned on the wall, to see that it had been Gov that shouted that. Gov. Of all people. To say York was surprised to see the usually anxiety-ridden man standing confidently with a stern look on his face is an understatement. He didnā€™t think Gov had it in him. He was quickly snapped out of his thoughts tho when he felt something give up behind him. York quickly turned back around to see his brother looking at him with tear-glazed eyes and let go, letting Massachusetts slide down the wall and curl up in a little ball.
It quickly dawned on York that Mass was having a panic attack and couldnā€™t calm down or breathe at all, so he decided to try to do something that Mass used to do with him when he was younger (and smaller cuz now York is 5ā€™10 while Mass is 5ā€™6-). He reached his good hand out in front of Mass so the other could see it and decide whether he wanted to take it or not, and York was secretly hoping and praying that he did. He could see that Mass had seen his hand and was considering whether to take it or not. Aight. So about my crazy idea- Iā€™m making a fanfic about it. I canā€™t help it. So now yā€™all gotta suffer with it lol. Enjoy!
āš ļøTWāš ļø: swearing, possession, fighting, knife being held to someoneā€™s throat, and i donā€™t really know what else-
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6:00 am
It was a cold-ish rainy morning. Massachusetts was laying curled up on his side with a book, his headphones and phone, and a blanket over him. Yep. He stayed up all night reading again. He really needs to stop doing that, and the other states make sure to tell him that, but it ainā€™t like heā€™s gonna listen to them. How ironic is it that heā€™s the one that knows all about medical stuff and what could happen if you donā€™t sleep, and a bunch of other sh*t, yet is probably the most reckless and risk-taking state there? Anygays- weā€™re getting off topic.
Mass slowly sat up, his back popping a little as he sat up, and checked the time on his phone. He sighed and decided to just get up and start his day. His cat, Mayflower, that was sitting at the edge of his bed meowed disapprovingly at being woken up and disturbed, walked over to where he was sitting, and hopped onto his lap, startling the Bay State. He giggled slightly and started petting her, Mayflower purring as he did so.
"Iā€™m so sorry for disturbing you, your Majesty. I didnā€™t realize that I couldnā€™t get out of bed without disrupting your slumber. I shall in fact burn for crimes." He said, faux apologetically, but not being able to stifle the giggle at the end. Mayflower meowed at him and turned around, hopping up and putting her front paws on his shoulders. She rubbed her face all over his face, neck and ears affectionately (idk Iā€™ve seen videos of cats rubbing their faces on their owners and apparently thatā€™s supposed to be affectionate-).
He smiled and gently pushed her off. "Stahahap that you gohohof! (Stop that you goof!)"
Mass got up and walked to his bathroom so he could get dressed when heard a deeper voice in his head. ā€˜Ughhhhh not you againā€¦" he thought.
ā€˜Yes itā€™s me again! Good morning dumba$$.ā€™ Satanā€™s Kingdom responded.
ā€˜What do you wantā€¦?ā€™ Mass responded mentally.
ā€˜What do you meanā€¦.. Who says I want anything?~ā€™ S.K. answered with faux confusion and sadness.
ā€˜Whenever you decide to speak to me, itā€™s either because you want something, or you wanna make my life a living-f(speaks Boston) hell.ā€™ The Bay State answered, clearly not wanting to this sh** today (it be like that sometimes šŸ˜”āœŠ).
ā€˜Ok fineā€¦. I just wanted to if-ā€˜
ā€˜No NO you may not. I know what youā€™re about to say, my answer is f(speaks Boston) no.ā€™ Mass said as he brushed his hair in front of his mirror
"Awwwww why not?~ Itā€™ll be fun~" The village(Satanā€™s Kingdom) whined.
ā€˜No means no, jacka$$.ā€™
Mass heard a slight chuckle from the other being in his mind. Well that canā€™t be good.
ā€˜Well you see, Massachusettsā€¦. You donā€™t exactly have a choice in the matter~ā€™ Massā€™s eyes widened as he was forced out of control and sent into the mind-space.
S.K. was now in full control of Massā€™s body. "Ohoho now THIS- is gonna be fun~" He said to himself, ignoring Massā€™s attempts to get control again. He grabbed Massā€™s hoodie that Mass had chosen to wear that day and put it on, surprised when he saw how big the hoodie was on him. "Dang. Is the hoodie that big or this thing really THAT thin.-" he said under his breath. He grabbed Massā€™s hat and put it on, pulling his hood over it. Next was the eyeliner. Ok, done. S.K. looked in the mirror and grinned, flashing his fangs that went all the way to the back of his mouth, and flicking his forked tongue a bit. Nobodyā€™ll notice the teeth, slit pupils, and tongue right? Naw. Probably not.
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Downstairs:
S.K. walked downstairs to where a couple other states were and poured himself a cup of coffee. He was about to take a sip of coffee when he felt a tap on his shoulder and he turned around to see New Jersey. ā€˜Quick how does Mass act towards him?!- Insanely aggressive right? Yea I think this is the one.ā€™
"Morninā€™ sleeping beauty." NJ said with a small smirk as he poured himself a glass of milk.
"Stfu." S.K. responded coldly. He noticed the slightly offended look on Jerseyā€™s face.
"Well d*nm somebody woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning, huh?" Jersey said.
"Perhaps so. Now shut it and let me drink my coffee." S.K. said, and then taking a sip of coffee. Except the thing is, he didnā€™t add creamer or sugar or literally anything. He just drank it straight up. Which Mass never does. And unfortunately, Jersey caught that small detail, seeing as how often he goes to Dunkin with Mass.
Jersey chuckled a bit and took a sip of his milk. "Well thatā€™s new."
"Whaddya mean?" S.K. questioned, glaring at the state in front of him.
"Ya never drink yer coffee black, so I was just stating that that was new." The Garden State said.
"O-oh. Yea. Um. Whatever." S.K. said, silently cursing himself for stuttering.
Jersey looked at the smaller with a bit of confused expression. "Are ya doinā€™ alright? Ya seem to be a bit off. Are ya sick or smth?" He said. He reached his hand to the otherā€™s forehead and feeling the side of his face (well itā€™s more like closer to under the ear/around the jaw-), only to have his hand swatted away.
"Iā€™m fine. I ainā€™t sick." Said the smaller of the two.
"Ok thenā€¦? Iā€™ll see ya later at the meetinā€™ I guess." Jersey said and started to walk off.
"The what?!" S.K. shouted, spitting out his coffee into the mug.
Jersey turned around confused. "Yeaā€¦? Didnā€™t ya get the email boutā€™ the meetinā€™ at 3?"
