#back at it again with the angst

[a-single-fan-tear]

Am I binge watching Hazbin Hotel for the 4th time?

Yes

Am I currently writing angst about it?

Also yes

#hazbin hotel #hazbin charlie #hazbin alastor #hazbin angel dust #hazbin husk #back at it again with the angst #all aboard the angst train #hazbin hotel fanfiction

[happyk44]

Thanatos and Hypnos, both born in Tartarus, their mother and father still live there, sneaking downstairs after they realize Nico is there and they try so hard to hunt him down and bring him home but monsters flock him in multitudes and he's locked in a small tight cage most of the time and it is miserable to see but he's alive and a fighter so Hypnos gives him sweet dreams and Thanatos instills a boost to his powers for when the monsters make him fight and they go home to tell Hades he's still breathing, he's not safe but he's alive, he's vicious and angry, he'll survive.

Hades stands beside the pit. Its vicious pull cannot affect him. It's merely his basement, another notch in his realm. He's weaker there, sure, but stronger than most. He can hold his own against Tartarus. He has for years when checking in on prisoners. The man's cold whispers mean nothing to him. The burning sulfur doesn't bother him.

It's still his world.

It will always be his world.

But when the stories are told, his brother, his paranoid brother, will hear about how Nico battled through Tartarus alone and was captured. And if Hades goes down there, he'll hear about that too. He'll hear about how he ventured into the land of monsters and enemies to save his son. He won't think that Hades fought them all off.

He'll think he struck a deal.

It's like standing in the hotel lobby, watching his children play, knowing his other children are being sentenced to a violent gruesome death at the hands of their uncle, listening to Maria insist her children must remain in the living world despite all his knowledge that they will die if they do.

Knowing he can do so little to protect them in a way that won't have his brother reacting in all his irrational paranoid ways.

It must be so tiring to be so worried that everyone around you is an enemy. He pities him sometimes.

Now he's just fustrated and angry. His son sits tortured beneath his feet and there's little he can do to help without enraging the world above him. He's proved himself in so many wars, is known by mortals for his dutiful indifference.

But all they see is the end of their lives.

And so his son must suffer.

#hades (pjo) #back at it again with the angst #nico di angelo #happy talks pjo

[morally-earl-grey]

#SHES BACK UP #THANK YOU AO3 VOLUNTEERS #I LOVE YOU #badge of honor #we did it boys #ao3 #archive of our own #never scare me like that again #I’m gonna go read my Wolfstar heavy angst #sleeping was so hard last night #fanfiction #fanfic #ao3 ddos

[quess-art]

Made before the hard parts of Book 7 comes out and Malleus kicks my f2p ass

#twst #twisted wonderland #malleus draconia #malleus draconia x reader #lil' doots #gif #i am going to draw so much angst of this boy like i did with idia #ive been working on colour and lighting recently #the easter weekend gave me just enough time to create 1 thing #before i need to go back teaching again ;-; #love my class but i am swamped with work

[whatohitsonfirewelp]

You know what? I don’t WANT an awkward double date. I don’t WANT buck coming out and people having the ‘I know’ reaction or the ‘is it Eddie’ reaction.

You know what I do want?

I want Buck panicking over what to wear for the date. I want Buck flopping on his bed like very teenager after their first kiss all giggly and happy and touching his lips because he kissed a boy

I want Buck smiling every time he says Tommy’s name because maybe it isn’t forever and maybe he’s not even looking for forever anymore but he’s so happy and he’s so light and being with Tommy feels good

I want Tommy to keep calling him Evan, because before Buck was Buck he was Evan and Evan deserves to be happy to be treated so softly and lovingly and Evan deserves to be free.

I want Buck to be happy. To be happy and free and queer in the way we all deserve.

#the other things are nice I guess #buddie would be nice #but honestly I don’t care anymore #I just want to see a happy queer character in media #because we don’t even fully have that with hen and Karen #their journey wasn’t an easy one #and why can’t we get queer characters who have a soft loving kind story #whatoh back at it again #evan buckley #tommy kinard #eddie diaz #911 abc #give me a giddy buck who’s nervous and unsure but so excited #give me a Buck who’s awkward but so determined to make this work and to discover more about himself #give me a Tommy who is so soft with him so gentle so kind #because don’t we all deserve that love? doesn’t Evan Buckley deserve that love? #for once I don’t want the angst for him I just want him to be Happy and Free

[dreamshaxd]

Sometimes it causes pain.

EDIT: 139NOTES??! YOU GUYS ARE CRAZY, OH MY-

EDIT 2: DUDEEE, IT'S NOT EVEN THAT GOOD,IM CRYING OVER ALL THIS HYPE

#fanart #dsmp #my art :] #tommyinnit #ctommy #the next one still needs to be outlined :D #I hope I'll finish it today. #I did this way back on January 15th #I was just too lazy to post it #Sorry for angst again :'x #Yeeaahh I'll go then

[arunneronthird]

i think about that period of time where dick had to step up and be damians mentor but didnt actually want to like twice a day

he fought a lot for a kid he had to learn to love the hard way

#this took so long jesus #hello back on my angst bullshit again i never left #batman #dc comics #nightwing #dick grayson #robin #damian wayne #my art #ladies. gentlemen. you have eaten well.

[speltfields]

some angst for YOU 🫵

#shane sdv #shane stardew valley #stardew valley #sdv posting #my art #calling out someone here 😏 its me 😏 #i got wifi again btw we are so back #its angst to me but it might be too silly. idk.

[dovewingkinnie]

mangle nooooooooooooo i miss when people used to make angst about mangle so im animating some again

#back at it again with a spin #im sorry #honestly i miss angst of all the animatronics #it was fun #dont get me started on the withereds vs the toys

[chococrystal]

Made for @ammo0648 's DTIYS !! Congrats !!

