#because i miss it so bad

[iyxv]

jb at variety playhouse in atlanta — sept. 4, 2021

#julien baker #boygenius #this isn’t boygenius but they’re getting tagged anyways #back with more from atl #because i miss it so bad #i had a religious experience on this night #i’m so serious #i also got blackout drunk the next day 🤥 #very healthy people coping mechanisms yes 👍 #the tags are literally my void (free therapy) #stfu jess #literally stfu lol

[chiricat]

i think you’ve already lost, dear detective

#mizuan #mizuki akiyama #an shiraishi #project sekai #prsk #prsk fa #colorful stage #vivid bad squad #vbs #25ji #25 ji nightcord de #nightcord at 25:00 #cat’s art #do i tag this as shuake?? #shuake #p5 #persona 5 #they were the ref so. uh #every night i be like ‘damn i miss p5r’ and then i don’t start my ng+ file #p5r is still on that pedestal on that mind idk i just want to experience it over and over again because the first time was so good #just like when i read p4 for the first time like AOAOAOAOAOOAOAOAOAUGHGHH

[barghest-land]

ata tu corazón, mi amor, y arrástralo por la tierra

#this art hurts so bad #in a way i'd never be able to explain #also it just upsets me a lot because i don't like how i did it:( #idk how to make it better so i'm just gonna leave it as it is #and go to sleep good night #it was supposed to be cool and simple just like that #but in my eyes it's just missing everything and i don't know how to fix it #genuinely thought it was gonna be a good art but here i am oh well. that happens i guess #im sorry javier :(( i'll make more good art i promise #barghestland #art #artists on tumblr #rdr2 #rdr2 fanart #javier escuella

[annarubys]

finding out how many minutes of music people listen to in a year is so interesting especially as someone whose stats are comparatively low. how do you 60k minutes per year people focus on anything. that’s a skill you should put on your resume

#to be clear i am not judging you i want to be you so bad #i def had missed opportunities at the beginning of the year because i was anxious about having airpods in at my job lol #but that wouldn’t have brought me up by that much and i only had 19k how do you do it #a.txt #spotify wrapped

[mountalodiel]

i miss my animal crossing island. Unfortunately i got burnout so hard i cant even open it

#which is sad. its very sad in fact #because i miss it so bad #but im like. so burned out its unreal

[i-ges]

I’m back! Time to re post this now thats it’s finished finished.

#qsmp #q!slimecicle #slimecicle #charlie slimecicile #qsmp juanaflippa #juanaflippa fanart #qsmp fanart #slimecicle fanart #GOD I MISS HER SO MUCH #I was rewatching slime’s VODs from the beginning #and now that we know her death and Tillin’s was not his fault #AHHHH MAN #I think it only feels bad because now we know how much we’ve lost #like before I was like eh these eggs aren’t gonna last #they’ll all be ded by the end of the month #but! we’ve had so many cute memories #and the knowledge that we’ll never get that with Flippa #my art

[sanyaoxsis]

girls night

#tf2 #pyro tf2 #tf2 pyro #miss pauling #tf2 miss pauling #team fortress 2 #missfire #pyropauling #theyre lesbians #i tag this as a ship cuz #*processing* I lost my thought #OKAY SO I'll just say that pauling often calls pyro to help with some #pyro doesn't mind #in the company of pauling. it is moderately quiet and funny for pyro #pauling can understand pyros mfhgmf (as an engie. theyre autdhd friends ehe) #I'm a little nervous to say smth because of bad eng

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Game night ruined.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #wang lingjiao #If the assorted Jiang disciples look familiar it's because they are the same as the disciples in the LWJ in Yunmeng Jiang AU comics! #I decided that if I was going to have background characters come up a lot I may as well solidify a few designs. #We are following MLP background character rules in the sense there are more disciples around but these guys fill in for them #Do they have names? No(t yet). #I just think the jiang disciples are very sweet and cute in the audio drama. I hope nothing bad happens to them. #(let me have me fun and whimsy with them before...you know...) #I feel like I totally missed an opportunity to set WLJ up as an 'Um Actually" girl. #“you're hitting on my man? UM ACTUALLY get BURNT” #“You want to fly kites? UM ACTUALLY It's offensive to my sect so get fucked” #“UM ACTUALLY we're setting up a supervisory office here” #“You want me to stay? UM ACTUALLY I think we pissed off some ghosts so I'm outtie <3” #Do you see the lost potential here? I'm furious at myself for not seeing it sooner.