"Oh.. OH- that meeting! Oh yea, it probably just slipped my d*nm mind I guess. See ya later." And with that he walked away, leaving Jersey in mild confusion.
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Later at the meeting:
S.K. could now understand why Mass hated these meetings so much. It was sooooooo f(technical glitch)inā€™ boringā€¦ He put his hood up, pulled it down as much as he could, and then just stopped listening to everybody else. What he did notice, however, was Louisiana staring at him, seemingly studying him. Watching his every movement. Satanā€™s Kingdom tried to remember ANYTHING about Loui, and then it him. He forgot 2 things. 1:Loui is one of Massachusettsā€™s best friends, and 2: Loui is in fact capable of sensing bad energy or different energies and spirits, ghosts, demons, ectā€¦. Sh*t he hoped that Louisiana wouldnā€™t say anything or sense anything. Unfortunately for him though, Loui did sense something was wrong.
From across the Table, Loui felt that something was a bitā€¦ off, to say the least. He could feel a new type of negative or even demonic energy in the room. Well there werenā€™t any apparitions in the room, seeing as Loui had already checked for any and found none. He was about to give up trying to figure out what it was, but it bothered him too much. He looked around the room and looked at the energy of the other states (+Gov), checking off each one after he checked. Floridaā€¦ The Fedā€¦ Texasā€¦ Caliā€¦ Yorkā€¦ā€¦ and all the rest seemed somewhat normal. That was until he got to "Massachusetts". There was something that felt incredibly wrong, and he was kinda worried for his friend. He hadnā€™t even noticed Gov calling his name until he heard someone shout "Louisiana!!"
He snapped his head towards Gov, who had been the one who called him. "Huh?"
Gov just sighed. "Iā€™ve been trying to get your attention for the past 5 minutes."
Loui rubbed the back of his neck with a slight chuckle. "Whoops- Uh- Whatcha need, sha?"
Gov rolled his eyes fondly. Nobody, and I repeat, NOBODY, is ever really able to hate or be mad at Loui. "I just wanted to know if you had any updates about anything going on in your state that I might need to know about?" He said.
"O-oh. Uh- no. Nothinā€™ dat comes to mind, sha." Loui said with a smile.
"*sigh* Alright then. New York?" Gov said, then continued.
"F(speaks New York) you." NY said with a slight glare.
"As always youā€™re such a pleasure to speak to."
"Piss off."
Louisiana had pretty much gone back to what he was doing in the first place. He noticed that "Mass" seemed to be fidgeting with something with something under the table. So, purely out of curiosity, he slid down in his seat a bit so he could see under the table. His eyes widened a bit as he saw what ā€œMass" was holding in his hands. It seemed to be a small double-bladed thing with weird designs on it.
He sat back up and looked at "Mass" who hadnā€™t seemed to notice the fact that he saw the blades.
"H-hey sorry foā€™ interruptinā€™,- um hey Mass you doinā€™ aight sha?" Louisiana said, sending a slightly apologetic look Govā€™s way.
ā€˜Sh*t-ā€˜ Satanā€™s Kingdom thought as he panicked for a second. "Uh- yea why do ya ask?" He said, giving the younger a slight glare.
"Well- you seem a bitā€¦ off, today. Iā€™m sensinā€™ a very negative energy cominā€™ from ya, it ainā€™t like yer usual moody sleep-deprived energy." Loui said.
"Iā€™m fine."
"Are ya sure sha?"
"Yes. Shut it."
"Again. Are you sure? Cuz if there is somethinā€™ wrong I can h-" Loui started but cut off by ā€œMass" grabbing a random vase and throwing it at him. The vase hit Loui directly in the side of his head and shattered, knocking him out of his chair and onto the ground where he curled up holding his head. Chaos only arose from the table.
"LOUI-!" Florida screamed as he got from his chair and kneeled down at Louiā€™s side, Texas following.
"WHAT THE HE// MASS?! What is wrong with you?! He was trying to he help!?!" Texas shouted while glaring at "Mass" and trying to get Loui to uncurl himself.
"Yea wtf?!" New York shouted turning to Mass and standing up, glaring at him. He was shocked when he saw "Mass" with a sick-evil grin on his face and glowing red eyes staring back at him through his hood. His face fell when the realization hit him. "Youā€™re not my brotherā€¦"
"It took you f(technical glitch)inā€™ morons THAT long to figure it out?! Ha." Satanā€™s Kingdom said with an insane look in his eyes that sent shivers down the spine of the usually stoic New York.
"I thought we got rid of you a while ago!?!" Connie (Connecticut) shouted.
"Nope! Now, youā€™re next, Yorkie!~" S.K. said as he leaped up and swung the blades at York, luckily though York managed to just barely dodge it. (Sh*tty fight scene coming up-)
S.K. snarled and jumped at York with the blades again, this time managing cut York across the cheek and making the other hiss in pain. The smaller of the two had a wicked grin on his face as he licked the blood off the knife and swung again, this time cutting New Yorkā€™s arm, which made the other yelp (as in the way a dog does). Jersey had gotten up to go assist York, but got pushed back down into his seat by Oklahoma (whom he sat by since Iā€™ve decided that he sits between Texas and Oklahoma). He glared at Oklahoma who just told him to sit tf down and let York deal with it and just reluctantly listened to him.
York eventually managed to somehow grab the blade as S.K. swung again, but unfortunately this meant that the blade cut into his palm. But ofc he didnā€™t care and managed to twist the knife out of S.K.ā€™s hand by the blade and toss him at the wall with the knife to his throat. He found unnatural joy in the panicked look of his brotherā€™s controller, but quickly shut it out as he came back to reality and the situation at hand. He was about to slit the otherā€™s throat but something S.K. said stopped him.
"W-wait! Now b-before you s-slit my throat, you need to remember one important thing." S.K. said.
"And what the f(speaks New York) is that?!" York half yelled half said normally.
Satanā€™s Kingdom just chuckled before giving an evil grin and saying, "Well you see Yorkie~ Me and your pathetic excuse of a brother share a body. Meaningā€¦ If you kill me, you also kill your useless brother.~"
New Yorkā€™s face fell slightly as he realized that the stupid man controlling his brother was right. ā€˜Then how do we get Masshole back without hurtinā€™ imā€™ā€¦.ā€™ While he was lost in his thoughts, he heard a loud voice shout:
"I need the Commonwealth of Massachusetts present at the table right this moment!!"
