You ever get through one very bad week or school year or finally do something that had been weighing on you and it’s like finally breaking the surface of a raging sea. I should feel refreshed that I’m no longer drowning but I can’t help but feel utterly exhausted and dreading the fact I have to swim to shore
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I've had literally the worst day and I just wish I had a place I could live with just one person that would be willing to take care of me and would do so lovingly without seeing me, and my disabilities, as a burden or something that I need to work through so that I can be self reliant when I just can't and know that I never will be. Living costs so much, an amount that I simply will never be able to make, and it just doesn't feel worth it in the first place.
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to continue using tumblr as a public diary, i'm really trying to not spike my adrenaline but the news that we likely can't do chemo for my mom after all has really pretty much ruined.... idk everything
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Oh look Lucy's having a awful year too. Yeah this year has not been good to me.
Family members deaths, life changing stuff, friends dealing with stress as well, and a lot of depression and stress. The only good months was May & September & the worst being June, July & August. The rest where meh or just bad.
But thank you friends & pals for helping me & sticking with me.
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horror__memes Mood. #halloween #halloweenmemes #horrormemes #mood #moodmeme #ilovehalloween #halloweenlove view all 9 comments
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Whoever said 2023 was gonna be great ya lying
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why does being bruce wayne while also being batman so hard and also the worst.
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i feel so goddamn guilty recently for having people who care about me. im so fucked in the head that all i can do is be resentful and hurt over not having one specific kind of relationship. all i can do is look at the people who do and ache and be jealous and want to close the door to my room and never interact with anyone or anything. meanwhile people care about me. and i cant just shut up and be grateful. all i can do is hurt.
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So far so good been an awful year so from here on out my anthem will be eff by bo burnham
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Like you ever pour your heart out to someone and they just disregard it and send you a snap of them with the word “fart”
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Listening to my spotify wrapped 2017 (the first year I used it) and No Mercy by The Living Tombstone is back to back with Chopin’s Raindrop Prelude
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Funny 2022 badges https://www.koolbadges.co.uk/2022-total-shit-show-badge-p-8405.html
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when i was a kid i wanted to be a famous youtuber like dan and phil so that people would gay ship me with my irl best friend and we would be sooo weirded out by it and laugh and make videos joking about it but secretly it would make her realize her repressed gay crush on me and i'd help her through her gay crisis and then we would have a sickeningly sweet sappy romance and read fanfiction about ourselves together... anyways just found out she's married to a guy in the mafia now so i probably don't have a chance
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Obsessed with characters who portray themselves as worse than they are. Who are lying to everyone including themselves about it. People generally assume if someone's lying about themselves they're trying to look better but sometimes they're trying to look worse. They attribute agency to where they had none, add intend to accidents, try to convince everyone that this is something they did instead of something that happened to them.
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