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

resident evil village but ethan actually has rose with him this time and its a game changer

#ethan winters #resident evil village #karl heisenberg #alcina dimitrescu #resi #resident evil 8 #resident evil #miss D and her man thing #resident evil fanart #the dynamic is so good #its just has so much potential #like uhhhhghh stupid man thing… 🙄 #i GUESS i have to keep u safe 🙄 #she saw his wet sad eyes and felt bad #rosemary winters #i lauve u miss dimitrescu :3 #i dont ship them #its more of a: ur daughter is cute and she loves u very much so i wont kill u because it would make her sad #and then she gets attached to him #like when u feed a stray cat once and it starts following u around #alcina and her man thing that she SWEARS she doesnt care about #shes only in it for the baby she swears #comics

[blackkatdraws2]

Voice of Fate. [Achromatic Loop AU]

#hough i feel bad #double upload!!! #not for anything personal #i just feel bad because the previous post might be a bit too much for some people (?) #i dont want them to miss out on stuff #so have this angst instead #aahh (⁠⊃⁠｡⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠° I'll try making something softer and not grosser soon #so just sit tight okay? ^w^= #I'll cook food for you #tsp achromatic loop au #tsp au #the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tspud #tsp #tsp narrator #narrator tsp #stanley tsp #tsp stanley #my drawing museum

[fanvoidkeith]

sometimes being aroacespec is confusing. what do you mean, most people can tell the difference between platonic and romantic and sexual attraction? what do you mean people don't "choose" crushes? what do you mean that people can imagine themselves in a physical situation with someone else?? isn't dating just Friendship Plus??? hell, isn't marriage just Friendship Plus?????????

what do they mean??????????? what are feelings???? why am i so confused????????

*edit: changed "aroace" to "aroacespec", since several aromantic people felt that this was not an Aromantic Feeling. i see you, i hear you, and so i changed it to be more accurate to me personally, since i am Confused About Feelings Always

#void keith talks #aroace #aromantic #asexual #aro #ace #aromantic asexual #i'm so confused as an autistic aroace person #about every emotion i have about another person ever #and i also read a lot of romance so like. i know what romance is *supposed* to look like #i know the ideal and the not ideal #but i have no idea about any sort of romantic social cues irl #because i'm bad with social cues. i miss them a lot or i misinterpret them #i'm good with body language because i was taught a lot of it early #but social cues are different and some change over time which is INCREDIBLY confusing #and also like? i don't feel stable enough or mentally healthy enough to be in a relationship #i feel like it would be unfair for a potential partner(s) for them to be in a relationship with me #because i just Don't Have My Shit Together. like at all #i Only Like Fictional People That Way #fictoromantic #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbt+ #lgbtq+ #lgbtqia #lgbtqia+ #arospec #aromantic spectrum #aroacespec

[arabian-batboy]

She’s living my dream right in front of my eyes.

#I want to pat his head so bad #cute continuation but I’m very disappointed that they didn’t have them bond over their childhoods #because otherwise what’s the point of having Damian be in it? You could have replaced with anyone & it wouldn’t change a thing #not that I didn’t like the story #but I just felt that it was a missed opportunity #Damian Wayne #Cassandra Cain

[ar-mage-ddon]

extremely messy doodle dump that devolved into me anguishing over trying to figure out how to draw that damn default hat at other angles

#khml #kingdom hearts missing link #kh #kingdom hearts #kh brain #keykid #i couldve just cropped the actual good parts but the line of hats at the bottom is so funny looking i have to leave it #i Think this is my first time drawing brain?? and good lord hes fun to draw #if ur wondering why brain is shaking player up in the corner i just want u to imagine- #-brain trying to figure out what the hell player means by “okay so i Did die but its fine because i decided to keep living afterwards” #thats the kind of friendship dynamic i want for them . i want it so bad (←makes no sense at all) #myart

[lovelytech9902]

We’re roughly 76 hrs away from the final episode of The Bad Batch - how we doin?

#because i am not doing well #simply passing away when it airs #IM NOT READY #i keep sobbing #i’m going to miss them so fucking much #what the fuck am i supposed to do without them? #the bad batch #tbb season 3 #tbb crosshair #tbb tech #tbb echo #tbb wrecker #tbb hunter #tbb omega #tbb spoilers

[mangofanarts]

I miss them, can they interact again Also, I don't remember what event it exactly was, but I do remember that they jokingly left together towards a sunset, it might have been during Festa Junina

#qsmp #badboyhalo #qsmp pac #pachalo #qsmp fanarts #mmangoarts #I kind of miss them pre-purgatory wise because Pac's fear and hatred of Bad was so good and calling him a monster behind his back #but he also still gave him flowers and told him he would be there for him despite his feelings about him because he still cared #But I do still like them after purgatory because the bantering and teasing between them was more comfortable and kind of a nice contrast to #how they used to be before with each other

[inamindfarfaraway]

The Exorcists’ Masks of Virtue

The vast majority of Exorcists in Hazbin Hotel have a notable design element that other angels don’t: their masks are missing an eye. Specifically, the right eye.

I believe this is a reference to the Bible, Matthew 5:29. Jesus says, “If your right eye causes you to stumble, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell.”