York turned around, still keeping S.K. pinned on the wall, to see that it had been Gov that shouted that. Gov. Of all people. To say York was surprised to see the usually anxiety-ridden man standing confidently with a stern look on his face is an understatement. He didnā€™t think Gov had it in him. He was quickly snapped out of his thoughts tho when he felt something give up behind him. York quickly turned back around to see his brother looking at him with tear-glazed eyes and let go, letting Massachusetts slide down the wall and curl up in a little ball.
It quickly dawned on York that Mass was having a panic attack and couldnā€™t calm down or breathe at all, so he decided to try to do something that Mass used to do with him when he was younger (and smaller cuz now York is 5ā€™10 while Mass is 5ā€™6-). He reached his good hand out in front of Mass so the other could see it and decide whether he wanted to take it or not, and York was secretly hoping and praying that he did. He could see that Mass had seen his hand and was considering whether to take it or not.
At much as Mass would hate to admit it, he was terrified. He had been so weak that S.K. had been able to take control, he hurt his brother and one of his best friendsā€¦ He flinched a little when he saw his little brotherā€™s hand in front of him. Thoughts of the possibility that York was mad and about to hurt him went racing through his head. Mass then decided that whatever happened to him would probably be well deserved, so he reluctantly took his brotherā€™s hand and expected to be hit or thrown at the wall. What he didnā€™t expect was for York to pull him into his lap and wrap him in a tight hug and start rubbing his back soothingly. Safe. He felt safe. York wasnā€™t gonna hurt him. He buried his head in his brotherā€™s shoulder and tried to calm down and slow his breathing.
"Aww-" Florida started but was quickly cut off when Texas used his good hand that wasnā€™t holding Louisiana to smack him in the back of the neck. Unfortunately Mass got a glimpse of Loui, who was unconscious in Texā€™s arms, and that didnā€™t help with him trying to calm down.
New York could feel Mass getting riled up again and teleported back to his room where he managed to get Mass to calm down completely and get him to sleep.
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kulliare Ā· 9 months
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For the ask game: 19, 24, 27 and 41! <3
haiii thanks
19: What does your URL mean?
my url doesnā€™t mean anythingā€” i meant to use it as a last name for an oc when i was like, 13, but realized the rp website i was gonna rp the oc on was not for me (sorry mizahar. some of the drama on that website was insane tho)
also its good i didnā€™t use this name for other sites really bc iā€™ve realized itā€™s such a weird thing to pronounce. once had a streamer say kulliare and it was so weird because she went french with it and i was like so confused at how she said it bc it was not what i was imagining at all
24: Do you have a collection of anything?
no unfortunately i am like a penny pincher in a way iā€™m trying to stopā€” actually maybe the answer is like art prints. i have a Collection on my wall and it is beautiful even though theyā€™re a little slanted and not quite right but it still makes me go :) whenever i look at them
my fave print rn is like a clown cat print but iā€™m debating printing my vaguely tarot card carmy up bc i love my boy rn
27: Whatā€™s a sound you hate; sound you love?
i hate most soundsā€” someone talking loudly grates me the most though (ironic bc i talk loudly!) sound i love is probably soft mumbling of people in background, like end of a party type vibes at sunset. or my playlist lol. i think the sound has to be controlled for me
41: What was the last book you read?
chugged through how lucky and boyfriend material on a flight just now. i enjoyed how lucky but boyfriend material i enjoyed moreā€” hall has obviously been on tumblr and the fanfic vibes are obvious so that helped in a wayā€” i enjoyed the banter the most though and oliver was a very good character who i wish there was more sad fanfic abtā€¦ but alas both of the boys r my fictional type and there is minimal fanficšŸ˜” also am trying to not get into the vector cover romances rn so i will likely not read anything similar for a bit
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dancingtwisting Ā· 3 months
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But I didn't forget
January 31, 2022
And 2 years ago but I didn't forget okay Hey, Why delete my Instagram account, what am I doing? Okay, calm down, I said something January 31, 2022
Today too
I'm falling supa strikas wiki I asked a question Is there anything Rasta while reading? No, I saw the word Rasta single and then
Tonight
When I saw the Instagram story on my phone in the evening, I was very shocked and surprised, I said "How so?" I was very angry.
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BUT WHY? But I don't know!
3 years ago Rasta's wife we ā€‹ā€‹learn but Tiger was very surprised and I was surprised Anger but all no one we found out we know what happened
How come, I'll try it and then tell my Instagram story. Rasta LÄ°ED?!
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Me: Rasta... You're LYÄ°NG!
Rasta:*a little scared* I m sorry... I lied to sorry
Me: Blow!
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February 1, 2022
I woke up in the morning, I was very sad and calm, then my account, Instagram, I deleted them all, they were released and my notebook, paper, rxt, I threw them all in the trash.
Then he was released, I was calm, I didn't care, I think a lot, Rasta and Tiger were upset, fighting, jealous, so he drew it a few days later.
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"B*tch!.. Enough didn't draw! I can't f*cking " I said
Then comes the new episode of Supa Strikas Rookie Season, what am I doing? I looked at the watch but I saw Rasta x Tiger broke up. šŸ˜Š
Is Rasta sad that he doesn't know what happened? šŸ˜ŠšŸ˜  but why? But tiger is very trusting and careless
And I'm falling but I'm falling further
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But all the years never To leave
Look, I drew it like this Then another new episode so You know, there are 3 comic books, but I'm confused, only (ss rookie season ep 10 Alyered ego ) chapter is coming. Why? Because...
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Where is there not! No this episode Tiger was released but Rasta cared too much pleasa
Okay okay well But I didn't know and let's see...
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Rasta: No no don't go I'm sorry Tiger: omg...
And then other new episodes and what does that mean? I saw the Titanic ship, how so? šŸ¤Ø We made peace a little bit (Iron Tanker)...
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But Not bad.... šŸ¤Ø
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(The lies of others) Better They reconciled a little bit, but... Okay, they reconciled very well, really. But...
Then Supa strikes is like rookie season final? But thanks for saying Now I thought what to do after making up with rxt so much? I have forgiven, I want to return I know what to think but I will There is no where! So does Rasta have a wife? No, but together. He doesn't care, never mind, but rxt, we really made peace. But forever...
Does Rasta have a wife? Otherwise it really doesn't exist?
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Then May 2023 Tumblr everyone's drawing comeback is now but I forgave him a lot. šŸ˜”šŸ„¹ But I really told you too much
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Haha very funny and They just drew and I did šŸ„° But as the years pass, I think, it's like this I told to explain
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New drawing ... That's all, but I really told something šŸ’ā€ā™€ļø
well.... and Yesterday I'm learning something wiki While I was reading rasta wiki, the word "single" did not appear, "wife" appeared, they lied.