#ammo600dtiys #ninjago #lego ninjago #urghh i hope i did ur dtiys justice aaghh #cole ninjago #cole brookstone #shroomart #ur prompt made me feel so many emotions and i thought cole would also be going through a surge of emotions raarr #Also i interpreted this as the moment either he lands into the afterlife and sees lily OR the moment right before he gets sent back #I HOPE THATS OKAY AAAA #like a bittersweet smile thing #bc either moment he still just wants to stay with her and stay dead like #THE ANGST MAN #ALSO i didn't even realize i didn't follow u here on tumblr !! even tho i follow u everywhere else raaaa #fixed that hehe #congrats again !!

[maddyscrsideblog]

Having Kiki and Vax thoughts again this time about the more abstract idea of the champion of the goddess of death being in love with an almost immortal woman, the only way they can be reunited is by waiting a thousand years until her death and he will show up time and again to make sure she gets to live those thousand years, there is a woman that the embodiment of death is in love with and he ensures her immortality

#AUGH #they fuck me up so bad #and by the time they reunite death and divinity will have long changed him and centuries upon centuries of life will have long changed her #but the scant few years of mortal life they spent together will always be there and they will always love one another #keyleth #vax'ildan #vaxleth #vax'leth #critical role #vox machina #please forgive me for angsting about vaxleth again im going back to my work now

[bon-sides-sw]

Sometimes you spend a season on a dusty place, fall in love and never see again until much later

#dinluke #meet on tatooine #bons art #my art #art #luke skywalker #din djarin #star wars #the mandalorian #a new hope #meet on tatooine au #that is the equivalent of a summer love for Din #with angst and all #he actually came back #but right after the events of ANH #then 9 years later met luke again #mando #skydalorian #lukedin

[puppyeared]

The garment, worn by those in good standing with Hyrule royalty, has been reworked with the latest improvements, such as a new shoulder guard.

#I miss my wife tails. I miss her a lot. I’ll be back #I love the champions leathers design but the story behind it is so sweet too like. she wanted to thank him so she went and #got some improvements added to it?? and she wanted to see his face when she surprises him with it hello????? #I think my favourite part is the half chest just for angst. I like imagining she was very particular about the armour placements #and had a chest piece added because yknow. right over the heart might I add #originally I wanted this to be more angsty but halfway through I was like wait this would completely miss the point #in my mind the armor isn’t just ‘I don’t want you to die again’ but also ‘I want to keep you safe as best I can’ #in her diary she was like links armor is wearing down so you know what? I’m gonna add more armor to better protect him!!! #and with her upbringing in mind (and the conversation she had with him about whether he would still choose to be a knight if things were #different) she could have totally asked him to stop doing it altogether. but she made the armor for him instead #sidenote she also got to be a teacher and scholar like she wanted and that is so. dont look at me I’m crying #I don’t know if ANY of this makes sense I’m just rambling. yes I wear the champions leathers every chance I get why do you ask #btw if you squint the leathers chainmail and sweater are taken from the hylian armor chestpiece! slightly modified on the tunic but cool #my art #myart #tears of the kingdom #totk #totk spoilers #totk zelda #totk link #botw spoilers #botw #breath of the wild #loz #loz fanart #comic #tw blood #blood

[iintervallum]

i'm not a shipper at all this campaign but i stil had to draw this moment, can't help but have a soft spot for sapphics lol

also imogens clothes are so difficult to draw man, why does she wear like three layers of shirt, you're already gay you don't need to prove it with your clothes.(for legal reasons i'm joking imogen dress as gay as you want girl)

#my art #critical role fanart #cr fanart #imodna #southern gothic #imogen x laudna #laudna x imogen #bells hells #c3e65 #wlw #this is a moment of celebration for the shippers so i'll hold my angsty musings to myself #but the moment i heard it was canon i couldn't help but think that laudna will outlive imogen #or that delilah could come back and ruin it all again just like with the gnarlrock #cannot help but introduce angst lmao #critical role #the more i look at this the more i love/hate it #like i got some details right but completely dropped the ball on the others #argh why must i make me hate my own art

[cosbeans]

ingo should get a lot of hugs when he gets back idk

#ingo #emmet #submas #nimbasa trio #pokemon #cosme doobles #listen i have so many thoughts about this #theres so much angst focused on emmet and him dealing with grief #but i want to see more of ingo coming back and struggling to adjust again #his memory is still bad . hes suddenly so unused to physical touch #the fear of one day waking up in hisui haunts him #ANYWAYS im having a lot of thoughts and not enough time #have a nice evening everyone #THESE ARE ALL PLATONIC TOUCHES BY THE WAY #NO SHIPPING IN THIS HOUSE SOMETIMES YOURE JUST CLOSE FRIENDS AND ARE OK WITH TOUCHES #bl*nkshippers im pointing a gun at you specifically

[an-established-butt-dent]

At home in the shadows. Forgotten dreams.

Solas: Dragon age

Ink on paper

#I just wanted to paint our favorite sad elf #Who doens't cry a bit when you hear Solas thoughts through Cole??? It broke by heart #He hurts #an old pain from before #when everything sang the same. You're real #and it means everyone could be real. It changes everything #but it can't. #ughhjejnfkjeewf #sad egg #look at this pretty ancient elvhen baby #yes he made some questionable life choices but who hasn't? ha ha #I like my favourite character to carry a load of angst and unprocessed trauma on their backs just like the rest of us <3 #dragon age inquisition #my fanart #dai #dragon age #again #dragon age: dreadwolf #dread wolf rises #solasmance #fen'harel #the dread wolf #original art #dragon age fanart #dragon age portraits #solavellan #solas #traditional illustration #traditional painting #illutration