He’s being hyperbolic. Mr Free Healthcare was not pro-mutilation. What he means is that you have to be willing to make sacrifices to prevent sin. The context of the eye metaphor is him condemning adultery and warning that even something as easy, casual and small as a look full of lustful intent can lead to further, worse sin if you don’t notice your sin, hold yourself accountable for it and do the work to not let it influence your decisions. This will probably be hard. It could be very, very painful. Changing your perspective can feel as horrible as plucking out your eye, so many people can’t bring themselves to do it. But although it won’t feel that way in the moment, it’s healthier for our general wellbeing in the long run to abandon traits and behaviours that damage ourselves and/or others.

(You may notice that Jesus’s teaching that you can have sinned, redeem yourself by giving up sin and thus escape damnation is the founding principle of the Hazbin Hotel. You may also notice that it contradicts everything the Exorcists believe.)

The Exorcists seem to follow this idea of painfully excising badness for the sake of the greater good devoutly to the point of placing it above teachings like ‘Thou shalt not kill’, with their job being to remove sin, in the form of sinners, to protect Heaven. Hence the missing right eyes. They’re a declaration of moral righteousness and inability to stumble.

But the truth is that the Exorcists all have their right eyes. Their flawlessness is a facade. Underneath, they are untouched, think themselves morally untouchable and, as shown by their horror and outrage when even one of them is killed, would much rather be physically untouchable too. This perfectly represents their complete unwillingness to acknowledge their own faults, let alone improve. They are never the ones who sacrifice. They force the sinners to sacrifice and don’t compensate it with any salvation. They metaphorically rip out the sinners’ eyes, but still condemn their entire bodies as inherently, permanently sinful. So they’ll just have to do another Extermination to get the other eyes! And another one to cut off their right hands! And so on until there’s nothing left.

The only exception to the rule is Vaggie, both in appearance and character. Her mask has the left eye crossed out instead. Even before her expulsion, she’s set apart to the audience as an Exorcist who has the capacity to, shall we say, see a different side of things. Her mask having its ‘sinful’ right eye reflects her understanding that the Exorcist worldview is wrong.

When she almost kills a demon child, her hateful vision clears. She discards the part of herself that’s an unquestioning, merciless agent of death, terror and grief… and as punishment for what Lute perceives as treacherous weakness, gets her eye plucked out.

Of course Lute leaves her with only the ‘sinful’ eye. It brands Vaggie forever as the inversion, a perversion, of what the Exorcists are meant to be.

You know, all this talk of eye removal in the Bible reminds of another line - ‘an eye for an eye’. Adam directly quotes it in “Hell is Forever”. He uses it to frame the Exterminations as Old Testament-style punitive justice; the sinners did harm and so they receive it. But putting aside the debate about how ethical the concept of revenge is, the entire point of taking an eye for an eye is that it’s proportional. The punishment fits the crime. If someone cuts your eye out, you shouldn’t murder their whole family in front of them and then slowly disembowel them to death. That would be the sin of wrath. You should just make them pay without excessive pain or collateral damage. This is the fairest form of revenge.

The Exorcists don’t do that! The Exterminations aren’t proportional to the wrongs of all they hurt, nor was Vaggie’s brutal punishment equivalent to her extremely mild insubordination. Lute literally takes Vaggie’s eye, and more, after Vaggie does nothing to her! That’s the opposite of the phrase! Adam and his soldiers are wrathful and cruel, deriving satisfaction from others’ suffering. But they just can’t stop going on and on about how disgustingly evil the sinners are, in total hypocrisy… despite some of the sinners being far better people than the genocidal Exorcists are… it’s like they’re obsessed with specks of dust in the sinners’ eyes when they have massive logs stuck in their own. Oh hey, that’s in the Bible too!

#both emotionally and symbolically i am rooting for vaggie or charlie to take out one of lute’s eyes #i was like ‘cool vaggie’s missing the opposite eye to her former mask!’ #and then i went back and saw that her mask was also different #and then i went down a rabbit hole of biblical mentions of bad things happening to eyes #i know god and jesus (and the holy spirit) probably won’t appear in the show #at least not in person #but i do cherish the mental image of adam and his genocidal army hanging out #when jesus christ bursts in with a whip #and gets all ‘you have made my father’s house into a den of thieves’ on them but an order of magnitude more intense #because HE SAID LOVE ONE ANOTHER #WHERE IS THE LOVE #HE SPECIFICALLY REQUESTED IT #i’m not christian! i’m a hardcore atheist! #religion is just as fictious to me as egyptian mythology #however i am also autistic and have major special interests in mythology and folklore #so here i am fervently writing analysis of the sermon on the mount #hazbin hotel #hazbin vaggie #hazbin hotel vaggie #vaggie #hazbin hotel exorcists #hazbin exorcists #hazbin hotel analysis #hazbin analysis