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Me: Right? Hahaha He lied Rasta! Is there a picture of Rasta's wife? No
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Me also: I want to combine rasta and tiger I'm not kidding
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Look, this is how I did it *psycho*.... šŸ™‚šŸ˜Ž
.... And Thank you so much for explaining everything... THE END but No problem šŸ’•
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I just read your chapter about the doppelganger, and I am so pleasedā™”~
I wanted to happen something like the boiiss interrogating the doppelganger about yn's past, but this is equally good, and how the doppelganger made damage even with it's last breathšŸ˜­šŸ„ŗšŸ˜”
Genial!
Love ur writing styleā™” never give upā™” love the boiiss point of view, and the slip-ups, that begin to get frequently. The talking through the spirit box, the holy water incident, and now the black substence was already 2 times visible for yn, but they smartly averted yn's attection from it every time
U are a genious with this gameā™” love itā™”and we don't even spoke about the blooming tension between yn and themā™”
But it is so sad/ironic, that the original daycare attendant died a rather horrible death in the fire, but this 2 criptid has a matching personality with them... because u hinted that fazbear e. was inspired by themšŸ˜­ so the animatronic was not even the original, what a plottwist! Oh man... how do you come up with such good and established ideas??!?!
Always wanted to read a criptid sun-moon storyā™” and you nailed it perfectly
Thank youā™” and don't abadone this series plsā™”ā™”
Aw, thank you so much! ā™„ ā™„ ā™„
Honestly, with my stories, I just throw together a lot of tropes/ideas that I like, such as big scary monster that protects human, oblivious Y/N, and cryptid sightings! It's just a cobbled-together set of some of my favorite things and boom, story!
Don't worry, I won't abandon it ā™„
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forabeatofadrum Ā· 1 year
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Thank you @cerriddwenluna for the tag.
Rules: List your "top 10" (or up to 10 if you haven't written that many) fics ranked by kudos on AO3. Are you surprised by what's most popular to your readers? Then, under a cut, provide your ranking of your personal top 10 fics (with explanations if you want!), and then tag a few fellow writers!
I admit I didnā€™t know if I should do the top 10 for Glee fics only, since thatā€™s the fandom we share, or all my fics, so, uh, I did both.
Top 10 According to Readers, Glee Edition:
Myosotis sylvatica (73,167 words) - 151
Iā€™m still alive and Iā€™m still getting love (20,782 words) - 149
Mendacious (27,179 words) - 136
All the pretty things that we could be (70,071 words) - 113
Everything changed (2,642 words) - 113 Ā 
I really, really like you (1,575 words) - 107
Iā€™d cry a river just for you (30,541 words) - 106
The Critic (5,322 words) - 92
Ik was meteen ondersteboven. (1,544 words) - 87
It's about time (19,183 words) - 81
I am not surprised about the first 4. Iā€™m still alive is actually a Brittana fic and for a very long time it was indeed my most kudoā€™d Glee fic, which surprised me. I was aware of this because ironically that is the only fic that ever got a nasty comment, so it was kind of funny to me. ā€œThis is so stupidā€, babe, people clearly donā€™t agree. Everything changed is also a crossover with Check, Please!, but I suppose it counts since it is still a Glee fic. Apart from that, all I can say is that I hoped River fic was a bit higher which leads to:
My Top 10 Glee fics:
Iā€™d cry a river just for you (lol)
All the pretty things that we could be
Mysotis series (I always see the 5 parts as one whole, even though sylvatica is the main one)
Mendacious
Barking Up The Wrong Bakery
Ljubim te (yes, it is still a WIP)
Seven am
Anyway series (even though I havenā€™t reread that one in years)
Itā€™s about time
aap noot mies
I guess it is kind of sad that I struggled with this list after no. 5 šŸ˜¬. Like, I literally sat here going ā€œuhhhh.... aap noot mies, I guess? Kinda? Hmmm.ā€
Thereā€™s just a lot of older stuff that I donā€™t really remember. Iā€™m sure theyā€™re fine and that I will like them if I reread them. I only knew of two fics that I definitely did not want on the list, but most of the 68 fics are just kind of ā€œin limboā€.
And also I gotta say that no. 1 to 4 kind of share a spot. Those are just my fave fics that I have written and I do not want to pit these bad bitches against each other but alas šŸ˜”. I put River fic on one because I feel like that one is the best in ā€œtechnicalā€ sense. All the pretty things was a fucking experience. So was Myosotis and I loved the universe I created for it. And Mendacious challenged me. If they are no. 1, then Bakery fic is no. 2 because it amused me so much.
Anyway, moving on...
Top 10 According to Readers, All of It:
Everything will be alright (Brooklyn Nine-Nine) (2,566 words) - 626
All shall know the wonder (Check Please!) (11,869 words) - 470
The last to know (Check Please!) (2,579 words) - 467
How lucky we are to be alive right now (Carry On) (1,625 words) - 414
Times are hard for dreamers (Check Please!) (4,595 words) - 285
A rip in time (Whoniverse) (67,972 words) - 249Ā  Ā  Ā Ā 
Seal the darkness (Carry On) (3,396 words) - 247Ā 
The 2020 Young America New Yearā€™s Eve Gala (Red White & Royal Blue) (2,819 words) - 238
Mr. Grimm-Pitch and Mr. Snow, In The Library, With a Snog (Carry On) (2,877 words) - 231
Feel on top of the world (Check Please!) (917 words) - 212
Okay. Woah. Good thing I split the categories because I genuinely had no idea Glee isnā€™t in my top 10. I am shook. Myosotis sylvatica is on no. 14! A Love, Victor fic has more kudos than my Glee fics. I didnā€™t even like Love, Victor which is why I wrote fix-its and missing scenes for it! Not gonna lie, this kind of saddens me. Or maybe sadden is too harsh. I donā€™t know. It makes me feel something. Glee is my main and my longest fandom (not counting Winx Club) (I will write that Winx Club/Glee crossover fic one day that is a threat) (to me).
I knew that the B99 was the most kudoā€™d because it accompanied a post that I made on Tumblr and that one also got a lot of notes. Iā€™m happy All shall know the wonder is on no. 2 because I love that one. I am still so amused by people liking my Doctor Who clusterfuck. How lucky we are to be alive right now was my first Carry On fic and it definitely no longer represents how I write for this fandom, so the fact that itā€™s the most-well known (which I also knew) gives me mixed feelings because on one hand I look back on it with fondness in an ā€œawww look at that wee babyā€ feeling, but on the other hand Iā€™m like ā€œplease, read my later stuffā€.
Speaking of the later stuff:
My Top 10 Non-Glee fics:
Paradiso series (Carry On)
All shall know the wonder (Check, Please!)
