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#could a depressed person do this
therainbowfishy · 2 months
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Year of the Dragon 🐉
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mx-yip-yip-hooary · 1 year
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i hope u dont mind the ask bc ur tags opened more cans of worms and i cannot reblog this one post 50 times kdjfhgkdhg
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this close,,,,,,, god,,,,,,,,,,,, on reread the Enemy of the Story arc hits so much fucking worse because that was the time he WANTED to live and that too he wanted to live with THEM, he wanted an ending where everyone was happy and alive and he could finally picture himself there too. he could've sacrificed himself all over again but this time he actually tried,,, even collaborated with yjh,,, he TRIED,,, he was ready to go to the epilogue TOGETHER
but then the subway doors opened and he saw a young boy sitting on a bench......... and he couldn't forgive him. all that progress shattered because the guilt drove him insane,,, he could've found a compromise w the fourth wall, maybe. there were other options. but he didnt want the other options. he wanted to atone. OUGHHHH MY CATHOLIC GUILT-RIDDEN BABYGIRL
"MY CATHOLIC GUILT-RIDDEN BABY GIRL" why is this one of the most accurate statements ever made about kdj
AND YOU GET IT. YOU GET IT.
he wanted to live,, he forgave himself (kinda. as much as he can.) but he just couldn't forgive the boy on the bench. he was LITERALLY confronted with his inner child and wanted to kill him im
FUCK i just. ough.
he forgave a part of him. but he couldn't forgive himself, entirely. wait shit is this why he goddamn split im going to give myself a concussion
look im high on caffeine and its 4am. my brain is just turned into mush that occasionally begins breaking out in sobs when presented with kim dokja. however if his fuckin inability to forgive all parts of himself is the reason why he split himself im going to jump out of a window /j
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whirling-ghost · 1 year
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I have cleaned my desk and my bedside locker!
maybe laundry next? maybe dishes? maybe blanket pile. all of those are good options
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baejax-the-great · 2 years
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I've written over 100k words of just thanzag since March
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teensyntlinesnt · 2 years
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Heaven or Hell (2022)
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classket · 16 days
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Weeded the garden, changed the bedsheets, vacuumed, dusted, picked up a package from the post office, did my grocery shopping, planted some kale, cooked AND spend a lot of time doing nothing much. A true win
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kafkaespsps · 10 months
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fruit, water, fresh air, reading 40 pages of a novel, watching my dog chase birds
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zeropro · 2 days
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uncanny-tranny · 7 months
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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.
It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.
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franklyimissparis · 3 months
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what do you mean ‘what happened in india between john and paul?’ THIS is what happened in india between john and paul
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diningwiththeasquiths · 4 months
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The Bear + The Onion headlines
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theladyigraine · 3 months
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silverstone 2023 you were a real one
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professorspork · 1 year
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haha so weird how Ruby like actually smiled and joked around in this episode haha she's FINE she's CURED so weird how when she has an immediate solvable problem in front of her, her voice rises half an octave and visible signs of sadness and stress are crushed beneath her boot melt away
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carlyraejepsans · 3 months
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i don't think I've ever enjoyed a birthday party with friends as much as today i am genuinely getting a bit teary eyed
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cryptiduni · 10 months
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“white mourning.”
#‘‘A white mourning. A modern death. Divorce or something similar. All you can do is put more distance between you & him. make him smaller.’’#jean is a very easy character to hate if you know nothing about him. & you know what they say. easy target doesn’t make for a good practice#judit literally compares harry to intellectually disabled man yet you don’t see ppl hating her because she is outwardly nice.#she’s polite yes but she doesn’t care as much as jean cares for harry#he is not perfect. he is mean. but loyal. if he truly didn't care he wouldn't hab come back to martinaise & coulda just reported harry’s as#he put up with du bois’ bullshit for years and built a toxic (totally straight) relationship with him yet always comes back.#he says he will leave you in the village to die but please understand harry isn't exactly a great person. especially pre-bender hdb.#planned a make up joke & put on a wig for hdb even tho he wasn’t the who started the whole fiasco#you can hate him all you want for leaving harry before & during tribunal but how could he have foreseen all this bullshit would have happen#his second leaving is kinda bullshit writing but#jv is dealing with his own demons too. clinical depression. partner almost died. job is shit. case spiraling out control#i do not blame the DE staff either. sometimes shit just happens. not everything needs a grand explanation.#but it definitely coulda been handled better. but i understand. resources were sparse.#i relate to ​jv. as someone with temper issues & attention problems i have to remove myself from the scene or i'll say shit i'd regret late#my man is having the worst week of his life. leave him alone.#kim is great but have u heard of a man who thinks he's old when he is only 30 & luvs horses & his commie boyfriend that he's divorcin' soon#disco elysium#de fanart#jean vicquemare#disco elysium fanart#jean heron vicquemare#jean posting#illustration#de#artists on tumblr#my art#I WANTED TO DRAW THIS FOR MONTHSSS YOU COULDN'T IMAGINE. HE LITERALLY HAUNTED ME IN MY SLEEP!!!#i love him normal amount. very healthy. much feelings#my little maiu maiu
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notebookpapers · 3 months
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HE JUST LIKE ME FR
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