Time After Time (Carry On)
make a fire out of this flame (Carry On)
The Naked Truth (Carry On)
Thereā€™s nothing ironic about show choir (Carry On)
Times are hard for dreamers (Check, Please!)
My rose-coloured boy (Carry On)
The 2020 Young America New Yearā€™s Eve Gala (Red, White & Royal Blue)
The Sarah Jane Extended Universe (The Sarah Jane Adventures)
Does SJAEU even count? Itā€™s not even a fic! But my fucking God I love my SJAEU. If it does not count, swap it with Call Me Maybe (Carry On). I am not surprised that my Carry On and Check, Please! fics make up most of the list, since apart from Glee, those are the fandoms Iā€™ve written the most for. Carry On has definitely taken over, though, so what I said for Glee also applies to Check, Please!: there are some fics that I probably really like but itā€™s been a while since I read them (*cough*Midnight confessions*cough*). But yeah as I mentioned, my most kudoā€™d Carry On fic is my first. I am not surprised that Mr. Grimm-Pitch and Mr. Snow is my second highest kudoā€™d one for that fandom, because I love that one, but I just love other fics more. But even then, if I look at my personal top 10 I do feel like all of them were well-received (apart from SJAEU, but I donā€™t expect it to get a lot of hits since it is super niche, and My rose-coloured boy which is in my eyes my most underappreciated fic in Carry On, like, come on, itā€™s only 891 words long!) and I always love it when people kudo and comment on my fics.
Reader appreciation moment!!! Weeeeeh āœØāœØāœØ
Since I feel like this challenge is already spreading among the Klainers, lemme tag some Snowbazzians (I am keeping that term): @facewithoutheart @martsonmars @artsyunderstudy @captain-aralias @cutestkilla
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seancamerons Ā· 7 months
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I am having such a hard time in my personal life lately, and there's alot of uncertainty, fear, anger, and just generally not good. I have been feeling overwhelmed lately, lots of stuff on my plate and more crap got added and dumped on, and now it's just overflowing and that is putting it mildly. There is still good things going on, but it's overshadowed by these other events and elements, making things difficult and hard to deal with with everything overwhelming and confusing and hard to leaf through like a big salad with too many different veggies, croutons, too much of an element or uneven quantities of things on it too much dressing, the ratio is off or something. In short, it's a disappointing salad, basically.
A storm has been brewing for some time, between 20, 10, or 15 years there has been. Sometimes it's fine, managed, not dangerous, or calm and then it storms and it rains and pours. Other times it's a constant arc era of it, random, frequent screaming, or and nothing makes edgeway no rational talk or sincire or effort of apology with backhabded or snide remarks and only escalating and making it hard to rationalize or even more ideally work it out. If you wanna come back to it later after ironing things out or cooling off you get cut off and it's silent treatment. Egg shells, silence, even some fatigue from all the adrenaline of the anger and decades or days, weeks or resentment. Rinse and repeat.
or worst case, its nucleqr troubles, like tropical tornado storm deafcon 5 crisis mode. Last time it was
So then comes the fears, uncertainty, everything is up in the air. I'm sitting here, bitting my lip and my tongue from spewing hateful shit, potentially pointed bitter confessions, incencritty saying something wrong or maybe worse things you can't take back or even come back from. And it isn't just you it's then too simultaneously.
Is that how you really feel or felt?
Has this happened to you growing up?
Fine until they're not. The last time this happened, I lost my shit and my mind. I was so not good, but before this weekend it was manageable because confrontations and such were backburner, and no conversations.
Perhaps cheerful past few interactions olive branch in the form of a surprise bottle of wine once in awhile but this month frequent. Decent humanesque conversations of light topics and safe and being decidedly scripted or bordering on carefully selecting every word like when you are ordering from McDonald's and don't want to mess up or fumble your words to tip them off all is not well. Such as maybe being drunk and running into someone and you don't want the other to know you aren't in the best state to talk and all. It's like random spurts like a pop quiz. It isn't truly genuine talk nothing is honest about it. Usually, it's pretty short like small talk, you're not that important or significant or wrong even in your own experiences or whatever.
They are the dominant in the conversation and you listen and can only say few things. Thinly veiled is some niceties or relatable or even predictability and this is where it snaps like a rubber band and it ends. It's so fleeting. It isn't worthwhile and you go where you go and whatever and leave the place. From experience it goes one of two ways, the true calm b3tore the fireworks or the storm el niƱo and you are fubar. Then comes all the shitstorm stuff I touched on before.
Well this is where current events fall into place and I do not want to get that deep into that or delve that personally publicly but only trusted mutuals I'd speak more about that to and with than someone stranger. šŸ˜”
This is what happens when you are not taking care of yourself or have accepted so much things that led to these consequences for better for worse. Some people have grief that manifests differently sadness anger or even violently or a combination. not even that isn't a pass or an excuse for being so bad off, it destroys so much in the person's life for starters and your own and no one or
What if they are family? Immediate?
I'm hurt and resentful, I don't feel community of that end of the family as this is a black sheep or at least in stereotype that could be an understatement or determine or pigeonhole. I don't know or can't speak on for sure what or now they're feeling about me because of the eggshells on the floor at every path and at every turn in almost every situation. No honesty, and it's cold. You see them through images and video impersonal informal and most importantly at and from a distance all the while missing out on precious time with loved ones or missing milestones because of the storm. Rain outs, delays, cancelations or radio silence. Nobody communicates property nothing changes. Finally, bitterness builds walls and barriers and screaming eveloped in silence ence speaks volumes. I care. They might care too buy fears keep them faraway. I think about when I see a birthday without a invite, instead, snubbed and pictures with family and none if us are there or invited, crpssed out cast out. It is particularly the storms fault, not mother nature or a curse or a conspiracy. It was deliberate. I donā€™t have a lighthouse or a beacon
I guarantee the storm though chaotic is only human and has feelibgs.
Could be possible they feel pain and some guilt and big time regrets. It is uncomfortable. The kicker will be eventually when they are gone. The once close, the once cordial, the once happy memories will be slowly gone too, and the decressendo to emptiness and the regrets pile up like my plate that is overfill to the brim and the past will be a distant memory, tragic and more people will dip out and they will probably be alone and leave the planet too one day and like Jay Gatsby nobody will care no one will attend the service for them or in their honor but out of an obligation and
I had been consistently failed by this person. It is embarrassing. I'm trying to take care of myself in the meantime. My peace has been disturbed, and I'm temporarily derailed, and it has been about 8 or 9 years since the last time I experienced this level of incertianty and fear and constantly living in survival mode. Counterproductive as unresolved tension reaches a boiling point with everything else is boiling on backburners and staining and tainting the good. The now strained straw suddenly breaks the camels back and makes it unbearable and remarkably awful and bleak. It took 3 days to knock it all down and take the bunch of baby and large steps back totally a preventable situation no matter what and certain. It sucks. It isnt half of it, but this is about a smidgen. This is personal, but it's all I'm willing to share in this grim glimpse tonight.
It is so rough. I don't even know how to put it all together or fix a thing. Is it even something I'm able to revise or repair? I don't know if I have tools and can I make a difference or a bad difference? Unfortunately some how a moot point but a fifty fifty crapshoot a fork in the road, and I haven't the slightest idea what to do now. I want to change things and wish I could. I can't fill the glass. I do not have to fill or whatever because I can't, in the sahara or something, so now I'm keeping it to myself, and the water no matter how selfish it sounds. I can't burn myself again or burn me to keep them or the storm itself cushy and bite my tongue till it bleeds or worstcase, it all becomes all consuming and kills me or it's all irreversible. I wouldn't be able to handle this kind of thing years ago but it's been the same for years. It's a cancer on famkly and friends near and far a death sentence. The optimistic part of me has slivers and speckled hopes but o don't know if I'm overreacting but I feel like deeply for once I'm not.
I desperately need a miracle or a magic genie for a wishfor good things to happen no more destruction. We were almost done rebuilding from the last wave the last 10 or so years or even longer who knows? I donā€™t like it. I dont want a part of and that keeps me up at night.
For the record, September sucks. Just wake me in November. The storm is human and negatively impacting my life. I don't know what to do.
I'm always last to know things in every aspect with few exceptions I wasn't equipped for a explosion or spontaneous derailment of everything qnd all the destruction in the wake the next morning or the day after or after effects. The hangover I guess.
Just get help. I can't help you. I need to be selfish and focus on me for the first time. You disserviced me so now I don't know how to remedy or find a solution or save myself from torment. I canā€™t even with this any longer. You aren't sorry. You just don't understand or are just as lost as I am. I live in constant dread though put on a happy face. It's getting hard to play pretend. I'm not ready for any aspect of this. I'm omg angry and hurt unbelievably and rightfully. It's valid. I don't know if I can bounce back at all. I want my romantic relationship to work because last time the stars lined up this way I lost them too because I lost myself and my mind and took time to rebuild and after neglect myself and things I'm so much more aware and wide awake to the bullshit. I used to feel stupid and now my eyes are open to the bad part. It is ALOT.
I hope I'm gonna be okay. I hope. Fingers crossed. Wish me luck. It really sucks, fucking sucks. I don't know how to like previous mentioned use careful words or struggle to compose virtually anything. That is it.
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vanillacreambunny Ā· 8 months
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How is it Thursday? It feels like it was just Monday.
Going to try to get all my work done today so I have Friday free again. The last couple of weekends I felt pretty bad, and I'd like to work on and catch up on some things. Also had multiple bad headaches at the beginning of the week, which didn't help.
It will depend on whether or not my mind and body decide to work šŸ˜­ Still sad the doctor cancelled on me, and I have to wait longer, but I asked if they could prescribe me iron supplements since I haven't been able to buy them yet.
Every day is a see how it goes kind of day šŸ˜” Just trying to keep up with my studying, which I have!!! I can't wait to be done with this course; I'm thinking in the next two weeks I will be.
And I'm making writing progress!!! It's over 1000 words now, which isn't a whole lot, but it is for me šŸ„² I am happy about that. I got 5 million more Levi ideas while writing it too lol. I also have a Levi smut WIP I started forever ago, and now I kind of want to finish it for October. Though I've never gained the courage to reread the one and only piece of smut I wrote before that šŸ’€
I hope everyone has a wonderful day šŸ’•
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This is *somewhat* similar to the bracelet I posted about yesterday, except it's completely different. The Fahlo bracelet didn't come with any shark tracking information (because they messed up and sent me a dolphin instead, which is fine but a shark would have been better). Anyways, this bracelet I bought for myself!! It was bought in 2021 at a time when I was looking for something that I could preserve some of my mother's ashes inside of. I had no idea this was what I wanted until it popped up in my feed on Instagram one day, and I knew then that it was the perfect way ā¤ļø.
-- It's call a Legend Bracelet! As you can see by the bracelet, and as you'll see described in the second photo, "One capsule is empty - fill it with sand / earth or something meaningful. The other capsule - comes filled with sand / earth from an area in the world we are helping to protect. A reminder to stay connected to the endangered places and species around the world."
In the case of my bracelet, a piece of ghost netting fills the other side. Ghost nets are responsible for countless shark fatalities. They get tangled in the nets and drown, because they are unable to move. Majority of sharks need to be constantly moving to keep water flowing over their gills.
"Crafted from eco & vegan friendly materials. Made from the bark of cork trees."
What you DON'T see described is this,
"The process helps extend the treeā€™s life expectancy and increases it's CO2 absorption."
AND
"Up to 50% of profits donated to charities fighting to protecting the environment & endangered species."
My specific bracelet helps to protect the sharks!šŸ¦ˆ Obviously, sharks are animals I'm pretty passionate about. Follow Your Legend has partnered with the Bimini Shark Lab to "help save sharks and protect our oceans"
The COOLEST part about my bracelet is that it came along with not only a sticker, BUT ALSO information about a Tiger Shark named Dani! (Ironically Tiger Sharks are my absolute favorite species of shark. So bonus points!) Through the card provided, (and the QR code on the back) I am able to access both information about Dani herself and tracking information about her whereabouts!šŸ¦ˆ
*Unfortunately, with this being bought in 2021, her tracker has either fallen off or something terrible has happened šŸ˜” because there have been no current further updates on her.*
Regardless though, as sad as that may be, I'm still super happy to have bought and contributed to the efforts of Legend Bracelet! There are numerous other bracelets that support different causes/animals and I'd encourage everyone to look into them!!šŸ™ŒšŸ˜
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doyouknowwhoyouare13 Ā· 1 year
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Nyx watches Iron Man
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OK YOU GUYS THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES
I LOVE THIS MOVIE SM
GOD THE OLD INTRO
THERE'S THE MAN HIMSELF
WOOHOO
BRO THE GUITAR IN BACK IN BLACK ALWAYS HITS BRO
him drinking alcohol šŸ˜­
NO GANG SIGNS
didn't get the photo āœŠšŸ˜”
NOT IT GOING THROUGH THE BULLETPROOF VEST
the ten rings!!!
I WENT THERE
I WENT TO CEASARS PALACE
WORKING MY ASS
I DON'T PAINT šŸ’€
HE'S SO FUNNY
NOT THEM ROLLING OFF THE BED
VISION!!!!
or Jarvis I guess
BRUTAL
PEPPER IS SO SLAY
I want that car
SOUR PATCH šŸ’€
HELPPPPPP
He's actually insane
Literally so smart wtf
No he won't šŸ’€
so many languages
THE WAY HE THREW IT
GENIUS
god the first suit šŸ˜­
NOOO YINSEN
SLAY TONY
I'm sorry but I'm so glad they recasted Rhodey
COULSON!!!!
that's sad
NOT THE SCOOTER
HE'S HILARIOUS
sad and sappy at the same time
where did the name Mark come from anyways
HELPPPPP
I love his robots
COMPLETELY HARMLESS MY ASS
GO STARK!!!!
crying rn
I have no idea what he just said
HELP JARVIS IS SO FUNNY
COULSON!!!!!
THEY'RE SO CUTE
That's exactly what I would do if I got a suit
HELP IT'S NOT THAT EASY
THEN SAYS THAT
I LOVE THEMMMMM
Pepper slays so hard
WITH A BOX OF SCRAPS
this bitch
HOW IS BRO STILL WALKING
well nevermind
THE SOUND HE MADE WHEN GOING THROUGH THE GROUND šŸ’€
I. LOVE. THEM.
I am Ironman
YES YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!
end credit
holy shit wait
there's
there's no end credit
oh wait yes there is
FURY!!!!
best movie ever I love it sm
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kpophubb Ā· 1 year
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Hi lovely ā˜€ I'm so happy to hear from you, this week I was literally checking your Tumblr five times per day with my tags. I miss you so much and this week I also needed you so much, but it's okayšŸ’› I'm so sad that you are sickšŸ˜æšŸ˜æ I thought you recovered but you mentioned that you don't feel good and I'm just so sad about this(((
Honestly this week I have my period, and I have to take šŸ’Š every single day because it's just so painful šŸ˜”so I think we could have some sick party togetheršŸ˜¹
I had an exam last week which I failed, but I was so confident but I failed and my manager was so stressful and is pressuring me so muchšŸ˜®ā€šŸ’ØšŸ¤•šŸ„“
How were your weekends? Today is Sunday and I just don't feel anything ...tomorrow I have to start work again and it's not tomorrow even it's like in 6 hours(((
Today I talked to my grandma and the second time during this 10 months and she's not doing good and mental health is bad she's pretty messed up šŸ˜£šŸ˜­I'm watching this one movie now and it just reminds me of some Horrors that have been through and how lucky I am to actually Escape. ironically the movie is called No Escape. The movie is so well done tho šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ’”šŸ˜¢šŸ„ŗ
I Never thought these things would ever happen to me.. or would ever happen in my reality šŸ˜”šŸ˜”I am just so shocked that this happened and they're still consequences and I just don't want to be a part of this you knowā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹šŸ’” I wish all of this was just a nightmare and I wake up tomorrow and everything is like before
I actually wanted to send you a short message just wish you could have happy Monday and better week šŸ˜­šŸ˜¢šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ’›šŸ’›
Stay strong baby I am just so thankful that you exist thank you for all the love you give mešŸ’›
Thank you for hyunnies gifs and quotes šŸ¤—šŸ’— I miss you so badly
You probably have no idea and will never understand the way you helped me during this sickness period of my lifešŸ˜”ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹šŸ’— thank you so much for saving your hyunnie lixie. Please get well soon
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Hi hi hi my love šŸ„ŗšŸ¤ tumblr has been mean to me with my other asks since they crash when I make em too long (?) and canā€™t be edited later so here we go!šŸ˜­ keeping it short but ilysm šŸ’— and value every little bit u say ~
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First of all donā€™t worry about me, Iā€™m doing better now altho I skipped my medication yesterday bc I thought I got better but apparently it made my sickness worse and took away my good nightā€™s sleep šŸ’” but anyway Iā€™m mentally active now..how are you feeling baby?:( is your period pain GONE?? Iā€™m so sorry for being ia Iā€™m here now promise ā˜€ļøšŸ’›šŸ«‚
The movie seems so strong..and really pain invoking and lesson learning is it on Netflix? If so, Iā€™d love to watch while trying to understand you..
Aah itā€™s getting hectic for you I can say :( no sleep and so much work šŸ˜­ but I really hope smh u get a break soon and can rest as much as you need anonie. <3
I can understand about the whole nightmare part. Altho I have not been in such an intense situation like you (thatā€™s why I give it to u always that youā€™re super strong bc you are my love) but I have had super dark times too and I can relate to that part where Iā€™d be terrified and cry myself to sleep everyday and beg whatever deity was listening to make it better tomorrow and make it all vanish..but everyday I woke up and nothing changed and that made me feel devastated and made me feel like I was better off gone šŸ’”
but I sincerely hope like me a time comes in your life where everyday would feel as good as a dream where you keep wishing you never wake up from the happiness..šŸ’– the things of the past will never really leave u and even tho the shackles are gone someday and youā€™re free to walk forward, the scary marks will still be there to your feet. But look baby, slowly youā€™re healing even if itā€™s at a micro pace, getting a job, connecting w your family member (grandma) and slowly getting up even tho the suffocating feeling still haunts u, itā€™s slowly leading to a betterment. Like this, Iā€™m sure you will walk towards light, love and happiness soon. Just faith it till u make it okay??
exams Are shitty..and itā€™s so disappointing to fail after giving your best itā€™s like realising your best never amounted to anything but hey love remember what I told u? ā€œHuman beings are filled w crazy potential even if you feel like u gave your best today you could still wake up tomorrow and try harder.ā€ So keep your chin high, take a deep breath and try hard again. šŸ’˜ every success comes with ten failures, remember that.
and lastly Iā€™ll always be here to save u and pull you up just like lixie does for hyunjin. Itā€™s a promise, not a fancy statement. And I keep my words always. I love you sm and I couldnā€™t add the last quote bc that post isnā€™t working anymore but it was..
ā€œThe world doesnā€™t matter. YOU matter. šŸ’›ā˜€ļø..ā€ā™”ā™”
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*Sent on another reused TM Disc, the video is of a Mew wearing a blue scarf.*
ā€œHello there! Iā€™m Mew of the Expedition Society, well more like an honorary member. Ryan said that a human trainer named Goh was interested in Mews like me. So I thought I would give you a run down of my abilities and some my technical ā€˜predā€“dee-censorā€™ used. For one thing, Past Mew was able to call Ryanā€”the humanā€”that is to our world over a thousand years ago. ā€˜Cept they werenā€™t turned into Chespin just yet. They came here and helped battle a big bundle of Dark Matter alongside past Mew.
Dark Matter was a big puddle of sad-mad emotions from all the PokĆ©mon in the world. So past Mew and Ryan couldnā€™t defeat it fully back then. My ancestor had to make some plans to safeguard the future which included sending his spirit into when Dark Matter would be active againā€¦ As a baby Mudkip who didnā€™t share any of the legendaryā€™s memories.
She was named Lucky and became quite the troublemaker. Ryan, on the other hand, chose to have their memories erased so past mistakes were avoided. The world nearly ended three times before Ryan appeared. One was a meteor stopped by Team Gotcha on the Air Continent, two was the Planet being paralyzed in time by Team Frost Heart, and the third was a fraction of Darm Matter who became an evil snowflake that showed Kyurem a really bad future which the Hope (or Team Paradise) stopped.
Dark Matter came back and infected our worlds Tree of Life which represents the lifeblood of the entire planet. Itā€™s also an actual tree with rainbow leaves rather than crystal. It semi-mind controlled a few PokĆ©mon including Yveltal who all could turn PokĆ©mon to stone to fuel strife. The negative blob uprooted the Tree trying to send us all into the sun. Lucky accepted Dark Matter, Ryan explained we PokĆ©mon tend to have trouble working through negative feelings, so it stopped being a con-sense-ness.
So thatā€™s time travel, spirit projection, also thousand year lasting barrier creation keyed into a specific personā€™s spiritā€¦. I have the standard Mew abilities though I am apparently much stronger physically compared to past Mews. At least from what Xerneas tells me. Mister Nuzleaf and the Beheeyem got a taste of that when they took me to that weird spirit cave. (To get Lucky back when she completed Past Mewā€™s goal of getting rid of Dark Matter. She disappeared for a few months, which upset Ryan a bunch)
Iā€™m still working out the turning invisible thing. I turn my eyes reflective and get blinded, at least thatā€™s what Latias and Latios say I get stuck on. Also! If you ever need to be rescued or need help with something big, Ryan said you can use the iron Expedition Society Badge sent with this message to put a signal through to the PokĆ©mon Nexus. It should get through since we tested this in Ultra Space with Solgaleo Nebby.
Lucky said sheā€™s a full mudkip genetically so she kinda doesnā€™t count on your PokĆ©dex things. And I am to ā€˜not let any sort of ball come in contact with my bodyā€™ if I visit you guys. Iā€™m happy to provide my services as a move tutor if you want, transforming has its perks in this business.ā€
*Thereā€™s a grayish badge that looks like a pokeball with wings on the side. Six circle indents are along the PokĆ©ball part. The middle seems to be able to press down.*
Ash: You guys have a Nebby, too? So cool! (though actually, it might be the same Nebby...)
Goh: Damn, I was itching to throw a pokƩball at you I MEAN, HAHAHA, ignore that!
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Well, regardless, I'm sure your services will come in handy when I catch my Mew or if I ever am badly in need of a move for some future mission!
Ash: ...I want to press the badge
Goh: Ash, no! What if we end up sent to that alternate, pokƩmon-only world?
Ash: Badge shiny
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Goh: That's not a good reason to take unnecessary risks, Ash. Come on, now
Ash: Oh, fine šŸ˜”
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finsterhund Ā· 1 year
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Mixed feelings today.
Groceries are terrifyingly expensive. It is now 100% indisputably cheaper to get as close as possible to a balanced diet by buying fast food than buying portions at a grocery store for one to two people without them going bad before being used. It's insane. Infuriating. Unfair. The only way to get efficient iron rich protein for a good price is fast food.
If you remember the incident where roommate had a little fit about the expensive carton of eggs? Now the cheapest eggs cost that much.
Hope is not lost though. Because I managed to find seeds for the specific species of heirloom pole beans I have positive memories cultivating as a preteen. Buying what is essentially if you do it right a yearly renewable source of a fuckton of beans was significantly cheaper than buying one serving of beans. However the problem arises in that will I be able to grow them? The issue is that my green thumb seemingly died around the same time my childhood innocence officially did. Maybe there's a magic in innocence and the love of nature. Who fucking knows. I'm jaded and miserable now. The only thing I've cultivated lately is grief and trauma. As a toddler I was growing orange and apple saplings from store bought fruits (although I suspect they may have been genetically altered to never flower) and as my childhood progressed I grew oak saplings from acorns. But long ago, ages, a lifetime ago really, back around when I first moved in with roommate I tried growing an oak sapling from an acorn again but it just moldered and died. Now maybe that was because the air quality and the lack of sun and the awful humidity but it made me very sad.
Later after that I adopted a near death Venus flytrap (who was named "Shadow" if you recall) and I successfully saved him from flowering (really big pain in the ass when it comes to flytrap husbandry) only for me to accidentally leave him behind at a friend's house who then killed him before I could bring him home. šŸ˜” (I was between moves at the time)
But these are the special childhood beans. And they were cheap. And I got at least ten of them. And I fully intend to do as good as I can by them. I have been thinking about them beans all night. I have so many memes about beans I can post but I need to find them.
Anyways grocery shopping is horrific. I am more and more further radicalized by this inflation. There is no reason for it, don't blame some eco-friendly policy or person who's been in office for less time than it takes anything substantial to happen or whatever it's 100% companies profiting and making the consumer pay for it. Inflation harming the middle class while companies rake in record profits is not a flaw of something unless it's directly related to capitalist greed.
Also I may have irreparably broken one of my favourite (and harder to come by) music box movements. In order to repair it if so I will need to completely disassemble it and replace the governor assembly or do mild "smithing" work to the governor assembly. (Heat and hammer lol) My stupid worthless bumbling tremor hands when attempting to remove a stuck figure turning assembly accidentally bent it. Don't get me to do brain surgery lol šŸ˜” I'm pretty saddened by that. Because I managed to find a music box mechanism for a specific music box song I like at a thrift store in the wild. Usually they play some generic shit that I don't like listening to for more than a couple minutes. But I will solve this on my own (hence why I'm not naming the song so a well-meaning friend doesn't get me another mechanism.)
Some good news though is that (before trying to buy groceries lol) I bought that special item I was saving up for. I even got it for 100 USD cheaper because I did a "best offer" with the seller. They didn't ship to Canada so I had it sent to Fishy who offered to help me out when things like that happen.
Anyways I'm thinking about them beans. Gonna spend the rest of the night trying to fix this music box mechanism. I really do not want to have to completely disassemble the parts not meant to be disassembled outside of the factory. Stress.
Beans.
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